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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304114

>>304108
You unfortunately quit at the worst time. Companies have been laying people off since 2023 and it’s only gonna get worse as they eventually have to announce the recession.

 No.304171

I think I could just watch this show over and over for the rest of my life and call it a day. Working sucks. Yes. I said it. I am not an exploitable slave for the capital if I do that and not a valuable member of society. I'll start tomorrow.

 No.304179

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I haven't posted in this thread since I worked hydraulic machines in a factory back in '17. Thanks OP for keeping Tony's feels real and not killing yourself.

I'm registered with the government community job finding office but it can't find anything for me that won't require me to spend 2 hours and $20 each day on a bus. Of course Tim Horton's is hiring but I'm the wrong color. I'd like for them to find me full time job nearby, even if it's something like shoveling pig shit alongside a bunch of normies. Right now I'm a snow shoveller for $22/h (not a living wage where I am). I only go out when it snows which means sometimes I don't work for 15 days and sometimes I work 90 hours of cold, wet labor in a single week, with each day costing about $45 in Uber rides. If I don't go out I still get payed a base kinda salary like thing as on-call money but really the boss can call and request me in anytime so I can't just fuck off in to the 2D world entirely. I'll probably work 3 days in December and then spend the first 3 months of 2026 wishing it was still 2016 while I'm making the sidewalks safer for a bunch of unwelcome immigrants.

 No.304180

>>304179
>and sometimes I work 90 hours of cold, wet labor in a single week
1. Cotton t-shirts can be cheap
2. Wear several
3. Try thrift hunting for a REEBOOK fluffy coat. They can vent your sweat away if you wear cotton tees and not some synthetic ones
4. ynthetic tees just won't let your body humidity through hence making you sweaty.

 No.304181

>>304180
>2. Wear several

*edit - carry several [backup t-shirts] so your sweat could go into a haha funny laundry bag


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 No.303053[Reply]

Today, I learned about a funny mental disorder that is not autism, not retardation, not SCH yet it's a real issue for people who strive for careers and education.

"Adaptation disorder" in some sources, "adjustment disorder" in many other, such as Wikipedia.


>Unlike major depressive disorder, adjustment disorder is caused by an outside stressor and generally resolves once the individual is able to adapt to the situation.

You know, given me mum was so good at torturing me verbally I am not surprised I *may* have suffered from this very thing. I mean, I hold my job, buuuuuuuuut…



>Signs of adjustment disorder include sadness, hopelessness, lack of enjoyment, crying spells, nervousness, anxiety, desperation, feeling overwhelmed and thoughts of suicide, performing poorly in school or work, among others.[12]
>([12]=mayo clinic)

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/adjustment-disorders/symptoms-causes/syc-20355224

I wonder if lenting exaggerates this condition, because it… kida matches. I never had this cool "speaking with entities" perk of a *skit*zophrenic, never had an autist-tier hobby to treat as own safe haven, yet all of the above seems to be just the thing that ruined my college/carrer prospects.
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 No.303906

>>303053
OP's here. I was crossing a small road today. And instead of a comfy walk, I was standing against a SUV that didn't seem to slow down today. I wasn't scared. I merely had a slight of that DO IT!!!1111 /dep/raved rage - which, however, didn't kick in.

I guess the SUV slowed down automatically due to its sensors, it's a modern one.

Oh and the driver had the nerve to just sit in his car for 20 seconds to memorize my face. Good. Time to shave.

 No.303910

>>303053
>performing poorly in school or work
that's 100% me

 No.303912

Being a murder victim could cause that disorder. Thanks for the info! Had issues with that for all of my life.

Fucking hate people who think they have the right to murder.
Fucking hate absurdity, always.

 No.303939

>>303912
oh, soma killa tried to whack me over a 35$ celly.

Good thing I had a knoife m8, they woulnt rob a elementary school boy, they would do some psycho stuff, good thing I had a knoife m8

 No.304178

>>303906
Oh and the road is equipped with a traffic light so had he whacked me, he would be responsible for a murder and not a manslaughter becaue he was driving at the red light and not an unregulated crossing


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 No.301831[Reply]

Any other wizards here that have trouble with speaking "normally" or pronouncing certain letters? This kind of thing occurs naturally to normalfags and it really is just something that should come inherent to everyone. I've had times when I think I'm talking normally but people tell me to stop yelling, or other times when I think I'm talking in above average volume and people tell me I'm being silent. I also struggle to pronounce the letter "s" properly and sound like a spazz which has made me actively avoid certain words. It's just another one of those things that has made me realize how we and normalfags live in an entirely different state of existence. I remember how Chris Chan used to get bullied for his voice among other things, I'm not sure if it is an autistic trait or a consequence of my reclusive life but it has made my anxiety in public worse, and has also totally ruined my dreams of starting a music project one day
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 No.304168

Yes, wiz. Can relate to this shit, I either mumble to the point when my speech becomes unintelligible and barely audible or speak loud as fuck. Also stuttering and poor wording that have actually become memes amongst my small circle of friends. Tfw.

 No.304169

>>301831
>Any other wizards here that have trouble with speaking "normally"
Very much so
School was the only thing keeping my speech coherent, half the things I say in my native language nowadays can be defined as "incoherent word vomit"

 No.304172

>>304139
Same. I have so many thoughts in my head, but when I’m supposed to join a conversation, my mind goes completely blank.

 No.304175

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>>301831
>Talk problems
I dont know much about these talk things.
I read somewhere of selective mutism, social anxiety, avpd, avoidant behaviour and avoidant attachment can fuck you even at the most simple socialization things.
But accent problem sound strange to me.
>Also
Maybe you need some form of language and talking training or check your face-checkbones or so to know if there some problem.
I know a guy that after a face operation of the nose, some mouth muscles and teeth started to talk very well (as kid speaked very bad)
>Autistic trait
The Autistics guys I know doesn speak cringe, even one. They speak very well and fluid (and at times have more vocabulary than the common normie with pure 4chan-tik tok retardation meme language)
>Reclusive life style
>Anxiety in public
Check some help for social anxiety, selective mutism, etc. Maybe ask a IA sometimes they have good suggestion for these things.
Social exposure help sometimes but if you're too avoidant or have some social problems this not help much sometimes and induce more anxiety.
You can check this thread and link for some help tech for anxiety and social things >>303467
Sorry my shity engrish.

 No.304177

>>304175
You don't know any autistic guys then, you know people that call themselves autistic to gain some sort of social special scores.


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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.304113

>>304107
>Kinda feels meditative to feel how its rollers massage my feet…
Do that with PMR and you gonna feel like in heaven >>303800

 No.304144

>>304113
what's PMR ???

 No.304173

>>304144
>What's PMR?
Progressive Muscle Relaxation (PMR) >>303800

 No.304174

>>304144
Prolapsed Muscle of the Rectum

 No.304176

>>303678
>Alcohol drink
This gonna ruin your life and body in in a passive way. Better get a more good cope mechanism.
>>304174
Lol
The chinese have some tai chi or qi gong techniques that stimulates the dam tian or something about the anus-prostate with move exercises, random but interesting lol.


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 No.299535[Reply]

I want to shoot myself in the head with a gun on a crowded street
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 No.303765

To yourself? Not some other people around?

Utter cucked misery.

 No.303766

>>302705
You already know you are dressing like pretty fire. No need for anyone to remember you this.

>Shove this argument in her face

 No.304154

>>299706
honestly normies are so braindead at this point it wouldn't surprise me if even such an event as that were forgotten by them in a few weeks.

 No.304158

>>303766
thanks

 No.304170

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>>299707
>Spend more time at the gym.
>Buy Bitcoin.

You do neither of those things.


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 No.300350[Reply]

Does anyone ever want to just scream and shout at the world? Whether its frustration for myself or others I find myself having no where to put it. What would you tell people if they would listen to you?
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>>302548
Not a meme at all but greatly overhyped and done wrong, because so many of the people practicing it have serious anxiety problems so they mistake anxiousness for "lit".

>>302788
> Turns out a male can test himself for a lack of zinc (in a nsfw way)
Not the anon youre replying to but how so? Also what form of Zinc? I take Glycinate and Gluconate, and I've previously taken Monomethionine (OptiZinc) and L-Carnosine.

All Zinc forms help my mood (lower anxiety) and energy levels, but honestly I never noticed a major difference between those four. What I noticed does make a difference is taking them together with high dose D3. What makes even a bigger difference is taking the 3 main fat soluble vitamins, A D and K together. Just beef liver + d3 and mk4 pills because there are no natural foods that have equivalent levels.

 No.302795

>>302793
>Not the anon youre replying to but how so?

If your goo(n) stuff is mostly yellow rather than just slightly less yellower than white porcelain of your bath… then you know you're awfully lacking Zn in your dies.


At some point, when I *tried* taking Zn, my goo was partially white and partially yellow - probably a mix of fresh and old goo

 No.302798

>>302793
>Not the anon youre replying to but how so? Also what form of Zinc? I take Glycinate and Gluconate, and I've previously taken Monomethionine (OptiZinc) and L-Carnosine.

It was gluconate. I think.

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>>302793
So, I have both K2 vitamin pills and D3 vitamin pills. Then, I grab Zn also.
And then, I get some vitamin A also.


(also, B12 since my lent-oriented diet makes me, effectively, a half-vegan)


Hmmmm…
Thanks in advance. I'll try my best.

 No.304167

Tried to befriend a person. He would not listen to me at all. Friendship - screw him


 No.299408[Reply]

I've heard a lot about "fear of missing out"/"fomo". But I have a different kind of fear that doesn't really make sense in my mind: a fear of keeping up with things, or, a fear of catching up.

For example: Many years ago I played internet mahjong a lot. But eventually I stopped playing for a few months. Now, any time I consider playing again, I get paralyzed by this irrational fear. I think things like "it's too late for me to get back into this". And, of course, the fact that this fear stops me from catching back up only makes this fear grow larger and larger.

I once had a small youtube channel but it has been so many years since I uploaded anything, I feel like "it's too late for this, I missed the boat, what's done is done".

I know this fear is irrational but I still am held back it.
Does anyone relate to this fear AT ALL?
I am bad at describing this so this might not make any sense at all.
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 No.301793

please kill me please kill me please kill me

 No.302114

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>>299412
oh look, you have built a bridge between "can't have my pleasure hormones, no fuel" and "can't have my pleasure hormones, no neural signals" theories in one

 No.302115

>>302114
*in one go

 No.302122

>>299408
I have this problem too. It's probably because I have low self esteem which leads me to get discouraged and give up easily.

 No.304166

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Unlike 1980s-1990s-2000s, modern people on the other side of the screen may cheat profusely out of spite on random moves. Of course you are aftraid of playing with anons online!


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 No.298058[Reply]

most of us are so fucking unattractive, retarded, uneducated, unlovable, lazy/unambitious etc… that there is no point in continuing this misery.

even when some try to gaslight themselves that their loser-lifestyle can be comfy, we all deep down know that this isnt supposed to be *life*.

objectively, we're the bottom of the barrel, rock bottom essentially; we can only cope by escaping reality and isolating ourselves and anytime we encounter the real fucking world, we're deemed as fucking subhumans by others AND ourselves.

we're rotting, just wasting space, energy and oxygen while the only thing left for us is waiting to die, respectively.

i dont get how we all havent already committed suicide by now cuz our fucking trash genetics have been haunting us for our entire existence, yet we collectively and voluntarily decided to continue living. why the fuck are we so stupid???
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 No.304160

>>299332
And on the flipside, I find nonexistence to be the most comforting ending possible
I already feel like I've experienced way too much for one brain, eternal nothing sounds comforting, no awareness, no stress, no feelings, no boredom, nothing, like how it used to be before this whole mess.

 No.304161

>>302162
Given that I have a dick problem that prevents me from feeling any sexual desire for the rest of my life, would you say that my life is permanently ruined? I know this isn't what life is all about, but it's an important part of it. I feel so empty. I want to jump off a cliff, but like many anons, I'm afraid of what lies ahead.

 No.304163

Because I believe me, and many of you who are here have actually pretty good lives. If you think about it, if you can write here, if you don't have a delibitating physical disability, if you are not blind, if you are not a cripple, if you are not paralyzed from neck down, if you didn't get abused as a child, if you didn't grow up in a warzone, if you haven't seen nothing but war and bloodshed since the moment you were born, if you haven't seen your mother torn to shreds with a cluster bomb, if you haven't seen endless piles of dead bodies on a frontline, if you haven't been trafficked and forced into unspeakable things, if you never knew what extreme thirst and hunger feels like, you have a pretty darn good life compared to a pretty substantial portion of the human population.

If you are a NEET, that means your parents haven't given up on you yet. They could have thrown you to the streets, and yet they didn't. They could have forced you into a shit job, and yet they didn't. They could have beat you and abused you and screamed at you every day, and yet they didn't. Your life is not that bad. Being ugly, being a virgin, being fat, having been ostracized, these are not real problems. There are millions of people on Earth who would trade places with us without hesitation. When I think about these things, I feel grateful for the life that I have been given, and I feel I must do my best with what I have.

 No.304164

>>304163
who said you wont eventually get to experience all these bad things?
even if your parents dont hate you, at some point they will die and any day you could become a cripple or get some cancer or some other annoying disease or become homeless.
any day you could become victim of a crime or find yourself in a warzone.
imo the true horror is having a comfy life and then having it torn away from under your ass and taking a deep look down the abyss of how fucking bad things can get.

 No.304165

>>304163
This kind of thinking is absolutely disgusting, basically everyone should'nt kill themselves because they aren't Indian you are saying. screw you


 No.302557[Reply]

I don't feel like I belong to this body. Something says I belong to a blond and blue-eyed person. I'm depressed 'cause I have to be stuck into a Latino's body while I'm German.
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 No.303771

Eugenics are a need. Not those genetic failured who perpetuate and accumulate their curses into future generations

If anyone knows how to brainwashes normies into doing the correct thing, just share. They are like damn cattle, no control, no morals…

 No.303788

>>303771
Problem is, in a way, a 180cm+ big guy can also be misinterpreted as "genetic failure" if the stat maker has to focus on something somethng "family's resilience" as in lack of fatherless kids.


Context: I am not just fatherless: it's 3rd eneration (or more?) of turning 6 without father being present.

 No.304138

>>303788
bump


the saddest part neither my father nor my maternal grandfather* were "storks"/"rolling stones" wagabond fuckers: there was marriage and they they got bored of it.

* oh and his father didn't divorce, he was killed in action. Its a curse, not a history of storking. No wonder I am here on Wizardchan and not some sweaty stinking garage club proclaiming some vernacular slogans

 No.304159

I hate mi body to, It not represent my soul, but exist a solution learn to "deny yourself" a lot of spirituallities teach this, Christianity buddism etc
Try a prey, like the "our father" try to understend the words, you are denying your selft and accepting an external will, not your will, you can say as a procelitism of Christianity or an start poin to research about spirituality in general, i love you uwu

 No.304162

Ridiculous to want to end your life over this. You don't have a chronic illness or something truly depressing happening to you. You're just unhappy with your skin colour, a first world problem really. Fuck off normie


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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.304149

A tear jerker heartwarming drama from an anime or tv series doesn't happen in real life. Most people's life are boring and miserable and I have accepted that. So imagine my envy when I encounter the 0,001% of humanity whose life is interesting or who overcome some adversary for a happy ending like a movie protagonists. Absolute cuckoldry that some people just get to live the best that human experience can offer while the rest of us have to live with the fiction isn't real cope.

 No.304150

>>304147
I wish I was lying.

 No.304153

>>304145
I jerk off lol. I've almost finished giving up on this. There's basically nothing left but suicide when people are out performing you 10-20x times. I tried countless times to "catch up" and unstupid myself by slow gradual relearning, it's all fake and shit. Sometimes, you just have to let go.

 No.304156

>>304145
I would

a) ssume they found a great trick and think of it as nothing special

b) itch internally about the fact I picked up some wrong subject in my life AGAIN

 No.304157

>>304156
>>304156
>>304156
also
c) ollect some data on the subject via some funny AI with a feature to look things up, like PerPLX.

I would keep asking questions like


"Which is the ample room condition to perform X"

"what is the correct way to start X"

"wha setup do I need"

"quite a collection of items I need to perform X tell me my alternatives?"


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