/lounge/ - Lounge

>>323360
>Saw the boorus get purged in recent years.
Which boorus of any significance had a loli purge exactly? Dan auto blacklisted loli for non-accounts as a cash grab and Gel never flinched on Loli, even upholding their old toddlercon ban. ATF booru still exists. E621 had to hide human loli but they're open to bringing it back if they restructure their hosting. Only one major pony booru bans loli but it's out of pony purism. Paheal technically dropped loli in like 2015 but who the fuck cares about paheal besides third world Disney kid diaperhuffers?

>>323367
The artist I cared about more than a decade ago had all of their ss images removed/blacklisted on gelbooru. I assumed this was also true for some other artists but did not investigate further and moved on to other things. Like I said, not my main kink.

>>323083
>Maybe it's just me, but at 30 I've started to lose interest in jerking off as much.
Not just you. I feel the same and I'm so glad it happened - it was just so time consuming.

>>323369
The only reasons I can see Gelbooru of all places purge an artist is because

- The artist got buttmad and sent Gelbooru his dox in the form of a DMCA
- The artist wasn't Japanese and his style wasn't Japanese-ey
- It was newborn / scat/ hyperfuta / grotesque gore shota
- It never went anywhere, but because it was tagged Shota you needed to click the "yes I'd like to see shota" button and browse with the accompanying browser cookie

Whenever one of my favorite loli artist gets purged, I… Wait… That never happens because everybody loves loli!

>>323373
Can't be the first 3 reasons. After 5 minutes (which goes to show how much I've been using the site since the recent updates) of searching I found the checkbox to display all site contents. A rather ineffective way to hide "fringe results" because only posts tagged with basic shota tag get affected. There are explicit images (newer posts or intentionally left untagged) that lack it and still can be found with the box unchecked.

It helps to avoid any media that involves friendships. Anime and kids cartoons are notorious for this sort of propaganda. It affects anyone even if they're aware of it. Single player games that aren't story focused generally don't have that issue.

>>323309
I read a post a while ago that called anime "friendslop" kek

>>323246
same

I also have empty steam friends list essentially. It's probably social ignorance for me more than anxiety. I observe discord groups for guilds in mmos and there's all this madness going on and these cliques and established people with their strange hierarchies led by histrionic types. I think is it really worth the effort to try to relate to this alien soup? So far it has not been. I have been my whole life constantly disappointed by people.

Most games I play are single player and I dont have money nor desire to buy meme games to play with online people.

>>323282
I made a few hundred bucks just using all the freebies from the myriad of casinos in my country.

look at the people who gamble. are those people you look up to, people you want to be like, people you would hope to befriend, people who you would ask for advice? people who you think practive good mental and physical health? people who are moral?

casinos are evil places and the world would be better without. it is where bad people prey on desperate people. casinos are streams of passive income for the few, they provide soul sucking jobs that ruin the employees and turn them corrupt, they insist on security theater, they are used for other kinds of theater too, they reserve the right to be unfair, usually there is alcohol involved, which is a gateway to unhealthy food.

every second you waste in the casino is a second you could have spent to learn how to live within your means better, which is a skill. the longer you stay at the casino the more likely you are to lose money unless you own the place.

gambeling has a magnetic attraction … it attracts idiots.

You always lose with gambling

I'm going to change things, or at least get close enough that it melts my wings.

>>323237
Omg it's like Icarus! And the cat's name was Icarus! I'm going completely insane!!!1!

>>323194
I'm turning 30 in a month and I wish I knew man.
I let my health decline to a ridiculous degree.
Let myself rot both in mind and body.
I'm a man of inaction and similar to you I have voyeuristic tendencies. I used to just observe people too, I liked watching, doing not so much.
I'd be fine as a spectator. Or at least that is what I tell myself.

>>323197
Feel this too. I tried getting rid of as much as I could recently. I'm burdened by a lot of digital hoarding as well. Not just physical items.
It was a great relief every time I cut out something.
One less thing to manage or worry about keeping around.



One of my childhood dreams was to someday have enough money to buy a small house in a village and have a rose garden and just chill for the rest of my life. No work.
At the time it seemed attainable. Today, not really short of a miracle.
Even if you "own" stuff you have to maintain it, things go bad, gotta buy it again and many things are extremely pricey. Imagine having to buy a fridge every 5 years if you "retired" with no income.
Or a washing machine etc.
Just sustaining yourself also comes with a bunch of recurring payments. It's a pain. The grind never ends.

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>>323287
I let my health decline to a ridiculous degree.
Let myself rot both in mind and body.
I'm a man of inaction and similar to you I have voyeuristic tendencies. I used to just observe people too, I liked watching, doing not so much.
I'd be fine as a spectator. Or at least that is what I tell myself.

have you ever listen to the cassette programm "psychology of achievement" by brain tracy? if not you have been missing out.

>>323287
>t's like forces above just don't want to let people live.

it really does feel like that but i like to think those people are even more miserable then me. i always felt these people envy me and i never envied them. the direction of envy clearly flows in my favor and i have all their envy and they have none of mine.

i still think you should get healthy and hope that a miracle happens. being healthy is nice. it doesn't make what you describe go away but it makes everything way easier.

>>312958
Maybe i need to learn breathing more deep or something.

>>312958
What do I use this information for?
I also highly disagree with the open minded part like some others mentioned:
>>314615
>>314616 exactly. I feel like if you selected creative/art options it gives you this which is retarded.

I really wish someone elaborated on why this matters at all or how this could be utilized for?
Best example gemini gave me is a job mismatch fix.
"if you are a sales guy and took a test that says you are an introvert you should get a new job"
Wow… magical…

>>323226
Then I'd rather have some kind of Assistance in Living, but realistically MAiD is more likely to come around.

>>323226
>It's a program designed to kill people instead of curing their ailments
Things don't get better and if you try, some talking head will discredit you.

Just pass MAiD and things will begin to start to get better… maybe.

>>323261
It's funny, the bootlicking rightists all wish that we "undesirables" would just fuck off and die, yet make it illegal for the state to help us do so painlessly

>>323263
>rightist
True right has never been in power since like Third Reich and even they weren't as right as they could be.
If you mean zionist gop jewlicking scum under the, they need their taxpaying goyim of all kinds to be alive and suffering.

I think the worst is the food. Buy a brown bread without checking the label and you get this greasy 7 percent seed oils loaf, which gives me acid reflux. Some supermarkets where I live don't even sell real bread anymore. The very basics of life become inaccessible with this race to the bottom

Post everywhere

Hianime was shutdown

>>323127
Anime streaming sites going down is a third-world problem. Learn to pirate properly.

the best option is to keep using VPNs for as long as it's useful and allowed
once that doesn't work anymore it's time to just quit as much of the internet as possible
it was good while it lasted

>>323143
I've been listening to Baby's First Game theory lectures which gives quite a neat answer.

The main strategy of the aristocracy is to consolidate power, by cheating the system, through collusion, that's difficult to detect, and enforcing discipline within their own ranks.

And I mean *specifically* the aristocracy, people with intergenerational wealth and institutional power who can make decisions that nobody else without the use of violence can overturn. Not the interchangeable faces used to keep the police cars on the road and the Colombians in the fields. Anyone in this position knows that resorting to violence invites instability, which is the only thing that is a proven credible threat to their positions.

Maintaining the criminality of $x in an extreme form, a transgressor from the in-group can be publicly punished and their agency removed - without any particular suspicion.

So say party A fucks up in a money laundering operation as part of said aristocracy and as a result, party B loses enough money to notice it. What course of redress do they have?

The courts? That runs the risk of some clerk gunning for promotion finding the link between A and B

Assassination? Immediately all sorts of attention is turned on the activities of the victim, same problem.

PR/MSM blasting? That may have worked once but not so much any more.

As such it's in the aristocracy's interest to maintain a form of punishment that is humiliating, life destroying, and completely erodes credibility. One that the majority of people without capital or connections finds distasteful so it's self reinforcing is ideal.

Hence.
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>>322387
China is under jewish control.

The only "peril" attaching to China is whether the jews in control of that country choose to pivot it against any one of their western puppet states (US, UK, etc.).

WAKE UP WIZARDS!

https://big-lies.org/jews/how-jews-took-over-china-josh-2021.html


Jews trigger wars based on 30-year saturnian revolution cycles. WW1 (1910s), WW2 (1940s), Vietnam (1970s), Iraq (2000s)…We are fast approaching another goyish sacrifice party aka war.

>>322389
Meanwhile I feed my family of retired people

>>322117
Fucking kikes..
Good observation. I was just watching the movie the other day.

https://www.reddit.com/r/shittymoviedetails/comments/l02tzx/in_the_departed_2006queenan_says_that_the_united/


USA is under a jewish dictatorship
Russia has been under total jewish control since 1918
Ukraine is obviously the Jewkraine
China fell many decades ago (as above proved)
Iran fell to (((CIA))) in 1979.

Jews need to be stopped. They are playing the goyish nations against each other like mindless drones.

I like China, they're an old civilization

I dislike the US on the other hand

Also I like ali express

>>322320
It depends, like half intermarry with white people and assimilate over the course of 30-60 years. The other half literally live self-segregated lives, insist that their social circles and families remain pure Chinese, have a belief in the one drop rule for racial purity, and will be loyal to mainland China over their host society.

A half Chinese guy I know who gets confused for Chinese tells me that they are constantly talking shit about white people.

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>322723
Christcuck

Pretty much like you O.P, it's soul crushing, the boredom, the monotony, the emptiness, even most online N.E.E.Ts seem to have active lives full of fun compared to me, the thought of having to like that for the rest of my life makes me want to die, I wish I could sleep all day and night just to avoid the boredom and monotony

>>319910
When I was a NEET for almost a decade I didn't do anything, just like you, some games, youtube, scrolling manga/manhwa/hua mindlessly.
Once every few weeks I'd get the spark of motivation to try stuff, had some fun, but often whatever I started ended up gathering dust.
Now I have worked for 3-4 years (I'm 30) and when I'm off the clock it feels like I travel through time to the next shift.
When I have a week vacation or something it passes by in the blink of an eye.
I no longer game because it takes too much effort, learning new stuff is too much of a barrier for me. I got pathfinder 2 and stuff sitting there downloaded, but too much effort.

I just scroll manga now. Even anime is too much focus for me. Scroll and daydream. Kinda feeling like a kid in highschool again. I'd always daydream the hours away.
I had things I thought I wanted to do, but clearly since I'm not doing those things I didn't really want them to begin with maybe.

I feel you on the NPC thing OP. It feels like some fundamental humanity, the divine spark is missing. I can rotate the apple in my head and have inner monologues if we are talking meme shit like that, but in reality I do nothing.
I pursue nothing. I am nothing.

A doctor, randomly unpromted went on a long advice/rant to me about needing long term goals and how to pursue them.
I guess he simply diagnosed me with shit-life-syndrome and decided to throw me a bone.

The problem is I have zero goals or real desires that would serve as a purpose. Without a purpose there is no reason to strive, you can just focus on mitigating pain and suffering while maximizing pleasure.
Basically working a dead end low responsibility job, surviving, getting home jerking off until my foreskin tears or scrolling until my fingers develop RSI or tendonitis is all that is left.
Hell putting effort into your own health becomes something you subconsciously classify as an unworthy pursuit if you really have nothing to go on for.
Unfortunately the next sadpanda upload isn't enough of a reason to keep living.
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>>322882
I'm not sure what point you think you're trying to prove.
>I-I totally owned you!!
No.

>>322883
>You didn't own me
You weren't contrarianfagging so you weren't owned but you did prove the point by replacing the soldiers with succubi. The lyrics are about fake heros and the other anon said you need men for war which exists because of men.

The future is 90% succubi and 10% men. All jobs become basket weaving in the end anyway and men need a lot of cool stuff and protein which is unsustainable.

The 10% men will be waging war through hi-tech ball games and be in elite condition.

>>322877
This is what feminists want, end of gender and an end to beauty.

>>322036
>post males with them shorts at the post office

>>322847
>males against each other

Deleted posts.

Yeah, gender war feminists are making fan service illegal, the manosphere is full of dirty /pol/fag muck and there are rumors of Klarna and OF making a deal to create more debt. Fertility rates are low because babies are being eaten and no this is not /x/.

The world could have been a luxury spa but there are trolls creating unfinished jokes with no punch lines.

>>322884
I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks

>>322907
>I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks
You don't have to. If you were born into a world like that, you would be free to do anything or nothing at all.

It's not a dystopia at all.