/dep/ - Depression

I'm addicted to caffeine. It's not a cope for any sort of depression; I just enjoy how it makes me feel!

for me it's ice cold coke zero and cawfee.

>>309065
> It's not a cope for any sort of depression
For me it actually is. Amazingly enough caffeine makes me feel better than any of the anti-depressants I've tried so far. Not that it's saying much, since I still feel like shit overall, but still.

Kombucha

alcohol, cannabis, psych meds. my brain is shot

coffee and nicotine gum here

massive drinker of beer. When im binging I can do 20 5% bottles of 3xx ml a day. currently trying to lower it a lot as I am running into health issues, 50 beers a week is kinda my max now and ideally want to do 24 a week

>>309070
Have you ever thought of referring to kombucha as "the booch"? I have. In fact last time I was at the store I asked the f/emale in the aisle whether they have any "booch" and she told me that they did not. Joke's on her!

Video games

>>309098
boochi the rock

>>309089
Not a big deal if you eat a lot of food too, but then you get fat. I'm currently maintaining 10-12 a day by working out 5x a week and being a good long distance runner. I've only ever run into health problems from beer when I drank on an empty stomach.

>>309064
Let me do some math.

Most nights are 10 shots of Everclear and 10 shots of a liqueur. 1 shot to 1.5 ounce.
That's 15 + (15 x 0.25) Which is 15 + 3.75.
It all comes out to roughly 20 ounces of ethanol a night. I start mixing them stronger after I get loosened up.


I know it's all so miserable, but at least I can't feel it. Consequences, repercussions, the pain of a near-lethal dose.
It's just static at that point.

I won't say it feels good. But at least it doesn't hurt.
That's the most important part.
Not even the hangover. I learned how to get around those. I'm really good at avoiding pain. I wish that could be a marketable skill. I'd be just filthy rich if it was.

A wizard can dream. It's a shame that's about all we can do in this hellish place.

>>309064
i smoke 3-4 cigarettes a day. its one of the few things i look forward to. One before, during, and maybe 2 after work

My suicidal thoughts pretty much went away once I got my legal weed card and started using weed heavily. Sometimes when I don't smoke weed I find myself thinking about killing myself again. So basically I'm addicted to weed to not want to kill myself. An improvement from when I didn't have good access to weed and wanted to kill myself at least.

>>310084
Guys who do this all have a time limit until their bodies will rebel. Might be their kidneys or their liver or their pancreas. Something will go after a while of drinking like this and you will end up in the hospital with the choice to either stop drinking and get your shit together, or literally die.