No.304890
I have come to the realization that what I suffer from is not schizophrenia but psychotic depression and the only way to treat my symptoms is to treat the depression. Using medication prescribed for schizophrenia alone is insufficient. It wasn't until I started taking a generic Abilify that I started to be able to focus enough to make indie games which is something I had wanted to do for years. My paranoia finally fell to manageable levels. The paranoia used to be debilitating and kept me constantly hypervigilant to imagined dangers every day.
If your mental illness is severe enough, psych meds might be a good option.
No.304893
>>304890Are you OP? Damn, you sound a lot like me.
I also had a psychotic depression along with very severe mood swings, I'm glad I started taking Abilify (but I also take Wellbutrin now along with it). It did wonders to my mood and now I don't do all that regretful stuff that I did. Some things that I said and did during my episodes still make me cringe. I think some people don't get that you legit become a menace and do reckless shit without meds.