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 No.308391

we must accept it. we are losers and society mocks us no matter what we do. we're not cool. we think we're cool because we are in a website where only virgin males are in and we circle jerk together. That's why we think we're superior to normalfags while in fact we're seen has failed people. you may feel as much superior as you like on wizchan but once out of the internet, you'll be mocked for being 30+ virgin male behind your back.
It sucks; being mocked and being. alower human being. even non-white are more successful than you and being racist doesn't change that. I think racism is a kind of cope people are because they're frustrated.
You can be as much succesful as you can be (rich, good job, house, beautiful car,etc…) like every other normalfags but at the end of the day when they'll ask you if you have a wife or a gf, and after you said never, they'll think something's wrong with you or you're gay.
Some wizards donnt give a fuck because they feel above all of that but those are, according too me, a übermensch bit it is a very rare case. so don't think you're one to please you're ego. I think the wizard übermensch has everything a normalfag has in life but is morally superior to them. those who uses this power to trashtalk others isn't a übermensch according to me because he does the same shit normalfags do to others to feel better. There's a lot of wizards who mock normalfags to feel better but at the end of the day it makes them look like as bad as normalfags. the übermensch is a rare case and I am 100% sure there's no übermensch wizard on here (or maybe 0,1%).
Anyway, I'm not making a thread about the wizardmensch because it would fit most on /wiz/ than /dep/. I'm making this thread on /dep/ because I'm sad and depressed being a failure. even failednormalfags mock us.
We're ugly and dumb. feel free to delete the thread mods, I don't care I'm sad. I don't want to push my narratives unto others. I know many wouldn't agree because they live a good life and don't care about what other people think or say about him, but I know most of the wizards suffer and that's why there's a /dep/ board…if it wasn't the case, tbis board wouldn't exist. wizards are sad. in fact I don't know why they're sad because they just have to live life luke anybody else; it's just they don't have a wife and kids but live life like everyone else on this earth. so why wizards aren't happy? Most if the time is life struggle like money or shitty job.
feel free to tell us why you're sad and why I'm wrong and talk out of my ass, I don't know anymore anyway.
I know, "talk for yourself" you would say to me and " stop projecting your insecurities unto other wizards", but I believe some wizard feel the same and we can share about that. Maybe I want someone to agree with me at least…

 No.308393

i agree, disagree, and agree some more. but this is very nuanced.

first of all not all wizards of the world are on wizchan, and this place is probably a stopgate for a lot of wizards on the brink of self-destruction so there's a very skewed bias into the bleakness of our current state.

but it's not all black and white; what does one GAIN from wizardry if they stopped feeling sorry for themselves?

could there be a blissful state when you realize how much time you just achieved for yourself without the trappings of a normalfag life (wife and kids, mortgage and two car payments, constant financial and social obligations…)


when you start to flow with wizardry instead of looking back at all you 'missed out on' you can realize 'not my circus, not my monkeys' and start to live the life you are meant for.


i know it's a bitter pill to swallow; but what else choice do you have?

there's nothing wrong with living your life how you are, unless you have internal judgments of it. Or are you just carrying someone else's judgment?

And lastly… your suffering is valid and accepting less than you deserve and learning to be happy with it is a painful grieving process but there are ways through it. There's always some glimmer of light at least to get you through another day just keep looking for what is compelling YOU FORWARD. There's something there. Prolly a lot of negative trauma actually compelling you AWAY from something.

 No.308394

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>>308393
>are you just carrying someone else's judgment
I do

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>>308391
I understand your frustrations, even if I don't feel the same way. Yes, sometimes it stings when you have to interact with normals and you feel it in your bones that something is off about you. Something fundamental that prevents you from understanding or connecting with most people. At the end of the day we are social animals and rejection hurts, simple as. Now as far as suffering wizards go, I think a lot of folks here especially on /dep/ are stuck on some of the lower rungs of society, not only socially but also economically and materially, which might make it even more difficult on them. You could say that they are lacking ways to cope with not being able to experience a fundamental part of being human or whatever.
Personally, while I'm not a full wizard yet (though I will be in two years) I have come to terms with my life for the most part. As I said, sometimes interacting with normies is painful in some way or another and you might feel like a failure in comparison to others. But in my experience the comparisons are mainly something you experience in your late teens when hormones are peaking and which then recedes. Maybe the body eventually understands that you aren't going to mate and thus stops investing as much energy in those systems, "use it or lose it" and all that. But even over a decade ago I knew I would end up a wizard when I was lurking on here, reading posts from strangers online that were some of the most relatable bits of human experience I could consume. Granted, I didn't really expect to fail out of uni and NEETing and what not, I figured I'd live somewhat normally on the outside and just never have relations to succubi but it is what it is.
How >>308393 said, however you live your life is fine as long as you can genuinely be fine with it. At some point you have to learn to not let other people's perspectives and expectations of you cloud the way you actually feel about yourself.

 No.308397

I don't really view myself as superior or inferior than others just because I don't pursue sex and sex doesn't pursue me either, I just come here because I like being able to discuss ideas and life-experiences among like-minded guys without getting the finger pointed at me for being autistic/virgin/weird/ugly/etc; not like wizards are angels but I feel most of us were handed the short end of the stick by parents and/or society for no fault of our own, and we're told to man up and join the rat race just so that other rat racers can feel better about themselves when running it next to us, no thanks. Sure my life is miles better than some poor Ukranian being blown off to bits on the frontlines but that doesn't mean that I have to be happy about the normie abuse I received all my life, both things happen because of retarded cruel humans running society and if you train people to keep it to themselves you end up with an abused dog slave society like China or North Korea.

I also don't understand why you're shoehorning muh racism into this post, it must be nice to live so sheltered from the world.

 No.308398

>>308397
>racism
because it is linked to feel superior



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