I wasted 12 years of my life being stuck in shitty apartment with my in a third world countryThis includes all of my teen hood as well as a bit of my adulthoodAfter realizing this, I got depressed. I just wish I could have done more things that were mo

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Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 07:02:32 No.309319

I wasted 12 years of my life being stuck in shitty apartment with my in a third world country
This includes all of my teen hood as well as a bit of my adulthood
After realizing this, I got depressed. I just wish I could have done more things that were more important to me, such as starting out drawing earlier and moving out of that shitty apartment. It just hurt how much time I wasted being terminally ill online while being stuck in hell.
I am not sure how to get over this. I have time. I am 23, but still knowing that my life could have been better in the 2010s and the early 2020s hurts me deeply. I wish I was smarter. I wish my mom was not a lazy whore who constantly smokes and eats, and she sold that fucking apartment earlier so we could find somewhere better for life.

Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 07:09:46 No.309320

In the end it doesn't even matter, we're here just to suffer, think in this way: you could have been homeless and your mom could have disowned you.

Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 07:32:58 No.309321

>>309320
>In the end it doesn't even matter
Nihilist Slop Thinking
>think in this way: you could have been homeless and your mom could have disowned you.
Being homeless at least forces you to move around rather than be stuck in one shitty location.

Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 07:42:00 No.309322

>>309321
Wizbro I gave you my wizdom, if you think you're born to enjoy life and you live in regret because of your past then there is nothing that can help you, because you don't recognize our painful condition as mere human beings, so you will forever be deceived.

Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 07:50:40 No.309323

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>>309321
>Nihilist Slop Thinking
Pray do tell, oh enlightened one, how it is that you have come to believe this primate hallucination to have any real fundamental anchoring in transcendental meaning. Oh right! You cannot!

>but muh seat of subjectivity
>but muh immediate sensory experience

"You" and "Me" are nothing but the material bodies software. We exist in order to better orient our physical bodies towards items and places that are likely to lead to mating, and away from pain and danger. Nothing that we perceive or experience is consequential in any sense whatsoever. One day the human race will simply go extinct. And matter will continue on without us. Utterly indifferent to out absence.