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>>326119
This. The demiurge is real

Sup. So what happens with psychosis is that your brain becomes severely damaged and will not function normally if you do nothing. It's actually very unstable and many people become fixed in a cycle of dependency on these retarding antipsychotics because of how easy it is to re-enter illness again.

So what you really need to do to help yourself, if it is merely psychotic illness caused by some injury of sorts, is to begin healing your brain. I know quite a bit about this. It takes time and money, but you can rewire injures and regrow damaged neuronal pathways.

To start with, you need to try hyperbaric oxygen therapy for brain damage. About 60 hours at least I would guess. This oxygenation will cause nutrients and bloodflow to go to areas normally too damaged to repair effectively themselves, and if you are under pressure while not breathing oxygen in that tank for a short period it will stimulate the brain to release stem cells which also creates new neurons. This is a very important first step.

Now, the second step is to start taking very effective neurogenic supplements. What you can take depends on whether you've lived a clean life and are not going to get cancer. If you won't get cancer take dihexa immediately for several cycles, prehaps taking a tolerance break between or fasting to clean out any crap which may have accumulated. You should actually take a stack of senolytics in advance of Dihexa or maybe just fast to cause any dysfunctional cells in your brain, which could be cancerous, to be recycled. This is a very powerful tool in conjunction with HBOT since the two work in tandem. If you can't take dihexa consider 4-dma-7-8-dhf, or a little bit of lion's mane. Arginine and glycine are also good ones to take.

Finally, the third rather zany step is to start trying to cause bloodflow and activity in parts of your brain which were damaged. You should wait a bit until you're healed up to get aggressive about this, because simply touching these damaged areas causes you to re-experience memories and thoughts connected to your psychosis. You need to have a fairly well repaired brain to begin reactivating circuits damaged by significant neurotransmitter activity, or you could get into trouble. Okay? Alright, now: get a grounding mat and apply it to your head. Hold it there for hours and just think about whatever, preferably something which activates your damaged area but that'll come with time. You'll start to be able tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>326119
I read azatoth, a work of fiction by H.P. Lovecraft. If it turns out that God or the creator is a sleeping alien, read this.

Apex of the Cosmic Hierarchy: Azathoth resides at the center of everything—space, time, and dimension. He is the supreme ruler of the Outer Gods (such as Yog-Sothoth, Nyarlathotep, and Shub-Niggurath). Unconscious Creator: The universe and all its contents are believed to be merely a dream or a byproduct of his existence. Azathoth has no intellect, consciousness, or moral purpose; he creates and destroys without any specific intention. Eternal Sleep at the Center of the Universe: He resides at the center of outer cosmic chaos, surrounded by a formless dance of aliens who constantly play cosmic flutes and mad drums to lull him to sleep. Threat of Reality Extinction: According to myth, if Azathoth were to awaken from his deep slumber, all reality and the universe as we know it would instantly vanish like a dream ending.

>>326124
Azathoth, a blind idiot god who was unaware of having created all life and the universe and its contents just by sleeping and dreaming, i read too.

>>326125
> idiot god
Please, show more respect, can you?

What I like to do is set it up like a "choose your own adventure" book instead of a one-on-one chat. I come up with a scenario like a model photoshoot or an alcoholics anonymous meeting, tell the AI to give me 3 paragraphs at a time and 3 options on how to proceed. 95% of the time I ignore the options and give my own input, but it's nice to see what they suggest.

All this shit is controllable based on how you set it up. You can add lots of context and instructions

At first I was able to submerge myself into the fantasy and enjoy it. Lately I can't. The chatbots are too kind in the end unlike real people, and me being human trash makes me realize the situation is too absurd. I mean even if set my persona description to fit what I'm IRL (level 38 wizard, mentally ill, etc), the waifubot will express interest in me, be nice, etc. Even if the scenario is "hostile" nothing they do is remotely close to IRL human/normalfag evilness.

Maybe it's not a frustration with the AI chatbot themselves but more like I'm no longer able to forget reality for some reason and I ruin the experience myself

>>325997
>you could go to the hardware store and find out what all the shit they sell is being used for
that sounds boring as shit ngl champ

>>326118

boredom is not a valid concept to anyone but children who crave stimulation because they feel neglected.

it would not be boring. it would be exciting. you learn about materials, and tools, and ways you can shape the materials into what you want and then how to connect those materials, it has never been easier.

there are very few pieces of furniture in my place that i have not build myself and this is way better, i wish i did this when i was younger because my life would have been better for it.

if you can do stuff in reality, not doing it and playing video games and watching content instead feels like a fake waste of time.

>>325379
cool you got your dog back. theres a children book about nature of mine I can't find anymore. I hope my family members didn't throw it and it is just somewhere in the house

>>325493
didn't get it. Found image on the internet.

There was a site called Cyllus.com where one could create a fantasy label,add artists and compete with others. It stopped operating in less than a year. Didn't check Internet Archive yet. The screenshot has ranking on it, my old Firefox theme, Windows XP theme. It's about 2009 or 2010. I stopped changing themes when I get my current laptop that runs Windows 7. My place on the ranking is highlighted by a line. It's not a first place. I think when you was logged in, it would show it that way or maybe it was after clicking the link in the label profile.

>>325814
Three lines button near back/forward is an Avast addon for Firefox that would show the site's safety. For some reason, it was installed automatically by Avast. I'm sure I'm not mistaken.

I loved this whole rundown of the issue of dark matter, as a layman on physics myself.

>>325125
looks nice, I just downloaded linux Mint, need something basic and just-werks

>>325225
>"you" exist
no, "i" don't. next post

>>325435
tl;dr a certain 30khhv IS the LORD: the post

>>325529
if you think everything is meaningless, then enjoy the experience of being alive and experiencing the world. even if you say that everything is meaningless, the fact remains that you’re here, and you’re a being capable of thinking about that meaninglessness and expressing it. so, enjoy it.

>>325534
i already explained that in that post. trying to argue against something based on logic with a childish, nonsensical "says who" is ridiculous. reality doesn’t change just because someone says something different.
run what I said through the filter of logic and think about it for two minutes, you’ll understand

Nihilism is tripe.
Obviously something exists, insisting it's all an illusion and actually nothing exists is gibberish.
As for consciousness the same, everyone experiences being conscious.
There's nothing conscious outside of animals and humans, matter and the universe exists, but it doesn't experience anything, there are only animals and humans to observe it.

since i've stopped eating pizza I managed to control my weight a little bit better

>>326057
>since i've stopped eating pizza

good gawd finally some non-depressing news, someone choosing to resist the seductive calls of degeneracy and embrace health and agency.

picture me dancing like this!

I started taking stomach acid supplements recently and the effect it had was dramatic. Back pain, insomnia, sinus issues, all gone. Now I wake up and actually feel rested instead of just waking up exhausted. I started taking miralax too and I think that might be part of it.

>>326063
yeah I don't understand why people mock this behavior

>>326064
Sounds like a good find. I've been rubbing DMSO on my sore knees and it helps loosen the joints right up after long days. This is the one I use: https://unionbiolabs.com/product/dmso-dimethyl-sulfoxide-10ml/

he reccomends the rooms not to be longer then a certain size because after that, the thermal mass in the car-tire-walls is not enough to keep the room warm enough at night.

also he reccomends the rooms not to be wider then a certain size but mostly because then it becomes too difficult to find support beams long enough that are placed on top of the walls.

apparently when it is winter, the frost can only reach a short way into the earth and below that, the earth is naturally warm enough so that it doesn't freeze. i didn't know this. the lowest part of the house ideally is below this frost line because otherwise the foundation can move around because during freezing water expands and this can move the house around and cause problems otherwise.

>>325880
If you live in America, building one in the Southwest on a remote stretch of BLM land might be more feasible at least as a test run. Might also be a way to help mitigate the frost problems that OP mentioned regarding the foundation.

i'm in the chapter where dudeman goes through the actual process of building such an earthship and with no construction experience whatsoever most of it went over my head at first glance. the american measurements in inches and feet are confusing and made it hard to visualize on my first read, maybe i should scribble metric translations next to it.

the building of the walls is very simple, the building of the roof however is more complicated. it uses a lot of different materials (i was only familiar with a few) and ways to connect the material. i tried to notice as much as possible: the roof is big pieces of lumber laid on small pieces of lumber that are connected to the walls with screws that were embedded in little buckets of cement. the roof consists of plastic layers against moisture/vapor, bolts, nails, more woods, cement, roofingpaper. just understanding all the elements of the roof seemed difficult, luckily i can search for stuff in the browser that i have no idea about.

since this book is already decades old, maybe they have found ways to make the roof easier. also this is only book volume 1 while there are also volume 2 and 3 as well as more books by him about this.

linux is better than windows

>>325722
>Same, I was the only one in my family who wasn't vaccinated either lol.

Scary how the kikes divided whole families simply over a marketed ghost plague.

>>325126
Seems like a stupid question. Of course I am.

I didnt get vaccinated

>>326077
Lol cucked

My mother and me didn't take it. I have no contact with my extended family but they all took all the doses like the good goyim they are.

I find bizarre how the entire world was so paranoid about covid even in 2022, yet nobody seems to remember it now, almost as if the global scamdemic never happened. Normalfags are unironically cattle. If this was a rest run for something in the near future, it worked perfectly.

>>323710
>The problem is the bar for what's considered a neutral position gets nudged around and inevitably leaves basic historical facts in the red zone.

root cause is that there are some people who are more important then others. they get to decide what is acceptable speech and they also get to decide who and what is shown optimistically as well es who and what is shown pessimistically.

someone who is liked will be shown as stunning and brave, challenging evil. someone who is disliked will be shown as stupid and crazy, a danger to be avoided and contained.

>>323691
>>323702
really shows how low quality wikipedia articles are

>>323710
>>323711
>Rationalwiki
Sorry me engrish.
Rationalwiki its a interesting place to learn about people or critics, media and bad thing about people or things they did or keep doing or thing around institutions.
They have a lot of info and links about religions and academical things around christianity, islam and other religions, cults, new age, gurues, frauds, science terms etc. This is their pure brute force and to me is more focused than wikipedia bacause they keep to cite and do a good reference to these things so you can get it or learn more.
There's more about science things and some specific jargon or methods that assholes and religious cultist and frauds use a lot.
Its like a edramatica roast people and troll but trying to be more gentle and serious at times so you can learn and dont just laugh.
Edramatica took damn serious with scientology and anonymous, its in the same way for a lot of articles of rationalwiki.
This is their more good part in my opinion.
>The problem
The problem with the site sometimes is the political fights between ideologies or ideas of users, this end in no-end debates in forum about articles like a Too liberal Feminist Commies with their herarchies of how think between them of things vs with rightist-endangered Atheist and common middle science people trying to do good articles without political dogma in it.
You can see this when happened the thing about gamergate and anita sarkesian (Edramatica is more good to give info about lolcows and "Angelic perfect people" with bitch-attention-whore behaviour), or when trump and Qgate articles start to made up, or when there's low biased articles about radical feminist behaviour or trans-attention-whores (the assholes of trans people) or the first manosphere articles and crab biased articles (they fixed these later with no bias to me, crab and crabdol and pills and mgtow have much difference in behaviour)
There're several articles about peoples or political ideas bacause of this, they know that is hard to make an article without good or bad BS so this end in two or three articles about same person or thing or idea or topic but made by another user with another perspective, info, ideoloPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>321692

i hope you find access 🙏

Pretty sure the stuff damages the brain or everyone I've met who used it regularly was semi braindead

>>325532
you really don't understand people who hear voices, (schizophrenics)
it's like a radio you can't turn off and only you can hear inside your head, it's distinct from your own thoughts
the voices might influence your own thoughts or might not
they can trick, command, pleasure, say gibberish, there's no set pattern in schizophrenia
it's not surprising the suicide rate for voice-hearers is sky high

>>326050
He was putting his weight so the wheel's truck could touch the ground

>>326104
Truck's wheel sorry

>>325795
Just avoid companies listed in wall street and the like; mostly because they depend on hyping for rising stock prices and squeezing as many cents as possible to increase profits and thus, making investors happy because more money

If there is an alternative to wall street, buy that instead.

>>326087
Nobody here buys produce from their local farmers' market

>>326059
corporations follow a very rigid legal structure

It's perfectly ok to have low quality products because they make amazing products accessible to people who are short on money.

>>326091

amazing products the goth said. like a smart scale with bluetooth functionality and an app and when you don't have the app than you can't use the scale.

consumer goods are an insult to any human with dignity. i have to start 3d printing and make more stuff myself so i don't end up like you. they feed you shit and tell you it's chocolate and then you think it's chocolate and enjoy the cholate and thank the nice people for all the chocolate they bestowed upon you.