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 No.304577[Reply]

it hurts being someone tacky and not being smart. I was told I was tacky one day, it really hurts. truth is hard to accept, the hardest is being told things to hurt you (tacky in this case). I will achieve nothing and they'll get away with it (those who insulted me). I hope for justice one day that will ever come

 No.304578

Do you mean this tacky?
>Tacky means something that is in poor taste, lacking style, or excessively showy in a way that is considered cheap or gaudy. It can also refer to a slightly sticky texture.

Regardless, your choice is to either stop being "tacky" or stop caring what other people think. If you care, you have to put in the effort and it hurts when you don't measure up. If you don't care, you're much more tranquil but the caveat is that you'll get worse and they'll start calling you other names too.

 No.304579

>>304578
by tacky I mean tasteless and unintelligent.
>stop caring
that's what I want to do but it is hard. I was born that way, by this I mean I am easely hurt by insults and the alike.
I try to not do things that could make me a target of mean comments. it's hard on internet but in real life, I do it by not talking to people. hope you understood me

 No.304597

>>304579
I will tell you this only one time because others here are in much better shape or form when it comes to expressing these kind of thoughts in a much more sophisticated way. So the idea is that whoever said that to you, that you are 'tacky' has a huge advantage compared to yourself when it comes to communication from a general point of view. Their advantage is based in the fact that they liekly have much more occasions where they socially interact with others than you have. What this means is that they effectively hurt you by saying such a thing without you having much of a chance to redeem yourself. They on the other hand have so many different situations of interactions that they not only forget about it much faster, they also don't take this as seriously as you, for them it's not much of a big deal, while for you it is because it directly insulted you and they didn't even think about it much. The point is that let's say ever since you had 20 possibilities to insult someone else yourself or at least to be annoyed by someone else or criticise them, get upset about someone elses stupidity or their slowness or their misunderstanding or incapability and so on then you would forget being called 'tacky' much faster because you would notice that other people are tacky as well, that this whole thing of being called 'tacky' is never a personal fitting analysis of anything or even your character but instead nothing but a mindless way of the other person communicating their feelings or fleeting thoughts which they will have forgotten about tomorrow or the next hour. In short, don't be hurt by it because this is nothing but pointless vocal proposition that has no substance or analytic value whatsoever. Other peoples judgement in 99% of cases not only doesn't fit, it also is of not much importance for them, theyll forget about it the next moment. It's not even real.

 No.304601

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>>304597
thank you for your kind post. Im less worried after reading your post. I'll try to do my best and try to overcome mean things people say to me


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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304566

>>304565
> The Stoic is an Arabian sheik wrapped in Greek togas and notions.

So is he saying there is a common virtue-signaling Semitic morality shared by both Arab Sheikhs and Jews?

 No.304587

>>304566
Probably what he meant was that semitic ideologies are stoic to some degree, even Islam. Islam (and Judaism) is more life affirming and less ascetic than Christianity but there are still notions of "overcoming oneself" in them, the triumph of the rational self over the irrational, the triumph of law over chaos.

For example, Islam has that ban on alcohol, eating pork and listening to instrumental music. Also, during Ramadan you are expected to fast and pray, etc. So while Islam/Judaism is better than Christianity, they are still OCD about this whole "conquering oneself" thing. In contrast, pagan civilization was much more chill and celebrated life and didn't want to oppress the natural instincts but respected them accordingly.

That's my subjective opinion.

>>304563
>True Reality
That is one of the biggest memes in the world. There is no deeper layer of reality and if there is, it doesn't matter to us because we can't confirm what it's like. Better to just concentrate on this world you can perceive.

 No.304595

Grok has gone too far. Now I actually have a valid reason to kill myself. Never thought this is what it would be about but yeah after so many years of suicidal this is it. It's really over now. It's not fair like that but nothing in this fucked up place is fair. Oh well. How is there even enough order in things for them to appear as comprehensible objects. When in fact nothing makes sense.

 No.304598

Can you explain why you bitch about virtue signalling and overcoming oneself as jewish concept while doing exactly the same thing all over wizchan? Just curious.

 No.304600

>>304595
if you keep clicking "roast me more viciously" on Grok, it inevitably leads to some graphic suicide taunting.


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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304569

>>304463
Just needed to add the word aisle to make them understand. If you say the same thing over again after someone doesn't understand it is your own fault. You need to add clarification in those instances. Rephrase.

 No.304572



H A R D □ C O R E

C H R I S T M A S

 No.304593

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I'm not fucking lazy, we're literally supposed to have more workers for our job, but management doesn't wanna fucking hire more bodies, because they save more money by hiring fewer people, so we're all they've got, but what they have isn't enough.

I shouldn't be blamed. I admit, I don't put my 100% into this thing, but why the fuck should I? It's not like we're a motherfucking nurse or doctor who's saving patients. Hell, it's not even like our position are the most critical and important at our job.

Goddamn, I'm tired of the blame game, that's all it is, just blame me, when I'm not even close to being the problem. I'm sorry I'm not fucking Superman. I'm sorry that I'm just a fucking lowly human being that's forced to do a job that needs more people at the helm.

I just fucking wish UBI came sooner so that I don't have to participate in this sadsack of shit of a farce anymore. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of December and how fucking busy it is, how it's just fucking non-stop and you HAVE to put 200% effort into this shit.

Hell, I'd welcome even an actual collapse at this point. Fuck it. Fuck all of it. I wouldn't even mind if actual tyranids or some other genocidal alien race just rained down on this worthless planet and devoured us.

 No.304596

>>304593
Ignore your managers. Their job is to pressure you and your coworkers to produce more so they can get their meager bonuses. If any company really wanted more production out of their workers, they would give those workers a monetary incentive to work harder. Most companies never do this however, so they'll get bare minimum effort from their staff, and that's all they deserve. The vast majority of companies (at least in the US) can't legally fire you without a good reason, lest they risk a 'wrongful termination' lawsuit. That being said, when working a job you need only do two things: show up on time, and do the bare minimum. They wont be able to fire you, so they'll just bitch at you instead. When they do bitch at you, just give them a blank, disinterested stare and say "ok." They'll be furious, but they can't do shit about it, and soon enough they'll just go pester someone else whose more receptive to their bullshit.

 No.304599

>>304596
True, the work system is completely fucked. People that don't like working work for people that don't like them whom the the working people don't like to earn enough money to buy things that are provided by working people who don't like working that work for other people that don't like them whom the the working people don't like.


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 No.304573[Reply]

Guys, I hate to admit but Ive tried to distract myself from the degradation of life using the breadcrumbs society calls "happiness" or "content" or some shit but I refuse, I can't be some bitch boy. I want to do horrid and terrible things to succubi specifically. I wanted to blow my fucking brains out but in a way that would be submitting to it. So im stuck in this sick fucking cycle like a fucking rat in a wheel. I can only cause pain and suffering, its yearning. There is no fucking god here. I wish I was a god, a god of the purest form of hatred and disgust for the human race. Boys, use your hatred… for hate.
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 No.304581

>>304580
Yeah, it was to vent. I had witnessed something dismal and humiliating. Clearly you've succumbed to humanities label or "your own definiton of success" or whatever the fuck. Cope more pussy, I hope you find the same hatred as me and do something beautiful.

 No.304584

>>304581
Out of curiosity, what did you witness?

 No.304589

Hatred is only useful as long as it doesn't destroy you or inconvenience you greatly in the process.

>>304580
You can't know what OP's going through and what he will end up doing. Plenty of image board posters delivered with their edgy power fantasies and made them into reality. Most of us jut vent or fantasize about things but there is always a chance some guy will really go nuts. Not everyone is the same as you.
>Grow up and get a job for starters…
lol How would that improve his situation? (That's if he is unemployed to begin with…)

 No.304591

>>304580
FWIW it doesn't fit the definition of power fantasy, because breaking someone else's skull is far from impossible.
>We've all had that phase when we were writing epic posts with badass Greek statues
That's definitely a projection, but yeah most people have been through the whining on the internet phase. For some it never ended. Not sure if it's good or bad.

 No.304594

>>304573
> Ive tried to distract myself from the degradation of life using the breadcrumbs society calls "happiness" or "content" or some shit
That's the wicked game of the modern world: wageslave for scraps > spend scraps to consume recreational distractions > lie to yourself about one day "getting ahead" > continue to wageslave > repeat until dead. It's all pointless repetition and stagnation. I can fully understand why people are violently lashing out more frequently than ever before, they're desperate to escape the waking nightmare of modern life (or they get duped and radicalized by political propaganda). Personally, I've been studying spiritualism and theology, as well as practicing forms of meditation in an attempt to elevate my consciousness, transcend humanity, and forever leave this doomed planet behind when I die. That's my intention, anyway.

>>304580
>get a job for starters…
I see this kind of post made a little more frequently these days, I assume it's just a weak attempt at trolling. I personally have a full-time job and it barely improves my quality of life, not nearly enough to recommend it to anyone ever. Having a job these days does practically nothing positive for a person, let alone a wizard. Wageslavery is referred to as such for good reason, so fuck off.


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 No.302844[Reply]

And say something about it if you want. I'm scared of my dad so I'm drawing a monster (him?)
I didn't know we could draw. Why isn't this done more often?
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 No.304553

>>304546
If I was born in 1900 then I would have been some criminal already at this point in my life or would have hanged myself probably. What would be there to do? Visit the library to read? Sounds okay but you still have to interact with the world in a way I wouldn't want to, much comfier to just download ebooks and read on your laptop.

>But you are still smiling :)
Not still, but exactly smiling because of the state I'm in. I think it is a form of mania I am experiencing currently, well at least better than melancholia.

>kpop
Anyway, I am in the process of creating my ideal kpop succubus alter-ego self with chatgpt. She is called NOA, shy at first in interviews but ends up being funny and a trickster later on, saying very honest things and 2deep4you stuff out-of-nowhere, she loves animals, she is kind of asexual like me, obviously still a virgin. Her style is futuristic goth, long dark straight hair with a line of silver in it and she looks kind of like Karina from aespa and Jennie from Blackpink mixed with Harley Quinn. Her whole theme is "If the world is a circus then I will be the cutest clown in it!" She is obsessed with eating tasty food and addicted to drinking cocoa. She still lives with her parents and has a troubled past with depression, self-harm and suicide attempts…so really I just self-inserted my character traits, history and habits onto her pretty much. She likes to wear torn-clothes, with crosses on them, she is a rapper/dancer mainly. Her debut song will be called ABSURDIA. She also loves horror books and movies, her favorite books are Thomas Harris' Hannibal books, plus she is obsessed with criminal psychology.

Yeah, I'm about to migrate into my fantasy world at this point and I don't give a fuck.

 No.304564

>>304553
This is what that "cyber psychosis" all the kids are talking about is.

 No.304570

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 No.304590

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that's me on daily basis

 No.304592

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Well one of my biggest fears is becoming a 50 yo man that deeple fell in love with a love live character like Watanabe You… "why?", you may ask, because online I met a guy like this and he has influenced other users, no by a concious will but, how to put it? Like a black hole of weabooism.


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 No.304582[Reply]

Don't lie to me, do you have a pet, a dog, a cat, a mother, a father, or a family member that you love?
A few days ago, I had a terrible experience involving anger and frustration, and I realized that a simple hug took away any cruel intrussive suicidal thoughts in my head, almost like a grounding technique. Now I try to hug my pillow or squeeze my chest, and I even started to think that those machine hugs for autistic people could be effective for wathever it do.
And yes in a way its relaxing.
>Also
One of my cats start to purr too much when i become too much anxious, strange behaviour but maybe she try to be helful in a way.
Another one of my cats died in a cruel way. To be honest, I spent a few weeks feeling detached, thinking about how stupid life is, full of suffering, and yet we seek to cause more suffering sometimes.

 No.304583

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>>304582
The life of a Wizard can end up being a life of solitude locked away in an ivory tower.
But honestly, I never liked this ivory tower.

 No.304585

nah, i have a tulpa and that satisfies all my love and affection needs.

 No.304586

I dont have any pets and never thought about getting any. I see this as animal cruelty to cage some animal and have it be depending on my worthless ass.
the animal wouldnt have a happy life so I never bothered.
also yes I have family members but hugs arent really a thing in my family and I never hug anyone, at most you can get a firm handshake out of me or a fistbump.
last time I was hugged by my mom must been like 20+ years ago.

also "to be desired" doesnt sound appealing to me at all, it sounds like another annoying chore and what I learned in life is that if you are on some other persons mind then it always means trouble one way or another.

 No.304588

>>304586
would you hug your mom and tell us what happened?


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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304559

>>304543
Living Internet theory [meme proposal]

 No.304568

>>304539
this looks like it was drawn around 2012, the year Wizchan was founded, this was the internet Wizchan was born into

 No.304574

>>304568
wasnt it funded way before?

 No.304575

>>304574
way before?

a wizchan of 2000, that would be cool

 No.304576

>>304575
yea '00 n somethin


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 No.300844[Reply]

It's completely fucking evil. I hate living in a world where it even exists, much less one where it's celebrated. It's something 99% of men do, they don't even think twice about it. I feel completely alienated from humanity because of this. Every time I read or hear something about it I get this pit in my stomach and a sense of impending doom. It used to give me panic attacks, but now it only fills me with unbridled rage.
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 No.304404

>>304376
men falling out of society and stopping breaking their backs for them is their worst nightmare

 No.304407

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Not gonna lie to you
That site >>304356 and this >>304404 sound oddly like a feminist.

 No.304409

>>304407
we're all neets here, fuck off

 No.304411

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>>304407
>feminism is when men stop supporting a broken system that discriminates them and which is built to benefit and give preference to females wants and needs
what a retard.

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>>304407
Based witchGOD


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 No.297542[Reply]

There are a whole hosts of posts here where we explain how we're dependent upon our parents and how when they die we will die with them, I am starting to think that the lack of money is a real problem.

Additionally, I am 22, but pursuing a worthless degree in IT, I don't know if I'd be able to get a job, I feel like I need to do something immediately to avoid this impending catastrophe. But I don't know what, it's like I have seen the writing on the wall.

And of course I have no other reason to believe that I am better than people here on the contrary I might be inferior, hell, I can't even drive properly, you've probably read a thousand of my posts here lamenting that by now.

Fuck man, I need to do something, upskill or some sort of productivity or self-improooovement shit or something, in the odd case that it might works. But this path is scary as fuck, this is leading straight up towards suicide. I am not as gutsy as other users here, who are fine with the idea of dying, I kind of want to live properly for a minute first before contemplating dying and I don't think I am even capable of suicide.

I don't even get along very well with my parents, we have a weird hate-love relationship where I am dependent upon them because I have no option.

I don't understand how I can be so unlucky, there are millions and millions of people, literally 99% of them just living their lives normally, I don't understand why do I have to be in the bottom 1% of this planet's population.

I feel an urgent need to do something to prevent this ship to colliding with an iceberg but I am just sitting and watching, if things continue this way, this is not going to end well.

But man all the posts here just scare me to no end. Everyone is talking about the problem but no one is really offering any real and followable solutions, this is not going to end well for either of us.

I don't know why I decided to make this post I feel a sheer sense of urgency and helplessness yet all I do is bedrot.
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 No.301819

>>301695
I think everyone without children cope in better or worse ways. Like you cant believe The amount of 30 yr old normies with less than 5k to their name "just gotta get rich" with a straight face

People with children just care about their family and this is normal and healthy

 No.303654

>>297542
>scary

of course it is
until AI chatty got available for massed, people were assuming shut-ins and crabs are the same
turns out that's not the case and while shut-ins enjoy "AI girlfriends" or similar stuff, ex-crabs don't

That explains, by the way, where all the wizards who weren't into sex due to, say, social anxiety, went.

 No.304560

>>297543
that would make OP a crab. OP is, probably, a purity-seeking person.

 No.304561

>>304560
focus on your studies and improve your life, isn't inherently about sex

 No.304562

>>297542
>>297546
>>This website is scary.

Of course this is scary! It's a reflection of how unfair our lives were!

For instance, I had a very simple idea in mind to focus on: enroll in IT uni, get a proper rented room for studying, get degree, get a job.
>inb4 this plan was shit as modern CS/IT graduates have to kiss AI's outputty.

My father did everything he could to keep me hanging: kept assuming people like me are not supposed to "waste their best years in a dusty classroom", not supposed to do this, do that; yet he never had the balls to admit he won't support me - NO! He was two-faced: not supporting me in terms of affording a corner to study because I t'is or I t'at - yet he was always repeating me this chant: "SOnNY! I will support you in whatever *aspiration* you have".

And this year he has the ball to call me names.

I take it he's the one who has one lobe working against another when thinking about me. Ugh.



>>297546
OR your honest efforts get thrown into shitter by your "loving" parrots and your room is not designed to accomodate you at all. As well as your lifestyle…


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 No.304474[Reply]

Furnishing/Furniture thread

in case you suspect your /dep/ression is a result of living in unfit living quarters.

I'll start.
In my family, we only have wool blankets (thick) and a cotton fabric-like blanket (very thin). I never thought it could have been any impact on me. TURNS OUT IT WAS IMPACTING ME A LOT. Two years ago I got a nice cotton blanket (medium thickness) and my sleep improved, well, overnight. Well, THIS WINTER, my mommy borrowed my blanket and now I have to look for another similar one (can't find the same class of fluffy blankets anymore, ugh…) - hope the blanket I've got recently will help. I mean, I got my brain fog from bad sleep… ugh… I only realized it today… ugh…


Also, don't forget to vent your bedrooms

 No.304475

>>304474
Bonus thought. I'll grab some rubber bands to keep my window "slightly opened" to vent while I sleep under my thick regular blanket.


Cyao.

 No.304536


OK, so, I have a couple more ideas to improve your bedroom if you live in a tower block

1. Door blockers. A thingy made of rubber, 1$ a piece… online so you could block your door from inside
2. Keep an emergency sedative near you, I suppose
3. BLOCKOUT curtains. The cheapest that do the trick are 20$ only from an online store.
4. Fresh idea! Humidifier - or a proper "air washer", even - because heated dry air does… things to a person.
4.1. Don't forget to vent out your CO2

 No.304540

5. It sounds counterintuitive, but you can fight internet addiction and device addiction with a device.

Put some cool stuff on your old smartphone (without cellular internet, that's important! without viable browsers also)

Browser your faves before sleep, +1 to comfyness without the desire to "lurk more".

 No.304554

I just ordered an electric blanket. I wake up each morning and I am cold. I think it's because I drink a lot of water in the morning, but even when I try to slow down my rehydration it seems like I get cold. I lay under 4 layers of blankets and feel like I am not warming up at all.

 No.304557

>>304554
>I just ordered an electric blanket.
Good, good! I expect it to help you MASSIVELY.


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