No.309794[Last 50 Posts]
Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.
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No.309797
salmons
No.309821
I genuinely can't stand this job market anymore. I feel so stuck in limbo everyday. Everyday since graduating has felt like a smear from my graduation date. I was a good student too I thought, graduated with a high GPA out of college, and internship and a decent award, just to be discarded into the eternal nihilism of "free society." I felt like I had purpose coming up to this point, like I had something to head towards with my time with my education, and now I have basically nothing but hedonistic coping mechanisms while I wait in torment watching everyone else around me continually further along their lives while I just keep applying to no avail.
No.309822
>>309821There is no meaning, doesn't matter what kind of society you're born into, life has no purpose.
No.309823
>>309822Grain of sand level of reasoning. It's like saying "Life has no food" because the astral cosmic demigods haven't beamed food in to your stomach directly. But there is food; you just need to hunt and forage for it. As in, life's purpose is what you make of it. Go find purpose or make it for yourself. Whining and reducing yourself to a helpless gooey little grain of sandbaby isn't purpose.
No.309824
>>309823The purpose you give to your life is not an objective purpose though, it's rather a belief system, a faith. I'm speaking pragmatically, we're not born because we have to achieve something, we're born because our parents had sex. Then you can delude yourself as much as you want.
No.309825
>>309824The real delusion is believing that it counts as a valid argument to diminish the validity of the very nature of man with the pragmatics and semantics of words and concepts of which the meaning isn't up for debate. There is no need for an "objective purpose" because the meaning behind the word "purpose" as it applies to conscious human beings' way of life is defined by something which is decided willingly by the beholder. To use the lack of "objective purpose" as an emotional outlet is no different than lamenting that there's no such thing as "dry water"
No.309828
>>309825>There is no need for an "objective purpose" because the meaning behind the word "purpose" as it applies to conscious human beings' way of life is defined by something which is decided willingly by the beholderSo there is no purpose as it is merely the result of subjective feeling. It's like talking about god, everyone has its own, but none truly exist.
No.309838
what are you guys having for breakfast
No.309841
>>309838I eat twice per day, so my breakfast is also my lunch, which usually consists in cheese with carrots, vegetables with chicken/turkey or codfish/salmon or eggs, gluten free pasta and mixed fruits with soy pudding
No.309842
>>309838today it was porridge with boiled chicken meat
No.309857
>>309838I had a cold coffee and a apple strudel
No.309870
>>309862I don't know wizbro I wish I was alone instead I have to handle nagging parents, I guess you don't know how lucky you are, conjure a tulpa if you really feel alone
No.309872
>>309862>How do you deal with isolation?I hate to be the one to say this (because I may be banished) but the only way to truly solve isolation is to start a family, or form and actively engage with a small close-knit friend group. If you haven't grown to find peace in solitude while in your youth, you may never fully come to find peace in being alone as an adult. Many men on Wizchan can only function while alone as a circumstance of their upbringing. Abusive households, awful schoolmates, kniving coworkers… A lot of undortunate human contact has wired their brain to misanthropy, to feel good only in the absence of other people. Your disparity over being alone and the cabin fever you feel in an empty house is a sure sign that you're not one of those types.
Parasocial and long-distance online friendships may be good alternative for now but they won't ever reach the psyche in the way a real human family will. I say this to encourage you to not submit to a lonely life while you still have the energy and power to go out and meet people who may do your emotional instincts some good. Only if you try to do so and come to learn through the failure of other humans that being among them is worse than being alone, should you then adopt a hermit mindset and learn to bask in a life lived alone. Until then, if you have a family who you love, by all means keep them close and work to reinforce your bonds. Family can disappear in an instant and the regret of not enjoying their company more while they were here is a curse that will loom over you forever. It doesn't take any real work to do but it will pay off in some way or another. For the time being, it would do you some good to take up hobbies and habits that a family would only get in the way of. Read the plights of users here whose ambitions are shackled by overbearing parents or undesirable housemates. Solitude is freedom. You have all the room in the world to spread your wings and grow in to what you want to be. This is the first step to embracing solitude - to justify the necessity of being alone. Again, it's especially important for you to hop on to the benefits of being only at your own mercy while you still have a positive support structure (a family) to fall back on.
Do literally anything besides mope and lament being lonely. Don't take up drinking or drugs, because that's gay.
No.309876
>>309872>but the only way to truly solve isolation is to start a familyThis is such a putrid advice, why should he impregnate a succubus sentencing someone else to death just to solve his own isolation issue, this is so selfish and evil.
No.309881
>>309876>sentencing someone else to death>this is so selfish and evil.The antinatalist roleplayer is back? I though he finally took his own advice and ended the evil suffering that his parents doomed him to.
No.309882
>>309881You can't easily terminate your life, this is another reason not to have children. If you want to fuck succubi and have children you don't belong here.
No.309883
>>309882>You can't easily terminate your lifeYes you can, unless you're retarded or a coward. Practice what you preach.
No.309885
>>309883There is no incoherence in not killing yourself and not having children, I don't want someone else to experience the burden of life, why should anyone cause another life to exist while your own life is extremely difficult. You don't preach good advice you want to ruin someone else life with stupid babies that will grow up and spit on your own grave when you're dead. Nobody wants to change diapers.
No.309886
>>309885>I don't want someone else to experience the burden of life95% of people live life feeling that life is good and cool. Your crusade against all life because you happen to dislike yours is nonsense. It's a sign of severe mental illness to not be able to comprehend that other people feel differently about things than you do.
But that doesn't matter. You're a troll just pretending to hate life so much that you want all new life to cease. It got old years ago.
No.309887
>>309886>95% of people live life feeling that life is good and coolWhere? Billions of people live in extreme poverty dying from horrible diseases. Every day on the news there is someone killing others or themselves. We have a war in Europe with millions of dead soldiers. Just because you happen to be a privileged nut that is not enduring any pain (for the moment) doesn't mean life is beautiful for most people. Also, your life requires the sacrifice of other living beings.
>It's a sign of severe mental illnessAnd what tells you that your children will not be mentally ill? You promote playing dice with someone else life while recognizing that it can be a burden. You're hypocrite.
No.309900
>>309896Eating my heart out. Swallowing my pride. Relaxing on the sands of time. Drinking from the fountain of regular water.
No.309901
>>309900eating cow heart?
No.309902
>>309870I never really had an issue with my parents and they mostly just left me alone, so I can't say you'd feel the same way as me if you were in my position.
>conjure a tulpa I am seriously considering it..
>>309872I appreciate the reply, but I wouldn't be posting here if I hadn't already given up on the idea of meeting someone, let alone starting a family. I see where you're coming from, and for most people who feel the way I do it would be the next logical step, but there's nothing that scares me more than the idea of than having to be someone's father for the rest of my life. I am a very selfish person and I would probably break down mentally if I had to sacrifice my own time to deal with not only a child, but a succubus too. I really just liked having people I cared for around me without actually having to do anything other than talking to them occasionally. Knowing they were close by was enough for me I guess.
>engage with a small close-knit friend groupI would if I could, but I wouldn't know where to start. It's been over 10 years since I had friends, and they didn't even like me all too much. I'm at the age where people don't really care to make friends because they're all focused on their families. My coworkers don't really talk to me, though it's not like I ever bothered to talk to them either.
>Your disparity over being alone and the cabin fever you feel in an empty house is a sure sign that you're not one of those types. I would say you're right here, though I am socially retarded. I crave some form of community while wanting to interact with people as little as possible.
>Until then, if you have a family who you love, by all means keep them close and work to reinforce your bondsThis is probably all I can do at this point, I really do need to get my shit together because I'm terrible at talking to them.
>Read the plights of users here whose ambitions are shackled by overbearing parents or undesirable housematesThat is true, the idea of having to rent a place with strangers is truly horrifying.
No.309905
>>309903as of late, what have you been eating for breakfast?
No.309908
>>309896I made crab etouffee served over rice tonight. Crab meat is cheaper than Salmon sometimes. I got a pound of claw meat for $12.99
No.309910
there's a lot i want to complain about but i'm just tired and lonely, mainly. except now i'm old(ish? i feel so old at 27) and don't even have my youth to rely on anymore. nothing much has changed with me. sure i have a job and a car and i go to work but spiritually i feel the same as i did when i was 16, miserable and lost. i just have some $$$ now but it's all the same as it ever was
and i'm depressed about art, too. i know i've improved but i wonder if this is as good as i can do? surely not, but it's a scary thought
everything is just so scary and uncertain constantly. i'm fantasizing about death again, taking my $$$ and a few credit cards and just going crazy on a final world trip before i end myself
No.309926
>>309910It's interesting, nothing has changed for me either but somehow I feel much better. At your age I felt pretty much like you do, but not long after I turned 30, I just calmed down. It was like I finally just got used to being me. I accepted I am a loser and I'm not going to change. Once I stopped trying to change and be more like the normalfag my parents wanted me to be, it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. I used to always hear people talk about how great it was to be in their 30s and scoff because I knew it wouldn't happen to me. And it's true, I haven't gotten more money or independence from my parents, and yet somehow it's better.
I think when you're young there is all this pressure on you to become someone other than who you are currently. It's the whole point of growth as a young person. Eventually though that will go away and you can just be. You're doing art now with the feeling that you have to get better and become something. Once you give up all illusions of grandeur you may rediscover your passion for doing it for its own sake and you may end up finding yourself making more progress than you did when you were putting lots of pressure on yourself.
No.309939
>>309932It's weird, I also feel much younger now than I did in my late 20s. I think it's because psychologically I've started to compare myself more to middle aged people rather than young people. When you're an elder young person you feel old because you haven't hit the developmental milestones you're supposed to have hit. Once you're middle aged though, you look around you and realize, I've got another 20-30 years of wage slavery middle aged life to look forward to, and in that phase of my life, I am just starting out. So what if I haven't become a success? I've seen people 10 years older than me make a complete career change. It feels like there is plenty of time. In your late 20s you feel like there is no time because somehow turning 30 without having "made it" feels like a death sentence. Then that supposed death sentence comes and goes and you're still fine and you realize you're gonna keep on being fine.
I also hate wage slaving though and I have mostly done everything I can to minimize the amount I have to do. I alternate now between living with my parents and wage slaving as a handyman off and on and living on public land in a tent. I am trying to change this to living in the tent full time. If I can figure out the income part of it I would do it in a heartbeat and only come home every once in a while to visit and collect important pieces of mail.
No.309942
>>309932>i made my peace with Godthere is no god, you made peace with yourself
No.309947
>>309939I also did a career change in my forties, and got a much better job. But i got immens lucky, did some chaos magick ritual before the interview and absolutely nailed it (thank you lucifer!). But yeah it's def not too late, i just try to live in the moment but the thought of wageslaving the rest of your life is so bleak. There's really no other option between being homeless and wageslaving. I'm not cut out for the streets as some forest wizzies or like you living in a tent, pretty badass. Maybe i should try it out.
>>309942The God within. I truly believe if you take care of yourself in body and soul you find God.
No.309957
>>309926I’m 30 and everything is getting worse every day the noise is way worse than ever
No.309961
How do I cope with some failtrolls normalniggers doxing me some time ago and uploading me from time to time? I didn't really face any social consequences and I keep telling to myself I do not care about them but I do. I wish I could just get them off my mind living rent-freely. I rumiate about vengeance all the time but they live miles away and I don't possess the info nor the tools to get them.
Sorry for all this babblering, I been looking forward to take it off my head and I have a thing with obsessing over past stuff and it's my ego that's been hurt.
No.309962
>>309961Understand health problems come from rumination and you're just cucking yourself. Focus on tasks and assign one bullshit 15 minute slot a day to think about past shit.
No.309963
>>309962Thanks, not the first time I see that being brought up so I will give it a go.
No.309966
>>309965>I'm too afraid to kill myself. Too afraid of whatever powers that be that might punish me for throwing life back in their face.Those powers already punished you by sticking your consciousness into a mortal painful material body that needs constant attention to avoid extreme suffering, we're inside a hell realm.
No.309967
>>309966But, what else could they do to me?
If this nightmare is the baseline, how much farther could they go in their depravity?
I maintain, this fear lies at the heart of the masses' tendency to maintain their miserable lives.
ALL of us fear the retribution that suicide promises.
Many wizards believe that there is nothing worse, but I think that death is only the beginning.
I believe that there is no pit deep enough to satisfy the sadism of this world.
I believe that whatever force rules this place has an insatiable appetite for our suffering.
No.309968
Social bonding is about affirming you're on the same side, this means liking and hating the same thing. This causes polarization of opinions to be natural. For example, video game discourse on the internet. When someone like something they gloss over all of its flaws and likewise when they hate something they nitpick everything and downplays strengths. If you go the side that like a game and said that you like x but hate y, you need to be really careful about framing your opinion to make it sound like you're still on their side or they'll attack and try to kick you off. Same for the opposite side. If you persists in an opinion of liking x and hating y, you'll be alienated from the two main sides and are now strictly limited to the tribe that like x and hate y which is going to be a much smaller tribe. Small because you have to find the exact combination of likes and dislikes and reasoning for those preferences, as well as because a lot of people with nuanced beliefs prefer to get absorbed into the bigger main sides. One way that autistic, more scientific minded people likes to do is to champion objectivity which means eliminating all emotional bias. Another is to champion liberalism which means tolerating differing opinions. Both the problem with both of these ideas is that they hinder emotional investment in something so you ended caring less about a subject and the already reduced validation from other people also becomes less rewarding. Not to mention it takes more effort to be objective and accepting diversity means diluting sense of belonging. Therefore they're not good solutions either. Where am I going with this? I don't know just complaining about how sincerity is punished or something.
No.309969
>>309967What makes you believe that continuing to live will spare you from the depravity of those powers ruling the universe?
No.309976
>>309968I think that the ability to learn and in consequence the degree of mastering any subject or skill is directly linked to two main factors that might complement or contradict each other in different constellations: 1. your personal immediate affinity, genuine interest, true subjective conviction of the subject that you have without the need to express it to anyone else. 2. The success, competitive superiority, the amount of positive and accumulated social interactions and connections that the subject enables you to have. These two factors also decide your evaluation of a thing where you need to decide what's more important. Your unaltered honest personal opinion or the chase for social reward. In the best case these two are completely identical, that's when you can convince people the most (like cult leaders actually believing in what they are doing till the point of killing others and one self for it) of your relation to the thing and potentially gain the most reward. In the worst case you absolutely despise something but communicate that you like it, normally this won't go well for a long time because either it will be revealed that you actually hate the thing or it becomes very exhausting and it has a toll on your mental health. I think in most cases there are variant mixing ratios of these two factors.
No.310003
Failed normals are worse to some extent than common normals. They're like the latter but with some nerve.
No.310005
>>310004
Peanut butter sand witch and then a White Monster
No.310008
Everyone at work is turning against me. What have I done? I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.
No.310009
>>310008>I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.This is why. Male weakness is picked up on by the instincts of other humans and even by some animals. You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability. You can get lucky if your coworkers are females with children who will endear your weakness, but that's quite shameful.
No.310012
>>310009>You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability.I should have locked myself in a university.
Life is so shit and humans are scum.
No.310013
>>310012>Life is so shit and humans are scum
You can always kill yourself and free the world of some shit
No.310031
I had what seemed to be a panic attack yesterday after taking ketamine and weed together. My extremities were tingling, my chest felt tight and sore, I really thought that I was overdosing and dying. I was driven to the hospital and examined. I was not in danger it seems. However today I still feel exhausted. My head feels heavy, my body feels light, my chest still feels tight. Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms. I am sorry to dump this shit here but I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.
No.310032
>>310031>Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms.Yes? In fact it will get worse?
>I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.You have your drug dealer.
No.310033
I just realized that despite being racist online all my childhood friends were mixed race. It's wild how I've had this blindspot for so long.
No.310035
>>310033You have to realize that racism is mostly just a base instinct that people developed in order to protect the tribe. It's a way to bond with others and form a group identity and then use that group identity to gain power over others who are not part of that group. It helps to protect the genetic code that created you in the first place and ensure that it is continued to be replicated. Humans are subject to the forces of natural selection, that's how we were created. We have always banded together with those more similar to us and fought against those more different to us. That was developed in a paradigm of scarcity which the industrial revolution and the exploitation of fossil fuels has changed and made obsolete (for the current time anyway). I say put your racism in your back pocket for now while society is peaceful and bountiful and save it for times of strife.
No.310037
>>310035>while society is peaceful and bountiful I know disparaging hikkikomori is against the rules, but are you living under a rock? The entire Western world is crumbling under race riots right now. Succubi are coming together in the millions to show solidarity for one who murdered three babies. Jews in Morocco sent an estimated 17,000 young men to rape and pillage Spain as punishment for the Spanish government disavowing Israel's genocide against everyone they border with. Historic churches across North America are being burned. Bishnoi gangsters abroad are dressing up as armed police and arresting elderly people to extort money from. The new Chinese school curriculum teaches that the Japanese are literal demon spawn on stolen Chinese land. GTA6 was leaked entirely and you'll be able to play it for free in about a week.
>and save it for times of strife.Racism isn't obsolete. There's always a need for it. Every other race is being racist against you, so the normal healthy reaction is to be racist back.
No.310039
>>310037>Every other race is being racist against you, so the normal healthy reaction is to be racist back.racism was the prisoners dilemma all along??? woaw
No.310043
>>310037In times of plenty you gain more through cooperation than through conflict, so racism is actually counterproductive. If you don't think these are bountiful times it's only because you have no understanding of history outside of the very recent. We throw away more food these days than we eat. Famine has been almost completely eliminated. Your average person has an extremely luxurious life with access to electricity, indoor plumbing/running water, heat/air conditioning, refrigerators, internet, TVs, etc. The only reason it feels shitty is because of capitalism making us all into wage slaves who are dependent upon pleasing and serving the capitalist class to get everything we need and want. That doesn't mean we're living in times of scarcity and poverty. Quite the opposite. We are pretty much at the peak since we didn't deal with global warming and that is going to chip away at our prosperity from here on out. Long term we will probably get more prosperous than currently, but only after centuries of decline thanks to global warming and mass extinction.
No.310048
>>310037>>310035I think you're overestimating racist people tbh. My family is filled with racists and they're exactly the types to throw their own under the bus for profit. It's just a mean spirited racism where they flaunt superiority and laugh at others for being different. One of them even employs jeets and has them doing yardwork for him.
I think it's like this with brown racists too. It's not like they're not constantly fucking each other over.
I guess I see the logic in it but I'm sorta tired of it all. I just want to live around good people.
No.310049
>>310048>It's just a mean spirited racism where they flaunt superiority and laugh at others for being different. One of them even employs jeets and has them doing yardwork for him.This is basically how the instinct manifests. When people develop attitudes of racial superiority/inferiority, it justifies treating minorities worse and gaining more from doing so. It's very common for racists to employ minorities and to pay them less than the market rate for labor. They say, this person is no good, they aren't worth paying a normal amount. The more people who do this in society, the more the prices that minority can charge go down. The "true" market value of minority labor is thus effectively reduced through racism and that ends up benefiting the racists who are in the majority. A non racist may end up paying a rate that is higher than what they actually have to pay because they don't buy into the racism and believe that person deserves to be treated fairly.
You will often see that the less successful someone is, the more racist they are. This is because the untalented need to rely on such instincts to get every benefit they can. This instinct is naturally expressed higher in people with low intelligence because it's what works best for them.
No.310071
>>310068I subscribed to the newsletter of this YouTube grifter years ago as it was pertinent to my reluctant field of work. Yesterday I got an email from him in my inbox. The body text in the preview read: "Want to know your next five years? Look at the last five."
Yeah.
No.310083
Well anonymous here but anyways I can't stand fucking life I have a Job I have money and I still have no friend's not a single gf in my life and I genuinely cannot stand life anymore everywhere I look I see people hanging out with others or I see a nice loving couple but worse part is that I'm really scared to talk to strangers and randoms even at my job I tense up but I have money and a job but not a single fucking person in my life what should I do?
No.310087
Been having some shitty dreams lately. The one I just woke up from had me nauseous and physically tensed. My cat's started waking me up from them sometimes by stroking my head, which is unintentionally creepy to wake up to in itself but at least she cares.
No.310088
>>310087your cat can sense the gloomy energy that emanates from your body while you have bad dreams and sense as well bad spirits
he is a guard and protector and astral energy patroller so he naturally wants to keep you safe at night
No.310089
>>310088My cat's my best friend. I'd kill or die for her. She's been curling up against my chest lately instead by my feet as normal, so I do believe she's trying to help. Pets are the 1 good thing humanity's managed, and even then some breeds of animal are just too unethical to keep perpetuating.
Waking up to my scalp being stroked by toe beans is still a creepy feeling. But it's well-intentioned so I shouldn't be ungrateful. I'll have tuna salad for dinner so I can reward my small guardian with a bit of tuna. It's the only 'human' food she likes.
Do you have a pet that protects you?
No.310090
>>309965What is this painting?
>>309965 No.310102
Porn binge hangover. Its real. Its happening everywhere. It could happen to (You)!
No.310135
I'm old, dumb, have negative social worth and network. No matter how hard I try to catch up, even in "vibes" alone I fail everytime. It's pretty obvious imageboards are outdated formats, the once selling point they had which was anonimity to say whatever you wanted eventually worked against itself so that only subhumans like myself inhabitated them. That much is clear, what I want to know is where did everyone go? Are they on the next big thing already, some super secret social network where you're carefully vettoed before being allowed to as much as look inside? Or did everyone actually give up and choose ldar'ing?
No.310137
>>310135They all went to the sharty.
No.310154
ringing in my ears for fucking 2 weeks is going to be what makes me go outside to go to the doctor. if this doesn't fix it i might end up finally killing myself. i always thought i'd wanted something to push me to the edge but i was wrong, i still want to live for some reason. just not with fucking robot crickets screaming in my brain all day and night. it's impossible to get comfortable sleep. i really didn't realize how good i had it until this
No.310155
>>310154That's sad, I hope they can help you
No.310156
>>310155they probably won't, i feel really alone dealing with this shit. everytime i try to ask my family about it they tell me things will subside and be okay/it won't be permanent but i don't believe them. and i know panic researching isn't helping and asking for reassurance isn't but i don't know what else to do. i havent gone to a doctor for anything in over a decade and my entire body is probably fucked. i never thought it would catch up to me like this, or rather i knew it would but i didn't expect this. i don't want to live like this
No.310157
>>310154>ringing in my earsHave you checked your blood pressure, little one?
No.310158
>>310157i haven't, i honestly don't know anything. as i said in my other replies i have not seen a doctor in over a decade, so i have no idea what is wrong with me, but i feel like i am fucked beyond repair and there's just too much to even attempt to roll back
No.310176
>>310157well i went outside to a doctor and managed to get a prescription for antibiotics, it's apparently just an ear infection and i'm a retarded faggot. though my blood pressure was pretty high when they checked it, and i don't know if that's how i am at all times or if it was from stress. going outside again made me feel like shit though, it's a depressing hellhole outside. at least now when i am forced to eventually wageslave i will have the proper documents to get my ID
No.310177
it is simultaneously comforting and weird feeling having a loaded pistol next to me in my room all the time and being aware all my problems could be over in the next 10 seconds if I wanted them to be
No.310180
Went to buy things for mom and the guy at the shop was yelling at his fat middle aged relative for being too slow and absent-minded as usual. Society is evil man. When I was slow or make mistakes my parents were relatively nice with me. Normies in the bigger society are a different breed. I'd genuinely go on a mass killing if I am stuck in a working environment like that.
No.310181
>>310180what did you end up buying?
No.310184
>>310183This increases free radical testosterone in the bloodstream. It is a good meal for a wizard to eat every day.
No.310186
>>310183No, my mom resell them online at a mark up. Most people online just buy the lowest price available but you get some people here and there that decided to buy hers for some reason.
No.310196
I still wish I had a copy of that indian wizard thread
And I wish I knew what happened to that guy whod post in circles about wanting to draw and learn math and how he had to say something but never found the words. I hope every wizard and loser I crossed paths with is in a better place be it dead or improved his life, normalniggerfaggotkikescum excluded ofc
No.310211
All the money I had stashed away hidden for my teeth got stolen by a meth addict succubus who, ironically, had no teeth.
I called the cops while following her away from my home and they said they were on it. So i stopped tailing her. Then an hour later they were like lol we're not gonna send a car out.
She knew where my hidden stash was and took nothing else, she only took half of it too which was weird. I came home to her on my property and her shoes by the front door. Which makes me think she lives nearby and has been in my home before.
No.310212
>>310199Mine were like this. Basically: "mom I need help with ___" "No one helped me with ___ when I was your age"
I still don't fucking get it, as a parent you are supposed to make your kids life better than your own, but if you're a kid and you expect that, it makes you entitled or spoiled (one of my parents favorite words)
No.310222
>>310033Yes usually that’s how racism works, you’re surrounded by non whites
No.310223
>>310199“I’m sad therefore I am at least partiality justified in harming my children” is a big theme right now in public discourse.
No.310224
>>310211How she got inside the house? There no doors or windows in your country?
No.310225
>>310212>"mom I need help with ___" "No one helped me with ___ when I was your age" Babyboomers are gigaretarded narcissistic faggots who truly and unironically believe their accumulated wealth and perceived better living conditions over both their own parents and their offspring is 100% the product of their hard work. Of how "tough" they had it, and how that "challenge" made them "stronger". In reality almost everyone with more than two working neurons knows the true story, it was simply the product of unlimited cheap, almost free energy from the oil boom and economic conditions from early capitalism.
Boomers literally cannot understand world/worldviews different than theirs. it's so fucking disgusting. That's why the majority of them think making their kids lives harder will somehow benefit them.
No.310227
>>310225They didnt even work hard either, sratch the surface and you find they spent their entire 20s living like manchildren and then settled down around 30. Just stumbling into a 10 year mortgage. 10 years for a full house, imagine that.
The most subhuman and worthless generation to exist.
No.310228
>>310225>>310227>>310212>>310199My dad was born in 1957, will turn 70 next year. When I was a baby he quit his career because some 15 year old brat wanted to troll him, putting my whole family in poverty. Then he abandoned his wife and kids to go abroad to work odd jobs, rather than pursue a career in his specialization (this was in 2005-2008). When he turned 60, suddenly he decided to become a buisnessman to do what he used to when his skills are administrative, not entrepreneurship. Fucking worthless boomer kike. He doesnt have much time but he's a fragile narcissist, he really thinks he's the same as how he eas at 40. Boomers really are all like this.
No.310236
I wish I had someone to cheer me on, or someone to talk to. I always wish that but what really spurred it on today was my driving lessons. I was going to learn from an instructor, but it was 800 USD for 8 hours. My parent berated me for paying that much money so I refunded it and now, he's teaching me. But it sucks. I'm getting yelled at, treated like a retard – he makes it seem like it's my fault that I can't drive. But man, you never made any effort to teach me. You or my mother, I only learned as much as I have now due to my dearly departed aunt.
It's just so stressful. I went around and cried (whined) about it in other places and the response was just "Uh, shit sucks, get a teacher or deal with it. You're old (I'm 26)." I guess they have a point but it bites. I'm not saying I'm giving up on learning how to drive either, I can bite my tongue. I just wish I had someone to sympathize with me, is all. It's just lonely.
No.310237
>>310236In general though I just wish someone cared. I have to cheer myself on constantly. I have to convince myself that I matter and the things I'm doing matter even though it's basically nothing to those that are actually competent. I'm just so tired of having to do this. This makes me sound like a child, I know. But I dunno. I just wish the world could be kind to me instead of me constantly having to make concessions and grit my teeth and justify it.
No.310239
>>310236I learned how to drive in my later 20s too. It's more frustrating than most things because you can't legally do it alone, and lessons aren't sufficient by themselves. Most people need minimum a few dozen hours of practice to pass a driving test, the 8-10 you get from a school isn't close to enough even if you luck out and find one of the few schools that isn't a sleazy borderline scam.
My parents would tell me over and over that I needed more practice, but the only way I could get either of them in the car with me was to bait-and-switch them by asking them to take me somewhere and then waiting until we were right outside the car to say I actually wanted to drive there. If I asked them to take me out they'd say not right now, or If I asked them to schedule a time they'd agree but without fail they'd "forget" and go somewhere else 10 minutes before we agreed to leave. And after all the hassle they'd sit in silence and only talk about food the whole drive.
My parents never taught me any of the things that functional parents normally teach their kids. I had to learn to tie my shoes by myself, and it took me so long the other kids at school started making fun of me for being a retard because I was the last one still wearing velcro shoes. I still can't ride a bicycle.
No.310245
I've noticed boomers have some psycho-sexual thing going on and love spoiling younger succubi financially. It doesnt even seem to be entirely a sex thing. I dont even think theyre fucking them a lot of the time, meanwhile they instinctively see younger men as potential competition.
Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"? What younger man had such a person, none that ive heard of.
Unironically zoomers should just vote to loot boomers of everything, why the fuck not. Castrate uranus and throw his balls into the ocean.
No.310246
>>310245>Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"?Thanks for managing to add another post about how succubi fuck and how that's not fair to you or whatever. Really adds an atmosphere to this place.
>What younger man had such a person, none that ive heard of.A good chunk of men who went in to trades instead of wasting away at the adult daycare that is college.
No.310247
>>310237I don't think you sound like a child. I think you sound like a human being who wishes his life was more intertwined with other human beings, like all other human beings.
No.310248
>>310245>Like how often do you hear college educated succubi in STEM say they had a "mentor"? Exactly once, in a bait post that was getting pushed on normie social media sites a week or two ago. Probably the same post you got baited by