Why Shouldn't I Kill Myself?

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Why Shouldn't I Kill Myself? Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 21:34:50 No.306088

I'm Failed Low Tier Normie (3.5 PSL Rating), utterly autistic, haven't had friends for a decade by now (I'm just 20), can't function in any way (work-related, socially or even just within my family; I'm even too scared to talk to my biological dad or e.g my grandmother when she comes here) and every day I feel more and more angry that I have to bear this existence every second I'm alive. I can't even simply laugh at things, I'm just a manchild chud who can't be entertained and who doesn't have motivation to do anything. It's like I've been already dead for a long time now but I'm still haunted by my consciousness. I just don't have the courage to end it. I feel like a lot of you experience the same, why haven't you specifically done it?

Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 22:00:33 No.306089

What have you done in an effort to improve your situation and outlook?

Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 22:30:21 No.306091

I never understand why people would kill themselves instead of killing someone else AND THEN killing themself. Go kill a healthcare CEO or rob a bank

Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 22:42:47 No.306092

>>306089
nothing, i'm chronically lazy and indecisive just like my ancestors who were also just low class bums
>>306091
i hate no one really, not even some disgusting mega capistalist or politician who exploits me. i wouldn't even kill a foid who cheated on me

Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 22:52:44 No.306093

kys and (((they))) win

Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 23:16:47 No.306094

You ask why I haven't ended my life. This is something I wonder about too. I first began seriously considering suicide in my early teens. I sometimes ask myself, "Has it been worth it to stay alive since then?" Invariably, the answer is, "Certainly not." So why continue? There's no great reason. I'm simply not in a hurry, and there are still some things I'd like to do, if I can. The world tells me I'll die anyway, if I just wait a few more decades. In the meantime, I might see something interesting. I used to feel much more strongly, as you seem to, that life is unbearable. I wonder why it all doesn't seem so serious anymore? I suppose I've gradually removed the parts I can't tolerate, and come to terms with others. Even the worst days are "manageable" now. Reading and meditation help a lot. Considering the progress I've made, especially in the last few years, I do have hope that I can continue to improve things. Eventually, perhaps I'll be glad I didn't end it back then. Or perhaps not. It doesn't seem like the sort of thing that should trouble me either way. That sort of "troubling" seems to be connected to my finding things "intolerable." Well, I'm sorry for rambling so much, but I hope I've answered your question.