Jobless no reincarnation

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Jobless no reincarnation Anonymage 10/17/26 (Sat) 07:50:06 No.311202

>AI has already replaced programmers
>Programming no longer makes sense
>But programming is the only thing I know to work
>not like i was ever good
>im actually bad
>I try to go back to leran programming the way I used to
>Spent an hour writing and debugging code only to give up in the end, only to have an AI do it better in 5 minutes with fewer than 50 words
>I struggle to have a reason to live
>But every now and then I go to sleep with the faint hope that I'll wake up in another reality, in a better moment of my life where I have no debts, where my career isn't going down the drain, where I still got some hope. But when I wake up, my despair grows deeper with each passing month each passing day, as I get older, poorer, and more useless.

I'm tired of everything. I don't talk to anyone. Not even to myself lately, to hear my own ideas is tiresome as i know nothing will come out of that. i struggle to even speak myself out.

Anonymage 10/17/26 (Sat) 09:22:24 No.311203

>>311202
there's abundant literature to stave off the horrors and vicissitudes of life. to understand that you are slave to freedom.

no matter what you do, the structure of your consciousness is continuously transcending itself by possibility. you will always be haunted by what you are not (reflected through possibility in your consciousness). You will always feel a "lack" of unactualized possibilities. even if you became a programming master, some other unrealized gain would torture you.

i don't have a comprehensive solution, but i believe that "return to monke" via constant and incessant direct experience is the only way to overcome this.

Anonymage 10/17/26 (Sat) 09:30:19 No.311204

Looks like I was right to spend all my time doomscrolling and masturbating than learning programming

Anonymage 10/17/26 (Sat) 09:43:09 No.311205

>>311204
Yeah some schadenfreude makes me smile. Always hated those "start coding bro!!!" posts. Heavy government cutbacks will mean my job will also disappear, the AI can do it better. I don't care anymore, i'm ready for Terminator to kill me.