/wiz/ - Wizardry

There will come a day, when the flowers won't bloom.
There will come a day, that blossoms doom.
There will come a day.
There will come a day.
There will come a day.
Shadilay. Shadilay.

There will come a night.

Shadilay.

>>227622
This strategy does not work in iterated games, and real life is an iterated game. When people start to understand your approach, the will try to exploit it, and succeed. This can already be seen with, for example, gangs of middle easterners in europe using teens for their hitmen - because they know everyone just goes free at 18. just use some 15 year old to kill your enemies consequence-free.

You could flip this around and end up with a bit of a worrying conclusion;

"What is the benefit of being an upright and moral person?"

per Disco Elysium; "Honour points", wherein you leave opportunities on the table and form the arch of honours to reward yourself.

Working out how to be an uncaught, advantage collecting rogue is probably the most important skill set in the modern era.

>>227777
The main reason is because people in the middle (not so educated to work and not so rotten to be institutionalized) are considered parasites by society. It's way harder to be a poor person than a criminal.

>>226669
Society moves backwards that's rather clear.

>>228319
i argue with my tulpa when in public to creep everyone out. when somebody asks me if i'm ok i say I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ARGUMENT PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE ME ALONE. when they call police+ambulance i make a joke of them since there is no legal ground to constrain me since i'm obviously not dangerous

I think that I have created a tulpa or something like that because I often find myself talking to someone next to me. im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
I don't know if i should go on with it, I usually think it's not healthy for me but i cannot stop doing it.

>>228470
>im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
You sound like me in Limerency but too far worst.
I dont know if the thing of you was true love but wathever, its not healthy keep a person rent free in your head.
better go to check your head.
Tulpa is on purpose, If you got a Tulpa out of Feed-back loop and fine tuning the rumiation on your imagination about the succubi, i dont think is a healthy tulpa for you, you need to stop to destroy that tulpa thing.
check this
https://wizchan.org/dep/res/307205.html
Or well, maybe you now are total mentally ill and got worst bacause of deppresion or you have something before your love thing and maybe you got this imaginary friend, or a extra personality or some fucked up thing bacause you now keep forcing it around your trauma and problems of before.
>Also
Tulpamancy guys say that talking and going in a way social and alone and just ignore the Tulpa and go healthy in life (this is for trauma method of forcing) in a way destroy it but if that thing persist in your life, better go to check your head.

>>228474
thanks for the response.
thinking on it I can say that it's more a parasite than a tulpa that is burning me out , many times i tried to stop it but couldn't, i tried with different approaches but failed with all of them. I could try one more time

>>227891
not honest with myself enough

>>225375
Sex with another person feels different from masturbation.

It's like tickling. When someone tickles you, you are unable to stop laughing. When you tickle yourself, barely anything will happen. Sex is like that too.

>>228465
And just how would you know that, “wiz”?

>>228465
If someone tickles me, I am unable to stop punching them in the face. I am a wizard

>>228465
lmao i just tried tickling myself and it had the same effect as if done by someone else
i didn't go too far because i fucking hate that feeling
maybe that's not normal?

>>228468
>>228465
Ok, there's a shit essay
I never told this to anyone but i like hugs.
The problem is that there's a lot of factor to no do it bacause can feel gross and you need to control these factors to be a good experience, even with a succubi if some shit trigger that event without your control.
I know there's these thing about Hug machines for autist but i dont know if i a autist. well, i dont have that problem with too much contact so maybe no.
A non-Wizard friend told me that Sex with Succubi is just like a Hand making pressure in your pee-pee but there's a lot of variables that can turn the experience into ugly to absolute shit, you need to control too much the variables to be a good experience maybe. the other things are about good experience are related to in a way to just the act and wathever you have in lewd mind.
Some adults with child trauma around sexual abuse have traumatic experience to some sensations or even smells, i suppose the dude talk about shit like this and that why.
>Also
Tibet Buddhist with Tantra and Thelemic dudes with Sex Magick do some form of Sex Visualization with (or without in Buddhist case) with fap.
The effects of Visualization in mind can be very interesting, one day i did one practice in bed and i had a interesting powerful orgasm with visualization.
Well maybe the sex shit can in some way do a good thing for your ego bacause its the climax of human experience after being dad-mom etc but maybe its feel empty after a lot of times without the context of Love, just pleasure is empty maybe.
sex magick sound like a personality shift experience, maybe sex and ritual achieve just one of these Peak Experiences that Maslow say that in a way change our perspective of life but this is hard for some people bacause of other determined problems of the persona, who knows.
Aleister Crowley… damn motherfucker.

>>228204
What if that which makes him happy is to be seen as a winner in the eyes of society and conmen? Cheque mate.

>>228206
Then a) he's likely a failed normie that shouldn't be here or b) he needs to realize that if that's what "makes him happy" he will never reach it as society always shifts the goal posts to extract more from you. You will never be good enough.

>>228204
>Look at this society of murder and injustice
that's just the head of the snake. The world is forged with that energy but there is a wake behind it… there IS beauty in this world, peace, prosperity, harmony. It's just not at the head of the snake where evil lives and runs the world forward. It sucks that we have to live in their shadows but it is what it is, and there ARE ways to become immune to their aura and forge your own path.

Become your own head of the snake and start a new wave, or find one that is already out there and try to push more energy in that direction

>>228342
>there IS beauty in this world, peace, prosperity, harmony
I agree, people reject this by their own choice

>>228471
>Lost my virginity
oh, ok. still i dont give a damn about it. you still can be philosophical Wizard maybe. you enjoyed it or want to do it again? well, maybe this is not the good place to talk about it if we go against the rules.
just dont troll about it, still i dont give a damn.
>and totally got stupid lucky with also having a real life friend group at the same time.
That's normal to me, good for you. even if are fake, autist or good for the health of your mind or group.
>here are absolutely draw backs that mentally fatigue you faster if you have no real life social group.
True
>Not having people in your life to be with and spend time with will atrophy your brain faster.
True
>This life truly is very meaningless and unfulfilling. And I want the wiz who wrote this post to know that you are not missing ANYTHING.
>Life sucks for everyone. Normalfags just pretend that it's not as bad it truly is. They absolutely lack intellectual depth and are a pain to be around.
True but you still can have fun and dont give a shit about it. The end is the same for all, call it absurd or enlightened positive nihilism or wathever.
Life is a joke and Absurd, just dont ruin it more.

>>228426
>teenage succubi
Brother those are troons. Lain is the staple of trooncore.

>>228426
wish i knew i guess they just like to parasite on the most "elitist" thing but having no brain of their own means they couldn't land anywhere else except sel.

im a millennial, i grew up right at the kick off of pokemon mania, but there was also tons of anime on fox kids, kids wb, toonami, adult swim.

anime back in the day had a cool exotic thing going for it, "these cartoons arent some tom and jerry shit".

i dont get how anyone would hate animu in 2026, its become a completely normified hobby

>>228463
Today I would respect someone who is decidedly not an anime fan as long as they're not a moralfag.

>>228407
Anime just mesmerize people in a way cartoons don't, because anime allows the creators to tell whatever story they want, while cartoons must be family-friendly for some reason.
It's not that cartoons can't do the same as anime, most cartoon teams and studios shoot themselves in the foot with arbitrary limitations.
Ever heard of "Hartman Hips", cartoonists invented it because most publisher didn't allow them to draw boobs. Boobs on their own isn't nsfw, but whatever.

>>228397
very interesting

>>227963
Wizardchan in its early years was definitely a crab website.

>>227908
i'd love to go for it. but unfortunately price will drop to affordable levels after few decades at best so we'll have to wait a bit.
>>228000
if we won't have some nice longevity pill or something we won't get robowaifus. that's one of the saddest things ever

for me willing to consider a sexbot, the bot would have to be super advanced, almost real, like a replicant from blade runner tier, like you wouldnt blink twice at it if you saw it walking down the street

Walking helps.

I have a stable job that isn't terrible, all things considered, and I make alright money. Not enough to thrive, but I got food and shelter so I'm alright.

But walking helps. Just get outside and walk wherever you can. Really clears the head.

Similar situation here.
I suffer from chronic pains, nothing gets better.
There is just no way you will ever enjoy living without good health.

I'm sorry for abandoning the thread, I had it open all this time, just no real strength to respond.
To be more clear I just got checkmated by >>228194 this fellow mentally at least for a good bit and I'm still not able to meaningfully respond.
I'll do so anyways to at least show appreciation.
I have read each response fully of course, even if I do not quote directly.

>>228159
I understand the "baby steps" approach, I tried. I managed to "force things" for a while, then somehow drop it and to my shock a year passed.
I to this day am unable to keep a consistent hygiene schedule, it only got better because I do force myself every time I have to go to work which… isn't as often as you might imagine with my blessed dead end helpdesk job I received through something like divine grace.

I tried over and over again and I have accumulated nothing but failures to the point where now my body seems averse to even trying. I just bring the hobby tools for example and stare at them. I can barely read or force myself to think often enough.
Cheap dopamine is the only thing I manage to pursue, but the past few years have been filled with more "starring at the wall in a hazy daydream" rather than any video games or anime. Both which take more effort than I seem able to maintain.
I can muster some up if need be, but as I said, maintaining the spark and kindling it into flame is beyond me.

Funny you mention blender as it was something I really wanted to be good at at some point. I have 2.8 still downloaded, mostly untouched as you might imagine. Ended up like many delusional dreams of mine.
Well not quite, it can't collect dust at least…

>>228193
>If this is the belief in your heart-of-hearts
This was not a desired outcome nor a desired state of mind. It's not something I decide or choose daily. Though I do consider myself a victim I guess considering my galton board obsession.
I have made attempts which felt like best effort and honest pushes, especially during childhood and you know… the frequency of these became less and less after each rejection and failure.
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>>228138
>Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
how do you define that? I've got some long-term commitments under my belt (a PhD) but other than that I think most people are impulsive retards when it comes down to it. usually when people achieve something long-term it's because circumstances forced them to. a common impetus is having children, many normalfags get whipped right into shape by the responsibility despite being utterly unreliably and flaky otherwise

>>228447
Great observation.

I don't have an exact definition.
The ability to set such long-term goals for yourself without being forced by circumstance.
The discipline to control said impulses without external constraint.
That should be a good first step. Managing day to day needs on my own, body maintenance and the like would be a good step towards the type of life I had in mind for me for example.

Were you forced or coerced by circumstance to get your degree? Maybe it was more comfortable to keep going to college / parents supported you until then so you could put of joining the workforce?
Even if the goal was set for you, you still managed to attain it on your own so I think it counts.

>>228384
trolling isn't entertaining

>>228432
depends on who you hook. i just voidgaze literally. all day long. i think my brain cracked finally. don't mind me

>>228434
no

trolling sucks

>>228434
I'm sorry to hear that

>>228455
i'm sorry i made you sorry wizbro

>>228433
being schizo isn't something you can think away. embrace the patterns and enjoy the ride.

>>228437
thing is I'm not a schizo, I noticed that I happened to get repeating digits too often on 4chan/x/, or I would post at 11:11 (accidentally, I auto-hide the Windows taskbar) but I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or how I'm supposed to study the higher mysteries.
maybe if I met the right person, but I'm a loner who keeps polite distance from everyone, while the Internet is full of LARPers.

>>228435
cool theory wiz
the schizos I know say the disease is hellish and I read somewhere schizos have a 10 percent suicide rate
but sometimes you have these very creative schizos like Terry

>>228441
I don't know what he saw in those "tongues", are these random words supposed to have some meaning?

>>228437
yeah I know

are you black?

Moved to >>>/dep/307554.