b4d86 No.61473[Reply]
I live like this: I can get stressed out and desperately search for a mediocre solution and burn out within it OR I let things take their course and pay attention to my health until it's time to move my ass so as not to starve - that's the neet pill. Because Fate can give you the same results whatever you do: let's die then, with honor.
Do you think that fighting or effort will give you what you dream of? That this will make your life better in the future? What a foolish illusion: this universe doesn't care about your effort and anything can happen. That is why I say: seeking paradise is one thing and fleeing from hell is another. There will be time, if we are allowed, to select the amenities once the ground is safe, as safe as it can at least be, depending on the circumstance.
As much we cannot prepare to fight, at least we can do it for the miseries that an almost certain defeat will entail, while finding ourselves helpless and unable to draw a future. A cake is a motivation, a safe house is a motivation, a collection of games too … but running away from a hungry wolf is rather an urgency.
That is why I spend my time fasting, doing strange diets and trying weird remedies, communicating to others this path within my own existential desolation. Because that's my neet pill.