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 No.289249[Reply]

This is probably not big news, but you have much worse chances of getting anything done in life if you are not social. From jobs, to housing, to money. If you are trying to do everything alone, you will not be as successful. Except you have a godlike family and upbringing. But I suppose nobody here had this.

 No.289258

>Except you have a godlike family and upbringing. But I suppose nobody here had this.
if you had this you'd be social. mental illness is a joke, broken people are made, not born; the same is true for those at the other end of the spectrum.

 No.289273

>getting anything done in life
>from jobs, to housing, to money
Guess I'm lucky then, I don't care about these things, and I don't want to accomplish anything.

 No.289381

there are two classes of people on this board, people that everything about their life is indistinguishable from a normal sex-haver life, and they are pining and missed out on that, which is why they buy faster cars earn more money bigger houses. heaps of these people post here for a time, then go off and normal it up and forget about us. they never belonged.

we are like that friend who is the fallback friend, the one you call and interact with when all your other friends are busy. that's why they are here, we just fill in a spot in their big life, a place to vent, and to feel like a king amongst all the wizards which they're ostensibly a part of the same group, yet every post every thread one of these obnoxious people make, they cannot help themselves but constantly remind how much better than have it that other wizards and apprentices, and that they're heaps normal.

then there are wizards and apprentices. everyone falls into one of those two groups.

 No.289382

True but I can't be social because people don't like me

 No.289384

>>289382
have you tried pulling yourself up by the bootstraps, buying yourself a snappy new suit and a nice haircut, taking a shower, and giving them a nice strong firm handshake?



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 No.289040[Reply]

By Jack London. Picture taken by Miron Zownir in Moscow in 1995 (Radical Eye).
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 No.289042

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die of self-neglect

 No.289043

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waiting for the last trench.

 No.289336

>>289041
I was thinking recently of something similar to this. I find it terrible what industrial society has done to the idea of homesteading/simple living. you cant be a peasant man who lives off his land because the land has been bought up for factories and homes and what farms there are are industrialized mass production facilities that only need a handful of men to operate. thanks to civilization one cant just live for himself anymore. there is no direct connection to the toil of man and the food on his plate, so to say. industrial society has created a way to eliminate most of the agricultural workforce, thus creating a surplus population whos only option for work is to feed themselves into the machine.
we are born trapped, enslaved even. there is no option to walk away from society to homestead. the land is already bought up, destined for more housing units for the machine slaves. what available wilderness there is is far out into the frontier, and it'll take one a lifetime of grinding within the machine to even get the funds, tools, and wisdom needed to live out there.

Society has forced upon us the system of the machine, and to make sure we comply to it society has seen fit to destroy all other options of living. It does not care about the excess labor pool its created, left to the wayside, the abyss. The machine must be fed, the unfit and unneeded are just the scraps that dribble out of the maw. Ted was always right

 No.289342

>>289336
It's really all about money and the financial system. Do you think the finance elites give a fuck about any of this? No, they will keep on perfecting their methods to make more money. And who can blame them? When we are born there is no universal law to be GOOD, to be a good person, to help others. No, we are born by chance and we die alone. Nobody really gives a fuck and you can't blame 'em.

 No.289383

yeah the USA was settled mostly by slaves, sure you can call them indentured servants, free men were a minority. just like australia, USA was colonized by convicts. not real ones though, in either case. sure there may have been some, but the vast majority of 'convicts' that were sent to settle the USA and australia, were people that were forced from the countryside into the cities as a result of a radical shift in the way society functions. there wasn't enough work, people were forced to steal, it was literally impossible for great masses of people to survive without theft, most of them landed in gaols which were built to purpose, to deal with this new influx of non-criminal criminal class, they were often given the choice for something such as stealing some food, to have a hand cut off, or go settle another place. they forced people in this way, knowing it wasn't their fault and knowing that the system was totally broken.

>>289342
like this guy said. if you are a good person this world will eat you alive. i believe that there are good people, some, but most are the children of some other demiurge or maleficent creator entity who is a few ladders down on the totem pole from the actual all-source God.

it's an evil world and good people will be punished, and evil people will do really well. you can reduce most things to this and it works perfectly, the more evil you are the more this society rewards you with all the trappings of success. try to be an honest, hard working person, that doesn't undermine others, does right by other people, you will get nowhere, not only because that doesnt serve you but it doesnt serve your evil allies that would assist you in return for being complicit in the way they live in the world.

the guy in the photo looks like bukowski as well. if you haven't listened to his poetry some of it is quite nice. watch some interview on bukowski even and his young wife he was a real character.



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 No.285492[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

nothing makes sense edition

previous >>281123
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 No.289371

>>289364
Living the dream. I'm trying to survive in Far East of Russia. Jobless almost a year.

 No.289376

>>289364
What are you officially diagnosed with? Getting NEETbux is just pure luck here, you need to make up 100 points with various illnesses here, certain ones having more points than others and you almost always need to apply multiple times; it's a game of luck depending almost entirely on what government wagie has enough pity on you to accept your claim basically. I've heard of full blown wheelchair bound people that worked for years being rejected meanwhile some junkie claims muh ADHD and Depression and gets it instantly. It's made just available enough that the average wage-slave donkey has a carrot dangled in front of him similar to retirement (total illusion) but almost all wageslaves hate DisabilitySupportPension NEETs and see them as lazy druggies cheating a system. (which they usually are)

 No.289378

>>289355
>once a month faggot
yes you are.

 No.289379

>>289355
you didn't address anything, more complaining. if you were to concede your own nature you had an opportunity to grow, some people remain children their whole life its up to you.

 No.289380

>>289364
conveniently left the part out living with your parents. it's nice if you can swing it. most cannot.


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 No.289347[Reply]

I used to be obviously depressed. I knew I was miserable, and it showed.
I've grown accustomed to my loneliness or something, but these days I'm mostly fine - I get on with whatever I'm doing, and am usually pretty content.
this can go on for weeks, I'm fine being on my own, then some sort of trigger event happens
then suddenly, I'm as miserable as i ought to be. I'm a 32 year old, friendless, khv with no prospects, zero drive to do anything worthwhile, just marking time. i realize how awful this is, and how awful the rest of it is going to be
and im crying, whinnying and my thoughts are racing at 4000mph and im going to kill myself - this time i'm actually going to do it, i make screaming noises and sometimes i punch myself
and just as quickly as it came on, i'm back to normal
it feels like stepping out of a sauna. very sudden relief
the box gets slammed shut and im completely fine again

i am fine, but i feel like one day i'm going to explode

 No.289354

you can go on for years like that.

 No.289377

This was me in my 20s because I was still not tired of consuming yet. Imageboards, video games and tv could still distract me.

But now I'm tired of all of it because the novelty wore off and everything new is just something I've seen before but slightly different. Entertainment is at an all time low in quality even if I wasn't depressed.

So there is nothing I can distract myself with anymore. I would probably get addicted to drugs if I had access to them. I tried drinking but it doesn't make me feel joy.



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 No.288596[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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 No.289370

>>289337
>Why are you a bad person?
>I think I am a bad person
>proceeds to write a long winded post about his mental illness, not even mentioning a single reason as for why he's a bad person

Just get to the point. You're not a bad person, you are just really caught in your own mind.

 No.289372

Oh, God, why am I have spawned in Russia. Next live I want to born in Norway, pls. Or isekai as a Hero in Japan anime.

 No.289373

>>289372
Fuck russia, man. A shithole country with imperialistic ideas spaning acros fucking generations. Each new generation they invent new ways of fucking up the planet and even their own people.

 No.289374

>>289372
Pretend to be a refugee from the Ukraine and get free westernbux

 No.289375

the way my mother will yell for me to come to her for 30 minutes straight then get angry with me when [x] thing burns (she is too lazy to get up off the couch and walk ten seconds to the kitchen) drives me nuts. i've been interviewing a lot, got a few rejections, got ghosted, waiting on the results of one interview for a job i genuinely want, i hope i get it. i'm *pretty* sure i did okay at my last non-career job interview (suit store) and i think i'll get it but i also dread working with ultra normie richfags all day. at least it's part time…this post is scattered i have a headache


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 No.288108[Reply]

I don't think many of you know where or what is Morocco, basically it's a North african country that is at least probably the best country in Africa since it's atleast self aware of it's occurance and what's happening there but in the economic side it's in fucking shambles, Teachers getting assfucked and treated like subhumans and what's worse is that i'm in college and my only way out is to become a teacher therefore to becoming a subhuman. Ignoring that, As i said Economically it's literally going downhill as the fuel prices are way too higher than what they used to be (9 Dh[0.90$] (2019) - 14.50 Dh[1.45$] (2024)) I can't even afford money to pay for fuel to my bike so i'm fucked and even if i get money the fuel is still atleast half, And the food is also way higher than it used to be and many many items are very high, So it's basically a hellhole, but to make it more than a hellhole. The unemployement rate possibly in Morocco is unfamously known as the worst in possibly Africa since many people after College don't find any Job that fits their status quota, or even to get into McDonalds you need to fucking have friends there just to get there and get treated like a subhuman which in contrary in America McDonalds is a job that anyone can get to easily and even make fun of. And to compare the salary of a Mcdonalds worker in the US with a Teacher in Morocco, It's like comparing an Engineer with a trash collector. Because a fucking teacher in Morocco gets paid 500$ in Average meanwhile McDonalds employee gets 3k$ and still fucking whines in 4chan about his loneliness, a measely fucking 500$ imagine that shit now as something that i'm studying for my 21 years and to get treated like a subfuckinghuman and i don't even know if i'll get that job since it's very hard to get into it and i don't even know if i'll get my degree but just imagine a YouTuber getting paid 5k in one hour while a Teacher in Morocco gets paid 5k in a year.

Now in regards to the Culture, we're way too fucked as everyone is literally diverging into being a thug or a criminal, Everyone is obsessed with the rap culture and they want to be aggressive fucking faggots i hope they all get fucking nuked and get their whole intestines burned while they're alive and survive for days getting tortured by that pain and die like dogs, and in the other side about succubi, Man like me who don't belong or even have that much in Society don't exist, i don't mean it metaphorically but literally unirPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.288599

Morocco was the turning point of WW2, when American forces landed there in Nov 1942 sailing directly from Norfolk Virginia

 No.288646

>>288390
Yeah, the fact those same rich people keep importing millions of people on an already overcrowded piece of land has nothing to do with this. Let's import the entire third world while we're at it, as an act of working class solidarity.

 No.288652

>>288428
>I’m poor with a brand new car
And here I thought that only redditors did this kind of humblebrag shit, honestly this place is just the same as any other place on the internet now, all the true wizards probably left years ago or killed themselves

 No.289221

>>288591
When you put it that way it seems like the individual is responsible for his "suffering" actions, I get that living in Morocco is constant suffering and causing stress for over 15 or even my whole life is very fatal i mean i kind of feel sad when you said it that way, But even so there maybe a little bit of enjoyment to that too as Sisyphus implied that one must imagine someone happy, But still it is very absurd to assume a human might always be in constant stress for over a decade or even a millennia it's a very pessimistic look honestly, I think this even applies to the 1st world country they also suffer from this problem even if it's 5 years of stress still doesn't mean it's the end there is always going to be a problem chasing you whether it is boredom or emptiness or even depression, We live in constant suffer and we must relinquish that feeling and find the betterment off that feeling, But I get your point that future is grim and not even that bright but honestly dude just don't give a fuck truly and Really i kind of agree that since getting a girlfriend at my state is very very impossible and since i don't exist i gave up therefore no stress and even future is very far away why not chill and live life to the fullest right ?
>>288599
Morocco is a sad country
>>288592
There are better joys in life cmon dude don't be that much pessimistic

 No.289350

My mom took in a refugee from there (usa) is morroco really that bad that he should get asylum from there? He was already ib mexico for years



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 No.289326[Reply]

I am here because I need advice from people older than me. I'm a 21 year old Mexican guy who only has 4 friends and has never had a girlfriend (like probably most people here). I make $100 a week so I barely make enough for anything, I hate my job and I have a hard time finding a job because I have rotacism. I have identity crisis as I like to create fake profiles everyday on shitbook but within hours of creating them I delete them. I masturbate frequently and I don't know what to do with my life. I would like to get feedback from you if possible.

Thanks a lot for reading
PS: I don't know English very well so I apologize if the text is confusing.

 No.289327

4 friends AND a job?
you should be giving US advice haha
humble bragger
even your english is perfect

 No.289328

My country is even poorer than mexico. If I were to get a job, which I won't, I'd make 32 us dollars a week, also barely enough for anything.

 No.289339

>>289326
You probably want to post this on Reddit, and leave this site.

 No.289349

+1 for classic bruce banner image



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 No.289084[Reply]

why should i continue on?
I wouldnt say im actively suicidal, but i find it hard to find a reason to go on for.
whats your reason?
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 No.289319

>>289318
not even joking. life being over and it being too late is not an abstraction for some. some people have it really really really bad, profoundly bad, beyond this point you dont ask a question like this. for some its like being on a roller coaster ride and you've been on it for 3min and you know it's a 3min ride.

>>289097
this one too especially i was going to say something similar. people here dont know how bad it gets. some people have it so bad that they have a hard time even relating to wizards, despite being wizards themselves.

 No.289321

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>whats your reason?
Mainly a fear of death and I'm also sort curious to see what'll happen to the world in the next 70 years or so. I'm a low IQ retard with no future prospects so I don't know if those incentives will last, but I guess all I can do is just wait and see.

 No.289322

>>289321
Sort of*

 No.289325

>>289084
Committing suicide is fairly difficult. I don't think this life has anything for me, I could be wrong, so just going to ride it out until I die.



 No.289045[Reply]

Why are there female apologists here, on the only website dedicated to wizardly endeavors, the only place on the internet that defends and respects male celibacy of all places?

Females are the origin of all our suffering and all the suffering of the collective human race, proven by the irrefutable fact of their unique role as stinky fuck holes that shit out children for their personal selfish enjoyment, desire, status and primal urge.

To them in their self serving justification, children should be grateful, but in reality females have to carefully conceal their sadistic, uncaring and casual indifference in their role of throwing a baby into this evil society to be logs of worthless shit, helplessly abused, used up and treated like disposable trash to be thrown away once they no longer have value.

Females are the bane of all wizardly existence, the origin of all wizardly suffering, the origin and the beginning of unquenchable wizardly desires, the dawning existence of the humble unsuspecting wizkids with aspirations of deserving their fair share of basic wizlet happiness.

Wizkids are naturally pure, innocent, busy with wizardly endeavors, wand enjoyers who love to conjure magic in their rooms, some evolving into wizardly figures recognized as a lively house ornament with unending loyalty and as a silent background figure always providing company for the house occupants to stave off their feelings of loneliness, some wizzies composting and blossoming into wise loyal hermit oracles, some a cared for sheltered recluse that has invaluable wizardly virtues. Some having to partake in the dog eat dog normalfag world of cliqued up social hierarchies all orbiting around female gynocentric pussy worship. The wizkid is a rare treasure in the modern world and must be protected.

The wizkid serves as a naturally innocent benevolent force of objective moral good, the entire existence of the wizkid stands in complete contrast to the naturally wicked existence of the human female, creatures that are unashamed in their sadistic self serving primitive impulses, unashamed in their vile intentions to scheme, lie, cheat, manipulate and swindle, but are instinctually smart enough to keep it hidden deep within, but eventually the infectious bio-waste that fills their souls leaks out in subtle almost unnoticeable slip ups that stupefies you into disbelief witnessing their casual cruel intentions. Once you finally learn how to notice thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.289278

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>>289274
>meanwhile crystal cafe
Some wizzies here suffer from severe brain damage, in the same way that the females they try to criticize do. Same wording, too.
Unfortunately, >>289050 is entirely correct. You ascend by becoming neutral about females. You win when you don't pop a stiffy at the sight of a tit and or when you don't suffer an aneurysm when a female is within vicinity.

 No.289293

I don't trust any male who simps for succubi or is friends with females or even defend females online.


It's basic normalfag and normafalgs are duplicitous and back stabbing niggers by nature.

A male will turn against a male under female influence.

Females ruin male spaces by their mere presence and when given enough power they ruin everything that surrounds them.

They should be relegated to be mothers and hold no other position of power or authority.

They behave like obnoxious petty children

 No.289306

>>289277
When succubi say they aren't ready or it's unfeasible to have children I take them at face value. It's easy to imagine the motivating reasons, e.g. it's unfeasible to have children due to the high cost of housing suitable for raising a family. The specific reasons seem to be incidental however, as the same pattern is seen across the industrialized world regardless of the provision of housing, generosity of parental leave, equal parenting, etc. Instead it seems the ideas and technologies adopted during the middle of the last century are incompatible with continued reproduction. There was an interesting study that found it wasn't the religiosity or familial structure among Amish and Mennonites that predicted their growth, but their rejection of particular technologies. Some additional evidence that is this is likely a causal link is recessions uniquely suppress the fertility of the surrounding industrialized population, leaving such subgroups unaffected

 No.289316

most men are no better how else do you think they breed
>>289293
case in point most men will fall to the gaze of a succubi and backstab you just like one when they get what they want

 No.289320

this is an easy thread to answer. succubi only have any rights or power because it is freely given to them by men, they have no power of their own. men have done this to themselves. you also seem to think that the average person should be immune to brainwashing and indoctrination techniques at every level of their lives from birth to death, whilst being swept up in a culture that promotes the worst and preys on the worst in people, rewarding them for it, setting everyone up to fail, by design, playing into a much larger depopulation and social destabilization agenda.

like feeding crack to people then being surprised when they get addicted to it. also OP is still an apprentice so make of that what you will.



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 No.283721[Reply]

If my problems were purely emotional I think I could cope. But I have physical flaws that make me feel like a freak and hated by anyone who isn't family. I've got Seb derm on my face, and I've seen many dermatologists and tried every over the counter treatment possible, but nothing in the long-term has helped. It looks awful and the only option I have to is to wear cover-up (though I'm a guy), but that's noticeable too. I also have head tremors that look especially odd when I walk or drive a car. And on top of that i have a stutter, which can only be hidden when i don't talk (obviously), but is quite noticeable in most conversations. These things make me terribly anxious to be around people. I've tried to come to terms with my physical flaws, but I just can't. Every time I go outside I feel like everyone's eyes are on me. I'm jealous of people whose problems are just mental.
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 No.289313

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>>289303
Apple Virtual Reality glasses (vision pro) come pretty close to this, but they cost an outrageous sum ($4000). I had the chance to test them for 15 minutes in store with my own wireless earbuds.

It's an utterly reality-bending experience. It's as if you can see, touch and feel the people in an amusement park on a summery day. Despite it being -10 and dark in reality.
I did lose track of reality. The only thing snapping me out of it was that I couldn't smell or •truly• touch things in the virtual world. Everything else fooled my brain 100%. The seagull cries, kids yelling, adults having conversations about the rides etc

It also felt very weird to open virtual desktops or icons on top of hot dog stalls or a rollercoaster. Like being in some kind of a dream where you can alter the fabric of reality.

 No.289314

Also, I have like $300 to my name so I will never be able to afford them. But if I was rich I'd buy them in a heartbeat. It's the ultimate escape from this shit reality we call life.

It's like stepping into a portal that lets you escape real life. The immersion is total. If only they also made Windows games support these glasses, I'd basically live inside the game worlds 24/7. I would start with the Witcher world with every graphic cranked to ultra.

 No.289315

I hate the fact, that I will going to be an adult.

 No.289340

>>289313
>>289314
Yes the first time you try VR it's crazy.
Then you get bored with it so quickly. These are simply incredibly useless devices. If you are an hardcore gamer, then ok you might get something out of it. But in all other cases, meh
It's years since I don't put my headset on.

And yes, not feeling touch and smell makes it pointless for any kind of waifu-related stuff, and it's not going to be possible in my lifetime anyway, and it's fake anyway. I need a brain modification, I need a psychiatric drug that actually works (they don't exist), not a fake 3D succubus in front of me, that doesn't do anything to me.

 No.289341

>>289303
>That only works as a cope for sub 80 IQ individuals.
Pretty much.



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