/wiz/ - Wizardry

Beat of?

>>228251
I can't beat my OF habit no matter how hard I try

Our hormones are stable, we do it for the sake of dopamine and i started doing it less and less since I got my meds for adderal. It just made me crave less hits of dopamine and reduce by addiction to pornography. I would say, this is pretty normal and this is how it is supposed to be. Teenage makes you over do it, we just reached stability.

I haven't watched porn in months, maybe there is something wrong with my body

I fap everynight before sleeping

>>228283
>not good enough looking currently
>currently
Got something you'd like to share with us, "wiz"?

>>211629
having a stagnant personality ontop of being ugly. I just seem to be the type of person who sticks out like a sore thumb.

>>228300
being ugly and having a bad personality go hand in hand, unfortunately. when people are less likely to interact with you, and also less likely to treat you positively when they do, you're also less likely to develop an agreeable and friendly personality. the normalfag will of course use this as further proof that you should be rejected and ridiculed. "we're not bullying him because he is ugly, we didn't even notice! we are of course bullying him because he never smiles and acts scared and insecure and doesn't pay his social dues. he is a rotten character and his face is therefore a great fit for him! yes, god is great and just."

>>228301
that's absolutely true. still you can brute force normies even if you're ugly, it's gonna take about ~10 times more effort.

Psychological abuse from parents
No friends in high school
Like to be alone
Negative view on people in general
Once you're away from high school and start living on your own nothing stands in the way of avoiding any kind of meaningful social connection, which is a good thing. How normies voluntarily make connections as adults is something very strange to me. It's like my entire youth was characterised by trying to get away from everything.
While I do like like certain Neet/hikki/niche interest online communities, I never make any online friends or something

>>228132
hospitalizations

>>228132
i had a psychotic break down and they diagnosed me as schizophrenic, but to tell you the truth i think it was a one time deal. but no one believes me. they make me take anti psychotics, and thank god there is no major side effects. buti also get SSI now

pretty sure you have to be mentally or physically ill to get the bux

You can be a NEET at any age as long as you're (N)ot in (E)ducation, (E)mployment or (T)raining.
You can only be a Wizard if you're still a virgin past your thirtieth birthday.

t.lvl 33 mage

>>228136
I'm happy you get bux wizzie. I'm pretty sure antipsychotics make you retarded so I suggest you somehow get rid of this requirement of forced medication.

>>228060
44.

I've been in NEET for decades save for distance college credited courses.

Schizobux.

There's an mc bunker on wapchan that not enough wizzies post on but if the site dies I think a new one would spring up eventually. We have a dedicated userbase even if it's not as large as it used to be and the alternatives are all not that great. I think most of us would rather not have to rub shoulders with the shartyverse or move to tor if it can be avoided.

>>228323
>move to tor
is this one of those website you must know the URL if you want to access the website?

>>228323
Even dead Magic and Liz are anathema

>>228324
Yes, or you can find them via the various search engines and lists. There are a number of IBs on tor but most of them are more /g/ oriented.

>>228325
Is liz still around? I tried the old url but it doesn't work.

I think imageboards and forums will continue to pop up as long as there is demand for these kind of places.
If they keep trying to force this digital ID crap and delete all alternatives some company might actually see a hole in the market and launch an alternative, like DuckDuckGo for search engines. (I know DuckDuckGo is pozzed too, but still)
At the end of the day discussing stuff on the internet anonymously isn't illegal.

>>228332
I do disregard them but i joined an image board server and when you dont subscribe to their gynocentric shit fest they turn against you.

Moved to >>>/b/1035305.

>>227478
How many Pattons died during the Lorraine assaults vs. how many tens of thousands of anonymous Americans died?

Yeah, still a ratio of 0 to 55,000+. I rest my case

>>227084
you have to think of astrology as geometries that you cant break free from or go beyond them; if you do try, then not only reality but other people will go agent smith on you, and thats the reality of it - if you want the specifics then you can try learning the houses, the planets, their placements and its significances. in a way, life is very predetermined and the only safe thing we have is our own minds and experiences, but its true that astrology does rule such geometries and that your life will run on it physically; giving an example of such by outlining my own life, ive retrograde saturn and lilith in the third house in cancer - this is a very poor and afflicted conjunction, together they predict my stranged and distant sister (whos older than me) and my other distant and no contact cousins, aside that it turns my communication inward which has made me a shut-in and with low verbal ability specially face to face, so in-person; theres also overall delay to my lfies milestones, as in, im very behind my peers regarding everything, and as for lilith it made me abandon education early on when i was 14, and of course, ive a shitty home overall as in terrible family life; for rx saturn in third house in cancer is just a fall placement for it. im no astrologer so of course im limiting this example to that, and also cant give much readings outside my own chart which is the only ive familiarized and read more about it which is how i realized it eerily fits. i can recommend books though, such as on the heavenly spheres by helena avelar and 'hellenistic astrology' by chris brennan - you can also, if you want to skip and go straight into learning about the houses and such, datamine yourself by searching your own specific placements on tumblr.

>>227041
>Fringe Esoteric thread?
Did anyone start playing with tarot cards?
I like the design of Rider-White-Smith and the more traditional Marsella.
It's interesting when they use themed tarot cards and decorate them, even though they are more expensive than traditional ones. Oracles are more random, but they are not tarot cards.
>Also
It is interesting to see that there is a lot of symbolism added by esoteric groups, the Golden Dawn itself, or Etelia and French groups, although Crowley also added his own ideas.
Spanish cards are another matter. There are different schools—French, English, Spanish, and the list goes on—on how to interpret them.
Superstitious and all that, but interesting if you like reading about history or collecting decks. the design of Tarot boxes are beatiful and the art of tarot crafters in same way, marvelous.

>>227480
>I've never figured out how exactly people activate them, do we just meditate with it in front of us?
well, i dont know, maybe, bacause im still trying these things.

Crowley did a method of watching the symbol for 30 sec or into Dharana-Gnosis (or any way attached to altered state of mind in modern scientific terms) and later destroying it (by any method like fire etc) or dance or extasy, euphoria and peak experience like spare and other did etc.
others charge it by ritual or psychodrama (like charging with let call it energy belief or warm feeling with your hands or smoke candle or evocations or wathever ritualized thing like a LRP-LIRP or calling gods or wathever poetic or occult force you want to believe or call)
others put in their shoes or in a bag in clothes or in other body places or tools you use, others hidden it somewhere bacause they belief if a lot of people see it but not see it its start to charge, like a plant pot or in water into desintegration or etc.
other charge it with sunlight or moonlight.
other charge it and make it work by its like a talisman wearing it or hidden it somewhere.
others try to get a peak experience like orgasm or a excsitatory method of body and later burn it bacause believe in some way of Spare-Chaoist belief of psychological way of the mind.
others just visualize it in mind and destroy mind and in a psychall way, or have it in a form of art paint and charge it by seing but not seing time to time in a wall in the background o something like that.
some people use LOA or manifestation theories into this. new thought ideas are kinda similar into the path of hypnosis and belief like this if you like to see like this.
other use hypnosis beliefs like magnetic hands or chinese Chi beliefs to charge and etc, kinda the same.
>Also
The OG practice come from the golden dawn but they used for other things and not for wishes or manifestation or these things, they're more into invocation of things.
you can even draw random draws while you try to not make sense or reduce pure art to brutalist abstract schizo nonsense art and still make a sigil like a fractal of another fractal.
Some people didnt believe sigils are a magical thing or a woo-woo for manifestation, some pPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

wtf is this bullshit

Do you swim in the Atlantic ocean? Are their squids?

>>228282
Technically the celtic sea? (I think), there are squids, but I haven't seen one

Moved to >>>/b/1035002.

Moved to >>>/games/63484.

>>223093
to be said with the 4 noble truths perhaps?

>succubus in the op pic
Wizchan 2026

>>223091
"Psychology" and "psychologists" will never help you. They will only hurt you. Why do you think they're "the rapists"? Because of what they do to your mind. Don't be dumb

Find the root problem.
The people themselves are probably not the problem, judgement might be the cause. Try to discover what the root cause is. For me it is the fear of others exploiting mistakes i make.

I found the root cause by writing down my thoughts. It helped me focus on my thoughts and easier process, and get back to them later. I write about everyday experiences, annoyances, things that make me happy etc. Almost everything significant is written into a Joplin document with timestamps on my phone.

After writing down what makes me uncomfortable or happy i look for ways to enjoy the joys without the fears crashing down on me. I like sharing my thoughts but fear the judgement I may face if i express myself too carelessly. That is why i am now trying to socialize online, games specifically, because there i can share my thoughts but not have to worry about judgement (since i mostly interact with randos). Enjoying what makes me happy through alternative methods i can avoid triggering my fears and through it i also program my brain to stop associating what i like (socializing) with what i fear (judgement). The root problem for me was not RECIEVING judgement, i handle it quite well, but the POTENTIAL for judgement therefore i do not even have to avoid judgement, i just have to stop fearing judgement or disassociate judgement from what i want to do.

You could try to follow the same methodology. I can not yet say that i have overcome my anxiety but i no longer fear the idea of talking to others like i used to. I still worry about judgement i may face but i don't directly pair that with people and socializing. Writing was a huge help for me. I probably have some mental disorder, my thoughts always feel like short bursts that will always disappear before i can pick up the important bits. Writing them down lets me catch the important things and focus on them.

It was not a quick process but I've changed so much and learned so much about myself after i started writing 6 months ago.
You'll get there and don't avoid the things you love.

>>228175
newgens smdfh

>>226143
>society

use AI and a fake-ass TEA account to send stories to newspapers'/tabloids' sites

>>225822
They don't register the fact that I exist. Your concern indicates exposure to succubi.
>>225821
I don't care which goatfucker tribe wins, the more of them die the better.

I wonder how the story of the collective lawsuit ended.

>>226240
>They don't register the fact that I exist. Your concern indicates exposure to succubi.
Maybe you are one

>>227969
Way to miss the point. I don't interact with succubi in my personal life, and I work in an overwhelmingly male-dominated field where I rarely encounter them in a professional setting either. They may hypothetically hate me, in the abstract, they certainly would despise me if forced to interact with me on their own time - but they aren't. It doesn't happen. They never observe my existence. So they never experience the concrete emotion of hatred with me as the object.

How can you respond to stimuli you never experience? So, for me, the hypothetical emotional responses of whores are completely immaterial. They never actualize. There is nothing to fear or avoid, there is no empirically observable impact on my life or well-being because of it.