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 No.304474[Reply]

Furnishing/Furniture thread

in case you suspect your /dep/ression is a result of living in unfit living quarters.

I'll start.
In my family, we only have wool blankets (thick) and a cotton fabric-like blanket (very thin). I never thought it could have been any impact on me. TURNS OUT IT WAS IMPACTING ME A LOT. Two years ago I got a nice cotton blanket (medium thickness) and my sleep improved, well, overnight. Well, THIS WINTER, my mommy borrowed my blanket and now I have to look for another similar one (can't find the same class of fluffy blankets anymore, ugh…) - hope the blanket I've got recently will help. I mean, I got my brain fog from bad sleep… ugh… I only realized it today… ugh…


Also, don't forget to vent your bedrooms

 No.304475

>>304474
Bonus thought. I'll grab some rubber bands to keep my window "slightly opened" to vent while I sleep under my thick regular blanket.


Cyao.



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 No.304421[Reply]

Knowing the hedonist succubi stroll the face of the earth was eating away at me so I drew for a bit in an attempt to extend my range of patience. Still, I remain degraded and in misery. I think I'm in a spot right now where I feel neutral but that can't stop me from knowing how disgusting and vile they are, and how even just existing is. What have you drawn?

 No.304422

you should look up guro if you want to satisfy this desire even more

 No.304473

It's a fun way to vent. I made a comic series albeit quite bad about an outcast wagie. Not entirely original but I get to plagiarize my real life experiences



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304464

Hard to find good communities now. Even this site seems to be infiltrated quite heavily. I see so many posts that would have resulted in immediate perma bans just 10 or so years ago.

 No.304468

>>304464
what brings u to dis site?

 No.304469

>>304468
Mostly the wageslave thread on here. Around 2016 I used to frequent this place daily and use multiple boards, share art and discuss hobbies like dumpster diving . It's a great hobby by the way I'd suggest checking it out

 No.304471

>>304469
youre a freegan?

 No.304472

>>304471
Nope. Quite often those dumpsters have amazing items. For example there was a computer store that made employees throw away stock. Nothing crazy but a ton of memory sticks, controllers etc.. I would do it more often but it's quite popular these days as the economy in my country is incredibly awful compared to 10 years ago - more people are doing this and it's mostly for food now.



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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304423

>>304317

I gave up on society and got some skills and started working in IT from home, freelance.

Where are you planning to work that is advertised as a solitary vocation?

 No.304463

Why are boomer customers so fucking retarded? I had this happen to be 10+ times today:

>Old boomer asks me where something is

>"That's in number 12"
>The boomer scowls and just stares at me
>"Number 12 sir"
>It continues looking at me
>I decide fuck it and get back to what I was doing
>"DON'T YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME"

… Luckily at my job I can tell them to fuck off if they act up, which I take insane pleasure in doing so.

 No.304465

>>304463
Some folks (myself included) could use a reminder like

>AISLE number 12


or even

>see plaques with numbers? See the one with twelve on it. Should be somewehre there.

 No.304467

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 No.304470

>>304465
I can kind of tell when someone is slow/dumb/needs extra help. I'm more upset at them just looking at me for too long and being rude after I gave them the EXACT answer. Even literal gang bangers act more polite than these types.



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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.

 No.303827

No. I don't think anyone truly cares, they just pretend to make themselves look 'good'. If anything, I think they're glad you died, because they're sadistic malicious demons in human skin.

 No.303836

Personally, I think my parents would be relieved. "Took him long enough".
Coworkers would range from slightly happy to ambivilant. There's 100 people in line to replace my basic-bitch warehouse job. Would still cost the real victims, company/executives/investors a few %'s of %'s of profit. Line not go up as much as should, VERY SAD!

And whoever found my carcass would probably be upset. Though maybe they'd think it was cool.

 No.304460

>>303825
My parents would straight up die due to sadness. Thats what keeps me from doing it sadly.

 No.304466

My mom would be destroyed, she's already severely mentally ill and only takes her meds because of me. My dad would be sad too, but he'd get on with it. No one else would really care, maybe a "oh thats sad" at most from old relatives. My boss at work would actually be pissed, I'm a good worker in his opinion (im not, im good at looking good)



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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304450

I wonder if I will ever fit in somewhere.

 No.304452

>>304450
You won't. So give up on that and finally get to doing something more rewarding than fitting in.

 No.304455

Existence is a cruel and eternal prison, and I am alone in it.
I am God, and there is nothing besides me, I am all that exists and there is nowhere to run, I cannot escape myself.
I cannot simply cease to exist because I am the basis of all existence, I have always existed and will always have to exist.

 No.304458

>>304455
As a Christian this post was one of the most disgusting things I have read in a while. I don't like this pseudo-Christian "Christ is within you" stuff too

 No.304461

>>304458
"A christian meets a schizo"™



 No.304425[Reply]

is there any job a retard like me can do? my life situation is fucked beyond any comprehension. generally speaking, i dropped out of society at 18 and now im 29, my education level is the lowest possible(i doubt 1% of ppl even have this low in my country) and even cleaner jobs require higher education than mine. But I desperately need money as everything is falling apart in my life because I have no money to fix it. The only thing I ever succeeded at was investing(not a joke) but I have no capital and I have infinite expenses and debts. I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland. Locally, most jobs here are either 'customer advisor' or whatever u call them, where u work at some store and are supposed to be a salesman there. Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do. Idk, i'm just barking at the moon here. I'm simply completely stuck in an insane situation, and I can't do anything, because I have no money and no way to make any. I'm really losing my mind over this. Soon I'll die because I can't afford healthcare while I have 99 diseases and social help doesn't exist here, or they will lock me up in a psych ward forever because I can't stand the pressure. Sorry if this post makes no sense but really, i'm just rambling everywhere I can because I just can't stand it anymore. My whole family is dying from their own diseases and their own decisions. I don't want to pointlessly talk about my life situation but it's more insane than anyone can imagine.

 No.304426

also sorry I meant to post this in the wageslave general…you can see how mindfucked I am

 No.304428

>>304425
You should be able to find a job as a day laborer at construction sites or something similar. They certainly shouldn't require education.

 No.304429

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>>304425
>I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland
[A SLAV BROTHER IS IN A PINCH!!!]

Shit! SHIT!!!
So, look, I am a in the former heart of the former 2nd world

I survived being a no-good dropout by

a) looking for a warehouse worker job AND b) using an app that was looking for jobs near your current location (very useful for looking for jobs near hometown)

also c)

I was remembering today how I survived managing a small warehouse:



butt cushion saved me from "Hank Hill Syndrome" getting worse

2 screens = +30% productivity
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 No.304438

> Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do

>>304428
>just get into construction, bro

>>304429
>just do warehouse jobs, bro

OP said he isn't capable of hard physical labor and what you two suggest would end up with him ragequitting after a few hours…

>>304425
OP, I can understand you. I'm very similar to you, nearly the same age, similar 2nd-world post-soviet country with no bux or anything like welfare and I also can't do any skilled job and don't have a higher education, plus I'm physically weak too just like you. So I can't give you some exact, magical solution to your problem but can give some of my personal insight:
- maybe try applying for a job at your local supermarket, like filling up shelves and replacing products, that kind of stuff, not the warehouse kind of job
- or try getting a job at some factory where you have to do repetitive stuff that isn't especially hard you on physically, like putting together parts of cars/bikes, etc
- you could also try finding some old guy or succubus and doing chores for them they can't do anymore, like doing the shopping for them or doing gardening, etc.
- maybe cleaning? Cleaning toilets or whatever, it doesn't require some big knowledge
- or maybe Burger King or McDonald's, doing whatever you can

Or you could just embrace your fate like me and shrug. I'm prepping myself mentally for the homeless life, with occasional visits to prisons or psych wards, so what? Life sucks. Whatever, nothing I can do about it. If I cared or gave a shit I would have already done something about my life…

 No.304459

>>304438


Look up what "кладовщик" does and you'll see what I mean - it's not about *carrying da boxes* like that Wojtek bear, no.

I was think of a job where you need to *manage* a warehouseful of small things.



 No.302958[Reply]

>So TL:DR; online places changed and I'm no longer suited for them. There are no suitable places and circumstances to make friends at my age. People my age got families and why would they want to be my friend anyways?


2000s internet vibes can still be found in:

* Gaiaonline
* Vaporwave communities
* City forums, I guess?
* Food communities, kitchen clubs
* they hack "gamespy" era PC games to have multiplayer mode WITHOUT now-defunct GameSlayn. Games that still have communities

* Dos.zone
DOS era games can be played online.
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 No.303025

>>302983
> Meanwhile I had all those shit and was only made fun for having "old" hardware by chads in school or in the neighborhood that I hang out with because they all already had flat screens or curved LED monitors.Its incredibly frustrating to see something I was basically bullied for (being poor) is now worshipped by brainless rich tards in tik tok buying them at thrift stores or garage sales. I fucking hate this gay world planet.

You was supposed to wear funny "haha funny 8-bit world is kewl" tier merch - pixel-art (MINECRAFT-themed) merch/MARIO/YOSHI/LUIGI/BOWSER badges, play Minecraft sometimes (5 hour experience + some vids on HOW TO BUILD A HIDDEN BASE on YouTube would be fine) etc.


impose it's yer choice, not necessity
it's like not wearing DISCO THEME HOT SHIT if you only own a tape player with a bunch of 80s/70s funk/fusion

 No.303027

>>302957
You really did make an entire thread to reply to my post.
Quite insane.
Also took a while for me to even check the catalog.

>>302973
Yeah the change isn't only noticed by people my age, it really depends on what age you gained internet access and what parts you got exposed to initially.
I still had an atari for example, but not because I was into retro anything, or because I'm old enough to be one of its users, it's just that rural poverty meant we got everything much later than the rest of the world.
Then when I got exposed to the internet I was lead by my "elders" as well.

I'm sure even zoomers notice, you mention minecraft, a lot of those early creators, though I didn't consume much, but some were big enough that reached me too, they used to be much different.
They were… creative and authentic. Nowadays all of it feels way too intentionally crafted to be a brand, something to sell, something to make money from.

Every space online has been way too commercialized and normiefied and the issue is that there are more and more people who have only seen this version of the internet and they love it. So if you don't, there is no space for you and they will make it very clear.
It is sad.

>More like, people didnt exactly 'change', they began to show their true colors.

I disagree with this to an extent. Again, the people I used to be around moved on with their lives. They didn't start showing their true color, it's just that they matured and had different priorities.
So what I'm trying to say here is that there is a difference between the oldheads baring their teeth. You might be right about some of them, but most just moved on in my opinion and the ones that replaced them are simply a different breed accustomed to a different "normal".
You know, don't tell people your name, don't post anything about yourself type people were replaced with those that lived life online in public like it's normal.
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 No.303274

Posted some relevant info in /games/

 No.304027

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I wonder of cute Two-Bees will be a thing in 30 years or so

 No.304457

>>302958
Yeah, I feel that as well. When I was younger, I had this plan to "live online", basically to avoid the regular life of chasing things like money and succubi and just enjoy browsing the internet after I graduated.

The more time passed, the more I felt alienated from this digital hellscape, to the point where I tried to "escape" back into the real world to get away from it all. I feel spiritually homeless on the internet and never fit in with others in meatspace as well.

>>302983
God, I fucking hate zoomers and them chasing after certain "aesthetics".
t.zoomer



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.304360

>>301262
Anonymage are you still with us?? How did the meds help & are you still taking them??
Some gay doctor prescribed me the exact same (15mg mirtazapine) for sleep issues & it's actually helping me be more productive for once. I don't wanna fry my brain on this shit though. I'm thinking of taking it on alternating weeks until I get my underlying issues fixed, not sure if that's too much though.

 No.304430

I was on prozac for a while and I'm pretty confident it made my memory worse but most of all it killed my dick. I almost want to kill the doctors that prescribed it to me before I die

 No.304439

>>304430
I had the same experience (impotence) with antidepressants…what's up with that? Why do they kill your dick? Realized then and there that these pills come from the devil himself and that I should avoid them like the plague if I can. Also, never trust psychiatrists, psychologists and supposedly "mental health professionals", they don't know shit, it's all about conducting experiments on humans for some big jewish pharma company.

 No.304440

>>304439
You're right on everything. It's experiments, you should never ever trust these "people". I don't know why they kill your dick but it's truly devilish. They make you numb. You don't feel anything. For me, this started after I stopped taking them and it's been like that since a year, no libido, no orgasm. Once a week I'll go insane over this issue. right now I am tearing up, just can't think of something else. I don't want to be part of this world anymore. Nothing brings me true happiness lately. Avoid them like the plague wizs.

 No.304454

>>304440
Wow, that sounds horrible, my case was only temporary, I only took the pills for a few weeks and when I went impotent I stopped immediately and after a couple of days everything went back to normal…Your case actually sounds like something you could take legal steps to get some money out of it for compensation, if you have the time and money for a lawyer…That's fucking ruining your life-tier bullshit. If you live in the 1st world and have the means, sue them in court.



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 No.304210[Reply]

A little money can help me. I think money can solve any kind of problem, including yours. There's nothing in this world that money can't buy. It can even buy true love.
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 No.304358

>>304357
>psychological damage
you have no slightest idea what this is. you're larping as an ugly guy. your wall of text summarizes to
>yeah Im not ugly but what about…
>I think you just want to start a circular conversation that it's not going anywhere.
Im sorry to break your larp but you're not ugly and your problems are not as bad as you think they're.

 No.304444

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im on neetbux i and i spend it on bullshit. i couldve saved to get a car but i just keep power electronics albums. fuck me

 No.304447

>>304444
what do you buy?

 No.304449

>>304447
CD's, cassette, vinyl, of harsh noise and power electronics albums

 No.304453

>>304449
based physical autism. one of the little joys of my life is buying doujin cds



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