had it on a mushroom trip, or really every time i do shrooms kinda, but usually it feels like im kind of close to my body just not in it, like im pulling it around on strings like a puppet instead of zooming off into space
the most intense one i experienced during a trip was my first time doing shrooms at all and i dont think anything couldve ever prepared me enough for it
i felt like i was still in my "room" but it felt like i fell into a spinning vortex made up of everything that was "me" and the world around me, it wasnt clear where i ended and where the world started, one abstract thought couldnt be made out from another because they were so intertwined with both eachother and all my other senses
my great amount of terror was overwhelmed by complete awe, and by the end of it i had a sort of aphantasia for a few hours where all my thoughts still felt intertwined and i couldnt really think straight yet i could talk and type completely fine, as if words and actions were simply coming to me rather than needing to be consciously thought out, maybe its what happens when your consciousness and subconsciousness merges
after i was sober enough to walk straight but still feeling the afteraffects i simply went for a walk and saw the trees and nature around me for as beautiful as they truly are
>>219686this describes the feeling pretty well