/dep/ - Depression

You can just set a death date for yourself. Suicide is easy. The weakest, dumbest people kill themselves with ease.

>Imagine KNOWING for sure -more or less- how many time you have left;
Why would anyone imagine that? That's awful.

>>308856
I'm TERRIFIED of poverty.And of having to live moderately for decades.
if I'm told "you die in 5 months", I KNOW I can splurge ,then die.

>>308857
You can splurge right now and die if that's any comfort.

>>308858
It's not the same, there's something about being cursed by wasting diseases that makes even killers afraid

>>308858
I literally can't convince my monkey brain to off my own self.

sometimes i envy people when i hear they died.
>he died suddenly in his sleep
i wish that were me ffs. i don't have it in me to actually kill myself and natural death is unlikely for several decades…

I'd like to off myself in the distant future for multiple reasons but I'm afraid that when the time comes I bitch out or it has become harder to find resources for painless methods. Because of that, if a doctor told me right now that I will die in about a year or so, it would lift a huge burden off me. I don't think I would do much though, no hedonism because that always feels like a waste so instead maybe writing a book or something to leave behind. At last I'd go to Japan and off myself before my time comes in whatever beautiful and relatively isolated landscape I can find, and humbly ask in my suicide note to be buried in that country, not because I'm a weeb but because it's the only fair country left on Earth.

>>308868
>buried
you DO know japan has made burials illegal, right? they just cremate people and have trouble with space of ashes vases

>>308886
burials, cremation, it's all the same to me, I just don't want my remains to stay in Eur*pe.

yeah would be really good to know how much i have left.

Not really, it's a slow death. You should envy those guys who suddenly die from heart attacks or ODs