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 No.286861[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Suicide general, - Discuss everything suicide related here.
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I feel my life once again has a purpose when im getting near to the end. I have the drive to take care do the necessary. I found the light at the end of the tunnel in a perveted sort of way some would say. Happy?


feeling dirt on your feet and looking at a bug on a leaf is a worthwhile thing


not the temple, not under the jaw either. Both methods will blow your face off and leave your brain intact.


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God that movie sucked so hard.
Why even bother with the tarp?
My only hope is that Marx, who was right about everything else, is accurate in his diagnosis that society will eventually collapse and be replaced with the Dictatorship of the Proletariat. After that, society might be worth living in, especially when higher phase Communism is reached, and hopefully all reactionaries and Dengists (No difference) are launched into the sun.
The grain dole was incredibly successful. It was one of the most effective anti-poverty initiatives prior to the enlightenment. Also, qualification for the grain dole was not universal, although many aristocrats gamed the system.
LMFAO at the retards in the picture
You mean like the Cuck Pit?


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You always make threads of "I will never be pretty enough", "I will never have a job because I am ugly", "I am horrible :(". Everything related to physical appearance, and complexes. The truth is already unpleasant, and pathetic that men , and especially chaste men, give importance to something as trivial as appearance.
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>t. doesn't know what stout even means
>screams crab at everything
>projects and accuses real wizards of acting like a succubi
>he creates a strawman where I am so frustrated and alienated guy because of my looks
You are mentally ill, retarded, or just a troll.

Looks matter. Common sense tells you that. The science backs this up with plenty of data and facts.

This is a site for wizards and they can complain about whatever they want, it doesn't make them less "manly"

You are dishonest and miserable.


Someone said I had a succubi personality until they seen my face almost killed myself that day


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Men have always been evil. We have stolen everything from succubi. We created a world where they get raped, murdered and enslaved. We invented a society to perpetuate it. Read Friedrich Engels "Origin of the Family". As per Marxist theory, prior to the advent of agricultural society, gender roles were mostly absent. This is why many pre-agricultural societies such as the Iroquois Confederacy or the Amazonians were matriarchal. However, after agriculture took hold, men gained power on account of having superior (On average) upper body strength, and we were therefore more able to control the main source of power in this new society. The moment we gained power, we solidified it. We invented concepts like "Masculinity" and "Femininity" in order to keep succubi subjugated. We literally just made up a lie that they're naturally mentally inferior. This has gone on forever now, and men have benefited from it while succubi have suffered as a result.


>Men have always been evil.
>We have stolen everything from succubi
yep, kill yourself.


I only understood that taxation is theft. Marxism be crushed

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>mom told me to get a hair cut because I'll look better
>Got it anyway to have an I told you so moment
>Hair cut finished
>She sees me
>She resisted the urge to laugh



mogs me


Send mom


Send mom


Send mom


stop spamming faggot

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I used to cut myself but my parents forced me to stop.

Now I make maps to keep myself from committing suicide.

What do you guys do
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I wish I could just fucking kill myself. I really just want to die and rid the world of the burden that is myself. I'm too much of a coward to do it, though.


I'd say it's you who should slit your throat to do everyone a favor. At least you can explain these e-succubi that they are unhappy because they act as something they're not supposed to be. But you are almost hopeless. It takes a prodigy to penetrate your thick head. Maybe you're immune to reason at all, but let's not get pessimistic.

That guy isn't all wrong though, he's aggressive cunt, but it's a fact that you must stop bewailing yourself. You must stop doing that internally, and you don't need anything from outside to establish that. If you were born, then you're needed here for some reason. You have fuck all to do, so channel all your efforts to not bewailing yourself. Unconditionally. Because in truth nobody cares. Ya think ya a burden? Man I don't give a fuck, he doesn't give a fuck, nobody gives a fuck. You just bitch yourself like a dumped succubus all the while nobody gives a fuck. If you stop bitching only one thing changes, namely you become happier. The rest won't be giving a fuck any more than they ever did.


However, don't take me too seriously if you're mentally ill or whatever. I sometimes have some weird experiences popping up randomly and they're not exactly manageable though reason. Mental illness is something that takes more than free will to fix or whatever.



Self-destroying cutfag freaks such as OP are usually the victim of and are themselves ingrained in to some internet death cult run by subhumans who get off sexually to seeing guys and succubi slice themselves up. For OP to admit such a thing in a way that doesn't even suggest he had quit on his own volition, is for him to propagate such impulsive, destructive behavior on to the impressionable young men who frequent these places. It's his duty as someone who suffered by his own hand to warn others of the dangers, but he did not. So now it's my duty as someone who doesn't want to see children and adults mutilating themselves to encourage faggots like OP to make the final cut before they have a chance to indoctrinate another poor soul in to their freak fetish lifestyle.


Admirable aspiration, but if you approach it through aggression the impressionable young men will get offended, get deeper in their mental pain, which makes them vulnerable, and ultimately end up cutting themselves, just what OP wants. To help them, we'd need to point out that by cutting they make themselves worse than primitive animals, who have the nobility to kill themselves genuinely and not make a display, lol. I'm rambling for sure, but you don't take them by aggression. They gotta understand that by cutting they gain nothing but self-destruction and are headed nowhere. As for OP, why do you think he's one of those psychos? Also I've seen people cut themselves and not understand why, or at least so they claim. No idea what's going on in their mind. I'd gladly cut myself if that promised to solve any of my problems but as it is I'm bad enough with my inability to focus. Direct focus fatigue, as one wiz shilled here, haha. Maybe he was right though, I could really be that.

 No.291261[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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The moment I come home after a week away to hear politics ranting within 5 minutes. Forgetting stuff exists is a pleasure.


today's the day when emptiness strikes with its full force. this is batshit crazy goddamn it. ironically it might be because i had to actually go out today and you know life thriving and all this fucking shit

i remember a meme that explained why hikkis hate every season and it perfectly makes sense. autumn and winter resonate with emptiness while spring and summer just plain mock it.

that's when you feel it's truly you against the world


Did you notice how if you spend morning browsing boards your brain ends up setting itself up for browsing them for the rest of the day? It seems sleeping with your phone is a bad idea really


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This country is responsible for my unhappiness.


Morning. First 20 minutes in after waking up. I ALREADY fucking feel tired, overwhelmed and spent. What the fuck. I have not even started looking into all the shit this broken world forces on me today and I already want to kill myself. This is some new level of tired. It's just the fact that I need to do something that drives me crazy. I feel like a machine with very limited computation time that is forces to drive an AI hashing pictures into multidimensional text descriptions. This is new level of unbearable. There is nothing that presses me in particular, it's just some vague feeling with no particular origin and it drives me crazy. Reminds of a video about psychotic anxiety. I'd say it's some kind of shit of the same kind. Just a feeling that pops up out of nowhere and proceeds to torture you throughout the day for no fucking reason. Let's see if I can win.

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Summarize how you ended up here and what you think your future looks like. I'm asking because the derealization and overall depression is creeping up again.
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happiness means different things to different people
if ur getting attacked by wizzies, i can only assume your version of happiness is of the normalfag nature
i.e. lots of friends, pussy, social status and money
while a more wizardly happiness would be having freedom from all that :DDD


i always push forward the ideas of abstracting yourself from society and acquiring happiness through cultivation of magic. but maybe it's just too hard to get rid of money and status and other friends when they live rent free in one's head :DDD


stay strong brother. you are a good person who deserves none of this.


Even if they do not see us as crabs, many normies out there will still insist on us being so out of pure outrage. Just have a look at r/justneckbeardthings to see how they all seething by inner issues they do not dare to be honest about

Let rumours spread, as long we keep ourselves giving proper replies against failed normies here, their presence should not be feared…

yet even so, the importance you give to your image is always something that can eb used against you


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>grew up socially inept
>Had a phase where I praised Nazism >ended up joining discords
>Introduced me to /pol/
>Lurked there for a bit on 4chan
>Realized females popularized the movement so I left
>Basically they join groups then we orbit them
>We orbit them and we fight and die for them
>A pointless concept for a vagina
>Redpill movement became popular and they surrounded their whole ideology getting vagina
>Left all that shit behind
>Became cynical with the nature of females
>All political ideas are warped around defending the honor of vagina havers
>Became apolitical after
>Isolated myself socially from online groups
>Felt most of my teenage years were based on arguing online
>Found the idea of an image board was kind of cool at lot of richness than you would find on social media
>All of them were fucking dead
>One except for wizchan
>Still have cynical view of female nature, and a place to vent
>Decided to join it even though it's slow
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>Be my father
>5'11 Chad but he goes bald at an early age
>Reject the blonde chick who wants to marry him
>Realize that no succubus loves him anymore
>Marry a second cousin
>fast forward to today
>Be me
>5'6, inbred and in the early stages of balding

Should I kill my father?


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>Should I kill my father?
Of course. Before that though, I think you should go back to /r9k/, Crabs.is, or lookism.net


If you inherited the good genes you would not have discovered this wonderful place, are you thankful?


I am thankful to have discovered this wonderful place, but balding at 20 still sucks.



Cheap surgery? no thanks.

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Those in the older, successful and beloved part of the family seems to demand respect from those "beneath" them.
Yet they feel no need to respect anyone and blatantly disrespect and violate boundaries.
However, if you dare to return this behavior in kind, they will act like you are the one in the wrong.

Your sibling keeps pranking and annoy you, tell them you had enough, everyone just dismiss you telling you to learn to take a joke. Eventually when you snap and beat your sibling. Your parents will lecture you how this is not an acceptable response to someone merely pranking you, completely dismissing that this response was provoked. Then force you to apologize to the one provoking you!

Your parents berate you for failing the first year of uni, they even suggest that maybe you just too dumb and should dropout. You retort with that you don't care about the opinions of some high school dropouts and they can shove their opinions up their asses. You get told you have a horrible attitude, if you keep this up no one will bother to criticize and steer you in the right direction in the future.

I don't care what they think, if they won't respect me, I won't respect them. Who needs their dumb advice anyway? I can figure things out on my own. If they can berate and call you names, you can do the same thing to them.
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Very likely that you ended up that way as a result of their influence


Your family berates you and you unload on the wizards with sages


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You need to change player


Don't blame the player. Blame the game.


Looks like added-noise artifacting from "upscaling" on modern TVs, but I'm not sure how that would wind up represented in a screenshot off a PC media player.

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 No.289727[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

getting angry, getting frustrated edition

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>Become fabulously wealthy
Eh you make it sound easy. Would you consider something winning if there's no losing side?


>$45k not enough
Brother, I earn £12k part time in a miserable position.


Have any of you escaped low-level wageslavery into a decent-paying wageslave job?


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Yes, the key is to specialize in a certain skill in a particular industry. I work in nonprofit data operations. Sounds wanky but it's niche. Find a niche that only a few people have experience in and you'll be needed. Stop dreaming and take whatever job experience life has given you to work with to shape a "career."


What the fuck am I supposed to do man? I've had 6 job interviews and applied to over 1000 jobs in the past 6 months and I'm still unemployed. Every job I apply to has 100+ other applicants and I'm mostly applying to dead end warehousing/factory jobs. I'm sick of immigrants coming in and replacing the working class.

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I'm genuinely asking to understand the mindset of a person who solely seek death
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I love death but I hate dying, non-existence is comforting


There is two parts.
One looks at death with no sense of loss, no sense of fear.
One looks at life, and feels nothing that is positive, nothing substantive beyond a general bad taste in the mouth, it’s a mass of that which lacks value and not enduring it is much better.
There is no rage, no anger, if you lose the desire to live and lose anything negative in death, there is no need for revenge and rage. Death just becomes the clear option.


If one is to take their own life because their inner turmoil and circumstances are so bad, other people usually aren't the first thing on their mind. And what if there is nobody to blame but yourself if there's any blame to be given. If someone would embark on a suicide mission it means they aren't totally dead inside or have such heavy issues burdening them.


Most people who commit suicide are people who feel like they're in a bad situation in life and they have no way out of it. That feeling of being "trapped" is one of the worst feeling a human being can experience, some people can't handle it and end up killing themselves out of desperation.


Do you not also feel rage?
Thank you all. Different paths good luck
A last spark, a spirit of cain, revenge. perhaps not totally dead inside

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