/lounge/ - Lounge

Some seriously evil people in this world, what do you gain out of purposefully shitting on people's lives? Your life is not better than ours, quite the opposite if you're going to harass wizards…

I'm a 34-old permanent virgin and my future looks bleak. Strangely enough I'm not really bothered by all that.

I fully realized one truth today however, and it hit me like a sledgehammer: Succubi, surely not all of them but the vast vast majority, are boring and predictable as some cutout cartoon character. I don't dislike them, I masturbate to pictures and fantasies including them on the daily, I've got really nothing against them. But I don't appreciate their prolonged company, as most of them are shallow, overly fixated on looks and trends and are really touchy … If I were gay (and this thought keeps echoing in my mind for some while now), things would be so much easier.

Getting a job has proven to be nigh impossible and it frustrates the hell out of me. It's been one week since my seventh interview, and like all others, I've gotten no call from the company. All that I am seeking is entry level minimum wage bogus, because that's all I'm qualified for. I'm mildly autistic, I'd put myself at a two or three on a scale of ten. Not impaired enough for anyone to sense it, I just come off as an awkward and quiet man. That being the case, I feel like all my interviews have been good enough, I can answer the questions given to me aptly and in a polite manner. So I really don't know I am doing wrong for the interviews. Does anyone know of any incantations to use on an interviewer that would guarantee employment?

Do you take philosophical tenets from specific authors or do you tend to criticize and even correct them until the point of elaborating your own wiews apart entirely.

Everytime I engage groups about this, they are always talking about non trascendent sutff told by Camus or Kant which brings not much to my mind. Did you wizards find anyone out there worth having his ideas spread and well known or rather useless and obsolete while having better eyes for your own counterceptions?

Why are many here are certified /pol/tards ?
I do not Care About politics, I could never effect or change anything in my own country's politics, but I am wonderibg what makes many social outcasts, perma virgins, and Hikis attracted to that board's ideaolgy

anyone wanna hear about my awesome boxtruck? i'm surprised i have never seen a wizard write about vanlife or RV because i believe it very much helps with living life outside the house.

i hated being out anywhere just on foot, i often was bullied or harassed or molested or tortured otherwise bothered by people. it always felt like i could never be anywhere before someone seeks me out, tries to find some way to bother me. i liked to run or wander or skate or train and since i am in a big city there is always someone who wants something.

it has so many advantages. i never have to go into places to pee or poop, i can do that in the vehicle easy. is just nice to head someplace and just having the ability to reliable and hassle-free pee and poop. when shit gets uncomfortable i can always just turn the key and drive somewhere else. hanging around and some asshole feels like interviewing me? noooope, i just drive away. some stupid whore wants to get to know me as to best figgure out how to take advantage of me? nope, i just drive away. everything i could possibly need i have on board. fresh clothes, warm clothes, rain clothes, umbrella, towels. you know how in dragon ball everything is so easy because the people have the capsule technology and can just summon stuff out of their pocket? it is kind of a low-tech version of that.

the boxtruck used to be an old delivery vehilce, similar to the one on the picture. is like a sprinter van but in the shape of a box and there is a sliding door between the trunk and the cockpit. it was very cheap and in good condition. the running costs per year are what i pay in rent for my 1-room appartment per month; so very affordable.

i did not bother to paint it because i want it to look like a delivery vehicle at a glance. is very stealthy and uninviting that way. i can drive it with a regular small-car license in my country. no need for some complicated driver's license. had i known how nice this is, i would have made a driver's license for large vehicles and busses though.

i pitty everyone who doesn't have this. my life before was shit in comparison! this car is like the nicest thing that ever happened to me in my life. had i known what positive difference having this in my life would have made, i would have never studied and instead just found any means necessary to get a car like that when i finished school.

Do you guys have 'em? I've been binge watching videos on it but normies are darn awkward handling them. What causes them? Is it some gradual accumulation of stuff or do they come for sudden reasons?

do other wizards by chance have a good system they use to keep track of all the things they want to do? seems like such a trivial little obstacle but i've only gotten better at it slowly.

i notice that i keep wanting to do things and then forgetting about it and then when i am bored and could spend some time on stuff, i don't remember it. when i don't have time, i remember everything, when i do have time, i remember nothing.

to do lists also don't work because i don't check them. physical to do lists work better then digital ones.

calendars i have tried on and off again but i do believe the cons outweigh the pros. there has to be something better.

i've noticed other carpe diem wizards in this place, i'd very much appreciate your stories on what worked for you.

what kind of helped me since spring is the attempt to stop being so nocturnal and live throughout the day because sunlight is so healthy and i have been missing out on it most of my life. i wake up as rush hour traffic calms down and i am ready to go maybe around 09:00 or 10:00. during the first half of the day i try to accomplish stuff and eat and drink ridiculously healthy and light. then i try to be back around 16:00 because much later then that and i can't find a parking space anymore, this shit is severely limiting my spontaneity. living in the dense city was a mistake i am hoping to change soon. then after i come back i usually do stuff around the appartment, keep it well maintained because i do not have the space to let just a single dirty dish lay around for too long. once i neglect stuff and stuff starts to accumulate, everything in my place breaks down. stupid cramped situation.

long story short trying to be active during the day made me progress from being able to accomplish almost nothing in a day to accomplishing a few things. i still have days where i am just on strike and can't do anything but recently the days appear where i work on stuff from morning to evening and then fall asleep tired and satisfied. it is very hard to accomplish stuff when i go to bed at 4:00 and wake up around 12:00.

also just always planning the next day has been working wonders for me.

What's the reason you became a NEET/wizard? Do you believe is genetic or life circumstances led you to your actual life?

A clear, calm mind
Serene
Sharp
Focused
Creative
How do you get there?
Obviously, the ingredients would be:
>Breathing deeply (proper air circulation)
>Letting go of thoughts and feelings, not getting entangled with them
>Accepting pains and annoying things instead of fighting them impotently
>Focusing on the present moment
But how do you get there? Also, are there other things to be aware of? Maybe proper food or avoiding certain things?

Currently I'm trying to restrict my conscious efforts to breathing and to observing. The result is that my body is moving on its own. I'm just observing it do it's thing, and making sure that I breathe properly.

How do you do it, if at all?