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 No.309657

I try and try like I really do to be a wizard but unfortunately keep heading into becoming a crab. As someone who can't afford to NEET and will just die on the side of the street if I do so, I have to unfortunately go out into the real world and try to get a job and maintain a "social life".

And that is the worst part about it, I simply don't get it, a friend of mine wanted to meet another friend and he wanted me to go to club with me, now why did I agree? Because I wanted a referral for a job. Apart from that clubs in my country are horrendous for sub-3 men like me because they don't let people like me enter because of "dress code" when in reality you look ugly, short, singly, and the whole nine yards.

I got a referral so that's a good thing if it materialises into a job. But what I saw in club is not something that I have not known but to see it happen it still caught me like a deer in the headlights, basically I knew that this friend of friend is going to be a piece of shit because he is a club-goer.

But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".

God bless him for giving me the referral which probably won't materialise into a job but for some reason I wish I never met him, I saw a weird kind of primal expression on the faces of succubi, the man was 6'4 and had a chiseled face. And when I came back home I swear to god, I couldn't drive the car straight. Like I was about to crash 3 times, not because I was driving fast, but I was so pissed and my mind was just thinking about like what the fuck? I had to struggle for every single ounce of thing in life, and there are guys like this who just do what? Fucking exist?

Honestly, at that point years of thinking "I am never going to think about cunts" and months of trying to be a fucking monk only to enter a state of ragebait, I swear to god, when I returned in the night I was awake for a total of 48 hours just raging like a mad man and screaming into the damn mattress. Like what the fuck? How in the blue hell is it so easy for these kind of people? And this guy has cheated on every single cunt who was his GF. And has fucked over 40 succubi literally showed me his nudes with other succubi. And somehow it felt like a return to crabery and valuing foids again.

I hate the fact that I had to go out in real world. I want to be a fucking shut-in. I hate that I have to go and study and to find a job and run errands and all that crap. I mean just how the fuck does this guy even. I don't know man.

 No.309662

>>309657
I'm similar. I'm at a point where I have extreme reactions to just seeing attractive succubi, couples or young families when out in public. When I'm back home I need like an hour to recover and feel completely dead inside for the rest of the day. It's been particular hard this summer so far, my mind is always on edge. I honestly don't know how I would have handled the situation you described. It would be certainly better for my mental health if I wouldn't be exposed to these things, but it's impossible to avoid them when outside.

 No.309663

I've experienced the same. I was confined to my home for my entire adolescence without contact with the world, then I needed to go out and I met people and I got scared by the things they did, how they think and say. Especially I got so scared by succubus's thinking. They seemed to me as dirty as guys are. I used to think they were more modest and clean than men, but they all seem to be whores and guys are dogs who spend all their money, time and get rid of their dignity just to get one these whores. Both of them men and succubi try hard to corrupt each other. It makes me sad I wish that men and succubi were more aware of keeping their dignity and prudence

 No.309675

Once you get blood pressure problems you regret the rage.

T. Has heart problems and seethed in my 20s

 No.309679

crabbery is a disease that spreads through exposure, i tell you. i've lately been experiencing something not entirely unlike what you do. being horny is the worst part of it. but honestly i just spend hours rationalizing it down to nothingness. i try to view people, succubi included, from purely biological point of view. that way if i get some influx of emotions due to crabbola i know them for what they are and just kinda suffer it and get on with it. the dissociation is the key my friend. separate your emotions and feelings from yourself.

 No.309684

>>309657
>having attractive friends
>going out to clubs
you already are a crab kek

I haven't had a single friend for over 10 years. I don't go out at all. all i have are the chans, cigs at the park, long walks, large pizzas to myself, and fapping. CONSTANTLY alone. i feel like ive gotten slower and stupider

 No.309688

I thought you couldn't mention having IRL friends? I mean I do feel for failed normies but are you really sure this is the place for you?

 No.309689

>>309688
magic is a greater good than crabdom and failed normalcy.

 No.309692

>>309689
I certainly agree wizardry is the way for outcasted and hated men. Failed normies are rats running on the wheel that will never give them their rewards, they should have learned before 20 that things aren't working. Hell I knew a long time ago I was just destined to be outcasted, I don't want to even get into it. It's so painful. Imagine being around 6 years old and already formulating the complex and deliberate thoughts of never being normal and living a life that's going to be very cruel simply because you are not cut from the same cloth as others.

 No.309693

>>309684
> i have are the chans, cigs at the park, long walks, large pizzas to myself, and fapping. CONSTANTLY alone.
More or less the same shit here. It's very boring being alone the whole time, everywhere I go there are people together and I am the only one that is alone around there. That makes me sad too. I just know one dude but he is worse than me, he doesn't even want to go out of his home, he has been there for 2 years without going outside lol

 No.309695

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You should work on your dancing skills otherwise you'll always be a nobody at da club

 No.309697

>>309695
Do the wagey wiggle

 No.309699

>But when I saw him literally just go up to a bitch and started making out with her continuously then going to the toiled and then coming back, and then actually showing me his Instagram and Snapchat about fucking a succubus 5 times one day, and fucking 10 different succubi in 10 days and sharing nudes on Telegram by starting out with the message "New Pussy around my Dick.".
I grew up christian and very sheltered. is this really how the average moid acts? t. tourist

 No.309702

>>309699
as a christian, you shouldn't try and understand people.

 No.309711

>>309657
If it makes you feel better, all those succubi have 10x the chads on their phones. The usual crab meme says all succubi go to the top men, but if you look at the actual demographics it's clear there is like 1/3 of succubi being slutty and sharing the chads and high tier normies in rotation (otherwise how could you explain the fact they have body counts way higher than any man), a 1/3 which traps normies in dead bedrooms and the last third simply doesn't care and lives alone scrolling tik tok or whatever all day

 No.309712

>>309699
>is this really how the average moid acts?
not the average but yes there are men who do this and get away with it in fact the succubi enjoy it but they are tall and handsome obviously. used to work in service for a while and my coworker was some tall guy similar face to mine (we even had the same name kek) just 20cm taller well every female customer walked straight up to him, some even ask him for his number. he sleeps around a lot and the regular customers and female coworkers know and they dont mind there was one coworker that really tried to get with him but he just ignored every move of her it was kinda pathetic. but seeing the difference in treatment was pretty bitter especially since its factors i cannot influence. btw im 24 so far, does it get better over time wizards? will i get used to the dread?

 No.309713

/dep/ - The Sexual Habits of Succubi and How Chads Get All The Pussy

 No.309724

>>309712
Yeah you stop giving a fuck about sexual success around 30, although you get jelly about not having kids and a family.

 No.309728

>>309713
with so many buckets out there, why do crabs have to come here? there is a thousand crab forums out there where they can talk about chad and stacy all they want, but no, they have to come here

 No.309731

>>309657
Reminds me of my time in college, went to the college for the first day, tried making a few friends, in a second you will know why I did that (or rather was forced to do that).

I befriended a guy, and I didn't notice one thing, which is that the guy actually looks good, guess what the me and him used to sort of sit together in classes, and I should've seen this coming. A succubus just approached him by saying that "Hi, my name is pajeeta and what is your name pajeet?", and he said "I am pajeet tatti".

Guess what from the very next day when I sat with him, he actually got up from there and went to sit with that succubus and I have seen this happen thousands of times, tell you what, just enter the first day in the class scout the most conventionally attractive male and hole and in just 3 days they will be in a relationship, in fucking three days.

I have to say I have seen a lot of things in life myself, but when I actually saw how a succubus approaches. I mean, I was truly stunned. Like legitimately stunned, I have to say this, I felt so choked sitting in the damn classroom, that I had to sneak out of the damn class for 2 days I just felt like I don't even know what but it was a very dreadful feeling like I am being cornered by enemies.

>Well why make friends in the first place?

Here's the interesting thing, the faculty gives you group projects and let's you pick your own group, guess who is the one in the class who gets picked by no one, I had a lot of friends in school when I was a class clown and used to talk to people first.

But I realised soon enough that being a class clown was cucked, so I just went to classes and said nothing at all. And every since then I have not been able to make a single friend. And it is interesting how no one ever starts a conversation by themselves. And instead I get the advice from people to be the one to "start", I am not going to do that.

Sure enough the idiotic faculty gave a group project, and then blasts me in front of the damned auditorium by saying "Oh you haven't found a group willing to take you?", and 150 motherfuckers were looking at me with their stupid eyes with muffled laughs. Like sure motherfucker what am I supposed to do? When half of you somehow make friends in first 2 days, and other half is on the pursuit for rotten pajeeta cunny.

Oh and here's the fun part in the group they were supposed to pick 5 people and guess what that motherfucker picked himself, his stupid little bitch, and 3 of her succubus friends. A true blue faggot. Of course things did go south between me and him later even more, he asked me (more like told me) to drop him and his girlfriend in my car. And I just outright told him, does the number plate of my car reads something "DL(Delhi) 69 Randi (Prostitute) House 0N Wheels 0632"?

And then he was like "Oh of course you could've just said no, why are you so rude? Dis why u no friends inky", Well, this motherfucker left me hanging in the damn auditorium after telling me that "I got your back bro" before the groups were divided. Fucking asshole.

But I will say this, and I have done this experiment numerous times, just put some people in a room and the most conventionally attractive man will start dating the most conventionally attractive succubus within 4 hours. Seriously within 4 hours, I have seen this in every single office setting, every single class in the damned college.

But I have to say one thing is truly astonishing no matter where I go, no matter how politely I talk, I always, ALWAYS end up a loner. Which is kind of astonishing cause it severely hinders my career prospects but if I had the money I'd rather be a loner than to live with fucking normie pajeets.

But yes it is truly nuts how some people have to go up to the mountain while pushing a donkey from behind and how some people just get things literally delivered to them on their plate.

Fuck the normies. Fuck them. These stupid sons of bitches will do anything and everything in their power to be as unaccommodating as they can towards someone who is slightly unfortunate them, cause he "deserves" it. I am looking forward to that day when this little shithole country of mine gets nuked hell and back. Motherfucking normies enjoy their lives at my misery. Always remember the normies are happy by making you miserable. They deserve nothing less than a hot brick made in the form of a cylinder shoved all the way up their bitch ass.

>>309712
Depends really. Like when I got out, it definitely gets worse even if I am going to the petrol pump or get some bread and butter for the next morning. It's a weird kind of pain that hurts more and more and you just never get used to it. But you try, which is why we're here.

But I will be completely honest with you here, there are times where I just feel dread and unbelievably hopeless, honestly at this point I'd rather have cancer than the feeling of hopelessness.

 No.309740

Perhaps the most indian thread of all time

 No.309754

>>309740
crabdom is like Buddhism, i.e. borrowed from india :)

i think white males who get fucked by feminism often just become solitary techbros.

 No.309756

>>309754
I've never encountered a feminist, I think those ideas only come into play when creepy men are bothering them

 No.309763

>>309756
>I've never encountered a feminist
she's right in the mirror
>I think those ideas only come into play when creepy men are bothering them
i wouldn't know

 No.309771

fuck you normie
this website is for lifelong celibates
not people like you

 No.309784


 No.309785

>>309771
>celibate
someone who is a porn addict and masturbated everyday shouldn't be using that word
it's like those females who believe they can be born again virgins and stuff

 No.309789

>>309785
SHUT UP DEMONIC FUCKING NORMIE YOU JUST ASSUME ASSUME ASSUME ASSHOLE. I DON'T WATCH PORN, GO BE A CRAB ELSEWHERE. FUCKING NORMIE

 No.309826

>>309657
it's unfair that you should have to become a shut-in, i will not stand for it. clubs are disgusting places, there have to be places where you can exist.

 No.309827

>>309684
>i feel like ive gotten slower and stupider

you need exercise, healthy food and interests to practice and gain experience in.

build a piece of furniture for yourself and try eating a new vegetable. don't eat pizza and watch entertainment, that will only degenerate you.

 No.309853

>>309827
>you need exercise, healthy food and interests to practice and gain experience in
this is called normie advice precisely because only normies have access to the ingredients.
>exercise
no motivation to do so when you don't leave your home
>healthy food
requires knowledge that you're too stupid to acquire
>practice and gain experience
only possible for normalfag. if i could practice and gain experience, and i don't mean a physical possibility, but rather the mental ability to do so, i wouldn't be where i am in the first place.

 No.309874

>>309785
I'm not a porn addict, fuck you
can't you just use websites for normies where you are welcome or something?

 No.309953

>>309853
>no motivation to do so when you don't leave your home

no exercise because of no motivation? you have cause and effect confused.

no motivation because of no exercise. motivation is a nervous system state that unlocks after a certain amount of electricity is available. in times of low electricity (which is the state your body is currently in) there is not enough voltage to create it.

your body generates electricity through muscle activity, your muscles are piezo electric, use them and they will create sparks that supply your body with voltage, thus restoring motivation.

 No.309972

>>309827
get off this website, crab. reddit is that way



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