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R: 3 / I: 0

Just turned 30 today. Officially a wizard.

Spent the day drinking, eating pizza, and watching Battlestar Galactica.

I eagerly await the manifestation of my new powers.
R: 83 / I: 6

Living location

Do you think wizards are more suited to living in a medium/big city or the countryside?
I was more of a country guy but recently I began to wonder if living in a city wouldn't be better and would like to hear your opinion
R: 123 / I: 14

Yet another anti-natalism thread.

What do you do when someone asks you (e.g., your mother), "When are you going to have children, anon?" Have you ever wanted to have kids? Why? Have you ever thought about how fucked up your life would be right now if you had kids? About how fucked up your kids would be?
R: 129 / I: 12

People knowing you're a wizard

Can normies detect if you're a wizard or a neet? If I ever need to go out in public, I always make sure to hide my power level: shower, brush, comb hair, deodorant, somewhat nice clothes ect.

The last few times I've had a few people turn to look at me and either give me a weird face, or even straight up laugh at me. I've even had one insufferable roastie give me a shit eating smirk when we passed each other.

So what gives?
R: 22 / I: 8

Focus

Good day fellow wizards.
I have a question. What ways of restoring your focus/mana supply do you know and how often do you use them?
So far I know about obvious things
>meditation
Requires time, for me the ideal place to meditate is a dark room such as bathroom with lights turned off. Depending on the Moon phase, weather and time of day it takes about 10 to 20 minutes for me to get back to normal.
>coffee
Espresso is useful.
>cancer sticks, nicotine
I avoid them because there is a high risk of addiction
>cocaine, amphetamine, metamphetamine
high risk of addiction and I just think these things are way too powerful and they also slowly kill you over time. Not really worth it.

There’s a problem with stimulants i personally have is that for me it’s rather easy to overcharge myself which makes me downright psychotic and it’s rather hard to control it. On the internet it usually ends up with me doing a violent outburst in a form of mass shitposting, sadistic trolling of normies and IRL it causes me to aggressively pushing buttons of various narcissists and hysterical individuals. And i feel bad about doing it later.
Anyway here is another question, how do you deal with that?
R: 272 / I: 32

Christ help us all

The only thing that brings me true contentment is my faith in God and his son Jesus Christ. The only hope or joy I have in my life comes from God. I implore you all to read the gospel, to take upon yourselves the yoke of Christ and receive the free gift of salvation.

Amen.
R: 13 / I: 2

Why do normal people want to have sex/ relationship with the opposite sex

I don't understand this mindset, I've never looked at anyone and thought "I want to have sex with that person", neither have I thought that I want to be around some person just because they look attractive. I've always seen "crab" types talking about how they want some certain GF and I am just perplexed as to why? Like they will fawn over some person that they don't even know.

For me I hardly even acknowledge people unless for some reason I had to interact with them and we happened to share interests, obviously they've all been male and I don't have any problem with that. It's clear to me that a female wouldn't be interested in my hobbies so by extension they wouldn't be stimulating to spend any time with.

I also just look at my parents relationship, they have nothing in common, and I wonder why they even got together and had kids. In my head I just think of it like this, if that female they are so interested in was a male they probably would not care a single bit, but for some reason most normals value a pretty female over a friend that actually shares their views and hobbies and they have to choose one or the other. For some reason this made me think back to my old classes in grade school where we learned about ancient greece where women were just for having children and stayed in their social circle of other women and the real relationships and emotional bonding for men were between other men. I feel like that is the right mindset and how things should work, the constructs we see today of men getting along with the opposite sex are just media lies.

Did anyone else have this thought before? I'd like to learn exactly why normals think the way they do, it just seems completely illogical.
R: 31 / I: 2

A higher force directing your life

Am I the only who feels like someone/something is looking out for him from above, so to speak? I mean this thing arranging the events and circumstances of my life for my own benefit, even if at first I don't understand why things happen to me. I get the impression that I'm protected and this thing watches over me so that I don't ruin myself. I made and continue to make stupid mistakes in succession but somehow things always ultimately turned out for the best, looking back on them. I was raised a christian but I'm not religious because I don't agree with the ethics of christianity, mainly the turning the other cheek part and stuff like that. I have the feeling that I am destined for greatness and uniqueness in some form and that this superior being, my guardian angel sends me signs and shields me.

For examples, this Being intervened lots of times in the past when I tried to leave the wizardly path in my younger days and now thinking back it really saved me from becoming a normalfag or a failed normal and I thank him or it for it. But there were other examples too when rationally I should have had much worse luck than I happened to have.
I'm sure some of you will scream coping or schizo but I don't know. I am certain there is someone out there who is designing at least my life and wants it to have a certain direction. A direction that leads to isolation and distancing yourself from common people and their worldviews and customs. I didn't post this in the christian thread because I don't believe in the christian idea of god and I think this is about more than christian believes.
R: 20 / I: 1

neet honeymoon phase

Do you regret the time when you enjoyed being left alone and just consuming media all day or are you in one right now?
How do you deal with out of honeymoon phase?
R: 106 / I: 11

Bullied At Work

I recently started a new job, and I was invited out drinking by my normalfag colleagues. Normally, I'm pretty shy and asocial, but I've been trying to turn over a new leaf, so I accepted their invitation and went to the bar with them after work.

The whole time, they kept asking me why I was so quiet and tried to get me to speak, but I was only able to haltingly make small talk. Eventually, they asked me about my hobbies, and I started awkwardly telling them about the RPG Maker game I'm working on, and its fantasy setting that I've been worldbuilding since 2017.

At first, it seemed to me that they were really interested, but as I was telling them about my main character, Prince Jakob, I noticed them smirking and a few of the succubi laughing in my face. After that, they asked me a series of really condescending, patronizing questions while feigning interest. They thought what I was saying was really funny, even though I was seriously talking about something I really cared about.

One of the guys said I needed to grow up and get my head out of the clouds, which I didn't have a comeback for and my eyes grew teary and I started blinking them and stuttering. This drew a big laugh from the succubi. One of the other guys told the one who made that comment to be nice, but I could tell he was also amused to see me flounder.

Since then, I've acquired a reputation around the workplace as the "weird guy", and I'm often casually bullied, excluded, and made to feel like shit about my hobbies. Sometimes, I'll be minding my own business, and a succubus will point me out to her friend and both will start giggling. When that happens, I just smile at them as best as I can and go somewhere else.

I'm always eating lunch by myself, which makes people think I'm even weirder, but when I sit with other people, I'm only bullied and made fun of.

I wish I could quit my job and become a NEET again. But I'm the sole breadwinner for me and my mom since she lost her job. I need other coping strategies to deal with this bullying. I try to not care, but I confess, the hurtful comments people make stick with me and I lay awake at night thinking about them.

Can meditation or another spiritual practice help me thicken my skin and shrug off bullying? If not, what else can help?
R: 94 / I: 8

Final year of wizardry

Any advice from wizards who have passed the trial? Did you do or feel anything different months before turning 30? Did you celebrate? What magic powers did you acquire in the end? Has anything changed for you since turning 30?

It suddenly occured to me that I'll actually be joining your ranks this year. I had almost forgotten about it. Now I'm a little stumped. I'm not sure if it should feel like a big thing or not.
R: 53 / I: 3

/veganwiz/

Reminder that if you eat animal products, you are the same as the unthinking, low-sentience, base, pleasure-seeking NPC normgroid masses and you deserve to die. Veganism is the wizard's diet of choice. All famous wizards were vegans/vegetarians for a reason.

There is no excuse not to go vegan. Now explain, why aren't you vegan?
R: 16 / I: 1
Anyone else feel lucky that they went through school before phones with cameras became popular? I've always hated having pictures taken of me, whenever someone tried to take a picture I would always put my hands up to block it and people understood that usually. Nowadays I feel it would be too hard to get away with that.
Another thing is I did a lot of cringy stuff and I'm glad none of it was ever filmed, wereas if I was in school today I would probably be filmed being bullied and end up on youtube or some shit.
R: 24 / I: 3

Hermit Pill

How do I go about becoming a hermit? I want to live in a forest far away from everyone. The lockdown in my country has taught me that I am the happiest when isolated. I am aware that survival in nature is no small thing but it beats the shit out of having to be a waggie and being around normies. Also what are some comfy places I can live in without having to worry about taxes, socializing, etc?
R: 24 / I: 0

Not worth it

Winning or losing on social conflicts, it doesn't matter, it doesn't feel good either way.

Today for the first time in my life I stood up for myself. I won at a social conflict. It wasn't worth it. My whole life I've let people have their way. I lost count how many times I've let people cut in line in front of me. I pretend I don't see so they don't get embarrassed (funny though, they don't give a FUCK what you think of them as long as they have their way). People who rush to grab the sit I'm half a step away from. People who stand way too close in order to push you away from some item in the grocery store they want, and you happen to be in front of, perusing the goods. They never allow me 10 seconds to check the price and move away by myself, no, they get into my personal space to grab whatever they want. Fuck you, move! They want that carton of milk and they want right now. Right now! I always wait for people to decide on what they want. So many people out there glee on their "victories" on these pitiful, pathetic social conflicts of everyday life.

Today I was inside the elevator. The tenants here decided to go with the "one occupant per ride" rule since the covid thing. I wasn't at the meeting they decided this, I didn't go, I didn't want to go and I don't care one way or the other. They decided as a group and now we have something like pic related on the elevator door. Whatever. I follow the rules. I just want to be left alone.

If I see someone inside the elevator when it opens up, I wait. Sometimes I take the stairs. Not most people though. They decide on this rule and then break it immediately. And today one fucking idiot tried to break the rule while I was inside the elevator. I'm not sure why of all days and of all potential conflicts I let it slide everyday, this was the one I decided to take a stand on.

The elevator was going down and it stopped. As soon as it did, I stood right in front of the door. I don't know what why I did this, my body moved on impulsve and for whatever reason I decided right there that today, I was going all the way down to the lobby by myself, as the tenants voted it should be done.

A fucking idiot opens the door on the 8th floor, sees I'm inside and signs with body language that he wants to get in anyway. I'm right in front of him, there's no way he can ignore me or get in. Not this time. He asks me if he can go inside in an offended tone, like I'm doing something wrong. I just say "no". I can't argue for shit. If I'm going to win this, "no" has to be my only response. Firm and short. "No". He looks at me still holding the button. I can see he's going to fight this out. I notice on his breath. He's psyching himself up. Pathetic. He asks why he can't go in, in a passive-aggressive manner. I point at the sign on the door and say nothing. He looks at the sign pretending it wasn't there for more than a year and tells in his fucking idiotic voice; "well that's not always the case". and waits a response. I know I can't win in an argument even if I'm right, so I don't engage. I keep silent and don't move an inch. He looks at me still holding the button.

Meanwhile, because he made me speak, I'm furious. My resolve turns to steel. I decide this mother fucker will have to literally push me out of the elevator if he wants to get in. I can feel my feet trying to grab the floor. He looks at me for a few more seconds, unpress the button and let the door close without saying anything else. And just like that I won. In a few seconds I reach the lobby. Victory. I had my way and somebody else had to accept it. 20 seconds and it was over.

Should I feel good about this?

I certainly don't feel good about this. In fact I feel like a fucking idiot. Worse than ever. I feel disgusted at myself. In the end I'm just a moronic ape that finally gave in to those pathetic games of humanity I despise so much. They finally made me do it. No, that's blaming someone else. I finally did it. I stoop as low as those pieces of shit and wallowed on their fights for scraps of self-assurance. FUCKING PATHETIC. I'M FUCKING DISGUSTING. I can't stop thinking about that idiot as he watched the door slowly close right in front of his face. That stupid face. How can anyone feel good about these pitiful "victories"? It's disgusting. Appalling. I feel like vomiting myself out of existence.

"That's good, you have to stand for yourself, assure yourself". I'm sure people believe this, it's what they tell themselves to feel good about their stupid quarrels when they win. "You just have to let it go", "It's not worth it" when they lose. That's not good enough for me. I can't lie to myself that easily. With what ease people help themselves. They can't see the horror of what they're doing. Fighting for scraps like animals. Gleaming like idiots when they get to step on someone else. And now I did it, too. Except I didn't get even an atom of satisfaction out of it. I deeply regretted as soon as it was over. Like an idiot I always held myself in high regard. I thought I was better than those animals. I'm not. Can't pretend I am anymore.

I just want to go to a frozen stasis and be shot towards event horizon. This is how horrible I feel about taking part in humanity little games. As I write this I remember the passage where the AI on I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream explains to Ted how much he hates humanity. "Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant for you. Hate. Hate."

I never hated people more than I do now. You may think I'm exaggerating. I'm not. I always saw how ugly the soul of men is, but now I experienced it, took part in it. I ate the Sacramental bread of men's shit. I despise humanity because I know what it is, I can't deny I'm part of it anymore. I just had to write this out, put order into it. Please be wiser than I and go your way, certain that this shit race is not worth your effort. You don't win. You never win. You just become one of them. A shit eater, desperate to shit in other people's mouths. Nothing else.

I'm never using the elevator ever again.
R: 46 / I: 4

Were you always isolated whats your story?

Have you embraced solitude and how did you come about this choice if it was one and what is your story do you think your childhood lead to you being ok with being alone?

As a child my parents were split up a common theme for wizards but I consider some aspects of my childhood to be influential to my preference for isolation as an adult.
I lived with my mother full time as a child until the age of 7 and for various reasons my mother was never home so I was by myself and forbidden to leave the room I lived in.
When I started to live with my father nothing much changed except as he was sick he never got out of bed and was mostly sleeping and we lived in relative isolation away from others so I had the outdoors to explore as a child.
During schooling I was bullied a lot and was always acting up so was in detention every single day for lunch in my elementary school and this meant no other children were allowed to come near me or they would be in trouble I spent my time thinking alone.
I was also not allowed to have any friends as a child if a playmate took a liking to me when I was older my mother would tell me that not to trust the other child or make fun of them and say "wizzie you do not want to be around this child he is a loser" despite me being the biggest outcast. Of note is abuse by my parents in addition to my peers I think that played a part as well.

It is no surprise to myself that when I left schooling I withdrew from all social contact and shut myself away for numerous years and counting but I cannot help but feel that my entire younger days were preparing me to be alone because I do not feel lonely at all.
I used to enjoy talking online to some people from image boards on skype etc but I have now fully realized that there is no point in me trying to make friends with others online because it wont happen even if I wish I could I simply cannot make a friendship as if I never learnt to.
I feel more content now that I do not even bother trying to talk to others even when bored of my hobbies.

What about you wizards also sorry for the blog posting but I want to know if anyone else is similar to me. If psycho babble means anything one of my "mental disorders" is supposedly schizoid.
R: 144 / I: 13

What do you guys think of reddit?

Why does 4chan hates reddit so much? Sure 99% of the site is garbage but there's some good stuff in there once in a while (just like 4chan come to think of it). You can't even mention reddit without 5 posters telling you to "go back", it's really annoying.
For the record I've been on 4chan since 2009 and only really started browsing reddit about 3 years ago, and don't even have an account. But I'm of the opinion you should enjoy good content no matter where it comes from. If some gay SJW with pink hair cured cancer, I would be thankful for it even if he's a retard.
What is wizchan's optinion of reddit?
R: 5 / I: 0

Being the last human in an empty world

Sometimes when I'm walking I like to fantasize that its in a post-apocalyptic world where I'm the only human left alive. When the cars pass, I imagine that the self-driving thing actually happened. And so the ghosts of self-driving cars are my only company in an empty world.

Its my fantasy, so mostly I don't think of the practicalities of it, but sometimes I do.

Like finding the most fertile farmland, and having a self-sustaining farm with livestock and fruits.

Or going on a grand expedition to Alaska cross the Bering strait, Siberia and the Steppes to cross from America to Europe.

Or more scifi, before the collapse, a robot civilization was prepared to take care of the survivors, and now I'm the only one left.

Do you ever imagine being the only human left alive? Its so peaceful and relaxing for me. Its my happy place.
R: 3 / I: 0

Ancient magic

Hi, this is my first post (obviusly) and here i learned so Many things, my sincerely gratefull wizards.
This time i come to asking about someone Who relates, or know about the Magic in the Life of San Cipriano. (And the day on Christian calendar remember that Celebration.they Accept the Magic?).not a seriusly thread of Legends.
R: 3 / I: 0

Keeping in Touch

Got no desire to talk to people, especially when it makes expectations.
It's uncomfortable to talk to anyone unless there is no chance we would ever have to do something in person.
Even then, conversations aren't interesting. Conversations in general suck when you suck among the users, sucked into your own world, or something like that.

To those that no longer talk to anyone outside of work, do you regret it?
I'm just not sure how to process this mild fear/disdain of speaking out to anyone.
It's just not enjoyable.
Right now I find myself content alone. Still a bit fidgety.
In this moment it seems connections are mostly useless since I'm somewhat useless

>Every man knows how useful it is to be useful.

>No one seems to know
>How useful it is to be useless.
R: 206 / I: 25

Wikipedia Articles

(continuation of >>158200)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random#/random - random article, post if you find anything interesting

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jackson_Hole,_China - resort community in china that is a clone of an american town

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pigging - pipe cleaning method

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MALINTENT - old crime forecasting technology

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lost_work - known missing works of literature

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rat_king - a collection of rats whose tails are intertwined and bound together

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metcalf_sniper_attack- "the most significant incident of domestic terrorism involving the grid that has ever occurred"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interplanetary_Transport_Network - gravitationally determined pathways through the solar system that require very little energy to navigate

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colonization_of_the_Moon - just info about colonizing the moon

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_air_rage_incidents - list of incidents where people lose their minds on airplanes

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_bites_dog - "rarer events more often appear as news stories, while more common events appear less often"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_Pa - mystery man behind countless communist conspiracies in modern africa

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tobashi_scheme - investment scheme to conceal losses (also cool is https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creative_accounting)
R: 43 / I: 3

Is it weird that I never felt attached to my parents? Does anyone else relate?

They were never absent in my life, at least not physically but I feel like I never developed a true emotional bond with them. I don't feel more intimate with them than I do with acquaintances from school. The only time when my dad and I talked (not that much) was when he took me to school and it was hardly about my development as a kid. His routine was basically workplace > bar > home. My mom is an old fashioned stay at home type who only married my dad because of what he can provide for her financially. I don't think she genuinely loves him. My father never showered me or changed my diapers when I was a baby, only my mom did even though he was the one who wanted a kid the most. He never asked how was my day at school, he never helped me with my homework, he never taught me how this confusing world works, never game me advice for anything, nothing. I don't think we ever traveled, outside visiting some relatives here and there. I used to envy my school mates and how close they were to their fathers, like how they would share things together and encourage their children to do their best and such.

I wouldn't use the word 'hate' to describe how I feel about them but goddamn I can't bring myself to love them. I'm a stranger in my own home, among people I share the same blood with. If I wasn't such a worthless NEET with no practical skills I would be living far away from here and I doubt they would me miss.
R: 1 / I: 0

VPN

Can you motherfuckers make some announcement about what you are doing with VPNs?
Sometimes I can't even write text comments on any board now.
And when you made up the new rule that you can't write anything about wizchan outside /meta/?
The failure to communicate with your users is horrendous. You leave no way to even talk about it.

You think it is ok to just silently shut out a large chunk of your users? What the fuck?
R: 12 / I: 1

How do I get into Wikipedia?

Since I was a teen my dream was to be on wikipedia. I discovered it in the early days when it was like wow any idiot can just edit it. And wrote an article on my real biography up to that point. And even back then that got deleted very quickly.

So later I created a more subtle troll article under my name as some minor political figure and it actually lasted for years, until I turned myself in before applying to college.

So here I'm now much later, a wizard neet. And before I die, i just want to feel like I actually existed. And its like wikipedia is the mark of that.

I suppose the easiest way to get into wikipedia is in any random article where they need an example of a "human", just fill in as that human with a photograph of yourself. But of course being included as a generic example is ephemeral and can be removed at any time. And that's true with most ways of "sneaking" onto wikipedia. To really be longlasting you got to truly meet their notability requirements. To know you'll be there forever.

I just feel like in this day and age, Wikipedia is the only mark that you existed as a person. And if you're not on wikipedia it's like you never were.
R: 18 / I: 4

NOSTALGIA

In the obvious sigh how crap the world has become, we should rememorate all these goods things that made us feel good.
It doesn't matter, games, blogs, music, anime, books, how the Internet back was then. Whatever.

Just bring all up, and post how much has you want. And talk about it.
R: 15 / I: 2

The Dark Academia Aesthetic

I 1st heard about this Dark Academia thing in mid 2020, when it came up on my YT music playlist. But I didn't really look into it in detail until now. And it looks pretty cool.

Like imagine being in an enchanted all-boys New England boarding school, with the autumn leaves falling and studying the Greco-Roman classics. It seems very wiz. Disregard succubi. All male school. Studying useless impractical un-utilitarian topics like Latin. The tweed jackets and vests. Far away cutoff from the rest of civilization. Like a fantasy town out of Lovecraft like Arkham, RI.

https://aesthetics.fandom.com/wiki/Dark_Academia
R: 9 / I: 2

Who run the world? BlackRock and Vanguard

If you’ve been wondering how the world economy has been hijacked and humanity has been kidnapped by a completely bogus narrative, look no further than this video by Dutch creator, Covid Lie.

What she uncovers is that the stock of the world’s largest corporations are owned by the same institutional investors. They all own each other. This means that “competing” brands, like Coke and Pepsi aren’t really competitors, at all, since their stock is owned by exactly the same investment companies, investment funds, insurance companies, banks and in some cases, governments. This is the case, across all industries. As she says:

“The smaller investors are owned by larger investors. Those are owned by even bigger investors. The visible top of this pyramid shows only two companies whose names we have often seen…They are Vanguard and BlackRock. The power of these two companies is beyond your imagination. Not only do they own a large part of the stocks of nearly all big companies but also the stocks of the investors in those companies. This gives them a complete monopoly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOnXLhEh6Nk
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What do you guys do for a living

I work for a big shipping Company. I spend my days moving boxes around. The wage is ok, the place is full of geeks, and the work aint hard.
R: 9 / I: 0
Ever wondered what normies think of celibacy? According to them you can have sex and still be celibate.
R: 5 / I: 1

Consecration

I’m an atheistic apprentice but I can’t help but feel really fascinated with and attracted to the concept of and mindset behind consecration. I’ve found myself agreeing with what a lot of Catholics and Buddhists say about it, though for me I replace references to God with references to the self - in general, viewing celibacy as a vow to not waste your time and energy on the (when it comes down to it) fleeting and animalistic enjoyment of sex and vapid relationships, instead putting that energy towards something greater, is something I can get behind and find myself already agreeing with despite the religious motives.
I think I am literally just a “when you were having sex I studied the blade” fag but who’s to say that’s even a bad thing? Thoughts?
R: 89 / I: 8

Giving up on reading/watching the news

At the beginning of this year, I started to make a concerted effort to avoid all news I possibly can. The moment I see a thread or post that has an inkling of currents events, I fly to the 'hide' button before I can finish it. The moment I see a word or two of an article, I actively throw my eyes away and close the article. I started it just as an experiment out of whimsy, but I feel genuinely better and more positive about the world now, and I'm starting to do some projects that I guess I was feeling too nihilistic and black-pilled to even get started with before. It makes me think that if there's a whole month to people being dedicated to people trying to avoid porn and fapping because they're convinced about the large personal benefits, then why isn't there a whole month dedicated to actively trying to be ignorant about world events? I mean, you aren't going to be able to change things that big, news nowadays is almost surely hyperbolic and negative, and the personal impact seems to be incredibly psychologically uplifting.

Am I wrong here? Why haven't I tried something like this before? Going full hermit seems like a pretty logically wizard thing to do.
R: 49 / I: 4

how often do you come here?

wizchan is my favorite imageboard but it's kind of slow, so I only come here about once a week and spend about 1-2 hours reading everything I missed or maybe reading some old threads. Sometimes I even forget it for a month or so, then come back and spend like 4 hours reading everything and it's very comfy.
R: 3 / I: 0
Why does every indie game that isnt about "muh depression and mental illness" or a tranny platformer that talks about how hard it is to be a LGBT person is destined to fail and fall into obscurity?
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Happiness in loneliness

My wizard brothers, this is just a reminder that throughout life the only person who can truly love you and take care of you is yourself. Maybe this is not true for some but it is for most of us wizards. I don't mean this in a normie kind of way. Throughout life I have not only been outcast by society but also treated as if I was a rat. Most people would genuinely be happy I died but here I am proving to them their efforts are futile. Maybe we will never find company but that doesn't have to be a bad thing. They want us to feel ashamed of being people with their own paths because normies are sheep at the end of the day and follow the herd without ever questioning it. Do not end your precious lives over this pathetic aspect of life. If you happen to find truly good company along the way then that's fine. But stay true to yourself and make the best of your life on your own. Make art, take care of you, watch some tv series and treat yourself like a king because it's likely that no one will do the same. Ps: I'm sorry for my english not my native language
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Anyone here has been overly sheltered for their whole life that they can't imagine dealing with the outside world anymore?
Between the pivotal ages of 8 to 20, I had no prominent father figure or role model in my life. My father worked 10 hours a day and didn't take any interest in me. I was the last to learn how to shave, never taught to even throw a ball or even had a normal "birds and the bees" talk with my father. The most important thing for a child is their same-sex parent.
I was also overly sheltered and coddled by my mother. I never was able to go out and do stupid kid stuff and make mistakes, memories and friendships.

As such I never fit in with my classmates as I didn't have their same freedoms or hobbies. Which made me become an introvert with little self esteem.

Then came middle school. In which my depression got so terrible due to a mix of cystic acne, being traumatized by bullying, and an addiction to the internet as a form of escapism that I made the worse decision in my life and dropped out due to severe bullying to just do online classes. Once a top student, now essentially a drop out.

From there, I became a chronic procrastinator. I didn't want to do the school work because I felt too shit and thrived in a classroom. Then my class graduated before me and doing the work became painful, a constant reminder that I was behind everyone else. So I didn't do it.

I stayed a neet in my bedroom. Sleeping most of my day away and spending the rest in escapism, playing games or posting on the chans as I am right now. Then months turned to years. Depression meds did nothing as I had nothing to live for. No memories or foreseeable future.

Now I'm 26 and I can't believe how much time has past. I can't imagine having to deal with the outside world or function properly with the outside world.I become utterly clumsy and I get awkward and act like such a clumsy retard when I have to buy something from the grocery. I can't force myself to do something else? alas, the outside world would eat me up.
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focus

hello wizards how are you doing with focus, can you read a book? or learn a new skill or create something. I haven't been able to do it for a long time really would like to but internet is so flooded with stuff that i dont know what to do first
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What is a wizard and what isn't a wizard.

It is essential to understand who a wizard is and who the imposters are who lurk with deception and this thread is dedicated to defining to this aim.

Who is a wizard?
A Wizard is an adult who has not had sex or romantic experiences with succubus or men either physically or virtually and also does not desire to have these experiences.
The ethos of the wizard is important to mention because it is within this that the crab folk can be distinguished. The wizard doesn ot desire sex whilst the imposters do and merely refrain from mentioning they want to have sex.

is a wizard a NEET? does a wizard have friends?
A wizard can work but a wizard does not voluntarily engage in being social in real life at least and many do not socialize beyond internet forums.

A wizard can be socially capable and able to have sex if they so desired but refuse to for whatever reason. This is important as people/crabs here seem to disparage people based on their looks or social potential that may lead to access of sex.
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how much of our beliefs are just due to conditioning and socialization?

it seems like a lot of times when you make an argument criticizing the disavowed beliefs and suppositions that normalshitters dont know that they adhere to ("knowledge which doesn't know itself" as lacan says), the response you get is anger and cognitive dissonance. and 90% of the time, they will use one of the two strategies to respond:
1. they try to use strength in numbers to retaliate and make them look better. like on twitter they try and "ratio" you by getting more likes than you.
2. they say that it isn't normal to think that, and that the only people who criticize the world are those who are disenfranchised and unsuccessful, and because of that they shouldnt be listened to.
like for example. when i try and tell people about the philosophy of ted kaczynski, and that we always make the unfounded assumption that man is the master of technology, when really technology has subjugated man, i almost never get a logical argument back. and yeah i know that he like killed people, but that has nothing to do with the ideas themselves, the philosophy. i think people just use that as an excuse because their whole lives and all their childhoods they have been conditioned to think that science and technology is good and the future or whatever. and all that positive reinforcement makes it seem ludicrous to question it.

or take newton for example. when he pioneered physics and calculus, people were really scared and weren't ready to accept it because of its implications. if people are so great and so smart that they can chart the motion of heavenly bodies and model precisely how the world works, why do we need traditional authorities to tell us what to do? if everything is just objects in motion governed by causal laws, where is there room for the spirit and free will? how can people then be held responsible for their actions? we often forget that much of newton's life was spent trying to convince people of his findings, rather than actually discovering them.

it feels like what is right in the world of normalcattle isn't that which can be empirically justified, nor is it innate logical structures that the mind can grasp. no, what is real for these people is just that which is socially acceptable to belive, owing to conditioning and reinforcement from others.
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Long term NEET living

How do you survive without working while not being able to depend on parents or NEETbux, or going homeless?

I’m 19 years old, in the confidence of my youth, and determined not to be another cog in the machine. Part of this involves not consuming stupid normalnigger shit like insurance premiums, doctor visits, health food faggotry, and broscience fitness pyramid schemes, while the other part involves not being a wageslave. Right now my plan involves saving up some money, retiring at around 30, and then killing myself when the money runs out because I don’t want to be alive as a 60 year old boomer with no family.

Give me some tips on how I can protect my savings from getting jewed by greedy companies, and work as little as possible so I don’t spend my life pushing a boulder up a hill only for it to roll back down again
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School education and real intelligence

It's horrible to see how everyone fawns over-educated academics and their titles, thinking education means one is intelligent, mature and wise.I got to know a professor of literature on /lit/ and he was just your basic, entitled, tantruming 4chan poster with little insight on human life beyond his own experience. This opened my eyes.Doctors are the worst. They worship succubi and get all the glory in society, but the hidden truth is that med students are the biggest party animals and worst turbo normies. They enroll in med school to get status money and pussy. That pretty much says all about their character. Smarter people choose math and physics. But not even a degree in physics guarantees you're an actual seeker of truth. I'm actually an ex physics student so please take that into consideration before you think it's clever to mention Dunning-Kruger.

I'm not posting this out of arrogance or a false sense of superiority I actually think I'm some sort of a brainlet That's exactly what makes me sad beyond words to see that everyone I've ever respected turns out to be more emotional and more prone to logical fallacies than me. It's like there's no hope. All my life I've wanted humans to be smart so bad Only people who have almost died seem to have grasped actual wisdom Education has nothing to do with it.

As a Wiz. do you think you're smarter than the average normalfag despite not doing good at school?
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Normalfag hypocrisy regarding leeching

Leeching is a big part of life and life is mostly about stealing energy. In fact, parasitism is one of the most common and successful Darwinian strategies among living organisms on Earth. But it has a considerable bad reputation and is usually used as an insult by normalfags. It is somehow ironic that among so-called social Darwinists there is a special hatred against leeching when nature itself involves parasitism on various levels. In some way we NEETs don't do anything different from the rest of nature and human society in particular, we're just more explicit and honest about it. However, we are seen as the lowest of the lowest by an elite who practice parasitism on a larger scale themselves and their bootlickers.
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I am 30 now

Welp, as of yesterday I am now a wizard. Kind of fucked up that I got assigned a cockroach as a familiar but I guess its kind of cute in a way. What skill build should I try?
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Where are the happy wizards? what is your advice

I was just thinking that happier wizards or wizards who become happy are less likely to use this website because of the negativity which leaks out even into /hob/.
Are /hob/bits the only happy wizards here? Do we ever hear success stories at all?
What advice do the wiz who mastered the black arts and learned white magic have for us all.
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Getting a job as a long-term NEET

Has anyone of you been able to find a job after a long period of being a NEET? Personally, I'm ashamed to say I haven't had a job in my life, so that's around 12 years.

Anyways, having such a big hole in my cv, I guess I'll have to lie my way into a job somehow, but I don't know how feasible this is nowadays.

I don't know if it makes any difference, but I'd like to know specially from people in Europe (more specifically Germany). Thanks in advance.
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Have any /wiz/ards gotten fit?

Have any /wiz/ards spent time and effort and gotten fit? Has it changed your mental outlook at all?
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Voluntary vs Involuntary neet

Are you a NEET by choice or out of circumstance?
For me I am a voluntary NEET because I have no other options. In my journey I have seen people on here say they do not enjoy NEET life and would rather wageslave.
Which one are you wiz?
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Anyone else still traumatized from the cow scare of 2018 (wizchan)? They hacked my laptop and I smashed it with a hammer out of panic. I had some loli hentai in there and they kept calling me a pedophile. I still feel paranoid about it even now. What happened to you during the cow scare (2018) ? If anything.
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I don't understand incel rage

How much is resentment a driving impulse in your life?

I'm a virgin, I'm ugly, autistic, bad teeth, no real friends, but I've never been mad about it. I've never been angry at the world or fate or succubi. If I was some babe I probably wouldn't want to fuck me either.

I've honestly never understood crab thought. Being angry at the world because the world doesn't bend to fit itself around you. If you're not able to make it, how is that everyone else's fault?

I know my life is way harder than the average person's life, but I also know there's nothing I can do about it except be at peace. I hike a lot, and the few times I have nice social interactions with random people at the store or on the street are really nice to me.

I don't know if things will fundamentally change some day or this is just how I'll live my life until I die, but I honestly don't feel any resentment about my luck.

If a tornado destroyed my house, and my neighbor's house was unharmed, would I be mad at the tornado? At nature?

I'm just glad most people don't have to live their lives alone. The less people hit by tornadoes, the better.
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Druggie Wizards

Opinion on wizards that use drugs to cope? I will admit that I am a bit jealous of people that have had the luxury to be intoxicated their entire lives without any consequences. These also happen to be the people that are generally personally unlikeable, dishonest, and hedonistic. I am personally a teetotaler - a person who practices complete abstinece from intoxicating drugs and alcohol. I am also a bit saddended when I see drug addict wizards parading their addictions around in front of susceptible minds.. IDK, my protective instincts just flare up and I become a bit angry at those without empathy for the young and impressionable. Anyways, what is your opinion on this?
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Has any other of you a wizard because is too childish for their age, I am 25 and for the most i almost think as i am 10, also i spend most of the time thinking about when i was a child and freaking out cause i dont know how i will end up!
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Fight-Flight-Freeze Response

I thought I'd start up a thread about something that probably a good amount of Wizards suffer from in life.
More specifically I wanted to talk about the so-called "freeze" response one can exhibit during a dangerous situation (may it be a verbal confrontation or an on-coming physical one).
What are your experiences with it and why do you think it established itself in your system and how did it affect your life so far?

Excuse me if my grammar may be lacking or any typos by the way.
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You Are What You Eat

If you consider yourself among the few, then I would hope you to pay attention to what you eat.

Residual energy from an argument, a funeral - you feel it when you enter the room.
What is this?
And when you look at painting composition, colors leave traces of energy too.
Music should explain itself.
Energy is everywhere if you pay attention.

With this metaphysical plane in mind, transpose it upon what you eat.
Does it have good energy?

Verily, verily, I say unto you: seek the land of milk and honey.
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I'm back - my experiences going 15 months without using any electronics

I'm a longtime wizard and lurker who basically never posts. I just wanted to write a little about my experiences going off all computers and electronics for 15 months because of my extremely severe addiction to them. I had been reduced to a shell of a human being with a destroyed body (due to my OCD self-harm) and a destroyed mind from nearly-constant computer usage in my free time since I was a young child. I had basically become an automaton meat sack with no will. Overall, I would say my cold turkey method was successful, and I would recommend it to others if they have similar problems. The first few months with no electronics (no TV, phones, computers, anything) I was going through severe withdrawal and was completely avolitional and extremely depressed. The only thing I could all day was sit in my armchair and read, and occasionally go to the library. After many months of this I had garnered the willpower to actually do something, and since my days were completely blank since previously they had been filled non-stop with computer time, I decided to start studying Japanese which is something I had been thinking about for a long time but always incapable of because of my non-existent willpower. So I spent the next 10 months of my life doing basically absolutely nothing but studying Japanese for about 10 hours every day, sometimes a little more, sometimes less. At the end of that period I had reached about a N3 Level in Japanese which is where I'm still at. Now, you may be wondering, why I am back on the computer now after all this time? Well, because I started getting these extreme euphoric mood swings and I started to feel like maybe it would be okay to use a computer again (since initially I had planned to never use one again for the rest of my life), and also the temptation to use a computer again after all this time and see what had happened in the world was too strong. I regret it, but at the same time I feel much better prepared to handle computer usage in the future due to all the self-discipline and will-power I was able to accrue during the 15 months without it. I think I will probably go off computers again in the future, though not completely cold-turkey, using them occasionally if I need them for help studying. Anyway, that's basically all. I still feel like a shell of a human being with a disgusting ruined body, and that my mental and emotional development stopped at the age of 11, but at least I now have a tiny bit of a will and an intermediate Japanese ability.
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Any other wizzies here doing surveys online to earn some spending money for hobbies? I do it, it can't replace getting a real income or anything but can be a nice way to spend time online productively and get some free spending money for hobbies, I use mine for xbox gift cards since I have series S.
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Leeching off your family

Any tactics, strategies, or ways you use to manipulate your family in order to leech out of them and be a NEET?
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Parents being a cause of your hikikomorism or severe intovertness

As a kid my family NEVER allowed me to go outside besides school which I used a school bus to go to. my dad thought if I go outside and hang out in the streets I would deal with and befriend kids who are into drugs and smoking. so he thought me staying inside in front of the TV would be far better for me. my life was basically going from the bus to school to home in front of the screen basically all the time. but even though this. I was happy staying at home and I never felt lonely or upset about it. the other kids at school found it strange and they questioned me about it sometimes. now many years after primary school I become a long-term 10 years old NEET and hikikomori. I feel that my dad's choice has affected my personality introvertness and passion for staying indoors. as I said I absolutely don't hate my father for it I am only grateful for him as he protected me from bullying and a lot of other unnecessary outdoor stuff I did not need. and I was able to stay comfy indoors. I even find it odd how my family finds it abnormal that I hate going outside now despite them being them who made me like this.
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Why are so many people coming here whining because they are not part of the rest of the sham that is society at large? It's ridiculous.

Society is one big fraud. This site is supposed to be dedicated to those that don't want to be part of it. Yet we have a huge amount of posts from people who can't keep their mouths shut about how sorry they are that they are not participating in it.
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HATRED general

HATRED POSTING goes here!
Hate on the world
Hate on lifE
Hate on things
Hate on yourself
Hate on others
Hate on OP
Hate on ideas
Hate on ANYTHING, this is the thread for it

Duke Nukem Theme
Enjoy hatred posting
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46MALEk-7cE
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Housing Thread

ITT: we talk about all things related to housing.

Topics to discuss ITT could include:
>how to put a roof over your head as cheaply as possible
>access to subsidized/government housing
>the rental application process
>discussion of roommates or neighbors
>room rental strategies and issues
>alternative housing options like trailers
>housing location (rural or urban, which state, high-rise or low-rise, etc.)
>home purchases, renovations and maintenance
>home security
>environmental hazards like pests and mold
>dealing with landlords and property management companies
>insurance
>moving
>other related topics (suggestions welcome)

What is your current housing situation and are you happy with it? What steps are you taking to improve it? What are your plans for the future?

What tips and lessons do you have to share with other wizards?

Ask any questions you have about housing ITT and other wizards will try to help or share their own experiences.
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any wizard understood how to make money with bitcoin and stuff like that or how to make money wizardly in general im kind of broke atm
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Official Homeless Thread: Try Not to Die Edition

(previous thread) https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/168642.html
Post tips and information for homeless or about to be homeless wizards
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Why do people care about political ideologies?

I used to care a lot about politics. I specially enjoyed studying political ideologies and geopolitics. It all changed some years ago when I was going through a hard but enlightening time. I realized emotions are the only true guiders of morality (and ethics as well. Ethics being the tentative of rationalization of morality). When you think this way politics become quite ridiculous. Discussing it, in particular, is the most pathetic thing I can imagine someone losing their time with. There's nothing to discuss but the way people feel about something in particular, but they try rationalizing it to the core. I would only begin to care about politics, ideologies and geopolitics again if I ended up as the dictator of my country. Because then my emotions would truly matter. But otherwise, what's the point?
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The over-importance of sex in the West

Why do normalfaggot simps put so much damn effort on finding a succubus to have sex with, wasting a bulk of their lives (and in most cases, even their money) on dipping their dicks inside of some wet hole? It's astronomically sad how Western society has pedestalized casual, non-propagative sex to the point of people thinking it's a completely harmless activity, when it's the very thing that has been degrading Western culture for arguably the past century now.
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Are all philosophers charlatans and hypocrites?

Have there been any philosophers who had a sound ideology which they actually practised? Many here (including me) think that a lot Schopenhauer wrote was true, but despite preaching "abolition of the will" he was an impulsive normalfag who caught syphilis in a brothel and beat up an old lady because she pissed him off. Nietzsche was basically a crab who I suspect would have abandoned every one of his principles the minute a succubus [aid him a moment's notice.
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Animals

How do wizards feel about animals?
Seems the general sentiment is closer towards hating them and think it's "normie" or "reddit-tier" to like them.
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robowaifus

wizzaies i want a robowaifu. Will you wizzies get a robowaifu when they're advanced aenough? Robowaifus will be perfect from what i read, like a human that's a computer aso you can program to be a friend
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Math-heavy wizjobs

I have a math degree and worked at a university before the pandemic hit, but for the past 18 months I've been NEETing it up. I know I have to get a job soon, but I'm dreading the cubicle grind and having to socialize with normies. Does anyone know of any good number-crunching jobs that can be done from home? If so, are there any other skills that would be helpful to acquire, now that I have the time? I was thinking about teaching myself SQL to get into data analytics, but I don't know how the "work from home" market is for that.

If anyone has any relevant experience, it would be most helpful to me.
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How to become religious

Religious wizards how did you become religious and gain faith? I would say I am a spiritual person and am no longer bound by the secular myth that the scientific method can explain the world.

I have prayed, I have read the bible and other religious texts but all for naught. I think there is more to the world but I cannot gain faith in any particular religion.

Please share how you gained faith please.
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Covid vaccinations.

What are your opinions, Wizards? I'm not looking to start a fight between vaxxers and anti-vaxxers, but I'm interested if you're planning to get it, got it, only get it when they force you?
For now it's voluntary, but I suspect I'll be forced to get one as I work in a sector where it's "my way or highway" and this puts me in quite a pickle. I don't have a lot of trust to politicians, medicine as a whole, and I find it very troubling how strongly everyone is pushing for those.
I would like to delay it as long as I can.
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Pleasures in life ?

For me life, and I believe for most of the user base here, life has no grand purpose or meaning. Life is something that happened to us and basically we have to figure out the best way to deal with it.

For me, the way to deal with life is to find a way to enjoy it, but i impress myself everyday with my inability to enjoy my existence. I'm bored or upset 24 hours a day, always having anxiety about every aspect of life you could possibly imagine, simply put I have been in a bad mental state since my teens, your usual depressive chan user.

I'm 25 years old and I believe my mental health will not improve, should I continue to live in this state of suffering or simply put an end to something that really doesn't mean anything in the grand scheme of things ?

I think the only reason I haven't kill myself yet is because of fear, I mean anxiety is one of the major reasons I want to off myself and thinking about killing yourself is extremely anxiety inducing, let alone actually performing the act.

Death seems so conforting right now, I just wanna rest, it would be good, ironically it seems like the only way i would be able to breathe, truly breathe and rest, i'm so tired.


Sorry for this huge chunk of incoherent text, english is not my first language and my mind hasn't been very sharp for a very long time.
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Jobs

What do you do for a living?
Did you get a degree?
How do you like it? Is it wizard/aspie friendly?

I worked in a call center and wanted to kms every day.
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Do you feel like a degenerate?

I'm not religious, but I frequently see myself pondering about it. Every time I'm around (truly) religious people I feel at ease. I don't call myself Christian because I find the Christian theology hard to believe, as many other religions, but following Christian morals seems to lead to a truly happy life. (Truly following, not using as a pretext for prejudice and aggression as many others do). I remember very well some simple and Christian people I've met, they were so pure they made me jealous, I felt like a degenerate near them, those people would never imagine something like "hentai" existed, lol.
Note that I'm talking about Christianity just because I live in a Christian country, I'm aware lots of religions share the same values as the Christian morals.
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Are we just weak?

I don't mean physical weakness, although that can be a part of it. I mean being unsuited for life. A weakness of spirit, or will, or a deficiency of the life-force or whatever, beyond apparent factors like looks, means, intelligence and social aptitude (secondary factors engendered by a primary weakness) seems to me to be the essence of wizardhood.

Like, maybe the reason we're virgins is because we don't have in us the capacity to be as forceful and brutal and cunning as is necessary to succeed in the arena of sexual competition.

When I see men flirting with succubi, I'm often shocked at the forcefulness of their words and gestures, it's as if they are trying to box the succubus in, preventing her escape, leaving her with no option but to give herself over to the man. Only words are used, but it's not that far from the state of nature. It's difficult for me to imagine myself doing the same with a succubus, I didn't even realize it was permissible for a man to say such things.

Wizards tend to lag in all departments of life, not just in the romantic or sexual ones. They often have a difficult time at school, don't obtain a very high level of education, find it difficult to hold down or find jobs and are consequently often NEETs. There is a tendency towards avoidance, of tasks in the form of procrastination, and of confrontation, that results in a chronic lack of success across the board. Also a lack of "common sense", an affinity for niche topics and impractical concerns, the absence of a lot of behaviors and developmental markers that are considered "instinctual".

So it's unlikely that only a single material factor, such as looks, or height, or frame, or autism, etc., can be held as responsible for the life outcome of the average wizard. There must be some unifying a priori factor, a basic, metaphysical weakness that leads the wizard to fare so poorly in all spheres of life. You may choose to identify this weakness with genetic weakness, I am unsure whether to. In my experience, genetics aren't a good enough predictor of whether someone will turn out to be a wizard.
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WAAAAAAH WAAAAH WAAAAAAAH

Anyone else absolutely HATE toddlers and children? My parents decided after 16 years of me being an only child (4 years ago) to have another one, and I genuinely think this ruined my life. We lived in a tiny apartment, so no sleep, no time to relax, not being able to study in peace, never enjoying myself. I was a bit messed up before but now I had no comfort zone whatsoever. Usually it was school which sucked and then home where I could sit in my room and listen to music, read, play vidya in peace. Now that was taken from me and I didn’t enjoy my life. All my energy was depleted because of sleeplessness.

And it’s not just me, my parents also have clearly been negatively affected. They used to never fight but after the kid it was constant arguing between them and me as well. Never saw them smile which they used to do, same with me. They are struggling financially despite them having decent jobs (dad is an engineer). We all got fat, I don’t know how but I theorize it’s that we just ate to feel good and make time pass faster, eating at this point was the only thing we could still somewhat enjoy.

And the icing on the cake is that the kid is even more retarded than me. He’s 4 years old now but can’t speak a single word of his mother tongue, and he’s totally addicted to YouTube, if you take away the phone he starts this unbelievably loud shrieking.

Anyways, I finally moved out and I’m kinda happy again despite no friends and still being a kissless virgin. I can enjoy my life again. But it kinda sucks having 4 important years of your life stolen from you (16-20) because of someone else’s decision. And it had caused some long term problems, like when I hear a toddler/child crying in public I want to beat the ever living shit out of it. And I gotta lose weight, although I have already managed to lose 10kg. The worst long term effect it has had is that I have this permanent fog in my brain. I genuinely think I have become a lot dumber, I know I have.

Hope someone here can relate. Why would anyone bring a child into this hellhole of a world anyway?
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School

What was your school life like? Was it hell? I came close to dropping out like four times.
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I'm a senior in high school down in New Zealand. For those who are unfamiliar, the high school system there is 6 years of primary school, followed by another 6 years of high school (4 of which are compulsory.)

I made the stupid decision to continue on to Year 12 with the impression that everything will go on smoothly. How fucking wrong I was.

I can't do it, wizards. I'm not suicidal, never have been. But I feel an overwhelming stress flow over me with the workload and the never ending threat of 'final exams'.

Alas, I have to continue. I'm over 85% done with school and there's no point in dropping out now, and being a failure (even though I already feel like one.) The best options is to tank my exams (not intentionally, but the work is very confusing) and get the handshake and piece of crummy paper telling me that I suffered through a year of exams, 'study, study, study', and other crap like that.

Sorry for the rant, wizards. Had to let it out somewhere.
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The Path of Truth

It's raining. I can vividly remember that day. I was sitting alone on a bench, in the middle of the city. Coffee can in hand, I swallowed the bitter reality. Tears formed in my eyes as i contemplated leaving my job, leaving everything. I did, and I have been out of the matrix all this time. These are the memories of 2 or so years ago.

It feels good to be home on wizchan. Been a while wizards but I came back to share the things I have seen. I chose the path to wizardry. I am once a mage but I am now a sage. I came here to show the light.

The words rose from the Dead Sea. The secret words written thousands of years ago. I have seen the visions, I talked with them. I talked with Him. I studied the words. They form a string, the string of truth that plays the harmony of dissonance. The light that pierced reality showed itself to me. The shapes are in flames, written on the heavens. They glimmer, illuminating Leviathans remains. The wind blew. I thought this was my end but the voice told me that it was just beginning.

Deception, ruin, doom, destruction, restoration. The darkness will sweep them, us but we must look for the light. We shall free ourselves from te illusion of life, the transitoriness of human existence and ascend. The fate of the universe is the fate of grass but the light shines forever.

The esoteric things are revealed one by one. Careful now, my fellow mage, lest you go mad. Sanctify yourself and find the key so the silver cord may not snap. Wrap your mind's message, let it flow, to the Highest. String the words together, be good so the messengers may talk to you.

Can we alter reality? Yes. Albeit, it translates accordingly. You cannot break the number but from above, it will flow below and time will watch until the mission of the light is done.

A solitude, you showed me indeed. The path to the heavens, to the heavens of heavens. I saw the kingdoms, the empires, the king, the future. They are crying, those who are good cried for wickedness ended and are finally consoled.

Though I wallowed in existential distress, I saw it pure and true. Beyond the heavens and earth, the Abode, in all its tranquility, shown itself to me.

The rich text box cannot contain the mystyfying experience of the revelations. In another point of time, I shall again string together the words of the fragmented truths, as a sage does to influence reality.
Blessed be you my fellow sages, mages and wizard. May those who seek for the truth, those who can see with their heart, solve the riddles of these words.
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Aspie moments

Until very recently, I never realized you were supposed to sit with your legs touching other males'; I always thought there should be a small gap between people sitting on the same bench, even if they're close friends. Apparently not? This really hit me hard when I started paying attention, people touch complete randoms with their legs as if it's nothing and don't seem at all bothered by it.
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How many wizards are just schizoids?

Newfag here and only a 21 yr old apprentice wizard. Sorry if this is blogposty.

By typical normalfag measures I could be considered successful, I have a decent remote job, am fairly smart, have solid cryptocurrency holdings and will inherit my father's home soon.

Yet something is different about me, something deeply wrong. My parents would just assume I'm some shy shut in who will grow up eventually, my two close and only friends likely imagine I'm just some late bloomer or secretive about my relationship hunting.

I don't care. At all. I easily mask during required social interactions but at the same time I do all I can to avoid or minimize them. I cannot shake the feeling that everything I do is fake. I spend ludicrous amounts of time engrossed in detailed fantasy worlds of my own creation, blasting music with overpriced audiophile gear (a cope I'm sure) and reading. I basically spend my life at this PC reading, listening to music and occasionally engaging in parasocial activites. I regularly entertain semi-serious thoughts of suicide and have somewhat of an obssession with shifting to other worlds. I'm generally nihilistic but I maintain an open mind about metaphysics because materialism is boring and depressing. When I'm not masking one can easily tell I have flat affect, weak empathy and extreme secretiveness. I score pretty high on some of those dark triad tests which threw me at first until I realized that I'm probably a schizoid.

So here comes my main problem: relatability. I'd like to think that most wizards, crabs and autist types find themselves an "in-group" to relate to. I've encountered countless of them online and my friends are probably borderline on these categories too. But I just don't fit in at all. I don't relate to the problems of autists, crabs, robots, normies etc. Hell I usually find myself disliking them after prolonged interaction. Most of my online interactions consist of probing for information, casual and short conversation and trolling (which I do in excess and to great effect as some sort of defense mechanism for not fitting in, but I don't bully like a sociopath). I'm actually in a ton of groups with what for all intents and purposes should be likeminded individuals (failed normies, crabs, mild spergs, etc). But the very driving force behind their existence seems to be the hunt for companionship or just lust. I don't just not feel these things, I actually started to fucking hate them. I've genuinely come to dislike and distrust any expressions of intimacy and any desire for it. I automatically judge and look down on those that seek it and wearily note that I am nothing like them. I've tried sociopath groups and ended up just getting tired and trolling them (I hate them more than other PDs), I tried a r*ddit schizoid group and ended up doing the same (most of them came of as obnoxious pseuds and downright self-unaware).


I'm not really sure what I am other than a surefire wizard. I'm rather at peace with this and don't have any signs of depression. If life really did take a turn for the worse I'd kms without a second thought since I'm not particularly attached to reality.

So can anyone here relate? My natural assumption when hearing the word "wizard" is crab/autist but I'm starting to think that perhaps some of you are more like me.
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Having older parents

I'm 22. My dad is 75 and my mom is 68.
My parents had me at old age cus muh condom failed

When I realized in primary school that all of my friends' parents were much younger than mine, I developed this nagging awareness of their mortality and it terrified me.

Pic unrelated.
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Have you felt superior to normalfags cause of your interests? I always thought of myself as an intellectual better than everyone else cause of my interests, my tastes, and my ideas. For example, the fact that I listen to somewhat obscure music artists like David Thomas Broughton, The Midnight, and Sweet Trip made my value as an intelligence greater than anyone who just listens to top 40 radio stations. The same things applies with other examples of media consumption like vidya. Hell, the fact that I go on 4chan, 8ch, wizchan, made me feel like as though my wisdom of the world far exceeded those normies using shit like Snapchat and Instagram. I always thought that maintaining my identity was better than being some normalfag who go out with their friends regularly and have romantic relationships.for such a long time.I've laughed at Redditors or Facebook users for the way they act.
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Aren't normies fickle and emotionally driven? Theoretically wouldn't it be easy to goad more of the dumber foreign powers into an unwinnable fight by publicly insulting their manhood/bravado?

I was talking to my cousin the other day and I wondered out loud if that would work against someone like Vladmir Putin. Openly insulting him, branding him feminine by the fact that they're
better at poisons and espionage than war and fighting. Say you tug at his peoples heartstrings, saying he'd rather fifty million Ruskies die than put him and his most loyal men to the test
by battling it out with sword and shield once and for all? We find a nice flat patch of land somewhere in Africa, and the rules are simple: 5,000 men. Swords, longswords, spears, shields, and
with leather or plate armor/clothing. Maybe it's wishful thinking. I get autistically annoyed sometimes thinking how there truly is no way to get rid of firearms. They're not tech, there's no
shut off button on an M4 or an AK47 unfortunately. How many wizards would unironically join a crusade called for by the pope himself right now if guns and bullets never existed?
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Side Hustle thread

Post ideas for side hustling, or anything you're doing that makes money on the side. I am interested in this for various reasons.
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Anyone here have Kallmann syndrome? Pretty much means I never went through puberty and have practically nonexistent testosterone. I found out at 27 after I was taken off my mom’s insurance so I can’t afford treatment. Needless to say this condition has kept me pretty isolated after the age of thirteen when everyone started changing and I didn’t.
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3rd world sage advice

I'm a wiz in my 20s living in the third world and I want wisdom from other fellow third worlders or just poor wizards older than me who may or may not be independent.

I may have done a mistake but my mother tried to pick a fight with me and in the heat of the moment I bursted that I was going to leave the house and now there is no going back. Strangely I'm not as anxious as I though I would be but still I lost at what to do from here on since I was overpretected my whole life.

Even now I feel as if I'm floating, its like I just dropped a huge weight from my shoulders.

I have never been independent but this can't really go on. Its a bad situation for both of us so I have to live on my own. I'm looking around on facebook for the cheapest possible rooms and deps I can rent but I know I have to go around looking for them.

I just want general sage advice to face the misfortunes to come.
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Alright guys. I've worked at a homeless shelter for like the past year and I swear to fucking god I've seen nearly just about every crime against humanity and nature performed by these people. This is coming from someone who used to consider themselves someone pretty progressive in terms of homelessness but now. Eh. I've witnessed death, drugs, beastiality, shit, piss, cum, piss in the shit, shit in the cum, cum in the piss, cum and shit with the piss, etc ever since I started working here.
>Guys how do I regain my hopes and optimism in humanity because I swear I have none left after working here with these literal neanderthals.
>Also how would you fix homelessness if you could. Literally any response is free game.

I don't consider myself a political person at all but if you want more conservative people to exist, just make them work in homeless shelters. Also general AMA type deal up in here cause I have tons of disgusting stories I need to tell.
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"I grew out of that"

Does anyone else really hate that phrase? I hear people spout it all the time, especially people that always talk about "self-improvement" but act like complete dickheads that haven't improved their shitty attitude at all. I don't know if it's just me, but when someone says that when referring to something that isn't shitting in diapers or acting immature, it comes off as really snarky.
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Wizards and lookism

First about let me make this clear, this thread ain't against wizardry or any improvecuck shit, it's about groid behaviour and avoiding them

Back in the day I used to not give a fuck about my looks, had long hair and went out with a hoodie. While that kept some normgroids away sometimes it made business owners to look at me with suspiction or attract crazy people and stuff like that. Lately I was reading that Lookism webtoon and started to think about grooming myself a little. The other day I wanted to test how much this would change so I went with my hoodie and dark jeans as always except I put a shirt and a necktie and styled my hair (I'm thinking about cutting it since long hair requires too much care). I also put on sunglasses. Groids' behaviour changed almost instantly towards me, store owners won't view me with suspiction, they even treated me with more manners and stuff. My looks were more like a mafia thug/aggressive type and hobos and related shit also avoided me

Don't get me wrong, I find this so fucking frustrating. I realized that just by putting a fucking necktie normgroids would treat me different, their superficialism is terrible. I mean I know that groids are superficial but experiencing this was even more shocking. They judge people by their looks in a very sick manner. You could be either a psychopath or a genius and your looks would dictate their reaction. I don't want interaction with them yet ironically trying to look like them seems to keep groids away

So, what are your thoughts or experiences on this? Should wizards "blend in" among the groids to avoid unwanted attention? I always thought that looking like a hobo would be a better option since that would scare them away but on the opposite it seems that looking like a normalfag keeps them away. Like the gray man concept of preppers. I'm forced to go outside to buy groceries and some stuff so staying inside 24/7 is impossible, I must walk in the fucking city where the lowest human type walks around
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Carnivorism / Meat eating / Paleo

https://frankiesfreerangemeat.com
https://www.localharvest.org/

Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.

Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.

I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.

Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
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Misogynist terrorism -- the data

Had some free time so I collected all the information about past anti-succubi terrorists based on the list here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Misogynist_terrorism#List_of_incidents and compiled the data.

Pics should be self-explanatory. Mysoginist terrorism is getting more frequent, almost exclusively in the USA and Canada.

Some interesting things I noticed. Not a single perpetrator was in his 30's. It seems to me that when these people get to that age they have jobs, a home, and a (relatively) stable income, thus only in their 40s may their hatred of succubi resurface, maybe as a complication of midlife crisis. The 17-28 years old range usually have this "last straw" moment (getting kicked out of their parents' home, failing school, etc.) while those in their forties tend to plan more thoroughly, and unload the bullets with their long accumulated desperation.

Not a single perpetrator under 21 was racist while everyone in their 40's was. It's either due to the fact that non-boomers are actually less racist in general, or that racism just tends to accumulate as a general hatred of everything as they get older and more miserable.

Obsessive gaming and 4chan use correlate with – you guessed it – the 'tism. All except one with military affiliations had a kill&injury count above average. All of these people suicided on the scene or attempted suicide by cop but failed. Facial disfigurement seems to have no correlation with the kill&injury count. The two 4chan users are above average in the kill count.

Whether the perpetrator is racist or not seems to correlate with how many people he kills. All but one racist are above the average killed&injured count. All but one non-racist are under the average killed&injured count. Top three killers were of mixed descent (e.g. Chinese mom, English dad) and two of them were racists. (Oh yeah, I categorized ppl "racist" if there were past videos, posts, etc. linked to them where they went on rants against "Nigs" or they had an obsession over Hitler, etc.)

I'm convinced that some of these cases could have been prevented. The two most obvious cases are the German dude (paranoid schizophrenic) and the case of the latest burger killer ("sex addict"). In the former case the German dude contacted the police several times, wishing to talk to them, because he believed he gained insight about a global spy network. If the police actually showed up, and someone could see that he was clearly a schizo, maybe they could have involved some other form of help (social worker, psychologist, etc.)… In the latter case the dude was tormented by his idiotic Southern Baptist church sending him to Christ healing facilities to treat his "unhealthy" sexual desires, further pushing him down into guilt, which later led to his crime. If he was given actual psychological help instead this guilt trip shit his entire life, I'm sure it could have been evaded. Several of these criminals were bullied in school their entire lives. Naturally a better school system could lessen the frequency of such events happening.

I hope some of you find this interesting.
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Situational Awareness

I came across this podcast by a pacifist who stated in the intro that he was going to give tips to avoid get into a fight, and he…didn't give any advice at all and the whole thing was like something from Tony Robbins. It's pissed me off so much that I just wanted to start up a thread to give tips to avoid get harrassed, mugged, etc..

* Pay attention to the wisdom of crowds. If you're in a train station with a high vaulted ceiling that's completely open, the trains come in on one end, but everyone's sitting together on the complete opposite end–there's a reason for that. Sit with them even though it's more crowded.
* Don't go out at between 10 p.m. to 5 a.m./when it's completely dark unless you really have to.
* Distract as opposed to answer. If someone asks you what time it is, don't look down at your watch, say "I'm sure there's a clock around here somewhere." Don't pull out your phone, say "I don't know, sorry. Maybe 3?"
* Don't pull shit out of your pockets.
* If you have to go to a major metro area or populated area, go to Google and search, "Major scams in {city/area name here}." Look up the reviews for a place to get a sense of the common things to avoid. Pay attention to the wisdom of the crowd.
* People begging on the street do not need money.
* Petitioners on the street are all scam artists.
* If you start hearing two people raising their voices at each other, or see _anything_ get thrown, get out of there. If you're in a restaurant, it's better to just leave whatever you ordered uneaten and get out of Dodge. If you're on a bus, it's better to be 20 minutes late by getting out at the next stop and waiting for the next bus.
* Keep a wad of $1s in a pocket and a dead phone in the other. If you get mugged, give your assailant that, and when he grabs them both with both hands, run. They have what they think is "a lot of money"/everything you have (in reality <$20), and because both their hands are full, they can't come after you.
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Too many incels in the alt right?

What's the appeal of the far right to loser men?

Many wizards seem to get particularly upset about new movies/likewise media products not featuring le epic white chad in them as the main character. Is this really that important? I always thought the chad/loser divide was far greater than the racial one. I feel far more connected to a loser of any racial background than to a chad of my fellow race, they're like aliens to me. Is this not true for other wizards?
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Were you born unattractive or are you just unattractive because of lack of effort?

I realized recently that my base body is actually apparently attractive. I am 6" and have broad shoulders and a normal looking face.

I have really bad posture, no effort self-haircut, oversized t-shirt + jeans, low muscle, outdated glasses, ec. that makes me ugly.

I don't really care enough to try to be attractive at this point, but it's just something I never really thought about. I guess I should consider myself lucky. I'm curious about others wizards. Are you genetically unattractive?
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This country is so full of normalfags that they even have a popular slur called "bv" which means "boca virgem", in english that's "virgim mouth", it means you never kissed. While most countries make fun of virgins this one is so bad that they make fun of kissless people too. Fuck this shithole
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copypaste got a thread.

this is a tale of two wizards, they were once frens yet now they are foes some might say faux foes.
from iban/null to gla1ve this brand of autism seems to be impossible to escape.
whatre your thoughts on the current state of affairs?
also. any obscure wizard lore is wanted.
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/fredrick-brennan-hotwheels-ctrlcctrlv-copypaste.95083/page-6
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False Accusations, False Rumors

Does anyone here have experience with being accused of things you didn't do? Or people being unreasonably suspicious of you in general? Or perhaps of false rumors being spread about you?

For example, a common one I've seen is being wrongfully accused of being a drug addict.

It's been my experience that wizardly types become villified very easily. I've seen this happen many times to people in various workplaces over the years.
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article about (males) not having sex becoming more common

https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/03/29/share-americans-not-having-sex-has-reached-record-high/?utm_term=.13bc0eafcbdd
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Hitting 40 in a couple more months

I don't know what to do anymore. I've spent the last 14 months in near complete isolation, living in my basement suite that I rent. I think it's been at least a month since I last ventured beyond the threshold of the outside door. I work as a programmer from home, but the culture at the company is changing drastically for the worse. The thought of quitting is a daily occurrence for me, but I fear leaving since I know I will never seek out another job. Do I have enough savings to support myself for the rest of my life?

Will it matter if everything collapses and the banks and fiat currencies fail? Society feels like its accelerating towards total collapse this year or next. I fear a renewed lock down and food shortage will send the masses over the edge. I fear vaccination squads coming door to door to force vaccinate those of us who won't take their poison. And if that doesn't kill me, I will in the end be persecuted, hunted down and killed by a lynch mob just for existing and not converting to the new state religion of Wokism. I fear there's not much space and time left for many of us.

I'm paralyzed with fear and uncertainty. I've lost hope for the future. I don't think it will be possible to retreat inward, they will force participation and subservience in the new woke soyciety of the future, or heavily persecute you.

How are you planning on surviving in the post Great Reset world?
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Comparing your self to your peers whom you have known in your childhood/school years

Not to be mistaken with typical /dep Inferiority complex and failednormalfags posters.

Last night my Mother got a call from some of our acquaintances from our older home. these people do have a son in my age 21 YO. I hanged out with him a few times before MANY years ago when I was 7/8 YO. after all these years I have heard about him again. he is studying medicine abroad in Germany. lives alone have a car and a GF and over 13k followers on Instagram. he loves traveling and other Normalfags things that are totally alien to me being 10 years plus NEET Hikikomori myself. and when i thought about it and compared our places in life now. i could not help but laugh out of irony about how different our paths in life have gone. I am not sad about it or feel jealous out of him by his Normalfag shit. i love my shut-in Wizardy lifestyle and there is nothing I want more than for my lifestyle to keep being the same until the day I die. but I found it kind of interesting how life has departed us and led us to COMPLETLY different paths and lifestyles despite never being anything as such close friends or anything. but I just find it ironic how much different people we have grown to be.

Sorry for my poor English.
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Just leave me alone.

I know we joke about folks who come on to wizardchan saying, "Oh man, I haven't gotten laid in two weeks, I'm such a wizzie :'(," but why does it happen? Why do gigachads, homosexuals, and succubi come on here? Especially the latter. What's the psychology that's going on? Can we not have a single space where we can be left alone for just a little while? Picrel.

I know there's that "Death of all hobbies" meme pic, but I'm not buying that explanation in this case. I feel that there's something more sinister, cruel, and calculated about it.