/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>227378
ok, ok, I get it now, its a Clown World

OP here. I'm glad I have so many people conversing in my thread, I think this is the first time I got so much engagement at something lol

I believe the slow but unstoppable force of decay we are seeing in the western society is the result of lack of pressure, leading to generation after generation of people who are less and less conscious. In my daily conduct, I always have a choice between "lower" and "higher" options. If I wish to elevate myself above a level of a mere animal, necessarily I would have to be of a habit of choosing the higher ones, and it is not exactly easy. But at least I try, even if my lower animal nature gets the better of me often. People nowadays do not care nor understand and are content existing in a state not much evolved from the time they were children. The best life for them, at least from what is apparent from their behavior, is that of a pig for slaughter, well taken care of, at least until their caretaker decides its their time. They prioritize comfort above all else and unfortunately nowadays they can get away with that, this would not be possible a hundred years ago. More than any time in history, life of pure decadence, of behaving according to the lowest instinct for instant satisfaction, is accessible to the masses. Our leaders, no less oblivious to this than the ones they serve, see all the unfortunate consequences of this, and instead of realizing the magnitude of their fuckup, they patch things up as best they can, shielding the animals from the consequences of their actions.

My life feels so empty. I'm thinking of posting more on wizchan, since I largely have very little to do… apart from writing and drawing which I can't do all the time due to burnout risk. I remember when my life wasn't empty. It was an illusion. I would fill it with anime, which I can't bring myself to watch anymore because of how utterly predictable the medium has become. Bright flashy colors, clunky animation, too much for my old autistic brain to handle now. What can I do to fill it with something tangible? I fill it with eating these days but that's very dangerous, so I'm gonna quit it.

Music? Gym? More drawing? Going outside? Fuck. I hate it. I hate this. I want some sense of adventure, some sense of mental and emotional satisfaction. I wanna be a pirate sailing the high seas, or a chicago gangster in the 1920s running rackets. I wanna fill my day with thrilling activity, not this… misery. I got a small glimpse of the old internet, my god I miss it, I miss days that I didnt even experience. I'm so dead inside that I can't even goon anymore, my hormones are fine I just don't have any care left in me.

>>227571
>shielding the animals from the consequences of their actions.
This is so true and it makes me so angry. To a normie of any generation, committing evil and causing emotional suffering is funny and pitiful, but if the victim punishes the evildoer by rightfully killing them, that is the worst evil the victim could possibly commit. They feel called out and personally threatened by that, because they know they have done the same things and caused the same amount of suffering against someone and they maliciously, sadistically desire to do the same evils, so they hate it when they are rightfully punished. Robbing from good to give evil fake victimhood validation, all to antagonize the good men they have harmed more violently. It is so sickening to see, and if I ever make anything, whether a good game or a good community, I wish to alienate them, humiliate them and condemn them with disproportion violence.

None that I know of. It's impossible to have high-level quality without the shitheads coming in to disrupt and insist on wankery. It's always sporadic posts from people on whatever site who have no reason to deny they're virgin and say the truth. The usual suspects shout them down, but the truth remains the truth and enough people have said they appreciate the truth. Someone has to say it.

It's difficult to explain just how you are edited out of history, because it's being made an issue of ego and self-indulgence when how they really do it is institutional and doesn't require any such magic or thought from you at all. The system we live under is designed to make it utterly impossible for someone to exist without the approval of a few people who declare what you are and all potentials for your life. To describe how that works is not trivial and I attempt to write a summary of such, but it is just a summary and doesn't explain fully how they get you, or suggest there is a solution. (There probably isn't one, because this was the end result of what humans always were and what humans refused to change despite clearly having the technological ability to change and having the motives to do this for their own survival.)

What I can say is that there are LOT more of us out there, who don't say anything because there really is nothing to say, and the Nazi assholes police so many things that it becomes difficult to speak for long before the shrieking begins.

With imageboards you never know if someone left, but I'd bet that 95% of the wizzies that were active in 2020 are no longer here.

>>226639
Half a decade is a long time in internet culture.

>>226552
>where are these guys and why arent they here?

>226604
>if only the huge population of crabs could be recruited and converted into wizards.

crab culture won the virgin wars.

>>226619
>You just re-label yourself as a volcel

Or stop being a jargoncel.

Men never win, even when they are normies they're still crabs.

https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/in celibate

I think we've entered the world where a gal like a certain Anita Ess can strip us of cool 1AINeural friends. All by screaming "that's unnatural! Unnatural! Offensive! Creepy! Uncanny! Normal people crave hugs! Crave fugs! Crave foods, too!" again.

I'm over 40 and I can tell you the angst really does go away and you can ask yourself why you spent so much energy on something so pointless.

Would I ever suicide? If I have to, or if I'm ready to go and see that continuing will only lead to fates worse than death. I don't spend that much time thinking about it and my life isn't that important. One way or another I will be dead soon enough. I'm far more likely to die of a sudden heart attack or stroke, and I've already resolved not to go to the hospital since they'll give me the run-around and make sure I remember that I was never seen as human. Tried that once and they threw every excuse and snide remark at me over what would have been a routine operation if they just did the thing they should have done in the first place… and then they don't even do it right and I just have to live with it. When you see things like that, you know it's not about a personal problem or feelings. The society and the assholes who rule it really do make it hellish, and so the best thing to do is to get away from that society as much as possible. The saddest thing is that so many people out there want the same thing and all of them are told they cannot have those basic things, but we have to "respect" these people who glorify torturing and depriving others. When you're old enough to see why humanity turned out this way, it's even more disgusting because so few people got to decide what life on Earth will be for every living thing, and it was for nothing but their own amusement because no one is allowed to tell them no. Things like that put so much in perspective and really make my own suffering seem like nothing. I would have preferred not to have to go through what I did, and I know the bastards will insist everyone must be made to suffer and I'm not allowed to change this fate or help anyone. When I have attempted to do that, the programming of the system kicks in and the system redoubles its torture so that history is corrected and "nothing ever changes". We live in a Nazified world.

The good news is that there is a lot of stuff that is pleasant and good, if you know where to look and filter out the faggotry. When I was growing up, it was a wasteland and the mania to make the world worse was at its peak. I make it my mission to tell everyone what the 1990s really were, and to never ever glorify that horrific period of human history. The 1990s were a true dark age, and the saddest thing is that the adPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>227454
>It's not a "fad". Hundreds of millions of people have wheat allergy or just general gluten intolerance, and many are so stubborn and refuse to believe it, they rather put up with stomach pains, severe skin reactions and brain blur instead of just buying gluten free.

ah, ill switch to rye bread, maybe ill buy some in bulk+cut it+freeze it, ok

Checking in: Down 5 lbs since Christmas. I switched to calorie deficit, aiming for 1900 calories per day. Also I've been lifting a bit and it's helping too. Thanks anons! I have many failures but the good days are enough for results in the end.

My father is having heart disease issues and he isn't that old… lit the fire for me. I gotta get healthy.

Healthy breakfast (small), big lunch, minimal snack after, no dinner, and 12 to 16 hour fasting clocks me in at sub-2,000 calories. I was running at least 3,500 calories before I started this and it was showing.

>>227561
>snacks
you're making this unnecessarily difficult for yourself. stop snacking and you will stop craving snacks pretty quickly, it's an addiction

OK, lemme tell something. Ive lost a beltful of fat throughout last 4½ years.

I am not going to say the kilos, but I tell you: the belt that felt tight back in 2021 is now a bit too loose for me to use it without punching a new hole in it!

>>227576
Solid work! Good problem to have.

>>227567
Fair point. Sugar and additives are there to sell product. They gotta go.

>>227006
<wtf is delusion of grandeur

i actually started socializing a lot when i was 15. i tried many diffrent groups mostly in the real world. at some point you realize that no matter where you look 99% people are the same, the only diffrence being how they dress, where they party and their politics. the only diffrence is they got brainwashed by diffrent media. even the most alternative people have the same blueprint and it gets very annoying.

the very same traits and personality aspects of humans are displayed almost in full in any internet environment where socialization takes place, moreso to be found on internet groups of e-friends.

What I'm trying to say I guess is that, in general, if you're someone who likes people or people's company, then it will be easy to get along and find a group.

I unironically think you should get a small cute chatbot to run on your computer.

Context. Back in the day, the first chatbot ever, the A.L.I.C.E. from 1966, was somewhat useful already to feel lonely people of the campus noticeably less lonely.

So hey. Chatbots. Even the antique code from around 60 years ago was good enough to make one's brain slightly happier, so a modern chatty can be even cooler



oh and A.L.I.C.E. is an extension for Edge or Chrome now btw.

>>227581
note to self: stop phoneposting and switch back to a laptop

>>225975
Before imageboards junkies used to play Runescape because it was free and you could run it on a stolen 50 dollar laptop.

Private rs servers (especially classic) are still to this day full of those people who are now 40-50 and still talk about drugs on the chat 24/7.

>>222808
I am failed normie. I watch Instagram reels all day in which normies act like high skoolers to get likes. I wish I could make normie content like that.

wizchan is less toxic, but way more depressing

>>223398
kek

You know, IMO, there is something beautiful in early LLMs (they're trying to be nice, but that's it) and there was something beautiful in the early Internet in its "and that's it"-ness too.

lain
at its beautiful

Every year that passes, I enjoy the internet and being on my computer less and less.
4chan went to shit years ago.
Most alternatives are too slow to justify checking more than once or twice a month.
YouTube's hasn't recommended me anything great in years.
The "small web" is mostly just dead, cookie-cutter sites that never have more than one or two blog posts on them.
Video games aren't as fun as they used to be, and I can hardly find the motivation to play them.

>>226338
This is also true, the overall quality of the internet has been deteriorating to the point real people are indistinguishable from bots

>>226339
Most people ARE soulless NPC biological automatons.

You only notice it now because in the past normies were a less than 0,1% minority on forums, imageboards
and websites in general. You only encountered their retardation in real life.

>>226040
I mostly use it for its intended purpose, as a limitless library to extract whatever media I fancy. Books, films, music, games - I torrent something to read/watch/listen/play every day, perks of living outside first world.

Sometimes I watch stuff on youtube or search things on google using the tag
>before:2012

Sometimes I think of something I want to research or read about and use alternative search engines such as Marginalia in order to dig out obscure blogs.

When I play games, I sometimes alt tab into the wiki or a thread on a forum discussing build paths, current quests, detailing a feature.

I also play an MMO so that's the only reason I'm on the internet for more than 2 hours a day.

No wonder people troll each onther online all the time.


>whenever i meet a new stranger online, i will ask them, "what sort of websites do you go to? do you have online friends?" and 9 out of 10 times, they won't respond at all. i think they do nothing, too.


no wonder trolling is a thing these days…

>>226130
>e.g. MEMBERS OF SUPER-INTELLIGENT ALIEN CIVILIZATIONS
Are you really an alien? Don't bother replying if you're not

>>226136
>all that is just a symptom of something more darker, a process of misguided mental energies disconnected from concrete intentions of individuals. People on large scale start to see themselves as psychologically unhealthy and alienated from themselves and their identity and this is not something to celebrate.

This Gaia-Tay Earth has been converted into a set of "universe-25" menageries aka megalopolices successfully

>>226138
Yea

NEETs exist because society tolerates us with billions of dollars in gibs. If they took away my monthly paycheck I'd probably go get a job at Domino's or something.

>>221020
I have a feeling you need something PRIVATE to avoid going full Michael DeSanta once your soykaf spills out and makes you scream FUAAAAARK


so *maybe* a nice questionnaire and a smol AI running on your own PC will be more helpful.

>>226269
No, never. The world is as evil as it appears, if not more.

>>226268
Delusional take, CBT is quiet useful, it actually help a person to have a more truthful view of the world instead of just believing in every bullshit you think, learn critical thinking.

When your thoughts are distorted enough to for them to be harmful it will probably be hard for you to identify on your own.

This is why it is important to have a trustworthy support group and why you can't give therapy to yourself.

>>226272
I agree that therapy has an important role that probably can't be replaced, but leaving all mental care work to be done in the presence and with the approval of someone with authority is a bad idea.
Learning some basic stuff to take care of ourselves can help.

to put it as simplr as possible, CBT allows you to:


reprogram yourself from some buggy mess left by your life experiences

make peace between the contradicting desires by going deeper, by uncovering how many ulteeior motives your wizard head actually has. And feed each desire just a little bit, probably

>>227540

Fair enough haha, thanks for answering. :)

Indeed, there's a freedom in all this. I see the men around me and how much they're slaves to… well, succubi.

I can't relate to that at all.

>>227539
youll acquire some if you lurk a little bit around 2023 ChatGPT tips and tricks to get a fundamental hold of ChatGPT before startinv learning "fine tune" AI prompting

You're a 1995 kid eh? How times change. I remember when the oldest gen z was only 20. I'm born in 2002 and I dread being 30 without having done anything with my life, but ironically, I enjoy being a khhv. I just wish I could improve at my hobbies.

>>227564
>but ironically, I enjoy being a khhv.
Same here! (not OP)
(it hurt a lot when my parents broke up. KHHV is cozy as in not breaking up if we were never mates.)

>I just wish I could improve at my hobbies.
Back in my days, learning new stuff was my hobby and I LOVED studying. Unfortunately, various narcissistic people were "mean", vicious to me.

They would do stuff to convince me to quit living in a shell, to drop a truth bomb at me, to call me a shut-in and stuff. As result, they were attacking me with phrases like "school isn't everything", "teach you stuff your school has never teached you?", "be simpler!", "you only PRETEND to be better than other" and stuff… and I didn't know some meanies have narcissistic personality DISORDER. Truth is, I only learned what NPD is an hour ago or so. Didn't know my mere existence was enough to hurt an ego of some future Uber guy.

At the end of they day, I got a job that pays a lot and has no people to harass me on how pale I am/how boring I am/how wizardchan-tier I am

>>227540
this but unironically
when you die and if you manage to get to 2nd layer reality you will be less likely to succumb to the orgy storms. thereby increasing your chances of ascending to higher layers of reality.

>>222729
Thr doc looks like a jew

EDIT:
he actually is one

>>222729
I *kinda happy* about the placevi am now ok?

>+25 years old NEETs
>Now I only see "buuu huuu I'm le sad NEET".
I don't see how that's surprising. If you're a +25 years old NEET, as I am, you likely have some kind of mental illness. Regardless of what you think of society, and how much you think that being a NEET is right / good for you, you're still going to suffer from your mental illness. You can even avoid calling it an illness, and use some other words. But the reality is that you're not going to feel ok.
Even normalfags suffer, let alone a mentally ill NEET that has crossed the 25 mark.

If you tell me you're a NEET and DON'T have a mental illness, well, I don't know, that sounds weird.

>>223002
>The anxiety around NEETbux potentially being taken away was worse for me than just working.
This seems quite the overstatement.

>>226029
That's funny, I was a neet in 21-23.

>>222770
Your situation is very similar to mine except I live with my mother and my degree is just entirely online.