/lounge/ - Lounge

>>312004
such reduction in libido happened to me on its own. at 15 i would beat off 2 times per day, now as i am approaching 26 i get the urge to masturbate once every 3-4 days

>>312451
unrelated to what i posted

>>310523
Warlocks are basically dark (sociopathic) wizards who cast mind control and charm on normaltards for their own selfish good.

>>313054
t.cuck

Pray tell, what is a "dem crab"?

I don't know that the fuck you are talking about.

How about you stop making up terms and then expecting everyone to just click with them.

I've been thinking of starting a thread like this, but didnt have the passion to do it.

I just feel like before I suicide I need one last big passion project to throw myself into it. And that's it the finale to my life, good or bad, its what i existed for. but i just dont have the bipolar manic high for it at the moment.

>>303533
>life long passion projects
it's so very rare
just having a hobby for a bunch of years is rare enough
at least for fucked up depressed dudes like me
I always end up abandoning my hobbies

>>303533
When I go musing all alone,

Thinking of diverse things fore-known,

When I build Castles in the air,

Void of sorrow and void of fear,

Pleasing myself with phantasms sweet,

Methinks the time runs very fleet.

All my joys to this are folly,

Naught so sweet as melancholy.

I wanna learn every field in science. Haven't started yet due to many years of extreme depression and suicidal urges, but thinking of officially start studying on January since my mental health finally improved.

Using science, I can absolutely destroy everyone that I hate. Every faulty argument, every faggot nonsense and propaganda, every lie. Hell, I can even destroy entire fucking countries, all I need are the resources.

>>303534
i like her. maybe not much for 12 years, but as of now shes cute.

>>312420
>>312422
>>312425
Ooga booga, the free site this wiz is speaking of is likely Mage.Space (though you have to create an account to see lewd shit). Image generation is free and based off of the latest SD models, though there is a daily cap for non-paying members.

Now both of you go back go 4/pol/

>>312420
I love you. Its so rare to see true Wizards nowdays. Fuck racists.

>>312482
This. Wizards can come in all shapes and forms.

>>312823
Yours is healthy brain. Keep it up.

>>312826
it's quite easy to accomplish. The meme that people can't see internal objects is quite wrong, it's a skillset like any other and related to serotonin levels. Take 5htp for a bit and sensitize the 5ht2a receptor and you will be able to vividly "see" in your mind's eye. The tricky bit I've found is that sometimes your mind automatically wants your inner world to work in certain ways whereas you might want to do something totally different. Control of the frame without totally breaking the sequence is a skill for sure

>>312843
You tell me? Extroverted intuition is my auxiliar cognitive function and I daydream almost whenever I can.

Probably other types find this much harder.

>>312847
hah, be fair I couldn't have known. Did you practice it or did it just happen naturally?

>>312848
Naturally.
>lots of memes there about Ne aux daydreaming

every tools come from stones and sticks

>>313159
But do you really feel like learning toolsmithing?

>>312989
Fasting and alkalizing diet, while eating all your daily food within a narrow interval (from 8:00 am to 2:00pm)

Remember that your detox systems are constantly working if you swallow starches and heavy protein. Also a mouthful of turmeric enhances liver functions before going to bed.

Killing pathogens? Mostly garlic, onion and ginger. Then you might turn towards advanced shit, like ivermectin and typical drugs.

>>313123
>I can't see what else would produce long threadlike shadows when shined upon and would have a thick filmy appearance when observed normally.

hmm i can't think of anything. many people have parasites and fungus problems inside them but i don't know in what way they would show up in the urine.

>I don't have liver damage,

congratulations, how do you know? i did a liver gallblader flush. i drank oil, grapefruit juice and epsomwalt dissolved in water. and yes, green stones did come out, i should make another one soon to see if there are still stones inside of me, or if my health ambitions have "melted" them all already.

>I am concerned about pathogenic or excitotoxic presences in the brain.

you must have some sophisticated detection mechanism i am not hip to. lol i can't imagine how you would detect that. maybe there is a smell coming out of your ear ^^, i dunno.

>Chlorine Dioxide just came in the mail, I'll be trying to use the MMS formula next.

i know literally nothing about what chemicals and pharmaceuticals can do.

What sorts of detoxification programs are you thinking of when we have this discussion?

naturopathic herbal essences and teas is what i have studied and used on myself. most sophisticated one i've done was a 1500€ 14 week herbal detoxification protocol. i ate nothing but fruit, drank healing tea all day and swallowed capsules filled with herbs and herbal extracts dissolved in water. first two weeks was mostly antiparasitic and antifungal and then the rest was mostly strengthening the lymphatic system while keeping the detox 'up'. the underlying idea is that the body can clean itself as long as the lymphatic system is kept well functioning and herbs do a little bit of helping. i do the work in exercises and foodchoice, herbal tea adds 30% extra, expensive herbal tinctures and capsules add an additional 15% extra.
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>>313126
>gallstones
I have that book. Did you see improvement in health after trying the cleanse?

Anyways, for me personally I am trying to get at certain neurological problems which could conceivably be caused by excitotoxic or brain pathogenic substances. It's quite different than standard detox rationales, and I am starting to think that my immune response to covid may be at the heart of it all? Covid antibodies = spike proteins in your body for a long time. I am hoping it isn't permanent and the body does expel these things with time/loses immune system memory of the disease. But there doesn't seem much written on that particular topic.

>>313127
>I have that book. Did you see improvement in health after trying the cleanse?

i can never be sure what does the difference and what doesn't because i do a lot of health related stuff and i already feel good by default.

having said that, i do suspect that i did feel a good chunk better from it. after i did it, it felt like a noticable curse was lifted (not a gigantic curse but also not a tiny curse). like some limiting barrier was removed. like the training wheels were taken off the bike and now i ride on a real bycicle while before i didn't. after i had done it i found all these new ways to keep momentum in movements going. my skating and dancing become more seamless, more flowing; the individual movements became connected into movements that waste less energy; though i had felt this lifting of limits before. when i first lost weight from bmi 21 to bmi 20 i could not believe how effortless moving my body was, how much faster i could get up from a chair.

i do believe it is among the more beneficial things. not as profoundly lifechanging as breathing exercise, maybe on the level as a netipot.

>Anyways, for me personally I am trying to get at certain neurological problems which could conceivably be caused by excitotoxic or brain pathogenic substances.

you probably mean get _rid off_ neurological problems? not sure what you mean by neurological problems. maybe like a feeling of slow response time from the brain, being forgetful, making mistakes.

my brain has been doing good lately because i stopped looking at memes so much. like a gambling addict in front of a slot machine i did not even notice that i was doomscrolling for hours every day. now i stopped looking at this nasty digital world so much and found the joy in tinkering, homeimprovement and using tools. i like it but because i am so inexperienced and slow, it makes me feel like i am 200 years old though lol. learning something useful is fun for a change. i make myself so busy, i can't even watch entertainment content anymore. i just wanna watch DIY stuff all day.

>>312877
You need a very powerful computer to do video editing in 2024.

Nobody with zero connections in a third world country is going to be hired as a translator by anyone.

>>312877
You need a very powerful computer to do video editing in 2024.

Nobody with zero connections in a third world country is going to be hired as a translator by anyone.
There are literally 10 million people for every OP trying to desperately squeeze $0.01 out of translating a line of text.

>>312883
>>312884

>You need a very powerful computer to do video editing in 2024.
Not as much as you would think, especially if you are doing simple shit like lining up audio to video, running the dialog through a noise filter, or moving clips around.
General computer intensive stuff is applying extensive digital filters and other high level features.
Even basic rendering can be done on a kinda shit computer now days.

>Nobody with zero connections in a third world country is going to be hired as a translator by anyone.
Objectively untrue.
>There are literally 10 million people for every OP trying to desperately squeeze $0.01 out of translating a line of text.
Litterally untrue.
>it's not stable
It's not meant to be. It's gig work. Gig work is inherently unstable.
This is just stuff to earn a bit of start up capital for something else.
It's better then doing farm labor or factory work in the third world for third world wages. That work leaves you too tired and poor to work on anything on the side.
Gig work for westerners isn't as demanding and offers relatively better pay. The trade off is less stablity, which isn't as much of a issue in this situation since down times will give the chance to work on stuff outside of gig work. Like building a proper business plan for your own independent business.

Regardless, you are just exaggerating to justify your defeatist pessimistic world view. Likely to make yourself feel better about giving up. So you want others to validate your choice of giving up and staying in your bucket of chosen helplessness.

>>312908
People like you are funny with your cushy savings and i heritances.

Were you in a situation like OP you wouldn't earn a penny without hard farm or factory labor at $1 a day and you sure as hell wouldn't have a PC capable of rendering professional 4K footage.
You'd be posting here on the cheapest Android phone available using public wifi and crying yourself to sleep.

>>312923
Now you are just spinning stories.

I actually went from homeless to a relatively comfortable life through hard work and self agency.
If I had your mindset I would have likely just given up and killed myself when things got hard.

Stop projecting your weakness on others.

Yall Just need a routine. Once you get used to external envitoment, those things eventually stop happening. If you are neet, choose a time of the day to take a walk and then do I
it everyday

>>312744
>like I look like a fucking thieving nigger
Doesn't matter if you live in a high theft area stores start treating everyone like thieving niggers.
Meth is a thing. It causes whites to act like niggers in regards to stealing shit and acting a fool.

Only option is to shop in nice neighborhoods. Then you are treated civilized.

Whats worse is you live somewhere where normies try to talk and bother you.

>>312807

oh lawd i hate it so much. was working on the truck yesterday parked near a public naturewalkway, 2 groups of children/teenagers approached, one of them knocked. then later some nosey middleaged asshole who wanted to interview me knocked and proceeded to just bombard me with questions before i rejected that ugly motherfucker.

where i live many people have the disease of seeking interaction with people who are not seeking back. like bad salesmen who look for a good deal for themselves, not giving a fuck if they swindle the customers with the notable difference that i am no customer in their store.

>>312827
I had something similar happen to me.

I was changing the oil on my car and some middle aged boomer retard started asking if I was having car trouble and I said no and that I was just changing my oil.

He then started ranting about the parking lot being private property, asking where I lived and threatening that he was going to call the police on me because I got some oil on the asphalt.