/dep/ - Depression

Start working out.

I remember being around 18/19 and dreaming of getting diagnosed with some mental illness or disability to allow me to get free money. Sadly never worked, and my parents were heavily against it despite me having a strong case. "Muh honor, you must work for the system!!!!!". I worked with a guy that has now successfully acquired a lifetime sickness benefit for some back pain issues, which isn't even that bad considering he still rides a sports motorbike. He's making like 75% of a 40 hour minimum wage paycheck, plus gets free rent and other little perks. Essentially he's making 3x/3.5x min wage if you count it purely in dollars. I'm unreasonably jealous. Imagine having 600 dollars a week to just spend on any dumb shit you want for the rest of your life and never needing to clock in ever again. Workers are the real chumps.

>>305398
Really rough anon
Reminds me of my experience
I just want to be free from responsibility
If my life is gonna be sad and pathetic atleast leave me be in my small bubble of relative happiness
Nothing good has ever come for me from interacting with the world and I wish to cease

>>305403
Can I ask what job you're doing now? I think the best we can do is try to find something that isn't so bad and lower our standards of living so we can have more free time. I had 1 year of working nightshift at my job, it was bliss but under new management I'm now forced to interact with customers during peak hours and drive in horrible traffic. I thought I appreciated what I had, I didn't appreciate it enough. Sadly good jobs are disappearing these days with the advent of these eager slaves willing to break backs for peanuts. When I first entered the work force they would joke about how half of my day I was free to "look busy" and do my own thing. Now you can't even take a 5 second break after pulling a 2 ton pallet with a broken trolley without being yelled at and written up. We are worked like those slave egypt had

>>305366
working out is pathetic, and for 50 IQ imbeciles, OP is moaning about not having free time and you suggest to waste even more time in a shallow retarded meaningless hobby that only gets you body dysmorphia

>>305362
I'm 36 and been NEET all my life and to me its a mystery how people even manage to get jobs to begin with.
back in highschool all my classmates somehow had university and apprenticeship and jobs lined up for them but I had nothing, then people told me I have to send my CV to places which I did but everytime I got a rejection or an interview where they already decided to reject me because there are apparently 5 billion other people lined up for the job.
I been signed up to countless job programs at the local job center and none of this shit has ever yielded me a proper job so all I did was sit around listening to some twat explaining how to write a CV or doing a warehouse wagecuck job while getting paid less than half what a real warehouse wagecuck gets.
I even volunteered for the Military and they told me to get lost.

Do you get the neexbux though? Schizobux, maybe?

>>305408
>I even volunteered for the Military and they told me to get lost.
How the fuck do you even get denied a military job? Even if you're a fat fuck they should give you some desk assignment or an in-base driver's gig.

>>305362
Same, I miss having so much free time to waste. Now that I'm a wageslave, free time is too precious to waste on small stuff. But I'm too tired after work and I have not enough free time for actual hobbies. So I do drugs sometimes, I crave intense sensation to make even for the uneventful hours spent at work. The drugs lead to even more desensitization. I just can't accept a mundane life.

>>305398
I wish I acted even more retarded when I was younger. Wish I was even more of a nuisance to my parents. Maybe then they would realise that there is something wrong with this kid, and take me to the shrink. But instead I allowed myself to get dragged into wageslavery. Now that I've displayed that I'm capable of working, the opportunity for tardbux is gone. But I'm not cut out for this shit. Just being outside drains me, and working on top of that - it takes like 110% of my daily energy. I try to recover on the weekends but it doesn't work that way.

I'm in a position right now where NEETing is not an option unfortunately. I miss being a NEET a lot also. The worst part is the job is in-person customer support. Every customer and co-worker I am forced to interact with reinforces my desire to self-isolate tenfold. It's gotten so bad I am using AI to try and cope with daily life. Nowadays I prompt it to give me a NEET scenario like an average day in my life back then so I can daydream. Don't know how much more of this I can take to be honest. It's only been 2 months…

>>306663
What kind of drugs do you do? I want something intense that makes me feel very good but won't fuck me up too much the next day. Any recommendations? I only ever drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes and very rarely weed.

>>306667
you should try dmt or some other psychedelic, they dont mess with your body physically.

I am the opposite of you, i have too much free time that i don't know what to do with it

>>305362
OP, had a neetbucks and be happy

I was a neet then a wagie now half and half. The only good thing is money. I wanted to move to SEA after grinding but nope. Just find small joys.

>>306667
if you want ultra intense like the other wiz said, DMT. but personally i think controlled doses of LSD and working up to high doses where you can handle the intensity is what i'd recommend. I only had borderline overwhelming experiences when i got up to 4-5 hits which i think made them more profound since i worked up to that intensity, because i was able to be present and not just tripping out of my gourd