No.311790
Post experiences in your life normalfags were evil and cruel to yourself or wellbeing, that lingers with you to this day. l dealt with gangstalking level bullying in the past which forces me to isolate, it's not even glowniggers just normans. It's been almost 10 fucking long years I became a recluse, been institutionalized several times in psych wards since a young adult this all stemmed from a deliberate encounter which turned shameful and humiliating years ago while in psychosis so I was none the wiser. Thing is I know majority of them don't even see me as a blip on their radar anymore but they broke me, the threats, the subtle movements, secret yet obvious recordings and distinct yet low register comments and laughing when in public to evoke a public spazz out was too much, I just chose to ignore every encounter I had regardless of intent as a protective measure. It gave me PTSD so regardless if they no longer give a shit about me it remains trauma. Best way out I see is moving cities but I'm broke as fuck for the time being, once I move I'll feel free again and can have a shot at normalcy in society, for now I cope with alcohol and ordering drugs. Fucking normalfags can have a stress free life and think back on it as a laugh but they cooked me, it's like they have zero empathy and don't fathom the impact of their decisions. I was suicidal/homicidal for years, I've nearly OD'd multiple times. I live now out of spite
No.311791
This song use to play daily as I drank to inebriation for a couple months because of the ordeal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whhAg6bA3_o No.311793
How embarrassing. Perhaps you being the kind of person to openly trauma dump and admit to being a drug-addicted alcoholic murder fantasizer who gets buck broken by harmless irl trolls is why you were targeted in the first place. If your power level is so low, you should work to hide it.
No.311794
>>311790Well Try not to make friends, friends are only there to destroy you in the future, Forced to be the same as everyone else and have to be equal and that's stupid, and which makes you hurt yourself (don't believe in yourself) or other people. Friends are dangerous. I've also been bullied. At first he was good but then became evil. Friends are only there when you're happy, but will leave you when you're in trouble. True friends are rare. Because I have experienced it many times and decided to become a hikikomori and NEET.
No.311795
>>311793lol he's only hinting at what the normans did though. op feels glowing/mkultra to begin with.
No.311796
>>311790how they bullied you?
No.311797
>>311793Are you seriously taking the moral high ground on wizch? That's laughable, the fantasies you depict me as psychopathy tier was thoughts towards the tormentors in question, naturally you corner an individual for a couple years they adopt that innate rage. Whatever coddled sheltered anon
>hurr durr don't be baited I was in legitimate psychosis at the time, you know detached from reality? If you're going to attempt trolling well, obvious troll is obvious
No.311799
>>311798The night it went to shit I was drugged and had a sexually degenerate encounter since I was buckled which spread as initial laughing gossip but for a couple months after I was still easy prey to fuck with, due to prolonged psychosis making me situationally unaware.
>the whole drugged night was intended for me to catch a disease, luckily there was no charcoal in my locomotive That's as far as I'll divulge
No.311800
>>311799>took drugs with friends>A prostitute tries to fuck you>Didn't get hard>they laugh at you for it>traumatizedWhy, of all websites to inconvenience with your exposition, do you chose the one where the rules and culture are established to prevent users from admitting to being a fucking normalfaggot?
No.311801
>>311800Wasn't a prossie, all I had was wine, drugs were slipped in. There's more history as to the why but that's not the trauma just a subcategory of where it went to shit yes it irks me and lingers but if you weren't a troglodyte with basic reading comprehension you'd realise it was almost a decade of torment. Threats, like with knives and axes, ridicule every outing (shouts, loud audible laughter from cars going past) not so subtle holding phones in attempted hiding but cam obviously pointed at me, comments only I'd register and mocking in my peripheral vision. The first time I was admitted to a ward was for 6 weeks due to the mindrape and even in there at most vulnerable and unwell it still went on.
You're so fucking based bro it's like you know me to a T, shut up cunt you would've roped years ago faggot and I can bet on that