/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>228487
Now that she's a single mother you finally have a chance!

Why are there so many single mothers everywhere, I'm doing a short course and there's at least 4 of them that I know of

>>228499
Because the guys succubi attracted to aren't the guys who want a family and stable relationship. Alpha fucks and beta bucks is real. succubi don't even treat men they aren't attracted to as humans, they just don't exist for them rather then a loser paypig for her and her spawn.

>>228503
Yeah, it was pretty crabish post. But the fact is the fact.

>>228504
>But the fact is the fact.
It doesn't matter if it's factual or not. You could be speaking out of your ass or you could be posting peer-reviewed statistics. You could be defending succubi or calling for their bloody murder. What's wrong with the post is that this is the only place on the internet where you're supposed to disregard them as a whole. Can men not have one place on the internet to talk about things without sex-obsessed outsiders coming in to post about "top 10 reasons I love succubi" and "All succubi are shallow whores and why that makes my PP sad"?

>>228319
i argue with my tulpa when in public to creep everyone out. when somebody asks me if i'm ok i say I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ARGUMENT PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE ME ALONE. when they call police+ambulance i make a joke of them since there is no legal ground to constrain me since i'm obviously not dangerous

I think that I have created a tulpa or something like that because I often find myself talking to someone next to me. im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
I don't know if i should go on with it, I usually think it's not healthy for me but i cannot stop doing it.

>>228470
>im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
You sound like me in Limerency but too far worst.
I dont know if the thing of you was true love but wathever, its not healthy keep a person rent free in your head.
better go to check your head.
Tulpa is on purpose, If you got a Tulpa out of Feed-back loop and fine tuning the rumiation on your imagination about the succubi, i dont think is a healthy tulpa for you, you need to stop to destroy that tulpa thing.
check this
https://wizchan.org/dep/res/307205.html
Or well, maybe you now are total mentally ill and got worst bacause of deppresion or you have something before your love thing and maybe you got this imaginary friend, or a extra personality or some fucked up thing bacause you now keep forcing it around your trauma and problems of before.
>Also
Tulpamancy guys say that talking and going in a way social and alone and just ignore the Tulpa and go healthy in life (this is for trauma method of forcing) in a way destroy it but if that thing persist in your life, better go to check your head.

>>228474
thanks for the response.
thinking on it I can say that it's more a parasite than a tulpa that is burning me out , many times i tried to stop it but couldn't, i tried with different approaches but failed with all of them. I could try one more time

>>227891
not honest with myself enough

>>225375
Sex with another person feels different from masturbation.

It's like tickling. When someone tickles you, you are unable to stop laughing. When you tickle yourself, barely anything will happen. Sex is like that too.

>>228465
And just how would you know that, “wiz”?

>>228465
If someone tickles me, I am unable to stop punching them in the face. I am a wizard

>>228465
lmao i just tried tickling myself and it had the same effect as if done by someone else
i didn't go too far because i fucking hate that feeling
maybe that's not normal?

>>228468
>>228465
Ok, there's a shit essay
I never told this to anyone but i like hugs.
The problem is that there's a lot of factor to no do it bacause can feel gross and you need to control these factors to be a good experience, even with a succubi if some shit trigger that event without your control.
I know there's these thing about Hug machines for autist but i dont know if i a autist. well, i dont have that problem with too much contact so maybe no.
A non-Wizard friend told me that Sex with Succubi is just like a Hand making pressure in your pee-pee but there's a lot of variables that can turn the experience into ugly to absolute shit, you need to control too much the variables to be a good experience maybe. the other things are about good experience are related to in a way to just the act and wathever you have in lewd mind.
Some adults with child trauma around sexual abuse have traumatic experience to some sensations or even smells, i suppose the dude talk about shit like this and that why.
>Also
Tibet Buddhist with Tantra and Thelemic dudes with Sex Magick do some form of Sex Visualization with (or without in Buddhist case) with fap.
The effects of Visualization in mind can be very interesting, one day i did one practice in bed and i had a interesting powerful orgasm with visualization.
Well maybe the sex shit can in some way do a good thing for your ego bacause its the climax of human experience after being dad-mom etc but maybe its feel empty after a lot of times without the context of Love, just pleasure is empty maybe.
sex magick sound like a personality shift experience, maybe sex and ritual achieve just one of these Peak Experiences that Maslow say that in a way change our perspective of life but this is hard for some people bacause of other determined problems of the persona, who knows.
Aleister Crowley… damn motherfucker.

>>228204
What if that which makes him happy is to be seen as a winner in the eyes of society and conmen? Cheque mate.

>>228206
Then a) he's likely a failed normie that shouldn't be here or b) he needs to realize that if that's what "makes him happy" he will never reach it as society always shifts the goal posts to extract more from you. You will never be good enough.

>>228204
>Look at this society of murder and injustice
that's just the head of the snake. The world is forged with that energy but there is a wake behind it… there IS beauty in this world, peace, prosperity, harmony. It's just not at the head of the snake where evil lives and runs the world forward. It sucks that we have to live in their shadows but it is what it is, and there ARE ways to become immune to their aura and forge your own path.

Become your own head of the snake and start a new wave, or find one that is already out there and try to push more energy in that direction

>>228342
>there IS beauty in this world, peace, prosperity, harmony
I agree, people reject this by their own choice

>>228471
>Lost my virginity
oh, ok. still i dont give a damn about it. you still can be philosophical Wizard maybe. you enjoyed it or want to do it again? well, maybe this is not the good place to talk about it if we go against the rules.
just dont troll about it, still i dont give a damn.
>and totally got stupid lucky with also having a real life friend group at the same time.
That's normal to me, good for you. even if are fake, autist or good for the health of your mind or group.
>here are absolutely draw backs that mentally fatigue you faster if you have no real life social group.
True
>Not having people in your life to be with and spend time with will atrophy your brain faster.
True
>This life truly is very meaningless and unfulfilling. And I want the wiz who wrote this post to know that you are not missing ANYTHING.
>Life sucks for everyone. Normalfags just pretend that it's not as bad it truly is. They absolutely lack intellectual depth and are a pain to be around.
True but you still can have fun and dont give a shit about it. The end is the same for all, call it absurd or enlightened positive nihilism or wathever.
Life is a joke and Absurd, just dont ruin it more.

>>228384
trolling isn't entertaining

>>228432
depends on who you hook. i just voidgaze literally. all day long. i think my brain cracked finally. don't mind me

>>228434
no

trolling sucks

>>228434
I'm sorry to hear that

>>228455
i'm sorry i made you sorry wizbro

>>228433
being schizo isn't something you can think away. embrace the patterns and enjoy the ride.

>>228437
thing is I'm not a schizo, I noticed that I happened to get repeating digits too often on 4chan/x/, or I would post at 11:11 (accidentally, I auto-hide the Windows taskbar) but I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or how I'm supposed to study the higher mysteries.
maybe if I met the right person, but I'm a loner who keeps polite distance from everyone, while the Internet is full of LARPers.

>>228435
cool theory wiz
the schizos I know say the disease is hellish and I read somewhere schizos have a 10 percent suicide rate
but sometimes you have these very creative schizos like Terry

>>228441
I don't know what he saw in those "tongues", are these random words supposed to have some meaning?

>>228437
yeah I know

are you black?

Moved to >>>/dep/307554.

Moved to >>>/b/1035754.

>>228390
Meds.

The "system" is just a network of institutions who have some power of certain subsystems like government, education, military, etc.
It doesn't matter how much they force their tripe, voluntary association, voluntary transactions, creative intelligence, etc are still the real drivers behind society.
The harder they lock everything down, the more things grind to a halt and complete stasis and inactivity dominates.
Normies never get any further than some vague ideas they are some kind of victim.

Beat of?

>>228251
I can't beat my OF habit no matter how hard I try

Our hormones are stable, we do it for the sake of dopamine and i started doing it less and less since I got my meds for adderal. It just made me crave less hits of dopamine and reduce by addiction to pornography. I would say, this is pretty normal and this is how it is supposed to be. Teenage makes you over do it, we just reached stability.

I haven't watched porn in months, maybe there is something wrong with my body

I fap everynight before sleeping