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 No.304481[Reply]

feeling really lost
especially because i can compare it to earlier times
where things felt more bearable
or at least that i had some bearings to ground myself
school and college, a brief post-graduate unemployment, and then solid employment for many years that led to to a point where i actually kind of enjoyed my life
things felt really stable. i liked the people i had around me every day.
but shit doesn't last, and I have lost everything that kept my mental health from spiraling
and so it's spiraled
addiction and dopamine control my life and I get phases of focus and productivity that quickly fades when I get anxious and start smoking weed from morning to night.
I'm just rambling now because this is my mind these days, just constantly ruminating and unable to find a glimmer of hope to latch onto in order to make sustained gradual change to improve my life and 'return to glory' like I used to experience day to day.

Because nowadays life is uncomfortable
and discomfort without meaning is just suffering

how do i find meaning again after I lost it? Without it I feel so unmotivated to do anything about lacking it.
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 No.304485

>>304484
in HS/college/employment i could smoke weed to tune out during my down time after class or work. now without the social structures around school/employment (no regular social contact) and without the daily obligations creating my routine/schedule, i just smoke all day every day and i'm just tuning out ALL of my time now. it's starting to feel gross. i'm not schizo but i think schizoid for sure

this is my sign it's time for a change

maybe i cant fix everything in my life but i can at least focus on quitting weed as my next goal

 No.304486

If you enjoy doing drugs then continue to do so by all means. If you enjoy wageslaving then get back to that. What's even the problem here?

My opinion is that there are plenty of wageslaves in this world, if you can afford then just NEET and do what you like, even if that includes doing drugs. At least that way you at least contribute to the destruction of society in a way…

Also
>college
>solid employment for many years
Can't relate at all. Too normal for me. The most I managed to finish was high school because I lost interest entirely in doing socially approved things at that point and from then on just retreated into my shell pretty much.

 No.304487

>>304486
i enjoy doing drugs
i enjoy playing games a lot too
but i do not really enjoy where this lifestyle carries me
when weeks turn into months and months into years
and i realize i smoked so much of it away while feeling anxious and lonely, or i get sick of a game and the rank I worked so hard for doesn't even mean anything to me anymore once I uninstall.

i miss how easy it felt when I was part of a cohort of students or coworkers. Being disconnected from it for years now I don't know how I can ever re-integrate and find meaning in society again

or how do I forget all that and find meaning in an endless video game drug binge? That one i've tried and it can't really be done long term so I just feel like I'm at the end of the road and need to make a change

quitting weed will be a start i guess

 No.305417

>college
>solid employment for many years

Been there, did not work out at all, had to take a "warehouse worker" position.

 No.305419

Get a hobby. It's as simple as that, something to keep your mind focused and something that will take up time. Read, exercise, write a game design doc, learn a trade, anything is better than doing nothing and doing pot. What's the difference between it and just drinking yourself into a stupor? Both are equally pathetic. You don't have to stop smoking(or drinking), but you have to find something else to do with your time. A normalfag would go out and socialize and have sex or something, but well, you got to find an alternative.


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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later

 No.305412

>This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards

>pokemon cards

*cries* I feel for you


>This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

Look…

>I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

I am sorry to hear that. Unfortunately, I have - personally - no knwn cure against "grabby dad's diamond hands". In fact, me mum would berate me over the opposite, over her perfect alignment of HER immense collection of books she doesn't read or for using HER expensive plates she never uses.

My guess is:

1. Find a bunch of friends. Find someone to toss your collection to - into someone's display case.

2. Go minimalist.
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 No.305418

>>305412
Thank you for the suggestions but I can't really do any of those. Friends aren't a possibility, even so I wouldn't trust them. I see stories of betrayal every day on the internet. Minimalism won't work so much as I get a lot of pleasure from my hobbies even if I'm burnt out. I am not a digital fan either.

So far the best thing I've done is keep things hidden away and inside boxes when I'm done. It just really sucks to dedicate a solid 45 minutes to cleaning up every single time I want to do something, I'd much rather have things just left on my desk. I guess it's not the biggest issue. I also have "bait" that it placed in my room if they touch/break it I don't care. Seems to do wonders. Here's a story:

>Buy hunting knife because it looks cool
>Sharp and heavy, I think it's supposed to be used on deers or something
>Is protected by leather sheath
>dad comes in to "inspect" it
>uses his grabbler hands to pick it up
>Hold it upside down and only holding the sheath
>he unbuckles it
>knife falls dowm and stabs his foot
>He yells at me that It's my fault and I can't be trusted with it


A literal looney tunes character. I don't know why he's so retarded. He's also shot himself with fireworks a few times because he thought 5 seconds without it shooting meant the rocket was missing 2 of it's rounds… These people are going to kill themselves one day in the most stupid way immaginable. My great auntie died by running at night time with no lights on, tripped over one of her 100+ pairs of shoes in the hallway and her head slammed into a cast iron spike letter opener. She insisted that running at night without lights on saved power and heating. My genes are tainted


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 No.304061[Reply]

I'm tired, boss. Tired of being on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. I'm tired of never having me a buddy to be with to tell me where we're going to, coming from, or why. Mostly, I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world… every day. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head… all the time. Can you understand?

 No.304066

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>>304061
>I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world… every day. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head… all the time. Can you understand?
Camaraderie and friendship still exist. You're always going to end up with weird, problematic, shy, avoidant, or very inadequate friends anyone is perfect. And more than one person just wants validation and acceptance, even with their problems.
You can be better than this every day by being exemplary, but exemplary means setting an example, not just being perfect.
>Also
I'm tired of being tired and defeatist.
Read Prometheus rising. Do the exercises thank me later.
Exercise, get some sun before 10 a.m., drink water, sleep well, stop listening to trashy indie sad pop music, and listen to adrenaline-pumping music or old cheerful music, and don't pay attention to the shit news.
>the thing
If you think there's a Machiavellian plan to exterminate humanity, just think that the group conspiring against them are your friends, and that's the mindset of a winner.
And dont be a asshole, become an unstoppable and immovable force of nature, kindness and humanity.
every day, in every form you will become great and more great at everything. And this is the way to a humanizing process ,called life, and some people now believe that life is a rush race and die fast, take it slowly, repeat every day, make it often.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7BByo2V-HA&list=RDZ7BByo2V-HA&start_radio=1&pp=ygUqV0FSTklORyAtIE1DIE9SU0VOIChTUEVFRCBVUCkgRVhURU5ERUQgTUlYoAcB

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 No.304067

The logical end for humanity is extinction.

 No.304081

I used to feel like this
now I just want to die
I feel like I just wanted to be left alone but the normies are hellbent on making everything as miserable as possible
personal failure exists but this isn't how my life went
tbh when I read other posts here some people cope by ascribing their misery on personal failure and not the intentional harm others did to them
I plan on hanging myself soon

 No.304082

>>304081
Don't do it anon. Please. stay for somebody you love, or atleast stay for me. i'll talk to you if you want and drop the @.

I've been like you and yearning love and approval. which lead me to many desolate places most of you will not enter without a gun. Yet im still here. ive been plagued by addictions since childhood yet im still working on it. Ive been ghosted by 10+ friends over the years yet im still out in the field. Best you can do is see the cards lying ahead of you and bide your time before you draw.

 No.305416

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>>304067
define "human"

Different civilizations went extinct, but the DNA kept shuffling again and again.


 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.305017

>>304801
buckwheat is good however it is very oxalate-dense (so you shouldn't over-eat it).

 No.305026

>>305017
>oxalate-dense
thank you for the reminder; no food is "superfood" so one should eat different foods from time to time

 No.305151

>>305026
absolutely agreed

 No.305406

>>305026
there are all kinds of good gluten-free pastas out there. but make sure you don't over-do on any rice-based varieties, as these will cause your blood arsenic levels to rise very quickly.

 No.305414

(3), (5), (6), (7) can be experienced as united all in one if your bed is comfy and cozy enough for you.


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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.304196

>>304192
>if you don't have a middle ground between absolute belief, dogma and agnosticism you can become a asshole.
always stay humble in your beliefs. i really enjoyed the kybalion for what it was the first time ive read but i obviously was a bunch of snake oil bullshit from the get-go, empty promises with no real hermetic background. Hells he even failed to describe hermetic philosophy properly. that leddit jew was right in regards to him, because when i read the arcane teachings he also somehow created a new occult order out of the blue from supposedly ancient chaldea called the arcane council, with the same recycle "hermetic laws" and manifestation/unmanifestation phaes of creation. im kinda pissed off i wasted my time for nothing. thank you /fringe/. Might have better luck with other books tho.

 No.304310

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>>303398
Read this book, very useful as a start for knowledge of anxiety and how to fix behaviour.

 No.304627

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>>303398
>Place a pillow under your knees, and sleep without a pillow under your head.
I read somewhere that the first helps you sleep better and the second helps circulation in your back and neck. I sleep without a pillow under my head because I find it more comfortable for sleep.

>Hug a pillow (rest in bed or sit or stand)
Dont ask why, just do it, for more than 23-25 sec.
You can add visualization, acting like youre huggins someone or sing to the pillow.
>Bedsheet hug (for sleep etc)
Weight yourself down with the sheets (or make a sheets weight pillow) and try to achieve the effect of a hug. Add visualization or act like you're hugging someone etc.
Don't put too much weight on your chest or you'll have trouble breathing and you'll have nightmares, or you might cut off the blood circulation in your arm.
>Also
One day i dreamed with anime characters (three lolis) with this way, incredible wholesome dream and very comfy.
It felt like heaven.

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>>303398
>>304627
I was doing LBRP (Lesser banishment ritual of the pentagram) and LBRH (Lesser banishment ritual of the hexagram) for a few days now and I chill out so much and i dont know why.
I also go to a beach nearby, started taking photographs, and spend time with my cats.
I feel good and happy, I don't know if it's related to the fact that I sleep better too.

 No.305413

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Vent your room

Keep a mixtapeful of cozy cute music to relax IN A DEDICATED DEVICE. Bonus points for making said device solid in look and with a separate pair of earbuds (and old celly/smary would be ok)

Wear earplugs to block out elevator machine's sudden hum
OR
play some quiet "background music" as in OG Muzak Orchestra from 1950s-1960s-1970s
OR
use you old boombox as a white noise generator


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.305175

>>305174
Yeah. Though I don't know why you both belittle those people. If the college was their only chance to not live a worthless subhuman life, it's perfectly sensible to suicide.

 No.305293

>>305160
I've thought the same thing as you, my guy. Lately though, I feel like I came far too early. The technological singularity feels like something that'll be close to happening by the end of my lifetime if I were to keep living.

I envy those who'll be born within at least 2030, because I believe the children born in that time will get to experience it fairly young.

Unfortunately, a lot of us are gonna be stuck here, waiting in a shithole that seemingly moves at a snail's pace when it comes to the technological singularity's arrival.

 No.305380

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Is it actually allowed to say goodbye ITT? There's a chance I do it one day, it'd be nice to be able to post my farewell here without the post getting b&

 No.305381

>>305293
>technological singularity
I feel like tech indeed advanced hard 2000-2015, now there is literally nothing significantly new compared to 2015 unless you count the copy-paste of llms as progress. nothing in everyday life has changed. the fake religion of singularity is based on the fake notion of exponential technological progress. Also if it wasn't for a handful of people at one Dutch company computer hardware would have stalled a decade ago

 No.305411

>>305381
If anything technology has become more hellish because it's optimized to be addictive. World of Warcraft was called World of Warcrack, but that has nothing compared to the cynical gacha-slop lootcrate goombling industry. Around 2012-2016 I just noticed everyone getting addicted to smartphones, by the time you arrived in 2017 everyone was living online. I used to think of myself as being special in the 2000s for being terminally online, because it was still rare at that time.

Boomers are all literally living in an artificial world, take a look at facebook some time and you'll see they're all just watching AI slop. You see them comment under the videos enraged as if it's real.

I feel that the digital world will stop being as relevant in the future. I think there's serious diminishing returns for user data. Anyone who is addicted to the internet, after a few years, falls into the same habits. And material constraints (oil, copper, etc) will mean that the real bottleneck will be in the ability to buy shit, not in the ability to advertise.

I keep wondering how the internet is free for third worlders. I get how it's valuable to advertise to a first worlder, but an indian living week to week, what's the value of him or his user data?


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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.305369

I just had a targeted advert for schizophrenia on youtube and now I've been awake all night paranoid.

 No.305371

I had another bizarre dream, there was a prison and depending on the severity of the crimes inmates would have parts of their genitals removed. Like:
light crime = circumcision
medium crime = castration
heavy crime = complete removal of both cock and balls
this was just a dream and there is no methaporical meaning, it was just brutal punishment, has nothing to do with wizardry or "crabs" or troons

 No.305378

I'm a ghost. The world moved on long ago.

 No.305409

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I'm so tired of trying in life. What's the point if there is no reward out of it? I know Office Space is a bit overused, but it still applies in a workplace setting and life in general.
What's the point of combing my hair, cleaning my room, putting on a clean shirt; nobody is going to come knocking on my door with a trophy and a check in their hands. I've tried everything too; sports, art, music, youtube since like 2008 and nothing has ever panned out in any meaningful way. When I was a kid, I only worked hard enough to get decent grades to avoid punishment from my parents since they never rewarded me for getting A's. And that's all I do now at my corporate job.

 No.305410

>>305409
I dunno man, as someone barely functioning now who used to have friends and a decent career. I used to feel the same way, but I lost all that shit and it's just a way worse hell.

You have a good thing, you have what I lost.


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 No.305362[Reply]

I miss being a proper neet so much and im jealous of people who can be
I miss just being able to play some stupid game 12 hours a day and watch videos on the side
i still dont have friends or a gf so what am I doing
everything is worse
my body
my mind
my freedom
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 No.305398

I remember being around 18/19 and dreaming of getting diagnosed with some mental illness or disability to allow me to get free money. Sadly never worked, and my parents were heavily against it despite me having a strong case. "Muh honor, you must work for the system!!!!!". I worked with a guy that has now successfully acquired a lifetime sickness benefit for some back pain issues, which isn't even that bad considering he still rides a sports motorbike. He's making like 75% of a 40 hour minimum wage paycheck, plus gets free rent and other little perks. Essentially he's making 3x/3.5x min wage if you count it purely in dollars. I'm unreasonably jealous. Imagine having 600 dollars a week to just spend on any dumb shit you want for the rest of your life and never needing to clock in ever again. Workers are the real chumps.

 No.305403

>>305398
Really rough anon
Reminds me of my experience
I just want to be free from responsibility
If my life is gonna be sad and pathetic atleast leave me be in my small bubble of relative happiness
Nothing good has ever come for me from interacting with the world and I wish to cease

 No.305404

>>305403
Can I ask what job you're doing now? I think the best we can do is try to find something that isn't so bad and lower our standards of living so we can have more free time. I had 1 year of working nightshift at my job, it was bliss but under new management I'm now forced to interact with customers during peak hours and drive in horrible traffic. I thought I appreciated what I had, I didn't appreciate it enough. Sadly good jobs are disappearing these days with the advent of these eager slaves willing to break backs for peanuts. When I first entered the work force they would joke about how half of my day I was free to "look busy" and do my own thing. Now you can't even take a 5 second break after pulling a 2 ton pallet with a broken trolley without being yelled at and written up. We are worked like those slave egypt had

 No.305407

>>305366
working out is pathetic, and for 50 IQ imbeciles, OP is moaning about not having free time and you suggest to waste even more time in a shallow retarded meaningless hobby that only gets you body dysmorphia

 No.305408

>>305362
I'm 36 and been NEET all my life and to me its a mystery how people even manage to get jobs to begin with.
back in highschool all my classmates somehow had university and apprenticeship and jobs lined up for them but I had nothing, then people told me I have to send my CV to places which I did but everytime I got a rejection or an interview where they already decided to reject me because there are apparently 5 billion other people lined up for the job.
I been signed up to countless job programs at the local job center and none of this shit has ever yielded me a proper job so all I did was sit around listening to some twat explaining how to write a CV or doing a warehouse wagecuck job while getting paid less than half what a real warehouse wagecuck gets.
I even volunteered for the Military and they told me to get lost.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.304671

>>304651


r u sure its not some Jordan with some Afghan Borzoi doggo pet?
set up a cam

 No.305050

>>304646
I've been researching and apparently some people crash from ginger and other organic serotonin antagonists, I tried for a day but I wasn't sure to keep going after I read some people's experiences

 No.305150

>>305050
I couldn't surmise that there would be any danger in incorporating a small amount of grated organic ginger root into your daily tea/water. I did this myself years ago and found no harm from it. It was one of the first serotonin antagonists that I had discovered to which I had no ill reaction.

Ginger, B1, Magnesium, Vitamin E, total discontinuation of the offending drug (ssri, etc.), eliminating fluoride, sweating, belief that things can and will improve – are all helpful weapons in fighting pssd, all of which can lead to cure.

>I tried for a day but I wasn't sure to keep going after I read some people's experiences

Be mindful that many in the "pssd community" do not want others to improve. This is not say that I am calling into question their claimed experiences with certain herbs (ie, ginger), but at least in virtue of my own experience with pssd and the trying out of different serotonin antagonists of variable strength, I can say I do not feel you need to be afraid of crashing on the ingesting of some ginger for however many few days. Ginger has been used safely for thousands of years; even in antiquity high-class etairai (greek prostitutes) would mix ginger into the drinks of their clients so to encourage arousal.

But like in any personal experiment, proceeding gradually by steps, not over-running one's goal, being watchful for any sensitivity in the diet to the introduction of a new element, is always a wise course. So ultimately it is up to you. But don't ever lose confidence that your brain can be restored to its original healthy chemistry…whichever restorative path you end up following.

 No.305297

>>305150
I've also noticed that everyone in the "pssd community" is terribly dishonest, there is so much toxic positivity going on. So many people think their condition is a fundamental aspect of their personality and spend all their precious time discussing their symptoms. That can't be healthy… I never want to become like that.

>Magnesium, Vitamin E, B1
Do you recommend dietary supplements or rather only finding it in natural foods?

Thank you for reassuring me about ginger. I put some in my tea every day now. I've been doing cardio, exercising, and eating healthy without fail. And thanks for your previous advice, I wish all wizs would realize what you said about serotonin and the people behind it all - this is truly evil.

Anyway, I hope I have what it takes to keep going. I'll try not to lose hope, it seems that dopamine receptors take more than a year to heal. By the way, I don't even care about libido that much anymore, I think I've accepted that's how things are now. But I can't accept the anhedonia… Climbed up a hill yesterday and felt nothing. It goes away sometimes thankfully. Sorry for blogpost.

 No.305405

>>305297
>Do you recommend dietary supplements or rather only finding it in natural foods?

Whichever you feel most comfortable with. I used supplements (in particular magnesium and tocopherol) when I first started out…but I never stuck with taking them for too long of a time (likely because I began noticing improvement through the use of ginger, exercise, sweating, etc.). Also I had found that too much magnesium would give me crippling headaches and too much vitamin E (again in pills/supplements) would give me bad stomach pains, so this meant I never really was able to continue with taking either. However I will say that taking a good B-vitamin is probably the most important of the three and something that I still often do.

>And thanks for your previous advice, I wish all wizs would realize what you said about serotonin and the people behind it all - this is truly evil.

You're most welcome. Learning about this (impotence or generalized sexual dysfunction from ssri usage) is rightly shocking and disgusting to anyone with a good heart.


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Was reading "Look Me in The Eye" and was inspired by the phrase, "He'll remember this when he's 40." What are those things that people said to you that you never forgot? Can be positive or negative, recent or distant past.

In 9th or 10th grade, a random succubus who wasn't even in my class said, "There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you." I don't know why she was in my classroom, and I never saw her again afterwards. Of course I said nothing like a pathetic slave. They echo in my mind almost 10 years after.
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 No.305390

Some schoolie said "you're trying to look better than you are" out of blue

The details are hazy, though.

MAYBE she meant it for someone else she had a conversation with moments prior…

 No.305396

>>305353
It's wild to read on the past and seeing that people just died all the time after 40. Like, even old kings had a modal age of death of like 49, and this was the ones that survived the 50% infant mortality.

 No.305397

>>305389
It is factual, doesn't mean it didn't sting a little to hear it put in such a manner. This is separated from insults.

>>305396
Also think of the painful conditions that had essentially no treatment. When I am in serious pain due to whatever cause, I can usually get the right medicine for it within 24 hours. Can't imagine having to live the rest of your life just carrying the burden, which I'm sure everyone did back then. There hasn't been a good time to be alive on this planet ever, just slightly less shitty periods depending on various factors, luck especially

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>>305314
>words that left an impression
A succubi from my university group told me one day
>“I think you have limiting beliefs.”
I didn't talk to her to much, very smalltalks but in the end I agreed with her.
I think she changed my mindset and perception of life and things in a healthy way.
cool succubi, Perhaps the only one I've known so far.
>Also
I don't deny that I liked her in the long term, but the truth is that I know I'm not her ideal type. She wasn't your typical succubi with normie ideas, she also had her problems (traumas around a young relationship and other fucked up things)
She was a bit childish and mischievous at times, but sweet and kind, quite magnetic for how shy and quiet she was.
I grew a little fond of her even though she was a somewhat Christian New Ager with some woo-woo beliefs and traumas.
>so
I hope she's well and I wish to her all the best things with all the friendship she gave me.

 No.305402

>>305399
Your story reminded me of one of mine.

I met a succubus about a year ago at a pop culture event in my city. She had that mix of tomboy and “weird cult succubus who loves philosophy and history.” Flat chest, medium-length dark brown hair, glasses. She didn’t wear makeup at all. That day, she was wearing a suit and selling manga.

And me — someone who has been obsessively reading manga my entire life — I thought, “Obviously she doesn’t know anything about this stuff, lol.”

At that exact moment, she looked at me and said:
“Hey, man, you look really sad and kind of abandoned. I think you’ll like this manga.”

Then she showed me Genshiken.

I was completely confused. Completely shocked.

By the way… that manga is really good. I loved it, lol.


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