After digging through several more obscure boards it dawned on me there's nothing, never was.4 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view.
The only reason imageboards had been a pastime was because I was hoping for some corner to play out, or just something interesting to think about. It's comforting to see that there are some threads where your thoughts are shown, that you aren't insane. And wizchan is nice in that respect, interesting thoughts certainly and yet… because of my stupidity and desire to stop thinking, it's a way to engage in mental gymnastics, create mental prisons that eject yourself from the unforgiving responsibilities of living, but no longer does this work for me anymore. I can no longer turn a blind eye to my lobotomy. It just hurts
There's another thread that details the lack of hobbies, how everything is dead and we must move on. Just realizing that may include imageboards and how, ultimately, there's something dead in them too. And it's a real asinine thing to detail, there's no real revelation in this, of course imageboards are a waste of time. So is this post, it's very self-masturbatory, I'm aware.
Just figured there are lurkers here that may benefit from the reminder that these places do little for you - well, at least for me they no longer do anything. Just more alienation, and that's okay, whatever. I'm not sure why we're all prone to look for some common ground even if we're never going to see each other in reality and I'll be stuck in my corner of American Suburbia working a job with mostly foreigners, yuppies, and permanently tired - of course it's the best way to endure a situation you can't get out of, to kill your senses and self-awareness. But I'm not sure why I have - or you have - accepted it. It'd be nice to have energy back. To think or see beyond 5 centimeters in front of you.
Regardless, I guess I'll go. I am a faggot, I know. Whatever. Call me a fuckup faggot, I know I am one. Just fucking kill me, misanthropy is all I have left. FUCK THIS GOOD LUCK AND GOOD BYE
I love imageboards and the people who post on them, they are the most interesting people on the internet.
Normies and namefags are boring.
>>179123>Normies and namefags are boring.
Meanwhile you avatarfag on /b/ like a namefag does, and have posted on reddit so much you even made your own subreddit.
No. Did I step on some toes?
good luck in your future endeavours anon
well it is fun to excite a crowd of anons but that is the only fun thing i have found on imageboards, the others are hoping that some anon post about something that catches my interest but it never does and consulting people far more intelligent than me, but either they have no interest on whatever i have branched into or i am asking about things they don't know about, i tried to contribute something back but im only useful to beginners
i know i dont belong here despite being 6~ months away from wizardry because i dont know how to have fun without hurting anons or an entire community in the process