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Anonymage 01/30/25 (Thu) 11:05:49 No.297783 [Reply]

i'm 27, i live with my parents, i don't have a job and to be honest i don't give a fuck anymore. i would have wanted to move out 5 years ago, when i had a ton of ambitions, but my fuckin overprotective mother didn't give me a hint of freedom. now they hate me just for being. like everyone else. i used to be good at history and wanted to move in that direction, and now i'm NEET who spends all my free time on the internet and goes to the store once a week. i hate them for not letting me realize myself in a life that i don't see any point in right now.
thank u mom

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Anonymage 08/27/25 (Wed) 00:12:40 No.302499

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>>302492
This sadly describes my parents perfectly. I, however, am an on and off NEET. I go between the NEET life and shitty low-wage jobs, but fail to ever truly succeed at anything big or important, so I never gain enough success or confidence to be independent and go out on my own. I still live at home and I'm 33.

>>302494
Both of my siblings are independent, but that was only after they got mixed up in drugs, ran away from home, served time in jail, and eventually got clean and fixed their lives. They're both doing pretty well for themselves these days, and I'm still a failure.

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 19:48:56 No.302544

>>297783
i really hope i dont end up being 30 and a NEET i would most likely jump off

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 19:43:48 No.302576

>>301808
>>302492
Thanks for these posts, I appreciate seeing my condition articulated with the gravity it deserves even if it doesn't offer a solution.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 14:20:37 No.302582

>>297783
I'm in a similar situation. Like what the fuck are parents doing these days? They have a kid and then hope they figure out everything by themselves with no support. It's cruel.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 20:30:44 No.302583

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I'm 29, right now I'm just working on myself and trying to dig myself out of the hole. Hopefully, if everything goes according to plan, a year from now I will be living on my own abroad. I don't want to think life can be better, I want to think it can be different.
>>302382
>what anime is that from)
It's from mono. Cute succubi doing cute things. Same author as Yuru Camp if you know that one.

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Alcoholism Anonymage 08/11/25 (Mon) 14:25:02 No.302164 [Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.

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Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 14:07:24 No.302559

>>302555
I think the older you get the easier it is to quit. Personally I got tired of constantly having the beer shits + pissing in the middle of the night etc. Just not worth it anymore.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 04:21:46 No.302568

I’ve been drinking since I 2011ish. I’m traumatized as shit and it’s only gotten worse. I hope my liver just explodes lol cause I’m too much of a pussy to shoot myself. Sometimes I go ptsd rage mode and end up in the hospital. I’m not at the point where I’m shaking or having hallucinations, but I always walk to that fucking liquor store.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 14:33:56 No.302575

>>302568
What's the longest you've gone without drinking?

The shaking and hallucinations typically don't happen until withdrawal sets in after several days.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 02:35:32 No.302577

I don't struggle with alcohol, I just consume it.

I started drinking pretty late in life and not matter what it does to my health, it has eased the pain and made life bearable.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 14:06:15 No.302581

I drank a bottle of wine the other night. I don't think I have a problem, but I do think that I was using it as an excuse not to go out and do things.

I have quit a couple of times in my life and believe it is just a matter of deciding it's not for me for the time being and then it is no longer a thought. But for now, it is something I choose to do.

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Depression Crawl Thread LXX Anonymage 07/25/25 (Fri) 16:23:02 No.301876 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Vent your shit here that is not deserving of its own thread edition
previous thread >>301013

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Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 05:50:59 No.302554

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>>302553
Suicide is an act of self-determination, there is nothing wrong with it, forcing someone to live is torture.

In the ideal society there would be suicide cabins available for everyone.

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 14:57:26 No.302560

>>302540
>I just realized unless you count bots, it's just me and 6 other posters day in day out

It's 7

regards, a newcomer

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 02:11:28 No.302565

>>302554
i think normies dont like suicide because it offers an escape from being a wageslave, the medical system, social hierarchies and so on. Completely opting out

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 07:27:49 No.302579

>>302565
Normies are more stupid than insects, even bees commit suicide if they feel threatened.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 10:49:56 No.302580

>>301989
You're supposed to take stims when doing something useful, trying to snooze with them is a bad idea.

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Suffering from illness with no suicide method available Anonymage 08/22/25 (Fri) 10:55:02 No.302379 [Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.

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Anonymage 08/25/25 (Mon) 17:05:08 No.302463

>>302452
It's all just random in my experience. I can feel good for weeks and only eat unhealthy processed food. Then I'll try to eat healthy and everything and will feel bad for months. Nutrition for me is hoax, the universe is just random and if it wants to make you feel like shit it will succeed and if it wants you to be fine it will find a way. That's just imho, but this really makes me tired.

Anonymage 08/26/25 (Tue) 04:53:38 No.302482

>>302379
im sorry to hear that anon. chronic physical problems are the worst. i managed to reduce mine by losing weight but i am still in hell. try finding some way to leave your parents. many first world countries have some kind of welfare for this

Anonymage 08/26/25 (Tue) 08:39:22 No.302485

>>302452
I don't use coffee and drink plenty of water, I usually eat apples and bananas

>>302482
Sadly I don't know how to navigate the world so I need my parents for everything but I hate them for not supporting my suicidal ideation. I'm happy you lost weight wizzie.

>>302392
I do agree that all biological life should go extinct

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 13:06:44 No.302574

>>302379
I don't know about your specific issues, but I have gone through periods where I felt really ill for weeks on end with no answer why, and looking back it was often caused by lack of good self care. Things you take for granted like keeping a regular sleep routine, eating healthy, drinking enough water, we all know this but might not really stick to it. If you're not sleeping well that could be a cause of your nausea. Also for constipation try metamucil.

Do you drink a lot of energy drinks or soda? I used to drink a lot of sugar free drinks and get short of breath, for months I was coughing like crazy, I had no idea it was from the soda until I stopped drinking it.

A lot of your symptoms align with chronic stress symptoms too, so if you are stressed a lot your body will react accordingly.

Anonymage 08/31/25 (Sun) 07:03:10 No.302578

>>302574
I only drink water, milk and pear juice

Being "human" Anonymage 03/15/25 (Sat) 18:29:52 No.298907 [Reply]

Is anyone else lacking formative, human experiences? I've never:

>Dated anyone
>Had an actual friend
>Had a real conversation that went past surface level shit. Not with anybody, not even with my parents, they just say "Oh yeah anon me too…now I need to rant about my day,"
>Had a in-depth conversation about my hobbies and interests past "Yeah I like X"
>Been anywhere or done anything really, I mostly just sit in front of my PC.

I'm 25 now. I realize I have no framework for connecting with people – I don't have a lack of empathy or anything, in fact I'd say I feel for people too strongly sometimes. I just can't connect with them. I'm polite and quiet and that's it.

>What about online relationships

Outside of imageboards, I basically don't exist.

I feel like 25 is too late too. I know it's not "old" but most people my age have been to concerts, have had foundational experiences like heartbreak or just smoking weed after class with friends, etc. and then I'm a blob who's never even been to anyone's house or been invited anywhere. I feel like my soul hasn't been developed. I know I have a mind and moral systems and thoughts but I have no way of communicating them without a lot of deliberation. There's nothing there. I don't know. But can anyone else relate?

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Anonymage 07/20/25 (Sun) 21:48:11 No.301827

Kind of unrelated, but I can feel I was constantly de-humanized by my "peers"

my large body? they would joke I am a "second year in the same class"

my flat feet? they wouldn't decommission me because "it's only a second degree flat foot"

my ruined sleep? "oh sonny you MUST go to uni"

my life is ruined now because I am not an "average 5'10" 60kg dude"

I hate the idea of dying in a hospital, surrounded by a bunch of everyday-stressed doctors and stuff.

in fact, the idea of consumed by awoos feels better - as in "they just want nutrients, they don't need to keep ruining me, berating and asking if I "learned my lesson"

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Anonymage 08/13/25 (Wed) 10:17:43 No.302192

>>298907
Basically, it was the same with me till spring 2020
My life took a massive turn to the better somehow then.

Anonymage 08/14/25 (Thu) 07:27:11 No.302204

>>301827
ok it isn't "ruined" permanently, makes me sad sometimes though

Anonymage 08/14/25 (Thu) 11:04:16 No.302207

>>300063
Kek, same. I hate human beast.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 12:36:48 No.302573

>>298907
frens - check
buddies - check
PCfrens - check
handholding, dating - nopenopenope, 3rd gen fatherless people arent too good with creating lasting relationships

>What about online relationships

404 not found the right group.

maybe never will (see above)

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Wageslave General Anonymage 12/20/24 (Fri) 13:17:50 No.296811 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

2025 will be the layoff year edition. How we holding up?

previous >>289727

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Anonymage 08/25/25 (Mon) 21:35:06 No.302465

AI investors on suicide watch right now

Anonymage 08/25/25 (Mon) 22:12:53 No.302467

>>296915
Is this a joke btw? LLMs are just parrots repeating, we are at 0% intelligence when first LLM came out, and we are still at 0%

But we should have the answer within the year then I suppose, or will the bubble burst?

Anonymage 08/26/25 (Tue) 00:06:32 No.302468

>>302447
>>302448
>>302449
Cool tips, thanks wizzies.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 03:30:31 No.302567

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i made this

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 10:35:35 No.302571

>>302567
Accurate. You forgot that the cashier is being replaced with a self-checkout machine that has a "NO CASH ACCEPTED" sign that no customer ever cares to read

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I hate sex Anonymage 05/28/25 (Wed) 08:54:25 No.300844 [Reply]

It's completely fucking evil. I hate living in a world where it even exists, much less one where it's celebrated. It's something 99% of men do, they don't even think twice about it. I feel completely alienated from humanity because of this. Every time I read or hear something about it I get this pit in my stomach and a sense of impending doom. It used to give me panic attacks, but now it only fills me with unbridled rage.

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Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 04:51:55 No.302551

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>>301909
bump

my mom just compared my schizo brother to a prostitute. Ugh. What a choice of words. And shes not a drunkard. Hmmmm…

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 14:58:11 No.302561

>>302551
UPDATE: she kinda realized now my bro bought a bunch of cheap crap because he's used to cheap food already. KEK.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 01:34:14 No.302562

>>300844
Yeah it's overrated and sucks. But why does that bother you? You've realized you're smarter than everyone who cares about it.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 08:54:27 No.302569

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Sex is life

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 09:41:11 No.302570

>>300895
>In short, there is more suffering than not-suffering in life, therefore life has inherently negative value.
Is this the Buddhist anti-life argument?

Literally everything in life is not sex so if you are obsessed with sex you just end up miserable.

Pick up hobbies. Find topics you love talking about.

>>300873
>That's why they try to make everyone's life revolve around sex so they don't feel so pathetic. The internet only made it worse. And men not only fall for it but promote their own demise.
They make you sad so you pay for things you don't need.

I can't live anymore Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 13:15:44 No.302557 [Reply]

I don't feel like I belong to this body. Something says I belong to a blond and blue-eyed person. I'm depressed 'cause I have to be stuck into a Latino's body while I'm German.

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 13:37:20 No.302558

There is no such thing as a "you". "You" are your memories. If you develop alzheimer, "you" would think you're a 10 years old boy going to school. It's all made up by instinct and culture.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 01:38:26 No.302563

>>302557
I have blonde hair and blue eyes and I am a socially awkward, unattractive NEET. Didn't do me any good. If you were me you'd probably be complaining about something else.

Stop worrying about what you 'could' be and just start being yourself. Confidence goes a long way.

Anonymage 08/30/25 (Sat) 01:42:00 No.302564

>>302563
Also a latino fucked my sister. While I am a blonde blue-eyed virgin. Do with that info what you will.

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Anonymage 04/18/25 (Fri) 17:57:41 No.299778 [Reply]

Is it even possible to break this cycle?

>me 10 years ago
>I'm so behind everyone I'm such a loser
>it will take years for me to see any progress
>I will be old by the time my efforts may pay off
>depressed end up doing nothing

>me 5 years ago
>fuck I'm 30 soon and haven't achieved anything this is so embarassing
>start drinking to cope

>me now
>god I was such an idiot back then why didn't I start doing something years ago I was still young
>now I am pushing 40 and it's over for real
>bedrotting every day 0 motivation to do anything cant even distract myself with anything anymore

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Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 15:46:59 No.302536

>>302523
>A lot of wizards didn't have absolutely horrible lives, but what they had formed them into what they are.
Everyone has their own personal hell here and the random motivational black guy isn't applicable to most of us.

personally, I am currently outside of said "hell" alright?

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 15:48:42 No.302537

>>302536
Glad to hear. Hope you never find yourself in another.

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 16:15:27 No.302538

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>>302524
Listen, it's awesome that you got out of that situation and are now living a life that you find worth living. Good for you, seriously. The reason people like Goggins grind my gears so much is that, as you've said yourself, most of us don't lead such bad lives to begin with. But all those gurus online will tell you to get on your grind and hustle and never stop and what not and for what? I have food and shelter and a job that I can tolerate for now, I am healthy and even have a couple of friends I can play video games with. The only things I am 'lacking' are superfluous things like social status or material riches, which are things you get through your circumstance for the most part.
I don't care about being exceptional, I just want to be comfortable and enjoy this ride as much as I can within my means while I still can, before life finds a way to fuck me up again. It's kind of like the Western vs Eastern mindset, the Western one being about pursuit and struggle and the Eastern more coming to acceptance of what is and contentment from within.

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 16:22:20 No.302539

>>302538
Wish I could phrase things in such a concise manner.
Well said.

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 12:33:03 No.302556

>>302538
thanx

>>302539
this

second this opinion on >>302538

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Repressed Anonymage 05/08/25 (Thu) 13:54:22 No.300350 [Reply]

Does anyone ever want to just scream and shout at the world? Whether its frustration for myself or others I find myself having no where to put it. What would you tell people if they would listen to you?

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Anonymage 08/21/25 (Thu) 20:10:11 No.302372

>Does anyone ever want to just scream and shout at the world?

>ever

yes

there's a forest nearby.
I can go there and SCREAM a ton WAAAAAAAAAGH

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 20:24:39 No.302547

>>302545
Wizchan 2025

Anonymage 08/28/25 (Thu) 22:02:05 No.302548

Semen retention is the biggest meme. That’s just succubi worshipping to the extreme. Just do it whenever you feel lit and don’t think about it works wonders.

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 04:01:07 No.302549

I find myself unable to cry despite being completely miserable and wishing to cry. Why would i scream at the world? nobody cares

Anonymage 08/29/25 (Fri) 04:36:09 No.302550

>>302548
this

but - lit not just warm

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