/dep/ - Depression

People with suicidal ideation tend to put blame on themselves, whereas people who don't tend to blame others. Where do you redirect your pain?

I'm not sure if people who are suicidal are fearful of life or hateful of it. I think hating it has an element of arrogance like 'only if x didn't happen,' only if y didn't do it to me.' It's as if they're indirectly saying that they could be better if certain circumstances didn't happen. Doesn't that point to the idea that the person is inherently competent but those external circumstances made them fail? I believe I don't fall into this line of reasoning. I believe I'd fail if I were put in another person's shoes. I'd still fail if all the opportunities in the world were present to me. There's a birth defect in me. I can't stay committed to anything, not my friends, not my job, not anything. I treat others like shit because I am one myself. I put the guilt on myself. Suicidal and depressed people who put the blame on others seem like a walking paradox. I decided to make this post after observing some of what the anons here have said. Everyone seems to have an infirectly positive outlook on themselves