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 No.305607[Reply]

Do you have this? Any tips?
I dont know if i have this but it fucked a lot of social interactions.
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 No.305688

>>305677
I used to feel the same until the day I had diarrhea at school, I became a pariah after that and stopped caring because there was no way I could redeem myself socially, it stank a lot

 No.305727

>>305688
During elementary school I vomited about 6 times in class over the years. Shat my pants twice, and pissed myself atleast 4 times I can remember. Mostly in front of the class, and I still wasn't the most messed up kid there

 No.305728

>>305727
holy fuck was that some kind of high profile special school for wizards?

 No.305729

>>305688
Same. Shit my pants ONCE in elementary and it followed me until I graduated high school.

 No.305735

I can barely believe people have started stigmatising, pathologising and labeling being a quiet person. Quiet people do nothing wrong and this shows what ultimate cancer this society is converging to. I can already see how in some shitholes like the UK you could in the future get police check-ups at home for "being too quiet"



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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.305704

>>303736
Had a job interview this morning. Funny how I spent several days trying to sink I in what I allegedly did in my last job (of course I never had a job before, it was all a pack of lies to attract HR's attention) whereby we didn't speak about these things for a minute, just a display of my careless and introvert personality she obviously found awkward and unfitting for hire.

I guess my biggest achievement so far was to make it to inbetween the 6-7 people they pre-selected among a total of 150 candidates or so.

 No.305709

>>305704
Keep trying, maybe you'll land the next one.

I bombed an interview by dunking on desk jobs once (lady at the hiring desk obviously worked a desk job).

 No.305714

I feel like how in nature there are higher organisms like mammals and birds who survive by using oxygen to metabolise nutrients and there are lower organisms like bacteria, fungi and parasites who survive by fermentation, there are people who actually live and others like me who can only "live" which means slowly rotting and fermenting, I will die soon there is nothing left I want to do

 No.305724

Sorry for blogposting. I've been unemployed for 4 months now and my constant fear and stress about work has turned into fear of death and regret about wasted life. I'll have to return to work before summer. Days are passing like hours.

 No.305734

With gold prices at 5k per ounce, I have decided to take up prospecting for gold on public land as my alternative way to escape from wage slaving. Wish me luck.


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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.305720

>>305719
Yeah, you're in your twenties meaning you are much more concerned on the outlook or perspective on life than actually 'living' it, more concerned with what it means to be alive than actually going through with being alive. This is not a judgment, I think the twenties are much more profound, but I also think it might be a bit harder in the twenties.
If I was in my twenties, including late twenties, I would think this wiz is talking out of his ass, but now I am here and I think I know what this means very precisely.

 No.305730

Thank you (christ or void) wizzies, for i am going back. The god within is the only thing i have left in this world. Without striving to better myself in spirit, body and soul there's no point really. Bless you.

 No.305731

>>305717
I dunno, it's not like I am having second thoughts or something. I am not doing this impulsively, I remember holding on this tiny sliver of hope of my life getting better for a very long time, at a certain point my soul "breaking" and 100 percent wanting to die. I have since then only been feeling this very deep sadness and getting very comfy with the thought of dying. Maybe my problem is I have this unrealistic expectation of complete peace and tranquility while killing myself. I should stop being so soft and accept that if this isn't going to be pure horror at least some emotional distress and fear is unavoidable. I get this very disgusting "death-feeling" which I also felt when I almost died in the hospital a year ago, a sensation of time slowing down and a sense of gore. I see webms of soldiers in their last moments before getting killed by drones with this glassy look on their faces and I imagine they go through something similar. I know this site doesn't like young people but i'm 30 and I see all these zoomers on social media killing themselves like it is nothing and I must admire their lack of fear. It took me extreme suffering to really lose the desire to live and this little physical sensation I get before dying feels like just a final little technicality I have to take care of.

 No.305732

Stand guard at the door of your minds, wizbros. Stand guard.

 No.305733

>>305732
Yeah work hard, build a pension so you can finally start to enjoy life when you're old and half deaf and blind kek

Btw the government inflated your savings away like a helium balloon in the wind, good luck old timer lmao


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 No.305598[Reply]

Nostalgic tiktok zoomer here, I hate being one but i don't want to lie you.(sorry bad English)
I hate who smartphones and ai, it is changing society for worse, literally i can't see a 2000s anime without feeling trash, i hate have and smartphone in front my eyes 24/7.
Technology is amazing, the problem is the fucking steve jobs with his fucking iphone changing 2000s animation/gaming culture for fucking apps!!!!
I hate being addicted to my smartphone(I can manage it but I'm not 100% free) I hate who normalized is for society being addicted to smartphones.
I don't want this ai future where everything is DEGENERATED PORN with lazy people using ai for being more stupid.
I hate want to use tiktok or ai, I hate fight with my phone. I really hate this fucking world.
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 No.305721

>>305598
Zoomer here, the time period we grew up with was lightning in a bottle. I can't relate to millennials and later Zoomers. It seems as though we're a forethought generation as Zillennials, like the Jones generation.
We're just a blip on the map, something that happened, but quickly forgotten.
It's funny because most modern media is compared to what we grew up with and latter generations, yet we have to live with everything that comes after, and as you know, it's utter garbage.
Everything new that we see isn't meant for us, but the intended demographic doesn't care for it, so it just feels like demoralization propaganda, which it is.
I don't know what to tell you other than you're opinion doesn't matter.

Jokes aside, we were just a microcosm in the grand scheme of things and we're now adults, people expect you to not care and just feel nostalgiac.
There's really nothing to look forward to, unfortunately.

Truth is no one is going to look back nostalgically on the 2020s. It's a time where times are changing for the worst, Zoomer males are living in a scarcity enviorment, and most males are just second class peons not worth more than the occasional glance of disgust that is evoked by passerbys.

I think the Mouse Utopia Experiment tells us clearly that history isn't a linear path of events, we're truly in the end of times here.

 No.305722

>>305721
I'm sorry for my grammar issues fore I am drunk, but it shows that most people are historically illiterate. Zillenials were the original Ipad babies, I'm brainrotted to hell and back.

Gen Alpha will be a fucking plague, and there'll be so many abortions and succubi riding the cock carousel that Gen Beta will be considered a miracle to even be alive.

 No.305723

I’m just so tired of it all. The algorithms, the identity politics, the absolute insanity of it all. I don’t k ow how I’m supposed to just go on normally when the Epstein files confirmed the worst conspiracies we could imagine were all real. When basic reality is secondary to virtual reality. I want to put the phone down and get offline but there is no offline anymore. Unless I go full uncle Ted, everything is connected back to the internet. Every country is being run by social media. The whole internet is either Reddit or 4chan. I just need to vent and scream slurs at people again. I hate faking everything in real life. We’re all living a massive lie and I feel as though we’re coming to the precipice, and either reality will shatter all the delusions we’ve built up or we will all sleep walk together to annihilation.

 No.305725

>>305721
Older zoomer here too. For anyone reading this, I am a zoomer and I'm turning 29 next month. Isn't that something? Anyway I do agree, I'm really sad about how the 2000's were this magical time. I really only got to experience 2002~2015 with some little pleasures, everything else has been nothing short of a nightmare. Even my golden years still had major problems as school bullying was insane. At least there were plenty of good distractions, and a younger and more optimistic mind took them on board.

Card games, hobbies, even the environment around me is just different. I can't enjoy it.

 No.305726

>>305723
God the Epstein stuff pisses me off, normies can't even comprehend it. It's just a political screaming match with them "HAHA YOUR TEAM WAS THERE" they both spit at each other. Meanwhile we have evil incarnate pulling the strings of most of the world. China is perhaps the only threat that isn't compromised, which is why war with them is on the horizon.

We have our leaders and our real leaders worshipping the dark "gods". Bleeding out children, eating them, raping them, putting them in our food. They make fun of us for eating our own babies. The normies will say "(person i don't like) was there, anyway did you watch the new movie???"

We are a prison planet. I hope either God or aliens are real and some punishment, takeover happens. I'd love even mindless space bugs to just wipe us all out



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 No.305426[Reply]

Let's discuss physical chronic pains to share tips and tricks on *managing* them.


For instance, I used to sffer of chronic knee pain.

Then, I got myself some cheap "orthopedic" soles for my shoes. THe pain kinda went away. Then, serval months later, I was told by my doctor my muscles are all weak (dead butt syndrome/dead ass syndrome/Hank Hill syndrome). Now I do some stuff to keep my leg muscles in okay condition.


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 No.305649

>>305541
I think a lot of pain and discomfort can be related to extremely high levels of sugar, and with todays food It is easy to achieve. People can quite easily exceed ten times the recommended daily amount for years on end.

 No.305675

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I have chronic anal pain, I got it from hemmerhoids although I don't even really know if that's the cause of it anymore, I have a lot of overlapping symptoms with pelvic floor dysfunction as well; I'm wayy too embarrassed to get it checked out and I shit blood on occasion, I don't think it's fatal but I hope it is.

Imagine having enflamed veins in your asshole that gets worse with shitting and masturbation, makes you shit blood on and off and even makes your asshole leak mucus if it's really really bad, worst part? I got this when I was barely 18 years old.

Only thing I've found that's helped is pelvic floor exercises and taking SSRI's to kill sex drive so it gets somewhat better and stops it from getting worse.


0/10 tier experience. I feel robbed and jealous of people without chronic pain.

 No.305679

>>305675
lol butthurt

 No.305715

I really, REALLY hope you eat zero spicy food. If you do, cut it. Even if it's just some paprika - cut it!

 No.305716

>>305715
spicy food spicy life



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 No.303134[Reply]

Its been a while
Things are worse now then last year
Life continues to be a challenge
Chronic pain and issues continue to plague me more
I am starting to dread physical social interaction
It is getting hard to keep up energy to do anything
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 No.304098

both my wrists hurt now
it is Hell
I can't do anything at all like I used to
there are still fifty years left of this shit
help me

 No.304099

>>304098
Happened to me years ago.
>apply ice until pain and inflammation reduce
>start exercising your wrists, lifting weights in every direction, start with half a kg, increase by little until 2kg
>stretch your wrists daily in every direction
>do something for the rest of your life to keep your wrists strong (or at least not too weak)
It was six months of physical therapy for me until it got "normal".

 No.304104

>>304099
Wrists?

Muscles or joints?

if muscles - >>304099

 No.305493

>>304098
total elimination of all nightshades will help you.

 No.305708

I’m turning 25 next month. No wife, no house, no skills, no college. Honestly, everything feels so dull that even the idea of killing myself seems pointless. I guess I can’t even say I’m sad. I’m nothing. It feels like I’m an observer in my own life.



 No.305691[Reply]

Every single place is dominated by "dis why you don't have a succubus or a toilet or whatever". Every single place is dominated by toilets, simp men (across the political aisle), and normies in general.

There are extremely few only-male places left. They invaded anime, gaming, F1. And their only accomplishments is being pretty and having a blown-out hole in between their legs. Because of which they coast through life in tutorial mode.

Now, as much as we don't like involuntary celibates or crabs here, the bottom line is they were an all-male community for the most part. And yet they have been banned from every part of the internet.

And very few only-male places actually survive. This is an example of that but the problem is this chan is more or less nearing death and if not there aren't many people here.

Half of the crab websites have being pulled down. And one that exists most of it userbase say that they are "more racist than misogynist", so here we go again there aren't any male-only places left and which are left are STILL dominated with other forms of intra-male competition.

And guess what there are very few men left who don't worship succubi, sure not all are "liberals" but even most conservatives worship succubi in their own way. This is genuinely horrible. I have no place to go.

I have legitimately no idea why normies thought that it was a good idea to let succubi out of their house. Fuck them. Fuck succubi. Fuck men. Fuck simps. And Fuck 99% of the planet.

I hope that mutts, slavs, jeets, chinks, kikes, crackers, niggers, faggots, all start launching their nuclear weapons and put an end to this bull shittery that's been going on. Put an end to this faggotified planet. There's literally no place left for me to go.

 No.305693

it seems a succubus rented your head for free op. it's like with jews. learn defensive magic

 No.305697

Let them suffer, they will suffer soon enough.



 No.304425[Reply]

is there any job a retard like me can do? my life situation is fucked beyond any comprehension. generally speaking, i dropped out of society at 18 and now im 29, my education level is the lowest possible(i doubt 1% of ppl even have this low in my country) and even cleaner jobs require higher education than mine. But I desperately need money as everything is falling apart in my life because I have no money to fix it. The only thing I ever succeeded at was investing(not a joke) but I have no capital and I have infinite expenses and debts. I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland. Locally, most jobs here are either 'customer advisor' or whatever u call them, where u work at some store and are supposed to be a salesman there. Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do. Idk, i'm just barking at the moon here. I'm simply completely stuck in an insane situation, and I can't do anything, because I have no money and no way to make any. I'm really losing my mind over this. Soon I'll die because I can't afford healthcare while I have 99 diseases and social help doesn't exist here, or they will lock me up in a psych ward forever because I can't stand the pressure. Sorry if this post makes no sense but really, i'm just rambling everywhere I can because I just can't stand it anymore. My whole family is dying from their own diseases and their own decisions. I don't want to pointlessly talk about my life situation but it's more insane than anyone can imagine.
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 No.305436

>>304725
this


you basically need to learn how stuff's done on-site, not how stuff's lined out by some soy-decaf-slurper let alone a special kind of person you "wouldn't seem to understand"

 No.305440

>>304722
Sociophobia? Knowledge?

If you're a responsible adult, you can be trusted with laying bricks and mixing the cement mix. Such a job is requiring you to not be a funny small-time-criminal that would steal random shit to sell for pennies and… that's where many foxes, weasels and rascals flub it up XD

 No.305442

>investing
You meaning demo trading where the brokers let you win?

Tried food delivery? No one cares who you are as long as you can bring the food from point a to point b.

 No.305678

The sad answer is that no job is truly comfortable to do, at least not in the way people imagine when they talk about fulfillment or passion. That is why they are called jobs in the first place. They demand time, energy, and obedience to systems that were not built around individual well being. Even work that starts out tolerable slowly becomes repetitive, stressful, or hollow once it is tied to survival and rent and deadlines. The language around “loving what you do” tends to obscure the reality that most labor exists to generate value for someone else, not meaning for the person doing it. Comfort is the exception, not the rule, and for the majority of people, work is something endured rather than embraced.

Only the top one percent can realistically escape this dynamic, because they are the only ones with enough wealth, autonomy, or power to reshape work around their own desires. They can choose projects instead of obligations, stop when they are tired, and walk away when something becomes draining. For everyone else, the job is not about self expression or joy but about maintaining stability in a system that offers little mercy. Even careers that look glamorous from the outside often conceal long hours, constant pressure, and the quiet erosion of personal time. In that sense, soul draining work is not a personal failure or a lack of ambition, but a structural reality. The system rewards endurance, not comfort, and most people spend their lives paying the cost of that arrangement.

 No.305686

>>305678
The worst part about a McJob is the taxes, you literally enrich people who work against you by having a job



 No.305664[Reply]

Hey, guys.

This morning, while I was making my bed (something I started doing to avoid having an anxiety attack as soon as I wake up, which happens pretty often in my routine), I started thinking about what’s been stressing me out. And I realized again that when I’m feeling more depressed, I can’t even handle simple requests for help from my own family.

Normally, I’m fine with it and don’t feel annoyed at all — but when the depression gets really bad, it’s the complete opposite.

I feel kinda bad for not being able to control this. I end up taking my bad feelings out on people who have nothing to do with it, you know.

 No.305666

idk sry op it's a bit different for me.

basically when i'm depressed i'm very very irritable but otherwise lethargy dominates so i don't feel anxiety or shit.

i'm feeling pretty grounded near the baseline.

anxiety makes what feels like physical holes in my brain when i get above the baseline. idk if it's hypomania cuz i haven't been evaluated but that's how i label it cuz it feels kinda similar to the description of hypomania

oh now that i reread your post it seems your main question is about stress. well gee i don't know? i don't think it's manageable to be honest, cuz depression = brain doesn't work right and in that state you can't do meditation/self-check.

i think if you're really interesting in fixing this shit you should start getting your life back on track somehow. meditate on your complexes, figure out what makes you hates yourself and unless it's succubi just go for it idk. but if it's succubi i'm afraid some rope with some vodka is your way to go.

 No.305670

Are you sure your anxiousness isn't just a result of going stir crazy? How often do you do activities outside of the house?



 No.304864[Reply]

Its like it's this horrible world, full of horrible people, and it's so tempting to hate Being. To hate being itself. And fall into complete nihilism. But you have to embrace Being as it is. And yourself as you are. And just accept the place the Cosmos has given you. And even if it is your destiny to be friendless, ostracized, outcast by all. And to have a shitty job. And you just wagie and then you die forgotten. That's what you were put into this cosmos to do. And you just have to do it. And that's what it means to be a Man. And you just do your shitty job a little bit better each day. And you've made the world a slightly better place, even though the World still hates you back, and there's no reward for goodness.
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 No.305283

>>304864
Part of me believes this post is reverse psychology to turn us into future mass shooters 🤔

 No.305284

>>305283
Yep - disregard the premise and manifest your own destiny. It might still suck but it will be your own.

 No.305299

>>304864
You should research and follow the people he's influenced by or sometimes str8 up plagiarizes instead.

You'll get a lot farther.

 No.305305

>>305242
he's a jew puppet; a proud jew puppet. honesty is not discoverable in that line of work. but he is knowledgeable of himself, enough that he works for the jew, so no excusing quarter is owed him.

 No.305663

I like that they turned the concept "if your peers dislike you at age 4, you are doomed for life" into a catchy beat



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