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Suicide General Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 14:37:38 No.307023 [Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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Anonymage 05/03/26 (Sun) 11:09:13 No.307534

>>307215
I'm not saying you should kill the boomer, but wouldn't at least killing him before killing yourself make more sense?

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 00:37:33 No.307548

What knot is best for suicide?

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 08:15:45 No.307570

I just wanna fall asleep in a cold dark room and not wake up or literally disappear from reality

Anonymage 05/05/26 (Tue) 13:36:07 No.307585

>>307548
any is good if it holds
>>307570
you still care how you die

Anonymage 05/07/26 (Thu) 04:39:03 No.307607

i have SN. bought it 4 years ago when my life collapsed. my dad (only family and friend) died of cancer. im chronically ill on top of that. doctors cant help. im in chronic pain.

i cannot delay this any further. i need to man up and swallow that shit and end it.
manning up is fucking difficult

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Self-Hypnosis for deppresion Anonymage 04/27/26 (Mon) 00:47:59 No.307395 [Reply]

Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this)
>how its works?
Just imagine a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor in the morning yelling out him with insults while maybe hit the kid, this kid will have the day ruined maybe with bad humour and negative ideas (imagine this everyday, of the childhood) and it will feel like a total piece of shit, the other personal thing of this kid doesnt matter for now but get the outcome.
now compare this to a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor with a warm -good day, today is a good day!- in a soft loving tone voice while try to maybe hurry the kid a little or help the kid to wake up (or even try to wake up the kid with more time to not hurry you too much)

These two kids in the waking up (even adults) are incredible suggestionable, just imagine who of the two will have a more good outcome in the day, and even in the next day if the first phrases they listen when wake up and enter in the mind are like
-Wake up little piece of useless meat-shit asshole fuc…! hit and yell the kid*-
and
-Good morning, honey, kiss in the forehead while some family touch* its a warm day, wake up you need to go to prepare for school!-
You get it?

>Mind Hygiene
Try to no listen to sad music, sad pop music etc (lana del rey, billie eilish and etc)
Try to no listen to sad music before bed/before sleep/when wake up
Try to no listen to music that trigger rumiation or bad sad ideas, even before bed
Try to no listen sad music when you just wake up (you still can listen happy energy music)
Try to no rumiate before sleep or have bad sad ideas bacause maybe you can wake up with that idea in mind in the wake up and this maybe can ruin your next day
Try to no watch sad or deppresive things in media, or get straight out of the media and ignore it
Try to listen to happy energy music in some activies to make a constant trigger for you when you need it (the same sad trigger of music can be made with a happy trigger of energy happy music)
Try to NO have negative ideas or rumiation when you just wake up (next tip explain it why and how to use this in a positive way around hypnosis) and if you got into it, try to use a reality check technique later i mention
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Anonymage 04/27/26 (Mon) 03:09:46 No.307400

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>>307399
This maybe help for a routine.

Anonymage 04/28/26 (Tue) 04:46:39 No.307417

>>307400
>>307395
What do I do to stop avoiding my tasks due to anxiety/depression
>in terms of thinking the amount of things that must be accomplished is an impossible weight that will crush me and that anything I do will be wrong, not good enough, and ruin opportunities forever if I send them out. Such as emails, messages, or reports.
It's the sort of panic that sets in and causes me to run away from my must do tasks. As an example of the essentials filing taxes was a nightmare this year. I have found some relief in working with others regarding due dates & announcements to them that I will complete such & such at this or that time/date but this has its limits & is a huge problem when is still don't finish what i said I would after a week goes by.

Anonymage 04/28/26 (Tue) 04:48:58 No.307418

>>307417
The adhd side of the lack of focus goes without saying.

Anonymage 04/29/26 (Wed) 18:56:43 No.307458

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>>307395
Are charismatic people in social talk just using a form of Hypnosis? (advanced focus)
All of my social relationships feels empty, when these people start to make laugh or feel some form of emotions they turn in a way addictive or give a lot of interest.
These people without anxiety, that have power of money or image or beauty are mesmeric, or magical.
I dont have nothing of that, fuck.
well, no
Technically, a lot of times i shock people with a lot of data or secret taboo thing i know about secret shit. not the conspiracy /pol thier but sometimes in some way i mesmerize people with these things.
Maybe i just need to get a training in my body image to others and control of anxiety.

Anonymage 05/07/26 (Thu) 04:21:49 No.307606

hypnosis seems like a scam to me

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXIV Anonymage 04/21/26 (Tue) 01:42:12 No.307210 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 14:51:07 No.307599

>>307595
I always thought of emotions as judgements as it is perceiving and judging the situation oriented towards you.
Like someone depressed can be happy they get a deadly cancer while most people will be sad and have other negative emotions

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 15:49:55 No.307600

>>307589
I feel the same way and worse where I live there are no such things as child protective services either.

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 16:08:52 No.307601

Woke up from a dream that made me want to kill myself.

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 17:07:30 No.307602

>>307601
What was it about? I find even nightmares sometimes are better than this life.

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 22:52:55 No.307604

Feeling like hammered shit all out of sudden.

Is the contrary to being depressed the absence of it not necessarily happy, just emptiness?
There were some (very few) things bothering I managed to get off my chest yet all I got was a plain and simple "There is no room for celebration either. It was your obligation to do so".

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dead internet Anonymage 12/06/25 (Sat) 13:00:26 No.304408 [Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?

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Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 14:37:39 No.305132

>>305129
Nah you'd be surprised how many such schizos are out there too insecure to strike a wizfriendship because they're fucked up in the head and can't process emotions.

Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 18:46:34 No.305133

I have perma blocked most of the sites I used due to being too cancerous but I find myself with a low activity webring site, wizchan and some twitch group. I wonder where one is supposed to go. Offline 24/7? some Discord/Steam friend chat?

Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 19:14:12 No.305134

>>305133
>some Discord/Steam friend chat?

Yep. Everyone at work is on this stuff. I caved once and signed up - got tired of work acquaintances bugging me when I started the computer in the morning. Uninstalled all of it.

Anonymage 01/10/26 (Sat) 13:46:32 No.305144

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>>305133
I never used Discord or the social places of anti-social normies sites.
But in december of last year i started using Discord for server proyects (WoW, City of Heroes, Club Penguien etc) i never talk here.
Just read and ask.
I have just one group that sometimes enter and see memes or chat about the topic of Ceremonial magick, meditation etc.
I have one friend of a WoW server in disc.
I not into old IRC

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 18:59:21 No.307603

"Geocities" small sites aggregation could be the answer to the question OP's post implies, "are there place on the Internet that are made by people, for people".

Bump.

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Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 21:49:36 No.307580 [Reply]

I am really tired
How can I find happiness independant of other people?
I cant deny I feel the need for connection, but it always ends poorly for me

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 22:39:04 No.307581

You can't really. It becomes a hard thing because when you're mentally ill you pretty much only attract people that are either mentally ill, looking to exploit you or who wish to feel powerful through treating you with an interpersonal contempt. It's like with relationships, ugly people pair off with ugly people, poor people with poor people, people with social deficiencies pair off with those with social deficiencies. If there's a variation and you're not at the level of your "partner", it's almost universally exploitative.

This is the thing about socialization with mentally ill wizzies, it's not that socialization is bad, it's that at the bottom level it's bad. It's like wagecuck jobs, the lower level is terrible.

You have to have some discernment about people's true intentions, don't ever mention your personal problems to anyone (ever), and scatter your shot wide to find some mutual connections.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 22:46:26 No.307582

Find a hobby. Engage with that hobby's community. Contribute to it.

Stay the fuck away from "community for depressed NEET losers lain sadboys Discorder outcasts rejected by normie society" type places. Everybody in them is a troll who wants to make you kill yourself.

Anonymage 05/05/26 (Tue) 06:52:43 No.307583

realistically what you really crave is just validation. connection is when you're validated by another person's existence because they share your world view or identity. that's difficult for wizardly types because we are more unique and less conformist than others, so it's difficult to find and meet such people.

>>307582
this is a good impersonal way of getting validation that might work for wizardly types. do something valuable, provide a service to a community of people and receive good feedback for it. you have to find a community that isn't completely anonymous and where content isn't transient, so that your contributions can compound and you increase the chance of your work being recognized by others.

i spent a good part of my teenage years just answering people's questions on tech forums and it was actually quite a good source of validation. even though i never made any "friends" in a traditional sense, helping people out with their questions and problems was rewarding for its own sake.

there's tons of ways of getting positive feedback from other people. probably easier than ever now that you have the internet. you just have to put yourself out there, create something interesting, help other people, provide interesting opinions and "takes" that mirror what people are already thinking about etc.

Anonymage 05/05/26 (Tue) 13:35:18 No.307584

>>307582
>Engage with that hobby's community. Contribute to it.
lmao

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 14:21:37 No.307598

>>307580
health, neeting, good entertainment
I guess i'm a bad person to give advice for this as i am suicidal

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Voluntarily cutting off ties Anonymage 03/20/26 (Fri) 01:04:37 No.306437 [Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.

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Anonymage 04/20/26 (Mon) 06:23:49 No.307190

>I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
This is why you can't protect your solitude.

One can only achieve exile if one can make themselves ugly and stinky. This is why monks shave their heads and wear rags. As long as you care about your appearance and hygiene someone will always care.

If you want to be a hermit even within society, just stop showering and people will leave you alone.

Anonymage 04/26/26 (Sun) 12:41:25 No.307380

I'm doing this now. It's for the best. I quite literally have about 100 family members that I used to be in somewhat contact with, but now i shut off as much as possible. 30+ cousins I just dont respond to, of course all the unc/aunties too. I can't handle the stress and judgement and intrusions they force into my life. I can't stand my grandma and older relatives repeating the same questions and stories over and over non stop. Im beetter off online working the least amount of hours possible. Ideally I'll have an apartment of my own soon. The worst part is when these people try to find me at work… very annoying

Anonymage 04/26/26 (Sun) 21:45:40 No.307383

>>307190
>One can only achieve exile if one can make themselves ugly and stinky.

you'd think this is a valid approach, i did try this.

when i was molested hard by females i stopped brushing my teeth, believing it would make my breath smell so horrible that the succubi leave me alone. this did not really work, i was still swarmed.

dressing as plain as i could, wearing sunglasses everywhere and hiding my long hair did help somewhat but what unfortunately draws the female attention is joy of life, health, connection with source, optimism, lack of corruption. so the only way is to act to be sickly, weak and depressed. basically you can't be happy even though it is easily possible for a human because if you are, females will block your path rugby-style and violently force you to give them attention. they are the worst rapists, they have no concept of consent whatsoever for other people; only for themselves.

Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 02:47:22 No.307593

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Yes I semi-voluntarily cut ties off from society.

In fact, I made it a point to create an almost complete blackout of year 2000 culture and later.

I surrounded myself with pre-1990s, culture only, only listening to obscure Italo-Disco or Japanese music from the 80s.

I stopped listening to radio, stopped watching TV, stopped going to movies.

My only contact with modern culture is what I inadvertantly see when I go outside, indie games and synthwave/juchewave. But synthwave/juchewave is idiosyncratic enough to keep me well-insulated from prevailing culture, so I consider it safe.

If I am at my mother's house, I will leave the room if she starts watching TV. If she mutes the TV, I'll try to look away from the screen.

I block advertising on youtube not merely for the annoyance of advertising but also because it is contemporary cultural rot.

With the exception of my mother, I stopped talking to my family about 20 years ago. I do not have any friends or contacts online.

I do not work. Haven't worked for decades. I have no social circle IRL.

I have the same backpack, clothes from 20 years ago. I wear a cheap casio watch. No cellphone/smartphone.

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Anonymage 05/06/26 (Wed) 08:19:32 No.307594

>>307383
BTFO them. Don't interact with them. Exclude them. Ignore them.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 02:30:34 No.307554 [Reply]

another day another computer broken, no matter how hard i try i cant stop my explosive anger issues. im tired of how angry I get, it keeps me from enjoying things in life and forces me to avoid things I should enjoy. once the dust settles in, guilt crawls onto me. the cycle never stops. for the life of me I want this anger to stop, it keeps sabotaging things i enjoy.

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Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 07:45:11 No.307567

anger issues are really fucked up, i personally dislike being near people like that. this is likely hormonal so consult your therapist maybe it can be fixed even.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 10:13:12 No.307571

Ever tried a rage room?

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 10:26:11 No.307572

lol did you abuse drugs as a kid?

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 15:41:47 No.307577

>>307567
tried to only got prescribed ssri's
>>307571
no
>>307572
no

Anonymage 05/05/26 (Tue) 20:15:35 No.307587

Sounds incredibly annoying. I hear voices and sometimes they get aggressive, this just makes me not want to be here anymore. If things aren't going to be comfy and I must listen to this bullshit I'd rather hang myself.
Maybe to solve your problem you have to learn the trick of "not taking things personally", "controlling your emotions"?

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Anonymage 05/02/26 (Sat) 06:02:48 No.307519 [Reply]

i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.

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Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 13:55:27 No.307574

>>307573
>my body is rekt
what's wrong?

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 14:44:44 No.307575

>>307524
>>307573
Good and evil are human constructs. There's no morality independent of mind.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 15:39:22 No.307576

>>307575
Torturing consciousness is a replicable, scientifically demonstrable, evil deed

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 16:15:12 No.307578

>>307575
Go back to reddit, godless abomination.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 16:59:11 No.307579

>>307576
>Torturing consciousness
No such thing. Plenty of wizards happily.

>science
A human construct based on blind faith in axioms.

>>307578
Lol

Why Shouldn't I Kill Myself? Anonymage 02/28/26 (Sat) 21:34:50 No.306088 [Reply]

I'm Failed Low Tier Normie (3.5 PSL Rating), utterly autistic, haven't had friends for a decade by now (I'm just 20), can't function in any way (work-related, socially or even just within my family; I'm even too scared to talk to my biological dad or e.g my grandmother when she comes here) and every day I feel more and more angry that I have to bear this existence every second I'm alive. I can't even simply laugh at things, I'm just a manchild chud who can't be entertained and who doesn't have motivation to do anything. It's like I've been already dead for a long time now but I'm still haunted by my consciousness. I just don't have the courage to end it. I feel like a lot of you experience the same, why haven't you specifically done it?

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Anonymage 05/02/26 (Sat) 05:21:43 No.307518

>>306125
>it wasn't fun like I thought it was
after your NEET days are over and if you don't have a comfortable job then it's truly is the end.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 00:38:43 No.307549

>>307493
>Very few autists enjoy life in the modern world.
Was it any better in the past? Genuine question.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 01:04:41 No.307550

>>307549
Fewer autists existed in the past.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 07:46:33 No.307568

>>307518
absolutely this. waging is soulless. so many stuff i'd like to do but come weekends i just play games and sleep because i have no willpower left for anything

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 07:47:11 No.307569

>>307568
>so many stuff
so much

Anti-Suicide General 2 Anonymage 07/28/25 (Mon) 09:10:50 No.301895 [Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?

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Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 18:35:10 No.306994

>>306619
Being outside is excellent for meditation. I actually like to vary my spots. What is your favorite?

Anonymage 04/11/26 (Sat) 19:08:47 No.306997

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WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE WAVING GOODBYE

WITH SOARING EYES

Anonymage 04/22/26 (Wed) 03:34:46 No.307253

>>306994
under large remote trees is a spot i enjoy for meditating.

Anonymage 04/25/26 (Sat) 08:01:26 No.307353

its not that bad. i only ever lurked here so im not totally sure what wiz attitudes towards substances are. why not try lsd and meditate on your experiences? read into buddhist practices and be cool.

Anonymage 05/04/26 (Mon) 06:21:42 No.307560

>>304017
Are you Christian?

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