/lounge/ - Lounge

>>323226
Then I'd rather have some kind of Assistance in Living, but realistically MAiD is more likely to come around.

>>323226
>It's a program designed to kill people instead of curing their ailments
Things don't get better and if you try, some talking head will discredit you.

Just pass MAiD and things will begin to start to get better… maybe.

>>323261
It's funny, the bootlicking rightists all wish that we "undesirables" would just fuck off and die, yet make it illegal for the state to help us do so painlessly

>>323263
>rightist
True right has never been in power since like Third Reich and even they weren't as right as they could be.
If you mean zionist gop jewlicking scum under the, they need their taxpaying goyim of all kinds to be alive and suffering.

I think the worst is the food. Buy a brown bread without checking the label and you get this greasy 7 percent seed oils loaf, which gives me acid reflux. Some supermarkets where I live don't even sell real bread anymore. The very basics of life become inaccessible with this race to the bottom

>>319697
OP, if you are stuck with Internet, try setting up a set of 90s/00s used not-so-electronics like radio/tape player

and do chores while blasting music, I dunno, an Internet radio will also do

>>322103
Fixed a boombox for my brother


A real 1999 boombox, 7kg 60cm wide spacey-looking stereo

He praised the sound quality. This is the first time in q5 years he hears radio in high fidelity with proper bass.

>>319697
digital is the way

Need to get off the computer but I've been connected for so long the sudden isolation of not having access makes me feel alone and vulnerable. A whole world I've always lived in is suddenly cut off from me. It's like I am doing life sentence in prison but the world outside the prison is the digital world while the prison building is real life.

>>319697
I've been on my PC every waking moment I could do so for the past 24 years or so.
For me, a recent thing is trying to embrace phones and a tablet I got for further consumption and comfort.
Never was addicted to a phone since I was at a PC all day, why bother right?

I don't mind it too much, I'm on it to numb myself. I often just stare at the screen as of late, not even scrolling any manga, let alone doing the gargantuan effort of playing games.

The only issue I have is with digital hoarding. I know the internet as I knwo it is coming to an end so I should really start hoarding.
Having so much unsorted JUNK I saved over the years is causing me mad anxiety too.
I need order, but pic rel is unsortable… can't let it go either.

I got about 6TB of SSD space open for once I start scraping the 35k bookmarks I hoarded over the years as well.
Mostly manga, doujins, r34 pics, audio/voiceworks crap like that that isn't really worth it, but would give me peace of mind to have my own offline library. Wish I wasn't so retarded about it and knew what to do.
Was looking into lanraragi and hydrus but they aren't exactly plug and play and idk what would happen to those hoards if I had to move drives to another PC that might not be windows in the future.

TL:DR; digital hoarding gives me mad anxiety
I considered purging most if not all I have currently downloaded and questioning how much I should even hoard considering I might not even be able or desire to jerk off much now that I'm 30.

What would I even do with my time without it? I can't imagine it. I have a tiny 2x5m room. I tried hobbies like mini painting, carving, drawing etc. but failed at acting on them in the long run.
I'd just put the stuff in front of me and stare at it like it's a screen. Fucking hell…

>>321031
>>321032
Would/10, I'd save so much money by doing so. Sadly it's practically illegal where I live.

>Of course you don't have a bathroom you will have to rely on gyms to wash yourself

This is not necessarily true. Only if you are planning on doing the stealth urban camping thing do you need to rely on public toilets. If you are in the woods you can either just shit right in the woods or bring a little bucket toilet with a liner and shit in that then you just throw your shit in the garbage like it is dog shit. I got a privacy tent that pops up plus a little collapsible toilet.

I also got a bucket shower. They are just a pump on the end of a hose with a shower head attached to it. Quite cheap. You heat up some water put it in a bucket then put the pump in there and it works like a shower. Can also be used with the privacy tent I have. Might not be fully legal because they want everyone to collect all their grey water, but if you're not using soap you're not actually hurting anything. When you do need to actually use soap to wash your hair or something you can actually collect the water into a basin.

I got 4 5 gallon water jugs. One of them I am planning to use for grey water, the rest for fresh water. I figure I should be able to go 1-2 weeks and get one shower out of that. 1 shower per week is about right when living in a car.

>>321031
I'm not trying to put down wizards that are FORCED into this situation.
This entire van-life or living out of your car meme spread across the internet in recent years and it is for privileged normies that havent had to face a real challenge in their life.
Basically well off retards dream of this so they can have their own struggle.
That or autists that like to think of how to utilize small spaces.

Even then I'd much rather live in a tiny apartment. My back just hurts thinking of having to live like this.
Are you young and healthy? Well not for long if you do this and if you aren't you are just setting yourself up for suffering.

There is this guy dbdr/hatflying on youtube that talks about his experiences.
Just listening to it second hand sounds miserable.
Imagine getting a UTI and having to piss every 5 minutes for a week during a cold winter. Terry Davis killed himself after living in his car for a while too.

It beats roughing it outdoors if you are homeless I'm sure, but not something to yearn for.

>>323087
One guy who lives in a suv said that his lifestyle was a choice between debtslavery/wageslavery and freedom, but yeah it's a shit life in its own way

There are almost no good choices if you aren't rich, if you want to be free you gotta be rich

>>323087
>and it is for privileged normies that havent had to face a real challenge in their life

generally i can't really see the validity in your perspective. watch this dude for example

https://www.youtube.com/@CheapRVliving/videos

vanlife is
>a great way to escape the nightmare of being a renter in a parasitic economy and being wise with what little money you have
>a way to stay active in old age and live the DIY lifestyle instead of throwing money at every problem
>connect to your nomadic hunter-gatherer roots, constantly travel and spend more time where you would like instead of where you ended up
>be more in nature

seems like you did not take great care of yourself when you write

>My back just hurts thinking of having to live like this.
Are you young and healthy? Well not for long if you do this and if you aren't you are just setting yourself up for suffering.

that's what you get when you live like a fool and mock the healthy people…

Post everywhere

Hianime was shutdown

>>323127
Anime streaming sites going down is a third-world problem. Learn to pirate properly.

the best option is to keep using VPNs for as long as it's useful and allowed
once that doesn't work anymore it's time to just quit as much of the internet as possible
it was good while it lasted

>>323143
I've been listening to Baby's First Game theory lectures which gives quite a neat answer.

The main strategy of the aristocracy is to consolidate power, by cheating the system, through collusion, that's difficult to detect, and enforcing discipline within their own ranks.

And I mean *specifically* the aristocracy, people with intergenerational wealth and institutional power who can make decisions that nobody else without the use of violence can overturn. Not the interchangeable faces used to keep the police cars on the road and the Colombians in the fields. Anyone in this position knows that resorting to violence invites instability, which is the only thing that is a proven credible threat to their positions.

Maintaining the criminality of $x in an extreme form, a transgressor from the in-group can be publicly punished and their agency removed - without any particular suspicion.

So say party A fucks up in a money laundering operation as part of said aristocracy and as a result, party B loses enough money to notice it. What course of redress do they have?

The courts? That runs the risk of some clerk gunning for promotion finding the link between A and B

Assassination? Immediately all sorts of attention is turned on the activities of the victim, same problem.

PR/MSM blasting? That may have worked once but not so much any more.

As such it's in the aristocracy's interest to maintain a form of punishment that is humiliating, life destroying, and completely erodes credibility. One that the majority of people without capital or connections finds distasteful so it's self reinforcing is ideal.

Hence.
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>>322387
China is under jewish control.

The only "peril" attaching to China is whether the jews in control of that country choose to pivot it against any one of their western puppet states (US, UK, etc.).

WAKE UP WIZARDS!

https://big-lies.org/jews/how-jews-took-over-china-josh-2021.html


Jews trigger wars based on 30-year saturnian revolution cycles. WW1 (1910s), WW2 (1940s), Vietnam (1970s), Iraq (2000s)…We are fast approaching another goyish sacrifice party aka war.

>>322389
Meanwhile I feed my family of retired people

>>322117
Fucking kikes..
Good observation. I was just watching the movie the other day.

https://www.reddit.com/r/shittymoviedetails/comments/l02tzx/in_the_departed_2006queenan_says_that_the_united/


USA is under a jewish dictatorship
Russia has been under total jewish control since 1918
Ukraine is obviously the Jewkraine
China fell many decades ago (as above proved)
Iran fell to (((CIA))) in 1979.

Jews need to be stopped. They are playing the goyish nations against each other like mindless drones.

I like China, they're an old civilization

I dislike the US on the other hand

Also I like ali express

>>322320
It depends, like half intermarry with white people and assimilate over the course of 30-60 years. The other half literally live self-segregated lives, insist that their social circles and families remain pure Chinese, have a belief in the one drop rule for racial purity, and will be loyal to mainland China over their host society.

A half Chinese guy I know who gets confused for Chinese tells me that they are constantly talking shit about white people.

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>322723
Christcuck

Pretty much like you O.P, it's soul crushing, the boredom, the monotony, the emptiness, even most online N.E.E.Ts seem to have active lives full of fun compared to me, the thought of having to like that for the rest of my life makes me want to die, I wish I could sleep all day and night just to avoid the boredom and monotony

>>319910
When I was a NEET for almost a decade I didn't do anything, just like you, some games, youtube, scrolling manga/manhwa/hua mindlessly.
Once every few weeks I'd get the spark of motivation to try stuff, had some fun, but often whatever I started ended up gathering dust.
Now I have worked for 3-4 years (I'm 30) and when I'm off the clock it feels like I travel through time to the next shift.
When I have a week vacation or something it passes by in the blink of an eye.
I no longer game because it takes too much effort, learning new stuff is too much of a barrier for me. I got pathfinder 2 and stuff sitting there downloaded, but too much effort.

I just scroll manga now. Even anime is too much focus for me. Scroll and daydream. Kinda feeling like a kid in highschool again. I'd always daydream the hours away.
I had things I thought I wanted to do, but clearly since I'm not doing those things I didn't really want them to begin with maybe.

I feel you on the NPC thing OP. It feels like some fundamental humanity, the divine spark is missing. I can rotate the apple in my head and have inner monologues if we are talking meme shit like that, but in reality I do nothing.
I pursue nothing. I am nothing.

A doctor, randomly unpromted went on a long advice/rant to me about needing long term goals and how to pursue them.
I guess he simply diagnosed me with shit-life-syndrome and decided to throw me a bone.

The problem is I have zero goals or real desires that would serve as a purpose. Without a purpose there is no reason to strive, you can just focus on mitigating pain and suffering while maximizing pleasure.
Basically working a dead end low responsibility job, surviving, getting home jerking off until my foreskin tears or scrolling until my fingers develop RSI or tendonitis is all that is left.
Hell putting effort into your own health becomes something you subconsciously classify as an unworthy pursuit if you really have nothing to go on for.
Unfortunately the next sadpanda upload isn't enough of a reason to keep living.
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>>322820
I have always believed that I am probably one of the few people with independent thought in this world and I hate it so much

xkcd's way of seeing correlations without doing extra math

Blue butterfly larva hardcucks an entire ant colony in a glorious fucked-up way

>>322984
I used to work with data a lot and it almost always was me just looking at a scatter plot and vibing out the trends. The math is just to test out the vibes

>>323001
I can imagine theres like 2% of the ants that know its a trap but if they do anything about it they'll get dogpiled by the majority white knight ants. Not even the insects are safe from normies

>>322882
I'm not sure what point you think you're trying to prove.
>I-I totally owned you!!
No.

>>322883
>You didn't own me
You weren't contrarianfagging so you weren't owned but you did prove the point by replacing the soldiers with succubi. The lyrics are about fake heros and the other anon said you need men for war which exists because of men.

The future is 90% succubi and 10% men. All jobs become basket weaving in the end anyway and men need a lot of cool stuff and protein which is unsustainable.

The 10% men will be waging war through hi-tech ball games and be in elite condition.

>>322877
This is what feminists want, end of gender and an end to beauty.

>>322036
>post males with them shorts at the post office

>>322847
>males against each other

Deleted posts.

Yeah, gender war feminists are making fan service illegal, the manosphere is full of dirty /pol/fag muck and there are rumors of Klarna and OF making a deal to create more debt. Fertility rates are low because babies are being eaten and no this is not /x/.

The world could have been a luxury spa but there are trolls creating unfinished jokes with no punch lines.

>>322884
I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks

>>322907
>I'll take the basket weaving job, thanks
You don't have to. If you were born into a world like that, you would be free to do anything or nothing at all.

It's not a dystopia at all.

>>321453
>What crabs want is just natural human relations

This is true for most people.

>Remaining a crab is basically the only choice we have.

This is wrong because you don't have to join their subculture.

The rest of the post is complete BS.

Fake crab policing is ironically the most crab thing one could do because it takes one to know one. They are involved with with the word.

That's what crabs do in a bucket, they drag others down.

>>322938
>There is a bio-Calvinist TULIP theology to crabism. In which there is an Elect and a damned reprobate chosen from birth for damnation.

>Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated. Could be said by God or the statistical female of the species.

>The black pilled stats become this Demiurgic Cthulu cruel God, far beyond the choices of the individual succubi who summoned it. The Stats monster is a being in and of itself. I call him Staulua.

>There is no possible action the crab can take to escape the entropy of the role in life that The Stats has assigned him.

>Being a crab is like being a predestined Calvinist who knows one was chosen for hellfire from before birth.

Aside from the word "theology", this is accurate. Why are you so sensitive about heterosexuals discussing heterosexuality?

>>322942
>predestination is a theological concept
In Christianity

>>322862

Have you played the expansion?

;)

Lemmings gonna lemming, 2020 corona hysteria proved to me that there is no hope for the great majority of humanity, they're gonna kill themselves and that's the end of it, you can laugh or cry about it it's up to you, I've been having a lot of yuks

>>322905
>2020 corona hysteria proved to me
Nothing, it proved nothing.

Somehow the last multiple decades of (effective) media and consumer propaganda is of no consequence yet one event that stopped normalfags from partying and fucking and consuming "woke" people up. "Woke" them right up back to consuming and fucking and partying.

Fuck off normalfag.

>>322908
Take a booster loser

>if you don't play this shitty VN you get reported to the feds and drugged into retardation
What the fuck is going on in the UK?