How to get over the fact that you can't freely decide over your own body? Like I always wanted to own a gun because I could decide to shoot myself with it but I don't know how to buy or use it.Being so powerless in front of the events is utterly disgus

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Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 09:33:25 No.308918

How to get over the fact that you can't freely decide over your own body? Like I always wanted to own a gun because I could decide to shoot myself with it but I don't know how to buy or use it.

Being so powerless in front of the events is utterly disgusting and I don't know how to cope.

Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 10:29:20 No.308921

>I don't know how to buy or use it.
Then learn. Go watch a YouTube video on gun licensing and purchasing. Then watch a video on gun safety and do the opposite of what it tells you.
>Being so powerless in front of the events is utterly disgusting
You're not powerless. You're either lazy or have been so indoctrinated in to the academic protocols of learning that you've forgotten that you can just learn things on your own without some teacher assigning books and lessons to you.

Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 10:43:23 No.308923

"im too retarded to walk into a pawn shop" alright

Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 11:49:54 No.308924

you don't. you were bred to be a slave, without will or initiative. all you've got going for you is pain. sorry but that's just how it is. owning your body is purely a question of will. if you don't own it well then welcome to the club buddy. there's no hope here

Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 13:54:13 No.308925

Firearm ownership might not be for you. It wasn't for me either, I sold mine and felt way more in control of my destiny without it.

Anonymage 07/04/26 (Sat) 15:13:41 No.308929

>>308925
Darn I wish I had a gun to shoot myself with.

Anonymage 07/08/26 (Wed) 14:16:12 No.308977

Are you sure it isn't just survival instinct? I tried to hang myself in january but backed out at the last moment.

Anonymage 07/08/26 (Wed) 14:37:12 No.308979

>>308977
there are better methods than hanging so no reason to do it that way unless you're in a hurry, the risk of not doing it properly and suffering a slow and painful death or surviving with brain damage is too high

Anonymage 07/10/26 (Fri) 07:06:48 No.308993

>>308979
still better than overdosing or jumping

Anonymage 07/10/26 (Fri) 14:00:27 No.308998

I remember seeing that on family guy, the talking dog speaking about having a gun as last resort which gave him comfort. First time I've ever truly agreed with something that's a little taboo. If I had a sure and quick way to die if things ever got too much I'd live a little more carefree. A goodnight switch is how I like to call it. Sure I could just jump off a tall building, but that's really hard to overcome the instinct, and also the natural fear of heights. I've looked down a stairwell that was 18 floors high and I hated the visual and sensation it gave me.