No.307520
Yes, you get it right. I'm only 28 but I'm deteriorating at a higher level and it is absolutely horrible.
Normalfags don't seem to be bothered by their mortality and how painful this process will be, they just go around claiming suicide is bad and life is a gift.
To me being able to choose over my own body is what matters the most.
No.307523
>>307520Life for them is not as painful as it is for you.
No.307524
>>307523Well it takes basic empathy skills to understand that life is not a single player game, rejoicing while someone else is suffering is the highest level of evil.
No.307525
>>307524Nobody said anything about rejoicing. Empathy is in short supply though. People have neither the time, energy, or emotional intelligence/bandwidth for the sufferings of others.
No.307530
I'm terrified of dental problems because of how fucking expensive they are. It's like $1500-2000 for a filling and cap. Which as a NEET is completely unaffordable.
No.307573
>>30751930 here, my body is rekt and I plan on hanging myself
>>307521I find it strange the Buddha spawned a religion. He seems more a similar figure to the stoic senator Seneca and Emperor Marcus Aurelius.
>>307524I wish I wasn't aware of higher levels of evil
No.307574
>>307573>my body is rekt what's wrong?
No.307575
>>307524>>307573Good and evil are human constructs. There's no morality independent of mind.
No.307576
>>307575Torturing consciousness is a replicable, scientifically demonstrable, evil deed
No.307578
>>307575Go back to reddit, godless abomination.
No.307579
>>307576>Torturing consciousnessNo such thing. Plenty of wizards happily.
>scienceA human construct based on blind faith in axioms.
>>307578Lol
No.307721
>>307575If you start thinking like this then all human ideas like physics, evolution, atheism are just human constructs not independent of mind.
No.307722
i for one feel good because i eat raw plants and call your food candy, i exercise, i skate, i meditate, i sunbathe, i read, i build my own furniture. while you suffer i am mildly optimistic. being healthy is worth it, your mouthpleasure can't compare to loving your body and it loving you back.
my body is literally a machine that loves me and i take good care of it.
also just stop being depressed, it's possible once you stop insisting on it so hard.
No.307823
>>307574I have brain issues, I hear voices, nightmares, insomnia, involuntary jerks of limbs, feel delusions creeping in, it's all over
No.307833
>>307823>it's all overwhat is the next type of exercise you wanna try, tough guy
No.307835
33 here, soon to be 34. Yep it sucks. My knees are starting to hurt from labor jobs, brain fog, even forgetting how to spell words and the names of places I once knew well 10 years ago.
That and watching family die around you and just how you're treated as a loner at this age.
The worst part is that being solitary for so long has damaged my psyche permanently. Emotions are muted and dopamine I used to get from activites in my 20s is no longer there, nothing to look forward to, not even food.
It's easy to think in your 20s that your 30s as a wizard is just a repeat, or that you'll magically find the will to kill yourself. Let me tell you as you age that concept becomes terrifying as you feel the pain of your mind and body breaking down, as does your resolve you had in your 20s to kill yourself.
No.307839
>>307833What? Your post doesn't even make sense.
No.307840
>>307839he's experiencing an episode be calm with him
No.307841
>>307519I'm only nineteen and already the decay has commenced. My back and neck hurts, my brain is fucked from years of anxiety and drug use.
No.307842
>>307839>What? Your post doesn't even make sense.you say "it's over" but that does not help you one bit. you know what does help a small amount? exercise, physical activity, physical expression; kid's even used to call this "playing" before there were video games who took everything over.
my post was asking what kind of physicality you wanna try next so you don't dwell on how enshittified things are.
No.307843
>>307841>I'm only nineteen and already the decay has commenced. My back and neck hurts, my brain is fucked from years of anxiety and drug use.you have decades of life left inside, find out how the healthy people spend their time. what do they do.
No.307844
>>307843figures you're an esl
No.307845
>>307842I am the guy with brain issues I am not the guy who replied.
If your serious I can only say that you are delusional how bad things can get. You are not going to walk off schizophrenia and epilepsy-like symptoms.
Once you reach a certain point of brain damage it really is over
No.307847
>>307845this is true. since the brain is the center of your world when it gets damaged too much you basically can't help yourself anymore
No.307856
>>307846Noice. Agreed. Advil exists for a reason. Grab a hot/cold beverage of choice and do it to it.
No.307876
>>307847yeah you're also delusional if you don't think this can easily happen to you with one bad drug trip or brain infection, alcoholism takes more time
voices, mini-seizures, insomnia, visual hallucinations, you're just rekt for life and antipsychotics do nothing but turn you into a drooling retard
No.307882
Just be healthy bro