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How are most normalfags happy with a meaningless existence? It seems like most of them sit around watch tv and get high.
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For them it's a non issue when there's normal goals/things to pursue.
They usually don't ask themselves these kind of questions until they reach the so called middle age crisis and start questioning the whys and even then they pick up some hobbies or activities as a cope mechanism.


Obviously he's living, or he wouldn't be posting here. Fucking retard.


I don't consider myself alive.


I think most of us are hardwired to perform hours of physical labor daily and relax by vegetating and perhaps interacting with family and extended family but the family has broken down and we have been freed of physical labor, or sometimes labor altogether, and now we just vegetate in front of screens and use internet friend simulators to fill the void left by family.

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I'm wondering, were any of you ever happy? From my time lurking here it seems like everyone has always been miserable
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i'm always happy


Dis nigga tryna hook up with wizards LNAO


I just want to help him out hes obviously lonely and needs companionship.The wizard lifestyle isnt for everyone.

>>241193 I will wait for your response babe.



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hey wizard hat guy

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>worthless polisci degree (2015)
>didn't work a job until 24
>have had 14 jobs and quit them all within a year or less
>haven't worked more than 2 months at a job since almost 2 years ago
>live at home, never paid rent
>never made more than 16/hr doing almost entirely what amounts to stocking shelves in grocery stores
>lack the natural affect and social fluidity that makes interactions with people smooth due to years of isolation
>can't stand interacting with people in a professional way
>get really anxious, feel panicky, etc
I got a job where I had to go into 711's, convenience stores, etc and talk to the store managers about shelf space for our candy bars and buying displays. I couldn't handle it. The idea of having to ingratiate and grovel to someone i don't want to talk to so some anonymous faggot company can make more profit just made me so angry. I ghosted after 2 weeks of training and one week of sitting in my car outside the stores to spoof the companies GPS on our tablet.

Is it over? Should I just move to some small town in the midwest and stock shelves at the local grocery store and hide from the vicious judgement and shame of the east coast yuppies who i was supposed to be a part of?
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> Should I just move to some small town in the midwest

Not for nothing but I have recently been looking at very small/ghost towns out in Nebraska. They look pretty comfy to me. Though I don't know a thing about them. I would definitely go that route as a last resort.


My situation is weird in that my mom actually suggested going to school for a degree that I ended up switching into half way through. This is probably a unique experience here but I actually regret not listening to her. I enjoyed school much more after switching. I wish more wizards wanted to be chemists! I always suggest the mostly solitary, thinking man's field of laboratory chemistry here. Although it is changing to be more aligned with biology, and that means succubi. Maybe a wizard would be quite content working in some obscure inorganic chem lab for another recluse of a PI.


I have the same education as you wizzie, unfortunately i got stuck doing mind numbing contractor lab monkey jobs and i end up getting fired every few months cause the management ends up not liking me, it is solitary sometimes which i like a lot, but often i have to deal with management and supervising chemists who make my life hell. It seems that i am stuck in such positions with a chemistry degree.



Granted you posted this over six months ago but the military won't ask anything, they won't care. They're not going to ask to see your resume or anything like that, they'll just get you on a plane to Fort Bragg and that will be that.

I'd just try to do it, even if you're fat now (not 300 lbs fat but 180-200 lbs fat) they'll get you not fat in basic training.


It really sickens me the way the sciences have been infiltrated due to management and HR positions.

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How did you get over your crippling social anxiety? Even going to the store is a battle for me.
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No, it's about intimidating the normie. I only did this like once or twice because usually I don't care.


This is gonna sound woo woo, but I started sleeping more, fapping less, and remembered to take my meds at the same time every day. Not ticking as much in public is a confidence booster (meds and magnesium help there).

>i even write down what i need to buy because i'm forgetful and i haven't seen anybody else do that
Everyone does that. Unless you're buying <3 items, memory will fail you. My mom & I have excellent memories and we still need lists. Now imagine your typical "memory of a goldfish" normie without a list.


Taking distance from my shitty family, becoming more independent, doing work, being nicer to myself, getting to know my feelings more, giving myself time to change, going shopping at times when there's less people there (part of being nicer to myself), not fapping (also part of being nicer to myself)

Still occasionally get anxious but I don't fight it, just respect my feelings and when it happens I try to leave the place without undue delay. It does not happen often.


Protip: If you don't stare at people like an autist, they will be less likely to stare at you.


This is very true, if you subconsciously keep looking at people thinking they look at you they will get irritated and actually start staring at you, this used to happen to me all the time

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The last suicide general has hit the bump limit.
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you need to target the carotid arthery.


for the love of God don't kill yourself. You can always find some sort of joy in your life if you live, when you're dead you're dead forever. Please hang in there. Don't kill yourself anon, please. Tomorrow is a new day and things dont have to be bad forever. Your life can always get better if you live but it can't if you die. For fucks sake dont kill yourself anon, please.


Why do you care enough to beg and plead in the manner you are?


For the hate of demiurge, kill yourself. You can never find any joy in life if you live, when you're dead you're dead and at peace forever. Please hang yourself. Kill yourself anon, please. Tomorrow is a new day and things will be even worse. Your life can always get worse if you live but it can't if you die. For fucks sake kill yourself anon, please.


There are no gods, imbecile, nor is this facebook or reddit for you to farm worthless goodboy points. Everyone has a right to die if they so choose and nothing will ever change that. This is a realm of suffering and death is the only reprieve - trying to take that away is the ultimate evil.

Sincerely, kill yourself.

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Post stuff about psychiatric meds such as antidepressants antipsychotics etc and how they affect the brain.
I remember reading something about brainfog, I suppose it's? more related to the heavier antipsychotics?
The most impacting one I can find is about escitalopram, within just few hours of the first pill it changes the brain structure completely, making synapsis weaker and the brain parts more interdependent.
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I studied pharmacology in school and have taken all the schizomeds so I know a lot about most of them. I haven't had any permanent effects from any meds I've had prescribed. All medication of any class basically does the same thing, just to varying strengths, so it's better to just talk about ssri, snri, atypicals, neuroleptics, etc in general rather than specific medications.

I don't know who told you about melatonin(wouldn't be surprised if your doctor made some shit up though) but mirtazapine is an antihistamine, that's why it makes you sleepy lol


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>Changes of sleep architecture, spectral composition of sleep EEG, the nocturnal secretion of cortisol, melatonin, ghrelin, and leptin, and the DEX-CRH test in

depressed patients during treatment with mirtazapine

>melatonin increased, and cortisol and ghrelin decreased. ACTH and prolactin remained unchanged.

Seems like doc knew more after all.


don't take the jewpill stand up and fight



Well regardless, mirtazapine is a strong antihistamine so it would put you to sleep if it messed with your melatonin or not. Pretty much all early antidepressants will put you to sleep because they are also antihistamines.
>drug users thinking they're pharmacologists
I studied pharmacology for 2 years and have nearly a decade of personal experience in the system, I know a bit about it

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Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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I feel like my spirit has been broken that I have to be forced working mandatory overtime because amazon is doing some stupid special for the week, get called lazy by my parents for not wanting to do it, so i'll probably be a yes man and never take a day off for the rest of the year, I hope they'll be happy and I hope I get killed in the job by some stupid warehouse, this fucking life isn't worth it, fuck this man.


I wish I didn't get so negatively affected by mom being mean to me. She was going to fry and asked me to remove the smoke sensor to prevent its siren from going off. I'm short so I couldn't reach it and wanted to grab it with a jump but it fell down and she started screaming about how lazy I am because I didn't bring a chair, how I just lie around, how it's broken (it's not) and how I have to pay for it. Said nothing to my sister of course and then she wonders why I avoid her and doing things in general.

Also fuck the government for forcing this shit since a few years.
>just remove it permanently
That's what I said but if something happened we would be liable.


My mother wasn't able to mentally handle shit as well and she'd have outbursts at me for almost any mistake I made. She destroyed a lot of things that belonged to me including a lot of toys I loved, sometimes not even in front of me which is really weird when I think about it now, makes me wonder if she just wanted to let off frustration or if she wanted to punish me.

Funny enough when I turned out to be the same mental mess as her everyone acted like it's my fault and my mother would get mad at me for behaving exactly the same way as her.


Took a lot of drugs today to try to alter my state of mind so I could enjoy things. Nothing happened. Not sure what to do at this point.


The void is growing. I feel so hopeless, no path to follow, no one around, nothing. No dreams, no ambitions, not a thing to do beyond self contemplation. I feel like crying though, after all I'm human, the sorrow of all this acknowledging…it never ends.

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Do you ever self-medicate depression through eating food?

I practically need chocolate, ice cream, pizza, candy bars, pastries, cake etc. daily or I can't sleep at all because my mood gets so low during the day.
The happiest I'm going to feel all day is 1-2 hours after eating, and during eating.

French fries and potato chips are also very soothing and improve the mood for a few hours. I do have to limit the eating to maybe 2000-2500kcal a day so I don't become obese.

At this point, I think eating is the only thing I look forward to in life. It's the only real thing giving me any joy anymore. Video games, movies etc. don't cut it anymore. I'm tired of them.
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what kind of foods do you eat to numb the pain?

i have recently found out potato chips are a great mood stabilizer, far better than any antidepressant, especially if you eat them very slowly and dip them into a sauce


I do this too but I'm trying to stop or at least cut back


yes but I really need to stop doing it because I weight 300lbs


i gained weight on antipsychotics once, it gave me tits and sitting down was uncomfortable. how the fuck do you even be fat it would be like torture 24/7


Same here, I only really look forward to the next meal

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the funniest part about the female is their focus on being kind and empathetic. i have not met a single succubus in my whole life who has had the empathy and goodheartedness of an average guy. im genuinely convinced they feel very little empathy or remorse for whatever reason. its also funny how little we can do in our world without succubi interjecting into whatever youre doing and making everything just a little more difficult. videogames, tv, films, books, art. its all been ruined by or ‘for’ succubi. genuinely besides basic neccesities try to think of a hobby or task or anything you do that hasnt been made harder by succubi. i dont hate succubi for this even its just so amazing how worshipped they are
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Great, boys, just great. Another succubi are evil thread. Some people just do not tire of posting r9k/pol material.

Why do you insult my mom and my sister without ever meeting them? They are certainly not the monsters you try to portray them as. In fact, many succubi aren't like what you guys say and you know it too. Most people are objectively rabble, whether they are born as male or female. Trash is everywhere. You can't judge a whole sex based on the actions and attitude of some its members.

My opinion of them is that they are truly more empathetic, polite, respectful and caring than males are generally. Plus they hate violence. I don't know what universe you people live in but in mine men aren't angels nor innocent victims, they are sociopathic, cruel and ruthless much more than any succ dreams of being. Wizards don't represent men, we are an extremely small minority. Most men would kill you and torture you gladly if it meant the slightest advantage for him in any form.
The portrayal of succubi as the gentler and kinder sex in literature and culture isn't a baseless meme, compared to males they truly are civilized, though that is not saying much.

These threads implying "males are victims" or that males have anything in common at all or should feel any solidarity toward each other just make me cringe. Most normalfags and their whores deserve each other, let them ruin each others' lives and enjoy their suffering instead of being a 6 y.o mentally who still thinks in "us (boys) vs succubi" terms. Grow up.


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Acquire more mana, DISregard witches



It didn't really didn't take long for this exact thing to happen


lol I've seen this exact thing happen with my sister who was crying over some sick kid on social media and then called some old homeless man gross in town the next day


I was raised to be a coward. Not be evil even when others are being evil towards me
>mom these kids are bullying me at school, I gotta fight back!
>don't do that son, don't be like them
then in adulthood
>mom some dude is being very disrespectful towards me
>it's not my business anon your an adult
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Every online generation warrior is some rebellious teen with daddy issues.


he's probably a third worlder


In the eastern bloc Vatniks (boomers) are for the most part drunkard failures that couldn't adjust to the collapse of the Soviet Union.


so what? you can hardly blame them


I remember that post as well.

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