No.304890
I have come to the realization that what I suffer from is not schizophrenia but psychotic depression and the only way to treat my symptoms is to treat the depression. Using medication prescribed for schizophrenia alone is insufficient. It wasn't until I started taking a generic Abilify that I started to be able to focus enough to make indie games which is something I had wanted to do for years. My paranoia finally fell to manageable levels. The paranoia used to be debilitating and kept me constantly hypervigilant to imagined dangers every day.
If your mental illness is severe enough, psych meds might be a good option.
No.304893
>>304890Are you OP? Damn, you sound a lot like me.
I also had a psychotic depression along with very severe mood swings, I'm glad I started taking Abilify (but I also take Wellbutrin now along with it). It did wonders to my mood and now I don't do all that regretful stuff that I did. Some things that I said and did during my episodes still make me cringe. I think some people don't get that you legit become a menace and do reckless shit without meds.
No.304894
>>304887For the euthanasia places they want 10k and 5k is for the application stage, if you get rejected which you likely will you’re unlikely to get the 5k back they’re pretty stingy. Waste of money unless you got a terminal illness or over 50 or 60
No.304895
>>304894and then they put you in jail for murder, if you have a competing good customer service euthanasia that doesn't scam
No.304899
>>304893These drugs are legitimately dangerous (to whomever is reading this). Do not get on neuroleptics like "abilify" without very very long and considered research first. Solutions to sadness absent the ingestion of dangerous prescription drugs exist. Also remember (wizards) there are negative interests that lurk about this webspace seeking to cause us to sterilize or kill ourselves.
No.304901
>>304887>I hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too darkIf you hate thinking dark thoughts and hate pumping yourself full of lobotomy pills, then stop doing both. Treat yourself with some respect.
>>304899>there are negative interests that lurk about this webspace seeking to cause us to sterilize or kill ourselves.This. It came out recently that Sanctioned Suicide's popularity was spearheaded by radical anti-male feminists (both men and succubi). And how did it get popular? Through word of mouth on imageboards and such.
No.304916
>>304901>then stop doing both. Treat yourself with some respect.Like i mentioned sometimes it gets so difficult to let go of it via meditation, and life goes on there are obligations arriving at the moment that can't be avoided, just causing the feelings to grip even stronger when I'm trying to sleep at night.
Please enlighten me how to simply stop doing both…
Because it sounds like you're speaking from on high with some normie platitudes like "just do it"
No.304918
I'm forced to take an antipsychotic injection every ten weeks, beside this I'm very anti-psychiatry, psych drugs made me disabled both mentally and physically
As for VAD (voluntary assisted death) in Switzerland it requires a medical condition, you can contact some association like Pegasos or Dignitas to ask if you're eligible for VAD
It is really cruel that most countries have yet to recognize a right to die with dignity
No.304919
>>304917>rightyou keep using ""right"" the same way some subversive judeomarxist tranny does
legalizing murder isn't your ""right""
You have the right to slit your wrists in a bathtub
No.304920
>>304918Better yet, go down fighting if you really care about dignity, faggot
No.304921
>>304919if criminals have a right to be executed, then they shouldn't get privileges that law-abiding citizens can't demand as well.
No.304924
>>304887Assisted suicide is for sissies. I have suicidal thoughts daily but I'd never go there. I say if you are truly willing to die, you will do it by a knife, by a noose, by a train, by ODing drugs, it doesn't really matter. This shit reeks of 'profit' chasing. Giving jews shekels so that they kill you is awful. I'd rather dehydrate myself to death than give a damn nickel to those bastards.
No.304932
>>304920>>304924Delusional, you wouldn't remain sane throughout this process and you would pussy out when you start feeling bad. Assisted death is a basic human right, deal with it savages.
No.304945
>>304932It's basically begging some egghead jew to kill you. Where is dignity in that?
No.304946
We shouldn't let murdering scumbags get to live on the taxpayer dime waiting 30 years to be executed.
If a murderer confesses and pleads guilty he should face the firing squad the next day. That'll scare them straight. Then you'd see crime go down.
No.304947
>>304946>Then you'd see crime go down.We'd see less people admitting to murder, and more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed either through vague legislative involvement or by directly pulling the trigger.
No.304948
>>304947> more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executedI don't think speeding up the process would lead to that.
> "Oh it'll be 20 years till my murdering buddy is executed, so I don't care as much" No.304952
>>304932>basic human rightShut the fuck up you judeomarxistic worm. Biomass like you shouldn't have access to the Internet
No.305016
>>304946There's plenty of innocents who confess under pressure. I'm glad that emotional people like you don't make the laws otherwise there would be much more people unjustly murdered on this earth.
No.305027
>>305016as an emotional person, I can agree: good thing people like myself don't get to be in charge of implementing, "signing" new laws.
No.305046
>>305044If your only replies are "ur a faggot" and "ur a jew" you don't belong here, you look like automated shitposting bots and deserve to be ignored or even better banned