>>311069>Is there any solution to this?when you walk the path of health, your body tries to fix anything it can about you. human ability for regeneration is miraculous, few people know this.
this is the first thing i would try, to be as healthy as i can and see if this improves it. there is a good chance it does because it improves everything. if it doesn't you still have improved everything else so you don't run the risk of wasting your effort. i can't recommend being healthy highly enough.
i have difficulty imagining how much the chromosonal thing is affecting this so i can't really say anything smart about that. i don't know what difference this makes.
in general this sounds like a nervous system issue. nervous system is choice. when you meditate you know that you can just make yourself feel good the same way you can lift a glass using your arm muscles if you so choose. imagine your nervous system as a muscle and the same way as the muscle it grows when you use it. you can strengthen the nervous system in general just through being healthy but there is more you can improve about it through wise choice. i can think of many things that influences it.
when you are involved in conflict, engage in predatory behavior and have negative/ hostile emotions then your body considers you but a mere warmachine and disables more advanced nervous system activity. same with being dishonest and immoral. there is an inner sense of self-justice that will self-harm you and the way habitually immoral people tend to deal with this is fragmentation; they pretend to be someone else when they are immoral and act like it doesn't count because another personality did it.
i'm getting lost in the details. another thing that is beneficial for your nervous system besides being healthy and being moral is creativity in general but especially physical self-expression. doesn't matter too much what it is, could be ice skating or rollerblading or breakdance or acrobatics or just you in your room moving your body to music you like while wearing headphones.
if you did all these positive things i'd be very surprized if your staff of life didn't heal. i am wishing you all the best and i am hoping you give health a try.