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>>259207
t. schizo or dumb

>>259207
I'm just paraphrasing Smith's book on logic. I remember he wrote on the domain of logic clearly, but I had to reread it.

https://markhalperin.substack.com/p/joe-bidens-big-problems

Leaked memo from the Biden team.

>>258251
Even if you define away the concept of 'you' using postmodernist tricks something still must be doing the thinking, regardless of what you call it.

Breaking some ice here

Takamichi - Comic LO cover illustrator
http://www.amy.hi-ho.ne.jp/takamichi/

>>259348
Is furry considered extreme?

>>259351
I personally think furry in of it's self is fine, but it tends to attract extreme stuff.

So for now furry is fine unless it becomes a consistent problem later.

>>259352
I would like to point out that it is not the 2000s or early 2010s, the distribution of people who spam porn intended to shock or annoy people is not the same as it was in those days. Yes there were and still are a lot of weird deviants who fap to perverted forms of furry porn but that problem seems to be getting better. I don't know enough to explain how furry porn is self-normalizing but I believe that is the case.

>>259276
>So the TRUE AND HONEST wizards are complete normalfags in every conceivable way with the sole exception of being voluntarily celibate?
I see this mentality a lot on crab/wizard communities.
There's definitely some sex having normalfags who dwell in crab communities who think that as long as they don't talk about the sex they have no one will notice. You can tell because they get upset and have concerns about normalfag bullshit a wizard would have no stake in (i.e. politics, lolicon)
A wizard will never have kids, why would you care about the future of the country? Virtue signaling is meaningless for wizards, as the entire point of virtue signaling is to appease feminists/succubi and broadcast you're a normal person part of the tribe.

>>259344
>I see this mentality a lot on crab/wizard communities.
I don't care if they post on crab sites, I just don't want them here because this is my only home and I hate how they've gentrified this website.
It wouldn't surprise me if these improvebruhs are literally inncels though. I lurked a crab forum for a day just out of curiosity and the main thing that stuck out for me is how much they're into nofap. crabs really seem to eat up all that pseudoscientific improvebruh bullshit.
>bullshit a wizard would have no stake in (i.e. politics,
Politics affects everyone, including wizards. It affects us differently, but it still affects us. The most obvious example is the law, which is a byproduct of politics. We're subjected to laws like everyone else. For those of us who are wageslaves we're affected by taxes and the economy, the former of which is a direct byproduct of politics, the latter is still influenced by it. But then there's neetbux, that's affected by politics. Hell, even if you live in the wilderness away from human civilization politics can affect you as all land as this point is either private or government owned. Either way, the authorities can throw out all your shit and kick you off the land.
More controversially, the culture (heavily connected to politics) affects us in some ways. It's certainly made 99.99 percent of the internet go straight to shit.

>>259346
>Politics affects everyone, including wizards.
American (and I suspect all politics in general) is influenced so little by commoner opinions I have trouble understanding why anyone cares at all about it.
> For those of us who are wageslaves we're affected by taxes and the economy, the former of which is a direct byproduct of politics, the latter is still influenced by it. But then there's neetbux, that's affected by politics.
Yes, but it doesn't matter how much you bitch and moan about it The Powers That Be will have their way, and you're only contributing to their games by participating in it.
If (((They))) want to cut back on neetbux, it's going to happen no matter how much sjws rail against it. Just like how Trump won the presidency.
If (((They))) want to implement harsh taxes (on the middle class not them of course), it's going to happen no matter how much conservatives rally against it. That's why Trump lost the presidency now.
It literally doesn't matter. I can understand venting (so long as you acknowledge you're just venting and your opinion has real no effect) about how bullshit it all is, or a specific politician or policy.
But general Red vs Blue politics? Bread and circus. Sportsball designed to have a wider appeal.

>>259347
>(so long as you acknowledge you're just venting and your opinion has real no effect)
This is how all imageboard political discussions are. If anyone thinks they're making a difference by talking about da jooz or whatever else they're retarded, unless they're running some kind of propaganda operation with lots of money to back them up. That might make a tiny difference.

>doomer
>zoomer
>coomer
>aoidhsdf['a'ihojdooomer
I genuinely hope mods start banning any retarded migrant who uses any variation of the "oomer" suffix soon. Wojak, pepe and other cancerous tumours already get deleted so that policy should be extended to the brainless lingo the accompanies the same trash who uses them.

>>259085
Thinkking I will kill myself soon maybe I will help a wiz get a cute plushie.

>>259096
My Christmas list:
>Wiz doesn't kill himself

>>259092
We could just make another thread and let this one die then

>>259099
That sounds really nice actually.

Holy thread
https://wizchan.org/lounge/res/259101.html

I am now a coomer. I can't stop looking at lolis on gelbooru. Oh how i love lolis

I tend to spend more time daydreaming about characters I suddenly become fond of than actually masturbating. Before fantasizing of having sex with them I usually drift off and imagine lengthy scenarios in which we meet and fall in love. I don't fully choose to do it consciously, it kind of just happens. Does anyone else do it too?

>>258080
This is going to sound cliche but it could be psychosomatic. If there's nothing physically wrong with you and you were traumatized, what else could it be? Maybe look up some information on how people are rehabilitating psychologically induced hypersensitivity. Also maybe go get yourself examined by a physician just to be sure. It's very embarrassing but at some point in life you're going to have prostate exams and colonoscopies anyway. It's never not uncomfortable but it's gotta be done.

>>259199
I kind of understand how that feels. I used to read a lot of furry on human fantasy stories, so despite being neurotypical I know what its like to spend many hours during many days fantasizing about this stuff. It also helps a lot that anthros do not exist, so one can project an ideal character onto them.

I'm one of the least weird members of my family

>aunt has anxiety or depression, so much so that she hasn't worked in 40 years. Same with her husband
>uncle (same side) had schizophrenia
>cousin (same side) is a single mom who lets her kids run amok, doing what they want
>the mentally normal parts of that side seem to be at odds with one another over something, usually to do with my uncle
>brother just came out as non binary or something.

Being a shy, if weird, 30+ year old friendless virgin is normal in comparison. Only upside of being in a disfunctional family, I suppose. They probably talk about me behind my back, but I don't care

>>258982
>>258982
>>brother just came out as non binary or something.
This is the saddest thing in your post.
God your family is trash mines shit as well but no faggots

>>258984
It's no wonder I became a wizard, with such a wacked out family. Feels like I'm a part of some shitty comedy.

>>258986
Shrinks try to tell me I am the way I am due to fucked family but I prefer to blame myself.
I laugh at my life it is funny it is so fucked

>>258992
I mean, I'm at least partially to blame for my wizardhood. I have little to no interest in normal society (outside of the consumption of mass media). Nor do I have any desire to fit into it. Partly due to my family, partly due to my interactions with non-family, partly due to my personality (which ties into both). I've never been to a shrink, because they'd get me to pay them to tell me "go outside" tier advice or try to sell me happy pills.

As unhealthy as it is, treating our lives like absurdist dark comedy is probably the best way to deal with it. Or, at least, it is for me.

>>257742
>knowing you
Knowing who? Who posted that?

>>247615
you need to get better at cleaning your ass. What you need to do is use an enema, then shove a dildo past the bend in your colon, so about 8 inches in. Then do more enemas until no poop comes out. Then it will be totally clean for like 3 hours at least.

>>230503
I disagree. Why buy a dakimakura if you can just buy a regular body pillow, if you want to hump something? Because it's got an image printed on it, that I can look at online? That I won't be able to see in the dark anyway?
I would like to try a silicon or TPE doll one day.

finally it's autosaged

>>259151
I hope there will be another one. OP's doll is beautiful and I'd love to have one myself.
What would your dream dolls be anons?

>>257932
Members of the WWE Universe.

I think at the age of 24 I slowly start to realize who I am meant to be. In short, I started tearing down the lies I constructed for myself and my self-image. Now I feel truly myself. I fought against my nature for a long, long time. Tried to be a good, moral, humanistic, christian, unselfish guy (not all at once) but as a loner, someone who stands apart from the community you can't really be "good". The community will always see you as its enemy, even if you don't want to fight with it, because you are different at the end of the day. Not like them. Strange. Weird. Not that I wanted to be a part of society, no. I only wanted to be "good" - but in order to be "good" you have to belong to the community that set down the definition of said "goodness".

I embraced egoism completely. I'm interested in individualistic anarchism, I'm against every ideology that thinks in groups, communities or societies. I don't care about helping others anymore, except for those people who directly contribute to my happiness and well-being. I've shed the skin of the "good, moral" man completely. I pursue the things that give me pleasure and I don't care about anything else. You could say I'm an anarchist hedonist with extremely individualistic tendencies who is interested in esoteric, occult and pagan stuff. Because this is the only ideology that synchronizes perfectly with the wizardly, outsider, lone wolf life. Seriously fuck every kind of community.
But you could say "what would happen if everyone thought like that?" - My answer: I stopped caring. I would rather live a short life full of pleasures, following my passions and living life the way I want it than to live a long, boring, "safe" life under the protection of some society. I would rather NEET until I can and avoid working than to be a productive, useful member of the community. I used to be one of those faggots who cried "degenerate" at every instance but now I wish society was more "degenerate". Because I see now what big hypocrites these so called moral, good, community-oriented people are.
I don't exactly want society to collapse but I want to shape it to suit my needs and to serve me. I want to leech off the system as much as I can while giving back zero.

I feel good now. I feel at peace. Kind of. Ironic. While I tried to deny myself and find inner peace I couldn't achieve it. And now that I have accepted my passions and egoism I feel calm. Fuck stoicism, buddhism, christianity, secular hPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>257894
I don't accept the premise of identity. You may think this is a contradiction, as the claim "I don't exist" presupposes that very I.

It appears as though our identity is a necessity: if I'm not thinking, who is? At this point we're already deluding ourselves, as though "thinking" were understood or that "I" had the right to lay claim to it. There are other problems: the perception of our self as a unity doesn't physically exist, given we're composited of thoughts, moods, sensations, organs, and memories of the past. This is Kant's transcendental unity of the self, and this superstition has entangled itself not only into every waking moment but across philosophy and religion.

When we will another part of ourselves obeys. There is no necessity of effect in willing, it's a conceit that action follows will: the sensation has become confused with the reality. Similarly, there's no necessity in the so-called law of cause and effect: a mind that sees in causal connections constraint and determinism is simply speaking about itself, and replaces "I" for "process". When we just sit in zazen we find there's neither identity or non-identity, but that these perspectives are as empty as each other.

Knowing this, how do we continue to live? Overcoming it is a monstrous task that would obliterate most people, so we must accept that most people will continue to live in this delusion. That's why I'm telling you, and not someone else.

>>257894
I think of myself as an outsider. All I do is browse the internet all day and only leave the house for food, so I feel very cut-off from the rest of the world. Even in internet communities, I just sit on the periphery and mostly lurk without interacting much with other people.

>>257937
Huh we're opposites sort of
I used to be very individualistic, untameable and amoral, with a sharpness for sensing when people were trying to pressure me into thinking like them or joining their group, usually as someone with lower status than them that they could control. I was mean and I was angry.
It's only in the past few years that I've been doubting that way of life after realizing how much of a negative influence people living without regard for others has on the world and that I've been doubting myself and my assumed correctness, to the length where I began internalizing things I probably shouldn't have.
Currently I'm a little confused and somewhere between the two extremes. I'm still mean and angry, that's an essential part of my character that denying just doesn't work for.
I never really got a good synthesis going.

I dropped out in summer of 2017 because for me it didn't make sense to carry on faking to study to appease my parents and at the same time not giving a fuck about what I was supposed to study.

It was for the better, luckily my parents between being mad and bitching about it actually managed to recommend me to a job which I got and still have. Got really lucky on this one.

My advice to you is to quit if you have someone that got you back otherwise stick to it and if you can try to make something out of it. If you can't homelessness is the way to go I guess.

>>255488
well now I am 3 years behind and probably going to graduate with $65k debt. Just had to drop a course because I slept through the midterm because of the fucking sleep insomnia and shitty sleep conditions I have at home. I hate this. FUCK! FUCK!!!!!

>>255488
We are definitely living in a decadent time. The cost of a student loan is significantly higher than it was a few decades ago. My parents view me as a disappointment because I have never been to university and they have been to university. But what is the point of going to university when the only jobs available are shit-tier minimum wage jobs and office jobs?

>>255526
Computational biology,huh. Is it like a more numerical/problem oriented branch of biology? Because I always correlated biology with medicine and math and biology are considered two separate streams here.

>>255488
test

>>258804
Sure, but you're exaggerating. The job market is dying in the west, I read in the local newspaper not long ago that 300 or so people applied to some shitty burger-flipping job at a new fast-food restaurant. If you want to scam the government for welfare you would really need to work the system.

>>258806
USA unemployment rate was 3% and is now on 6% due to covid, thats nothing. I think is someone else who is exageratting, and even in those burguer flipping jobs you´d have more income and more purchasing power than a third world in a professional field…

Despite continuously increasing living standards, being a social crab, humans prefer lower standards but with a lower relative poverty rate (eg. be poor like me you filthy riches, give me your money).

>>258794
>>258804
>>258807
You're right. First-worlders have everything handed to them on a silver platter. Even the bottom rungs of the first world are like aristocratic nobility of the third world.

Not having much money isn't so bad in the first-world, it's all the other shit about being poor that makes it difficult to deal with. In my case, living in an overcrowded home with damp on the walls and no real escape from any of it (except the internet).

Still, I suffer less than I would have done 150 years ago, and hopefully that trend continues well into the future.