/lounge/ - Lounge

Mine was to make an animated film, yet I can barely make half a second as it is.
I'll just settle for a documentary, or even an experimental film, I just want to film something and make it last an hour if not more.

& I personally suggest you give up at least 2 of these if you intend on learning piano. The instrument is like marriage, and I am still paying alimony to this day. -.-

I want to build a bitching ass watercooled PC.

I think I might like to make a small remake of Wuhu Island from Wii Sports Resort in Godot or something. Recreating everything and adding some more details, being able to walk around freely and exploring the island at your own leisure. I just want to create a world that feels as comforting and inviting as the original did back when I was a child.

Besides that I might want to go to Japan. I'm not nearly as set on it as I was when I was young but that dull longing is still there. Just so I can put that desire to rest finally I guess.

I don't think there really is anything else, I'm trying to build a simple and peaceful everyday life until I'm ready to check out.

Make money with my hobby but keep being anonymous
But on the internet every art form is oversaturated already so fuck me I guess

>>320701
>I think I might like to make a small remake of Wuhu Island from Wii Sports Resort in Godot
Sounds cool. There's a market for interactive game worlds on games like S&box, Garry's Mod, and VRchat.
>But on the internet every art form is oversaturated already so fuck me I guess
Furries, bronies, and vtubers all still prefer hand drawn art. You could also make 3D and 2D Unity game assets.

My goals are too autistic for anyone else to understand.

>>320713
Have you been to the drawing thread in /hob/?
Nothing is "too autistic" anymore…

>>320713
Normies: he is an enigma
Autist: I am interested in X thing(s)

>>320627
>I want to publish a fantasy novel with a fairly complex world.
I never finished it
>I want to make an RPG game based on the fantasy short novel I wrote a few years ago
but Quite impossible because I don't know how to program scripts and I try to learn but I can't understand anything although I learned something about tilesets and pixel art.
>I want to set up a local WoW server and play with friends.
My PC is useless as a server, and I don't have any friends, I don't even have a friend who wants to play WoW.
>I want to try an absurd amount of MMOs.
shit pc, not possible for now
>I want to create an MMO based on the fantasy ideas I had around the fantasy novel.
very unlikely to happen
>I want to learn to play the piano or some other instrument, even if it's just singing.
I have a violin stored away, But my teacher left, and I ended up feeling quite unmotivated. I also have a toy piano because I couldn't get a real one. I learned music theory but nothing about actually playing the instruments. I should enroll in a music school, but it will be very slow and a waste of time. I don't think I can learn to sing, I'll just end up damaging my voice. I honestly don't think I can learn by watching free videos.
>I want to compose something.
I love the sounds of Touhou and these orchestral things
>I want friends with whom I can connect.
They always leave me out, even in the most antisocial groups, so honestly, I'm pretty desensitized to what the hell others expect from me. Not ironically, I only got along very well with someone with Asperger's.
>I want a romantic relationship with a succubus with good friendship.
The few times it happened, I wasn't the first choice or the best choice. I think I ended up hating the succubi who supposedly liked me, even if it was just a little, I think I only meet broken and immature succubi even if we are only maybe friends for a while. In the end, I always feel rejected.
>I want to feel human for once and not like a walking piece of meat.
I genuinely believe that I have Avpd.
I try to change my behavior and my environment, but nothing changes. I don't know if it's a combination of bad luck and poverty, or maybe everyone else is just crap, and I find it hard to accept because I feel too kind to this shit existence. Sometimes I just want to disappear.

>>320719
Sounds like you're your own Scumbag Steve..

Complete some sort of creative project that is good enough that I will be remembered after I am dead.

See the grand canyon with my own eyes.
See Japan with my own eyes.
Go on a cross country adventure.

Put down some of my martial art's knowledge in a proper training manual that other generations can learn from even after I am physically incapable of teaching anymore.


Working on my writing skills currently, as well as saving up a significant amount of money for future adventures.
So it's not just wishing and hoping while not doing anything.
I am actively working on such goals, at least in the background.

>>320732
I have Avpd so yes.