/dep/ - Depression

I have a massive amount of cousins, about 50+ that are somewhat involved in my parents sphere of gossip. Perhaps another 50+ if you consider ones we don't know of. I get it all the damn time. One of them is a teenager and has landed some type of mega roll, basically small time celebrity and my parents berate me for not being this flamboyant actor. Same goes for the few who have managed to get married, they want me to talk to the succubi at work that are clearly on a working visa just to get married. They don't care I have no interest, they don't care that those succubi would leech all the wealth imaginable out of me and my parents.

A 16 year old female cousin got pregnant by some street gangster boyfriend of hers that dipped. My parents tell me: "YOURE 30 AND CANT HAVE KIDS BUT SHE CAN?" As if that means anything, as if it's even comparable. Again I don't want kids or anything like that but they don't want to hear it.

All the other cousins just make snarky remarks to me and try to troll me. I'm literally just a lolcow for them. Ive had them ring my work telling lies about me, trying to get me fired. Police called on me etc.. Keep in mind I've done NOTHING wrong, no outbursts or anything, just a weird loner type. Yet they deem me worthy of this abuse. I have 2 uncles who are rapists and pimped their own mother out, yet you can't say anything negative about them. I don't get it.

I just want to be alone and I've happily cut them all out. It's just hard to manage as they gossip to my parents often, I like my parents but when they are gone I will truly be able to have some peace and cut off the entire family.

no, this sounds very annoying

>>309372
It's the same with me, most of my cousins belittle me and try to give me patronising advice, I also live with abusive parents, and I live in third world, I am so crushingly lonely that it's extremely hard to go by daily life at this point, and of course being poor doesn't help as well. I will say this though if I was a normie and if I was ever going to have kids, I would never ever have a son and would rather have a female child because females never lose in this world.

A lot of cousins also give me phony referrals at jobs which never get me anywhere and one of them was literally interviewing me in the sense, he was trying to belittle me on the dining table in front of everyone mocking my lack of knowledge, fuck this planet man.

>>309372
I hate it when succubi think men and succubi have it just as easy when it comes to reproduction chances. Any further conversation with them is futile.

>>309370
I am the eldest child within both my immediate, and extended family. As such, I have never had a close relationship with any of my cousins. Still being children, they lack the cognitive powers to place me mentally within the broader social hierarchy, or to single out behaviors and mannerisms that I display that depart from the norm. In some way I do fear the prospect of their ascension into adulthood. Family gatherings are uncomfortable enough as it is at this current moment without being surrounded not only be grown adults but adolescent youths. Oh well, there is still another ten or so years left until they will be there.

I have cousins but I never see them since 7-9 years ago maybe. They used to visit my family when i was a kid, we always had a good relation but they stopped visiting us and we grew apart. I really don't care, I neither miss them.

>>309370
>belittle
I lashed out at them once, they cut all contact with me after that.

Our entire breed is subhumans somehow, so we're comfy right here together!

>>309412
>Our entire breed is subhumans somehow
What do you mean?

>>309431
I think he means that we're very unlucky in all departments, as most people here are ostracised by their peers, family, and friends. Most of us have either dead end jobs or no jobs, a lot of us don't also look good which eventually set us on the path of embracing wizard-hood because we can't have anyone either and trying to get someone will only worsen the pain. Also a lot of people here have been abused as well.

I can be completely wrong though, maybe people here are smart white collar workers and maybe they get well with their families, but I am certainly treated like a subhuman by people around me, of course though no one is subhuman, everyone feels pain one way or other. If anything I believe people on this little image board are profoundly human.

>>309409
I had the same experience with my older cousin. He was an ass to me constantly. Belittled me, called me fat, said I need to wear a bra because I am a fat bitch with tits and other nasty crap. One day he came to my home and wanted to play on my PC. He didn't ask. He just straight up told me 'Get up!'. I got mad like never before for some reason. This asshole came into my house and just barks orders like that. It was infuriating.
I yelled at him and told him everything I thought about him. He was about 17, I was 12. Ever since then we don't talk, even when meeting with my relatives he doesn't speak to me. And I don't mind that, fuck him.