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 No.292925[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I would like to be with a being with whom I can share everyday moments, to have a being to worry about, in which I can capture the most beautiful part of my being, to whom I can show my vulnerable parts, express my deepest emotions, and show them really who I am. But who am I really? Even in an anonymous forum, I would say he is a great guy, who went through some things, but who despite everything never gave up, someone who always wants the best for others, and who has an optimistic vision even in the most difficult moments. hard And although in a certain way the above is not a lie, the reality is that there is an uncivilized being inside me, someone so disgusting and unpleasant that I don't even like to admit that we are the same person, and hypocritically, whether consciously or unconsciously. , I pretend it doesn't exist. But this is an undeniable reality, and although it is something that can be hidden, it is something that I would never share with anyone, much less voluntarily. I prefer to be a hermit secluded from all social contact rather than show this part of my being. I'm not going to lie to you, life alone is not the best thing in the world, and it has some associated problems, but it is not something completely bad either, and it helps to value things, self-esteem, one's own thoughts, and leave aside vain issues. like social norms, or what someone outside of us may or may not think of us.
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 No.302843

>>302840
crysatl cafe is right around the corner.

 No.302851

>>302841
I grasp this on an intellectual level but I wish I could come to actually *feel* this level of revulsion towards sex. I hate even having the urge.

 No.302869

>>301830
good question

 No.302914

What has this chan come to?

 No.302927

>>302914
Could it be possible?! This old saint in the forest has not yet heard of it, that Wizchan is dead!


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 No.301287[Reply]

>Last semester of uni
>Stuck on final assignments with no motivation
>Each day the deadline gets closer

I'm so close yet I can't get my act together
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 No.302898

>>301287
I take it your picked wrong profession to study

should have mastered how to twist nuts instead

context: labor shortage is a bitch
context 2: I failed MASSIVELY as a student, different unis - to no avail. Yet somehow I keep it together as a warehouse worker with a decent pay - and I don't deal with *that* kind of social experience.

 No.302906

>>302898
Higher education does not work for everybody. You can try to force yourself through it by any means necessary but some are simply better suited to being told what to do, having and external schedule and so on. It's not a character failure. It's just how some are wired.

 No.302907

AI will replace midwits anyway.

 No.302908

>>302907
Midwits would do bettr as warehouse workers, iks de de oh fug

 No.302911

>>302906
OK, NOW I think there's something "special" with me. Because both my parents have fancy diplomas yet I am stupid enough to handle a semester.



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 No.301851[Reply]

How do I block out the noise of the world?

Foam has helped me partially or mattresses against windows/ walls etc. depends on what sort of noise and where it’s coming from.

Are used to put mattresses and foam panels against street facing windows. I would say it blocks 25% or so

Mattress covering entire window frame is so obscene though. And don't want hyperacusis caused by using noise cancelling headphones or earplugs.
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 No.302080

>>302026
The key is not listening to anything, just having ANC on. It's so perfectly peaceful and quiet, and the earpieces are designed in a way that doesn't cause irritation or pressure whatsoever.

 No.302644

>>301884
Beyer dynamics DT770 Pro

 No.302789

>>302080
Cool. Guess I should buy noise-cancellinv earbuds too.

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For that what could do a better job than earplugs ? It literally blocks the sound from entering your ears. But you must buy quality ones picrel do the job for me if well used i barely hear my loud battery charging at night

 No.302828

>>302827
perplexityAI says you gotta rub your earplugs with peroxide once every week



 No.300972[Reply]

Is there any way to do the whole noose thing but ensure I don't end up just brain damaged alive or suffering too much from it? Trying to write a first person fictional story

I'm too stupid to figure out how to get pills and combo them
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 No.301097

don't do it

 No.301103

>>301067
DO I need my head blown wide open?
WILL I not suffer?

 No.301104

>>301103
good questions

 No.301105

>>301067
You shouldn't go to religion to find freedom from suffering. Blessed are those who mourn, after all.

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>>301021
This updated my journal



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 No.296812[Reply]

maybe all this is just a dream, a very long bad dream. this current era these people with no empathy for one another, this corrupt government and this polarization is just getting to me.

will it still come to me if i close myself off from the rest of the world wizards????
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>>298896
What's your favorite part? Mine is part 2 of revelation 18 23 in Greek especially. For by your great merchants (wrings hands) of the Earth that deceiveth the world by pharmakeia. Those with eyes that see and ears that can hear it is quite obvious what it all means, but npcs are blind to it

 No.302138

>>296956
All true

 No.302359

>>296930
>There is more good than bad in the material world
>imagine being this wrong

 No.302805

>>302359
Give us reasons to be positive!!! thank you!!

 No.302806

I've just gone with a "no jerks" policy in my life. They're in every group, even the ones that claim to be on the side of "good" or "right." As soon as it's obvious someone is a turd and not just having a bad day, I distance myself and find people with some joy in their lives.

I still trust a few good people over ideology or technology.



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 No.302082[Reply]

Can I die just by taking codein with promethazine and a bit of alcohol? How much of each would I need? I want a peaceful death, to cause as little commotion as possible.
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 No.302147

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>>302084
It's quite *gaiety-inducing* to know Lt. George Gay Jr. (picrel) is known for outrageous amount of will to live - he swam for a day somewhere near Midway.

 No.302149

>>302147
(he kinda cheated though, using a cushion from his plane's seat as a makesh1t stealth life raft)

 No.302153

>>302147
Original Gay term is happy or something.
So, maybe suicide can be happy sometimes.
Like Yisus on the crux.
but plis dont do it.

 No.302159

>>302149


>A CUSHION

a daki XD

 No.302802

Does anyone know where to get some sodium nitrite?
And do I need pure stuff?



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 No.300350[Reply]

Does anyone ever want to just scream and shout at the world? Whether its frustration for myself or others I find myself having no where to put it. What would you tell people if they would listen to you?
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 No.302788

>>302549
had this foe years


ironically, taking one of my supplements every day seem to work


context

5HTP pills/D3 vitamin pills/multivitamin pills

I also had Zn deficiency. Turns out a male can test himself for a lack of zinc (in a nsfw way)

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>>302548
Not a meme at all but greatly overhyped and done wrong, because so many of the people practicing it have serious anxiety problems so they mistake anxiousness for "lit".

>>302788
> Turns out a male can test himself for a lack of zinc (in a nsfw way)
Not the anon youre replying to but how so? Also what form of Zinc? I take Glycinate and Gluconate, and I've previously taken Monomethionine (OptiZinc) and L-Carnosine.

All Zinc forms help my mood (lower anxiety) and energy levels, but honestly I never noticed a major difference between those four. What I noticed does make a difference is taking them together with high dose D3. What makes even a bigger difference is taking the 3 main fat soluble vitamins, A D and K together. Just beef liver + d3 and mk4 pills because there are no natural foods that have equivalent levels.

 No.302795

>>302793
>Not the anon youre replying to but how so?

If your goo(n) stuff is mostly yellow rather than just slightly less yellower than white porcelain of your bath… then you know you're awfully lacking Zn in your dies.


At some point, when I *tried* taking Zn, my goo was partially white and partially yellow - probably a mix of fresh and old goo

 No.302798

>>302793
>Not the anon youre replying to but how so? Also what form of Zinc? I take Glycinate and Gluconate, and I've previously taken Monomethionine (OptiZinc) and L-Carnosine.

It was gluconate. I think.

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>>302793
So, I have both K2 vitamin pills and D3 vitamin pills. Then, I grab Zn also.
And then, I get some vitamin A also.


(also, B12 since my lent-oriented diet makes me, effectively, a half-vegan)


Hmmmm…
Thanks in advance. I'll try my best.



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 No.301446[Reply]

Living with my mom. My mom just zaps all the life-energy out of me.

Do ou know this feeling?
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 No.301740

>>301527
This analogy is very creative and fitting wiz. On most days I don't manage to begin making the house, which makes it extra tragic when it's knocked down after an hour or two.

 No.301750

>>301446
same settis

mine employs "fasting, Orthodoxy style" to starve me from the microelements found in dairy/fish/meat/poultryeggs/whatelse non-veeeeeeegan

 No.301751

>>301527
>>301527
same thing


can't have a proper session to study programming

 No.302163

>>301446
My parents have been some of the biggest nuisances in my life. It's the only thing driving me to stop being a NEET. Even if I have to be a wagie at least I'll finally be on my own, making mistakes on my own terms.

 No.302787

>>301750
>fasting

lent

Turns out its lent, not fasting



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 No.302778[Reply]

Is it just me…. it began from 2020 fo some weird reason :/
people around me put their hands too often on their crotch. very.. so confidntally… they get all hysterical when u ask them to wash their hands and wont listen 95prcnt of time. what else is how peoole hurry clash in to each other with their genitals too. This shit depresses me. I need to wash my products cuz of filthy cashiers.
When people bump into ur ass it all happens so suddenly. nothing is done to stop this - not even having kids.
Even in hospitals you cant run away from this, the stuff is equaly gross.

I.. i canot stop this horror.
dude.. what else I need to do!?

 No.302779

>dude.. what else I need to do!?
Go to an imageboard that speaks whatever language it is that you speak natively.

 No.302780

>>302778
wear masks, biohazarc stickers, other "biopank"-themed stuff.


Or pretend to be an allergic (allergy to mosquitoes?)



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 No.296811[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

2025 will be the layoff year edition. How we holding up?

previous >>289727
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 No.303441

Look for jobs bump

 No.303444

>>303440
>what's some wiz friendly jobs for a 3 years unemployed NEET
"Wiz friendly"? Any job that doesn't require you to have sex, really. Violation of a man's virginity is the only thing hostile to what makes a wizard. Of course, you've probably convinced yourself that being "wiz" means "I piss my pants whenever I have to talk to anyone who isn't my local Shawarma seller", in which case you're out of luck. You don't have a choice. If you haven't yet learned a trade that you can do by yourself, your only option is to work whatever the job agencies give you. Probably assembly line work.

You should have been hitting the gym and learning basic utilitarian skills these past 3 years. That would have set you on the right course to self-sustain with occasional solo contracting jobs.

 No.303583

I got a job. I got a small raise (2 USD). I have about 20k saved. I'm really scared for my future. At 26, I know I'm not old but I'm not young either. I'm so terrified of being stuck where I am and gaining no real knowledge. And I hate myself for hating it, my coworkers aren't that terrible they're just…old and stuck in their ways. I feel pretty miserable that I'm so miserable, like I'm ungrateful. I am.

 No.304100

I put $50k into crypto and lost 60%.
Guess I'm wageslaving forever..

 No.304101

>>302440
I'm seriously considering buying the 2 in 1 washer dryer machine so I don't have to move clothes from machine 1 to machine 2.


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