I always wanted to escape, but when I was a kid, I never knew where I should go. Now, I do…
Regardless of what some of you may think, I am talking about the wise ones, the philosophers and maybe these authors and poets who have a tendancy to include their philosophical perspective into their writings, I had always read, that mankind was forever doomed to escape. There is always a thing, whether abstract or concrete, for man to escape, whether it is time, whether it is the past or whether it is its own reality, we are undeniably compiled, programmed, made, crafted to escape something that we would not feel okay with it, in a infinite race against these things we try to escape. I passed all my life, carrying over my back, the faults and responsibilities of others, my family, as well as my "friends" (which I got rid of recently because I figured out they were a real waste of time). I was always the Fix-it-Felix guy, whether it is in a chore, or in a test or even in a relationship, the same process of carrying the faults of others was constantly present, and I tried to ease things around till I feel like I exploded. I figured out that this decision of my life, to let go everything was the only reasonable thing I ever did, I am giving up on my studies, I am giving up on my relationships, I am giving up on these people I knew, I am giving up on my hobbies, as well as many characteristics I used to have(such as the will to compete with others in anything, toilsome and hard-work), I am letting off anything that used to be around me or even a part of me. All I care about right now is one, single, unique thing all my body and soul are determined to do…… I want to escape to TIBET…
This may look crazy for a lot of you, but hey, this is the Chan of weird, depressing, abnormal things, otherwise I would've told normalfags expecting the same reaction of surprise I would've get if this was not actually the Clan of the worst people on planet. Just as I said, yes I want to escape to TIBET.
I want to find a way to go there, I would like to tell you about my plans there, but I surely don't want this thread to be found by the wrong people, the only thing I can say about it, is that I am going to a meditating journey, if can anyone of you, actually find a good plan for me to achieve my will, may he have my benediction forever, because he would've saved a soul from the Jaws and crawls of depression, a depression caused by the none stop st
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