No.214572
I am a wiz and I see everyone having better lives than me almost everywhere. I know that if I get life mogged by someone I always suspect they are normalfags.
these are my stats
-34 year old
-virgin
-never had a gf
-never kissed a succubus
-never been on a date
-never had a group of friends in school
-no friends, not even online
-never invited to parties
-neet
-ugly
-5'4 short, this is short in north america
-parents are dead
-wagie at a call center
-no college degree
-chronic disease
-no social media like fb, insta, discord, etc.
-hobbies are just watching anime, reading, and learning languages
-everyday is almost spent the same way except for the weekend where i just sit in my room and consume
-no sign of things ever improving and my health is deteriorating
I've come to accept that this is who I am going to be, there is no changing my fate.
Nothing will get better. I can't even relate to other people my age because they seem to love life or at least they have something that pushes them to do things. I've seen people come and go in my job and in general they all seem to be doing better than me. I'm stuck in this but I don't care anymore. Sometimes I feel lonely, my parents are gone so I miss them, sometimes, I have no social connections and really I don't like people too much. Never being a conversationalist or fond of small talk. I just go to the call center. Do my job. I have some colleagues and a boss who addresses my existence and the occasional reply from imageboards but that's as far as it goes when it comes to anything that can be remotely described as socialization. There is no waking up from this apparently, some of us were born broken.
No.214576
I thought I had the worst life on wizchan, even most on wizchan seem to have friends or at least online friends. but you got me beat man. also im 5 7
No.214578
>>214576Some of us old wizards cry ourselves to sleep but don't post anything on /dep/ What's the point
No.214581
>neet
>wagie at a call center
No.214582
>>214581he probably was a long term neet and after he lost his parents he is now a wagie at a call center. Use your head a little.
No.214583
Literally me, except nationality, employment, and race mogs me.
Do you like driving anon? I heard it could be a good cope, I have also heard that cars are very common among poor populace in America. Maybe you can go sightseeing, or something.
And I have a question for other younger wizzes here which is, why don't you join the US military? They seem to pay a lot, and as a turdie that job seems amazing, especially when the US is not engaged in any major wars, and you could join coast guard or air force to be extra safe, at least you'll get money, and occasional "Thank you for the service" and other bootlicking as well. And free food and things, I assume their food is free of goyslop or maybe not. Especially when the US military is running out of recruits.
But then again maybe the environment of the military is not conducive to men like us, I heard from someone in US Marine Corps that succubi are distributed like Christmas Presents, and let's be real a lot of guys in the military are fucked in the head. So maybe not.
Or maybe something like having your own RV, joining little groups of people, or other jobs like taxi driving, but then again you never know when you end up with a drunk couple in the back leaving STDs on your seat.
Just somethings from the top of my head but then again I have never been to the West. And don't you guys have like trade schools.
No.214584
>>214581Yep, very sus post
No.214597
>>214595
There is no "winning", you just pass time, try to reduce suffering/survive then you die.
No.214598
>>214597I used to believe that there is no winning, but clearly that belief comes from a place of utter ignorance. There are powerful and rich people who are winning no matter how you look at it, they are in control of their lives and many outcomes and they can relax and be happy.
No.214599
>>214598To truly win in life you have to be born as a Chad / Stacy or be born into a rich family. Otherwise you'll be a mediocre faggot just like everyone else.
No.214600
>>214599At least if you're a STEM aspie who enjoys it, you can find meaning and stability in that. Libarts genius just gives you enough insight to fully appreciate the depths of your suffering without any tools to overcome it. Your power is in words, but words are a tool to communicate, and normies don't want to hear what you have to say.
No.214636
Damn your life really sucks man
Sorry I dont think anything I can say will cheer you up or be of any help
No.214642
>>214572LOL Are you me? friend?
for me, i come to accept i am some sort of monster, in a human form. Most people wouldnt be able to take a month of my life
i linger on and on,
now i realize my existence not only annoys mankind,
but beyond, LOL
>>214578its true, ive been down every road, im runnin out of new roads,
>>214583not him. drivin in traffic is 9t circle of hell. travel alone in BurgerKingdom is expensive and considered La Creeep Creeeeep and sus.
your 2nd par. LOL ,
No.214655
i'm pretty similar. it's over for me as well. i wish there was more losers on wizchan and not just normalfags.
>21 year old
>never had a gf
>never been on a date
>no friends, not even online
>never been to parties
>NEET
>college drop out
>ugly
>obese
>no qualifications or employable skills
>ocd
>no social media
>hobbies just anime, reading, painting gundams
>every day just spent rotting the same way
>no sign of things ever improving
No.214661
>>214572>34 year old>virgin>never had a gf>never kissed a succubus>never been on a date>never had a group of friends in school>no friends, not even online>never invited to parties>neet>ugly>5'4 short, this is short in north america>no social media like fb, insta, discord, etc. >hobbies are just watching anime, reading, and learning languagesso you
what's wrong with all this?
are you a crab?
No.214667
>>214661>what's wrong with all this?the fact that he is been abused and ignored all his life and now he has nobody to help him but himself. You must be very stupid to even ask that question.
No.214670
>>214667probably some Edgy Teen, moans so alone, family is all down hall,
notice word tried to drop as an insult
No.214687
>>214572what happened to your parents? do you have siblings?
No.214688
>>214572But aren't you happy you can be a true wizard? Normie golems don't get this opportunity
No.214690
>>214655Many people would be happy to live your life, seems comfy. You have hobbies and are master of your world. You don't have a nagging bich wife to annoy you, you don't have to worry about spending money on dates and "social outings" and always keeping up the appearances.
No.214691
>>214667> the fact that he is been abused and ignored all his life and now he has nobody to help him but himself. You must be very stupid to even ask that question.He didn't say he was abused.
And being ignored is comfy, isn't it?
You can do what you want, you report to nobody. Nobody can nag you or anything. You can just live without worrying about stupid normie things.
No.214693
>>214691he is below average height in america you can bet he was bullied and abused from him saying he never had any friends in school.
No.214695
This reminds me of christmas with my grandparents. I swear my step grandmother tells us about another autistic relative of hers every time. They all life mog me, even the one who is really retarded and has the mind of a 3 year old because no one expects anything from him, he gets waited on hand and foot his whole life because he is basically a perpetual 3 year old and will always need to be taken care of, he has a comfy no pressure existence. Then there's the autistic but still way more functional than me ones. One got himself an asian wife to take care of him, the other has a nice job, they both do I think. I am somehow more crippled than people who have serious actual issues like autism, but nothing is actually "wrong" with me, I'm just broken somehow for reasons unclear to everyone, including myself.
No.214696
>>214582Oh, ok, OP, but you could've explained better.
No.214700
be glad that you are not buried in all the bS that makes most peoples lives.
i am in my 70's and have been told repeatadly by woetomen that i don't look older than 40…yeah, no shit, i went and looked in the mirror and realised that they were being truthful…
all my married aquaintances look ancient and are riddled with stress caused diseases…
i missed nothing, traveled whenever i wanted, 125, 000 miles on my BMW R 65…
all over the country,70,000 miles in every direction in my van … my involved friends can't do any of that…
enjoy what you can, you won't be coming back…
No.214702
>NEET
>…
>Wagie at call center
Nigga can't even keep it straight, kek.
No.214706
>>214702yeah there is probably like 2 neets total here, everyone on this site is a permanently online normalfag with a wfh job
No.214730
>>214700>i am in my 70's and have been told repeatadly by woetomenelder mago?
No.214751
>>214730yes 73 as of last year, i don't much give a goddam for woetomen, they lie cheat steal murder etc. and many of them get away with it repeatedly….
No.214793
go whine on dep. this is not for wiz
No.214941
>>214751I find hard to believe a 70 year old wiz would use wizchan.
No.214987
>>214572Language learning is cool.
No.215006
>I'm a neet
>I work call center
Lmao
No.215013
>>214994This is incredibly painful to realize.
I just realized those first usenet groups and message boards started out half a century go.
Holy shit time goes fast.
No.215030
>>214994so you think there will be 70 year old virgins, literally geriatrics posting here. What's the appeal of a site like this for someone that old.
No.215031
>>215030>What's the appeal of a site like this for someone that old.What's the appeal of life in general for a guy that old?
No.215036
>>214751thank you for your service
No.215152
>>214695what are your stats?
No.215164
>>214941he is not, this larper has been at it for years and it looks so fake it's pathetic to waste time on such low effort boomer posting lmao
No.215169
>>215164there's been popular oldfags like real grandpas in other imageboards it might not be impossible.
No.215170
>>214667op is just a crying bitch
No.215172
>>215170why do you type like a black person?
No.215174
>I'm a neet
<I work at call center
Lmao, you people taking this troll seriously, kek.
No.215175
>>215174he was obviously a neet back when his parents were alive and became a wagie after they died.
No.215179
>>215175i tell Neets all time. unless you stand to inherit 5+ million, and its confirmed, you seen papers to prove it.
dont neet. and rebuttal is always: ill just KMS!!!!!
odds are you wont. and you will be tossed in mix, workin til you drop, and w/ out skills or youth on your side
No.215430
the older i get the more i realize how over it is for me in actual important matters and aspects when it comes to a person's life
My father is dead and seeing my mother get older is taking a toll on me. I am as well getting older, my state of mind reflects my age more and more
It feels like things will be getting worse for me. You see those people whose entire life is just going to work and then coming back home, tired, wanting to relax only to go to rest and then repeat again and see the weekend as the only time where they can truly feel alive and free but at the same time dreading the start of the week? That is going to be me and I can't do anything about it. So I will be that guy and with no friends or a lover or family left once my mother is gone because I am an only child.
I don't know really, I guess i will just kill myself because who wants to live like that but I will wait for mom to pass away then I will catch the bus.
No.215447
>>215430focus more to try make things less garbage for other people that have it garbage and who you can relate too. you wont have children but your ideas can live on as your progeny.
there are many internet dwellers who will not have children but will have a far more profound impact on the world from just making and spreading memes, which can sometimes reach huge audience and butterfly effect into painting artists in europe, or other such things to bring about a world that is just and wholesome with good things and not the bad things that normal kind do promote.
frame your reality. did you lose out of normal life, or did you get given a secret gift, when at the end of your life it will be explained that it was given to you to ascend. maybe you only rot in the ground, who can say. i believe there is more personally. find meaning in this, however you can, reframe things to realise that its not a cope only, that we do have a rare and precious commodity of time and thoughts and thinking, deep introspection that masses dont get, on another level, and that adds something. you can be less than or you can be more than, or you can be a human having an experience and ride it out.
what if all this was going to be turned around one day, but it didnt, and at the end God gathers up all virgins and says hey, well you know that i was about to turn it around for everyone else and make the world a fantastic place for everyone except, you didnt do your part, see anon, a year before you caught the bus you were going to interact with another anon who would go on to do something which then led to a change in the world and it became a paradise utopia, but that will not happen now and you chose that yourself for others.
there is a whole world of mental framing out there that exist to make yourself into more contented human, and less suffering, that is important to work on before throwing in the towel. remember there are people here that dont even have any what you have and they still going.
nefer giv up.
No.215578
>>215430if you kill yourself the normalniggers win. Try to live life to the fullest and find meaning in doing things you love
No.215590
I get mogged in life, but I don't feel bad about it because none of them are morally superior to me. I've seen too much shit in my life of people looking past things for their self interest, then immediately proclaim how good they are. Everything in this life comes at a price.
No.215591
>>215590the more you are willing to sell your soul, trade to get things in this world, by doing things you know are wrong and evil, then the more you will be rewarded. this is a spiritual world and existence as above so below.
the more sociopathic you are the more rewarded you will be, your flesh will expand, your spirit will shrink. that is why its easier for a rich man to go through the eye of a needle than a rich man into heaven.
it's always a trade off, this system was set up this way. people that are doing better are worse people, they justify their little evils in all sorts of ways, even the successful 'wizards' who are sociopaths to blend in with other sociopath normals. all normals are sociopaths, you have to be to be a normal, the only ones that arent are people that go out of their way and sacrifice the flesh, do the right thing, and suffer because that is what will happen if you are a good and moral person in this world you will suffer much more. people know this. you see it all the time.
being life mogged is a really good sign, that you haven't perpetrated enough evils to be rewarded by the system. because the system and satan will reward people for doing evil things. all the most richest people in the world are satanic molesters caught up in trafficking rings and human sacrifice, it's no coincidence.
you must choose good or evil, many here have chosen evil. though i believe that real wizards are good, and follow the wizard path, don't be sociopathic normal that destroys others for personal gain. the chase for succubi is at the heart of this, and none of the failed normals here can ever convince me they're normal-maxxing for themselves only. they're playing in the rat race with hope to get a succubus, and they will do bad things to get there.
No.215659
Come with me to Pattaya
No.215720
>>215659not OP, but what's there in Pattaya? I've seen videos and there's just a bunch of people who look like dirty brown monkeys with slanted eyes.
No.215724
>>215591>the older i get the more i realize how over it is for me in actual important matters and aspects when it comes to a person's life>My father is dead and seeing my mother get older is taking a toll on me. I am as well getting older, my state of mind reflects my age more and more
>It feels like things will be getting worse for me. You see those people whose entire life is just going to work and then coming back home, tired, wanting to relax only to go to rest and then repeat again and see the weekend as the only time where they can truly feel alive and free but at the same time dreading the start of the week? That is going to be me and I can't do anything about it. So I will be that guy and with no friends or a lover or family left once my mother is gone because I am an only child.Brutal, hope somehow things get better for you or you find some peace in your life.
No.215725
>>215659No, it's full of scamming locals, drunk loud 80 iq Finns and it's constantly too humid and hot. Lots of drug addicts littering the streets the moment you step out of bar areas.
Went once and that was the last time for me. I'd rather take a trip to the Yosemite or Grand Canyon and enjoy the majestic views nature created.
No.215736
>>215659Komm mit nach Pataayaa
No.215786
>>214572at least you know some languages I guess. that's better than nothing
No.216113
it's better to just stay in your room
No.216121
dude you are 34yo. seems like you hace accepted your fate a long time ago. wich is funny to me because it really seems like you had no intensions of bettering yourself or anything in your life. but yeah too late now rip.
No.216123
>>216121It never began for him, nothing to self-improve.
No.216126
fucking larp shit thread
No.216127
Im new here, im 27, a kiss virgin, live with my parents but we dont get along. I have no idea how people meet succubi. Do i need to accept my inevitable fate of loneliness, or should i try and meet people? Giving up just seems so much easier but i dont want to waste my life.
No.216129
>>216128Okay, whats your story?
No.216130
Im not saying i have it terrible i just came here for the community and was giving backstory
No.216131
>>216127at that point, if you're still somehow interested in sex, why not pay for it? it's pretty hard out there even for normal dudes, let alone someone that hasn't had a significant interaction with the opposite sex in their entire life.
No.216326
How did you guys deal with losing a parent/parents?
I had my dad die very unexpectedly 1 year ago and its ruined me mentally. I cry so many times now even when I try to suck it up and be a man. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through when my mom passes.
No.216328
>>216326I imagine my dad dying would change basically nothing. I would just keep living my life the same as before.
No.216446
>>216326My dad died before I was even a child. mother is still around.
No.216507
>>214572I have to do this too wait
>31>virgin>never had a gf>never kissed a succubus>never been on a date>no friend in school, most males are absolute turds anyway>no friends>no parties>neet>look decent>6'1>parents alive but autistic as hell and therefore useless>never had a job>no college degree>no disease>no social media>hobbies are watching twitch>everyday is the same and it will probably get worse at some point No.216615
>>216507your only hobby is watching twitch? Which streamers exactly?
No.216655
>>216615hard to think of a more boring "hobby"
that platform is trash
No.216732
>>216507which streamers? I've never heard of watching twitch as a hobby.
No.216783
>>214572>I know that if I get life mogged by someone I always suspect they are normalfags.Indeed. You should also easily deduce how much of a façade their oh-so-great lives actually are, since you can see them seething under their fake laughters.
If you want to think that you are the broken one, instead of having disregard towards this shithole world for not being a comfy place to you… well, what can we do?
>>214576Like many others here, still having failed normalfag trait of wanting fake normie relationships due to "starvation" of their souls about it. But you go against it, if you dare. If you really wish to stop being so tied to those façades, so pathetic, so misguarded against the modern world where everybody constantly backstabs each other while you don't even see their hatred.
>>214655For which purpose, young apprentice?
>>215030Merely instructing the novices to make them lose their last normalfag traits and weaknesses. Become more eldritch, if you may.
>>216131>dishonor himself paying literal whoresBecause he might not be such a cuck. Maybe.
No.216999
I will use this thread to share an insight for the apprentice wizards.
Bhikkus, some of you may have thought that moving out of your parents' house would enable you to do things you think that you can't do right now because of your situation. Let me tell you, while moving out feels great despite some challenges that come with it at first, unless you quickly establish a support system after moving out, you'll find yourself even more isolated and deteriorating worse than ever before.
Think of it like being on the runway vs. being mid-air, if you lose momentum after launching yourself, you'll crash and be worse off than you were on the ground level.
No.217021
>>214572I bow to your wizardhood
No.217034
>>214572And? You aren't a normalfag, you should be proud.
Or you want to be one of the normie scum?
No.217037
>>216999Based and wizpilled