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I'm a poor wagie so I could only afford an old Open Astra, but it does the trick perfectly and cheep to maintain.
Driving
Do you have driver's license? What car do you drive? I got my driver's license 2 years ago, it was a terrible struggle to get it during a the Covid-shutdown, but it was one of the best decesions of my life. It really improved my situation and helped a lot with my depression, gave me massive freedom to be able to drive wherever/whenever I wanted to go, without my parents.I'm a poor wagie so I could only afford an old Open Astra, but it does the trick perfectly and cheep to maintain.
R: 1 / I: 0
I wish to no longer stimulate the social faculties of my brain at all. Hence, I wish eventually phase out images of humans. I've already cut out online communication quite effectively, and am breaking the streak briefly to acquire this information.
I am certain I will feel more depressed and suicidal in the first few days of silence, but have any wizzies experienced what happens afterwards? Is there a sense of peace and disconnect that follows?
Silence (and media in general)
Any wizards experimented with extended periods of silence? I'm talking months and months of no music, podcasts, videos, etc.I wish to no longer stimulate the social faculties of my brain at all. Hence, I wish eventually phase out images of humans. I've already cut out online communication quite effectively, and am breaking the streak briefly to acquire this information.
I am certain I will feel more depressed and suicidal in the first few days of silence, but have any wizzies experienced what happens afterwards? Is there a sense of peace and disconnect that follows?
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NEET THREAD
Well, I'm a NEET, again… I'm 28 years old with little employment history, what's stored for me, wizbros?
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wizards are not neurotypical
Wizards are not neurotypical, I'm starting to realize that wizard are not neurotypical, or I'm wrong? Need some insight on that question.
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Are you spiritual or religious in any sense?
I'm nearing killing myself, I've been spiritual/religious most of my adult life despite an atheist phase when an adolescent, I'm thinking about confessing myself in a church before jumping.
Are you spiritual or religious in any sense?
I'm nearing killing myself, I've been spiritual/religious most of my adult life despite an atheist phase when an adolescent, I'm thinking about confessing myself in a church before jumping.
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And how can I deal with pressure? Help me Wizs
I need Advice. Should I go for minimum wage?
Im at college because of family pressure. Tried software development, failed misserable cause im a brainlet. Now Im on graphic design and animation, but I dont give a shit about it, cause most of the classes are dumb fillers of pure theory (which I hate cause im a brainlet), I just want to work with my hands, not listen to an idiot all day. I didnt went to class today because its so boring, I hoped ritalin would help but it didnt. Now what? Is it okay to be a min wage slave? should I go for it? or should I sacrifice my mental health so I can draw as a job?And how can I deal with pressure? Help me Wizs
R: 299 / I: 35
What's your age and your country? Simple as, no hiding question or anything, just what's your age and country? My? I'm 28 years old from Brazil.
What's your age and your country? Simple as, no hiding question or anything, just what's your age and country? My? I'm 28 years old from Brazil.
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In a few sentences: I'm an anarchist/left-libertarian, anti-materialist, I prefer asceticism over hedonism, I'm an atheist but I am interested in spiritualism, I believe in souls and free will and that death isn't the end, I reject reincarnation or the idea of eternal recurrence though. I think morality is subjective and that universal morals don't exist, I also think that people can't be anything but egoists. I reject hollow pacifism and believe that lots of bad things could have been avoided during history if people were more decisive and aggressive in certain matters, in other words I think violence has its place in life, we just need to know when to use it and against whom. I hold the belief that animals have souls too and indeed, everything in existence, even plants and rocks and artificial stuff. I view vegetarianism and veganism as feel good morality crap and since you can't exist without hurting other beings at all might as well enjoy our place in nature and eat meat. I am anti-racist, anti-nationalist and believe in equal rights and responsibilities for men and wymen. I have a soft spot for those who are weak or useless in the eyes of society but I have a burning hatred for persons of authority of any kind (teachers, doctors, policemen, politicians, religious leaders, lawyers, judges, etc) and privileged/rich people in general. I think our world is only a reflection of a higher dimension, including us too. Everything we can think of exists on a higher plane of existence and everything that exists in this world has a true essence that exists outside of time and space. I maintain that reason is only a tool in the end and that emotions matter more and our every choice and act is motivated by our feelings rather than our rationality.
What about you?
Your current opinions
We have these threads every once in a while. What is your current worldview, philosophy, religion, opinions in general about life, etc? I think I'm not the only one around here who changes his worldviews or modifies them quite often.In a few sentences: I'm an anarchist/left-libertarian, anti-materialist, I prefer asceticism over hedonism, I'm an atheist but I am interested in spiritualism, I believe in souls and free will and that death isn't the end, I reject reincarnation or the idea of eternal recurrence though. I think morality is subjective and that universal morals don't exist, I also think that people can't be anything but egoists. I reject hollow pacifism and believe that lots of bad things could have been avoided during history if people were more decisive and aggressive in certain matters, in other words I think violence has its place in life, we just need to know when to use it and against whom. I hold the belief that animals have souls too and indeed, everything in existence, even plants and rocks and artificial stuff. I view vegetarianism and veganism as feel good morality crap and since you can't exist without hurting other beings at all might as well enjoy our place in nature and eat meat. I am anti-racist, anti-nationalist and believe in equal rights and responsibilities for men and wymen. I have a soft spot for those who are weak or useless in the eyes of society but I have a burning hatred for persons of authority of any kind (teachers, doctors, policemen, politicians, religious leaders, lawyers, judges, etc) and privileged/rich people in general. I think our world is only a reflection of a higher dimension, including us too. Everything we can think of exists on a higher plane of existence and everything that exists in this world has a true essence that exists outside of time and space. I maintain that reason is only a tool in the end and that emotions matter more and our every choice and act is motivated by our feelings rather than our rationality.
What about you?
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Incarceration
Any of my fellow wizards ever been to jail? I've been charged with 2 DWIs in the last two months, no prior criminal history. I will probably be given a sentence of a few weeks or months in county jail unless the judge shows some leniency and sentences me to rehab instead. I have been to jail but not for more than a day at a time. What's an extended stay like? I will be a sheep amongst wolves, I am not violent or confrontational, and this jail is one of the most violent in the whole country. The predominant demographic in here seems to be Hispanic. I am Hispanic as well and speak fluent Spanish, so maybe I can make some buddies in there for protection.
R: 14 / I: 1
Parenting
Given you have money and the kid isn't an infant and/or you still have a living parent with you would you adopt a kid if you had the ability to do so? Late stage wizardry on your own sounds terrifying. Do you think a wizard can be a good single dad for some orphan for at least a few years till he returns to solitude?
R: 12 / I: 1
how does a wiz become a neet?
been working for a couple years now in manual labor and feel like shit all the time because of it. couldnt care less if i get paid well my health is invaluable compared to work. How can a wiz manage to live without having to work? or at the very least work as little as possible in a job with little to no stress? welfare? office job?
R: 79 / I: 10
Any wizzies that used to be atheists but stopped? If you are willing to share, what made you change?
Any wizzies that used to be atheists but stopped? If you are willing to share, what made you change?
R: 1 / I: 0
What should I carry with me?
Homeless upgrade
Thought about digging a mine or occupying an abandoned one to live inside it instead of the streets.What should I carry with me?
R: 38 / I: 1
How do I completely rid myself of any attatchments to the normalfag world. I've already accepted love doesnt exist, that the world was created to generate suffering to feed the demiurge, Im losing attracting to 3dpd as well, but still how do I become truly deattatched to the normalfag world.
How do I completely rid myself of any attatchments to the normalfag world. I've already accepted love doesnt exist, that the world was created to generate suffering to feed the demiurge, Im losing attracting to 3dpd as well, but still how do I become truly deattatched to the normalfag world.
R: 93 / I: 4
This board is fucking dying, what happened to half of the user base here? killed themselves???
This board is fucking dying, what happened to half of the user base here? killed themselves???
R: 2 / I: 0
Wizards who lived with their parents until they died, how did your life change once they were gone?
Wizards who lived with their parents until they died, how did your life change once they were gone?
R: 2 / I: 0
The fear of learning magic is often more difficult then learning magic itself
And no this is not only me, I've talked with a lot of magic practitioners and warlocks in the past, this seems to be a recurrent theme that is hard to admit. A lot of us procrastinate copious amounts of times, when most of the time all you have to do is take the spell or craft and start using it… No amount of book procrastinating will ever replace the practical side of magic. I get angry with myself often because of this. Why all of this irrational fear? All you really have to do is to practice magic to get good at magic.(And disregard female (it goes without saying it)).
R: 120 / I: 17
when i go outside my shithole and when some other people recognize I am from an irrelevant eastern European shithole they just have nothing to say and sometimes they look down at me.
god i hate being myself, at least Wizards and NEETs in other countries can take pride in being a certain nationality.
Are you ashamed of your nationality ?
I am a slav from eastern europe so yes i hate being a 'slav', why couldn't i be born in a country with actual achievements like france, america, spain, italy or even koreawhen i go outside my shithole and when some other people recognize I am from an irrelevant eastern European shithole they just have nothing to say and sometimes they look down at me.
god i hate being myself, at least Wizards and NEETs in other countries can take pride in being a certain nationality.
R: 34 / I: 4
I never had any "insight" I didn't already know before hand.
It doesn't really help with work or study, the nights I drink to get drunk end up with me listening to music, watching a movie and sleeping it off, the occasions I did work on something were very rare and I would probably have done better if I had just napped before or drunk a cup of coffee.
There are a couple of drinks that I like, but from now on I'm not getting drunk anymore, at least for me it's pretty stupid and useless.
I just realized that drinking to get drunk is not worth it
It's a waste of time and money, it doesn't solve or help me with anything, it's a nice buzz, but too short lived.I never had any "insight" I didn't already know before hand.
It doesn't really help with work or study, the nights I drink to get drunk end up with me listening to music, watching a movie and sleeping it off, the occasions I did work on something were very rare and I would probably have done better if I had just napped before or drunk a cup of coffee.
There are a couple of drinks that I like, but from now on I'm not getting drunk anymore, at least for me it's pretty stupid and useless.
R: 73 / I: 5
The dog menace
A lot of wizards will likely get dogs to fight the loneliness. Please do not. Dogs are terrible creatures that regularly maul children. They are also noisy and disease-ridden. "A dog is a man's best friend" is just marketing from yhe pet industry to get you to waste money on an animal that only sees you as a food source.
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Have any /wiz/ards gotten fit?
Have any /wiz/ards spent time and effort and gotten fit? Has it changed your mental outlook at all?
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just something i wanted to say
Sexually I still get erections ( I don't watch porn btw), I have a libido but I don't care for sex. But romantically… I just feel fine being alone. Like maybe it's all these years being alone made me like this but this is just how I am. I have no romantically interests whatsoever. I feel completely fine with my own company.And I feel like I never see people like me out there at all.
R: 13 / I: 5
Stress Management
How do you guys handle your stress? Every time something new happens in my life and fucks up my routine I end up making costly mistakes such as breaking something expensive or almost getting fired from my job. It's been this way since I was a teenager and I'm in my 30s now. It's annoying because it ends up being a subconscious thing too. All it takes is for one major change to happen and boom, I ultimately fuck something up that I would never even imagine being able to fuck up.
R: 186 / I: 12
furthermore, if any of you do suffer from this I want to know how you deal with it?
>inb4 hurr schizo tread hahaha.
just for the record (and anyone who does not know), schizoid personality disorder is nothing like schizophrenia, no voices, no hallucinations, nothing like that.
the disorder causes a person to withdraw from life via the usage of maladaptive daydreaming, normally leaving them as a husk of a person.
any wizards with schizoid personality disorder?
after recently discovering that this disorder existed and just so happened to exactly describe the hell I've been living in. I began to wonder if any other wizards are suffering from this as well.furthermore, if any of you do suffer from this I want to know how you deal with it?
>inb4 hurr schizo tread hahaha.
just for the record (and anyone who does not know), schizoid personality disorder is nothing like schizophrenia, no voices, no hallucinations, nothing like that.
the disorder causes a person to withdraw from life via the usage of maladaptive daydreaming, normally leaving them as a husk of a person.
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I want to explore new horizonts. I want to learn a language that lets me find more wizard communities or navigating sites that are more aligned with the wizard philosophy. From what i know at the moment, finland can be sort of there.
If you are a non-american wizard, do you think your country has internet communities that have better discourse than english ones, or even more wizardlike sites? And if not, which countries do you think are the closest?
Wizard internet communities
I've been using english speaking internet sites since 11 years already, im 29. My main language is spanish, and to navigate english based internet was certainly an advantage. The problem is that i've became disappointed and tired with the english speaking crowd, its really difficult to find communities that are not conditioned by anglo culture, and all the things that encompasses (consumerism, ruthless competitiveness, hollywood-style pretentions, politics, virgin hate, etc).I want to explore new horizonts. I want to learn a language that lets me find more wizard communities or navigating sites that are more aligned with the wizard philosophy. From what i know at the moment, finland can be sort of there.
If you are a non-american wizard, do you think your country has internet communities that have better discourse than english ones, or even more wizardlike sites? And if not, which countries do you think are the closest?
R: 21 / I: 4
No one took us seriously
Invading our soul with humiliation
Hitting us harder than any kind of pain
They even tried to changed us
Religion, meds, "morality", propaganda
And even if they did, the truth is
we are and always will be
monsters
And as one, I may do my true purpose someday
Thought I would kill myself
I had enough of clowns in this world
I decided I should inflict my suffering on others
They'll get what they deserve
Truth
We were rejected by societyNo one took us seriously
Invading our soul with humiliation
Hitting us harder than any kind of pain
They even tried to changed us
Religion, meds, "morality", propaganda
And even if they did, the truth is
we are and always will be
monsters
And as one, I may do my true purpose someday
Thought I would kill myself
I had enough of clowns in this world
I decided I should inflict my suffering on others
They'll get what they deserve
R: 6 / I: 0
If you could change anything your life what would it be?
I am curious about the things you guys would change in your life if you could. I had a relatively shit start in life. Poverty, family drama. It left me fucked up. and even in my 20's and late teens I just felt old. I am in my 30's now and feel really old lol. I never got to go to college because I never had the time or money. I have just held down a series of low wage jobs. If I could change anything it would be to go to college and get a decent job.
R: 36 / I: 6
Some semi-random articles to start off with
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Goat_Puzzle
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claims_to_the_first_powered_flight
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roemer%27s_law
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agflation
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Speaking_clock
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nils_Olav
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pneumatic_tube
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressive_realism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Digital_Collection_System_Network
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Standard
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/End-of-history_illusion
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mill_Ends_Park
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Point_of_no_return
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Centralia_mine_fire
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gunslinger_effect
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Worse_is_better
Wikipedia Articles
(continuation of >>170540)Some semi-random articles to start off with
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Goat_Puzzle
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claims_to_the_first_powered_flight
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roemer%27s_law
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agflation
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Speaking_clock
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nils_Olav
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pneumatic_tube
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressive_realism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Digital_Collection_System_Network
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Standard
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/End-of-history_illusion
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mill_Ends_Park
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Point_of_no_return
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Centralia_mine_fire
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gunslinger_effect
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Worse_is_better
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I'm not posting this out of arrogance or a false sense of superiority I actually think I'm some sort of a brainlet That's exactly what makes me sad beyond words to see that everyone I've ever respected turns out to be more emotional and more prone to logical fallacies than me. It's like there's no hope. All my life I've wanted humans to be smart so bad Only people who have almost died seem to have grasped actual wisdom Education has nothing to do with it.
As a Wiz. do you think you're smarter than the average normalfag despite not doing good at school?
School education and real intelligence
It's horrible to see how everyone fawns over-educated academics and their titles, thinking education means one is intelligent, mature and wise.I got to know a professor of literature on /lit/ and he was just your basic, entitled, tantruming 4chan poster with little insight on human life beyond his own experience. This opened my eyes.Doctors are the worst. They worship succubi and get all the glory in society, but the hidden truth is that med students are the biggest party animals and worst turbo normies. They enroll in med school to get status money and pussy. That pretty much says all about their character. Smarter people choose math and physics. But not even a degree in physics guarantees you're an actual seeker of truth. I'm actually an ex physics student so please take that into consideration before you think it's clever to mention Dunning-Kruger.I'm not posting this out of arrogance or a false sense of superiority I actually think I'm some sort of a brainlet That's exactly what makes me sad beyond words to see that everyone I've ever respected turns out to be more emotional and more prone to logical fallacies than me. It's like there's no hope. All my life I've wanted humans to be smart so bad Only people who have almost died seem to have grasped actual wisdom Education has nothing to do with it.
As a Wiz. do you think you're smarter than the average normalfag despite not doing good at school?
R: 39 / I: 1
I eagerly await the manifestation of my new powers.
Just turned 30 today. Officially a wizard.
Spent the day drinking, eating pizza, and watching Battlestar Galactica.I eagerly await the manifestation of my new powers.
R: 15 / I: 2
Depersonalization-derealization?
I know i know sounds like schizo topic but for real don't u get feelings of being alienated and people like fucking robots, cogs in a monster machine and you ask yourself is everything real?
R: 39 / I: 7
Think it would work?
Downloading information into your brain
I have a theory. I think it might be possible to put myself in a suggestive/hypnotic state, in a dark room with only a computer screen and headphones on my ears. I play some kind of educational or informational video, and just let it go into my ears without thinking about anything at all.Think it would work?
R: 5 / I: 0
Anyone a wizard in part due to self harm? I have mutilated my legs with cutting addiction, making it impossible to ever show my body to anyone.
I quit cutting for like a year but I'm diving back in because it feels good and I have nothing to lose.
Anyone a wizard in part due to self harm? I have mutilated my legs with cutting addiction, making it impossible to ever show my body to anyone.
I quit cutting for like a year but I'm diving back in because it feels good and I have nothing to lose.
R: 10 / I: 4
But, none of that will be possible without first fighting this enormous inertia of NEETDOM.
How to stay consistent? I've tried many things over the years, even professional help and medication, none successful, I can't deny that I did enjoy a lot of my time as a NEET, because I did, but for me it's time for a new chapter.
I don't mind so much being a wizard apprentice, actually I never did minded that part, I have some weird views on sex and it's futility, so I was fortunate enough to never have even gone through the "angry KV teenager phase", I was just fine with it, but the NEET part was not planned, I did not see that coming. I morphed into a NEET, and before I knew it, boom, I was trapped. I don't mind being alone, but NEETDOM is now trapping me, stopping me from developing, there is this feeling of wanting to get out of this vicious cycle, but a huge difficulty, especially in maintaining consistency.
Any advice, story or resources are welcomed.
How to cultivate the energy to fight inertia?
I'm a soon to be ex-NEET and I have come to terms that, yes, there are things I want to achieve before dying, there are things I "deem" worth it, places I want to visit, things I want to learn and do.But, none of that will be possible without first fighting this enormous inertia of NEETDOM.
How to stay consistent? I've tried many things over the years, even professional help and medication, none successful, I can't deny that I did enjoy a lot of my time as a NEET, because I did, but for me it's time for a new chapter.
I don't mind so much being a wizard apprentice, actually I never did minded that part, I have some weird views on sex and it's futility, so I was fortunate enough to never have even gone through the "angry KV teenager phase", I was just fine with it, but the NEET part was not planned, I did not see that coming. I morphed into a NEET, and before I knew it, boom, I was trapped. I don't mind being alone, but NEETDOM is now trapping me, stopping me from developing, there is this feeling of wanting to get out of this vicious cycle, but a huge difficulty, especially in maintaining consistency.
Any advice, story or resources are welcomed.
R: 26 / I: 8
I'm 28 years old and never had a girlfriend in my life, never.
Confession time and thread.
I'm 28 years old and never had a girlfriend in my life, never.
Confession time and thread.
R: 45 / I: 8
You are no better than the people you critizise
Among normal people you have to fit certain criteria to fit in. You have to be outgoing, you have to dress and look a certain way, you have to be happy, etc. Among imageboard loser crowds you have to have been browsing these sites since the beginning, you have to be into and knowledgeable about anime, computers and videogames, you have to use linux, you have to be into obscure media and music, you have to be into breakcore. Of course you don't have to fit all the criteria and what makes someone cool changes slightly from person to person, but you're given a subconscious score based on these things. It's a different social hierarchy, one that attempts to be the opposite of the mainstream one, but it's the same old system. I'm a boring person who browses discord servers and youtube all day on his windows laptop. I use discord, but only talk to 1 person in dms and then make a couple of posts in 2 servers once every couple of days. I'm not knowledgeable about any type of media either. I like anime succubus images, but don't watch much anime. This means I'm a "normalfag" here and a "loser" in the outside world. I wish there was a community that accepted you regardless of what you're like, but that goes against human nature.
R: 48 / I: 4
I have realized by now my cowardice means I will probably never kill myself. I will just continue on like this for perhaps the rest of my life. This prospect has started to terrify me.
Ultimately it is your actions that define you and give you a sense of self and belonging in the world. A year is a long time, you could do a lot of stuff in it and if you have many dozens of years of life it's only natural to rack up experiences that test your character and show you who you are. I don't like thinking that I was just a coward who was too afraid to put myself to the test and just hid away and rotted. It's almost like you're not even a real person, just some ghost that never even existed.
I feel an immense sense of loss when imagining myself ending up like this. I can't even remember my life since the 10+ years I became a shut-in. It all just blurs together. What if that's what it will be like when I'm 80?
I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this feeling of dread and unwillingness to become a ghost instead of a full person?
Question for my fellow shut-ins
Do you ever wonder what it will be like to get old, I mean truly old, and never have a lifetime of experiences to look back on and reminisce about? If you end up in some old folks home and some person asks you about your life, what will you have to tell them? Some old childhood stories so dusty and decrepit you can barely remember them? You could talk about what your opinions about the world are, based on what you've read, but when it comes to talking about how you actually impacted the world or influenced it? What will you have to say? What good is having opinions on stuff if it never leads to any sort of actionable outcome?I have realized by now my cowardice means I will probably never kill myself. I will just continue on like this for perhaps the rest of my life. This prospect has started to terrify me.
Ultimately it is your actions that define you and give you a sense of self and belonging in the world. A year is a long time, you could do a lot of stuff in it and if you have many dozens of years of life it's only natural to rack up experiences that test your character and show you who you are. I don't like thinking that I was just a coward who was too afraid to put myself to the test and just hid away and rotted. It's almost like you're not even a real person, just some ghost that never even existed.
I feel an immense sense of loss when imagining myself ending up like this. I can't even remember my life since the 10+ years I became a shut-in. It all just blurs together. What if that's what it will be like when I'm 80?
I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this feeling of dread and unwillingness to become a ghost instead of a full person?
R: 32 / I: 2
I’m 31 and my entire family is at wits end with my lifestyle and I’ve always been such a pushover that I eventually end up doing whatever they tell me to. I don't know why, really, I just do.
When I was 18 I just went to college “because it was the next think you’re supposed to do” – ended up getting a bachelors in biology, only ever showed up for exams and the required labs. Took me like 6 years to finish because I slow walked it. Once I graduated I just sat around and did nothing for a few years.
Family guilt tripped me into doing something, ended up getting a warehouse job, which I quit, then eventually went back to school and dropped out within a week, then got a series of shitty back breaking jobs, interspersed with extended bouts of NEETing. After about 5 years of that, I had to quit my most recent job because physical misery. Haven’t worked in close to a year at this point.
My older brother is a school teacher, and my family has been pestering me for years to “leverage your biology degree and just take some education courses to get licensed as a science teacher” and I’ll reply something like, “idk, haha, I don’t think that’s for me guys” and they’ll be all like, “but anon, it’s easy, you won't have to do manual labor anymore, you'll get summers off, and you'll have decent benefits so once we die you won't go homeless"
After resisting for awhile, they got in my head and made me feel really bad to the point I agreed to join the program they found. It’s an online university that works with various localities to license you and get you a job, and they gave me a scholarship because of the teacher shortage in my state. To keep them off my back I said "fine," hoping that over the course of the program I’d figure out something else to do before I actually had to step foot in an real high school.
Well now I’m finally at the point in the program where I'm done with the bulk of the online content and they’re going to put my ass in a real life high school as an intern teacher.
>Here's the best part…
I live in the same house and sleep in the same bedroom that I did when I was in high school myself, and the program I'm in literally found me an internship placement at the SAME high school that I went to from 2006-2010. I checked the staff directory and a lot of the same teachers I had are still there.
Not sure what to do, feel nauseous every day since learning this. I can't believe I let this happen. It feels so utterly strange, but I literally let myself get talked into becoming a high school teacher.
I think I might suck so bad they'll just remove me from the program, but I also feel duty-bound to my family to at least try to endure the dread of it all and try to actually do it for survival purposes, because my parents are getting old and I'm the only that will be able to help take care of them.
Part of me feels like it ought to be possible to just completely go into a kind of trance at work and just somehow fake all of this and make it work. Idk. This just feels so fucked up and weird.
What happens when all the highschool kids learn I still live with my mom, then make fun of me? Hmmm.idk
how strange
I just got myself into a horrible & bizarre situation, and feel like a complete idiot. Looks like being a fucking pushover dipshit finally caught up with me.I’m 31 and my entire family is at wits end with my lifestyle and I’ve always been such a pushover that I eventually end up doing whatever they tell me to. I don't know why, really, I just do.
When I was 18 I just went to college “because it was the next think you’re supposed to do” – ended up getting a bachelors in biology, only ever showed up for exams and the required labs. Took me like 6 years to finish because I slow walked it. Once I graduated I just sat around and did nothing for a few years.
Family guilt tripped me into doing something, ended up getting a warehouse job, which I quit, then eventually went back to school and dropped out within a week, then got a series of shitty back breaking jobs, interspersed with extended bouts of NEETing. After about 5 years of that, I had to quit my most recent job because physical misery. Haven’t worked in close to a year at this point.
My older brother is a school teacher, and my family has been pestering me for years to “leverage your biology degree and just take some education courses to get licensed as a science teacher” and I’ll reply something like, “idk, haha, I don’t think that’s for me guys” and they’ll be all like, “but anon, it’s easy, you won't have to do manual labor anymore, you'll get summers off, and you'll have decent benefits so once we die you won't go homeless"
After resisting for awhile, they got in my head and made me feel really bad to the point I agreed to join the program they found. It’s an online university that works with various localities to license you and get you a job, and they gave me a scholarship because of the teacher shortage in my state. To keep them off my back I said "fine," hoping that over the course of the program I’d figure out something else to do before I actually had to step foot in an real high school.
Well now I’m finally at the point in the program where I'm done with the bulk of the online content and they’re going to put my ass in a real life high school as an intern teacher.
>Here's the best part…
I live in the same house and sleep in the same bedroom that I did when I was in high school myself, and the program I'm in literally found me an internship placement at the SAME high school that I went to from 2006-2010. I checked the staff directory and a lot of the same teachers I had are still there.
Not sure what to do, feel nauseous every day since learning this. I can't believe I let this happen. It feels so utterly strange, but I literally let myself get talked into becoming a high school teacher.
I think I might suck so bad they'll just remove me from the program, but I also feel duty-bound to my family to at least try to endure the dread of it all and try to actually do it for survival purposes, because my parents are getting old and I'm the only that will be able to help take care of them.
Part of me feels like it ought to be possible to just completely go into a kind of trance at work and just somehow fake all of this and make it work. Idk. This just feels so fucked up and weird.
What happens when all the highschool kids learn I still live with my mom, then make fun of me? Hmmm.idk
R: 21 / I: 2
I have very low self esteem and I'm a horrible communicator.
I think if I try to fake this "K/driver" personality it will actually be good for me, and it may help me go through this period of trying to do all the work I should have done. I'm starting from zero, having blow every opportunity it came my way, being 27 and not even having a stable job or a skill and seeing every one around you surpass you is awful and humiliating.
I think that if I just maintain this stoic facade of "K Gosling" (the characters he plays), that may help me in the long run and thought this phase.
Normal people are not as stupid as most of us talk about, at least not about social communication/behavior, they know you don't belong, that you are trying to blend in, and they are fucking cruel, that's why I thought putting up this facade would be a good idea.
He's not a conflict oriented character, he doesn't seek to stand out, "fight" or prove anything and he doesn't try to blend in, he's just there doing his job, no matter what, if people laugh, or dislike him, so be it, like the LAPD station scene where the other officer calls him a skin job, or in Driver where the kids father comes back and wants to talk to him, or Driver where they are all eating a meal together, he doesn't escalate, he's calm, collected and it's ok with the shitty situation, just doing his own thing.
Do you think it could work? I don't think I can stand all the shit I will have to go through as myself, well I failed several times, so. I know that as myself I can't, therapy and medication didn't help in the past.
I still live with my mother and never have money for anything, always working odd jobs and no fucking skill. I'm the joke of the family and friends, well their friends, I don't have any. As well as was the joke of a regular job I had and a course I was attending years ago. It's fucking awful being in this situation. Some days I just want to burry my head in the sand and not see anyone.
But currently I can't just move cities or move to another state, I neither have the money or skills to just apply for jobs that would allow for that.
But as soon as I find a more stable job I will definitely move out.
My plan it to focus on getting into uni, finish the degree, studying as much as I can once I get into uni, save money, move out, work on the field, and acquire as much skills as I can.
Do you guys think this could work? I'm an introvert and every time I try to socialize or "blend in" or improve my communication skills I royally fuck up. It's kind of humiliating being at my age and have blow every opportunity I had, and now having to start from zero. But I'm willing to put in the work and give a last shot, but not as myself.
Fake it untill you make; will it work wizards?
I fucked up, big time, I'm 27 and I have to do all the work I didn't do when I was 18/20, go to college (yes I want to, and it's my best option), college is free where I'm at, I didn't do it way back because I was a dumb, delusional idiot.I have very low self esteem and I'm a horrible communicator.
I think if I try to fake this "K/driver" personality it will actually be good for me, and it may help me go through this period of trying to do all the work I should have done. I'm starting from zero, having blow every opportunity it came my way, being 27 and not even having a stable job or a skill and seeing every one around you surpass you is awful and humiliating.
I think that if I just maintain this stoic facade of "K Gosling" (the characters he plays), that may help me in the long run and thought this phase.
Normal people are not as stupid as most of us talk about, at least not about social communication/behavior, they know you don't belong, that you are trying to blend in, and they are fucking cruel, that's why I thought putting up this facade would be a good idea.
He's not a conflict oriented character, he doesn't seek to stand out, "fight" or prove anything and he doesn't try to blend in, he's just there doing his job, no matter what, if people laugh, or dislike him, so be it, like the LAPD station scene where the other officer calls him a skin job, or in Driver where the kids father comes back and wants to talk to him, or Driver where they are all eating a meal together, he doesn't escalate, he's calm, collected and it's ok with the shitty situation, just doing his own thing.
Do you think it could work? I don't think I can stand all the shit I will have to go through as myself, well I failed several times, so. I know that as myself I can't, therapy and medication didn't help in the past.
I still live with my mother and never have money for anything, always working odd jobs and no fucking skill. I'm the joke of the family and friends, well their friends, I don't have any. As well as was the joke of a regular job I had and a course I was attending years ago. It's fucking awful being in this situation. Some days I just want to burry my head in the sand and not see anyone.
But currently I can't just move cities or move to another state, I neither have the money or skills to just apply for jobs that would allow for that.
But as soon as I find a more stable job I will definitely move out.
My plan it to focus on getting into uni, finish the degree, studying as much as I can once I get into uni, save money, move out, work on the field, and acquire as much skills as I can.
Do you guys think this could work? I'm an introvert and every time I try to socialize or "blend in" or improve my communication skills I royally fuck up. It's kind of humiliating being at my age and have blow every opportunity I had, and now having to start from zero. But I'm willing to put in the work and give a last shot, but not as myself.
R: 37 / I: 3
>Wizard is a man, who is at least 30 years old and still hasnt lost his virginity
But look at me, I m almost 30 years old and I dont have any desire towards sexual intercourse since I turned 17 years old. My sexuality is just very specific. Sexual intercourse seems to me asexual.
So, being a wizard is very easy for me. Too easy, I would say.
So perhaps, defition of wizard should be a little bit different? Requierments should be expanded? Or perhaps I m just natural born wizard, who thinks too much?
Definition of being a wizard
What's correct definition?>Wizard is a man, who is at least 30 years old and still hasnt lost his virginity
But look at me, I m almost 30 years old and I dont have any desire towards sexual intercourse since I turned 17 years old. My sexuality is just very specific. Sexual intercourse seems to me asexual.
So, being a wizard is very easy for me. Too easy, I would say.
So perhaps, defition of wizard should be a little bit different? Requierments should be expanded? Or perhaps I m just natural born wizard, who thinks too much?
R: 29 / I: 5
This is somewhat similar to the "nonews" regimen a certain poster was talking about, except instead of shunning only social media and mainstream news, one is encouraged to categorically avoid contact with physical humans as well as any medium of communication by which they may send their thoughts unfiltered, eg. this very imageboard. So basically no looking at pictures of real people, no listening to audio of real people, no looking at Youtube comments, no watching videos containing real people (unless they happen to be information-rich and convey information "indirectly", which I'll explain subsequently) and so on.
In this proposed regimen the only contact with human thought shall be through "indirect" means which provide a suitable filter: cinema (especially animation), music (usually with few or no lyrics), certain books, etc. Of course, these may all contain subliminal or overt messages and there is no doubt that the cultural zeitgeist will seep back in through these works of art and poison you, but they might be bearable for the same reason that the mercury in tuna won't kill you; the human presence is greatly diluted. Their ideas come to you in a roundabout way; and generally one has to put in some effort into interpreting mid-brow and high-brow media in order for them to properly exert their influence on you. Books which are almost solely preoccupied with abstract ideas, or ones that are didactic in nature, do especially well in filtering out any nasty backwash one might be exposed to when drinking from the well of human knowledge. A history of, say, the ancient Middle East may be written in a detached manner and the author will (attempt to) relay concrete information in a more-or-less neutral writing voice. He is kept in check by the oversight of his academic peers, and needs to construct a reasonable narrative within the bounds provided by his sources, whose veracity is–once again–subject to the judgement of editors and peers. Philosophy is safe, too: as one translator of Plato puts it, "there is a Platonic teaching, but it is no more to be found in any of the speeches than is the thought of Shakespeare to be found in the utterances of any particular character." In other words, there is some distance between the direct thoughts and feelings of one human and the end-consumer, i.e, you. It is for that reason that the playwright is okay; and for that matter so is any creative who preoccupies themselves with artfully weaving a narrative, since decent artists are too concerned with the details of their craft to clumsily lay bare the foundations of their work. A good artist knows the rule: "show, don't tell". Shakespeare can't insert himself into his play and begin moralizing directly to me (if he even has an aim beyond entertaining me) because he has a plot to move and the show must go on. To start with possible offenders, most internet memes must be off the list for reasons which should by now start to become apparent.
As for the reason why I want to avoid human thought: to return to the analogy of poisonous substances in food, human beings and their sensory byproducts (words, images, sounds) are like a toxic metal which settles into the body and accumulates and silently forecloses on the life of its victim. Alcohol, gambling, smoking, and excessive mountain hiking are all regarded as vices; everybody knows they kill at high doses; and yet they are beloved. Direct brain-to-brain information transfer is one such vice, a "mind poison", and yet nobody acknowledges it. The feeling of dread some anons get when watching the news for longer than a half-hour, or even the modern phenomenon of "doomscrolling", should be proof enough that improper exposure to the outside world can severely damage certain peoples' psyches. Maybe it stems from a weak ego. Without this mental defense, the current of human thought which abounds in the modern world can all too easily ensnare a person in suggestive narratives and ersatz realities–which is possible thanks to sophisticated technology that confounds the senses and the mind with a glut of information– and one is liable to be swept away, having lost all sense of self, or any reasonable frame of "reality".
I hope I'm not the only one who has come to the conclusion that the general run of humanity and the mainstream culture which it produces is to be avoided–or if not avoided, then understood and handled with the same prudence with which one handles fissile nuclear materials. There is great risk of harm and sterility of the mind; but even so, other people have already done much of the legwork in accruing knowledge and expertise enough to weave the disparate threads of truth in this world into a vibrant tapestry. It would frankly be a shame and a waste of time not to consider humans, at least from a safe distance. I guess this is just a misanthrope's silly way of coping with the fact that the masses which he despises so much do make some valuable things from time to time. Finally, here's my question to any of you who bothered with this: do you know of any media or philosophical school of thought which deals with isolating oneself from humans and "human thought" so as not to "contaminate" the mind?
Mental Quarantine
I am thinking of entering a mental quarantine in order to curtail the influences of the outside world/society on my mind.This is somewhat similar to the "nonews" regimen a certain poster was talking about, except instead of shunning only social media and mainstream news, one is encouraged to categorically avoid contact with physical humans as well as any medium of communication by which they may send their thoughts unfiltered, eg. this very imageboard. So basically no looking at pictures of real people, no listening to audio of real people, no looking at Youtube comments, no watching videos containing real people (unless they happen to be information-rich and convey information "indirectly", which I'll explain subsequently) and so on.
In this proposed regimen the only contact with human thought shall be through "indirect" means which provide a suitable filter: cinema (especially animation), music (usually with few or no lyrics), certain books, etc. Of course, these may all contain subliminal or overt messages and there is no doubt that the cultural zeitgeist will seep back in through these works of art and poison you, but they might be bearable for the same reason that the mercury in tuna won't kill you; the human presence is greatly diluted. Their ideas come to you in a roundabout way; and generally one has to put in some effort into interpreting mid-brow and high-brow media in order for them to properly exert their influence on you. Books which are almost solely preoccupied with abstract ideas, or ones that are didactic in nature, do especially well in filtering out any nasty backwash one might be exposed to when drinking from the well of human knowledge. A history of, say, the ancient Middle East may be written in a detached manner and the author will (attempt to) relay concrete information in a more-or-less neutral writing voice. He is kept in check by the oversight of his academic peers, and needs to construct a reasonable narrative within the bounds provided by his sources, whose veracity is–once again–subject to the judgement of editors and peers. Philosophy is safe, too: as one translator of Plato puts it, "there is a Platonic teaching, but it is no more to be found in any of the speeches than is the thought of Shakespeare to be found in the utterances of any particular character." In other words, there is some distance between the direct thoughts and feelings of one human and the end-consumer, i.e, you. It is for that reason that the playwright is okay; and for that matter so is any creative who preoccupies themselves with artfully weaving a narrative, since decent artists are too concerned with the details of their craft to clumsily lay bare the foundations of their work. A good artist knows the rule: "show, don't tell". Shakespeare can't insert himself into his play and begin moralizing directly to me (if he even has an aim beyond entertaining me) because he has a plot to move and the show must go on. To start with possible offenders, most internet memes must be off the list for reasons which should by now start to become apparent.
As for the reason why I want to avoid human thought: to return to the analogy of poisonous substances in food, human beings and their sensory byproducts (words, images, sounds) are like a toxic metal which settles into the body and accumulates and silently forecloses on the life of its victim. Alcohol, gambling, smoking, and excessive mountain hiking are all regarded as vices; everybody knows they kill at high doses; and yet they are beloved. Direct brain-to-brain information transfer is one such vice, a "mind poison", and yet nobody acknowledges it. The feeling of dread some anons get when watching the news for longer than a half-hour, or even the modern phenomenon of "doomscrolling", should be proof enough that improper exposure to the outside world can severely damage certain peoples' psyches. Maybe it stems from a weak ego. Without this mental defense, the current of human thought which abounds in the modern world can all too easily ensnare a person in suggestive narratives and ersatz realities–which is possible thanks to sophisticated technology that confounds the senses and the mind with a glut of information– and one is liable to be swept away, having lost all sense of self, or any reasonable frame of "reality".
I hope I'm not the only one who has come to the conclusion that the general run of humanity and the mainstream culture which it produces is to be avoided–or if not avoided, then understood and handled with the same prudence with which one handles fissile nuclear materials. There is great risk of harm and sterility of the mind; but even so, other people have already done much of the legwork in accruing knowledge and expertise enough to weave the disparate threads of truth in this world into a vibrant tapestry. It would frankly be a shame and a waste of time not to consider humans, at least from a safe distance. I guess this is just a misanthrope's silly way of coping with the fact that the masses which he despises so much do make some valuable things from time to time. Finally, here's my question to any of you who bothered with this: do you know of any media or philosophical school of thought which deals with isolating oneself from humans and "human thought" so as not to "contaminate" the mind?
R: 45 / I: 10
So I kind of got disillusioned with this whole deal a while back and started to live by Nietzsche's thoughts that happiness or peace of the mind shouldn't be the most important thing. But as I lived like this it dawned on me: I am happy this way - I am happy because I don't try to be happy as I did before. So in a paradox manner I became even more peaceful and calmer, even though I didn't have it as my goal, in fact I had the opposite in mind. Wanting to reach Nirvana or Ataraxia is a desire in itself and focusing on it too much or getting too attached to it can lead one to unhappiness just the same as any other desire or fixation or attachment. I find this very amusing and hilarious.
What works for you guys? How do you calm yourself and how do you remain happy despite all the horrible things of this existence? Any insight? Any role models? For me it is Diogenes. When you can masturbate in public without any shame and can live in a barrel then you can say you overcame this world.
Enlightenment
Here we shall discuss how to severe our attachments to this world and existence. Plus asceticism techniques, how to be enlightened in various ways and how to achieve inner peace. Stoicism, epicureanism and Buddhism or eastern religion experts are welcome, generally everyone whose aim is achieving ataraxia in some way.So I kind of got disillusioned with this whole deal a while back and started to live by Nietzsche's thoughts that happiness or peace of the mind shouldn't be the most important thing. But as I lived like this it dawned on me: I am happy this way - I am happy because I don't try to be happy as I did before. So in a paradox manner I became even more peaceful and calmer, even though I didn't have it as my goal, in fact I had the opposite in mind. Wanting to reach Nirvana or Ataraxia is a desire in itself and focusing on it too much or getting too attached to it can lead one to unhappiness just the same as any other desire or fixation or attachment. I find this very amusing and hilarious.
What works for you guys? How do you calm yourself and how do you remain happy despite all the horrible things of this existence? Any insight? Any role models? For me it is Diogenes. When you can masturbate in public without any shame and can live in a barrel then you can say you overcame this world.
R: 6 / I: 3
what a cruel joke life is, why couldnt i be born a bee or some other hivemind creature, why do i have to deal with this shit
what a cruel joke life is, why couldnt i be born a bee or some other hivemind creature, why do i have to deal with this shit
R: 77 / I: 1
becoming older and friendless
As we become older do we get to become friendless? Having friends as we become older is harder and harder, why?
R: 83 / I: 3
Saying Yes to existence
Let's face it, no one here will commit suicide most likely so might as well embrace life with all its bad stuff, illnesses, poverty, horrors, pains, sufferings, humiliations. Can any of you say with 100% confidence that you managed to say Yes to existence? I admit I'm still struggling with it but slowly making progress. This is the only life we have for certain so I'm trying to get used to it. My tolerance for suffering has been going up steadily, I'm training myself mentally. Life is shit but still better than death or non-existence.
R: 8 / I: 2
I've also practiced meditation and dream interpretation for a while now, I should say that while not entirely paranormal they do have a positive effect on life in general. They aren't entirely paranormal but if you practice hard enough meditation might give you some "hallucinatory" effects, while dream interpretation if taken literally (I mainly used Jung as a source and guide for my dreams) does hint to something greater and eternal inside of us.
Does anyone else here have similar experiences? Again, I'm mainly interested in AP but all is welcome.
Don't know if this is the right board for it but it is actual wizardry soo…
Let's talk actual wizardry
Has anyone here tried astral projection or similar? I've always been interested but never succeeded in it, I'm still looking for alternative methods that might work.I've also practiced meditation and dream interpretation for a while now, I should say that while not entirely paranormal they do have a positive effect on life in general. They aren't entirely paranormal but if you practice hard enough meditation might give you some "hallucinatory" effects, while dream interpretation if taken literally (I mainly used Jung as a source and guide for my dreams) does hint to something greater and eternal inside of us.
Does anyone else here have similar experiences? Again, I'm mainly interested in AP but all is welcome.
Don't know if this is the right board for it but it is actual wizardry soo…
R: 80 / I: 6
Here's my list so far:
-programmer
-transcriptionist
-content moderator
-furry porn artist
Jobs that are well suited for shut-ins?
What are some jobs shut-ins can do from their basements? I feel bad for contributing nothing to my family's net worth.Here's my list so far:
-programmer
-transcriptionist
-content moderator
-furry porn artist
R: 3 / I: 0
In your universe, this post is made by a mirror of me. In my universe, everyone else is mindless flesh and bone NPCs following the script of their PC.
Kind of going off the theory of relativity here. I always wondered why I'm the one in a body, viewing the world in first person? The answer I theorize is that I'm the only PC here in this universe. All PCs from their respective universe gather on the internet.
NPC Theory
What if everyone in the world as you know it is merely a soulless vessel which reflects that person from their reality?In your universe, this post is made by a mirror of me. In my universe, everyone else is mindless flesh and bone NPCs following the script of their PC.
Kind of going off the theory of relativity here. I always wondered why I'm the one in a body, viewing the world in first person? The answer I theorize is that I'm the only PC here in this universe. All PCs from their respective universe gather on the internet.
R: 198 / I: 18
>Unlawfully arrested for refusing to wear a mask
>The arresting marshal committed a felony against me in this criminal act
>No one cares
>Called the FBI
>Called the local police
>NO ONE CARES
>And nobody is helping me
>Have a couple of lawsuits I can file against Walmart for a collective $1M USD
>They would take 2~3 years to probably complete
>Again, nobody is helping me
>No lawyers would help me
>I had to study everything about law myself to even begin this process
>This isn't even mentioning the issue I had with getting arrested
>I feel like nothing will happen anyway
>AND NOBODY FUCKING CARES
I would probably be a wizard by the time my lawsuits are done, including whatever I would have to do with my unlawful arrest, and I am really starting to question if I should even bother. This country, the USA, is so incredibly unfair, unjust, and anti-Christian that I just want to say fuck it and run away.
I know I am right in these legal situations that I have brought up. I know that I should get paid out for stomping these retards in court. I highly doubt that will happen, though, after having to deal with these people personally. It feels mostly like I am talking with people that don't give a fuck, and one judge even had the audacity to mention that he could charge me with contempt of court.
I'm even starting to think the money is not worth my time or the stress involved. I get roughly a million dollars—for what? Do I even NEED a million dollars?
>inb4 "give me the million dollars instead"
If you respond with something like this, you are too stupid, period. Just too stupid.
>Unlawfully arrested for refusing to wear a mask
>The arresting marshal committed a felony against me in this criminal act
>No one cares
>Called the FBI
>Called the local police
>NO ONE CARES
>And nobody is helping me
>Have a couple of lawsuits I can file against Walmart for a collective $1M USD
>They would take 2~3 years to probably complete
>Again, nobody is helping me
>No lawyers would help me
>I had to study everything about law myself to even begin this process
>This isn't even mentioning the issue I had with getting arrested
>I feel like nothing will happen anyway
>AND NOBODY FUCKING CARES
I would probably be a wizard by the time my lawsuits are done, including whatever I would have to do with my unlawful arrest, and I am really starting to question if I should even bother. This country, the USA, is so incredibly unfair, unjust, and anti-Christian that I just want to say fuck it and run away.
I know I am right in these legal situations that I have brought up. I know that I should get paid out for stomping these retards in court. I highly doubt that will happen, though, after having to deal with these people personally. It feels mostly like I am talking with people that don't give a fuck, and one judge even had the audacity to mention that he could charge me with contempt of court.
I'm even starting to think the money is not worth my time or the stress involved. I get roughly a million dollars—for what? Do I even NEED a million dollars?
>inb4 "give me the million dollars instead"
If you respond with something like this, you are too stupid, period. Just too stupid.
R: 5 / I: 0
What is the most easily accessible substance you can overdose and die from? Specify wheter it will be a nice or a bad trip?
What is the most easily accessible substance you can overdose and die from? Specify wheter it will be a nice or a bad trip?
R: 22 / I: 4
Fear of going to jail
Ive tried stealing some pokemon cards from a newsstand on the street, they called the police on me and for some reason they accused me of attempted robbery, I have to face the process but the fear of ending up in prison has taken away my sleep, have any of us ever had these problems? An apprentice in jail wouldnt last one day R: 3 / I: 0
i can't believe that the map of Brazil is much better than disgusting succubis these days, we as a species have fallen low.
i can't believe that the map of Brazil is much better than disgusting succubis these days, we as a species have fallen low.
R: 31 / I: 4
Guntrip, Harry Y.. Personality Structure and Human Interaction (Maresfield Library) (p. 134). Taylor and Francis.
Guntrip on Sexual Desire
Tension without discharge is only purely unpleasurable when the prospect of satisfaction of the psychological aim is hopeless. To have to go on wanting what one cannot get is painful. Resort is then had to ad hoc tension-relieving devices, which, far from bringing pure pleasure in their train, are usually experienced as disappointingly unsatisfying, because mere decrease of excitation is not what is wanted and in itself gives nothing that can produce a sense of deep satisfaction. On the other hand, the mounting of the tension of desire is itself pleasurable when satisfaction is possible and expected… If tension qua tension were unpleasant in itself and the aim were simply its reduction, then any method of relieving excitation would be as good as any other, i.e. autoeroticism would be as satisfactory as object-love and much more easily come by. In reality the reverse is the case.Guntrip, Harry Y.. Personality Structure and Human Interaction (Maresfield Library) (p. 134). Taylor and Francis.
R: 53 / I: 4
There's more succubi here than on 4chan. wth.
https://www.similarweb.com/website/4chan.org/#traffic
There's more succubi here than on 4chan. wth.
https://www.similarweb.com/website/4chan.org/#traffic
R: 18 / I: 2
the ~voluntary~ virgin "I absolutely 100% have 0% interest in pursuing sex - this is not at all shaped in the slightest by the comparative difficulty I would have in achieving this with a partner I would find satisfactory!"
These schisms of absolutes appear to be a false dichotomy introduced to promote extremism and division in virgin communities.
It seems like an anti-intelligent means of explaining and classifying celibate lifestyles, meant to promote hatred of ourselves and kill conversations.
is voluntary vs involuntary a LARP either way?
the ~involuntary~ virgin "I've absolutely 100% done everything possible to achieve sex at all costs! It's just impossible!"the ~voluntary~ virgin "I absolutely 100% have 0% interest in pursuing sex - this is not at all shaped in the slightest by the comparative difficulty I would have in achieving this with a partner I would find satisfactory!"
These schisms of absolutes appear to be a false dichotomy introduced to promote extremism and division in virgin communities.
It seems like an anti-intelligent means of explaining and classifying celibate lifestyles, meant to promote hatred of ourselves and kill conversations.
R: 31 / I: 1
What was the saddest stuff that you've passed through because you're a wizard?
What was the saddest stuff that you've passed through because you're a wizard?
R: 307 / I: 17
Wizardry and the black pill
What is the correlation of being a wizard and being ugly? Does a handsome wizard exist or it's impossible? What's the wizard consensus?
Wizardry and the black pill
What is the correlation of being a wizard and being ugly? Does a handsome wizard exist or it's impossible? What's the wizard consensus?
R: 40 / I: 2
Small Scale Accomplishments?
NEETs are not known for making great strides in the 'real world' or in a material sense, but it's important for us to appreciate the little things. The actions and events we meet on a daily basis are minimized in comparison to others who partake in the world but this doesn't mean that these small happenings mean any less to us. Our hearts and minds have readjusted to fit a smaller scale so now these smaller actions or events can have a greater impact on us than it would on a normal person but the range of emotion amongst all people, normie and wizzie alike, does not change. What are some of your recent small scale accomplishments?
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For the record I've been on 4chan since 2009 and only really started browsing reddit about 3 years ago, and don't even have an account. But I'm of the opinion you should enjoy good content no matter where it comes from. If some gay SJW with pink hair cured cancer, I would be thankful for it even if he's a retard.
What is wizchan's optinion of reddit?
What do you guys think of reddit?
Why does 4chan hates reddit so much? Sure 99% of the site is garbage but there's some good stuff in there once in a while (just like 4chan come to think of it). You can't even mention reddit without 5 posters telling you to "go back", it's really annoying.For the record I've been on 4chan since 2009 and only really started browsing reddit about 3 years ago, and don't even have an account. But I'm of the opinion you should enjoy good content no matter where it comes from. If some gay SJW with pink hair cured cancer, I would be thankful for it even if he's a retard.
What is wizchan's optinion of reddit?
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I am thinking of the contents/chapters. Any thoughts? This will not be a critique of society, but the subject of misanthropy will be mentioned constantly.
Chapters:
>what's a wizard
>self-assesment
>recognizing your obstacles as a wizard
>physical health
>mental health
>dealing with society
>dealing with relatives
>dealing with normies
>dealing with other men
>dealing with succubi
>dealing with authorities (like police)
>securing financial stability
>living as a free wizchad
>final thoughts
That's a very summarized draft of the subject. English is not my native tongue, I will be writing this in two languages.
what do you think of this
I am writing a "guide" for wizards. Basically a guide to make your life as a wizard as much easy and bearable as possible. I wanna leave something wortht of wizardom before offing myself.I am thinking of the contents/chapters. Any thoughts? This will not be a critique of society, but the subject of misanthropy will be mentioned constantly.
Chapters:
>what's a wizard
>self-assesment
>recognizing your obstacles as a wizard
>physical health
>mental health
>dealing with society
>dealing with relatives
>dealing with normies
>dealing with other men
>dealing with succubi
>dealing with authorities (like police)
>securing financial stability
>living as a free wizchad
>final thoughts
That's a very summarized draft of the subject. English is not my native tongue, I will be writing this in two languages.
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>genetics doesn't matter
Big cope, like someone living under a rock and never heard about behaviroal genetics.
COPE
What are some of the biggest copes that goes around here?>genetics doesn't matter
Big cope, like someone living under a rock and never heard about behaviroal genetics.
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Wizzies, what mental techniques do you find effective at stopping the negative thoughts that creep into your head?
Please let's keep this thread to techniques that people PERSONALLY find effective at mitigating the pain. If you want to cynically state that it's hopeless over and over, please take it to the /dep/ thread on depression.
Wizzies, what mental techniques do you find effective at stopping the negative thoughts that creep into your head?
Please let's keep this thread to techniques that people PERSONALLY find effective at mitigating the pain. If you want to cynically state that it's hopeless over and over, please take it to the /dep/ thread on depression.
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Older wizard's wisdom
Older wizards(+30), can you give some wisdom for newer wizards? I'm 28 years old now, what happen when you turn 30? How is life? Work? Things in general? Share with us, wizbros!
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I've only had 2 shirts, 2 pairs of pants and 2 pairs of shoes for the past 10 years, which I wash alternatively.
Modest inheritance + don't spend too much. 50€ a month in food give or take, 10-20 running water, 15 internet. Thank fuck I don't pay for energy, I bought solar panels and batteries a long time ago.
I don't eat much because I have my sugar spikes under control and am not too tall. Most days I just eat a few eggs and some veggies. I try not to overexercise in order to eat less, too.
24 eggs = 4 euro here -> I eat 150 eggs a month, which means I spend 25 euro in eggs, that's half my protein
chickpeas are 2 eur a kilo, I eat 3 kilos a month, which means I spend 6 euros on chickpeas
This with olive oil is over half my calories and all of my protein, and I still have around 15 euros to spare on leafy greens and nuts every now and then, when they're cheap because they're about to go bad. When I do eat meat I spend a bit more than 50 though, but I eat it rarely.
I have an old PC, I only play old vidya, But I try to get as much out of them as possible.
Same few games for ages:
Fallout New vegas
TES: Morrowind and Oblivion
Rimworld
Facotrio
Project Zomboid
Darkest Dungeon
Hollow Knight
M&B: Warband + mods
Kenshi
and a bunch of retro shooters like DOOM
I'm technically a leech, only my parents aren't alive. I just don't spend much. Internet is a cheap source of entertainment, so is hiking every now and then.
My shedule: Steady sleeping schedule, exercise every morning, sunbathe every afternoon, play in between, hike on weekends. Life is good.
Never gonna work
I'm 35 and have never worked a day in my life. Nor do I intend to, despite being overly qualified. Spend my whole day playing old vidya and reading manga.I've only had 2 shirts, 2 pairs of pants and 2 pairs of shoes for the past 10 years, which I wash alternatively.
Modest inheritance + don't spend too much. 50€ a month in food give or take, 10-20 running water, 15 internet. Thank fuck I don't pay for energy, I bought solar panels and batteries a long time ago.
I don't eat much because I have my sugar spikes under control and am not too tall. Most days I just eat a few eggs and some veggies. I try not to overexercise in order to eat less, too.
24 eggs = 4 euro here -> I eat 150 eggs a month, which means I spend 25 euro in eggs, that's half my protein
chickpeas are 2 eur a kilo, I eat 3 kilos a month, which means I spend 6 euros on chickpeas
This with olive oil is over half my calories and all of my protein, and I still have around 15 euros to spare on leafy greens and nuts every now and then, when they're cheap because they're about to go bad. When I do eat meat I spend a bit more than 50 though, but I eat it rarely.
I have an old PC, I only play old vidya, But I try to get as much out of them as possible.
Same few games for ages:
Fallout New vegas
TES: Morrowind and Oblivion
Rimworld
Facotrio
Project Zomboid
Darkest Dungeon
Hollow Knight
M&B: Warband + mods
Kenshi
and a bunch of retro shooters like DOOM
I'm technically a leech, only my parents aren't alive. I just don't spend much. Internet is a cheap source of entertainment, so is hiking every now and then.
My shedule: Steady sleeping schedule, exercise every morning, sunbathe every afternoon, play in between, hike on weekends. Life is good.
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Becoming a father
I have been accepted as a sperm donor. Any other wizards donors as well? How would you go about raising a son/daughter as a wizard?
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The revelation of modernity is that nature has no inherent values. All the sacred precepts and eternal truths that the masses cling to, all of their lies, are revealed to be nothing more than delusions. And while the majority find this too much to bear, there are a few who are able to find liberation from the realization that "everything is permitted".
Nothing that the people say has any value. Their morality, their ambitions, their parades, their life and death, all are meaningless. We are all just actors, playing our part that has been derived from the desires that have been implanted in us from nature. And I intend to play my part well!
The revelation of modernity is that nature has no inherent values. All the sacred precepts and eternal truths that the masses cling to, all of their lies, are revealed to be nothing more than delusions. And while the majority find this too much to bear, there are a few who are able to find liberation from the realization that "everything is permitted".
Nothing that the people say has any value. Their morality, their ambitions, their parades, their life and death, all are meaningless. We are all just actors, playing our part that has been derived from the desires that have been implanted in us from nature. And I intend to play my part well!
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https://www.localharvest.org/
Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.
Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.
I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.
Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
Carnivorism / Meat eating / Paleo
https://frankiesfreerangemeat.comhttps://www.localharvest.org/
Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.
Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.
I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.
Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
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Why are you a wizard? Not asking about free will or other philosophical stuff, just plain simple reason of why are you a wizard. Me? I just can't deal well with succubi in general, maybe a little autismo, who knows. I'm 28.
Why are you a wizard? Not asking about free will or other philosophical stuff, just plain simple reason of why are you a wizard. Me? I just can't deal well with succubi in general, maybe a little autismo, who knows. I'm 28.
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OF INC*LS AND WIZARDS
Why the hate against inc*ls? Never truly understood why wizchan has a hate policy against inc*ls, why can't we get along? From my point of view wizards are inc*ls, for they don't have any sexual experience just like an inc*l, so why create a fake dichotomy for basically the same thing?
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If someone is an apprentice but suspects they are becoming a normalnigger, do you think they should fight these tendencies or simply "b themselves"?
If someone is an apprentice but suspects they are becoming a normalnigger, do you think they should fight these tendencies or simply "b themselves"?
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St. Sinister
What is your opinion on that ricecel saint - Saint Sinister? Feels like a Taiwanese lolcow to me.
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Hi wizards hows your life going right now?
Hi wizards I wanted to ask how life is going for you right now.Did you do anything fun recently,are you happy or sad with your life.How are you feeling about your life right now?
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If you could go back in time to your early 20s what advice would you give yourself?
If you could go back in time to your early 20s what advice would you give yourself?
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I'm very lucky that my town has a very low cost of living yet my father is an accountant for a big farmer around so we're quit comfortable. Also I never ask for anything, only thing they spend money on me is food really. I still have a PC from 2008 for example.
Curious to hear more cases like me.
any NEETs from the third world?
I'm from a small brazilian town and I'm still a NEET at 32yo, I wonder how uncommon my situation is since most people in poor countries have to work ASAP and can't afford being a NEET.I'm very lucky that my town has a very low cost of living yet my father is an accountant for a big farmer around so we're quit comfortable. Also I never ask for anything, only thing they spend money on me is food really. I still have a PC from 2008 for example.
Curious to hear more cases like me.
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What are some essential books related to wizardry? Any charts? Need some books recommendations
What are some essential books related to wizardry? Any charts? Need some books recommendations
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does anyone know where the end of wizards thread is
I remember reading it but I can't find it. It was about the future of wizchan and if wizchan would be dead in another 10 years R: 1 / I: 0
-Trying to make friends
-Thinking that others will allow justice while in a relationship towards myself, instead of dominance.
The more schizo I became, the easier was to both bully back and make them clueless, to cast their own games against them. Not becoming more normal, noisy, no. The damn opposite.
Normies do very weird stupidities to avoid being ignored or to make one feel bad about it. Anyone can relate?
Schizobully
Many situations where I got bullied came from two factors:-Trying to make friends
-Thinking that others will allow justice while in a relationship towards myself, instead of dominance.
The more schizo I became, the easier was to both bully back and make them clueless, to cast their own games against them. Not becoming more normal, noisy, no. The damn opposite.
Normies do very weird stupidities to avoid being ignored or to make one feel bad about it. Anyone can relate?
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Last time I was amongst normies I felt it constantly, but I also was able to see how much fictional, forced and cucked their constant social feedback was from one to another and I got closer to think that this part was just a stagnant somatism from times ago, where I could not find a proper way to dispel certain types of anxiety that kept me stressed
Stagnant brain
Whenever I roam the streets I feel some tickling idunnowhat inside me that keeps telling me that I have something clogged in my head I am not living up to. But I do not know if this is real or just a residual filth from that part of me I have been furiously rejecting due to it's resemblance to the cattle world.Last time I was amongst normies I felt it constantly, but I also was able to see how much fictional, forced and cucked their constant social feedback was from one to another and I got closer to think that this part was just a stagnant somatism from times ago, where I could not find a proper way to dispel certain types of anxiety that kept me stressed
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Life after wizardry
Can be life after accepting being wizadry? Can we blossom? Grow? Be happy with who we are? We recluses, wizards, neets, friendless and loveless, can we have a fulfilling life?
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>1. Blame chinks for initial spread
They are using faggots this time because right-leaning people are awake to their plans for world government. They are using a left aligned group so its easier to get rightoids to pull in the other direction. ie. early lockdowns and measures and lowered resistance to a solution.
>2. Fake resistance against the immediate 'common sense' option
They are currently at this step. Stopping gay sex parties is now 'bigoted.' This is to set up in peoples mind the ineptitude of elected officials. It is all according to keikaku. The goal is to destroy any rights you have and force peoples to cry out for a world government to save them. In 2021 we already saw them set up the groundwork for giving away sovereignty to the UN and WHO - people and nations were not entirely convinced so they're going for round 2.
>3. Roll out all the measures half-assedly such that the 'totally real' fagpox isn't properly contained
Just like during corona they are finding the limits of abuse you'll take. Extended lockdowns, curfews, 5km perimeters, shortages etc. They want to remind you they have these powers and have you get used to them as a matter of fact. For this scamdemic they'll probably make you wear masks AND gloves lmao.
>4. They created the problem, provided a 'reaction' in the form of government incompetence and now they have the solution.
First is a mRNA vaccine and tablets targeting your balls and ovaries for which the groundwork was conveniently put in place prior to the 'totally real' corona virus. Second is the 'global leaders' signing away sovereignty to UN sissies.
These people don't risk blowback. They're not going to risk getting fagpox themselves. There is no monkeypox. The only pandemic is one of media intrusion into your minds. Just as there was no corona. Believe your eyes, if people weren't forced to wear masks no one would even know there was anything out there. No people falling dead in the street, no fags spreading the pox by licking subway poles etc. These are all actors and their goal is a one world government where you have no rights, no energy and no individuality.
The absolute end goal is to reduce the population. They want you to cry out for a cure after they manufactured a panic. They want you to take the vaccine and tablets which target your fertility and destroy your immune system. The same big noses behind corona are behind monkeypox and they're going to keep going until you stand up. Don't think this doesn't affect you because you're a hikki wizard.
monkypox aint shit
We are seeing them repeat the same lies and acts that started the first 'totally real' scamdemic.>1. Blame chinks for initial spread
They are using faggots this time because right-leaning people are awake to their plans for world government. They are using a left aligned group so its easier to get rightoids to pull in the other direction. ie. early lockdowns and measures and lowered resistance to a solution.
>2. Fake resistance against the immediate 'common sense' option
They are currently at this step. Stopping gay sex parties is now 'bigoted.' This is to set up in peoples mind the ineptitude of elected officials. It is all according to keikaku. The goal is to destroy any rights you have and force peoples to cry out for a world government to save them. In 2021 we already saw them set up the groundwork for giving away sovereignty to the UN and WHO - people and nations were not entirely convinced so they're going for round 2.
>3. Roll out all the measures half-assedly such that the 'totally real' fagpox isn't properly contained
Just like during corona they are finding the limits of abuse you'll take. Extended lockdowns, curfews, 5km perimeters, shortages etc. They want to remind you they have these powers and have you get used to them as a matter of fact. For this scamdemic they'll probably make you wear masks AND gloves lmao.
>4. They created the problem, provided a 'reaction' in the form of government incompetence and now they have the solution.
First is a mRNA vaccine and tablets targeting your balls and ovaries for which the groundwork was conveniently put in place prior to the 'totally real' corona virus. Second is the 'global leaders' signing away sovereignty to UN sissies.
These people don't risk blowback. They're not going to risk getting fagpox themselves. There is no monkeypox. The only pandemic is one of media intrusion into your minds. Just as there was no corona. Believe your eyes, if people weren't forced to wear masks no one would even know there was anything out there. No people falling dead in the street, no fags spreading the pox by licking subway poles etc. These are all actors and their goal is a one world government where you have no rights, no energy and no individuality.
The absolute end goal is to reduce the population. They want you to cry out for a cure after they manufactured a panic. They want you to take the vaccine and tablets which target your fertility and destroy your immune system. The same big noses behind corona are behind monkeypox and they're going to keep going until you stand up. Don't think this doesn't affect you because you're a hikki wizard.
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What are the most wizardly movies? I think pic related is one of them, looking for more
What are the most wizardly movies? I think pic related is one of them, looking for more
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Let's share our cheapskate and money saving wisdom in this thread.
Financial survival tactics
Since the economy went to shit and is most likely gonna stay this way for a longer period of time and it's always been hard out here for a NEET, I'm wondering what a NEETs, poorfags and wageslaves financial survival tactics are.Let's share our cheapskate and money saving wisdom in this thread.
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Do you think it's a blessing or a curse to be a wizard? Do you wish you could be "normal"? What has made you accept your fate?
Do you think it's a blessing or a curse to be a wizard? Do you wish you could be "normal"? What has made you accept your fate?
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when I wear a mask I feel literally ZERO anxiety being outside. Masks are fucking god-tier for wizards:
>tfw being comfy behind ur mask
>tfw being safe from prying normie eyes
>tfw soft fabric pressing against ur face
>tfw fogs up ur wiz glasses so works to shield u from other people too
>hides your expressions so you don't have to fake smiles
I am very thankful for the covid pandemic. Hell, I hope we NEVER have to stop wearing masks. This is the most like myself I've felt in years. FUCK normies! and remember to ALWAYS wear your wiz mask! this post brought to you by the wizard institute.
wiz mask = good
Wizzies, I have intense social anxiety and going outside makes me highly uncomfortable. I feel exposed, like everyone is looking at me (sometimes people do look at me just part of their own curiosity.) But since the covid pandemic people have been wearing masks everywhere. Since then I have noticed something amazing:when I wear a mask I feel literally ZERO anxiety being outside. Masks are fucking god-tier for wizards:
>tfw being comfy behind ur mask
>tfw being safe from prying normie eyes
>tfw soft fabric pressing against ur face
>tfw fogs up ur wiz glasses so works to shield u from other people too
>hides your expressions so you don't have to fake smiles
I am very thankful for the covid pandemic. Hell, I hope we NEVER have to stop wearing masks. This is the most like myself I've felt in years. FUCK normies! and remember to ALWAYS wear your wiz mask! this post brought to you by the wizard institute.
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Wtf horse and human social behavior are remarkably similar.
We're the "bachelor band" of the human race.
Horses as model of humanity?
>The standard feral horse band consists of a stallion with a harem of two to seven mares and their immature offspring. Stallion-and-harem bands occupy a home range, and stallions fight one another, fiercely, for control of mares and territory. After the young males are expelled they form loose associations called "bachelor bands," which lurk at the edges of the home range of an established stallion. Most bachelors are unable to challenge mature stallions or keep mares successfully until they are more than five years old. Within established bands, the mares are arranged in a social hierarchy led by the lead mare, who chooses where the band will go during most of the day and leads it in flight if there is a threat, while the stallion guards the flanks or the rear. Mares are therefore instinctively disposed to accept the dominance of others, whether dominant mares, stallions—or humans.Wtf horse and human social behavior are remarkably similar.
We're the "bachelor band" of the human race.
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How to be happy being a wizard?
How to come with the terms of being a wizard, and then how to find happiness in being a wizard? How you do you find happiness In your wizard existence?
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Hermit Pill
How do I go about becoming a hermit? I want to live in a forest far away from everyone. The lockdown in my country has taught me that I am the happiest when isolated. I am aware that survival in nature is no small thing but it beats the shit out of having to be a waggie and being around normies. Also what are some comfy places I can live in without having to worry about taxes, socializing, etc? R: 4 / I: 0
Who/What is a wizard?
Newfag here, just wanted to know about who is a wizard and the all the culture of wizard on which the board is about.
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Philosophy
Any1 here feels bad about how much time they wasted on philosophy, religions, or generally on seeking the "ultimate truth"? I can't take it seriously anymore. It seems to me like meaningless word-plays, all of it, politics, philosophy, everything. So much shit that doesn't have anything to do with my life, you know what I mean? Should have just read 07th expansion VNs or watched cartoons/movies instead of wasting my time on trying to become an intellectual or wise person.
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Tired of waiting for authentic community, love and adventure…
Tired of waiting for the end of money and forced work…
Tired of looking for new pastimes to pass the time…
Tired of waiting for a lush, rich existence…
Tired of waiting for authentic community, love and adventure…
Tired of waiting for the end of money and forced work…
Tired of looking for new pastimes to pass the time…
Tired of waiting for a lush, rich existence…
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I just figured it out
The lowly intelligent are soulless. They are a corruption in earth meant to destroy the literal world/nature. They are a semi sentient hive_mind of an extra dimensional source interconnected, now you know And now they know! careful.
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Serious topic now. What is the relation between mental disorder and being a wizard? For real, can being a wizard be a sign of not well functioning mind? Doesn't need to be full blow schizo or bipolar, just… well… not good in the head, light autism, somekind of abnormal mind, I dunno know, just curious, how many of you are officially dignoses with somekind of mental illnees or take any psychiatric medication?
Serious topic now. What is the relation between mental disorder and being a wizard? For real, can being a wizard be a sign of not well functioning mind? Doesn't need to be full blow schizo or bipolar, just… well… not good in the head, light autism, somekind of abnormal mind, I dunno know, just curious, how many of you are officially dignoses with somekind of mental illnees or take any psychiatric medication?
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Although mainstream scientific consensus on life after death is inconclusive, there is a plethora of evidence to suggest that reincarnation is real, including verified cases of young children remembering past lives vividly and being able to pinpoint locations, names, etc.[2][3][4]
Remote viewing or 'extra sensory perception' was developed in the 1970's by the CIA and was used for espionage purposes. Remote viewing is the ability of a human being to perceive information and imagery of remote geographical targets, regardless of time and space. The CIA has declassified documents that provide scientific evidence for Remote Viewing.[5][6] Remote Viewing research by The Farsight Institute, provides further evidence of a tunnel of light soul trap. In a project called The Death Traps, 3 highly trained remote viewers from the Farsight Institute were tasked to remote view what happens to the soul of a person when the psysical body dies. All 3 of them perceived the exact same scenario without communicating with each other, that the soul is confused, disoriented and ends up entering a tunnel of light which violently shocks the soul. Immediately after that, the soul no longer has the memory of who it was and where it come from. Here's where you can watch the trailer of the full video.[7]
In another Farsight project called The Escape, they have investigated how Earth has long been used as a prison planet.
Our consciousness doesn't just exist within our brain, it's collected somewhere else, and we assume there's involvement with the schumann resonance. There a combination of magnetic fields in some kind of alignment with the rest of the solar system. There are also a combination of magnetic fields churning inside our heads. photons and gravity are both involved. If the basis of what makes knowledge and clairvoyance and the "spirit world" possible is photonic and gravitic, then it's hyperdimensional in nature. Properties of primarily hyperdimensional objects and systems include transcendence of linear spacetime (they disregard 3D-4D time and distance). This can provide an explanation to the existence of ghosts, spirits, go is the same place where our consciousness "data" sits in outside of our head.
Arches of Chaos: New Superhighway Network Discovered to Travel Through the Solar System Much Faster : https://scitechdaily.com/arches-of-chaos-new-superhighway-network-discovered-to-travel-through-the-solar-system-much-faster/
Photons can contain complex data : https://www.wired.com/story/chip-ai-works-using-light-not-electrons/
Consciousness is carried by different wave frequencies, the elementary building blocks of our brain aren't constrained by the skull. they slip through. The elementary source of consciousness that we know, our brainwaves, they're EM waves. our skulls are permeable. As our consciousness is a series of wave functions this provides a possible explanation of out of body experiences/ astral projection and remote viewing.
Robert Monroe was the father of out-of-body experiences and astral projection. After having had out-of-body experiences for more than 30 years, Monroe discovered that our reality is used to create and harvest what he calls 'loosh' energy (negative, low vibrational energy). He claims that this universe has been enslaved for the production of loosh energy by the parasitic beings whom he calls 'Archons' who see themselves as rulers and humanity as their enslaved cattle.
Monroe believes that the only way to end the ongoing enslavement of sentient beings is to refuse reincarnation. Robert Monroe also claims that another source of loosh is humans’ worship of God. Here is the declassified CIA document that proves the existence of astral projection (out of body experiences).[9]
Val Valerian is a former CIA agent (real name John Grace) who started writing about the soul reincarnation trap and about Earth being a prison planet in the 1990's. In one of his books he writes:
“It is they (grey aliens) who await in the light when a human being dies. The human being is then recycled into another body and the process begins all over again… Hence the Light and Tunnel at death Trap. Scanning someone they wish to recycle as they near death, the aliens discover who the person was close to has died. They project the person(s) image in the white light tunnel and the image waves you in deeper. If you CHOOSE to follow you can be trapped and sent to another incarnation of their choice… these entities view Earth as a big farm.” - Val Valerian
His books give detailed information about this place being a prison planet, aliens manipulating us, soul harvesting, soul traps and more: Matrix II & Matrix V.
https://archived.moe/x/thread/31372070/#31372070
https://archive.wakarimasen.moe/x/thread/30430624/
The earth is a prison trap
The Matrix Reincarnation Soul Trap Theory states that life on earth is inherent suffering, and this suffering is harvested by beings called archons that trick souls into reincarnating on earth through different brainwashing tactics as well as a white light tunnel that lures souls into reincarnating, and wipes their memory., which makes the life experience a person gains mitigated. The white light tunnel is designed to keep souls trapped on earth forever and to make escape impossible.[1]Although mainstream scientific consensus on life after death is inconclusive, there is a plethora of evidence to suggest that reincarnation is real, including verified cases of young children remembering past lives vividly and being able to pinpoint locations, names, etc.[2][3][4]
Remote viewing or 'extra sensory perception' was developed in the 1970's by the CIA and was used for espionage purposes. Remote viewing is the ability of a human being to perceive information and imagery of remote geographical targets, regardless of time and space. The CIA has declassified documents that provide scientific evidence for Remote Viewing.[5][6] Remote Viewing research by The Farsight Institute, provides further evidence of a tunnel of light soul trap. In a project called The Death Traps, 3 highly trained remote viewers from the Farsight Institute were tasked to remote view what happens to the soul of a person when the psysical body dies. All 3 of them perceived the exact same scenario without communicating with each other, that the soul is confused, disoriented and ends up entering a tunnel of light which violently shocks the soul. Immediately after that, the soul no longer has the memory of who it was and where it come from. Here's where you can watch the trailer of the full video.[7]
In another Farsight project called The Escape, they have investigated how Earth has long been used as a prison planet.
Our consciousness doesn't just exist within our brain, it's collected somewhere else, and we assume there's involvement with the schumann resonance. There a combination of magnetic fields in some kind of alignment with the rest of the solar system. There are also a combination of magnetic fields churning inside our heads. photons and gravity are both involved. If the basis of what makes knowledge and clairvoyance and the "spirit world" possible is photonic and gravitic, then it's hyperdimensional in nature. Properties of primarily hyperdimensional objects and systems include transcendence of linear spacetime (they disregard 3D-4D time and distance). This can provide an explanation to the existence of ghosts, spirits, go is the same place where our consciousness "data" sits in outside of our head.
Arches of Chaos: New Superhighway Network Discovered to Travel Through the Solar System Much Faster : https://scitechdaily.com/arches-of-chaos-new-superhighway-network-discovered-to-travel-through-the-solar-system-much-faster/
Photons can contain complex data : https://www.wired.com/story/chip-ai-works-using-light-not-electrons/
Consciousness is carried by different wave frequencies, the elementary building blocks of our brain aren't constrained by the skull. they slip through. The elementary source of consciousness that we know, our brainwaves, they're EM waves. our skulls are permeable. As our consciousness is a series of wave functions this provides a possible explanation of out of body experiences/ astral projection and remote viewing.
Robert Monroe was the father of out-of-body experiences and astral projection. After having had out-of-body experiences for more than 30 years, Monroe discovered that our reality is used to create and harvest what he calls 'loosh' energy (negative, low vibrational energy). He claims that this universe has been enslaved for the production of loosh energy by the parasitic beings whom he calls 'Archons' who see themselves as rulers and humanity as their enslaved cattle.
Monroe believes that the only way to end the ongoing enslavement of sentient beings is to refuse reincarnation. Robert Monroe also claims that another source of loosh is humans’ worship of God. Here is the declassified CIA document that proves the existence of astral projection (out of body experiences).[9]
Val Valerian is a former CIA agent (real name John Grace) who started writing about the soul reincarnation trap and about Earth being a prison planet in the 1990's. In one of his books he writes:
“It is they (grey aliens) who await in the light when a human being dies. The human being is then recycled into another body and the process begins all over again… Hence the Light and Tunnel at death Trap. Scanning someone they wish to recycle as they near death, the aliens discover who the person was close to has died. They project the person(s) image in the white light tunnel and the image waves you in deeper. If you CHOOSE to follow you can be trapped and sent to another incarnation of their choice… these entities view Earth as a big farm.” - Val Valerian
His books give detailed information about this place being a prison planet, aliens manipulating us, soul harvesting, soul traps and more: Matrix II & Matrix V.
https://archived.moe/x/thread/31372070/#31372070
https://archive.wakarimasen.moe/x/thread/30430624/
R: 14 / I: 3
I feel very stupid and that I don't actually know anything. I could tldr this as the Descartean notion of "I think therefore I am", but after that I do not agree with Descartes. I feel like I am stuck in this one agreement. I know that something is happening, but after that I feel like everything else there is, is either just interesting or something else, but not objective reality in their essence.
How could I ever rationalize this problem?
I feel very stupid and that I don't actually know anything. I could tldr this as the Descartean notion of "I think therefore I am", but after that I do not agree with Descartes. I feel like I am stuck in this one agreement. I know that something is happening, but after that I feel like everything else there is, is either just interesting or something else, but not objective reality in their essence.
How could I ever rationalize this problem?
R: 17 / I: 0
Uncomfortable with being a "wizard"
I'm uncomfortable with adopting the label of "wizard" because I don't want to be a part of a culture created by someone else. I don't want to be the product of someone else's imagination. I dislike people that idly accept the label of "wizard" because these people are generally unthinking in most other aspects of their lives. These are people who would passively accept any ideology that floats within their cognizance. The same people who zealously believe in the religion enforced upon them in their upbringing. I hate the way you all act. I hate the memes. I hate the way you reflect eachother's oratory. You are so dull. You are so empty and without character. If I were to build a culture, it would show you all as strong and intelligent! It wouldn't celebrate weakness and poor choices. What do you all think of my viewpoint? Am I a heretic?
R: 81 / I: 5
For me I hardly even acknowledge people unless for some reason I had to interact with them and we happened to share interests, obviously they've all been male and I don't have any problem with that. It's clear to me that a female wouldn't be interested in my hobbies so by extension they wouldn't be stimulating to spend any time with.
I also just look at my parents relationship, they have nothing in common, and I wonder why they even got together and had kids. In my head I just think of it like this, if that female they are so interested in was a male they probably would not care a single bit, but for some reason most normals value a pretty female over a friend that actually shares their views and hobbies and they have to choose one or the other. For some reason this made me think back to my old classes in grade school where we learned about ancient greece where women were just for having children and stayed in their social circle of other women and the real relationships and emotional bonding for men were between other men. I feel like that is the right mindset and how things should work, the constructs we see today of men getting along with the opposite sex are just media lies.
Did anyone else have this thought before? I'd like to learn exactly why normals think the way they do, it just seems completely illogical.
Why do normal people want to have sex/ relationship with the opposite sex
I don't understand this mindset, I've never looked at anyone and thought "I want to have sex with that person", neither have I thought that I want to be around some person just because they look attractive. I've always seen "crab" types talking about how they want some certain GF and I am just perplexed as to why? Like they will fawn over some person that they don't even know.For me I hardly even acknowledge people unless for some reason I had to interact with them and we happened to share interests, obviously they've all been male and I don't have any problem with that. It's clear to me that a female wouldn't be interested in my hobbies so by extension they wouldn't be stimulating to spend any time with.
I also just look at my parents relationship, they have nothing in common, and I wonder why they even got together and had kids. In my head I just think of it like this, if that female they are so interested in was a male they probably would not care a single bit, but for some reason most normals value a pretty female over a friend that actually shares their views and hobbies and they have to choose one or the other. For some reason this made me think back to my old classes in grade school where we learned about ancient greece where women were just for having children and stayed in their social circle of other women and the real relationships and emotional bonding for men were between other men. I feel like that is the right mindset and how things should work, the constructs we see today of men getting along with the opposite sex are just media lies.
Did anyone else have this thought before? I'd like to learn exactly why normals think the way they do, it just seems completely illogical.
R: 17 / I: 0
Wizbros… I don't feel so well…
How much of it is true? Do you agree?
Wizbros… I don't feel so well…
How much of it is true? Do you agree?
R: 53 / I: 4
the psychology of wizards and NEETs
Does anyone here have studies or books about…well.. us, research about our personalities and psychology in general, like what psychology phenotype lead a person to become a NEET or a wizard? Why and how? It's a fascinating topic to dissect.
R: 22 / I: 3
Are you at peace? Do you accept your condition? Or do you rage against your destiny? Tell me, wizbros, do you dream of peace with yourself? Fate, destiny, futile struggle against what is ought to be, no one can escape what they are, the universe is fated to be what ought to be, enjoy while it last, the ride, at the end, is not that long, find peace.
Are you at peace? Do you accept your condition? Or do you rage against your destiny? Tell me, wizbros, do you dream of peace with yourself? Fate, destiny, futile struggle against what is ought to be, no one can escape what they are, the universe is fated to be what ought to be, enjoy while it last, the ride, at the end, is not that long, find peace.
R: 19 / I: 3
https://www.openculture.com/2019/05/the-artistry-of-the-mentally-ill.html
If we make things that are weird enough, maybe people will collect our art one day.
Do you ever think about becoming outsider artists?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Outsider_arthttps://www.openculture.com/2019/05/the-artistry-of-the-mentally-ill.html
If we make things that are weird enough, maybe people will collect our art one day.