/dep/ - Depression

>>260779
He was probably just attention seeking and didn't expect to actually die when he jumped off that bridge. He probably just wanted to become the centre of a discussion on mental health in mainstream normalfag youtuber circles and to receive praise and social approval for being so brave living with mental illness. He got what he wanted but not in the way he had hoped for since his little larp genuinely worked and he actually died instead of just deliberately injuring himself as he had planned and now he's not around to receive all the "clout" he wanted.

Actually makes me cringe that this nigger got a whole hour long documentary by that faggot 'The Right Opinion.'

>>261245
>nobody has it 'easy' in life
lol yes they do, you stupid faggot. Normalfags have life on tutorial mode. Good looking people are a whole universe apart from the hellvoid suffering of subhumans.

Watching a bunch of people who didn't even know who he was come out of the woodwork after he died to pretend they cared was just depressing. And all the drama youtubers making their shitty video essays. Just gross.

Weird thread though, OP. Lots of retarded discussion.

>>261079
Who even knows. I don't think they care about having a coherent worldview.

>>263315
>didn't expect to actually die when he jumped off that bridge.
How can you think you'd survive that jump? He obviously knew he'd die.

>>263545
I thought you were deluded nope, you’re pure crazy moron. Everything you said is insane and you just say even if you’re in worst condition just think posive. I really can’t believe how there are so many insane, deluded morons in wizchan. I’m legit thinking about quitting this place just to not read retarded shits like this. I always wondered what happened to older wizards , I think they just can’t tolerate this insanity anymore and they just leave.

>>263638
I think the real wizards are dead already. Depression is hard to be=at and suicide seems the best option. Also where will you go if you leave wizchan? Theres no where else like this place.

>>263639
not him but i think its better to be alone than in some poser voice chat clique on discord trying to one up each other constantly

I have refused to accept “defeat”. I will not let reality, the world, or people break me. Killing myself would be to give in to them. And I’m not living out of spite, I still enjoy some media and drugs, I just refuse to let anyone or anything ruin or take these away from me.

If any of you have abusive parents you should live your life knowing they never made you kys

>>263653
You’re gonna have to be more specific then. You a eunuch or some shit?

There are ways to pleasure yourself sexually through anal play.

>>263654
I have severe POIS and it's getting even worse now

>>263655
some gay shit right there, that's clearly not the lord's way

There is no "cope" for not being able to have a fap, but for the same reason there's no way to "cope" with not being able to willingly smash your toe against a corner. Fapping is a drug and you should be relieved that there's now an extra barrier between you and nutting hard. Stop buying in to the idea that sex is valuable and a must-have. Some people have sex, others don't, it's just how it is and if you're one of the people who don't, then so what? Enjoy being STD-free. When your body becomes restless with desire just do some exercise instead. Arnold Schwarzenegger said that the pump and burn of a good workout feels like cumming, and as someone who has cum in to all sorts of silicone holes, and lifted all kinds of heavy stuff, I can agree that shredding muscles feels just as good as tugging glans.

Anyone suggesting anal play needs to pop some horse dewormer. Men have no erogenous nerves anywhere in, on, or round the ass. When "men" cum from stuffing the butt, it's either because they're pounding the prostate, which is downright dangerous, or they're so mentally unhinged that the thoughts running through their head are what make them blow loads. With that, we move on to your second option: Mental Masturbation. Yes men can induce orgasms with their mind. It's tricky to learn but once you "get it" it becomes something you can do anywhere, anytime. If you've ever had a wet dream, it's like that. The full sensation of fapping (or even better), but with 0 genital contact. Just sit and imagine whatever fantasies strike your fancy and put a lot of focus on your penis and how it would be feeling in that scenario.

If you fell for the aphantasia meme then scrap all that.

>>263386
get another job, its not like that everywhere…

>>263386
You literally leave if it's like that. No questions asked. Don't ever turn up again and start applying for another job.

>>261132
Lmfao. Based.

>>261884
>>261886
Been working at this warehouse packaging things. I make 17$ a hour and work 40 hour weeks to 6 to 2:30pm. Looks like there going to train me to work in metal shop since I asked for a transfer since I eventually want to be a metal fabricator some day and having experience on paper will help me get more money somewhere else once get what I need here. Hopefully I'll find a job closer to home,It's only 20 mins or more away but gas is a bit annoying. Also the reason for becoming a metal fabricator or something like that is because I live in Pennsylvania which you can make some extra cash since there's so many positions available. Hopefully I'll star making around 23 or 25 soon in the future. That way I can get my own place so it's less annoying and less little children running around.I posted previously in here from these post here

Having to interact people at work kills my whole wizardly shmood.

I just want a quiet life, yet I'm denied it.

>>263561
Light is literally set to 1% if the fact there’s no shadows didn’t give it away?

wizards on grindr

This is one of the worst non-troll threads I've ever seen on /dep/.

>>263588
Well I didn’t buy it to fuck it.

I wish I could fap, I would be the happiest person on earth :/

>>263631
I will use fucking vpn next time scumbag thx for telling me fucking mods

A lot of animals have a less stressful and more interesting life than third world human beings.

I would love to live as a bird like eagle or crow for 10-20 years then die off.

Way more interesting, fulfilling and fun than being a sweaty hairless ape in a cubicle or factory working there 8 hours a day because he was born to poor parents and has no other alternative.

>>263632
I don't need your IP address to know where you are from. Linguistic analysis is good enough for me.

>>263635
You are quite deluded about the life histories of most animals if you think they have it better than even actual slaves.

Are we supposed to pity wageslaves or look up to them? Get your story straight already.

OP is like Che Guevara about to hold a speech about rebellion and opression after he apologizes that he's late because his three maidens weren't fast enough jerking him off this morning in his mansion, anyway let's burn those fuckers who oppress us right?
Others here defending him don't get the point, I'm not going to complain about how shitty life is while simultaneously bragging about all the things I have that others probably haven't, while reinforcing your feelings by relating to fictional characters who objectively are in a worse situation, there is no need to preach about unrealistic solutions if you want to bring attention to a social problem. If anything it comes off as ignorant and delusional about having no idea how real life for most of us works.

It's obvious that people who 'made' it also have problems, look at all those rockstars killing themselves. They don't go around saying, oh I have everything, I am so awesome, others are at fault for me feeling bad. They probably off themselves because they know that no matter what they have, life can still suck for everybody.

>>263625
>goes to college, gets a degree, or works
So those who already chose the normalfag lifestyle and continue to shit up the site?

On wizardchan and even fresh wizchan the wagecrabs were not allowed to post outside of their containment thread and any post telling someone to get a job or whining about how hard working is would have their post deleted.

Wagecrabs are just failed normancrab masochists trying to integrate wizards into suffering instead of a comfy neet life.

>>263636
>On wizardchan and even fresh wizchan the wagecrabs were not allowed to post outside of their containment thread and any post telling someone to get a job or whining about how hard working is would have their post deleted.

That's not true in the slightest.

>>263640
It is

>>263595
But once you're out nothing matters, isn't any way of leaving this the right way?

>>263598
K-Kisama! I'll let you off easily this time, but next time we meet I shall destroy you!

>>263586
Imagine being this pathetic, defending this shit, bootlicking some vile, mindless horrors.
Off yourself, faggot.

>>263548
What is normal nowadays is that normal people instead of having children resort to antinatalism to justify their blind hedonistic life.

As for you, you are just coping to feel better about yourself. You are a virgin either way, it's not like you had to escape from succubi who wanted to make children with you. Delusional.

>>263551
When did I say be yourself? You don't have any arguments against me, that is why you deliver epic green text one liners.

>>263581
Morality has always been popular among those who don't have any unique traits or talents. It's an easy way to feel superior to others. What is easier than not reproducing for people like us? We are virgins anyway, it's not like the antinat wizzies here had to decline succubi who asked them out on dates or anything. It's the typical turn your defect into a virtue line of thinking. There is nothing wrong with being a virgin, just to clarify what I mean. But the antinat wizards use their virginity as an easy way to feel superior to others.

>>263594
Weak and ill-constituted…isn't clear as you think these terms are. We aren't fit for reproduction or making it big in the normalfag world but that doesn't mean we should feel shit about ourselves.

>>263624
>As for you, you are just coping to feel better about yourself. You are a virgin either way, it's not like you had to escape from succubi who wanted to make children with you. Delusional.

Nigger i just entered this whole discussion right now with this post only >>263548

Stop projecting shit on me, you unbearable twat.

i want to say something but i dont know what.
i dont know. i started feeling smell. i can smell things now. i think it must be because i stopped taking meds i took since i was 2 or so. ive realized many things have an odor. before i couldnt smell anything unless it had a very strong odor and i held it very close to my nose. and my eyes hurt because i cry so much.
i was the happiest person in the world. i experienced a type of happiness no one else ever experienced. im very lucky to be like this. i feel like God loves me a lot.
i have to kill myself because everything went wrong but im scared of dying. i dont want the magic to end. i never lived my life. i dont know.
i want another chance. please God, please God, i beg you, i implore you, let me try again. please let me be myself. i want to go to school and show everyone what i can do, i want to get a lot of prizes and such so i can go to a nice university, so people will read what i will write, and then i will write hundreds, thousands of papers. i want to be useful, i want to help, i want to be forever useful.i want to make and do things for others. i have an intuition for what needs to be done and where we should go, im good at getting things done. most of all i want to make everyone happy, i want to make everyone happy forever. i feel like theres a fountain of life inside me and i wish i could give forever. if i cant be useful then at least i wish i were free, so i could make my own world, and my own creatures, give them souls, and make them happy.
i dont know. the more time i spend thinking about it, the more i think death isnt the end. i know that, rationally, ill just die and my corpse will rot like everyone elses, but when i ask my intuition, the same intuition that makes me good at many things, it says maybe god will grant me my wish. i existed, im real, what is inside me is real, and it has a purpose, so i dont think it will end. i dont know. i dont know. im not sure how to say it. i wanted to fulfill my purpose, and do everything i can, i dont know. im very scared. please God, please dont let this end.please let me try again. i like imagining how my life could have been different, everything i could have done, my imagination is very good so my mind almost mistakes my detailed fantasies for reality, it feels real. i have to put a lot of effort into imagining because i know that after i die i probably will never experience these things again.
i dont know, im scared, im scarPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Woke up this morning at 8am, meessed around on my phone for a bit. Tuurned my fan off because I felt cold and then accidentally fell back asleep for a hour. Had one of those dreams where you wake up multiple times then woke up feeling like absolute dogshi, delirius and splitting headache which has lasted the entire day. I dont know if I overheated in my sleep or what the fuck happened. Goddamn shitty health.

>In 2021, the number of people who ended their lives by assisted suicide and euthanasia increased by over 32% from the previous year, accounting for 3.3% of all deaths in Canada.

pass the nitrogen meemaw
give me a sip
me n my canadian bro
on a suicide trip

>>262220
>>262226
My advice to you two is to do everything you can to get a remote-only job. I was in the same boat, suicidal on a daily, couldn't enjoy Sundays and eventually couldn't even enjoy Saturdays because of the dread of returning to the shitty subhuman-infested office on Monday. Getting a remote-only job is the one thing that has made my life bearable. There was just no way I could've endured a traditional job for years on end let alone decades.

>>263564
Can you explain what went wrong in your life?

>>263018
My plan even if I die of old age is to go out into the wilderness like animals do, such that there is never enough certainty of my death for there to be a funeral.

don't matter to me

I think I will die lonely like many people. If I manage to reach an average lifespan my parents will most likely be dead by the time and the only people who might do something are relatives that I never talked to and they might just feel obligated to do something out of respect for my parents. There is nothing good or bad anyone can say about me since no one knows what I'm even doing with my life.

There's a guy I know about who died in his 50s after a long battle with alcoholism and he doesn't even have a real grave, he got buried in a government sponsored grave almost side by side with other deceased strangers no one gave a fuck about because he had no one who was willing to spend money for his burial, he even had a family at some point in his life and still died alone.

Then there was very popular young guy from my city who died in a car accident and he had a huge crowd of people attending his funeral, he even had a group of succubi crying and screaming in pain over his death in church from what I heard.

I don't really care what happens after I die because I won't be there to witness it anyway. I get that some people want to be remembered after death but that seems pointless for the same reason.

>>263112
>Then there was very popular young guy from my city who died in a car accident and he had a huge crowd of people attending his funeral, he even had a group of succubi crying and screaming in pain over his death in church from what I heard.
sounds disgusting, good riddance

>>263018
My funeral will be a forgettable, humiliating and anticlimactic sendoff. It will be in a shitty cheap parlour and will only last an hour at most, the only people who will turn up will be subhuman distant relatives I don't even fucking know and the rest will be local inbreeds who somehow knew my Mother in the past through whatever avenue, that's what would happen if I died while my Mother is still alive. If I die after my Mother is dead then literally no one will fucking show up lol since I have no family and no friends. I'd just be incinerated by whatever state body and that'd be the end of it.