/dep/ - Depression

I was using synthetic drugs and hoping to get through these bad days with them, but I still hated my bad past and wanted to forget it with drugs. I also hated all my bad friends, both past and present. Living alone and using drugs, I knew our bodies were fragile, and so was mine, so I cut back a bit synthetic drugs dose, you know, to avoid being hospitalized again. I hated everything and just wanted to forget all the bad things. I don't like bullshit like most people, so I hated it and set boundaries for interactions, both socially and personally.