/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>168936
this, wizchan is a neverending heaven of an imageboard

None they’re all horrible

>>168941
how dare you

>>168943
Dare to say something different? Yes I dare.

I really enjoyed reading the "Bottom of the barrel contest" thread a long time ago. Basically wizzies describing their lifes.

>>168928
That's not how parents think. They themselves have kids without thinking about what might get passed down. It's even worse when the most shitty outcomes are only limited to some people in the family, so they see those as flukes.

Very few ugly/unattractive/etc. people internalized how ugly and off-putting they are. "every life is precious and worth living" "do not compare people". When some guy wants to get laid/married to have access to regular sex they will find someone desperate enough to settle for them and it's usually not someone who has good genes either.

To be honest, I've never heard of an arranged marriage that didn't bring some economic advantage to the succubus's family, so this is odd.

are you indian?

>>168942
How come? This is fairly common in some countries. I know my parents would force marry me to someone if they could.

>>168951
Maybe his family is better off than the potential wife's.

>>168849
>NO SEX
thats a given

>NO PORN, and NO MASTURBATION
so nofap lol

>>168853
And you're a fucking golden standart of a human being.

I've done 200 days of nofap for this purpose. Other people do nofap like this only to pursue sex though. Have zero desire for sex, so it wasn't really nofap. More like an experiment of managing horniness.
I personally would not seek medical intervention, the side effects of medication outweighs too much. I have resolved to just accept being a wizard who is horny sometimes.

>another larp thread
Nice job wizkids

>>168864
Honestly fap threads belong to /b/

>>168804
> Just do whatever you want so long as you respect the rules.
Yeah the problem is the fact no one respects the rules, not even the mods.

>>168819
>not even the mods

how do you know that? you can't see the mods' posts.

>>168820
But I can see which posts they delete (or rather, those they don't)

>>168735
Just watched this video. Typical sadistic normies want to come laugh at us and look down on us and hide their sadism through some fake social concern. Also believe journalists who try their hardest to try to tie us to donald trump or crab mass shootings and create a news story for clicks. Weak, stupid, disgusting, hypocritical people. It’s also funny how they assume everyone here is a failed normie who would want to trade places with them given the chance. They can’t fathom the idea that someone has different neurochemistry than them and doesn’t have the same emotional scope. Normalfags are so proud of how empathetic and good they are but can’t put any effort into extending cognitive empathy towards people who think in a different way, when I have to go out of my way every day to do what is not natural to me and extend empathy to these cognitively inferior scum just to function in the world. It really makes me so sick to deal with normal people. i

I pursue passions/hobbies, not people. People/social interactions are just kinda a consequence of doing that.

>>168856
I absolutely relate to what you've written. The issue is not being a wizard itself, depending on how one defines it, I personally see being a wizard more of a consequence of my own anhedonia personally, although I understand not everyone will be here for that specific reason. This inability to enjoy things, which arises for whatever reason, I think ultimately leads many here. I think none of us really enjoy people for a reason or another, it's pointless to be around them if you don't get any fulfillment from it, or if you're repulsed by them, or for any other reason.

Let's all be honest, this whole thing is very experimental. We've taken a leap of faith (willingly or not) and while it's good to be free of whatever path society had planned for you, it also means you don't get the confidence that your path will truly lead you anywhere like normal people do. Even if their path is deceitful, pointless and an illusion, it gives them the confidence to keep living. They can die feeling like their life served some higher purpose because they had a role to fill, and I don't think I can feel the same, and their path is not a choice for me either. I was perfectly fine with this until last year, but some recent events really made me second-think everything, and I think I've become unable to be content with anhedonia at this point.

It honestly astonishes me how incapable of feeling the world I've become. Even those situations that made me feel the most intense emotions until some 15 years ago now make me feel ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Even if I expose myself to those situations and try very hard to find it, there is NOTHING. I could travel to the most amazing beautiful place in the world, partake in the most unusual experiences, I would still feel absolutely nothing. I don't get those fuzzy things in my stomach I used to. It almost feels like I've lived a thousand years and seen everything, but not really, I've spent most of my life in my bedroom and I still don't feel like anything is new. At first I thought this is what it meant to grow up, but it seems that's not really the case, it's just that I've lost the ability I once had when I could enjoy living so much, everyone else still has it. All I feel is various degrees of anxiety and disappointment.

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>>168867
>Those of you who can actually feel the world, don't let is be lost. Enjoy it, cherish it, protect this ability of yours, this is the most amazing thing you can have as a human being.

learning languages, traveling to those countries, and trying to understand how different people see the world (whats valuable to them based on their historical narrative and cultural development) keeps me intrigued. Obviously I could never fully internalize their perception or mind state, but there's something to be taken away when you observe closely enough. Everything else, in terms of "making it" is absolutely meaningless to me.

>>168888
Honestly your entire post is so relatable as that's probably the only reason I haven't taken a lead aspirin yet.
The only measure of peace I can find in life is wandering around distant lands. Far, far from here.

>>168645
honestly man it means nothing, people who need to signal how cool their lives are on social media are often very unhappy people in private

>>168857

>Does your autism diagnosis qualify you for any assistance beyond your autismbux?

No. As far as I know however, there are no such services available that match this sort of thing. I have a case worker, but I don't believe they can offer the sorts of things as what you've described. To be honest, I'd imagine this English succubus's case worker you just mentioned must be going above and beyond what their actual duties are and are making some kind of special effort on their part for the sake of this person. Either way, assuming such a thing were possible, I'd rather not avail myself of it just yet. I still have my parents after all, so it's not especially necessary in the first place. Not to mention that I'm not sure how well I'd get on with whoever it is that could provide this service for me, assuming I could even get on with them, or anyone else for that matter, at all. Hell, I've never even met my own case worker before and I have no idea who they are or anything else about them whatsoever.

I did dabble very briefly with seeing a local disability councilor at one point reserved for disabled persons such as myself a number of years ago in the hopes of taking some baby steps towards re-engaging with the outside world (it wasn't my parents idea, but they supported me all the same and accompanied me to reduce my anxiety), but, for better or for worse, it never went anywhere. The person I saw did actually offer to regularly come and visit me at one point if need be, but they ended up retiring early from their job, cutting those potential plans short. I've never really bothered thinking about following up on it again, since it just seems like more trouble than it's worth. Besides, their main goal would've been to eventually get me a job somewhere, since that's basically what they did, so that was a rather large wrinkle to the whole thing. As far as someone who just visits me for the sake of visiting me, like I said, I'm not sure if such a thing exists here. I'll also say that my mother is very hyper-protective of me and is very quick to discourage any of these sorts of things. And to be honest I don't blame her since it's perfectly understandable, considering my autistic shortcomings. Not to mention, other people are messed up enough as it is and have their own problems to deal with and are in no position Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>168825
No. The outcome is more likely to be like Soylent Green.

>>168825
In some other country maybe. In USA lol no. Instead of voting on a second round of stimulus bills senate decided to fuck off and go away for memorial day weekend (which is an entire week for them) and they may be considering walking back some of the extended unemployment benefits. This is what they do during a crisis. Can't even imagine what would happen in a catastrophe.

>>168825
The strings attached to UBI will be a nightmare from what we know now about the incredibly pervasive surveillance apparatus being installed and the continued degradation of constitutional rights. So called UBI would absolutely be nothing more than leverage to force people to do what the government wants.
>give up all claims to privacy and opt into contact tracing
>use this digital certificate to prove you've had all the vaccines we tell you to get
They'll probably scale it off of your social credit score for maximum dystopia.

>>168828
>>168830
>>168838

Fuck, that's depressing… Society really doesn't care.

>>168838
Hopefully assisted suicide will become legal in the same time frame

Is it harder for black homeless people? Black wizard reporting in.

>>168917
>Is it harder for black homeless people Black wizard reporting in

Most things are harder when you're black. I'd be afraid of hate crimes and just getting randomly "picked up" by cops or whomever for being homeless then only to find you have a scar on your chest from a missing organ. This goes for all wizards, how are you not afraid of organ theft or some other shady shit from living on the street?

>>168920
>This goes for all wizards, how are you not afraid of organ theft or some other shady shit from living on the street?
The wizard is not attached to life. He is prepared for death, ready to welcome it at any moment. The wizard dies before he dies.

test

>>168917
Another black wizbro?
Hey friend, glad to have you here
Things will definitely be harder for you on the streets, no matter how you cut it

>>168176
>corruption
/pol/ poster confirmed.

>>165375
Same it's fucking over. Went full circle except now more broken. 2020s will suck even more, things only go down.

>>168167
/pol/tard detected

>>160489
>coping with the thoughts of death trough the idea of transhumanist
I thought I were the only kid who did this

I think of the 2010s much like raoul from “fear an loathing in Las Vegas” looks at the fall of hippie and acid culture. Particularly the speech about the wave rolling back.
We experienced what many called the gold age of the internet. It was a new ground, like LSD. This applies mostly to the very early 10s of course, and mostly even before that. It had a special magic, like a Wild West. At this point sites like YouTube hadnt yet been filled by corporations and greed. Then it just got worse and worse until “the wave broke” and the magic was gone.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=az36k4-Hc94

>>167073
Maybe read or listen to some books on anger management styles. There are theories that some people have been trained from experiences to suppress their anger or fear being punished for it etc etc, and teaching you a healthy relationship to anger/aggression ( one being assertive ).

There's definitely different causes around mood and energy which are harder to pinpoint. Fear of conflict etc. It's probably an issue that if it isn't related to a lack of energy can be helped with self-help books and stuff.

>>167130
What do rights have to do with anything? Most situations aren't covered by any rights, and to the extent that they are, those rights are provided by people choosing in that specific moment to grant them to you by altering their behavior. Once again, one's "rights" are for others to observe.
Gives me a combination cringe-laugh to imagine standing there prattling on about some imaginary "rights" that don't even apply, to people who already couldn't give a fuck, trying to get them to adjust their behaviors just because I say they should.
>Are you in highschool or what?
No, hence not believing in silly ideals taught to teenagers like assertiveness, being treated equally, being able to choose how other people treat you, etc.

>>167157
>No, hence not believing in silly ideals taught to teenagers like assertiveness, being treated equally, being able to choose how other people treat you, etc.
this. Boomer tier advice tbh.

What I usually do is try to avoid situations where I think I'll be at the mercy of people who likely won't treat me kindly. When there's some pretense of equality, I am assertive with people who begin to try to mess with me, and it has certainly worked in the past, but you are right to say(and I know from experience) that sometimes, if your social superiors want to screw you over, there is nothing that you can do it about it.

The only other thing that I would say is to stand your ground even if you don't think it will stop your opponent. It is very harmful to your dignity to look back on your past interactions and to know that when other people came to attack you, you didn't at least fight back.
I've been fired from two jobs so far, because my bosses wanted to bully me, and I wouldn't have it. Looking back, I would do the same thing again. Not a lot is worse than knowing that other people have hurt you and you haven't done anything about it, whether it's a conflict that's ongoing or something that had happened in the past.

>>167073
I think our grandparents generation benefitted a bit by being aggressive, back in those days one could actually get their will through and gain something by being the loudest in a shouting match. Pull that shit nowadays and you'll quickly get ostracised to kingdom come, no one wants anything to do with someone like that.

>>167073
I'm un-aggressive most of the time because my biology doesn't support much else. I'm lean, so I just lack the weight and raw strength to be more forceful.

>>168685
How do I play board games if I have no friends?

>>168715
You can play solitaire modes, many games have either official or fan made modules about solo play.
You can also find players on places like vassal and tabletop simulator, subreddit groups and discord etc etc.

Yeah hurr reddit discord normie infestion yes I get it but you have to employ those if your game is niche.
I use vassal to play advance squad leader, mahjongsoul for mahjong, but I do have to use discord to play rpgs I like(which are not d&d, man I'm salty about this, go to roll20 and you see 20 games hosting that dumb starting module but I select all the systems I like to play (8-9 of them) and I only get less than 10 results)

it's natural, passion is not infinite, feelings entropy the same way that matter does, if they didn't then we would always be satisfied with the things we started with and probably still be in the stone age

Because I've become so anxious in the past few years I really don't have any hobbies anymore, I'm in survival mode, just trying to get by, so I tend to just watch videos, but I want to start watching stuff I actually want to watch.

>>168364
I understand that feeling, but the truth is that I mainly relive the feeling of past games and movies and such by listening to the soundtracks from time to time.