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 No.294524[Reply]

anyone else pretend in their heads to be in the same or similar position as a nation's dictator, such as putin?

everyone around you must treat you with respect, you have total command over much of the world that surrounds you, only have to keep up high power public appearances - but beyond that you can retreat into social solitude, can experience unmatched luxury without thinking of costs

i sometimes walk around my house handshaking the air

i dont talk to anyone irl or online
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 No.294907

>>294905
Remember they are experts hiding things.

>>294903
Sadistically laughable

 No.294909

>>294904
Good excuse to die while looking like a hero

 No.294911

>>294904
>normalfags who see you as subhuman
They don't. Blackpill retard trying to bring wizards down.

 No.294919

>>294895
Yeah, this is the only way I would have been able to stay optimistic in life. Being able to go pretty much anywhere and meld with the populace and remain in good graces seems like a superpower.

 No.294922

>>294903
Feel the opposite, I fantasize about doing the killing.



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 No.294642[Reply]

Have you ever dealt with crazy family members trying to destroy your life? My aunt is a sadistic psychopath and together with her fiance she enjoys harassing me and my parents. After a quarrel almost a year ago she claimed she will destroy us. Unfortunately we live next to each other so it's impossible to avoid her. She already has a history of odd behaviour, she is unemployed and has a lot of free time on her hands. Every week or so she tries to initiate some kind of conflict. Sometimes she just shows middle finger, sometimes she talks crap so everyone can hear her, sometimes it's other things like snooping on us, stealing mail or bringing random junk close to our border. Yesterday when I told her to shut up her fiance rushed at me, grabbed me by my shirt and I punched him in the face. I already tried contacting police when he threatened to kill me and my parents but they didn't care.
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 No.294862

>>294860
I just wanted to see the pics or videos you can leave the details out

 No.294863

Don't give >>294862 any videos. He has no use for them aside from harboring drama and basking in the despair of others. Too many people hunting for 'cringe content' these days to trust sending such personally significant dramas on to the net.

 No.294885

>>294642
You must go by yourself to set an impeachment

 No.294899

>>294859
OP here. For obvious reasons I won't post any materials

 No.294900

>>294642
unironically hire some hood niggers to beat the shit out of them



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 No.288062[Reply]

I don't even know how to elaborate the sheer brutalness of life, I am so tired of being poor and be dependent upon my parents like a cuck. The state has no concept of neetbuxx. I have completed my degree, and I am sick of getting rejected from interviews, dancing all day long on LinkedIn out of the all fucking websites in the world, begging recruiter here and there. Changing my CV again and again, I do this all day, only to get an offer of a job that pays nothing, that wouldn't even qualify as stipend for internships.

Meanwhile, succubi in my college, particularly good looking succubi have no problem in life, they get paid so much, and get hired at an instant cause they look cool. They are truly untouchable. The new caste system is based upon looks and gender. With gender being the varna, and looks being your jaati. I don't usually get upset at things in life, as I have decided to not kill myself (maybe because of cowardice or simply it's rather unnatural), so the only logical conclusion is to improve the quality of my life that I am gonna live.

But today is one of those days, where you truly feel defeated and raped. It's quite remarkable how different my life is from an average bitch, who starts having sex at 15, travels the world, sleeps with whoever she wants, looks pretty, gets a job just for existing, good at socialising, sports, academics, etc. due to being in an extreme positive feedback loop. And most importantly despite of the cope that goes around in the online spaces, they are happier than the most.

Meanwhile, I have nothing, I don't care for relationships anymore cause damage is already done, but I can't even live a decent life alone and can't get a fucking job. A cunt who studied with me, got a job today for 11LPA INR (13K USD/YR) which is extremely good for India. Meanwhile, I can only get job a few job offers for (2K USD/YR), I mean what the fuck is this? Am I supposed to work 12 hours a day and six days a week for this, all while she goes around pilpuling her bosses and working for just 6 hours a day, 4 days a week?

This can't go on man, I can't live my like this, I don't know but this can't go on, this is wrong. I have legitimately not felt angry for like 3 years but today I really fucking am pissed of, my head hurts, I am just so fucking upset that I can't even cry, like what the fuck did I ever do to anyone to deserve this retarded fate.

I hate the fact that I have to put so much effort into tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.293506

>>293505
woops wrong thread

 No.293508

>>293505
what did you do to go in prison?

 No.293515

>>293454
You don't just "join" the special forces of any country out of pure force of will.

There is a small % of genetically fit people in every nation who have the physical and mental capabilities to make the cut. (Probably less than 0,1%)
The rest can try all they want and all they will achieve is hitting their head against a wall.

 No.294836

save up and move out to a first world country

 No.294857

>>294836
First world countries don't want immigrants anymore unless they are brain surgeons and cancer researcher phds.

There is currently a huge political shift to the right and many people want zero immigration that isn't ultra highly educated.



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 No.290458[Reply]

Do you think growing up with video games ruined me?

I can't help but get angry at how life is a roguelike game with a randomly generated starter character you only get to play once. Fucked up your health permanently through bad decisions? Too bad you have to live with it even if you now have a healthy lifetyle. Found a new passion in life? Too bad you are now too old to pursue it. Want to study math? Well too bad you were born with a low IQ…

I just hate how you can get locked out of certain routes in life as time goes on or they were locked from the start. I hate how you have no control over what thoughts you get so you can waste your youth doing dumb shit only to realize it once you are an adult and the damage has been done.

I should just focus on what I can change and on the future but I can't help but feel frustrated over this. I can't help but feel envy towards those who managed to be in the right place and make the right decisions to end up with an amazing life and be frustarted at my past self for being so careless.
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 No.292674

Unlike a videogame/rouge-like there is no "winning".

 No.294843

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If at least it had been my decision… my life was sabotaged by my retarded parents. I can't cope, i just want to die. No social circle, no education, garbage health. Just fucking kill me.

 No.294846

Redpill me on IQ and autism.

 No.294847

>>294846
Niether are for real

 No.294856

>>292674
There is. When you feel happy most of the time you won life.

I have felt happy once or twice in the last 10 years



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 No.291139[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Now i don't know if this is madness but can a person like really just be vexxed or cursed to never have a girlfriend ? It's the fact that even when you try it always seems to not go your way, it always goes wrongly, It's fucking insane how much tries you try yet it does not work, it's almost as if there is someone stopping that shit because it's fucking insane how one can keep trying even in any way yet he cannot succeed with getting a succubus.

Do you think there is really some fucking paranormal background to males not having the chance to get a girlfriend even though they do everything that seems to be accepted by Social standards and even break social standards just to get a girlfriend yet with no avail, Even the most handsome yet cannot get it, I remember there was a thread about how people are bound to be lonely well this is a continuation, Do you think there are some who are destined to never have a girlfriend even though it seems absurd ?

Is there anyway to break from this cycle ?
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 No.294582

>>293985
Fuck ur god

 No.294585

>>293985
>A w0man alone wont bring you happiness.
Correct
>Seek God and He will bring you real happiness
False

 No.294837

>>291419
isn't that memegraphic from 4chan? it even has tfw and pepe in it

 No.294844

>>294837
The Old Man of the Mountain

 No.295158

>>291162
>>291164
True, but I just want to point out that autism is not the only neurodivergent thing. There are various traits and personality disorders that can give a man this "paranormal aura".


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 No.293085[Reply]

Any other Wizards deal with this borderline life ruining condition? I'm so sick of having this incurable disease that totally fucks my life; it's been 6 years now and the longest I've been able to maintain a decent sleep schedule (before midnight) is about a week. I know this is a total shot in the dark, but if anyone knows a way to combat this that isn't some meme-tier sleep hygiene advice it'd be much appreciated. Otherwise, please discuss your mental illness(s) and how they impact you in your day-to-day life.

 No.294791

It runs in my mother's side of the family. I cought those genes and have NEVER been able to sleep. My most crystalized memories of childhood were the long periods of time spent before the sun would finally start illuminating the sky outside the window and I would finally know its over. I'll spare you the life story just take my word for it. Two things have helped me
First) a breathing practice I begin at bed. When you sleep your breathing becomes shallow and longer drawn out. I came up with the idea in my teens to mimic that and just relax but in the beginning I had to struggle to remain relaxed. This doesn't intent to help me fall asleep just mimic. I've tried to use this to transition myself into sleep but it just won't connect BUT it's better than open eyes, staring at the ceiling with a silent mind. Or even worse with a noisy mind. The breathing practice is that simple and I have reaped immense benefits but still know actual sleep can't be replaced.
TWO) in my early twenties, my close friend introduced me to marijuana. At the time I thought it would freak me out so I always turned him down. But one day I tried hitting a joint in a circle. Later I went home and fell asleep. It was amazing. But I don't recommend smoking it because smoke in your lungs is not worth the trouble. INSTEAD GO FOR THE INFUSED DRINKS! I've been using the cannabis infused cola. I take two generous sips and it has a resealable top. Those two sips, followed by brushing, followed by slowly floating down into a comfortable drowse. I feel my eyelids heavier and eventually fall sleep. The can doesn't lose fizz at all and at two sips before bed, it lasts almost a week in the fridge.

 No.294792

I had to change home to sleep again, I was unable to sleep at my parents house

 No.294793

>>294792
why? at least you live alone now so no one to tell you what to do

 No.294794

I drink a cannabis tincture I make to sleep. Works well enough

 No.294799

>>293085
this cured my insomnia:
- blue light filter on max 2hrs before bed (blue light absolutely KILLS melatonin production)
- sublingual 0.5mg-2mg melatonin 1hr before sleep (or break it in half and take it 2 and 1hr before)
- do this and wakeup/sleep at the same time everyday consistently and never deviate
thats literally all there is to it. i thought i had insomnia but its literally just the phone (plus inconsistency)
i had to retrain my mind to wilfully go to sleep because it would always never work but now it always does yet i was still conditioned.

i used weed before learning this and it works like a charm the first few times but i really super do not suggest that because you probably cant medicate yourself (i couldnt).



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 No.294761[Reply]

There's nothing to do. Nobody to talk to. Nothing to experience in my prison-neighbourhood. I live in a multi dimensional prison and I'm slowly going insane. This thread will die while some faggot self improvement/coomer thread will hit bump limit.

Just share personal stories and feels in this thread I guess.
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 No.294764

>>294762
>Lurk on dead hikikomori imageboards
link to them please?

 No.294765

>>294764
If seriously, I know only
uboachan.net/hikki
https://web.archive.org/web/20170608194055/http://brchan.org/rf/
>Hello hikkach. How many of you are read-only? Why are you read-only
https://rfch.rocks/rf/index.html Моё почтение всем девственникам 30 лет и старше. >My respect to all 30-years of age and older virgins!

 No.294766

>>294765
>its in russian
nevermind, thankyou

 No.294767

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>>294766
I always had a connection to Russia. I'm East European myself (Hungarian) but Russia just seems like my homeland: it's depressing, poor and corrupt, rife with alcoholism/drug addiction (specifically opiates) deathly cold winters and surrounded by forests. I feel the spirit of my ancestors when I'm in the woods, it's calming and forces me to deeply respect it. It's sad the state Russia is in right now.

 No.294772

I watch this one guy doing RE 4 speedruns for many years. I don't come often, but it always keeps me calm. He is close to my age. Till this day, he didn't change his manners, his stream outlook. It calms me down. I am mostly a lurker though. But it calms me down seeing that this man never changes his ways. There's nothing quite like it.



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 No.291724[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You always make threads of "I will never be pretty enough", "I will never have a job because I am ugly", "I am horrible :(". Everything related to physical appearance, and complexes. The truth is already unpleasant, and pathetic that men , and especially chaste men, give importance to something as trivial as appearance.
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 No.292759

>>292394
And this is why men have been gang pressed and conscripted and forced to die all throughout history to the benefit of succubi who aren't, because we actually live in a "patriarchy" that benefits men at succubi's expense? You subhuman clown, fuck you.

 No.292760

>>292474
So he was meant to fight someone wielding a knife, disarm them like an anime character and break their wrists? Are you people real?

This is why being a wizard means nothing, no empathy or respect, just callous strongman posturing and dismissal of lived experiences, no different to the response of your average pleb on the street.

 No.292761

>>292760
>So he was meant to fight someone wielding a knife, disarm them like an anime character and break their wrists?
Absolutely. I haven't read the thread yet but I can say that in any fight-or-flight situation, fighting is the only option for a man. Kill kill kill

 No.292785

>>292653
You have two legs, two hands, and a thinking brain, you can learn and work. You can be fine.

 No.294754

>>292548
Men and succubi are different, but our similarities are greater than our differences, so it is important to have empathy and understand why succubi care so much about their appearance, and know how this can affect the life of a succubus.


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 No.294657[Reply]

I'm a deformed freak with this condition, I never even got braces. And now, because I didn't look after my teeth, my entire right side is sitting on two teeth.

I have no money and a few years I'll have my jaw entirely sink in, and be struggling to breathe. I may as well kill myself for being such a deformed freak.

I don't even care about the looks, I just want to feel healthy in my face. I'm a fucking living pug dog but in human form.

I tell people I'm deformed, I'm fucked up, it's not worth it. And they just tell me people deal with worse, that I have to learn to cope with it. But I genuinely don't want to, I'm at the point where I'd rather not exist than exist like this.

I'm going to talk about surgeries and treatments for this.
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 No.294735

>>294732
you have a bad taste in your mouth from eating junk food. You're colder because you're a poor bastard who doesn't have heating. If you want to breathe better and have a better jaw, eat harder things and get out into nature a bit.

>>294734
A person's value is not determined by beauty, that only happens to succubi.

 No.294737

>>294735
I don't eat junk food, I'm particular about what I eat. It's when I wake up that I have a foul taste because I sleep with my mouth hanging open.

I used to be able to just sleep and deal with the cold when my breathing was right. I'm going to suffer so much in old age when I actually get other respiratory problems, then I'll just choke in my sleep and just want to die constantly.

I just want a normal jawline and to be able to breathe like normal people do. I don't want to be a human pug dog, always sniffing funny and getting exhausted.

 No.294738

>>294737
go see a doctor

 No.294739

>>294737
Ever tried any detox? Liver, kidneys, fasting even?

I don't remember where but I read that such breathing at nights (when the body cleanses) is due to low capacity of organs doing their task

 No.294740

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>>294739
I look like this and it only became chronic with tooth loss and the resulting jaw moving up. I've bad blood tests done a while back so I doubt it's anything with my organs.

It's not just at night, it's anytime I lie down, I just have to lie down to sleep.



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 No.286861[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Suicide general, - Discuss everything suicide related here.
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 No.294893

>>294892
are you trying to kill yourself with this plant?

 No.294896

>>294893
Yeah, poison hemlock and some opiate sedative is an effective and easy self euthanasia method. It's what they historically used to euthanize the elderly. The opiate keeps you sedated and calm, the hemlock freezes your breathing and you just suffocate.

I'm not sure about how I'll go about acquiring an opiate, do you think enough codine would do the job? I guess I can find some poppy seeds to grow.

 No.294898

>>294896
>freezes your breathing and you just suffocate.

that will be painful

 No.294918

>>294898
It's considered one of the more peaceful methods of going, it's what they used for euthanasia in ancient times. If you're passed out when the paralysis kicks in it's exactly like dying in your sleep, it's like pneumonia, one of the best death's a person can have.

 No.294924

>>294892
I've spent three days looking for it now and it's just nowhere to be seen. I'm going to try going further out into the countryside to find it.


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