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 No.304279[Reply]

There's no meaning of existing when you can't be what you want. I wish I could live in a world where I am the main and where people would respect me or care about me. If I don't live in this world, I should die.
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 No.305550

>>304292
>I want to be a natural blonde and blue-eyed person with paler skin, from a Germanic tribe, and mainly from a 1st world country.

for what purpose?

 No.307992

>>304281
with such english you dont have to bother learning anything in the first place , go watch shoujo anime.

 No.307993

>>305550
To not feel like you're a net negative on the Earth

 No.308001

>>307993
>feel like you're a net negative
There are plenty net negatives in this world that dont dwell on this. You having a "proper" life wouldnt balance this out.

 No.308002

For any action to occur, the discomfort of doing nothing needs to outweigh the discomfort of moving, and the good news for you is that any retard these days can devise a plan of action if they have a clear objective in mind.


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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.307677

>>307624
they wake up call was a while ago I installed NoScript as a means of making my web browsing more secure when I heard all of the remote executables you could launch with JavaScript. Now every fucking website is blank on a browser I run with NoScript. You gotta bend over and let your privacy be fucked just to watch silly videos. Now its getting worse where not only does everyone want you to make an account using a gmail, but they want your fucking phone number. Pretty soon they are gonna demand your credit card number and enable an autopay function by default just to have an account.

 No.307678

>>307677
>emote executables you could launch with JavaScript
You need to have those executables on your system, the script on the browser needs to know their exact path, and all modern browsers ask you to confirm before a script on the page can communicate with something on your system. If those executables communicate with the internet they need to have Windows give them a firewall entry which is asked upon the first time they're launched.
>You gotta bend over and let your privacy be fucked
How dare them allow you to use their website for free. The nerve of them to do so and require basic information about your browser required to give you a webpage that works. The absolute freaks they must be to not offer streaming HD content while accommodating some dork who purposely chips away at his browser functionality out of his misguided phobia about being datamined or something. You paranoid privacy shizos are the ones killing the internet.

 No.307679

>>307678
so lowbrow lol. time to reboot, you've got a windows 11 update is pending

 No.307990

I hate how everything's hobby-related online has become a dick measuring contest. People can't seem to have genuine interest in things without making it about views, clicks, or money.

 No.307999

>>307990
hard to have genuine interest in anything when you can have zero reward in either short or long term


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 No.303398[Reply]

The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things.
I have read about meditation, magic, ceremonial magic, chaotic and postmodern magic, anxiety therapies, and relaxation techniques. This thread is not a cure for all problems. I don't want to turn this into a blogspot, so feel free to ask whatever you want.
>Also
Remember that you can also search for the techniques I mention on the internet, on YouTube, or on WikiHow, where you can find help on how to perform these techniques and more tips.
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 No.307344

>>307343
sometimes i wonder about the power of it- is it from the retention itself (like chi or life force) or is it more of the act of discipline, like training yourself to hold your breath, you become more efficient at using oxygen in your body, you train past the pain (with sex the 'pain' would be that 'itch' drive force that produces urges etc)

Curious how practicitoners here utilize the practice. Do you have any conscious practice around it?

Doing some self-examination here… obviously i'm giving myself signs to quit and give myself a break at the very least to reset my libido… my spirituality has been really out of touch for months

 No.307362

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>>307344
I don't believe in chi or vitalistic ideas and all that stuff because I experiment with what I believe maybe and it seems to be hypnosis, beliefs, and mild altered states of consciousness.
Kinda materialistic approach if you see it like that way.
Maybe nofap, abstinence, and holding back make you more susceptible to suggestions/hypnosis.
Or maybe it opens you up to some kind of magic, I don't know, I have no idea.
Maybe it change something in your head, neurochemicals, i dont know, or maybe its just for discipline or sex control.
>Also
Right now I'm trying the 50-day challenge just to see what it's like. I did it last year, but I never actually had orgasms I just fapped without it. Basically, I was just “gooning” (I think Genesis P-Orridge recommended this method in one of his books or something lol), although there are several authors who replace the no fap no sex with something else that's just as bizarre in its own right related to sexual activity.
I dont know Wizard.

 No.307363

>>307362
that sounds like the eroto-comatose lucidity technique
how long were your sessions and did you reach an altered state of consciousness with them?

 No.307364

>>307363
>that sounds like the eroto-comatose lucidity technique
No, the gooning tech like p o-rridge maybe suggested is just fap without orgasm climax for 50 days or more.
The eroto-comosatose was more into total stimuly of all the senses, never tried it. But i remember reading somewhere that use abstinense to enchance pleasure sense.
>how long were your sessions and did you reach an altered state of consciousness with them?
I know its not the topic of the answer but sometimes i got a lot of focus and visualization just by focusing and feign having sex in my head in my bed. It even enchanced orgasm feeling so maybe the thing of visualization and acting was into it.
In a way is like playing before sex for succubus maybe. The focus exchance the orgasm and pleasure maybe.
In the Tibet the buddhist do something similar but with deities and visual power.

 No.307989

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>>307364
Guys, i was reading, i asked a AI about Semen-retention around 50 days (not Nofap, just semen-retention but same) around neurochemicals and brain etc and the AI cited me interesting articles that i lost now but look like nofap in a way enchance suggestionability based in a production of a neurochemical in head (ignoring the other good effects of taking a good healthy routine in 50 days) in the 50 days
>in 7 days get the peak testoterone (i tested this and i can confirm its true for my experience)

>after 7 maybe, the testoterone to the in a way middle or like Regression toward the mean

>after 14 or 17 days supposed get a light change in brain

>but after 50 days something change in a way reset and some neurochemical improves suggestibility

So… ignoring the Gooning Magical technique or the nofap technique for more pleasure later or even placebos and beliefs/bias, maybe the old pagan Greek philosopher, Chinese taoist/daoist, Roman philosophers, Vitalist, Victorian mages like Papus (this guys say this is the first thing to magic but 40 or 48 days i dont remember), Aleister Crowley and maybe Golden Dawn around abstinence, and Robert Anton Wilson around the secret of sex magic of 50 days in sexual abstinence and other modern ceremonial magicians etc maybe that's the secret
>what?
improves suggestibility based in reset of the brain and production of a neurochemical that improves suggestibility to self-hypnosis or rituals, like RAW book around sexual imprinting we are making a new opportunity to imprint one of the circuits? who knows? like a pavlov dog or a peak or trauma experience?
Maybe the AI have bias or i go full schizo but why no try? maybe its just a placebo but why not try?
>Also
Yeah, this is probably pseudoscience, but as I recall, the AI cited studies mentioned humans and the chemistry of sex, masturbation, and addictions, as well as animal experiments—which doesn’t exactly make it very credible but I still think there’s something odd about ceremonial magicians placing so much emphasis on 40, 48, or 50 days of sexual abstinence. anyone know same practice and days in chinese or oriental magesPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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 No.307945[Reply]

I thought that at 44 years old this stuff wouldn't get at me anymore but I was wrong.

All those cute couples rollerblading. Young mothers pushing strollers and smiling. People laughing in the park. People playing soccer in the field. Everyone is so happy, so content with their lot in life. They are so well-adjusted to this life.

People talking in upbeat tones. Groups of people socializing, laughing, smiling.

Everywhere I went today it was like this.
Its amazing how easy life is when you are neurotypical. It's like everything falls into place without much struggle and effort. You are always pre-programmed to get the most out of life without having to do anything special to make it happen.
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 No.307952

That's what you see OUTSIDE

Then there is plenty of people suffering in hospital and prison, terminal patients bedbound, suicidal schizos, animals eaten alive, you just don't get to see them

This is why I miss websites like liveleak because they show the true face of the world

 No.307956

>>307945
>Everyone is so happy, so content with their lot in life.

What i'm hearing is you're not happy with your lot in life.

Are you missing rollerblading or pushing a stroller, or are you missing something that it represents?

Cus something we have to remember is not comparing our happiness to others. We don't have to be well-adjusted to someone else's mold, and our happiness can be a different shape and size and still be enough.

 No.307959

>>307956

Its the capacity to be happy and content that I lack due to my fucked up brain.

It's not depression. Its schizo.

 No.307961

>>307945
This is just a small visible percentage of social reality that mainly consists of well thought out, intentionally demonstrated „personal well being and a competition of showing to others how great and awesome (your) life is“. This is not representative of truth, it is an aspect of one part of reality and it has some biological evolutionary functions and it is not a bad thing per se but it’s not necessary to live a good life. Have you grown up in a family? Have you witnessed neurotypicals being in a bad mood, angry, sad etc.? In my family there was so much dispute and troubles but I always was silent one, the person who witnessed all the problems but never took part in these interactions. But even in public sometimes you can witness the stress and dispute families and other gatherings go through, I'm glad to not be part of that. People in public normally make a good job of hiding all the suffering, the imperfections, the socially incompatible side of life. In fact you can find solace in the insight that you don’t have to pretend, don’t have to act as if everything is great, you don’t have waste an ounce of energy to participate in this showcase of socially acceptable behavior. Mind you, a sub-percentage of the displayed behavior actually is people being happy without having to pretend. But don’t think this is permanent or the usual case. Most normier suffer because they have been part of this percentage of social reality and only then know what it’s like missing that, the work you have to put in to keep it going, the fear of losing touch, the knowledge of how fragile and often times dishonest, artificial, superficial this whole thing is. We have none of those worries. So that’s nice.

 No.307976

>>307956
He would probably be happier being wizuncle but has no one
>>307961
Not really fair because most people here probably grew up in lower socio-economic strata where the people around them were low-functioning e.g. no emotional intelligence


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 No.307908[Reply]

It comes to my mind very often how evilness surrounds everything, from your own body being rotten and painful to the average politician being cruel and unhinged.
I can really assume we live in a hell realm, people are so used to suffering that atrocious and disgusting news such as murder or car accidents are deemed normal.
We're born without knowing why in a world we did not create and we must obey rules we did not decide, there is really no point in counsciousness when existence is like this unless it was conceived by evil forces for evil purposes.
So my conclusion is that we live inside a reality of pure evil, no chaotic, no orderly, just pure evil without any sense, like hitting your head until you die.
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 No.307911

Everything revolves around balance. Evil is just another useless concept that doesn't work without there being good. Maybe existence is just there because some bored Gods wanted to demonstrate each other what these formal concepts look like in full colour and how limited conscious beings behave when they are given the option between good and evil.

 No.307913

>>307910
And I' sure you define torture as minor inconvenience.

 No.307916

look into gnosticism. i'm increasingly convinced it's the truth.

 No.307917

>>307913
Here is a list of what I call torture that is commonly suffered on earth:

Hunger and thirst -> the most common form of torment in nature and the major cause of death among animals
Temperature -> from being burned alive to frozen to death I call this the seasonal torture
Violence -> millions of animals are slaughtered every day, among humans every 30 seconds a violent crime happens
Disease -> pain, suffocation, nausea, dizziness, itching, spasms, pressure, discomfort, cramps, paralysis, clots, dysfunction, infections, cancer, etc…
Psychological torment -> anxiety, depression, psychosis, existential dread, trauma, etc…
Fatigue and coercion -> being tired and exhausted, forced slavery, enduring prison or psychiatrization
Emotional trauma -> being scolded, abandoned, abused, bullied, etc…
Nature -> insects biting you, animals devouring you, losing your home from a disaster, storms, earthquake, eruptions
Threat from outer space -> asteroids, aliens, intergalactic events, etc…
Laws -> many laws may prevent you from getting relief such as a home for the homeless, or opioids for the suffering ones

 No.307920

>>307917
Drug addicts not being given free drugs is torture..? So I was right.


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 No.307395[Reply]

Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this)
>how its works?
Just imagine a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor in the morning yelling out him with insults while maybe hit the kid, this kid will have the day ruined maybe with bad humour and negative ideas (imagine this everyday, of the childhood) and it will feel like a total piece of shit, the other personal thing of this kid doesnt matter for now but get the outcome.
now compare this to a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor with a warm -good day, today is a good day!- in a soft loving tone voice while try to maybe hurry the kid a little or help the kid to wake up (or even try to wake up the kid with more time to not hurry you too much)

These two kids in the waking up (even adults) are incredible suggestionable, just imagine who of the two will have a more good outcome in the day, and even in the next day if the first phrases they listen when wake up and enter in the mind are like
-Wake up little piece of useless meat-shit asshole fuc…! hit and yell the kid*-
and
-Good morning, honey, kiss in the forehead while some family touch* its a warm day, wake up you need to go to prepare for school!-
You get it?

>Mind Hygiene
Try to no listen to sad music, sad pop music etc (lana del rey, billie eilish and etc)
Try to no listen to sad music before bed/before sleep/when wake up
Try to no listen to music that trigger rumiation or bad sad ideas, even before bed
Try to no listen sad music when you just wake up (you still can listen happy energy music)
Try to no rumiate before sleep or have bad sad ideas bacause maybe you can wake up with that idea in mind in the wake up and this maybe can ruin your next day
Try to no watch sad or deppresive things in media, or get straight out of the media and ignore it
Try to listen to happy energy music in some activies to make a constant trigger for you when you need it (the same sad trigger of music can be made with a happy trigger of energy happy music)
Try to NO have negative ideas or rumiation when you just wake up (next tip explain it why and how to use this in a positive way around hypnosis) and if you got into it, try to use a reality check technique later i mention
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 No.307623

>>307610
>maybe you just had a psychotic breakdown?
Nope, i still using self-suggestions and hypnosis everyday, even before sleep and when wake up next day and even when i start to study or watch my phone or do things.
i just wake up and i know that before open my eyes and start to moving or see a sun or artificial light i just start to repeat coue phrases and i get a mood shift in my head, later i wake up and do the typical routine while still say the coue phrases.
This mood stay in me for the entire day, no, it not heal anything bacause i can still feel angry or sad or wathever, but its like a reality check to know that not everything is bad and you can still feel good. when i listen to a sad or a thing that make me angry just do again a reality check and return to my focus.
Its kinda hard to explain, its like more a feeling than anything. i did meditation and its similar but Hypnosis is more about Focus on a thing and turning the narrative in your head, Meditation its more about feeling the place you're and focus on it.
Religious people sometimes do this without knouw it (take it as placebo, but history of hypnosis have origin in old religions, beliefs, mysticism and etc)
You will start to see or feel your ideas and sentiments in mind like useful or not useful things and you will stop to think yes, let feel bad bacause i need it or want it and your mind will star to think like hey, this idea, belief or sensations its bullshit in reality i dont give a shit about this its not useful for me now that's it.
Buddhist have some phrases that sound in a lot of ways like Hypnosis and mind hygiene, after some experiences maybe you will just start to realize how your mind work and gain some mind hygiene.
For me the experience was very good for my health.
This video explain in a way the experience.

 No.307660

>>307609
thank you for explaining

 No.307673

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>>307623
This Canada study have some training techniques, theories of how suggestion work and explanation of expectancy of why the autosuggestion work or suddenly stop to work for some people (related to expectancy lol)
>Also
Adam Eason book about clynical self-hypnosis have the techniques for hypnosis just in the first pages, the latter pages are tips or more techniques or how to use it.

 No.307871

>>307673
From
>Carleton Skills Training Program to improve hypnotizability
Read it, very Useful.

 No.307881

>>307871
This read around Hypnosis maybe can be interesting
https://www.cosmic-pancakes.com/blog/pheno-control


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.307862

>>307860
Stop it you're talking way too much sense

 No.307869

>>307860
nta but Christianity really did serve jewish interests during the late roman period and early middle ages, because a pagan Europe absolutely wouldn't have tolerated the same level of subversion.

Christianity has tolerance of jews baked into it because they're prophesized to be in every country at the end of times in Revelation. In fact, Rabbis used this explicit argument in interfaith dialogue discussions when negotiating as to whether jews should be able to settle in the realm.

I actually do argue that christianity was the jews first ever psyop. During the first three centuries jews stepped in and out of the christian community whenever it suited them, and most of the anti-christian laws we associate with the roman empire were actually anti-jewish laws. Pagans have their faith tied to their ethnic identity and wouldn't at all be moved by claims of universalism, Christianity weakened host populations and made them more susceptible to Jewish influence.

 No.307874

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>>307869
Paul of tarsus modified the Jewish practices in the bibble to appeal more to pagans.
Remember that Paul never was a apostle of jesus or ever met him, just illusion in desert. He was a radical jewish schizo around nationalist ideas and write more like a jew than a Apostle of jesus.
A lot of scholar today say in low whisper voice that all apostled died in a siege of israel and the one powerful christian group survived are the pagan-gentiles of Tarsus, they altered more the bible to pagan non-jewish appeal and add a ton of shit bizarre to jewish lore like
>Holy baby make no sense in jewish lore

>Holy mother or Virgin pregnant was just young succubus (ignore the original term of young succubus and put virgin)

>Posible implication around that jesus was a bastard seing how society treated him and made up holy baby history to hidden this, even his mother is not aware as adult in some texts even after when was born he was chosen one (amnesia?) The damn zoroastrian mages told she about this in the holy born, this happened or is made up later?

>Deification of man make no sense

>Deification of man in life (influence of hellenism) make no sense in jewish lore

>Father or abba is a common thing used in jewish at this time, even lord in way as master. OG Jesus never told he was like zeus son

>Hardcore influence of hellenism in christianity, from start to end, jesus was like a man coming from the world of ideas or some greek bullshit than a jewish appeal thing.

>Deification of man around fake history of virgin (the original term was young succubus not virgin) but they need it to influence pagans bacause primitive christianism maybe is too human and jewish to appeal to pagans, and later they add more trinity bullshit

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 No.307875

Non-existent. If there is a god he is mocking me.

 No.307878

>>307869
There is nothing in Christianity which says you have to serve interests of the Jews. The group of people called "Jews" in the New Testament where all slaughtered by the Romans as is well documented. Many peoples today as well in history have chosen this label for themselves.
I'm pretty sure the pagan invasions destroyed the Western Roman Empire, and the region took centuries to recover the same level of civilisation, putting civilisation in the Eastern Roman Empire.
I don't consider these kind of pro-Jewish arguments Rabbis use as part of the Christian faith, and I don't understand why you do.
"It was all a psyop" just ignores how hard the group called Jews in the New Testament fought and killed people to stop this religion from spreading.


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 No.307706[Reply]

Why do us humans have to be so alone? I feel that despite having options to live and exist and do things we still are so very dependent on this biological programming to seek connection. I don't know how to say this but I honestly, often hate myself for seeking it from other people — trying to make friends who would listen, or talk, or at least stay. I know people are very busy and have no time to stay to listen and understand other people's loneliness but I typically wonder if I could just have one person, not a therapist, just one genuinely good person who would not be judgemental (although they could be if they have any good advice) and would just listen to me like I matter; my situation is not something I am making up, this is me, suffering from being an outlier who has tried so hard to be a part of normal people but just couldn't. I really tried, but the performance was too much (although calling it a performance would be hypocritical). I could not do it, everyday I felt I was lying to myself, there was a small part of whatever honesty left was leaving me everyday, slowly but I could feel it. I did't know if I am living or lying. How long can I continue with this? Even when alone one, doing his work, to push through shouldn't there be a part within him that calls for an alignment with his honest self? I feel I lack that, it feels so pretentious to be existing. I don't wanna leave everything and just run away because I am not strong enough but I wonder if I could continue like this, and even if I could, calling that just a part of being human and a lot of other (fellow wizards) are going through the same, I don't know how long I could go on without completely going insane.
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 No.307830

>>307829
fact check: false

 No.307831

>>307830
> Stop giving a fk about them and start focusing on yourself and what you want in life.

What he said is true. Also if you actually live like that good things come automatic.

 No.307837

>>307829
>not care about what others think
ill just get my shit kicked in if its around the wrong person

 No.307838

>>307837
Are you so small and weak that you believe people will not only attack you, but also beat you every time? If someone gets violent, get violent back.

 No.307873

>>307831
not true. Having a valid social environment that helps you grow is just as important. source: look at the mirror.


 No.307848[Reply]

I’ve come here to bitch, wizards. I’m an apprentice barely, I suppose (22 years), but I will be a wizard (for multiple reasons and beliefs), so I like the site a lot. Anyways, I’m in despair and will be in utter and complete despair for two weeks.

My parents forced my NEET-ish ass into university because they mean well and don’t want me to die on the streets once they die but not only is university/studying not for me but I’m on med school of all things, I’ve already flunked more than one class since I started the career like 2-3 years ago, so shit isn’t going well, not only that due to a stupid retarded class I’m being forced to spend two, I mean TWO fucking weeks with normies to do sort of stupid social work in some shitty rural town that’s even more shitty than my already dog shit town (not rural), I can’t even go back home for a single day on the duration of that, I’m not sure if I’ll survive, thankfully due to my mental illness (Szpd) I’ll probably be able to detach and survive but it’s going to be horrible, I don’t even like sleeping, bathing etc on the house of my grandparents (probably the unique people whom I somewhat trust and feel “oka-ish” being around outside of my parents and older brother), I might not really feel stressed, despairing and such but I know it’s happening, I just can’t feel it due to being mentally ill, of course I can still get the somatic part anyways, so my stomach is a mess right now and I feel like shitting for 5 hours straight, my hands have trembles a bit too, it’s like I’m in purgatory or something, what the fuck did I do to deserve this ? I guess that’s what I get for being depressed and suicidal for years all the while still keeping up the lie that “I want to be a doctor” because I didn’t even think I would be alive to reach university or the career itself, nor did I have (or really have) goals or a job/career I wanted, it was easier to lie at the time and just kill myself eventually. Thankfully, I got better, and I’m even content with my life in general (which is the closest I can have to happiness, as I only get to feel emotionally happy here and there for a couple of minutes a few times per year), but now I’m stuck in this horrid situation. At moments like these, I kind of wish I could at least not be mentally ill, I would have found something I really wanted to do by now or would be able to push through this career even if it’s exclusively for the degree.

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 No.307864

>>307863
>normal everyday medication
No such thing.
>You, as a WIZARD, should have your peace of mind be so dominated by what NORMIES think of you that you take dope pills to make yourself less likely to appear weird in NORMIES' eyes
>Also these NORMIES are doped up too but still you should seriously take drugs to not appear goofy in their eyes

I don't think the users of this site are pubescent highschoolers who piss their Spiderman briefs at the thought of having to talk to someone. If a social situation causes an adrenaline release in anybody, he ought to just power through it until he learns through experience that there's nothing to be afraid of. Taking anti-nervous pills to get through harmless human interaction is no different than a toddler shyly hiding behind his mom's hot legs when other kids are around. Expensive pharmaceuticals aren't a substitute for growing up past the fetal stage. I didn't read OP's thread because he didn't post a cute TouHou succubus drawing to grab my attention, but I'm going to assume he's a grown adult. Additionally, adrenaline plays a crucial role in actually surviving when some nog starts opening fire in the bus you're riding. Cutting of your biological response to genuine danger is, well, dangerous. If I was a first responder tending to some dude dying of a gunshot wound and I discovered that he was willingly restricting his own adrenaline, I wouldn't administer adrenaline of my own to save his life. I'd pour isopropyl in the wounds too hahaha hope you like burning on the inside noob

 No.307865

>>307864
>If I was a first responder
You're a wizard, and most wizards should not be trusted with any position of responsibility especially not over life. Most wizards rightly or wrongly hate life, and you wouldn't go to someone who hates something as an authority on it.

 No.307866

>>307864
you would probably stutter trying read your own post out loud in public, and it’s understandable since most people on this site spent years isolating in their room and lost any meaningful ability to communicate, being able to speak to normies without wanting to run away or shoot them in the head is a very difficult skill that needs to be practiced everyday to not be atrophied, most wizards cannot afford to speak to someone every single day, the fight or flight response is an annoyance at best and sweating or having a shaky voice is not going to save you from being beheaded by a normie anyways, nobody is going to give you a medal for making things harder for yourself, just take drugs and use any advantage you have to survive the horror of being alive, human bodies are imperfect, just because it’s natural for your body to release adrenaline in everyday situations doesn’t mean you should put up with it, just take the easy path

 No.307867

>I didn't read OP's thread because he didn't post a cute TouHou succubus drawing to grab my attention
>I'd pour isopropyl in the wounds too hahaha hope you like burning on the inside noob
Bait post derailing my aimless ramblings, many such cases at this point, it's a matter of when rather than if.

 No.307868

>>307864
>just be a healthy adult
thanks bro


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 No.306545[Reply]

I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxieties and negative thought loops, as soon as i start touching myself all my anxiety and negative emotions start to dissolve as much as i hate and it hate how much i overdo it, i can't deny it makes getting through my days easier when i can just touch my self for many hours instead of just sitting there being miserable feeling hollow bored to tears and empty or anxious and overthinking at worse, my point here is that I believe the addiction for me is a mere sympotom, something I use to escape my negative feelings and the emptiness of my daily life, thanks for reading my blogpost
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 No.307627

>>307541
This lacks generated ai pornography. Being the producer and executive yourself is simply a million times better than watching anything real. Ever since I found g. I haven't been on any porn sites for over half a year and don't miss it a bit. And now after the first vivid phase is over it's even better as I use it only rarely and more controlled and it got me mostly away from more gross and explicit stuff. In this way I welcome the moderation because it keeps it vanilla (with some exceptions) which I prefer anyway but I can do whatever setting I want. This actually reduced my consumption overall and I can't imagine going back to prerecorded or preanimated stuff.

 No.307658

I am coming to believe there is a correlation between anxiety and ecstasy. You can get rid of one but you will lose the other through medication (principally Prozac). Maybe masturbation affects your ability to socialize, but you know what really affects your ability to socialize? Being fucking poor.

 No.307659

>>307608
I believe he says that comparing lolis to those degenerate fetishes is not fair. Which I tend to agree with, even though I don't care much about lolis, they aren't the same as some sissyhypnogoonclowning or whatever.

 No.307853

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>>306545
Yeah i do It mostly out of boredom, but because I literally cannot find a better activity. I tried many hobbies during the course of my life and honestly they're all boring and feel like a chore. I would rather just sit and do nothing or sleep than having a hobby, but porn gives some ecstasy and dopamine. I also play videogames occasionally but not as much as I used to when I was a teen.

Unironically thinking to start sleepmaxing, maybe learn to lucid dream too so it's actually fun.

 No.307854

>>306545
If I have something to do and am sleeping well I don't do it for months without even thinking about it. If i'm not sleeping and I can't focus on anything it's hours a day


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