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I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>322723
Christcuck

Pretty much like you O.P, it's soul crushing, the boredom, the monotony, the emptiness, even most online N.E.E.Ts seem to have active lives full of fun compared to me, the thought of having to like that for the rest of my life makes me want to die, I wish I could sleep all day and night just to avoid the boredom and monotony

>>319910
When I was a NEET for almost a decade I didn't do anything, just like you, some games, youtube, scrolling manga/manhwa/hua mindlessly.
Once every few weeks I'd get the spark of motivation to try stuff, had some fun, but often whatever I started ended up gathering dust.
Now I have worked for 3-4 years (I'm 30) and when I'm off the clock it feels like I travel through time to the next shift.
When I have a week vacation or something it passes by in the blink of an eye.
I no longer game because it takes too much effort, learning new stuff is too much of a barrier for me. I got pathfinder 2 and stuff sitting there downloaded, but too much effort.

I just scroll manga now. Even anime is too much focus for me. Scroll and daydream. Kinda feeling like a kid in highschool again. I'd always daydream the hours away.
I had things I thought I wanted to do, but clearly since I'm not doing those things I didn't really want them to begin with maybe.

I feel you on the NPC thing OP. It feels like some fundamental humanity, the divine spark is missing. I can rotate the apple in my head and have inner monologues if we are talking meme shit like that, but in reality I do nothing.
I pursue nothing. I am nothing.

A doctor, randomly unpromted went on a long advice/rant to me about needing long term goals and how to pursue them.
I guess he simply diagnosed me with shit-life-syndrome and decided to throw me a bone.

The problem is I have zero goals or real desires that would serve as a purpose. Without a purpose there is no reason to strive, you can just focus on mitigating pain and suffering while maximizing pleasure.
Basically working a dead end low responsibility job, surviving, getting home jerking off until my foreskin tears or scrolling until my fingers develop RSI or tendonitis is all that is left.
Hell putting effort into your own health becomes something you subconsciously classify as an unworthy pursuit if you really have nothing to go on for.
Unfortunately the next sadpanda upload isn't enough of a reason to keep living.
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>>323050
You will never be as desirable as a loli. Cope and seethe. Go back to crystal cafe and hate on how much men dont want a fat ugly troglodyte like you.

Damn just as I got the urge for a skyrim oneeshota mod too

Why should I care if some loli shota porn site and its forum gets shut down. Nigger, get a fucking life and do something good for yourself instead of masturbating all day to cartoons.

>>323063
it’s a direct attack on free speech by normal groids, if you don’t care about this you gay porn forums may be next, that’s how genocides start

>>323014
Maybe it's just me, but at 30 I've started to lose interest in jerking off as much.
Kinda no longer see the point of hoarding stuff like that since I just can't see myself looking back at my stash in my late 30s or 40s.
Feels like I was hoarding and safekeeping this stuff like pictures of my non-existent family memories or something.
Not sure if anyone else relates to this conclusion.

>>323030
Not a Thirdie but I am NEET who is preparing for the homeless life, currently I am almost 40 and I gave up on getting a job, I have almost no money the last amount I had was used for me to buy a pair of sports shoes and a tent, it's simply inevitable for me, I do exposure therapy where I sleep outside everyonce in a while in order to make my mind used to that lifestyle and not fear it too much, I also walk long distances every single day, hence why I bought a pair of sports shoes, homelesness implies the need to walk long distances daily to find food, so I am making my body used to such thing already while I can, I accept my fate and I am preparing for it.

>>322988
Cringe ive known plenty of lv 2/3's poc vs "aspergers" whites

How the hell do you survive as a NEET in that part of the globe? I am from the first world and without NEETbux it's very very difficult to make your family support you for longer than 1 years or 2, I have heard of some third world NEETs whom their families have been supporting them for long years, maybe they are really wealthy for their national standards.

I wageslaved for a year at a gas station for 280 U.S.D a month, it was a hell on earth.

>>323051
Some of us fucked up and are barely getting neetbux at 40, a neet had an SSI case going 8 years

>>322820
I have always believed that I am probably one of the few people with independent thought in this world and I hate it so much

xkcd's way of seeing correlations without doing extra math

Blue butterfly larva hardcucks an entire ant colony in a glorious fucked-up way

>>322984
I used to work with data a lot and it almost always was me just looking at a scatter plot and vibing out the trends. The math is just to test out the vibes

>>323001
I can imagine theres like 2% of the ants that know its a trap but if they do anything about it they'll get dogpiled by the majority white knight ants. Not even the insects are safe from normies

>>322913
>Is it good just on its own? With bread or something? I can't be arsed to make sauce

yeah it is just like peanut butter, if you get a small glass i am sure you will not be disappointed. you can add it to lots of stuff. i'd never advise you to eat bread but if you do it anyways you might as well put some sesame paste on and maybe add some honey and sprinkle some cocoa powder on.

the only time i can remember where i didn't like it was when i tried to put it into coffee.

>>322789
>>322789
350 eurobucks for a mere "it can use jars" perk. Sounds silly to me.
I mean, if this 349 EUR device has the quality of a decent 200-250 EUR "business" blender for diners and cafeterias, then it's OK to pay some extra 100 EUR to save up hours and hours of workhours and rest hours per year.

>>322983

>350 eurobucks for a mere "it can use jars" perk. Sounds silly to me.

i understand your disbelief because 350€ is quite a lot of money but since this is an open source blender, you can just download the specifications and 3d-printing-files for free and build it yourself, or mostly yourself. they sell the blades-part (which is the most complicated part) for 40€, this one i woulud get because then you wouldn't need to metal bend and build gasket from silicone, etc. if you knew your way around motors and had spare parts and building materials collected, this is as little as it would reasonably cost you.

>I mean, if this 349 EUR device has the quality of a decent 200-250 EUR "business" blender for diners and cafeterias, then it's OK to pay some extra 100 EUR to save up hours and hours of workhours and rest hours per year.

it's even worse then that. i have a 30€ blender that rotates inside a glass vessel, i could have just continued to use it. it is slightly weaker but the additional power of the 1000w motor matters very little.

no the reason i got it is because it uses jars, this is totally worth it to me because the less cleanup and no more transfer is a tangible benefit. yeah i would have liked not to pay this much but it has simplified everything for me because i don't plan to eat cooked food much longer so this is all there is for me.

i also consider it supporting open hardware because as you might understand, proprietary consumer goods are turning into nothing but surveilance dystopia. wait for all the water kettle mysteriously stop being produced and the only ones available will be those with a little display in them so that they can show advertisement to you against your will because you are cattle to them.

Weak hippie soydrinkers will try to justify a $420 USD plastic box to grind their food into a paste by saying that most of the plastic is recycled and 3D printed and that the design specs for the device were uploaded online for free so it's progressive or whatever. They will say "No more cleaning" as a prime selling point because cleaning requires muscles that they don't have. They will turn decent vegetables in to slurries of spices and water because their tongues are unable to taste normal food after a lifetime of being burnt by niggerweed smoke.

Healthy men will just eat the food as is, or chop it with a knife because turning food in to paste is fucking stupid and has a history of making children's teeth and jaws undeveloped. If these men need a blender to make preworkout smoothies, they will get one from Goodwill for $14.88 and it won't ever break because it's not made by gay progressive weed hippies.

>>322614
Animal fats are the healthiest fats. Plant lipids are goyslop.

>>323010
Would you consider remaking this thread without the sportsball nigger pic rel?

>>322882
I'm not sure what point you think you're trying to prove.
>I-I totally owned you!!
No.

>>322883
>You didn't own me
You weren't contrarianfagging so you weren't owned but you did prove the point by replacing the soldiers with succubi. The lyrics are about fake heros and the other anon said you need men for war which exists because of men.

The future is 90% succubi and 10% men. All jobs become basket weaving in the end anyway and men need a lot of cool stuff and protein which is unsustainable.

The 10% men will be waging war through hi-tech ball games and be in elite condition.

>>322877
This is what feminists want, end of gender and an end to beauty.

>>322036
>post males with them shorts at the post office

>>322847
>males against each other

Deleted posts.

Yeah, gender war feminists are making fan service illegal, the manosphere is full of dirty /pol/fag muck and there are rumors of Klarna and OF making a deal to create more debt. Fertility rates are low because babies are being eaten and no this is not /x/.

The world could have been a luxury spa but there are trolls creating unfinished jokes with no punch lines.

>>322884
I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks

>>322907
>I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks
You don't have to. If you were born into a world like that, you would be free to do anything or nothing at all.

It's not a dystopia at all.

>>321453
>What crabs want is just natural human relations

This is true for most people.

>Remaining a crab is basically the only choice we have.

This is wrong because you don't have to join their subculture.

The rest of the post is complete BS.

Fake crab policing is ironically the most crab thing one could do because it takes one to know one. They are involved with with the word.

That's what crabs do in a bucket, they drag others down.

>>322938
>There is a bio-Calvinist TULIP theology to crabism. In which there is an Elect and a damned reprobate chosen from birth for damnation.

>Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated. Could be said by God or the statistical female of the species.

>The black pilled stats become this Demiurgic Cthulu cruel God, far beyond the choices of the individual succubi who summoned it. The Stats monster is a being in and of itself. I call him Staulua.

>There is no possible action the crab can take to escape the entropy of the role in life that The Stats has assigned him.

>Being a crab is like being a predestined Calvinist who knows one was chosen for hellfire from before birth.

Aside from the word "theology", this is accurate. Why are you so sensitive about heterosexuals discussing heterosexuality?

>>322942
>predestination is a theological concept
In Christianity

>>322862

Have you played the expansion?

;)

Lemmings gonna lemming, 2020 corona hysteria proved to me that there is no hope for the great majority of humanity, they're gonna kill themselves and that's the end of it, you can laugh or cry about it it's up to you, I've been having a lot of yuks

>>322905
>2020 corona hysteria proved to me
Nothing, it proved nothing.

Somehow the last multiple decades of (effective) media and consumer propaganda is of no consequence yet one event that stopped normalfags from partying and fucking and consuming "woke" people up. "Woke" them right up back to consuming and fucking and partying.

Fuck off normalfag.

>>322908
Take a booster loser

>if you don't play this shitty VN you get reported to the feds and drugged into retardation
What the fuck is going on in the UK?

>>322836
That's my wizard origin story. I was too busy saving western civilization to do the thing that men and succubi do when they love each other very much.

>>322834
Consuming AI generated child porn is also a victimless crime. Your wife cheating on you with tyrone is a victimless crime. Jews promoting racemixing to the point of ethnicide is also a victimless crime. Your kids abandoning you when you're old and destitute is a victimless crime. But I guess the crime is more 'acceptable' to you if there are no legally recognized 'victims', which is a very arbitrary metric. Based on your attitude in that single post, you're the kinda guy who is happy with whatever the laws says is legitimate. You don't have any values of your own.

>>322835
I believe 4chan started off genuinely as a passion project, but due to the amount of power it had over internet culture (and how cowardly m00t is), it was inevitable power hungry jews would want to influence it.

>>322833
Do you remember the 10-hour cocaine-fueled podcast? There's a reason why there was never a continuation. There's no more "secret level of evil" to uncover.

>>322841
If it's any consolation, they only got to 4chan in it's eternal September phase. Which was also coincidentally around the same time most of the internet went from amateur websites, fandoms, websites, forums etc to the same 5-7 websites that the internet consists of now.