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Love! if thy destined sacrifice am I,
Come, slay thy victim, and prepare thy fires;
Plunged in thy depths of mercy, let me die
The death which every soul that lives desires!

>>305804
I Study Western Esoterism as hobby and Christianity is in all places in same way with Judaism, and Islam sometimes.
I dont read the bible but sometimes i like to read the no-faith academics of the bible and atheists.
I like the critical theory method scholars and the orange-german school of the bible.
>So you're a atheist
No, maybe a agnostic.
I dont believe the modern church of the pope or the modern protestant churchs are the true and original ideas of jesus, if that dude existed as the book portray him (or various jesuses, ignoring that people have genuine belief that the guy existed like its a historical perfectly portrayed guy or just have faith)
To me jesus was a human that supersticious humans divinized and make a too magical history to turn his life more epic, later in life of the cult the romans turned this into a memetic weapon.
To me the modern Christianity its a invention of Paul of Tarsus group, the trinity dont make sense to me, a lot of things in modern Christianity to me are superfluous and dont make sense for the original jewish ethos of the jesus to me, too much greek and pagan to me.
All of the Jesus followers died in a city siege in a war, the people that existed after this war are the pagans and non-jewish related to traditions of tarsus.
>So what church…
i like the non-trinitarian sometimes and the universalist, i find oddly that these guys sometimes make contact with secular humanist and deists and go away with dogmas.
I dont believe in the tribalistic jewish hero king-priest and son of god history.
To me the logic of son of god is a error of the jewish ethos based on the pagan gentile ethos of the hellenized people, all are sons of god in the jewish mystical logic.
>But you re too much jew
I dont remember that jesus destroyed the old jew laws in any way, even his brother (let say it existed as his portrayed) still keep praying to the temple and do a lot of jewish things after he died.
The separation of judaizant practices are a later thing, thing that at times make me dude if primitive christianity its not just a died thing and the modernity its juts a political mask of a old dead religion.
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>>322856
I liked message of the stars by max heindel

>>305804
Friendly reminder that the ONLY actual evidence for resurrection of Jesus is that the bible said so. There is no evidence from his time of that happening outside of the bible. And if Jesus didn't resurrect, then it's all just a scam and placebo effect.

>>322856
>To me jesus was a human that supersticious humans divinized and make a too magical history to turn his life more epic
Ironic. To me the biggest reason why I can't be Christian despite wanting to be religious all my life is the opposite.
It's not fantastical enough for me.
Jesus and all bible stories read like down to earth tribal history mixed with some slight fantasy.
At best it's some tall tale told by a village elder in a way to pass on some wisdom to the masses, at worst it's just some story about a handful of villagers/tribesmen doing mundane crap slightly exaggerated.


Too many real things in it that can be mapped onto things we experience in real life so you know by instinct what parts might or might not be bullshit.
Too many historical claims or truth/fact claims that can be proven false or at least attacked.
To me something like tao/daoism depicted in Chinese fantasy novels is a more believable/acceptable religion because they are so far removed from our own realm and reality.

I really don't understand why or how it spread so far and wide and how people can willingly subject themselves. Perhaps surface level aesthetics and a lack of curiosity to dwell deeper. Idk.
Most Christians don't know much aside from what was fed to them by curators of their denomination it seems. Not that I blame them, to most normies it's just another thing to do with the group like painting eggs for the easter bunny.
It's still crazy to me that so many people venerate those that aren't even remotely their kin.
My country was converted to get a dude crowned 1000 years ago and now it's a great part of "our" identity somehow. Crazy stuff.

To be fair I'd buy into it based on aesthetics alone if it was more fantastical/philosophical without the history part so I can't really blame anyone else.

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>322723
Christcuck

Pretty much like you O.P, it's soul crushing, the boredom, the monotony, the emptiness, even most online N.E.E.Ts seem to have active lives full of fun compared to me, the thought of having to like that for the rest of my life makes me want to die, I wish I could sleep all day and night just to avoid the boredom and monotony

>>319910
When I was a NEET for almost a decade I didn't do anything, just like you, some games, youtube, scrolling manga/manhwa/hua mindlessly.
Once every few weeks I'd get the spark of motivation to try stuff, had some fun, but often whatever I started ended up gathering dust.
Now I have worked for 3-4 years (I'm 30) and when I'm off the clock it feels like I travel through time to the next shift.
When I have a week vacation or something it passes by in the blink of an eye.
I no longer game because it takes too much effort, learning new stuff is too much of a barrier for me. I got pathfinder 2 and stuff sitting there downloaded, but too much effort.

I just scroll manga now. Even anime is too much focus for me. Scroll and daydream. Kinda feeling like a kid in highschool again. I'd always daydream the hours away.
I had things I thought I wanted to do, but clearly since I'm not doing those things I didn't really want them to begin with maybe.

I feel you on the NPC thing OP. It feels like some fundamental humanity, the divine spark is missing. I can rotate the apple in my head and have inner monologues if we are talking meme shit like that, but in reality I do nothing.
I pursue nothing. I am nothing.

A doctor, randomly unpromted went on a long advice/rant to me about needing long term goals and how to pursue them.
I guess he simply diagnosed me with shit-life-syndrome and decided to throw me a bone.

The problem is I have zero goals or real desires that would serve as a purpose. Without a purpose there is no reason to strive, you can just focus on mitigating pain and suffering while maximizing pleasure.
Basically working a dead end low responsibility job, surviving, getting home jerking off until my foreskin tears or scrolling until my fingers develop RSI or tendonitis is all that is left.
Hell putting effort into your own health becomes something you subconsciously classify as an unworthy pursuit if you really have nothing to go on for.
Unfortunately the next sadpanda upload isn't enough of a reason to keep living.
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>>322820
I have always believed that I am probably one of the few people with independent thought in this world and I hate it so much

xkcd's way of seeing correlations without doing extra math

Blue butterfly larva hardcucks an entire ant colony in a glorious fucked-up way

>>322984
I used to work with data a lot and it almost always was me just looking at a scatter plot and vibing out the trends. The math is just to test out the vibes

>>323001
I can imagine theres like 2% of the ants that know its a trap but if they do anything about it they'll get dogpiled by the majority white knight ants. Not even the insects are safe from normies

>>323010
Would you consider remaking this thread without the sportsball nigger pic rel?

>>322882
I'm not sure what point you think you're trying to prove.
>I-I totally owned you!!
No.

>>322883
>You didn't own me
You weren't contrarianfagging so you weren't owned but you did prove the point by replacing the soldiers with succubi. The lyrics are about fake heros and the other anon said you need men for war which exists because of men.

The future is 90% succubi and 10% men. All jobs become basket weaving in the end anyway and men need a lot of cool stuff and protein which is unsustainable.

The 10% men will be waging war through hi-tech ball games and be in elite condition.

>>322877
This is what feminists want, end of gender and an end to beauty.

>>322036
>post males with them shorts at the post office

>>322847
>males against each other

Deleted posts.

Yeah, gender war feminists are making fan service illegal, the manosphere is full of dirty /pol/fag muck and there are rumors of Klarna and OF making a deal to create more debt. Fertility rates are low because babies are being eaten and no this is not /x/.

The world could have been a luxury spa but there are trolls creating unfinished jokes with no punch lines.

>>322884
I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks

>>322907
>I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks
You don't have to. If you were born into a world like that, you would be free to do anything or nothing at all.

It's not a dystopia at all.

>>321453
>What crabs want is just natural human relations

This is true for most people.

>Remaining a crab is basically the only choice we have.

This is wrong because you don't have to join their subculture.

The rest of the post is complete BS.

Fake crab policing is ironically the most crab thing one could do because it takes one to know one. They are involved with with the word.

That's what crabs do in a bucket, they drag others down.

>>322938
>There is a bio-Calvinist TULIP theology to crabism. In which there is an Elect and a damned reprobate chosen from birth for damnation.

>Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated. Could be said by God or the statistical female of the species.

>The black pilled stats become this Demiurgic Cthulu cruel God, far beyond the choices of the individual succubi who summoned it. The Stats monster is a being in and of itself. I call him Staulua.

>There is no possible action the crab can take to escape the entropy of the role in life that The Stats has assigned him.

>Being a crab is like being a predestined Calvinist who knows one was chosen for hellfire from before birth.

Aside from the word "theology", this is accurate. Why are you so sensitive about heterosexuals discussing heterosexuality?

>>322942
>predestination is a theological concept
In Christianity

>>322862

Have you played the expansion?

;)

Lemmings gonna lemming, 2020 corona hysteria proved to me that there is no hope for the great majority of humanity, they're gonna kill themselves and that's the end of it, you can laugh or cry about it it's up to you, I've been having a lot of yuks

>>322905
>2020 corona hysteria proved to me
Nothing, it proved nothing.

Somehow the last multiple decades of (effective) media and consumer propaganda is of no consequence yet one event that stopped normalfags from partying and fucking and consuming "woke" people up. "Woke" them right up back to consuming and fucking and partying.

Fuck off normalfag.

>>322908
Take a booster loser

>if you don't play this shitty VN you get reported to the feds and drugged into retardation
What the fuck is going on in the UK?

>>322776
Will you learn what a paragraph break is omg

>>322777
NO.

>>322776

i read it all! and with that then first said I would like to say:

>the WEF, the U.N.

are cloaking masks used by jewish finance. even before WW2, there existed judeomasonic supranational proto-communist groups like the League of Nations. the jewishness of these groups was known to wise observers.

>the Anglosphere

has been under complete venetian-jewish control since probably the last 16th century. i mark the late 16th century as the inaugurating point of their control of england as this is when the venetian vanguard of bacon/dee/burghley/walshingham intruded itself onto Europe through their stewarding of the break with the Catholic Church. this problem is greatly old and in temporal excess of not only our times but even the times of the past 2-3 centuries.

>there might be a nuclear war

no there will not be. nuclear weapons do not exist. they are a figment of the propagandizing mind of the jews and little more. “nukes” are just as much a jewish fiction as the “covid virus”.

>it's gnostic in essence

it is communism. and communism derives from gnosticism, which derives from platonism, which derives from the speculating labors of the pythagorean secret societies. these groups long since resolved that this reality is an illusion imposed upon us by a lesser demiurgic deity and that the great generality of humans appearing in this illusory bubble-world are scum impeding the "elite" mystics' ascension to godhood. so if in pursuance to this species of thought we adopt a proud gnostic perspective and disesteem the most of mankind as soulless vessels, then the enslaving/deceiving/bankrupting/sterilizing of this mass of people is a logical end that must be honored by the kabbalistic (neo-platonic) rulers. plato (who was a gay saturnian mystic) said just as much about the necessity of deceiving and bankrupting the common people.

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>>322776
Don't lose hope! You have excellent observations but saying

> but deep down you know that is the future, and future has never been a synonym with good,

is proof you do not believe things can be turned around. Maybe they can. The world has been very bad for a very long time now.

I was put off by the drastic changes they made to the world. "Oh, blade runners are replicants now but it's all cool". "Humans are so racist against replicants. If they just trust their corporate overlords they'd let these perfect obedient humans eliminate their drudgery". "Oh, replicants can have children under special conditions and it is the McGuffin of our entire movie". Seriously if it wasn't for the wizard insert I couldn't stand this movie. If they hired any other writer under 60 this movie would have been shit.

>>318548
Where did you get that image from? And where are these strange succubi from?

>>315805
Powder was such a strange but good movie.

>>315805
are you bald too?

>>319372
I bet they are Harkonnen extras from Dune part 2

>>322225
Yes.

>>321938
national socialism has always been more edgy, but op is probably brown so it would more funny than anything else he’s going for
anyway, liberals already tell us that if we’re not woke then we’re nazis, so maybe we should play along

This is super interesting to me. What's the motive and grand scheme of the larp? And what's the crossover here with crowley? Anyway, here's my ideas:
>Find people's social medias and online groups you're not meant to be in (like for clubs) and reply to lighthearted things with obtuse, insane/apocalyptic (look into j posadas), or reasonable but from genocide perpetrators copy-pasted passages about how they're wrong and don't ever type yourself.
>Hand write communist passages and occult sigils all over your clothes like a schizophrenic.
>Take photos of people from far away enough that they're suspicious, but not sure, that they're the subject.
>Listen to khmer rouge music without headphones. Vid related except for first song. They would play these songs over loudspeakers in the killing fields to drown out screams.

>>321850
This.

The most rebel thing you could do is just be yourself and express your thoughts in an unfiltered manner. OP is just attention whoring.

>>322094
rural people's party maxxing!

>>321848
Sad that anons are not getting your humour, good posts anon