>>301655Man the whole passage of time thing is really depressing.
Especially when it's shoved in your face like that, I get what you mean now.
I met some former classmates what felt like ages ago and they had their 5 year old with them.
That kid is now 11 or 12 probably.
For me weeks pass like nothing, every weekend is uneventful, I never take action, never took action before, just keep on daydreaming.
I don't know why doing stuff is so difficult, when everyone around me is living life just fine.
Here I am working up the nerve to make a phone call for an appointment I've been putting off for months and that is basically the max capacity for action I got for a day.
Normies do a hundred things a day without issues.
I just don't get it.
I'll be 30 soon and just the thought is killing me knowing how much I should have done by now and how little I did do.
The loss of youth and health too… All the things I put off are going from "maybe someday" to "I won't be able to ever do them no matter what as time runs out".
If the past 20 years are something to go by, my future projection is looking grim.
Are you having similar thoughts? What pains you the most about the realization that time has flown by?