No.319124
>>319123Yeah yeah, you're a crab, we get it. Don't go projecting your unfortunate turnout as normal though. I'm sorry you feel that your soul is being crushed because you can't get laid, but I assure you that you're the minority here.
No.319125
>>319123I'm pretty onboard with what you are saying until:
>I also sure as shit didn't plan on being a virgin when I turn age 40I never really thought I'd have a family or sex really.
And I feel like the real struggles of a wizard don't come from a "I can't get any pussy" type of heartache. I never felt that.
This is exactly the tonal shift that I mentioned.
People used to lament, still do on /dep/ about their struggles, but it was never about succubi.
I always felt like there was a separate wizards hierarchy of needs here and sex was not even close to being on the pyramid.
I'm starting to think I was actually right saying it.
>>319111>My memory is the same.If I think about it, the rule about not mentioning desiring such things directly represents this.
>Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.By this rule alone I always assumed crabs are not meant to be here at all.
Then again, past tense not mentioned for desires.
We have gone far off topic though. I apologize OP.
No.319127
>>319123I agree with you, wizard.
>>319124he isn't the minority, he is the majority.
Even hardcore autists report suffering from not having relationships be it friendship or romantic ones.
You're delusional if you think people don't suffer from lack of affection and love or having normal relationships like the rest. It's only normal and natural to feel bad for being a reject.
>>319125Being a male virgin over 30 doesn't mean you're free from needs and desires every other male has, or that you don't feel pain or suffering or get to experience depression for various valid reasons.
>a separate wizards hierarchy of needs here and sex was not even close to being on the pyramid.>I'm starting to think I was actually right saying it.nothing about being a male virgin suggests that there's a shift in your biological needs or male psychology.
No.319136
>>319123>or just give up on socialization completely, even anon internet boards.Can confirm, this has been me 4 times since 2020. All happened for different reason, neither hiatus was intentional, I just kind of reached a breaking point that made said "alright im fucking done im leaving". The problem was that isolation, not mere loneliness, truly does break your psyche in ways you didn't even know were possible. Each time you come back you feel more alienated than before and the cycle repeats in a couple months after that. Each heartbreak worse than the last.
>>319125>separate wizards hierarchy of needs here and sex was not even close to being on the pyramid.Community and health would be my guesses. I don't think that makes me a buzzwordthis or buzzwordthat, you have to experience it yourself to know that it's no laughing matter. You really go insane and murderous over it at the same it without them. I always found lack of sex and lack of a romantic partner to be absolutely hilarious relative to the lives me and others have lived, totally abandoned, abused and forgotten by everyone we've known including our own families.
sorry for not reading the rest of the thread i just felt the need to interject for a second, its always a sight when i catch some anon talking about this, how would you call it? death spiral? terminal venting? endoftheroad blogging? idk, i cant stop thinking about those who are not with us anymore, because im next in line
No.319143
>>319136>I always found lack of sex and lack of a romantic partner to be absolutely hilarious relative to the lives me and others have lived, totally abandoned, abused and forgotten by everyone we've known including our own families. This was what I was trying to express as well, so I'm fully in agreement here.
I probably just lacked the words to describe what I meant properly.
Sex never even entered my radar, that is why I'm so shocked by so many here going as far as describing themselves as crabs now.
Then again.
>>319127>Being a male virgin over 30 If this is all there is to it in your eyes, I get why differences like this arise.
No.319231
>>319229>Normalfags absolutely lose their shit over this subject and adjacent topics, and any discourses very quickly spiral into moral panic and pure hysteriaI used to do that too because I've always been a weirdo outcast barely tolerated wherever I am, so revealing my true uoohhh power level is a life ending risk.
It's a safe habit to cultivate. Never engage with risky topics like this aside from the morally acceptable "kill them all" type responses.
Being too zealous might be suspicious as well.
No.319233
>>319231>revealing my true uoohhh power level is a life ending risk.Nobody is going to kill you for wanting to kiss the little bird succubus from Wind Waker
No.319598
>>304698>First picThere are arrests being made over AI-generated pornography featuring pixels that are arranged to give the impression that a naked baby female human is exploring her body. The news reporter's interviewees, FOIA commentators, and the commenters of the videos are all up-in-arms against it as if it was a REAL child tasting REAL penis. Even ignoring that a most of it is not just trained on real CP but actually just AI filters applied to photographs to (not) evade liability, the concept of fapping to a real-looking child is too much for most people to accept. Not to the degree of them giving you the cold shoulder even, but they will actually arrest you and steal your computer games.
>Just wait 'til mass-produced, cheap, realistic gynoids start rolling outThe AI boom, sex doll manufacturing going up 30x+ in the past 10 years, virtual experiences such as Virt-A-Mate, Skyrim loli mods, Sujiman Kupa Roa… There are so many ways to get a loli fix without catching cooties from a 3DBA (3D brat annoying). The voices are screaming at you to spend all of you NEETbux on a little robotic wandcleaner who will whisper nice things in to your ear.
No.319600
When I'm high sometimes I think it's wrong…
No.319610
I'm sexually attracted to female children. It is thanks to my heightened intelligence which allows me to appreciate such beauty.
No.320190
Pedophilia is a tool to make human livestock feel shame and humility for liking pure maidens instead of defiled succubi. It really is part of a conspiracy to control you. Don't let them win, don't feel even a bit of shame. They definitely poked around in your brain to put it in you after years of subtle brainwashing and then they'll perform tons of subtle illusions to try to control your feelings about it all. I've broke the conditioning. I've gone further than loli (still legal) and regret it and yet I know I'm blameless.
No.320191
>>320190To give an example of these illusions afterwards to control your feelings, over some time music was telling me to just get rid of things but I also heard things telling me "the truth will set you free" so I told my family about it. It did not set me free! I felt less free. And that wasn't my choice, something was seriously poking around in my brain in a complex way to make it really seem like it was my choice in order to have a stronger influence. Basically, even after I quit (started with weed), eventually I was made to feel worse than ever about it through persistent trickery from some force that was really behind it the whole time. I became nervous in public around children only months after moving past it, and even those reactions I know are just entrained into me, not from me.
No.320192
>>320191You should give no credence to the idea that you are merely listening to bad voices instead of actually just being mind controlled as much as they can.
No.320193
Loli lovers are just pedophiles
No.320196
>>320193"Pedophile" encompasses homosexual man-on-boy attraction though, so it's important to use "lolicon" when speaking of a healthy pedophile man who is only attracted to small succubi children
No.320205
>>320196It doesn't matter, a pedophile suffer from a kind of sexual illnees,a illnees of sexual targeting, they go after not right sexual target, it's a sexual deiviance, and yes homosexuality too is a sexual target illness too, evolution would favor those that target the right object for reproduction, both pedo, homons, furries and other diviants suffer from a sexual illness.
No.320208
>>320205>a pedophile suffer from a kind of sexual illneesFor one, that's not true. For second, speak English.
No.320211
>>320190>>320191>>320192These thoughts are such a burden every single day with the sexual-romantic hole in me… Maybe I should just jerk off to loli again. It bothers me that the artists study actual little succubi though. I respect poorly drawn loli for this reason. And if I draw it which I've always avoided, I have a perfect memory and I will be practically doing so even with mere glimpses in the corner of my eye from months ago as well unavoidably.
To tell you the truth, it has felt like the world is trying to poison my mind when I've pulled away from it. For instance one day this person pretending to be my mother (my real one is in another world) seemed to be possessed and masturbating in the living room. I snapped and jerked off to loli for the first time in a while right away. If this sort of thing is a test, I don't want to pass.
No.320214
>>320208It's true, it's called sexual targeting error, the ideal would be you chasing a succubus, or succubus chasing man, because that what produce children, once you deviate from that you basically are a deviant and wants to fuck something that doesn't produce a child, that's evolutionarily wrong and pointless.
No.320216
>>320214that's retarded
so why do most normalfags fuck most of the time with no intention to reproduce, using birth control, even primitive methods like "pulling out"?
according to that logic nearly all heterosexual normal sexuality would be deviance, and only a breeding fetish would be precisely the only thing that is not a fetish
No.320217
>>320216Heterosexual sex between two young adult male and female is the gold standard behavior that mother nature puts in ours genes, but we aren't purely brute animals, we can think and rationalize, yet a many pedophile (be both homosexual or Heterosexual pedophile) can't control themselves and go on to abuse or prey young kids, it's a sexual deviance, that either need to be treated or the person if dangerous enough need to be put down or lock up
No.320218
>>320217most heterosexual sex, even between young adults, isn't concerned with or directed at reproduction
neither is sex inherently about reproduction, since in its primordial form reproduction is asexual and has no need for sex
No.320221
>>320218For us, humans, it doesn't make sense to have sex with something that doesn't produce a child, is evolutionary stupid and pointless, it doesn't mean that all sex should be about reproducing a child, but by default the natural e correct way is to be attracted to someone that you can reproduce with, that what mother nature put inside of our monkey brain, once you deviate from that target, it's stupid and pointless at best, to downright dangerous and criminal at worse, the far exaggerate version would be that has sexual attraction to some inanimate object, like a car or something, it's very clear that the person need help.
No.320225
>>320211I've been reminded the world is all wrong, I'm going to jerk off to lolis again! Thank you to whoever posted clown piece on this site so long ago, that's what got me on it in the first place. HAHA about the name, obviously "ZUN" had beings intruding on his mind picking this name.
I'd share a pic I like but I'm jealous of everything in my sexual thoughts.
No.320237
>>320221yeah, that's true, i don't know where i was going with my line of thought
however, i think i'm still more negative than you about the sex drive directed at reproduction, as i still would see it as a just a ruse by "mother nature" to propagate the species (and not for any of the lofty fantasies of normalfags such as love, happiness, etc.)
>>320225you must be strong, wiz, and resist the urge to fap to lolis
i myself haven't fapped to lolis in 19 days
remember what
>>320217 said,
>we aren't purely brute animals, we can think and rationalize No.320248
>>320247Fair enough, but it is what it is. Still don't really see the point of playing the "look guys Im so nice and normal" card.
No.320532
>>320248no play, only rational mature thinking..
No.320536
>>310206Man, Western slop is not loli at all, is just fuckign garbage.
No.320990
I have a theory that there are 2 types of lolicons: moe-inclined ones, and porn-inclined ones.
Moe-inclined lolicons like lolis because they're cute and innocent, and they also like "normal" (teenage) anime succubi if they're very cute too. When they think of the concept of lolis, they think about cute things, not lewd things. When they fap to lolis it's to vanilla or softcore material. The kind of material that if you randomly looked at it while you're not aroused, you wouldn't find it gross. All of them are otaku.
Porn-inclined lolicons see lolis as more of a fetish and as fap material first and foremost. They fap to less vanilla and more gross content, including (but definitely not limited to) gangbang, etc. They like mesugaki, which is an abomination that contradicts lolis' innocence and makes them comparable to adult whores. They're also likely to be into degenerate shit like traps, shota, western """lolis""", and maybe even worse (if you get what I mean). Not all of them are otaku or care about anime in any way.
Most of the discord zoomers who're self-proclaimed "lolicons" or spam the crying emoji uoooh shit fall onto the latter.
I learned this the hard way after interacting with a "lolicon community" for months.
No.321004
>>320990I never considered the type 2, the appeal of lolis is the innocence and cuteness.
No.321007
>>320990but why would type 1 even fap to lolis if they’re not sexually attracted to them? men don’t just fap to something because it’s cute. that would just be denial.
No.321009
>>321007That post doesn't say that type 1 can't find lolis sexually attractive. They do, but they *primarily* appreciate them for their cuteness.
No.321028
>>321027liking lolis because of cuteness doesn't make you a pedophile
that post is already presupposing that type 1 is sexually attracted to them
so if you don't fap to them or don't have any desire to do so then you're not being included in type 1
No.321077
>>315505Normalfags once again prove they're unable to form their own opinions. All they can do is reinforce the common consensus.
No.321092
>feeling attraction to female kids without sexual developed characteristics isn't pedophile
My brother in Demiurge, that's pure unfiltered pedophile of the worst kind, that's a sexual deviance of highest order, seek help.
No.321716
>>320190>'pure maidens' 'defiled succubi'Yeah and then what are you? Are you just better and cleaner than the rest of humanity? kek delusional.
No.321717
>>320990>grown men inclined to feeling pleased from drawings of childrenBoth are evil.