>>224011same
I'm not going to play a game that's rigged against me, and pretend like I'm having fun overcoming hardships
taking pride in achievements is an ego thing, and I've seen far too many people become stuck-up assholes after they "made it"
very few rich or otherwise successful people have the self-awareness to admit they were simply fortunate, and their genes, circumstances, environment etc. shaped them into who they are
even if they put incredible efforts into their success, they still had the privilege of having their mind set on a goal, and I don't believe you can just free will yourself into being so driven, not if you've experienced first hand how bullshit and unjust life is
>>224024yup
it may come off as schizo thinking, but I like to think that the more active you are in life, the more malevolent attention you attract, like you're asking for misfortunes
better to stay under the radar and life will leave you in peace
I won't give the demiurge his satisfaction