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 No.306970[Reply]

I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.309562

>>306971
>she has been very helpful
>she
Yikes

 No.309563

>>309554
What country? This is one of the issues raised by people covering the topic.
The number of disabled and just people being generally shit at their jobs is going up.
If they can't get anyone to care about people having their lives ruined, they might be able at least to get them to care that it is bad for economic reasons.

 No.309564

>>309563
Australia. Keep in mind ive been institutionalized pretty regularly. Sometime after covid the change happened. Its around 2025 it became very noticable. Theyve given up trying to wrangle the homeless too.

 No.309565

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>>306970
What about Hypnotherapy? There's that dude called Yapko or something and is popular at this field bacause he is against aggresive use of drugs, he even dont suggest use it (maybe in oddly specific cases to return to the middle in health mind but that's rare)
There's some CBT, Hypnosis and exposure therapy mashup people somewhere but i dont know how they work.

 No.309568

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>>309561
>When did middle aged housewives get hooked on them? Back in the late 90s and early 00s?
SSRIs were gently pushed to the publis as if they wee a dietary aid or boner pill. Someone could be "In the know" about them without ever having seen a doctor or read any reports on them. The symptoms SSRIs are said to cure are just the regular, temporary symptoms associated with menopause and having your kids leave the nest. These succubi were sold on the idea that their lethargy was chronic and that these pills would make them feel young again. They've always been the target buyerbase for SSRIs. The eruption of young people, especially men, taking SSRIs is a new phenomenon



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 No.309207[Reply]

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

erowid.org
psychonautwiki.org
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 No.309466

>>309465
This. Total richnog death. Now!

 No.309467

Alcohol has once again claimed me. I guess life just becomes too stale without it after a period of time. Maybe I should do acid again.

 No.309468

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>>309207
>psychonaut
You still can have trippy experiences without drugs.
All the things are in your nervous system.

 No.309542

I had to take opiates for pain relief and whoops looks like I'm addicted again :p

 No.309558

>>309468

Or backyard, for the botanically-inclined.



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 No.307038[Reply]

Other people make my life unhappy and miserable
I just wanna be left alone
What is worse then having to fight with other people toget what you want every step of the way
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 No.307081

>>307080
That's a really stupid interpretation of the statement. There's no need to deduce something so clear to similes involving material utlilty.
>A man who has the knowledge but lacks the power clearly to express it is no better off than if he never had any ideas at all.
Means that doing things ends up getting those things done, while just thinking about doing those things doesn't. There's no reason to revere those who simply think. Such reverence is especially unnecessary in the context of reflection, i.e don't get an ego boner because you know how to solve a problem but are too lazy to actually fix that issue. Your contribution to resolving the issue as someone who knows but does not do is worth the same as that from someone who doesn't know and doesn't do, because they both bring about the same results. tl;dr Do it, faggot.

I can't figure out the quote's relevance to this thread, but on the whole it applies to /dep/ well
>I want to die soo sooo bad and I've learned 500 ways to kill myself from suicide handbooks but I absolutely can not and will not kill myself because uuh willpower or predetermism or my mom will turn me in to a vegetable or something. You must pity me and revere me as though I am someone who actually did take his life though because me and him are like totally the same, in fact I am suffering more than they guy who actually did die.

 No.307084

>>307038
What is worse?
People acting like they know everything about you from taking just one look at you, or from reading just one of your posts. If you take their misguided advice, you will not only fight with other people on your way, but you will be going the wrong way entirely.

 No.307086

>>307044
Extreme laziness, gooning, idling in the comfort zone for too long.

 No.308754

>>307080

More like

"A car without any of a myriad of tiny parts that make it run is useless"

Say, you can flub up with not changing oil in your car or literally flub up not having worn out timing belt/some pump/brake fluid leak diagnosed properly and timely. And diagnosing cars is easier since cars come with OBD2 ports to plug a 10 USD car-to-laptop wire instead of 20$ for a _single_ vitamin deficiency test

 No.309536

>>307079
AGREED



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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.309634

>>309630
I'm lucky enough I work at a Speedway convenience store. When we got the shit to make it & our stuff works, we can make whatever we want and take it home for jack shit. FeelsGoodMan

 No.309653

Had an accident at work, "nobody is at fault", can't quite go into the details but I've had 5 months paid leave. Could take longer but they'd stop paying me after.

I genuinely dont want to go back, in the 5 months I've been off I've spending my time walking, playing videogames, watching films and working on small projects. For the first time since becoming a wizard (level 8) I feel at peace. The money didnt hurt either.

 No.309683

>>309653
Money + freedom is the ultimate goal for a wizard IMO. Neet but without parents. I sometimes wish I had bought into that hustle culture thing when younger and just got a college degree and a high paying job so I could work on that FIRE shit. (Financial independence, retire early). I still want to find a way to do it without a job at all.

 No.309914

My succubi coworkers are so fat that they shake the desks when they walk by. Theres also the faggot guy who smells yet everyone is nice to, even though he talks like that one mad scientist character from courage the cowardly dog. extroverted freaks are the worst. Nobody does jack shit and i get stuck doing all the work.

 No.310815

>>309512
Economics is a fake science, you are retarded.


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 No.309416[Reply]

I live with a disgusting hag who is supposed to be my grandma , this bitch is the worst whore i have ever seen in my life ,
it's been like 2 years since i started living with her , a pathetic evil 80 year old zombie who is despised by her own sons and daughters , no body spends above 5 minutes with her , she treated her sons and daughters like slaves and treated them horribly when they was young and still does
she tries to do the same with me but i have anger issues and i always make her regret fucking with me , but Its all so tiresome .
and to make matters worse she smells like piss , which makes me want to vomit , a disgusting pig rotting in her black room all day waiting for death , with everybody waiting , i always pray to god that she dies so i could live peacefully in this place and my room peacefully without having to deal with this hell , also leaving is not an option unfortunately .
living with a vile hag is the worst nightmare possible , i wish i lived with worms instead.
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 No.309513

How far can you push it? What would happen if you just dumped a bucket of soapy water on her? What if you just sprayed her with deodorant? What if you just tell her to STFU when she nags? I've dealt with similar situations and I've essentially buck broken old hags that have been notorious witches in everyone's lives. Of course all legally and morally, don't get yourself in trouble. My grandmother is like yours but I've only ever lived with her for months at a time as a child. She quickly realized I'm not a problem if she's not a problem and we didn't become good friends or anything but we had a cordial arrangement.

 No.309514

>>309436
Modern healthcare seems hellbent on keeping old fucks alive and fucking over the younger ones. It's baffling to see.

 No.309515

>>309458
Sorry to trip post to admins watching me.

A job would be nice too as it's time away from her. I currently like my job largely because my mother wont be there. She seriously stands in the doorway and just looks at me. it's like she's under a spell. She often just comes into my room to sleep on my bed and snore like a fucking ogre

 No.309524

>>309433
There are no savings , the only thing i will get from this after she dies is a room for my self which i wont pay rent , maybe a whole apartment alone if i am a little bit too optimistic , still worth it?

 No.309534

>>309514
Modern healthcare hates people and doesn’t give a fuck about their health but keeping them alive and acting like they want to cure illness and treat pain is its main primary source of income and means of reproduction. They don’t actually want you to heal because at that moment they couldn’t extract money from you. They keep old people alive because they generate more monthly a fit 30 years old. They hate fit people.



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 No.309505[Reply]

All this time, I was with the grim reaper without realizing it.
I didn't realize why I was stressed, depressed, and weak from the beginning of junior high and high school until graduation. I missed four years of school because I had already graduated. I didn't realize that all of that stress, depression, and weakness from the start occurred because during that time I was suffering from a chronic infection in my wisdom tooth, which had already erupted. And yes, I recently went to the hospital for a checkup and learned that I had a chronic infection in my lower jaw, in the area where the wisdom tooth had erupted. I researched the risks on Google and Chatgpt, and it turns out that chronic infections in wisdom teeth that have erupted are indeed fatal and death.

 No.309525

Please anon , go to doctor , and more importantly , dont believe anything that A.I says ESPECIALLY Gemini , this failure of an invention is the worst source of false information possibe , and above being a fucking coward , it does mot hesitate to provide stress-inducing info when it comes to unpleasent situations in general , yesterday it supposed my apartment is full of mice only because i told it there is one dead mice in my kitchen that i poisoned but can't find its dead body , then i got pissed off and told it to shut the fuck up
lt keeps trolling and providing stupid false info until you get pissed off , now go to doctor , anon.

 No.309533

we all must die one day



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 No.308091[Reply]

What is everyones thoughts on leaving a suicide note? Is it necessary for closure for others? A way to get everything off your chest before you ack? Or just a waste of time?

I have been staring at my .60 cent retirement plan, and am not sure if I would just like to go out and just have everyone guessing. Or if its right to leave a note. Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy. However they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
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 No.308824

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I don't think it's absolutely necessary, it depends if you want them to know about something or not. It can be useful if you want them to do something specific after you die, like cremating your dead body, or not sharing the cause of your death to anyone. It's also a good way to say what you were afraid of telling others when you were alive, maybe telling everything you hate about someone or how your parents failed at raising you, etc.
>>308675
Based.

 No.308913

I always felt like suicide note is illogical. The whole point of choosing the way out is that you don't want to deal with life's bullshit and/or impact it in anyway. Why give orientations to a world that hates you? Just leave and say nothing is the non-soy way.

 No.309414

It depends on whether or not you care about the people you're leaving behind. If I ever were to kill myself I'd leave a note just so that I can give my parents some form of closure.
>Most of my family thinks I am useless or lazy.
>they have no introspection on that they are the ones who raised me.
If you dislike them I think killing yourself without saying anything is far more impactful than leaving some note whining about how awful they were to you. Your actions would speak far louder than anything you could write.

 No.309437

I wrote one when I was looking for a location. It was an apology to whoever found the body, my name for IDing to cut down on wasted man hours, and instructions on who gets which box of crap they could sell on ebay. I had one for a cousin, one to help initial therapy for whoever found me, and one for a childhood friend I had.
Just couldn't think of much to say.

>>308675

At least my mom's always had enough compassion to hate circumcision. She work as an L&D nurse and refused to help circumcisions. She also told my dad she'd divorce him if he had me cut while she was out of it after having me.
So there's always good ones with sane views on mutilating babies, they just have no power in a medical system obsessed with it.

 No.309528

People had 32 years to get to know me so one extra note isn't going to change anything.



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 No.309370[Reply]

Does anybody have younger cousins that come and see your subhumanish existance and belittle you. They live ordinary simple lives and constantly lifemog you by just their existence. The only pluses with my cousins is that they live far away.
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 No.309409

>>309370
>belittle
I lashed out at them once, they cut all contact with me after that.

 No.309412

Our entire breed is subhumans somehow, so we're comfy right here together!

 No.309431

>>309412
>Our entire breed is subhumans somehow
What do you mean?

 No.309438

>>309431
I think he means that we're very unlucky in all departments, as most people here are ostracised by their peers, family, and friends. Most of us have either dead end jobs or no jobs, a lot of us don't also look good which eventually set us on the path of embracing wizard-hood because we can't have anyone either and trying to get someone will only worsen the pain. Also a lot of people here have been abused as well.

I can be completely wrong though, maybe people here are smart white collar workers and maybe they get well with their families, but I am certainly treated like a subhuman by people around me, of course though no one is subhuman, everyone feels pain one way or other. If anything I believe people on this little image board are profoundly human.

 No.309446

>>309409
I had the same experience with my older cousin. He was an ass to me constantly. Belittled me, called me fat, said I need to wear a bra because I am a fat bitch with tits and other nasty crap. One day he came to my home and wanted to play on my PC. He didn't ask. He just straight up told me 'Get up!'. I got mad like never before for some reason. This asshole came into my house and just barks orders like that. It was infuriating.
I yelled at him and told him everything I thought about him. He was about 17, I was 12. Ever since then we don't talk, even when meeting with my relatives he doesn't speak to me. And I don't mind that, fuck him.



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 No.309350[Reply]

My mistakes have ruined my life and i dont know how to live with it, i am hated by everyone and therefore i also hate everyone. The government doesnt have my best interests in mind, as a matter of fact it seems to be doing everything to make my already crappy life even worse, thats why i refuse to shake hands with police and government workers, they dont respect me so they dont deserve my respect.

I am still young but that doesnt make anything better, i know for a fact that every day that awaits me in the future will be pure torture so i lack motivation to do anything.

 No.309351

I don't think police hates you, it's more likely that people just vote ignorant and rude individuals in power

 No.309353

yeah people tend to like to make your life worse
I don't see any way out except neeting, drugs or suicide

 No.309355

It's really tough to go through life with no positive reinforcement



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 No.301325[Reply]

>Join discord server
>Too nervous to talk to anyone and make friends
>Become a lurker and feel sad when I see others make connections and friends
>end up leaving the server

Any tips to help stop this dilemma?
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 No.306746

>>301325
If you don't need money, then get friends is not a need. I've tried being friendly and nice with people but always think that being a good guy to them is being weak so they surprise when I don't tolerate their injustices over me and automatically they consider me a threat to their environment so unless that I need money or stuff like that, I don't have any interest to know new people. At least until I get a friend that don't want to use my kindness to mock me around or use me.

 No.306755

>>301325
It took me awhile to find friends on discord. If you play video games you gotta find them in the games you like. Popular games are easier to find people but not high quality, high quality meaning good match for you. I found a friend while i was living in a hotel playing dark souls remastered on switch like 5 years ago and still play with him to this day. He found more people and they became my friends too. I also found friends playing pubg. I think for men and especially autistic men which i was very autistic before, it’s better to have a shared goal or objectives and the small talk is just a ctach up or time occupier inbetween gameplay. This could also be applied to a mens shed or something where you go to build objects or whatever else. When you’re socially awkward it’s better to have something to focus on objectively until you gain enough levels to tolerate and then later enjoy small talk. It took me years but now i enjoy myself with random people from good discord groups. I count myself lucky. I could have easily never recovered.

 No.309202

I am alone because having connection to the Inter is not equal finding people like myself.

 No.309203

>>301325
Also, bump.

Yesterday, a simple question of what to eat for the next dinner / breakfast was turned into a heated negotiation with various rhetoric tricks. Old good tactic - put your terms as "suggestion" and proceed to manipulate your opponent of a family member into agreeing with you. If the opponent proposes something else - proceed to ask dumb questions, suggest new ideas, rephrase your opponent's idea in the wrong way and so on. I am stuck with this faux-retarded highly educated person and my only way out is to abandon my decent job. Ugh. And the worst thing is, I actually do care about them so just grabbing my laptop and HDDs, some bags of clothing, and going away from them to a small rented apartment on a taxi is not for me

Regards,
>>309202

 No.309204

>>309203
P.S.

No matter how I tried, instead of finding people like myself, I would be greeted with… well, enough negativity against my "attempts to look bigger than I am", as they used to put it.

I
Have
Given
Up



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