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 No.295099[Reply]

Bascially, my country and it's culture has shifted rapidly, as soon as most of the people have come in contact with the West through internet, liberalisation, and globalisation. And I believe that is one of the reason which has prompted me to become a wizard.

Prior to globalisation, the succubi of my mother's generation were quite different, they themselves considered it shameful to wear revealing dresses, they always used to dress modestly, while most marriages were arranged they weren't forced, so while succubi were free to select their mate, and reject, they could do it only once and that guaranteed a equal distribution of succubi among men, and everyone was much more happier in that system as everyone got a mate.

And most succubi and men were virgin prior to marriage, it was considered shameful for both men and succubi to be non-virgin. As a matter of fact my native language doesn't even have a word for virgin, and there was no virgin shaming. But nowadays, kids use the word "virgin" as an insult. Most succubi lose their virginity quite early, and finding a virgin succubi is rare.

2-3 decades ago, succubi didn't consider it shameful or bad to be housewives, on the contrary they were proud to be one, or they studied and took a break for 5 years and then resumed their jobs, to go through marriage, pregnancy, and infancy of their child, and when they started working, the guy took the equal burden of the household chores and jobs.

But now, it's all changed, it's considered cool to smoke, drink, do drugs, wear skimply clothes, lose virginity early on, and then find a betabuxxer. Or in some cases succubi get paid so much that they don't even need a betabuxxer any more, while men struggle to get jobs, and ugly in men in particular end up at a much greater disadvantage.

And they act exactly like Western succubi, and I assume Western succubi are insufferable but due to the lost control of Western Men, a lot of Western Men now look towards East to get a semi-decent succubi. Leaving the same Eastern Men, to subscribe to redpill grifters like Andrew Tate, or bluepill themselves to oblivion.

And mind you only the degeneracy of the West has been copied and imported from the West, and meanwhile Western Culture's good and non-degenerate parts are completely ignored. In my country we now have things like undie runs (can anyone from the West explain this? what causes so utter lack of shame in people and succubi that Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.296193

Consider [your own indigenous country] blessed lucky fortunate, it never race-mixed, it never ethnic-mixed, it never had its own ethnic diaspora in at least one country or more than one country or all countries, & it never invited/imported/accepted/tolerated/naturalised refugees/immigrants/foreign ethnic diasporas.

 No.296194

>>296193
Every single nation on Earth is "race-mixed".

Check your ancestors skin color when you go back 80-100 generations.

 No.296201

>>296137

Nope you go to certain areas in cities and you wont see degenerate reggaeton or guys in trucks
Blasting banda

 No.296206

the west is the best

 No.296227

>>296206

Correction/Clarification/Disambiguation: [winter countries] are the blessed lucky fortunate best perfect superior master race.



 No.296062[Reply]

This is something that has been happening for a while, earlier I used to speak my opinions and type my opinions on the internet.

I was good at speaking, good at putting my point forwards, good at arguing, was witty and could think of replies to questions or things almost instantly.

These days it's like I have forgotten how to speak or even write. Like my parents are abusive, and earlier I was able to write/type down my feelings about my parents. But now, it's like someone asks me "How are they abusive?", I just can't explain anymore.

And this is a very recent phenomenon. Like I can't even type and be an internet keyboard warrior online.

I no longer put my opinion forwards, I no longer have anything left to say, I just don't understand what's happening with me. Like earlier I used to always have something to say, could always carry a conversation offline and online. But now I just do nothing and have nothing to say.

Is there anyone who has suffered from this? Is there any way to cure this? I need to cure this so that I can fit in better in professional and interpersonal world. So that I can earn money to feed myself and at least have some irl friends to shoot the shit with.
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 No.296069

I take antipsychotic injections and I have the same problem, I don't understand if it is the medicine or the mental illness

 No.296078

>>296069
it's definetly the meds, those are designed to freeze your bodies metabolism

 No.296088

The same is happening to me. Of the few words I say in a day, most of them are just "uh-huh" and "okay". I don't think that's so much due to a diminishing ability, but rather that I've lost track of what's going on in the world. I don't care about politics, sports, celebrities, etc. That makes me very detached from most people, and so I have very little in common to discuss. People face challenges like how to raise their child, which career path to take, which car to buy, how much to sell their current car for. Real serious bizznizz that I know very little about. It's very awkward when you have nothing to say, but you're expected to give an answer.

 No.296209

>>296088
With me it's probably because of diminishing ability. Like I have forgotten how to elaborate on the topic, like if I say that my parents are abusive or that looks determine your life and someone then further asks like how are your parents abusive and how do looks determine your life. Like I have the answers to these questions but I don't know how to put them in words. I don't know how to answer them even if somewhere I know the answer.

 No.296226

>>296209
I think it's much more likely that you subconsciously recognized that talking about these things and arguing never really changes anything substantially, it doesn't improve your life, you know that you held and hold the truths about these matters but repeating the arguments and shit talking and talking about for the sake of proving something to yourself simply became obsolete and useless. You need to replace these things, which in the mean time you have positively answered and proved to yourself and which don't need more elaboration and time waste, with new, useful things that improve your life instead of lamenting and be in self pity.



 No.277007[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The purpose of this thread is to counter the general tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads. This thread will therefore feature practical advice about reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care.
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open the windows to your wiz-cave and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.295880

>>295856
do you have a source for this?

 No.295902

>>295889
Jewtube bans videos about these topics you retarded shill.

 No.296215

Gluten elimination is the key to a healthy mind.

 No.296219

>>296215
Are there noticeable benefits to reducing gluten consumption, or does it have to be complete elimination?

 No.296225

>>296219
Complete elimination is probably best. I would suggest trying to go 2-3 weeks without any exposure to wheat. You may feel like a totally different person at the end. There are reports of things like depression and schizophrenia resolving on a strict gluten-free diet.


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 No.295458[Reply]

I mean, what can you really say?
Why not? Why not stop the fucking charade if you're really ready? Because some cunt on the internet types to you "it gets bedder bro!" But what if it doesn't.
It may not get better. It may only get worse. You may only grow in your perception of life's falsity, it's vanity, it's total fucking bushtit. And really, who cares? Every life, every person is a small fry. One fucker offing himself does nothing to the global balance, it only improves his being and eases his burden of bearing of the cross of life's woes.
So why not? Why not end it?
I don't because my life is easy enough and replete with enough worthless time wasters to keep myself interested a little bit longer. But what happens if and when those run out? What happens when the well of whiskey and other distractions fails me?
A rope, a running car in the garage, a 357. to the skull, whatever. Just make it quick and easy to clean up.
Any what's the loss anyways? Nothing, there was nothing to begin with.
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 No.296205

>>296203
cutting yourself without severing a major artery is like wanking without cumming

 No.296211

>>296204
why would murder be a good idea?

 No.296214

>>296203
Just die normal way through a rope, its not hard.

 No.296221

I'm in Europe so i hope Putin nukes us. Please Putin do it, let me die in blazing inferno. Annihilate me, kill me. Let my atoms spread out to the end of time. I just don't wanna wageslave anymore, kill everyone, kill em all.

 No.296222

>>296221
whats putin's goal anyway?



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 No.296021[Reply]

s Earth a cosmic concentration camp? How can it NOT be one, if you think about it:
>you're here against your will, any human can die at any time randomly
>forced labor (if you don't (((work))) you starve to death
>many people work, yet starve to death anyways
>forced to wear clothes (clothing in general, can't go naked)
>forced (((body grooming))) : can't get jobs, may get kicked out of places etc, if you don't wash\shower ,bathe\ clean\ change "pungent or ripe" clothes etc. FORCING a human to apply a liquid (soap, shampoo, water) against his\her will is mildly rape. What's the difference between FORCING you to use soap and ejaculating forcefully on a succubus's hair?
>you get to watch everyone around you die day by day
>FORCED haircuts. no one has any additional duty towards anything, yet succubus -fellow humans- are forced to shave body and facial hair. that's unfair towards succubi who didn't consensually agree to it, or agreed to having-to-have (((grooming))) tools available
>you can only survive bribing guards ie; (((paying money))) for "utilities" \shelter\food \life saving medicine or surgery, etc
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 No.296190

>>296106
Agree with this, also the reason for wars, as most wars are fought for status acquisition/to bribe succubi by giving them resources. Men who join the army are typically high-school dropouts or otherwise low on the totem pole and see it as an easy avenue for gaining status therefore attracting a mate, having no issue killing other men along the way. succubi reward this behaviour; see Hitler getting all the ladies when and only when he became a genocidal dictator. Andrew Tate, that grifter cretin, made his fortune catfishing men online through a dating agency. He had no problem abusing men to make his riches so he could surround himself with succubi, and continues to abuse men by telling them to work themselves to the bone to get a crumb of pussy. And men think this guy is on their side, lol. This is why concepts like "toxic masculinity" are misandrist, gaslighting trash, because it's succubi who enforce these traits. Men just do whatever succubi want, and succubi want men who abide by strict gender roles; the workhorse, the provider, the stoic, the bully, etc. This isn't to absolve men of any agency, they're just as much to blame for conforming to these roles as succubi are for demanding them - but society *only* blames men. In reality, if men rule the world, succubi rule men.

If you don't conform, you get deselected and beaten down - society treats you like shit, ridiculing your hobbies, other men want you back on the plantation, grinding with the rest of them. It's hard to overstate how damaging all this is, it's so drilled into you from such a young age it's a really difficult mindset to shift. And everywhere you look online there's another grifter calling you a "manchild". The problem is of course, unless you're rich enough to not have to work, you will be *forced* into this hyper-competitive status chasing when you have to get a job, and you'll be sitting at the bottom, with no connections or social circles (because these also depend on status).

I don't think the solution is to withdraw from society either, because as much as I hate to admit it, unless you have a genetic predisposition to enjoy severe social isolation, you'll need some level of human contact beyond a screen. As a loner, you'll also need something to do, or a skill, to give you self-esteem and muh feel good chemicals. Whether that's drawing or coding or whatever. Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.296208

>>296021
it's actually meant to be the perfect environment with a perfect system, it's people that fucked it up and made it into a prison planet. people could do what they are supposed to, they choose not to

 No.296210

>>296208
earth is a hostile environment

 No.296212

>>296208
>it's actually meant to be the perfect environment with a perfect system
I don't know where you got that from

 No.296220

>>296021
I never thought of likening the application of soap to sexual assault, but to be honest it fits. How can a man be free when every day he has to wash away the sins of the flesh? Adam and Eve were pure, and so they likely never perspired, but nonetheless the concept of a bath probably didn't exist in antiquity.

And on the subject of long hair, it is interesting that practically no one in the Old World had crew cuts or shaved heads. A short hairstyle for a Medieval male peasant today would be the equivalent of letting your locks grow out for about half a year; unthinkable to many. I recently saw my cousin chop off all his hair and his entire demeanor changed, like a part of his soul left.

You're spot on about the utilities thing, as well. People never question how odd it is that politicians discuss taxes, lobbies, military spending… But never talk about the monopoly water/sewer/energy companies have on us. I never believed in the whole "essential service" thing. I actually think that the companies behind gas and electricity aren't even real entities, they might as well be machines ran by an invisible third party, very little real human oversight. But that's probably going off the rails…



 No.290289[Reply]

Serious question for any wizcels:

Do you ever wonder how you got here…as in, how or why you "woke up" when you did, where you did, to the people (parents) that you did? It's impossible to make sense of. Just on one fucking terrible day, we took up consciousness, literally out of nowhere we are in bodies and tasked with learning the mechanics of entire material world. What caused us to be born when we were, to whom we were? I don't accept that it was random, or mere bare biology..I feel within myself that this life is a targeted punishment and that were I smarter I would have avoided being born entirely. What piece of shit god thinks he/it has the right to do this to us? We are born, thereafter we spend a few years simply making basic sense of things, go off to school, probably suffer a lot, continue to grow up, endure more sadness, and now through all of it we just continue to get older and weaker and sadder. This life is a crime against our souls and whatever caused us to come here HAS TO PAY. Really the only thing I fear is being forced to come back to this shitheap of a world to suffer again…and I do worry about this precisely because I don't know how I got here in the first place. I feel deeply sorry for all the new souls born to this world…there is just so much to learn, but even more there is just so much to suffer through…and I cannot understand what kind of god would force this sort of existence on tender helpless beings? The demiurge must be overcome.
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 No.295745

“101 ἡ ἰσχὺς τοῦ σώματός σου μὴ γινέσθω τῆς ψυχῆς ἀσθένεια”

Let not the strength of the body be made the weakness of the soul.

“57 λόγῳ ἡγεμόνι ἐν παντὶ χρώμενος οὐχ ἁμαρτήσεις.”

Having used reason as a general (hegemon) thou shalt not sin.

Ὅτι, ἦ δ' ὅς, τὸ τὰ ὀφειλόμενα ἑκάστωι ἀποδιδόναι δίκαιόν ἐστι· τοῦτο λέγων δοκεῖ ἔμοιγε καλῶς λέγειν.” -plato

That, he said, the giving back to each of owed things is just. Saying this he seemeth to me to speak well.

I wonder if plato made it out?? Maybe he did. If the giving back of what is owed to each is just, we wizards will be remunerated with fullest rest.

 No.295746

>>295745
I don't think the point is that sufferers will be rewarded. I think the point is that you should return the effort and good that you experience. Look around you - even if you find yourself in a turd world, that's still better than living in the wilderness, exposed to the elements and predators. All the best places to live in the world also had their moments of being a medieval shithole, and their current state is all thanks to humans and their will. Don't you think it's only right to join that cause - building a better world?

 No.295752

>>290607
this is what i've come to believe as well. also, that consciousness is not something of which there can be a multiplicity, but is that in which all multiplicity is, or alternatively, is multiplicity itself, i.e., solipsism. so it would then make sense to think that it takes turns experiencing the life of every being.

since these insights and knowledge into consciousness lead to nothing good and only heighten the horror of existence, the less enlightened one is, the better, "he who increases knowledge, increases suffering", etc.

 No.295754

>>290607
I agree with your thoughts. Though struggle is not the word i'd use. It is the opposite actually. Even you mention it by 'not talking to apparitions and staying in the dark'. To become void, you need to let go of everything. You need to become a void so to speak, formless. As long as you struggle, resist, it just won't end.

 No.296218

>>295141
it's brainwashing.



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 No.295857[Reply]

Basically I've suffered from a neurological condition since forever, now I'm pretty screwed up and don't really work or socialize.

On top of that I was such a heavy drinker for so long I have a serious heart condition and I genuinely wonder how long I will live.

On top of that, of course like many neurological conditions mine is degenerative, meaning I wonder how long I have left in the land of the living so to speak and I'm already so fucked up by it.

I'm losing the will to live because I can already see my future and it's not good. What the hell am I supposed to do? I talk to people on discord and even voice chat and it's kinda fun but I don't see what's left out in the world for me.

Whatever your issues might be it can't be that extreme, I really wish I wasn't in this position, I think constantly about death and what may or may not come afterwards. The thought that my existence was merely some kind of biological glitch and there's no afterlife awaiting me consumes me, it gets pretty freaky.
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 No.295860

I wish euthanasia was easily accessible

 No.295861

>>295860
I wish too fellow wiz

 No.295879

I might be able to help you with your condition. I'm quite knowledgeable on neurobiology at this point

 No.296035

>>295879
you think so? how

 No.296207

>>295857
whatever race you are, try to get to a place where you're supposed to be. like if you are white, go to a cold northern place. get in the nature there. just get outside all day even if you have shit all to do. also eat a shit ton of food and eat well. see if that doesn't fix a lot of your health issues



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 No.294941[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
Previous: >>291261
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 No.296198

>>296197
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/wisdom-teeth/expert-answers/wisdom-teeth-removal/faq-20058558
may cause problems but I've read it is not necessary if you have no dental problems of your wizdom teeth

 No.296199

>>296196
It would be nice but that costs money I don't have also not every dentist does it. Thank god it is doesn't hurt at the moment. Just gives a tight feeling on the right side of the lower jaw

 No.296200

ive had a major family emergency in the last few days

anyone else feeling depressed cuz their immediate family sucks balls?

 No.296202

>>296200
Everyday


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 No.295950[Reply]

/!\ this thread is for low IQ wizards /!\
>(80-95 IQ)
feels bad being a low IQ. everyone mocks you and you say absurdities.
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 No.296156

>>296148
Trust me with all your heart/mind/soul/spirit/strength, and you will walk with me. Everyone has a job, but when you work for me I take care of you.

 No.296163

>>296156

o look,

coo coo thinks he s Jesus

 No.296165

>>296163
Thanks, the Holy Spirit does coo. Retard.

 No.296167

>>296165

im seriously about to flag your post,

its a discussion about bein low iq,

mentally ill role plays are down the hall

and

coo coo

 No.296189

>>296167
I'm sorry brother, I got ahead of myself.



 No.296173[Reply]

How do you deal with chronic illness? I have stomach and intestinal problems that ruin every day of my life, doctors don't know what I have I take some pills for the stomach but they don't do much.

 No.296174

>>296173
im killing myself, simple enough
i also have stomach problems, its ruined all the way from my teeth to my asshole. I also weigh 48kg and im 176cm, doc said i wont live long, i am glad for that.

 No.296175

>>296173
>>296174
do you fart a lot? because I do

 No.296177

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>>296173
>>296175
I do and it's a big reason why I'm a shut-in.

The worst is having physical health problems with depression and poverty. I could have tried an elimination diet to find if a certain food causes me problems and eat healthy but I just got no energy to cook every day and I don't have that "fighters spirit" normies with health problems do.

 No.296179

>>296177
>The worst is having physical health problems with depression and poverty
same as you. poor people like us can't win the lottery of life

 No.296183

>>296173
>I have stomach and intestinal problems that ruin every day of my life, doctors don't know what I have I take some pills for the stomach but they don't do much
Psychosomatic. Try to relax and enjoy the NEET life, because the alternative is worse and you would get constant diarrhea.



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