No.308025
it's not like you're physically suffering, so it's still possible to change your mindset to enjoy life. you don't have to work so you're free to just chill all day. if your toxic family gives you shit, turn it around on them and make their lives miserable. this will improve your mood.
realistically, you have like a top 10% life on this planet if you don't have to work and you have access to the internet. yeah your self-esteem is probably low but you can just decide not to give a shit about that and live the life of a free-spirited mooch. become a trickster and fuck with the norms and take advantage of them.
if that doesn't work, then by all means hang yourself, you just need a sturdy anchor point.
No.308026
Kill your toxic family and use a noose to lasso a GF