>>315812>I hope Im wrong and Francis is just the true Pope and that's it, because the implications are cosmically abominable for humanity, otherwise.yeah lol, the last valid pope was Pius XII who died in 1958. i've been a sedevacantist for 5 years now, started trying to amend my life and go back to Mass when i was 19, then a few years later the vaccine whatever shutdowns happened and the "catholic church" literally just shut down. Priests in the 14th century were dying in droves giving the sacraments to plague victims but Francis literally shut down the alleged church of God because of some fake ass flu or whatever. at that point i was like alright i really didn't want the sedevacantists to be right but maybe they are, then after like a few weeks of actually looking at the logic i had to accept the reality. my life has been a waking nightmare ever since then, God has not rewarded me in any way, i barely ever sin or lust or anything, god has not rewarded me in any way, if anything, the less i sin, the worse God makes my life. i pray for death every single day. there's no joy, no light, no sacraments, no Mass, no Christendom, no kings, no Pope, no hierarchy, no nothing. i dont think i have ever once felt God's love or presence once in my life tbh. all there is is faith at this point, you don't get anything for believing in Jesus and his true faith, well you get misery and sorrow and punishments and horrors no Christian has ever witnessed before. i'm utterly alone and forsaken by God. i have never met another Christian who believes in the true faith in my entire life. i went to one independent parish and they preached heresy to me and said pagans can go to heaven without baptism, then after i left, they removed everything from their website that could be considered right wing or based or whatever and completely rebranded, including a pdf criticising judaism (lmao). "tradcaths" think they're gonna just become "catholic" and get a "tradwife" and live happily ever after. lmao. most of them are just mexicans who see catholicism as a way to "date up" and score a white succubus. i can't even join a monastery or get one measly confession in to a valid priest, and people are out there thinking they can have some trad family and live in neo-medieval la la land. it's over. all you can do is stay home, stay out of the public as much as you can, avoid being around whores and infidels, stay off the internet, youtube, etc (too many whores). just stay in your home and pray the rosary and pray for the sweet release of death, only go out to work or buy necessities. sorry but it's over. all we can do now is try to save our souls by holding to the true faith and having perfect contrition for our sins.