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Any low iq cels around? Anonymage 07/16/26 (Thu) 06:07:06 No.309084 [Reply]

Anyone experienced getting fired from almost all jobs they ever had? I’ve failed at almost everything I ever had and got insulted before. Has anyone expirienced something similar

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Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 09:21:42 No.309443

>>309442
This is nothing to be ashamed of. If you are interested in philosophy, start with the early greeks and work your way forwards through history at a slow pace. By the time you reach Schopenhauer or Nietzsche you will have a much better foundation to work with.

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 09:04:28 No.309450

Ive never read a book. Ever. Im 35.

Its unfuckingreal how bad things are. Like unironically. At least im bilingual even doe I still sound like a rigid esl retard after spending decades on english speaking websites

Also life ruining adhd, Ive been actually wanting to move on from using Windows 7 on my PC for like 3 years but I just dont know how to start, I mean I know how to fresh install it I just dont know how to install it "on top" of my current 7 setup to keep all programs and settings. So you can guess how it goes
>sit down and read into how id do this
>realize Id need to do a bunch of extra steps that I just have bo brainpower left for
>keep hoarding crap and distracting myself with YT, gelbooru and imageboards
>repeat the cycle forever

When I was younger I heavily criticized my parents for being stuck in their ways and now look at me, not only have I made absolutely no progress in any aspect of life, even fucking hobbies or something as passive as music taste, I AM ACTIVELY FUCKING REGRESSING in general. At 35 ive reached my cognitive ceiling and I literally know nothing or posses any skill. How sad is that????????

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 09:09:18 No.309451

>>309450
I don't think you can normally keep all your programs and settings. People usually just reinstall everything.

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 13:29:05 No.309456

>>309450
The saddest part is that, despite being so self-aware of your own issues, nothing in your post suggest that you're planning to take any sort of action, 35 is not young but it's not old either. Not trying to give an empty motivational speech here, if you want to throw your life away and feel extremely sorrowful and full of regrets in the last moments of your life you can do so, it will eventually pass anyway like everything does. If you want a better stay for the time being you can temporarily cut off all electronic devices to pick a hobby that would significantly improve your attention span.

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 13:39:29 No.309457

>>309450
i think the mistake is believing that you can just generate motivation out of nothing. really what you're missing is a structure around you that would move you without having to think about it. that's why you're regressing, because you don't go to school or work, and relying on willpower doesn't work. if there are no consequences or very slow, long-term consequences, you're not going to move your ass to do anything.

environment is everything. your mind adapts to your surroundings, if there are no pressing matters, no danger of embarrassment or some kind of loss, it defaults to being idle. but that adaption also comes at the cost of stress, so there are no easy solutions.

people like you could get drafted and get "fixed" after a week of bootcamp, you just need external pressure, but as soon as you are left to your own devices, you go back to slothing.

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/drugfeel/ Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:26:52 No.309207 [Reply]

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

erowid.org
psychonautwiki.org

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Anonymage 07/24/26 (Fri) 00:51:54 No.309278

>>309269
Low dose or not enough trips. Trip enough times and it will rape the false you out of existence and reveal your true nature.

Anonymage 07/24/26 (Fri) 04:26:44 No.309281

>>309217
>>309225
>>309246
You certainly do not need social connections in order to obtain drugs. You have the internet at your disposal. How is it the current year and people still complain about not knowing where / how to obtain drugs. For example, if you want cannabis with minimal human interaction, I simply find a dealer on leafedout, message them on telegram, and they will deliver it to me. Not a single word needs to be uttered in person.

Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 14:06:33 No.309444

>>309207
I've been addicted to hardcore functional stimulants ever since my dealer gave me some dextroamphetamine to try earlier this year. I know I'm ruining my brain and body by using it so much but it feels too good to stop and it's the only way I could ever be productive enough to achieve anything in life. I guess it's better to gamble with my health and at least have a chance of making my parents proud some day than staying sober and being sure I'm always gonna be a disappointment.

Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 14:16:24 No.309445

>>309281
>leafedout
How is weed a hard to get when you live in a place that has legalized it? Try getting some hardcore stuff as a shutin wizard weirdo.

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 13:23:10 No.309455

>>309445
It is not legal where I am. I am not in the United States. The process remains the same. Five seconds of face to face contact is all that is required of you to receive the drugs.

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NEETing with abusive parents. Anonymage 07/10/26 (Fri) 14:42:35 No.308999 [Reply]

Are there people here who don't have a job or don't get NEETbux and have to live with parents who are abusive and stupid as fuck but you just can't beat the crap out of them because you're dependent upon them?

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Anonymage 07/20/26 (Mon) 12:52:41 No.309209

>>309168
sounds too ideal and you could just get a single studio apartment for similar prices depends where you live. much rather just have a 1 bedroom apartment, its actually my dream. just wouldnt like seeing others in the halls

Anonymage 07/23/26 (Thu) 22:37:26 No.309271

I have neetbux but am struggling to find a room to rent in socal. Never moved out

Anonymage 07/23/26 (Thu) 22:53:18 No.309273

>>309271
Why not just live on public land? If you have bux you can buy a car and solar panels and tents and stuff. I would need about 1k per month to sustain that lifestyle, but only because I spend $400 a month on weed. Most of the costs are start up costs.

Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 22:13:21 No.309344

It is not O.K. that I have to live here with him. He is not too gay or demanding but he is dumb and takes his sons wizardry never and his food is barebones and we both almost starve. Sometimes we steal beef t-flank steak but I am hungry a lot. Beer recently got phased out as a basic at 30 3/4years. I make him mad and ornery and he makes me sick and hungry. I recently took a motorcycle from him and he is gay about how it gets used lol. I am broke always him almost never. Trying to get beer has done me in today yet he sits up there drunk and asleep like a weightwatchers yogi. How frazzling and inane can it get? Bear

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 11:47:51 No.309454

>>309000
it's a week before pension payment and the ma only has enough for the credit payment on her account that goes at the end of the month. she figured out that if you don't have enough, they just take it as soon as she has money on her account with seemingly no fees as punishment, so she went and withdrew some of the money today to buy snacks and fruit (instead of just eating the food with have in two fridges and freezer). she also talked to the lady at the bank about another loan, a refinancing one where she pays off everything she owes and then just has a smaller flat rate… oh and she's renovating the windows and buying new carpets.

i spent like an hour arguing with her but there's no point. some people are just really terrible with money and don't have a frugal bone in their body. why can't she just live within her means? of course, the more in debt we are, the more she pressures me to go work. we were pretty much poor my entire childhood because of my dad's retarded decisions, now we're poor because of hers.

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Wageslave General Anonymage 10/26/25 (Sun) 18:31:53 No.303736 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811

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Anonymage 07/25/26 (Sat) 15:16:03 No.309329

>>309312
Most human beings aren't prepared for dealing with customers service,try to talk to your sup about going to the warehouse or stocking shelves.

Anonymage 07/27/26 (Mon) 13:21:42 No.309371

>>309312
funny, i've worked 10 years in a supermarket in september. My advice is to stick to it and try to get night fill role, might take awhile but it's worth it. as far as work goes thats one of the best ones we can get. I cannot get it anymore though the current team isn't moving

Anonymage 07/27/26 (Mon) 17:50:50 No.309377

>>303738
Same here, I'm working fastfood at 25, its my first job after a lifetime of unemployment and I dropped out of highschool at 16

Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 21:49:27 No.309447

So at Walmart I picked up these non-nicotine vapes. Non-nico because my doctor says I can't have nicotine full stop. But I got them so I can have extra breaks at work without getting yelled at by management. Less time dealing with retards at work is fine by me.

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 11:43:05 No.309453

I've been thinking about how many jobs out there are actually sub minimum wage jobs. By never raising the actual minimum wage beyond $7.25 an hour, it distorts the whole purpose of the minimum wage which was to ensure that anyone who had a job would be able to afford the basics of a dignified life. Now if you have a job paying $20 an hour, you cannot afford that. They want 3x income to rent anywhere and the cheapest places to rent in many places start above that. So you literally can't even afford the most basic necessity of shelter from a $20 an hour job, yet hirers maintain that this is a "good" wage. They will pay one guy who does nothing but sit on his butt and send a couple of emails and phone calls a salary 30x that and see no problem with this. The guy doing the actual labor can be homeless and surviving on food stamps because there are plenty of wage slaves out there who would bow and scrape for that meager $20 wage even if it's almost pointless to do so.

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Sad Oekaki Anonymage 07/12/26 (Sun) 18:39:33 No.309031 [Reply]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want

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Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 12:39:12 No.309400

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cleaned it up at least

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 12:59:23 No.309401

>>309400
i think i will participate more in these threads in the future

Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 02:10:33 No.309441

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Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 01:50:55 No.309448

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i put alot of time into this, i really like it

Anonymage 07/31/26 (Fri) 10:37:01 No.309452

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Anonymage 07/27/26 (Mon) 11:48:24 No.309370 [Reply]

Does anybody have younger cousins that come and see your subhumanish existance and belittle you. They live ordinary simple lives and constantly lifemog you by just their existence. The only pluses with my cousins is that they live far away.

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Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 19:16:03 No.309409

>>309370
>belittle
I lashed out at them once, they cut all contact with me after that.

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 20:24:16 No.309412

Our entire breed is subhumans somehow, so we're comfy right here together!

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 11:39:52 No.309431

>>309412
>Our entire breed is subhumans somehow
What do you mean?

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 18:15:11 No.309438

>>309431
I think he means that we're very unlucky in all departments, as most people here are ostracised by their peers, family, and friends. Most of us have either dead end jobs or no jobs, a lot of us don't also look good which eventually set us on the path of embracing wizard-hood because we can't have anyone either and trying to get someone will only worsen the pain. Also a lot of people here have been abused as well.

I can be completely wrong though, maybe people here are smart white collar workers and maybe they get well with their families, but I am certainly treated like a subhuman by people around me, of course though no one is subhuman, everyone feels pain one way or other. If anything I believe people on this little image board are profoundly human.

Anonymage 07/30/26 (Thu) 14:20:35 No.309446

>>309409
I had the same experience with my older cousin. He was an ass to me constantly. Belittled me, called me fat, said I need to wear a bra because I am a fat bitch with tits and other nasty crap. One day he came to my home and wanted to play on my PC. He didn't ask. He just straight up told me 'Get up!'. I got mad like never before for some reason. This asshole came into my house and just barks orders like that. It was infuriating.
I yelled at him and told him everything I thought about him. He was about 17, I was 12. Ever since then we don't talk, even when meeting with my relatives he doesn't speak to me. And I don't mind that, fuck him.

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Overwhelming Rage Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 01:06:55 No.309416 [Reply]

I live with a disgusting hag who is supposed to be my grandma , this bitch is the worst whore i have ever seen in my life ,
it's been like 2 years since i started living with her , a pathetic evil 80 year old zombie who is despised by her own sons and daughters , no body spends above 5 minutes with her , she treated her sons and daughters like slaves and treated them horribly when they was young and still does
she tries to do the same with me but i have anger issues and i always make her regret fucking with me , but Its all so tiresome .
and to make matters worse she smells like piss , which makes me want to vomit , a disgusting pig rotting in her black room all day waiting for death , with everybody waiting , i always pray to god that she dies so i could live peacefully in this place and my room peacefully without having to deal with this hell , also leaving is not an option unfortunately .
living with a vile hag is the worst nightmare possible , i wish i lived with worms instead.

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Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 11:10:02 No.309430

Bro shes 80, she will likely die soon, get dementia or lose all energy to fight. What are you worried about?

You really must have problems if you dont have patience for a literal 80 year old. This is like being mad at a toddler.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 14:06:23 No.309432

this sounds like a very unpleasant situation

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 14:38:34 No.309433

@OP
I say ride it out. The numbers are sound, savings are worth the BS.

>>309430
Can't count on it, mine is 91 and still around lol

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 17:55:10 No.309436

>>309430

Mine lived to 105.
The length doctors go to keeping the miserable and hopeless alive is astounding, truly. It's like they feed off suffering. Imagine if doctors put half that effort into patients who have lives ahead of them.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 22:19:30 No.309440

Darn I definitely would hate to live 100+ years on this hellscape of a planet.

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People act like religion is the answer to their problems, it just makes me more depressed Anonymage 03/21/26 (Sat) 02:31:31 No.306449 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7

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Anonymage 07/27/26 (Mon) 05:48:48 No.309365

>>309364
This entire planet, everything on it, is God's "fault".

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 05:54:33 No.309390

>>309365
so you deny any responsibility for anything that you do?

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 05:55:52 No.309391

>>309349
>>309365
>The Bing Bang is why I never banged a chick

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 13:13:43 No.309402

>>309364
Every single life, even the most wonderful and happy ones, will result in murder and death, because that's how this world works. So the creator of this reality, if there is any, is to blame for all the torture and pain that happens in the universe. And I would say, he probably enjoys to see us suffer.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 21:30:33 No.309439

>>309391
>insulting someone's lack of access to sex

Dangerous ground you're treading.

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Leave a note or not Anonymage 05/29/26 (Fri) 05:04:42 No.308091 [Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.

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Anonymage 06/28/26 (Sun) 08:01:07 No.308785

>>308678
why even care what happens with your stuff

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I don't think it's absolutely necessary, it depends if you want them to know about something or not. It can be useful if you want them to do something specific after you die, like cremating your dead body, or not sharing the cause of your death to anyone. It's also a good way to say what you were afraid of telling others when you were alive, maybe telling everything you hate about someone or how your parents failed at raising you, etc.
>>308675
Based.

Anonymage 07/03/26 (Fri) 22:02:28 No.308913

I always felt like suicide note is illogical. The whole point of choosing the way out is that you don't want to deal with life's bullshit and/or impact it in anyway. Why give orientations to a world that hates you? Just leave and say nothing is the non-soy way.

Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 21:04:40 No.309414

It depends on whether or not you care about the people you're leaving behind. If I ever were to kill myself I'd leave a note just so that I can give my parents some form of closure.
>Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy.
>they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
If you dislike them I think killing yourself without saying anything is far more impactful than leaving some note whining about how awful they were to you. Your actions would speak far louder than anything you could write.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 18:07:03 No.309437

I wrote one when I was looking for a location. It was an apology to whoever found the body, my name for IDing to cut down on wasted man hours, and instructions on who gets which box of crap they could sell on ebay. I had one for a cousin, one to help initial therapy for whoever found me, and one for a childhood friend I had.
Just couldn't think of much to say.

>>308675

At least my mom's always had enough compassion to hate circumcision. She work as an L&D nurse and refused to help circumcisions. She also told my dad she'd divorce him if he had me cut while she was out of it after having me.
So there's always good ones with sane views on mutilating babies, they just have no power in a medical system obsessed with it.

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Cyberbullying Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 07:11:16 No.309393 [Reply]

Is anyone else here being cyber-bullied? I have been cyberbullied by a colleague in my hobby for over 10 years; he has used his superior reputation to waylay, insult me and make me feel insignificant. It doesn't matter how many laps I would run around him, he only becomes more entrenched in his own sense of superiority. It used to be I just didn't have the catalog of works to "prove myself" to him. Now he is just being incalcitrant, dismissing that I have such works even now. The worst part is that my "envy" has moved from wanting a catalog like his, to having now, in my own estimation, attained that catalog to envying his pride and arrogance and self-assuredness. This is terrible to envy these things as a supposed Christian. And worse, I kind of just think "what if he died. Then I could enjoy my hobby in peace". As a Christian I shouldn't want the death of anyone. But I will say, I could be a lot more happy if he completely lost his access to the internet.

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Anonymage 07/28/26 (Tue) 08:28:10 No.309398

>>309395
How does it not make sense? Its literally the plot of Amadeus.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 06:46:04 No.309426

some people just are insufferable and only live to torment others
can't you just block him or filter him or something?

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 07:02:46 No.309427

>>309393
>The worst part is that my "envy" has moved from wanting a catalog like his, to having now, in my own estimation, attained that catalog
You mean to say that his demeaning behavior may have contrubted to you succeeding in your goals? Perhaps that's why he does it. He wants to see you shine, and as a man, he goes about pushing you down the right path through keyboard combat. He knows that you know what he can do and he aims to show you how confident and vivacious you too could be once you reach his height.
>to envying his pride and arrogance and self-assuredness.
If you have achieved your goals, then you ought to feel pride. You by all means should self-assure yourself that you are able to do what you put your mind to.
>…as a supposed Christian
>As a Christian I shouldn't…
Stop shackling your healthy male emotions "as a Christian" and instead embrace your them as a tool with which to grow.

There is no shame in envy. To want what others have only becomes a sin when you seek to take it from them. To use your envy as a tool for growth and advancement towards your greater goals, then envy is good.

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Not in a hobby but I was the joke at work. The supervisor signed me up for insulting mailing lists for junkmail to my house, sent strange emails from other employee's open computers so I looked like a freak trying to respond to them (people I respected and thought they were having an off day)… I had to quit finally, they guy was unfireable and I wasn't going to stick around for that. I recommend finding another circle of hobbyists: keep the hobby but find another crew.

Anonymage 07/29/26 (Wed) 17:42:08 No.309435

>>309434
Yeah I used to be bullied by my coworker too. It sucks when you have to go in day after day being called a retard.

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