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 No.302683[Reply]

ОК, i just dont get it


My mother keeps calling me at my workplace over the fact my pants look "horrible", "off-putting", and other stuff


I am busting me arse here to earn some money to cover her expenses yet she would start a fucking opera scene over wrong type of pants I am wearing.


Ugh.

For years, I was believing I am an autistic debile with asexuality-like condition, now I realise it was me mum all along, teaching me to be nervous over this or that irrelevant detail here or there - stuff people would normally give no friks about
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 No.303700

>>303699
Thanks m8 - I WILL do it. Because at this point it is obvious it is not about me - she would shuffle my stuff in away I would never find shit, but if I have a bunch of tols lying around, she WOULD toss them at random location and she WOULD berate me for being messy and she WOULD insist what she did was keeping things in ORDER

 No.303702

>>302720
>She's bored, selfish and immature.
>She's bored
Actually, that's quite a thing to say.
She DOES live a boring, no-new-stuff life.

* She has no working telly, to begin with.
** Her radio is b…ks tier, and her another radio is just lying around unplugged.
* She has a mirror lying around unhanged, and I pretty much should get myself busy hanging it.
* No DVD/VHS/Blu-Ray
* No modern lappy to watch YouTube. Besides, she is really backwards in terms of treating Internet as a lair of liars/trolls/dimwits/haxxors; so her means of enjoying da Internet are limited also.
* Her apartments is hoarded with fiction books yet she doesn't seem to have much of modern fiction in her disposal.

All while she is a "vampire" on my vibes/energy; she … *could* use several thumb drives full of free stuff.

And fix her the better radio. I mean, a nice shelf to keep her radio atop her kitchen table, yes.

 No.303752

Why are you not neeting, loser? Getting played at by boomers …

 No.303760

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>>303752
No, my country has no gibs for most neets
and I don't have a certificate in schizophrenia

 No.304013

Why do you still associate with her at all if you have a job? You can just block her and never talk to her again.


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 No.302379[Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.
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 No.303534

>>303533
in layman terms: switched from tap water to a better one, IBS kinda went away

conclusion: tap water suxxx

 No.303543

>>303534
oh, and just in case OP has "amerifat" mentality - no, it's not "pop soda fizzy", it's a plain water.


If an average Joe drinks fizzy pop every day and refers to it simply as "water" then gets an IBS it's no wonder he has problems.


ALSO

PerplexityAI says IBS may happen with tests coming up clean.

Your symptoms—morning nausea with vomiting, abdominal pain, rapid heartbeat, shortness of breath, and constipation—might be caused by a functional gastrointestinal disorder like irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) or another similar condition. These issues often relate to how the nerves in your gut work, and stress can make them worse, but regular tests often come back normal.

The fast heartbeat and shortness of breath could be your body’s response to pain or anxiety, but it’s important to rule out serious causes with your doctor. Losing weight without a clear reason is concerning and means you should keep working with your doctor to find the cause, possibly needing more tests or monitoring.

If you want, I can share some tips to ease your symptoms or help you prepare for your next doctor visit. Want me to?

 No.303545

>>303543

>Yes please help me
Sure! Here are some tips that might help ease your symptoms:

1. Eat small, frequent meals instead of big ones to avoid upsetting your stomach.
2. Keep a food diary—track what you eat and when symptoms get worse to spot triggers.
3. Try gentle exercise like walking—it can help digestion and reduce stress.
4. Practice relaxation techniques like deep breathing or meditation to calm your gut and lower heart rate.
5. Stay hydrated but avoid too much caffeine or carbonated drinks.
6. When symptoms flare, rest and avoid heavy or greasy foods.

''For your next doctor visit, mention:
- All symptoms in detail (when, how long, what helps/worsens)
- Your weight loss and any anxiety or stress you feel
- Any food patterns you noticed
- How symptoms affect your daily life''

Want me to help you prepare some notes for your doctor? 😊

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 No.304011

Meditation:

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/561023.Break_Through_Pain

you can download the book from https://annas-archive.org/

 No.304012

>>302379
shortness of breath and tachycardia can come from reduced monoamine oxidase activity, very rare to have this.

try a tyramine free diet, since unmetabolized tyramine can lead to tachycardia and shortness of breath since it raises blood pressure.>>302379


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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.303727

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>>303693
>>303696
>Tai chi videos instead
Somatic exercizes in a way are similar or same (without belief of subtle energy body or use of visualizations) with more focus on the idea of vagus nerve and body trauma liberation tension >>303404
>focusing on a candle in a dark room for 5 minutes
Same as Tatrak, Kasina or wall gazing, Cloud Gazing or variations of same technique >>303400 >>303403
Metta can be a meditation if you get used to it >>303401 same as breath-work box breath >>303399
These techniques can make you be more aware of your body and relax the tension than turn you too much relaxed (and sometimes can turn some tension if you do it bad)
>Meditation posture
you dont need to do any of these lie down or on a Dyana, Burmese, Zen or any pose of meditation, you can do it stand or sit in a chair like westerns.

 No.303800

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>>303727
>Progressive muscle relaxation (PMR)
I recommend learning how to do PMR
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progressive_muscle_relaxation
https://www.wikihow.com/Perform-Progressive-Muscle-Relaxation

 No.303879

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>>303467
Well, did any of you try some of the techniques or read any of the e-books here and learn something?
>Also
May you have a peaceful and happy week.

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>>303800
Try
>Nerve Flossing
>Somatic exercises
>Somatic relief exercises (similar to yoga or grounding practices)
In some somatic exercises they simulate tremors (this is used in a pseudoscience alternative therapy TRE-trauma release therapy) and simulate tremors can be very relaxing bacause turn your muscles into fatigue and release anxiety, its like a Stim maybe.

 No.304010

Really needed this thread, thanks anon


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 No.303197[Reply]

Everything you see is controlled by algorithms.

The internet algorithms are gang stalking me.
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 No.303213

>>303197
>>303197
use a local llm chatbot then, blin!

 No.303251

Ignore this. It was crazy.

The aggressive ads are just coincidences and it's impossible anyway.

 No.303280

I'm being gang stalked by rogue uncreated algorithms.

I live in an emotional world that hates me and no one believes me.

 No.304007

>>303197
>>303198
>>303212
The thing is, 2010s Internet was "dead" compared to 2000s Internet already.

1. Many bots
2. Little to no cool stuff to surf
3. Algorithms of Youtube trying to pick more and more addictive slop for me - not the stuff that would educate me.
4. I swear, 2000s Internet was more welcoming.
5. I still frequent the websites they would tell me about somewhere else, but in 2000s, they would recommend me stuff. Yet… I would never find a new comfy site to lurk at via Internet in 2010s.



To mess with the algorthim, try AdNauseam extension.

Also, try looking up some chicken coups, buckwheat, 75% chocolate bars, Au shares, Miami balconies, silly paper fingertraps etc.

 No.304009

>>303197
you shouldn't be on social media anyways. It's nothing but propaganda.


 No.304003[Reply]

is vocaloid for trannies?

 No.304004

I dont think so. I enjoy Astrophysics songs and I'm not a tranny. No idea if he's a tranny. Seems like he could be though.
Breakcore is very troon-coded however.

 No.304008

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vocaloid is for the people


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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.303997

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>>303995
He who does not work shall not eat

 No.303999

I need some advice from long term wage slaves, like 5 years plus. I'm in it for over 4 years myself now. One thing I really can't manage to do is to do something I enjoy or something that is productive after work. Like I have all these tasks or interests I want to pursue but instead all I do is either nothing, waste time with video games that I hate ( I like video games, but I play the most repetitive brain dead slob) or feel miserable and exhausted and dead inside. I want to break the cycle. Is it even possible? How did you do it?

 No.304000

>>303999
Here's what I would recommend. Get some productivity software. Treat productive hobbies like they are as serious as work. In fact it is more serious. One is working for someone else. The other is working for you to make your life better even if only in a subjective sense. But better and best are subjective anyway so that is the only kind of making life better.

Instead of treating life like an unused rounding error on the side of work, treat work like it is a temporary deviation from life.

I wish I could share the software I use but it's not very self explanatory. But there is other stuff out there. Sure none of it is as good IMO. At least not for what I want to do. But something is better than nothing.

When a business wants an outcome they use software. When you want an outcome for your life you should use software. Which is more important. A business getting the outcomes they want, or your life getting the outcomes you want?

If your life is more important, and it is, then it justifies more and better software than they have.

 No.304001

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>>303995
good

 No.304006

>>303995
At least with that you don't have to work most labour intensive jobs that require leg work, like strenuous construction jobs. I mean if your legs don't work, most jobs that are available to you are IT related, working from a computer.


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 No.303254[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.
/wiz/ tier room setups edition.
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 No.303992

>>303990
>business degree
It was a waste of time before but it's even more useless now that people just use LLM for it. It's useless outside of making connections or providing formal qualification to get a job where the employer already likes you anyway.

 No.303993

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>>303362
Please refrain from performing this strange roleplay from now on. RCM has indicated that you might have forgotten to take your meds, and have played to many video games.

 No.303996

>>303992
>making connections
>just use LLM

Hmmmmmm…
"How to use LLM as a substitute to having an MBA myself?" would be quite a prompt.

 No.303998

>>303992
I felt that I had to study something as I was only working dead end jobs, and nothing else at the time really interested me, so I applied for it 2 weeks before the semester started. If I gave myself more time I never would have went for it. My only grace is that since library work consists of a lot of administrative work maybe the business degree might give me some sort of leverage. Maybe not I really don't know

 No.304005

>>303990
Lmao i studied a bookkeeping certificate online. Even while i was doing it i could tell it was an utterly pointless scam. At least it didnt cost me much.


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 No.301895[Reply]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.303984

>>303983
I agree, man. Democrats are fucking animals. They were in favor of slavery, segregation, literacy tests and eugenics and now they are in favor of antisemitism and (white) genocide. Real monsters they are.

 No.303985

>>303984
Sure bro, say that to Roosevelt

 No.303986

>>303985
Which one, though?

 No.303988

>>303636
I'm 33, it never really gets better. You just learn how to deal with pain and emptiness better over time. But then again, the pain and emptiness grows over time as well. Being alive is just one long distraction from death but not all distractions are bad, sometimes distraction is great.

 No.304002

>>303331
>faith

flock

>isolated

open the world of Wired

>I think I have mutual hatred and mutual non-acceptance with society

surrounded by country bumpkins


>Outside, I have been completely isolated for about two years. I have no friends.

country bumpkins
you were convinced by their flock to keep trying be follow their suit

> I have no work. I do not study.
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 No.302609[Reply]

The costs of lives burdens is meant for the backs of two so how does one prosper alone?
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 No.303903

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bump

 No.303908

>>302696
Just one look at r/schizoid will tell you that a lot of them (mostly succubi and man-whores who sleep around though) are sex-havers. Being schizoid doesn't mean you don't procreate. Hell, some of them even have children of their own.
Anyway, psychiatry is a fake science and words don't have any meaning anymore.

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>>302696
Sometimes I think i have AVPD (Avoidant personality disorder) but now, i dont know anymore.
Maybe it's just a anxiety problem or a anxiety disorder, you know the Avoidant part problems.
I dont think I have autism.
>Also
Sometimes i just feel out of place, like a alien lol.

 No.303917

Satan made solo life difficult; gotta defeat Satan to make it easy as can be.
God still needs to become God, via Satan's defeat, so you can have the two you need (yourself and God), once Satan is out of the picture.

Existence hasn't had a god or gods since always, and having God and gods would make it all it needs to be.
Omnipotence, omniscience, and omnipresence, would solve all problems and make it all easy for everyone and anyone, and for everything and anything.

This planet, and human society, forced a system of dependence, rather than of independence.

This planet doesn't really support independence at all.

 No.303991

The best and only truly good times in life are when I'm completely left alone and have no duties or responsibilities, no pressure to answer any form of communication. It's always been like that. It's the only freedom existing.


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.303921

I have digitalis and amitriptyline, but here is the kicker: it's in form of injections. Do you think it would work if I ingest them?
Also, what should I take to knock myself out? I was thinking about taking a whole pack of benzoes and over the counter sleep aids.
It would work as a poor man's heart switch, but without morphine. I can't acess other drugs like that. Although, I have oxyotocine, but I dunno how it would interact with other drugs.
I was thinking about adding beta blockers to lower my blood pressure even further.

 No.303931

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>>303921
>digitalis and amitriptyline
Don't its neutralize each other effects?

 No.303937

>>303931
Thank you for this image
*side walk*

 No.303961

>>303734
same but I just ended up with the crisis team, I'm thankful I didn't get sectioned in hindsight tbh

 No.303969

Ideally I’d like to go out in a very violent, painful but also fairly quick way, any suggestions wizards?


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