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I dont know. I dont know who or what i am. There is no independent self. There is just an observer, a mask cant be put on or off. The meatbag reacts how it must under whatever conditions it is in

>>317824 (OP)
I never put on a mask because I dont believe in being a liar and pretending to be someone that I'm not.

>>317826
I think OP means being withdrawn and not sharing anything about yourself with other people, rather than pretending to be someone else. When you have almost nothing in common with normalfags, you can only talk about the most generic stuff like the weather, food, recent events, etc. You avoid revealing anything about yourself for reasons that should be obvious to a male virgin. You go on like this for too long, and the NPC becomes your second nature, and even overwhelms your true self, to the point where there is very little left of your personality. That's how I relate anyway.

>>317824 (OP)
>What to do?
I wish I knew, wish I could open up before people, but there is too much spaghetti in my pockets.

>>317826
>I never wear protective gear when striding through poisonous vegetation and thorns because natural is best.

>>317824 (OP)
Methodical recording of what I am (right now) and what I need to be in public. I have a wall full of laser engraved plaques and calligraphy which I took time to make look nice to trick the subconscious into recognising as important, and also tried to put some eloquence into it so that my conscious mind can remember and articulate it more reliably.

For example:

"You are deformed and damaged from birth, little is expected but is required of you, do not expect others to participate in your delusions, do not take on more than you can reliably accomplish."

This is literally the first thing I see every morning. With that as the baseline I determine what needs to be done on a given day and usually have a formal checklist or memento statements to get myself into the right mind set relative to said baseline.

Further, "Not everyone can be attractive, but everyone can be tidy", so that if I have to go out, as a rule I dress up to the formal shirt, trews and tie level so that people subconsciously interact with The System instead of the deformed individual in front of them. Men are blessed such that "Wearing a bland shirt and tie" makes them fade into the psychological background.

As for taking it off, the reverse works well - dress down to a dirty old hoodie and slack trousers, take a long shower to physically reset the body and literally wash off the grime of the outside world, and make a conscious choice to accommodate my deformities and shortcomings.

15 odd years of practising this and I can apparently pass enough for normal with only a bit of excess tiredness at the end of the work day.

Both the mind and body can be influenced by the environment and incoming signals, this is just basic applied psychology - but you have to *know* it and determine where your signal and noise levels are to make use of them. Willpower and intelligence alone without making use of tools to manipulate the self is for ascetics.

>>317826
Good luck trying to survive on the spectrum with this attitude in countries without neetbucks.

I'm forced to put on a social mask and learn how to maintain it so I don't starve to death.

Moved to >>>/b/1011443.

>>316466
The term white trash has been in common usage for over 100 years.
It has nothing to do with redzit.

>>310573 (OP)
Get plastic surgery

>>316466
Whitoid

>>310573 (OP)
I find this happens if you don’t acknowledge people or talk back/talk at all when they expect it. It’s perceived as rude and it’s taken out on you. It is strange.

>>317805
It's safe and effective

>>317632
it is common amongst normals to feel confused and bothered by the exquisite vocab of aspies

>>317805
death via heart inflammation and blood clots, with the highest risk for young males specifically. Even wikipedia says that. We cant know how common it is because it is covered up

What benefits it has is easy to answer: nothing, even the most pro-vaccine figures like Fauci admit now that it was a mild disease and they dont even recommend vaccination now except for old people

>>317810
Depending on the study, 15-20% of aspies and autists are 120-140+ IQ. They may as well be aliens to a normie who is 85 IQ and tries to have a conversation with one.

>>317813
"Von Neumann would carry on a conversation with my 3-year-old son, and the two of them would talk as equals, and I sometimes wondered if he used the same principle when he talked to the rest of us." - Edward Teller

>>316122 (OP)
It's funny that normalfags have hijacked these two disorders so much that all I think about it tiktok-brained zoomers who try to fill the hole in their chest with 'adhd' and 'autism'.

>>317105
I don't understand why they hijack everything even stuff they made of.

>>317165
normies can't stand exclusivity, it's the same reason why we have an illusion of democracy
whenever a normie sees something he does not have, his brain instantly goes
>ME TOO! ME TOO! I WANT IT TOO!
crabs and their attitude towards sex is no different in this regard
crabs are just failed normies, and it is also typical normie behavior to destroy what they can't have, so crabs make it their life mission to hate on succubi
the real rich people know about this behavior, so they provide normies with cheap substitutes of exclusive things
to keep the normies docile, to make them think that they got a taste of what the "elites" have

>>317166
based

>>317105
>>317166
have you considered the possibility that it boils down to a complete lack of self esteem? young men just don't have it good at all anymore
>if i suffer because i can't fit into society anywhere maybe theres just something wrong with me like i'm autistic or have ADHD

>>317693
You have no clue what you're talking about. See this: >>222338

>>317734
Please learn how to cite posts properly.

>>>/test/4892

>>317683
>not like there is much I can do about my facial features if i really needed to "looksmax" for pragmatic reasons
for the most part no, but if youre skinnyfat (or just fat) there actually is. i lost like 40 pounds simply by walking and eating less junk and my face changed quite considerably. i still look unconventional and weird but i never realised just how much fat was around my chin and jaw, it was pretty gross.

>>317798
I was *somewhat* normal weight, but losing 20lbs from that, made my jawline and cheekbones pop to the point father said I look like a different person.

One can only imagine how big the difference is if you have 40, 60, 100+ pounds of extra weight.
Losing that will change you into somebody else.

>>317799
yeah, and dont think just because youre tall or dont look obviously fat (with clothes on) that this isnt the case. i was stupid and thought it was just my bone structure (lol) when in reality those bones were hidden by stealth caches of fat.

theres also that toilet roll analogy: "initial weight loss might seem minimal, like removing a few layers from a full roll, but as you continue, each layer removed becomes more noticeable, leading to significant changes over time". so even if youre average weight, every incremental lb will change your face more.

The cassowary taking notice of my Dorito encrusted fingers pecks hungrily. I humbly oblique, "Free maid service? why not?" I state even though I was saving those Dorito crumbs for a snack. Such a wonderful and glorious creature, truly misunderstood. The cassowary pecks every molecule off my sausage fingers, then turning its head, looking upon my sofa it sees the its prize, an unopened crushed Dorito bag, which I had in fact earlier passed out on…

haha this is good so far. re-reading it made me laugh. we need more writers

The cassowary starts rummaging its beak, now dirty with dorito, inside the crushed Dorito bag, searching for something. As I watch it, I realize that something is off. Have cassowaries always worn such beautiful shoes? Before I can return to my questions about avian fashion, the cassowary pulls something out of the dorito bag and delivers it into my round hands

bump

>>317784
OP here, completely forgot my thread haha. nice to know other wizards want to continue this peoject

>>317724
Thankfully the clouds have stopped pissing on us so I guess it worked but damn all the cars here looked like they had been sitting on a dealership for a year after the first piss shower.

>>316882
That strongly depends on the industry.

>>309821 (OP)
Start your own business

>>316882
You should tell them. Find them crabs and tell them. The bitch might get sued

>>309821 (OP)
I am like you with no skills or any degrees, I gave up at this point, my only hope is my family finding a job for me.

>>309821 (OP)
Go to your containment board and stay there
>>>/dep/

fuck tha police comin straight from the underground

most of them are weak ass pencil pushers
instead of chasing actual crime, they punish you for not driving like a docile pussy, and steal your weed

Police suppose to serve the public; that seperates them from soldiers who task is to defeat the enemy. Unfortunately some don't see the distinction. *sigh*

i have a few police friends, they're pretty fun to talk with

They help to keep the nigs in line, so yes, they are helpful in that respect

>Are policemen helpful, competent and friendly
Gods no. You need bribes or connection to even get into the police in my 3rd world shithole and they'll literally not respond to police reports without bribes. All cops are bastard but they're necessary to keep even worse bastards in check. They're people you need but not like.