I can't, I just can't stop with this porn addiction, I don't even enjoy it anymore, I just do it because I have the hope of feeling something but in the end is always the same, I've tried everything to stop, my longest streak was 32 days but, the boredom I experienced was horrible, everyday I cut my internet access but since I have no job or go to school I was all the day bored, I could not enjoy my anime because of the flatline I think I may have neet anhedonia, I haven't go to school since 1 year ago when I dropped out of high school, I cannot get a job because I am a high school drop out, I cannot go back to to school because of corona virus, my brain is fried, I cannot stand this anymore.
Longest no fap is over four months, would've gone longer just broke for the hell of it. balls hurt but for sure got nocturnal emissions out of it which is cool.
sexuality is demon possession you are entering the line of intermittend evil it is completely beyond belief how all this depravity can be considered normal all had for free just one mouse click away i am still seeking some spiritual revelation to break free of all those earthly desires maybe self murder is the only way out even thinking about those cursed succubi makes me wanna cut my wrist open but there must be some purpose in this struggle there must be some light at the end of the tunnel there must be something much greater than all this temporary pleasure that can be had with little to no effort we have to go beyond ourselves somehow i want to know how aaaaaah
>>231171 We truly live in the end times where this degeneracy is the norm. When I went to hs there was no moment normalniggers didn't talk about sex. Since I live in one of the most depraved countries on earth, in elementary school they taught us already at the age of 10-12 about the most degenerated sexual acts. It's a crime against humanity. They are raping innocent child souls. There is no purity on this planet anymore. Everyone is a degenerated subhuman.
>>230710 Same here. Why does no one remember the typical /sig/ rules for no-fap? >cold showers >fasting or eating once a day >exhaustive sport >restrain gaze from stimuli >lowering "vata" and "pitta" doshas >practice deep breathing >get any other distractions, even if moderately bored about them
I now know why sexuality was repressed back in the olden days. The overwhelming lustful craze puts aside all rationality all so you can release your mana.
It's sick, irrational, anti-scientific, anti-knowledge, and anti-civilization in nature.
There is nothing wrong with porn. There is nothing wrong with masturbation.
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. The anti-porn and anti-fap posters in this thread or in general are failed normals. There isn't anything degenerate or bad about enjoying masturbation and embracing porn. Grow up, guys.
>>231178 I love to fap to black whores and mulattos. What is wrong with it? A sophisticated man derives the most pleasure from other races.
>>231236 But they failed to control such energy, for it still had an undercover influence. Only two types of civilizations achieved the balance required: asians (taoists) and hindus (tantra)
>>231247 Be aware against *types* like this one, for they call you towards a painful, accelerated premature aging, losing your essence is considered a sin against the own body according to ancient medicine systems.
>>231247 not so much with masturbation. But porn is definitely bad. Some day you'll see that for yourself. Unfortunately if you masturbate you will always fall back into your porn habits.
>>231457 No, anti-porn shares its roots with anti-masturbation arguments in general. It is used by normals to try to shame us "weird" guys. "Lol, you masturbating to porn is bad! Just get a succubus you faggot xd" and the like is what is at the bottom of anti-porn feelings and ideologies. Or what, do you prefer masturbating to succubi you actually know irl than to masturbate to whores you don't know?
>>231498 Better to give in to your passions for 15 minutes a day than to roleplay like a monk while torturing yourself with all that sexual frustration.
>>231499 >slave No, not really. I don't spend any money on porn and all that so it is all right. >jews/japs I wish the election was already over. Then tourists like you would fuck off back to /pol/.
I don’t really have a strong opinion on if porn is bad or not, but it sounds like your bigger problem is that you don’t have any hobbies to fill your time as a NEET so if you don’t watch porn you get bored. I suggest you get some kind of project to fill your time with, like writing, building models, drawing, playing an instrument, reading, teaching yourself a skill, gaming, etc.
>>231509 I'm trying, Anon, I'm trying. It's just hard to build such habits if you have lived without any goals or passions for years just endlessly wasting away. That's the problem many one sites such as these have.
>>231518 Yes it's difficult, I have similar problems. One thing you can try to help improve is just doing nothing. Set a timer on your phone and sit still staring at the wall. When you want to move, don't, just wait for the timer. I used to do this as a technique to make any activity seem more interesting. Once you do nothing, doing something is easier. Another way is to have a set activity you want to learn, and have 1 hour per day where you can only do that thing and not allow yourself to go on the internet or anything.
>>231887 I don't do any of that and haven't fapped in 3 months. The moment I stopped watching porn I never got horny enough to do it. No porn is the real deal. With no porn you simply don't get tempted to masturbate, no fap follows automatically.
>>231334 porn has been linked to many mental illnesses such as depression, anxiety and OCD, simply cutting porn out of your life can help with these drastically. I'm someone who suffers from OCD and porn addiction, I can tell you my OCD gets better even after a week off of it. It just helps remove clutter from your head. So yes, despite what the fapthreadfags will say to ya, porn and fapping can make your life unmanagable.
Porn is as addictive as cocaine, going by brain scans. You really think 32 days is going to do it? A drug addict saying he doesn't feel better after a month would be met with "yeah no shit, it's only a month".
Realistically, it'll probably take 3-6 months before you seriously start feeling better and even then you'll, like other drug addicts, have residual effects and cravings that never really go away. Recovered meth addicts have told me that after work on shitty days, they still crave the pipe, and this is after years.
>>235664 He explicitly said porn not masturbation. The latter is natural the former is not. Our brain is not adapted to the effortless and constant and virtually infinite access to pornographic material that we have today.
>>235689 It's like you practice getting yourself into an imaginary body and then have sex from there. It's a skill, though, it takes effort to practice. Think a sort of dream like state.
Even if your problem isn't masturbation, this helps (it helped me at least), with that feeling of always having to look for more succubi, because to do this you kinda need to focus on one for a while so you can see and feel her properly. You have to basically "learn" the succubus, if that makes sense.
>>235690 I see, basically vivid daydreaming? The problem with that approach is that there is no climax like with masturbation. One could potentially spend hours each day fornicating in one's mind and never truly feel done and satisfied. If you go further and give this mental succubi a stable image, personality, a shared history together, you basically create an idealized relationship with an image that might further exacerbate negative emotions about reality and the misguided belief that another person will finally make you feel satisfied and complete.
Think of it like meditating about food, the end result is never a satisfaction of the craving but rather more and more craving.
>>235693 It's a way of experiencing sexuality in a more pleasurable way. As for "spending hours doing it", that isn't necessarily the case. Personally I find that to be much more satisfying than masturbation, not only are orgasms better, but at the end I feel like I actually enjoyed myself, instead of feeling like I've just wasted 1 hour rotting my brain with porn.
Something that is important to realize is that you need to learn how to control your sexual desires, and you need to learn how to say no. That's really the only way you can indulge in them in a healthy manner without being a slave to them. Truth is, if you fap and then keep staring at porn, the urge will come back again, no matter how many times you do it. Sure, at some point your dick will be too sore, but then you'll just me miserable. >you basically create an idealized relationship with an image that might further exacerbate negative emotions about reality and the misguided belief that another person will finally make you feel satisfied and complete. Bruh, it's just sex, relax. It's just a recreational thing, you don't have to make an imaginary girlfriend out of it. And we're in wizchan, what are you gonna do, get a real girlfriend? Also >Needing other people to feel complete That's a whole can of worms in and of itself.
But you probs don't believe me, it's one of those things you can only see for yourself.
porn fucked me up. i legit started looking at it when i was like 10 and didnt know any better. i am 18 now and i am consumed with urges i can never satisfy and crazy slippery slope fetishes with no basis in reality. im trying to quit porn because i know my mind is being made a slave to it but i am thinking about sex like most of the day and i cant concentrate on anything else
>>230614 >I haven't go to school since 1 year ago when I dropped out of high school >>235951 >i am 18 now God I wish I could go back to being a teenager
>>235961 you can't escape your fate you silly, realistically speaking it's likely there was nothing you could have done at that time, at least not without the help of others o with a good upbringing and the right genes and favorable circumstances.
>>235963 If there's a God and he's well-intentioned, it must be akin to when you're drawing something and you're trying really hard but keep making measurement mistakes that causes everything to looks progressively worse and the end result is one eye being a full eye size above the other and it looks like complete shit in the end even though you gave your best.
>>235964 Actually that wiz has two big problems that only main characters have in the movies.
>>235965 >>235964 Indeed, if anything my suffering is mostly entertainment to others - the more frustrated you become the more hilarious they become in their superiority. Keep watching movies and you'll end up just like them, trust me. Not everything is a joke or a competition, compassion is actually hard
and my point was that it's stupid to say someone is fucked for life at just 18, you edgy dumb bitch
and it's funny how they can just never mention their age to tell their story, but noooooo, look it's fucking everywhere here. why? are you fucking retarded?
I fell into a bad porn addiction as well over the last 3 months, I end up consuming porn several times a day alongside masturbating. I can really feel how it drains my energy and how my depression got worse. This started when I quit smoking and alcohol, I guess my brain had to come up with another addiction.
>>231178 This used to bother me as well but as I grow more mature I can see through the bullshit.
You gotta understand the psychology behind sluts and guys who chase them. Men get horny and just want to cum while succubi are usually just acting like horny sluts with an alterior motive such as getting attention and validation from others since the easiest way for a succubus to be noticed is to act like a slut and talk about cunts and cocks all day.
The only time a succubus is truly horny is when she's cheating on her partner or when some really attractive dude is giving her enough attention for her bloated ego.
This whole over sexualized stuff is based on mental health problems such as borderline personality disorder and the young people who really get into it are usually succubi as they get fucked by mad dudes while guys engage in it way less and have way less sexual partners if any.
The conclusion of all this is no matter how some people try to display this as normal, it will eventually dissappear and some statistics already show that young people are actually having less sexual experiences than the generation before, there's a small amount of succubi and men who engage in sexual acts a lot but the majority is engaging in it way less.
The few guys who really have a lot of sex (without money or relationships involved) are just a very small fraction and its been proven that most guys have a hard time getting chosen by succubi for just sexual contact because of the succubi's crazy high standards and porn raised this bar even higher. Just look at the average penis size, how many guys are actually jacked and how many are actually looking over average, its not that many and all the other men only get to have sex when there's materialistic things involved so they don't even get the real deal, they could just masturbate in a fleshlight cause the succubi don't really want them sexually anyway.
I'm confident that society will fix this issue all by itself, it just takes some time and I don't think that we will fall into total perversion as more and more young people are getting overwhelmed by all this bullshit. I think sluts will eventually become less interesting in society and sex will lose its importance while porn only survives because its addicting like a drug.
I've been edging for 3 days straight, making porn compilations and all other degenerate kinds of stuff. I've joined multiple porn discords and shared my content, all while jerking off with my pre-cum and never cumming.
Yesterday for 15 hours straight, I was edging and making porn montages, not eating anything, and searching for the most degenerate porn imaginable to download and put into my montages. I haven't really ate anything since Monday and my stomach hurts.
I've accumulated over 100gb of porn in the last 3 days and made multiple social media accounts to promote my content and get recognition. The only reason I'm writing this right now instead of making and jerking off to porn is because I just came and now I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and my stomach feels sick to the point I want to kill myself out of pure devastation.
>>236017 Maybe try to finish as fast as possible, so you can avoid these giant time sinks by bringing out the self-disgust sooner. Even jerking 5-6 times a day for 15 minutes each isn't that bad compared to a 3 day porn binge.
Also, if you're making montages/compilations, please don't put stupid fucking music on top of it because it instantly kills my boner.
>>236023 >Also, if you're making montages/compilations, please don't put stupid fucking music on top of it because it instantly kills my boner. Finally someone said it!
>>230614 I was on the fucking shemale section on xvideos and scrolling through the videos I see a nigger. What the fuck? Why do they have to ruin everything?
>>236364 How can you complain about "degenerates" when in the eyes of the conservative boomers who came up with that term everyone on here is a degenerate as well. How can you be on this site and be bothered by something like that.
>>236362 Fistbump trannybro. I've been jerking my wand to trannies for years now, natal wombyn simply can't compete. But yeah never to tranny nigger faggots. Fuckin' YUCK.
Stop listening to the opinions of retards like a slave. Porn is one of the best achievements of the modern world. Before internet porn people like us were in a really bad situation because they couldn't live out their sexual instincts like we can. If anything, we need more porn and a more porn-tolerant society.
Classical morality should die already, seriously. This platonic/christian idealistic craziness is responsible for the mental instability of many generations with its repression of natural urges.
The jewish producers would have found other ways to make big amounts of money easily even in a world without porn. Same for the "legal prostitutes". But tell me, how would we satisfy our sexual desires without porn? We would be forced to stalk the females in our area and to take photos or videos of them and masturbate to that. Isn't it just much easier to watch or download videos freely?
>>236638 Because with all that pent-up sexual frustration that would pile up in you without porn you could think much more cleanly, right? Porn liberates us from our sexual desires by indulging in them for a short time instead of trying to resist them and suffer under them like you advocate for. Here is a bit of truth: you won't man up suddenly by avoiding porn and masturbation. You won't become some kind of Buddha who will be freed from all impure passions. You will be just even more frustrated and retarded if you don't indulge your sexual desires. You can't fight Mother Nature.
>>236650 Securing financial independence, developing knowledge, creativity, critical thinking skills, strengthening your body, increasing vitality, endurance, peeling back layers of illusions in the world and the self, developing an intuition for Truth…
Surely there are more worthwhile things to do than collecting spunk in your keyboard.
>>236640 >Porn liberates us from our sexual desires point is that they further degenerate over time. Just look at all those discord trannies and shit. >indulging in them for a short time if you feel like you can't resist your desires, try fapping without any porn at all instead of "indulging" in habits you deem counterproductive.
>>230614 I'm in the same boat as you OP. Tried to stop multiple times in different ways but nothing worked. I tried all the normie meme stuff like "just get a hobby! hurr" (I already had hobbies) or "you know what you need is some exercise!" (never stopped me). Changing what's on the outside won't automatically change what's on the inside, though.
What's been working for me, however, is subliminal messaging videos. I've been listening to this one for at least a few hours a day for a month and a half and am beginning to notice results. (Less jerking it, feeling bored with porn, ability to resist urges).
>>237027 Not all beliefs and value systems are spooks, silly nihilist, only the ones imposed by society. Everything listed in that post is done purely for the egoist himself and his own benefit. They do not seem appealing because you lack the foresight, perhaps even the intelligence, to understand why self-development is the core of egoism.
You continuously fail at breaking the addiciton because it seems so easy, like all you have to do is just not fap or even look at succubus videos. You have to reframe the problem as if you are quite literally possessed by semen demons sucking the life force out of you, your mana, your loosh, whatever you wanna call it. And the only way to get them off your back it to quit once and for all, for real. No more fapping, no more porn, no more lustful fantasies and preoccupation with succubus bodies.
>>237029 As long as you don't get what spook is, you are not the one to talk about it. Moreover, how come your opinion is the measure of someone's foresight?
>>237611 >reframe the problem Yes, I agree. I kept failing until I realized that the semen equals my life energy. I compared how I feel while keeping nofap with how I feel without it and the difference was that I was more hollow, lifeless when I was jerking it to anime titties. If semen is the energy of my life, and preserving it makes me more whole, more energized, then why waste it? Why make life more miserable than it is? It really helped getting out of this addiction. Been sober for 183 days.
>>236651 >Securing financial independence, developing knowledge, creativity, critical thinking skills, strengthening your body, increasing vitality, endurance, peeling back layers of illusions in the world and the self, developing an intuition for Truth… So again, what is the relation between fapping for an hour a day and doing these things? Or rather, why can't you do both? How does masturbation exactly prevent you from doing "useful" stuff?
You won't become an Übermensch just because you stop watching porn and stop masturbating.
>>236659 >point is that they further degenerate over time. Just look at all those discord trannies and shit The term "degeneration" is entirely subjective and just means something that can't be accepted by normal people. I fap to trannies too, what is exactly wrong with it? >ry fapping without any porn at all Never understood this argument either. Why is it better to fap without porn? Why should I fantasize about succubi in my neighborhood instead of masturbating to bimbos whom I will never meet with? Plus watching porn+masturbating is much better and pleasurable than doing it without any visual support.