/wiz/ - Wizardry

I cant do it. I cant go back to the wagie life again.
Please God, I have 1000 bucks to my name left. What do I do?

Everything as we know it started with a bang. Very chaotic and perhaps mercilessly. I want everything to end peacefully, as if the whole world were drifting into a deep cryosleep. Maybe a never-ending thermal apocalypse leading to an ice age.

I have a fat friend who has the same interests as me, like collecting card, manga, and some anime figures, just same like me. We have been friends for a long time and we are happy to be able to share anime collections.

There are many stories and teachings regarding guardian angels, are you someone who believes in their existence?, Although I cannot see them with my own eyes, I believe in them, I can sense their presence deep within my soul and feelings, and even in my dreams. When you go to church to pray, you strengthen your guardian angel, they are the ones who record your good and bad deeds, protecting you from the devil's temptations such as the urge to do evil as well as from people with malicious intent. If you neglect prayer, forget God, and commit evil acts, your angel will leave you, they will weep and plead your case before God, and you will face misfortune as a consequence of your own sins. However, your guardian angel will return if you truly repent, do good, pray, attend church regularly, and receive forgiveness. I am grateful to have a guardian angel. Their form is not frightening or terrifying like certain angelic figures in the Bible such as the Seraphim or Ophanim but rather beautiful, with wings as soft as swan feathers. That is why I go to church so often. to remain under the protection of my guardian angel and stay safe from evil people and the temptations of the devil.

I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.

Wiz Life is Wonderful Edition

post here when you're feeling happy or share anything that makes you happy or glad and grateful or comfy and cheerful or things that make you smile
This is the happiest thread on wizchan!

https://perchance.org/ai-waifu-generator is fucking crazy, you can generate images of topless/nude anime waifus, and based on your description generate a persona and https://perchance.org/ai-character-chat link to talk with them.
being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…

>be me, a child
>am gifted a pc and a Nintendo wii
>watch Minecraft youtubers
>my life is going to school, play minecraft and super mario bros and watch youtube
>ffw 10 years old
>my new addiction is league of legends and I buy the league's world cup ashe skin
>i want to become a league professional player
>at this point I still kept good grades, especially at math
<convince my parents to stop obligating me to study
>ffw a year
>I fight against a classmate and suffer because of that
>our many fights and relationship as "enemies" impacted my feelings and self-esteem
>it was to the point that I was diagnosed with social phobia and depression
>it didn't help that my family was going through an unpleasant moment
>i discover fortnite and that became my new addiction
>it basically became my whole life
>pandemic arrives after more one year
>i used to play fortnite with my classmates, that later would bully me
>we played everyday until midnight after our online classes
>i've also learned photoshop and made about 150$
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Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.

Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.

It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.

Well, I finally watched this movie. I'm just gonna assume you have too or at least know what happens.

The horror itself was fine, not the scariest thing I've seen but it was ok. I've seen yandere stories in anime or manga scarier than this. Honestly my movie watching experience was overshadowed by the other reason people talk about this, the discourse around "who the real villain is". Unsurprisingly, foids pin all the blame on Bear.

Their first claim for why it's all Bear's fault is "he took Nikki's free will away by using a wish granting toy". That is pedantically true, the series of events began from that action, but everyone who says this conveniently leaves out the obvious fact: Bear didn't know some stupid $7 toy was actually gonna have supernatural powers. He was just as confused as everyone around him. To use a plastic wish granting stick to wish for love looked about as effective as asking a magic 8 ball for advice.

The next claim for why Bear is evil and the most disgusting villain of all time is a variation of "he took advantage of her when she was under his spell". It is true that Bear goes along with it initially and starts dating/banging Nikki, but mind you, Bear didn't suspect the stick did anything. He went along with Nikki's explanations for why she was acting weird, like her father dying or her being on drugs, because he's a functioning adult who didn't believe anything supernatural could be at play. But once that was made apparent to him, he did try to fix it.

So then the next claim is "he didn't try to help Nikki" or "he didn't try hard enough". First of all that's not true, he did try to fix what he did, and second of all, what was he supposed to do exactly? Nikki was possessed by something supernatural. No mundane solution like taking her to a hospital was going to work. The movie makes it very clear that the only thing Bear could do to end the situation was to off himself, something which no sane person would do as a first resort.

Now mind you, I'm not saying Bear did NOTHING wrong. Of course he did, he's flawed and makes mistakes just like all of us. What I am saying is this narrative that he was malicious and just wanted to take away Nikki's free will so he could fuck her (ie rape her) completely twists his true intentions. He had a crush on someone and he wanted her to like him back. Not even just to fuck her, he wanted her to genuinely love him the same way he loved her. His only real Post too long. Click here to view the full text.