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Link to the the archive/cached page of them
Best Wizchan Threads
What are your favourite wizchan threads of all time?Link to the the archive/cached page of them
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Yet another anti-natalism thread.
What do you do when someone asks you (e.g., your mother), "When are you going to have children, anon?" Have you ever wanted to have kids? Why? Have you ever thought about how fucked up your life would be right now if you had kids? About how fucked up your kids would be?
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As a child my parents were split up a common theme for wizards but I consider some aspects of my childhood to be influential to my preference for isolation as an adult.
I lived with my mother full time as a child until the age of 7 and for various reasons my mother was never home so I was by myself and forbidden to leave the room I lived in.
When I started to live with my father nothing much changed except as he was sick he never got out of bed and was mostly sleeping and we lived in relative isolation away from others so I had the outdoors to explore as a child.
During schooling I was bullied a lot and was always acting up so was in detention every single day for lunch in my elementary school and this meant no other children were allowed to come near me or they would be in trouble I spent my time thinking alone.
I was also not allowed to have any friends as a child if a playmate took a liking to me when I was older my mother would tell me that not to trust the other child or make fun of them and say "wizzie you do not want to be around this child he is a loser" despite me being the biggest outcast. Of note is abuse by my parents in addition to my peers I think that played a part as well.
It is no surprise to myself that when I left schooling I withdrew from all social contact and shut myself away for numerous years and counting but I cannot help but feel that my entire younger days were preparing me to be alone because I do not feel lonely at all.
I used to enjoy talking online to some people from image boards on skype etc but I have now fully realized that there is no point in me trying to make friends with others online because it wont happen even if I wish I could I simply cannot make a friendship as if I never learnt to.
I feel more content now that I do not even bother trying to talk to others even when bored of my hobbies.
What about you wizards also sorry for the blog posting but I want to know if anyone else is similar to me. If psycho babble means anything one of my "mental disorders" is supposedly schizoid.
Were you always isolated whats your story?
Have you embraced solitude and how did you come about this choice if it was one and what is your story do you think your childhood lead to you being ok with being alone?As a child my parents were split up a common theme for wizards but I consider some aspects of my childhood to be influential to my preference for isolation as an adult.
I lived with my mother full time as a child until the age of 7 and for various reasons my mother was never home so I was by myself and forbidden to leave the room I lived in.
When I started to live with my father nothing much changed except as he was sick he never got out of bed and was mostly sleeping and we lived in relative isolation away from others so I had the outdoors to explore as a child.
During schooling I was bullied a lot and was always acting up so was in detention every single day for lunch in my elementary school and this meant no other children were allowed to come near me or they would be in trouble I spent my time thinking alone.
I was also not allowed to have any friends as a child if a playmate took a liking to me when I was older my mother would tell me that not to trust the other child or make fun of them and say "wizzie you do not want to be around this child he is a loser" despite me being the biggest outcast. Of note is abuse by my parents in addition to my peers I think that played a part as well.
It is no surprise to myself that when I left schooling I withdrew from all social contact and shut myself away for numerous years and counting but I cannot help but feel that my entire younger days were preparing me to be alone because I do not feel lonely at all.
I used to enjoy talking online to some people from image boards on skype etc but I have now fully realized that there is no point in me trying to make friends with others online because it wont happen even if I wish I could I simply cannot make a friendship as if I never learnt to.
I feel more content now that I do not even bother trying to talk to others even when bored of my hobbies.
What about you wizards also sorry for the blog posting but I want to know if anyone else is similar to me. If psycho babble means anything one of my "mental disorders" is supposedly schizoid.
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Were you born unattractive or are you just unattractive because of lack of effort?
I realized recently that my base body is actually apparently attractive. I am 6" and have broad shoulders and a normal looking face.
I have really bad posture, no effort self-haircut, oversized t-shirt + jeans, low muscle, outdated glasses, ec. that makes me ugly.
I don't really care enough to try to be attractive at this point, but it's just something I never really thought about. I guess I should consider myself lucky. I'm curious about others wizards. Are you genetically unattractive?
Were you born unattractive or are you just unattractive because of lack of effort?
I realized recently that my base body is actually apparently attractive. I am 6" and have broad shoulders and a normal looking face.
I have really bad posture, no effort self-haircut, oversized t-shirt + jeans, low muscle, outdated glasses, ec. that makes me ugly.
I don't really care enough to try to be attractive at this point, but it's just something I never really thought about. I guess I should consider myself lucky. I'm curious about others wizards. Are you genetically unattractive?
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I was more of a country guy but recently I began to wonder if living in a city wouldn't be better and would like to hear your opinion
Living location
Do you think wizards are more suited to living in a medium/big city or the countryside?I was more of a country guy but recently I began to wonder if living in a city wouldn't be better and would like to hear your opinion
R: 26 / I: 3
I remember when I was at university and was struggling socially so bad. All I wanted is to stay home, with my cats, with a nice garden, read books, watch TV, sit in the garden, go cycling. I can have that now. I could rent a house in the suburbs or in the countryside. I could have a comfy life, without any conflicts, internal or external. Without any aggressive, violent people bothering me. I envision myself living life on easy mode: masturbating every day, drinking milk with cocoa, baking cookies, playing with cats I would adopt, playing video games, reading books, doing some work whenever I feel like it. It's a life I always dreamed of as a child - I was forced to train a sport competitively, go on camps where I suffered. I just wanted something "easy" and "nice".
I spend very little money and have gained a good reputation as a programmer + have made some programs that give me passive income + made some investments. That's why I would be able to have this. I also understand that I'm having a better life than most throughout human history.
There is beauty in struggling though, in overcoming your childhood, your fucked-up upbringing, there is beauty to be found in a chilly morning walk at 4AM when everyone's asleep and you are exploring the forest or meadow (pic related).
I know I was not allowed to develop fully by my domineering, perverse, depressed mother. And I've been struggling to psychologically get out of her influence, and I have had some successes. I moved out of my parents' house (using money from another family member) and don't stay in touch with them, and my personality changed over time - I'm not so afraid of people anymore.
I searched for a therapist, went to 6 in the last 3 years and recently found one who's really smart and actually cares. I have little relation to myself, little knowledge of how I feel, what I want and need. I have always had to ignore my feelings, my pain. The other kids in school were impressed that when they did something to me like twisting my arms, I didn't show any pain.
Live in a safe, comfortable fantasy land, or confront myself with the reality of my life, my childhood and live in the real world? What do you people think? Anyone struggles similarly? I think I have already made a choice for a more conscious and more difficult life, though. Perhaps did it when I left my parents.
A comfy life or a worthwhile one?
I'm facing a dilemma whether to live an easy, comfortable life or a harder, perhaps more worthwhile one. I understand that I'm privileged to even be faced with such a problem and most people on this site have it worse than me. If you're in a bad situation and struggling to make ends meet this post may be annoying to you, you have been warned.I remember when I was at university and was struggling socially so bad. All I wanted is to stay home, with my cats, with a nice garden, read books, watch TV, sit in the garden, go cycling. I can have that now. I could rent a house in the suburbs or in the countryside. I could have a comfy life, without any conflicts, internal or external. Without any aggressive, violent people bothering me. I envision myself living life on easy mode: masturbating every day, drinking milk with cocoa, baking cookies, playing with cats I would adopt, playing video games, reading books, doing some work whenever I feel like it. It's a life I always dreamed of as a child - I was forced to train a sport competitively, go on camps where I suffered. I just wanted something "easy" and "nice".
I spend very little money and have gained a good reputation as a programmer + have made some programs that give me passive income + made some investments. That's why I would be able to have this. I also understand that I'm having a better life than most throughout human history.
There is beauty in struggling though, in overcoming your childhood, your fucked-up upbringing, there is beauty to be found in a chilly morning walk at 4AM when everyone's asleep and you are exploring the forest or meadow (pic related).
I know I was not allowed to develop fully by my domineering, perverse, depressed mother. And I've been struggling to psychologically get out of her influence, and I have had some successes. I moved out of my parents' house (using money from another family member) and don't stay in touch with them, and my personality changed over time - I'm not so afraid of people anymore.
I searched for a therapist, went to 6 in the last 3 years and recently found one who's really smart and actually cares. I have little relation to myself, little knowledge of how I feel, what I want and need. I have always had to ignore my feelings, my pain. The other kids in school were impressed that when they did something to me like twisting my arms, I didn't show any pain.
Live in a safe, comfortable fantasy land, or confront myself with the reality of my life, my childhood and live in the real world? What do you people think? Anyone struggles similarly? I think I have already made a choice for a more conscious and more difficult life, though. Perhaps did it when I left my parents.
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What do you think?
Were we born in the worst era for wizards?
Think about it. Historically and in other cultures you can find places where wizards were either ignored or even revered, like priests, monks or even normal people who took s celibacy vote like Tesla or Newton. Nowaday even a genius would be shitted on by groids if it became public he's a wizard. Or may produxe sex obsessed answers by succubi saying they want to make him lose his mana if he was handsome enough. Seems like virginity obsession was never so high, not even in traditional societies with arranged marriageWhat do you think?
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I noticed that normies dont like to talk about some topics like conspiracy theories like NWO UFOS 9/11 its like their brain reject every thing that is controversial
I noticed that normies dont like to talk about some topics like conspiracy theories like NWO UFOS 9/11 its like their brain reject every thing that is controversial
R: 60 / I: 5
Look at this fucking newspaper I found in the store. It translates roughly to “Your brain is coded to hate the ugly. New science shows that evolution has made us hate some faces - and rightly so”.
Ugly people
Are ugly people the most opressed group in the world? No one chose to be ugly yet people will treat you like shit. They can be the butt of a joke in every media from movies to comedy and no one will bat an eye yet when it’s about something such as obesity or race people get riled up. Why is this? Do people just enjoy making fun of anyone other than them because it makes them feel better in comparison? Are they really that incompassionate?Look at this fucking newspaper I found in the store. It translates roughly to “Your brain is coded to hate the ugly. New science shows that evolution has made us hate some faces - and rightly so”.
R: 30 / I: 2
Stimulants for productivity
What is your experience with using stimulants for productivity? I mean proper stims like amphetamine, methylphenidate, other ADHD meds, etc. While I can't get these drugs easily I can order research chemical stimulants that are chemically similar to these drugs, for example the image is a picture of 2-FMA, which reddit says is better than Adderall for productivity. I've never used RCs though, I only used Adderall in high school briefly but my psychiatrist stopped prescribing it after I overdosed on heroin (long story, clean now). Anyways, what are your experiences with stimulants for productivity and focus?
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article about (males) not having sex becoming more common
https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/03/29/share-americans-not-having-sex-has-reached-record-high/?utm_term=.13bc0eafcbdd
article about (males) not having sex becoming more common
https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/03/29/share-americans-not-having-sex-has-reached-record-high/?utm_term=.13bc0eafcbdd
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School
What was your school life like? Was it hell? I came close to dropping out like four times.
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The reason I'm asking is because I tried to do just that for the past few years. At first, anything that looked like a succubus or her certain body part would make me hard. But after reading some biology books, watching a few documentaries and through my sheer power of will I successfully managed to make myself not attracted to succubus boobs, 3d and 2d. They don't evoke any kind of response from me anymore, so it's definitely possible to "change" your sexuality and what you're attracted to. I still feel attraction to ass and wide hips and I'm working on that. If any of you guys successfully managed to stop being attracted to ass, please let me know how you did it.
Wouldn't it be nice to not feel any sexual attraction to succubi at all?
Forced Asexuality
Have any of you guys tried "forcing" yourself to become asexual? People on quora (https://www.quora.com/Can-you-become-asexual-by-trying) say that you're born asexual, just like you're born gay, lesbian, trans etc. and that you can't make yourself change your sexuality by you power of will.they also say that being asexual is a hassle in this oversexualised society, but wizards prefer a solitary lifestyle away from society, so it's not a problem for us, right?The reason I'm asking is because I tried to do just that for the past few years. At first, anything that looked like a succubus or her certain body part would make me hard. But after reading some biology books, watching a few documentaries and through my sheer power of will I successfully managed to make myself not attracted to succubus boobs, 3d and 2d. They don't evoke any kind of response from me anymore, so it's definitely possible to "change" your sexuality and what you're attracted to. I still feel attraction to ass and wide hips and I'm working on that. If any of you guys successfully managed to stop being attracted to ass, please let me know how you did it.
Wouldn't it be nice to not feel any sexual attraction to succubi at all?
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I think our over exaggerated normalfag culture is the cause since there's no middle point, you're either a supernormalfag or a loser in shitalian culture
Italy and wizardry
How many fellow italians are here? I get the impression we have a lot of wizards here in Italy. I know IRL a pair of ex classmates who are wizards and from my interaction with italians in internet it seems very common than with other countriesI think our over exaggerated normalfag culture is the cause since there's no middle point, you're either a supernormalfag or a loser in shitalian culture
R: 13 / I: 0
Does anyone have any advice on what Cool or useful things i should buy or invest in?
Money Advice
In a few months, i get access to a trust fund with around £700 in it.Does anyone have any advice on what Cool or useful things i should buy or invest in?
R: 27 / I: 2
Seems the general sentiment is closer towards hating them and think it's "normie" or "reddit-tier" to like them.
Animals
How do wizards feel about animals?Seems the general sentiment is closer towards hating them and think it's "normie" or "reddit-tier" to like them.
R: 67 / I: 6
It suddenly occured to me that I'll actually be joining your ranks this year. I had almost forgotten about it. Now I'm a little stumped. I'm not sure if it should feel like a big thing or not.
Final year of wizardry
Any advice from wizards who have passed the trial? Did you do or feel anything different months before turning 30? Did you celebrate? What magic powers did you acquire in the end? Has anything changed for you since turning 30?It suddenly occured to me that I'll actually be joining your ranks this year. I had almost forgotten about it. Now I'm a little stumped. I'm not sure if it should feel like a big thing or not.
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https://www.localharvest.org/
Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.
Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.
I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.
Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
Carnivorism / Meat eating / Paleo
https://frankiesfreerangemeat.comhttps://www.localharvest.org/
Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.
Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.
I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.
Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
R: 19 / I: 0
>pissed in a bottle again
how do i stop? i can't go to the bathroom because thats were the bathroom demon lives at night.
>pissed in a bottle again
how do i stop? i can't go to the bathroom because thats were the bathroom demon lives at night.
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What are the best essay writing services for University? I'd never use one but I'm just curious. I've only heard of EduBirdie.
What are the best essay writing services for University? I'd never use one but I'm just curious. I've only heard of EduBirdie.
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Scientifically speaking, here are the medically known side effects of masturbation and porn-watching:
- Zero.
If you have a pre-existing mental illness, you will feel depressed, anxious, lethargic, abulic, etc., no matter whether you jerk it or not, so might as well satisfy your basic needs while seeing a therapist.
The lustful wizard
Why do lusty people tend to be kinder and loving, whereas puritrons tend to be bitter and hateful?Scientifically speaking, here are the medically known side effects of masturbation and porn-watching:
- Zero.
If you have a pre-existing mental illness, you will feel depressed, anxious, lethargic, abulic, etc., no matter whether you jerk it or not, so might as well satisfy your basic needs while seeing a therapist.
R: 69 / I: 17
Hermitary
Any wizzard living the hermit life? I know of the thread about a cabin in the woods but I'm considering buying a small house and I wonder if any wizzards that live like that have any tips. The house has electricity, is in one piece. It's a bit dusty but that can be cleaned. Because it's on the outskirts of a small town it's both completely secluded but close enough to get to town to buy the food and stuff you cant grow/make. Because it's old, in the middle of nowhere and secluded from others normal people wouldnt want to live there because of the lonlelyness but I think that would be perfect for me so the top bid is only 25 thousand dollars and it's remained like that for a while so it doesnt look like anyone is willing to bid more. I have around 5k saved up and a passive income of around 500 dollars a month. If I take a loan I can pay back 230 dollars a month and then have money over for wifi and food. Any thoughts?
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Amen.
Christ help us all
The only thing that brings me true contentment is my faith in God and his son Jesus Christ. The only hope or joy I have in my life comes from God. I implore you all to read the gospel, to take upon yourselves the yoke of Christ and receive the free gift of salvation.Amen.
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Any advice on how a friendless asocial wiz could have fun with it? Cool apps to kill time with?
I dont mind anon communication in places like discord, so that level is OK
Smartphones for the asocial
My mom forced a smartphone on me, even though i told her i didnt need it.Any advice on how a friendless asocial wiz could have fun with it? Cool apps to kill time with?
I dont mind anon communication in places like discord, so that level is OK
R: 13 / I: 0
Personally, I think phones receive too much flak. Yes there are a lot of things you can't do, but being able to browse the internet while laying down in my bed under a weighted blanket is amazing. I can take my mind away from the fact that I'm eating alone by doing something mindless.
For gaming, I do use my PC though.
Phones vs. Computers
What do you prefer using?Personally, I think phones receive too much flak. Yes there are a lot of things you can't do, but being able to browse the internet while laying down in my bed under a weighted blanket is amazing. I can take my mind away from the fact that I'm eating alone by doing something mindless.
For gaming, I do use my PC though.
R: 59 / I: 4
Am I wrong here? Why haven't I tried something like this before? Going full hermit seems like a pretty logically wizard thing to do.
Giving up on reading/watching the news
At the beginning of this year, I started to make a concerted effort to avoid all news I possibly can. The moment I see a thread or post that has an inkling of currents events, I fly to the 'hide' button before I can finish it. The moment I see a word or two of an article, I actively throw my eyes away and close the article. I started it just as an experiment out of whimsy, but I feel genuinely better and more positive about the world now, and I'm starting to do some projects that I guess I was feeling too nihilistic and black-pilled to even get started with before. It makes me think that if there's a whole month to people being dedicated to people trying to avoid porn and fapping because they're convinced about the large personal benefits, then why isn't there a whole month dedicated to actively trying to be ignorant about world events? I mean, you aren't going to be able to change things that big, news nowadays is almost surely hyperbolic and negative, and the personal impact seems to be incredibly psychologically uplifting.Am I wrong here? Why haven't I tried something like this before? Going full hermit seems like a pretty logically wizard thing to do.
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That being said, any other wizzies trying their luck and fantasizing about winning the lottery? Would you like to win the lottery at all? How would you deal with your newfound wealth and fame? My favorite pastime is to daydream and since I've been daydreaming about this all day everyday for a few days I thought I'd make a thread.
Anyone here play the lottery?
Well… I didn't win it, again. Nobody has won it tho, and third time is the charm.That being said, any other wizzies trying their luck and fantasizing about winning the lottery? Would you like to win the lottery at all? How would you deal with your newfound wealth and fame? My favorite pastime is to daydream and since I've been daydreaming about this all day everyday for a few days I thought I'd make a thread.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random#/random - random article, post if you find anything interesting
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jackson_Hole,_China - resort community in china that is a clone of an american town
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pigging - pipe cleaning method
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MALINTENT - old crime forecasting technology
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lost_work - known missing works of literature
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rat_king - a collection of rats whose tails are intertwined and bound together
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metcalf_sniper_attack- "the most significant incident of domestic terrorism involving the grid that has ever occurred"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interplanetary_Transport_Network - gravitationally determined pathways through the solar system that require very little energy to navigate
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colonization_of_the_Moon - just info about colonizing the moon
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_air_rage_incidents - list of incidents where people lose their minds on airplanes
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_bites_dog - "rarer events more often appear as news stories, while more common events appear less often"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_Pa - mystery man behind countless communist conspiracies in modern africa
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tobashi_scheme - investment scheme to conceal losses (also cool is https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creative_accounting)
Wikipedia Articles
(continuation of >>158200)https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random#/random - random article, post if you find anything interesting
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jackson_Hole,_China - resort community in china that is a clone of an american town
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pigging - pipe cleaning method
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MALINTENT - old crime forecasting technology
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lost_work - known missing works of literature
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rat_king - a collection of rats whose tails are intertwined and bound together
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metcalf_sniper_attack- "the most significant incident of domestic terrorism involving the grid that has ever occurred"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interplanetary_Transport_Network - gravitationally determined pathways through the solar system that require very little energy to navigate
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colonization_of_the_Moon - just info about colonizing the moon
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_air_rage_incidents - list of incidents where people lose their minds on airplanes
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_bites_dog - "rarer events more often appear as news stories, while more common events appear less often"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_Pa - mystery man behind countless communist conspiracies in modern africa
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tobashi_scheme - investment scheme to conceal losses (also cool is https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creative_accounting)
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Any advice?
Also, just general advice and things to take into consideration about the solitary lifestyle.
P.S. I remember another wizanon wrote a book on this. Does anyone still have it?
Growing Old and Weak
Anyways, my stepfather is going through cancer right now and its got me thinking a lot more about how I'm going to handle this sort of stuff when I get older. My stepfather has family and friends he can count on to drive him around and get him things. I am most probably not going to have this. I did have a great aunt who died in solitude, and to the best of my recollection, so basically went into a nursing home of her own accord when she got her terminal illness diagnosis.Any advice?
Also, just general advice and things to take into consideration about the solitary lifestyle.
P.S. I remember another wizanon wrote a book on this. Does anyone still have it?
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"Deradicalization" of young men and apprentices by society at large.
What do you think of this? Do you believe there exists a plot centered around preventing supposed outcasts from causing havok in a social sense?
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- Pat Benetar's "Better to Never Have Been"
- Schopenhauer's On Pessimism (Schopenhauer gets mentioned a lot, but it seems to me that it's specifically mentioning this one essay of his)
- Notes from the Underground
- Yokohama Kadaishi Kikou
- Mushishi
- Natsume's Book of Friends
- Yume Nikki or imagery from it.
- The magnetic resonance of Jupiter
- Satie's Gymnopedie
- Nujabes' Aruarian Dance
- The background noise on loop from Bladerunner (attached)
If anyone else has anything else to add or cares to pontificate, please do so.
The wizard canon
Being around here a lot, there's a lot of media that often gets repeated across multiple threads in multiple discussion s in multiple ways. Everyone has their particularities, I'm aware, but these seem somewhat more 'universal' in that they tend to get repeatedly brought up by different posters at least once a year, and every time it does, it always resonates with a few other posters. I wanted to try to list all of these media, catalog them, and see if there is any pattern to them. Here would be what I have encountered so far:- Pat Benetar's "Better to Never Have Been"
- Schopenhauer's On Pessimism (Schopenhauer gets mentioned a lot, but it seems to me that it's specifically mentioning this one essay of his)
- Notes from the Underground
- Yokohama Kadaishi Kikou
- Mushishi
- Natsume's Book of Friends
- Yume Nikki or imagery from it.
- The magnetic resonance of Jupiter
- Satie's Gymnopedie
- Nujabes' Aruarian Dance
- The background noise on loop from Bladerunner (attached)
If anyone else has anything else to add or cares to pontificate, please do so.
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Any low IQ or middling IQ wizards out there? How is your life going? Do you believe you are worth less than those with greater intelligence? Does the way a high IQ wizard spend his time and live his life differ drastically from that of a lower IQ?
Any low IQ or middling IQ wizards out there? How is your life going? Do you believe you are worth less than those with greater intelligence? Does the way a high IQ wizard spend his time and live his life differ drastically from that of a lower IQ?
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Stagnation
Anybody else feel like their tastes in life have stagnated? I keep looking back at shit that used to make me happy at earlier points in my life. Rereading the same old books, playing Ratchet and Clank and some old C&C games from when I was younger. I keep looking back at Albino black sheep and reliving those crappy flash animations trying to feel something again. Anybody else reliving the past?
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How do I become a psychopath and lose empathy? I hate those times, when I all I had to do to make a logical and right decision is to not listen to some whiny bitch shitting his pants while simultaneously screaming
>NA U CCANT DU THAT DATS WRANG AND AND AND
Fuck all of them. The flock of sheep was only holding me back from becoming their shepherd. Fuck them.
How do I become a psychopath and lose empathy? I hate those times, when I all I had to do to make a logical and right decision is to not listen to some whiny bitch shitting his pants while simultaneously screaming
>NA U CCANT DU THAT DATS WRANG AND AND AND
Fuck all of them. The flock of sheep was only holding me back from becoming their shepherd. Fuck them.
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Anyways Im looking for books about a guy whose life is bad,mainly due to modern society,he fails suicide and then finds a whole new meaning in life.
I survived suicide myself and want to write my own memoir about it and the new life i built and im building now.
This image was compiled by me to quickly give examples of such works.
>manga is fine too,in lesser priority. The works by kaiji's author for example
books about people who overcome suicide/society
(I know tyler didnt want to die but stil relevant.holyland is very well written)Anyways Im looking for books about a guy whose life is bad,mainly due to modern society,he fails suicide and then finds a whole new meaning in life.
I survived suicide myself and want to write my own memoir about it and the new life i built and im building now.
This image was compiled by me to quickly give examples of such works.
>manga is fine too,in lesser priority. The works by kaiji's author for example
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Post tips and information for homeless or about to be homeless wizards
Official Homeless Thread: Try Not to Die Edition
(previous thread) https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/168642.htmlPost tips and information for homeless or about to be homeless wizards
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If I am going to finish school it has to be just studying at home, if I go to work it has to be away and without employees / bosses.
I am shaping all my plans for the future in relation to loneliness.
Does that happen to you too? It is normal?
I am planning my life to be a "wizard".
I realized that I am making my life revolve around loneliness, having to interact as little as possible, being isolated from the rest of the world literally speaking.If I am going to finish school it has to be just studying at home, if I go to work it has to be away and without employees / bosses.
I am shaping all my plans for the future in relation to loneliness.
Does that happen to you too? It is normal?
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Would any older wizards like to share how does "being a wizard" feel like once you get old? I mean people who are older than 40s at least.
Would any older wizards like to share how does "being a wizard" feel like once you get old? I mean people who are older than 40s at least.
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• The common cold is caused by a virus (mostly the rhinovirus). I asked a question on 4c*ck and was told that it has been first transmitted to us through animals (a person who ate an undercooked chicken?!).
• How does it affect people?
I just had it 4 weeks ago. Now I have it again, except it's worse this time. My job requires me to work in a very crowded area between people who don't wear masks (assuming they're effective).
How does the virus exist in the first place? It can't be in our bodies, otherwise, we would be sick all the time. If this is the case, I'd be confused, since I follow a very healthy and consistent diet and routine – enough sleep, exercise, and plenty of veggies, fruits, dairy, and meat. It shouldn't have been activated as I didn't bring a change to my diet in the past two weeks.
Maybe it's in the air, as cold weather creates suitable conditonis for its survival. If this is the case, that means I've contracted the virus due to my bad hygienic practices, like eating without washing my food or hands, touching my nose during work, being very close to people, etc.
If the second case is true, that means sick people (carriers) and envrionment ("contaminated" surfaces, food, drinks, etc.) are the main cause of the viral spread.
It rises another question. How does the virus survive during summer, especially in places where the temperature reaches 56 °C (133 °F)? Shouldn't it be completely eliminated and never come back?
• A stayed isolated in the countryside for about 4 years. If I'm not mistaken, I was only feeling ill once or twice a year, either because I eat or drink something really bad, like ice-cream or freezing cold drinks, and talking directly to people. (I believe the latter to be the main cause, as I rarely talk to people (who may be sick), yet whenever I do so, I wake up the next day sick.)
I don't believe that taking daily cold showers in the winter, getting sweaty at 3 am in windy, open areas, etc. have any association with common cold or other types of viral infections. It would be a wrong belief if it affects the body temperature, right?
I've been in the city for about 4 months and I've already been sick 5-6 times! This doesn't even compare to when I was in the countryside. Even the healing process here seems to take longer and the illness severity is way higher.
• As a person who doesn't believe in medicine (all kinds and shapes), this worries me. People tell me that these respiratory infections may lead to asthma and other serious medical conditions.
Like I said, when I was living in the countryside, I never felt the aurge to take any medication.
• I'm thinking about leaving my new job and start working in a place with less people. Heck, I may even move back to the countryside.
Common Cold
Can an actual educated Brend explain to me how does the common cold work? I'm tired of getting scammed by HealthLine, WebMD, MayoClinic, MNT, etc. I'll search for decent articles / books regarding this issue on Yandex and LibGen later.• The common cold is caused by a virus (mostly the rhinovirus). I asked a question on 4c*ck and was told that it has been first transmitted to us through animals (a person who ate an undercooked chicken?!).
• How does it affect people?
I just had it 4 weeks ago. Now I have it again, except it's worse this time. My job requires me to work in a very crowded area between people who don't wear masks (assuming they're effective).
How does the virus exist in the first place? It can't be in our bodies, otherwise, we would be sick all the time. If this is the case, I'd be confused, since I follow a very healthy and consistent diet and routine – enough sleep, exercise, and plenty of veggies, fruits, dairy, and meat. It shouldn't have been activated as I didn't bring a change to my diet in the past two weeks.
Maybe it's in the air, as cold weather creates suitable conditonis for its survival. If this is the case, that means I've contracted the virus due to my bad hygienic practices, like eating without washing my food or hands, touching my nose during work, being very close to people, etc.
If the second case is true, that means sick people (carriers) and envrionment ("contaminated" surfaces, food, drinks, etc.) are the main cause of the viral spread.
It rises another question. How does the virus survive during summer, especially in places where the temperature reaches 56 °C (133 °F)? Shouldn't it be completely eliminated and never come back?
• A stayed isolated in the countryside for about 4 years. If I'm not mistaken, I was only feeling ill once or twice a year, either because I eat or drink something really bad, like ice-cream or freezing cold drinks, and talking directly to people. (I believe the latter to be the main cause, as I rarely talk to people (who may be sick), yet whenever I do so, I wake up the next day sick.)
I don't believe that taking daily cold showers in the winter, getting sweaty at 3 am in windy, open areas, etc. have any association with common cold or other types of viral infections. It would be a wrong belief if it affects the body temperature, right?
I've been in the city for about 4 months and I've already been sick 5-6 times! This doesn't even compare to when I was in the countryside. Even the healing process here seems to take longer and the illness severity is way higher.
• As a person who doesn't believe in medicine (all kinds and shapes), this worries me. People tell me that these respiratory infections may lead to asthma and other serious medical conditions.
Like I said, when I was living in the countryside, I never felt the aurge to take any medication.
• I'm thinking about leaving my new job and start working in a place with less people. Heck, I may even move back to the countryside.
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Wizardly Diet
What food do you eat? Most of my meals are simple soups of ingredients like chickpeas, lentils and rice. Occasionally, for a treat, I'll order katsu curry, Indian food or even a burger. But I try to avoid having these things too often because the gratification of eating them is never as great as I imagine, and I usually feel bloated and sleep poorly afterwards.
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I'm the only one here who thinks that our generation is very different? And I don't mean in the same way that a generation is different to past one, like millenials to Gen X, no. But I mean that our generation is very different from the many generations that had come before us? I can feel certain rage on ours. Even in this very board we can see that the influx of zoomers is more aggressive that the old wizzies who were here before (probably older than us too).
I had the feeling that instead conforming to the wolrd, we're rebelling against it. But I want to know if this is more than ramblings. What do you think?
Wizoomers
Who else here a Wizoomer? Or as old wizards would say, an "apprentice".I'm the only one here who thinks that our generation is very different? And I don't mean in the same way that a generation is different to past one, like millenials to Gen X, no. But I mean that our generation is very different from the many generations that had come before us? I can feel certain rage on ours. Even in this very board we can see that the influx of zoomers is more aggressive that the old wizzies who were here before (probably older than us too).
I had the feeling that instead conforming to the wolrd, we're rebelling against it. But I want to know if this is more than ramblings. What do you think?
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The last few times I've had a few people turn to look at me and either give me a weird face, or even straight up laugh at me. I've even had one insufferable roastie give me a shit eating smirk when we passed each other.
So what gives?
People knowing you're a wizard
Can normies detect if you're a wizard or a neet? If I ever need to go out in public, I always make sure to hide my power level: shower, brush, comb hair, deodorant, somewhat nice clothes ect.The last few times I've had a few people turn to look at me and either give me a weird face, or even straight up laugh at me. I've even had one insufferable roastie give me a shit eating smirk when we passed each other.
So what gives?
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The entirety of modern society is nothing but unsustainable artifice
It's a huge larp of made up rules and regulations that don't take into account the actual reality around it
And when inevitably your caveman brain can no longer support the illusion of society it begins to collapse into an ever deepening sea of neurosis and disorders
The "solution" is either an onslaught of societal gaslighting and brainwashing to make you think the world actually works the way the game of society says it does or you get a battery of mind altering chemicals to allow the brain to either ignore the incongruities or perform the mental gymnastics necessary to suspend disbelief and enjoy participating in the game
The rules of society are becoming increasing disconnected from actual reality and we are consistently being told to accept these ridiculous notions with no basis in any fact as the absolute laws of the world in the same fashion as gravity
We need a mass restructuring
Uncle Ted was right that modern society has essentially become an unamicable poison to the human being but he was wrong in the idea of reverting purely to a pre-industrial agrarian society
We need something in the middle
A return to a more primitive form of society that accounts for the phycological and biological limits of the human being as an organism
We need to account for caveman
The entirety of modern society is nothing but unsustainable artifice
It's a huge larp of made up rules and regulations that don't take into account the actual reality around it
And when inevitably your caveman brain can no longer support the illusion of society it begins to collapse into an ever deepening sea of neurosis and disorders
The "solution" is either an onslaught of societal gaslighting and brainwashing to make you think the world actually works the way the game of society says it does or you get a battery of mind altering chemicals to allow the brain to either ignore the incongruities or perform the mental gymnastics necessary to suspend disbelief and enjoy participating in the game
The rules of society are becoming increasing disconnected from actual reality and we are consistently being told to accept these ridiculous notions with no basis in any fact as the absolute laws of the world in the same fashion as gravity
We need a mass restructuring
Uncle Ted was right that modern society has essentially become an unamicable poison to the human being but he was wrong in the idea of reverting purely to a pre-industrial agrarian society
We need something in the middle
A return to a more primitive form of society that accounts for the phycological and biological limits of the human being as an organism
We need to account for caveman
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is consuming media the single biggest waste of one's time? watching tv shows, movies and anime, playing video games VN, listening to music, reading books and manga, is it all worthless junk? should not the one focus instead on creating things and learning skills instead of mindlessly consuming media and escapism?
is consuming media the single biggest waste of one's time? watching tv shows, movies and anime, playing video games VN, listening to music, reading books and manga, is it all worthless junk? should not the one focus instead on creating things and learning skills instead of mindlessly consuming media and escapism?
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If not, why don't you believe you have a soul and what is a soul according to you?
Do you believe YOU have a soul?
If so, why do you believe you have a soul and what is this soul you have according to you?If not, why don't you believe you have a soul and what is a soul according to you?
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I'm bored out of my mind on what to do outside of the house. But I've turned my walks into a type of IRL tactical strategy game of social distancing. Whenever I see a HUMAN its like one of the bad guy guards in a stealth game. Its like I see the little green RTS bars and circles around them. Got to avoid the enemy. All humans are the enemy. Diseasebag contagions. I don't even care that much about getting covid and dying, I'm suicidal anyway. But I already hated humans, and this makes it socially acceptable to live by it. Whenever a human crosses my path I mutter "fucking humans" like its a slur.
When I enter a crowded park or street its like a full blown tactical stealth game. Gotta be watching those line of sight bars. Planning the angles. Predicting the motion of numerous diseasebag scum at once, many moving parts to calculate. Got to plan the perfect path to avoid them. After some melting snow, the grass is wet and muddy, got to avoid that. Makes it more challenging to maneuver. 2 groups of diseasebags coming from opposite directions and I'm on the only dryland on a narrow path, looks like I'm trapped encircled. Bonus level, playing while walking a dog. Letting the dogs make contact, while avoiding the human owners.
Social distancing as a IRL tactical strategy game
I hate wearing a mask, but I'm not one of those Karens who makes a stand over being comfortable. So I avoid wearing a mask, but try to vigorously enforce 6 feet social distancing.I'm bored out of my mind on what to do outside of the house. But I've turned my walks into a type of IRL tactical strategy game of social distancing. Whenever I see a HUMAN its like one of the bad guy guards in a stealth game. Its like I see the little green RTS bars and circles around them. Got to avoid the enemy. All humans are the enemy. Diseasebag contagions. I don't even care that much about getting covid and dying, I'm suicidal anyway. But I already hated humans, and this makes it socially acceptable to live by it. Whenever a human crosses my path I mutter "fucking humans" like its a slur.
When I enter a crowded park or street its like a full blown tactical stealth game. Gotta be watching those line of sight bars. Planning the angles. Predicting the motion of numerous diseasebag scum at once, many moving parts to calculate. Got to plan the perfect path to avoid them. After some melting snow, the grass is wet and muddy, got to avoid that. Makes it more challenging to maneuver. 2 groups of diseasebags coming from opposite directions and I'm on the only dryland on a narrow path, looks like I'm trapped encircled. Bonus level, playing while walking a dog. Letting the dogs make contact, while avoiding the human owners.
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I wouldn't use the word 'hate' to describe how I feel about them but goddamn I can't bring myself to love them. I'm a stranger in my own home, among people I share the same blood with. If I wasn't such a worthless NEET with no practical skills I would be living far away from here and I doubt they would me miss.
Is it weird that I never felt attached to my parents? Does anyone else relate?
They were never absent in my life, at least not physically but I feel like I never developed a true emotional bond with them. I don't feel more intimate with them than I do with acquaintances from school. The only time when my dad and I talked (not that much) was when he took me to school and it was hardly about my development as a kid. His routine was basically workplace > bar > home. My mom is an old fashioned stay at home type who only married my dad because of what he can provide for her financially. I don't think she genuinely loves him. My father never showered me or changed my diapers when I was a baby, only my mom did even though he was the one who wanted a kid the most. He never asked how was my day at school, he never helped me with my homework, he never taught me how this confusing world works, never game me advice for anything, nothing. I don't think we ever traveled, outside visiting some relatives here and there. I used to envy my school mates and how close they were to their fathers, like how they would share things together and encourage their children to do their best and such.I wouldn't use the word 'hate' to describe how I feel about them but goddamn I can't bring myself to love them. I'm a stranger in my own home, among people I share the same blood with. If I wasn't such a worthless NEET with no practical skills I would be living far away from here and I doubt they would me miss.
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I'd appreciate honesty, for science's sake.
I've had a breakthrough in finding a link between magic casting power and mana loss via semen ejaculation.
Please state how many times a week you ejaculate on average.
We can also discuss anything related, about the loss on critical nutrients during ejaculation and the detrimental effects it has on ageing.
Ejaculation and Magic Mana loss.
I'm doing a scientific survey on the count of ejaculations an average /wiz/ard performs in a week.I'd appreciate honesty, for science's sake.
I've had a breakthrough in finding a link between magic casting power and mana loss via semen ejaculation.
Please state how many times a week you ejaculate on average.
We can also discuss anything related, about the loss on critical nutrients during ejaculation and the detrimental effects it has on ageing.
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How has the break off from your family impacted your psychological health overall?
Family Break off's
Why did you cut off your family and how long has it been since this?How has the break off from your family impacted your psychological health overall?
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If no, then what could we add to our wizardry?
Wiz-provement
Anyone has the latest version?If no, then what could we add to our wizardry?
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However, on the other end, is the novelty seeker really no better than the drug addict? Is the pursuit of 'novelty' so dumbed down as we've seen on imageboards and the rest of the internet that it doesn't really mean anything and that it's an empty pursuit? Or on a different tack, does novelty just mean that you end up lacking depth and contemplation on a singular topic, and thereby lose the nuance and flavor of what could possibly be an infinitely rich yet sole experience?
Is novelty good or bad for you?
Is novelty good for you?
There's this theory that one's perception of time is influenced by novelty. If that's the case, then it appears that the brain is predisposed by evolution to seek out novel stimuli. The psychoevolutionary rationale for this appears to be very simply that having a large store of novel experiences encourages learning as many different things as you possible can. From that perspective, seeking out novelty and learning are really one in the same thing, and seeking out novelty helps one live a more fulfilling and perceptually longer life.However, on the other end, is the novelty seeker really no better than the drug addict? Is the pursuit of 'novelty' so dumbed down as we've seen on imageboards and the rest of the internet that it doesn't really mean anything and that it's an empty pursuit? Or on a different tack, does novelty just mean that you end up lacking depth and contemplation on a singular topic, and thereby lose the nuance and flavor of what could possibly be an infinitely rich yet sole experience?
Is novelty good or bad for you?
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Part of the reason why I'm a wizard is because this world disgusts be greatly, this stupid materialistic world full of shallow people that behave more like mindless stupid sheep than actual thinking rational humans, this world that worships money, power and status, that tells you that if you work hard enough you will make it but actually very few people actually have happy fulfilling lives.
This disgusting world where people cheats and lie to each other, in this horrible rotten world even people you're supposed to trust betray you for their own benefit.
I was thinking about this all day, if I lived in a happy sincere world like those in anime maybe I would participate in society,maybe I would get a job, maybe I would get a cute pure wife, maybe I would contribute to my community.
But this horrible world worth is not worth being a part of, that's why I'm a NEET, that's why I don't engage with others, that's why I refuse to play a rigged game, the saying that the only way to win a rigged game is by not playing is so true.
Just wanted to share this with my fellow outcasts to see if someone else thinks like me and considered the same situation.
Part of the reason why I'm a wizard is because this world disgusts be greatly, this stupid materialistic world full of shallow people that behave more like mindless stupid sheep than actual thinking rational humans, this world that worships money, power and status, that tells you that if you work hard enough you will make it but actually very few people actually have happy fulfilling lives.
This disgusting world where people cheats and lie to each other, in this horrible rotten world even people you're supposed to trust betray you for their own benefit.
I was thinking about this all day, if I lived in a happy sincere world like those in anime maybe I would participate in society,maybe I would get a job, maybe I would get a cute pure wife, maybe I would contribute to my community.
But this horrible world worth is not worth being a part of, that's why I'm a NEET, that's why I don't engage with others, that's why I refuse to play a rigged game, the saying that the only way to win a rigged game is by not playing is so true.
Just wanted to share this with my fellow outcasts to see if someone else thinks like me and considered the same situation.
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Is the Prime Directive a good idea?
Do you think Star Trek's Prime Directive is a good idea? Would an equivalent to it make sense for foreign policy today? Is it applicable to more general circumstances?
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The population of the town is only 9 people with an average age of 80.
They are setting up a sunflower oil business out of both irony and long term NEETing options.
Spending their days reading manga, avoiding work and talking to the town's old people.
The NEET Village
13 Japanese NEETs decided to pool their resources, with the help of an NGO, they were able to find an abandoned elementary school to move into in a rural mountain town.The population of the town is only 9 people with an average age of 80.
They are setting up a sunflower oil business out of both irony and long term NEETing options.
Spending their days reading manga, avoiding work and talking to the town's old people.
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I am so tired and angry at the world that I no longer care about anything. How do I morph into a warlock?
Warlock thread.
Warlock
Is anyone here a warlock?I am so tired and angry at the world that I no longer care about anything. How do I morph into a warlock?
Warlock thread.
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>2. Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.
How can you masturbate without desiring to have sex?
Do you make any other productive use of porn other than to fire funny magic from your wand?
If you want to allow something just because you like it, then you are no better than CCposter.
Wanting to do it with 2d
How is suggesting watching porn or masturbating not a permaban?>2. Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.
How can you masturbate without desiring to have sex?
Do you make any other productive use of porn other than to fire funny magic from your wand?
If you want to allow something just because you like it, then you are no better than CCposter.
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I like living at home, working from home
I like not having a full time job
Reading comics online, listening to conspiracy podcasts, reading books, watching youtube
You like?
I like...
I like being a wizardI like living at home, working from home
I like not having a full time job
Reading comics online, listening to conspiracy podcasts, reading books, watching youtube
You like?
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Doing my own research, I've come to the conclusion I suffer from a form of schizophrenia which used to be known as "simple" or deteriorated schizophrenia. My short/long term memory is destroyed, even my vision, hearing and physical orientation seem to be affected. My executive function is bad too, I struggle with basic decision making and logic. I used to be much more normal, I was always kind of an autist but I still had my wits about me. Now, I am a fucking freak because of this disorder and there is no cure. Oh yeah, and I have this bizarre blank look in my face that freaks people out.
What's more, there used to exist a designation in the DSM for simple schizophrenia, but it no longer exists. However, it does exist in the ICD. At any rate, I am in a weird spot where I don't meet the criteria for schizophrenia they just say I have bipolar, even though IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE AND NO ONE WITH BIPOLAR WOULD BE AS MENTALLY DETERIORATED AS ME. I EVEN TOOK PSYCHOMETRIC TESTING AND IT SAYS MY BRAIN IS FUCKING ROTTING.
At any rate, its like I have dementia at 28. I'm a walking corpse. And i fucking freak people out just interacting with them, looking at them. I'm so close to killing myself. I just numb myself with alcohol and tell myself I'll an hero in about two years. If you want a look at what I'm talking about, this is what all my research says I will become before too long.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcMJ98sNZOk&t=11s
(and fuck you if you think you have problems while not suffering from a psychotic disorder)
Deteriorated schizophrenia
Basically my brain is rotting, to this point I have only been diagnosed as bipolar because I don't really hear voices (did hear music once while mixing weed and seroquel) and don't have delusions which are both requirements for schizo diagnosis. I do get these weird intrusive thoughts that kinda feel like voices but this has been attributed to OCD.Doing my own research, I've come to the conclusion I suffer from a form of schizophrenia which used to be known as "simple" or deteriorated schizophrenia. My short/long term memory is destroyed, even my vision, hearing and physical orientation seem to be affected. My executive function is bad too, I struggle with basic decision making and logic. I used to be much more normal, I was always kind of an autist but I still had my wits about me. Now, I am a fucking freak because of this disorder and there is no cure. Oh yeah, and I have this bizarre blank look in my face that freaks people out.
What's more, there used to exist a designation in the DSM for simple schizophrenia, but it no longer exists. However, it does exist in the ICD. At any rate, I am in a weird spot where I don't meet the criteria for schizophrenia they just say I have bipolar, even though IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE AND NO ONE WITH BIPOLAR WOULD BE AS MENTALLY DETERIORATED AS ME. I EVEN TOOK PSYCHOMETRIC TESTING AND IT SAYS MY BRAIN IS FUCKING ROTTING.
At any rate, its like I have dementia at 28. I'm a walking corpse. And i fucking freak people out just interacting with them, looking at them. I'm so close to killing myself. I just numb myself with alcohol and tell myself I'll an hero in about two years. If you want a look at what I'm talking about, this is what all my research says I will become before too long.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcMJ98sNZOk&t=11s
(and fuck you if you think you have problems while not suffering from a psychotic disorder)
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Lebesgue non-measurability
What's the ontological status of Lebesgue non-measurable functions? If Lebesgue non-measurable functions 'exist' or if there is behavior that is modeled by Lebesgue non-measurable functions, wouldn't that be behavior that is 'deterministic' but not 'predictable'? If the phenomena of deterministic, non-predictable behavior exists in important ways in the fields of social planning, economics, or psychology, what import would that have in those fields?
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NEET World Order
How do you feel about the current re-education of the gerneral population into isolated social retards? Clubs and bars will all die and human connection is on the verge of basically being criminalized. When this conmtinues for year, which many "experts" are predicting, what you are left with is a complete numb population who is even less likely to repoduce and more likely to be manipulated and controlled. I find it very ironic that the likes of me who never fitted into society have always been living the life of the absolute poster-child of the NWO. Now society is adapting to me by force and I find myself in the weird position of trying to rebel against my own lifestyle.
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>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
>Child abusers
>Animal abusers
>Losers, not neet wizard losers, but just scummy assholes and pricks, like that
>Shitty parents
>Liars
>Pedophilia and retards who advocate for it
>Cowards
>Self loathing crybabies
>Oversensitive people who get offended easily
>Boomers who think they can talk shit to others and get away with it
>The whole "respect your elders" bullshit, unless they actually deserve respect
>Manipulative assholes
>Greedy people
>People who take politics way too seriously and make it their Identity, same with LGBT stuff
>Consumerism
>Social Media
>Greentexting on anywhere else but imageboards
That's all I got so far.
Things normies do that piss you off
>People who shame you for being a wizard/neet>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
>Child abusers
>Animal abusers
>Losers, not neet wizard losers, but just scummy assholes and pricks, like that
>Shitty parents
>Liars
>Pedophilia and retards who advocate for it
>Cowards
>Self loathing crybabies
>Oversensitive people who get offended easily
>Boomers who think they can talk shit to others and get away with it
>The whole "respect your elders" bullshit, unless they actually deserve respect
>Manipulative assholes
>Greedy people
>People who take politics way too seriously and make it their Identity, same with LGBT stuff
>Consumerism
>Social Media
>Greentexting on anywhere else but imageboards
That's all I got so far.
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So wizards tend to gravitate towards other lowlifes not only on the internet but also in real life.
But as much as wizards love to shit on normies being boring, wizards are boring buddies too. I mean would you like to meet irl for another sausage party with video games talks? Cringe
Is having wizard friend in real life any fun
Hi guysSo wizards tend to gravitate towards other lowlifes not only on the internet but also in real life.
But as much as wizards love to shit on normies being boring, wizards are boring buddies too. I mean would you like to meet irl for another sausage party with video games talks? Cringe
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Are all philosophers charlatans and hypocrites?
Have there been any philosophers who had a sound ideology which they actually practised? Many here (including me) think that a lot Schopenhauer wrote was true, but despite preaching "abolition of the will" he was an impulsive normalfag who caught syphilis in a brothel and beat up an old lady because she pissed him off. Nietzsche was basically a crab who I suspect would have abandoned every one of his principles the minute a succubus [aid him a moment's notice.
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Is anyone else here completely okay with being a loser at life?
It makes no difference to me if I'm successful, have a good career, don't, have lots of money. All I care about is having a roof over my head and enough food in the pantry.
I spent years being miserable trying to have a career and get moving ahead in life. But once I realized that didn't matter to me, I suddenly became happier quitting my job and being a loser.
Is anyone else here completely okay with being a loser at life?
It makes no difference to me if I'm successful, have a good career, don't, have lots of money. All I care about is having a roof over my head and enough food in the pantry.
I spent years being miserable trying to have a career and get moving ahead in life. But once I realized that didn't matter to me, I suddenly became happier quitting my job and being a loser.
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how are you in real life anon? do you come off as a normal person?
i'm average weight
average height
i think im come off pretty normal in real life, other than i sometimes can't find the words when speaking and i apparently come off as insecure, and i don't groom myself too well but in the end i think im pretty normal.
What about you anon?
how are you in real life anon? do you come off as a normal person?
i'm average weight
average height
i think im come off pretty normal in real life, other than i sometimes can't find the words when speaking and i apparently come off as insecure, and i don't groom myself too well but in the end i think im pretty normal.
What about you anon?
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Hello everyone. I know only 29+ year old men can be wizards only, but I personally think I should be accepted as a fellow wizard, too. After all, I am a 25 year old kissless virgin who never had a relationship or any intimacy whatsoever. I do not even talk to females in real life. Can I be an honorary wizard?
Hello everyone. I know only 29+ year old men can be wizards only, but I personally think I should be accepted as a fellow wizard, too. After all, I am a 25 year old kissless virgin who never had a relationship or any intimacy whatsoever. I do not even talk to females in real life. Can I be an honorary wizard?
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You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?
You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?
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Why do people care about political ideologies?
I used to care a lot about politics. I specially enjoyed studying political ideologies and geopolitics. It all changed some years ago when I was going through a hard but enlightening time. I realized emotions are the only true guiders of morality (and ethics as well. Ethics being the tentative of rationalization of morality). When you think this way politics become quite ridiculous. Discussing it, in particular, is the most pathetic thing I can imagine someone losing their time with. There's nothing to discuss but the way people feel about something in particular, but they try rationalizing it to the core. I would only begin to care about politics, ideologies and geopolitics again if I ended up as the dictator of my country. Because then my emotions would truly matter. But otherwise, what's the point?
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>The research revealed that men are happiest at 40 whilst succubi hit their positive peak at 38– citing being fit and healthy, having a great group of friends and feeling confident in their appearance as the main reasons for their bliss.
>The findings show that loving relationships outweigh money and material gains with life’s top ten happiest moments dominated by friends and family.
My happiest memories are of me playing in a cybercafe with some childhood friends, and times when I laughed so hard I could cry, but it's been so long that now it's all blurry and almost forgotten. Happiness in life and the remembrance of said happiness from what I read seem to be so dependent on relationships that is almost a cruel joke.
These past years, for example, even though I'm sure I've experienced some joy, those moments of joy… I cannot remember them and I think that is because I've been alone in every single one of them. It also reminded me of that time when I met my math teacher by chance one evening, I was 15 driving my bike near my old school, and the first thing he asked me was if I still kept in touch with my buddies from that school, I lied to him not to disappoint him, and he replied "That's good. I'm happy to hear that. Never lose touch with your friends. Never because those memories of you and your friends will stay with you forever." he said this agitated and I could see an expression of regret in his face but I remember this clearly because he truly meant and felt that and I even wrote it down in my diary.
Now it's too late for friendship and trying to get those happiest moments that we see in this top ten, and many could argue that most people live unforgettable and meaningless lives, but that doesn't mean that they don't experience happiness or moments of bliss. So I was wondering if there is a way to create this happiest moments all by yourself, and make them as unforgettable as these other moments that I had back when I was a kid.
My happiest moments that I remember are so distant now and before I go I want to know that I lived a somewhat happy life. I want moments that can match in their quality those other memories that normal people report to be their happiest moments.
I think it's impossible, and nothing comes to mind, so I'm asking for your help.
https://www.beaglestreet.com/media/revealed-happiest-moments-in-life/
Creation of wizard's happiest life moments
I was reading The Giver and there’s this chapter where the elder, the giver, decides to finally transmit his favorite memory to the young boy who was preparing himself to be his replacement. This memory turns out to be a memory of an idyllic Christmas family celebration, and when I read that it got me thinking about what were my happiest memories, and immediately after about what were the happiest memories that humans can have in the course of their lives. So I searched for “happiest life moments” to see if there existed already a consensus on this, and I found that among what is regarded for many to be the happiest moments of life and consequently their happiest memories there is nothing I’ve had.>The research revealed that men are happiest at 40 whilst succubi hit their positive peak at 38– citing being fit and healthy, having a great group of friends and feeling confident in their appearance as the main reasons for their bliss.
>The findings show that loving relationships outweigh money and material gains with life’s top ten happiest moments dominated by friends and family.
My happiest memories are of me playing in a cybercafe with some childhood friends, and times when I laughed so hard I could cry, but it's been so long that now it's all blurry and almost forgotten. Happiness in life and the remembrance of said happiness from what I read seem to be so dependent on relationships that is almost a cruel joke.
These past years, for example, even though I'm sure I've experienced some joy, those moments of joy… I cannot remember them and I think that is because I've been alone in every single one of them. It also reminded me of that time when I met my math teacher by chance one evening, I was 15 driving my bike near my old school, and the first thing he asked me was if I still kept in touch with my buddies from that school, I lied to him not to disappoint him, and he replied "That's good. I'm happy to hear that. Never lose touch with your friends. Never because those memories of you and your friends will stay with you forever." he said this agitated and I could see an expression of regret in his face but I remember this clearly because he truly meant and felt that and I even wrote it down in my diary.
Now it's too late for friendship and trying to get those happiest moments that we see in this top ten, and many could argue that most people live unforgettable and meaningless lives, but that doesn't mean that they don't experience happiness or moments of bliss. So I was wondering if there is a way to create this happiest moments all by yourself, and make them as unforgettable as these other moments that I had back when I was a kid.
My happiest moments that I remember are so distant now and before I go I want to know that I lived a somewhat happy life. I want moments that can match in their quality those other memories that normal people report to be their happiest moments.
I think it's impossible, and nothing comes to mind, so I'm asking for your help.
https://www.beaglestreet.com/media/revealed-happiest-moments-in-life/
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Rite of passage to wizardhood
Let's discuss for fun what would be a good rite of passage for an apprentice when he turns 30 as a virgin.
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Avoid urges to socialize
How do you stop socializing? To me it has been nothing but misery but I can't change my human nature. Is there any way to stop interacting with people online and embrace full isolation without much pain?
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what is it like? like prison?like an adult daycare? Will i be drugged against my will? will I have to get into fights for survival and the protection of my butt?
can my parents get me a solitary room to sleep in if they pay more?
I dont feel too comfy giving details of why I need to go but i'll explain it if needed
going to the looney bin
Im quite afraid I might have to spend a season in the looney bin once corona is gone.what is it like? like prison?like an adult daycare? Will i be drugged against my will? will I have to get into fights for survival and the protection of my butt?
can my parents get me a solitary room to sleep in if they pay more?
I dont feel too comfy giving details of why I need to go but i'll explain it if needed
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I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.
I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.
Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.
Sex Drive
Is it possible overcome your sex drive? I'm 32 years old and I just can't seem to stop thinking about succubi all the time. I understand the pointlessness of erotica but I really can't help it.I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.
I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.
Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.
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Post tips and information for homeless or about to be homeless wizards
New homeless thread
(previous thread) https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/162985.htmlPost tips and information for homeless or about to be homeless wizards
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This should be the golden age for disregarding other humans and being able to sustain yourself in a hugbox of your own creation, and yet, after 15 years of trying, i have not made a dime through online work.
> Tried selling on eBay in the mid-2000s, products eventually went out of fashion or competition blew me out
> Tried 'justcodebrah' more than 5 times, including one compsci attempt, we all know how that turned out kek
> The other four attempts were blends of online courses, FCC, codepen, some git stuff etc
> Familiar with basic procedural and OO code structures, yet this was all 10 years ago and may just be a meme now
> 5 years ago looked into ecommerce again and likely got scammed
> Getting scammed is a common occurrence in my online endeavours
I simply don't get it. I'm dumbfounded at my inability to wrangle even pittance out of the norman webuser, yet, it is i, someone who has limitless amounts of time to work on this, that end up out of pocket and frustrated.
Why can't i figure out how to make money online? Am i retarded?
Seriously, i dont get it.This should be the golden age for disregarding other humans and being able to sustain yourself in a hugbox of your own creation, and yet, after 15 years of trying, i have not made a dime through online work.
> Tried selling on eBay in the mid-2000s, products eventually went out of fashion or competition blew me out
> Tried 'justcodebrah' more than 5 times, including one compsci attempt, we all know how that turned out kek
> The other four attempts were blends of online courses, FCC, codepen, some git stuff etc
> Familiar with basic procedural and OO code structures, yet this was all 10 years ago and may just be a meme now
> 5 years ago looked into ecommerce again and likely got scammed
> Getting scammed is a common occurrence in my online endeavours
I simply don't get it. I'm dumbfounded at my inability to wrangle even pittance out of the norman webuser, yet, it is i, someone who has limitless amounts of time to work on this, that end up out of pocket and frustrated.
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Currently I’m on psychiatric medications that kill my sex drive. I haven’t masturbated or looked at porn, 2D or 3D, in months. However, I may have to get off these medications at some point for other reasons. Truly celibate wizards, how do you manage it? How do you avoid the desire to fap?
Celibacy
Before I begin, I want to mention that I’m using the word celibacy to mean NO SEX, NO PORN, and NO MASTURBATION.Currently I’m on psychiatric medications that kill my sex drive. I haven’t masturbated or looked at porn, 2D or 3D, in months. However, I may have to get off these medications at some point for other reasons. Truly celibate wizards, how do you manage it? How do you avoid the desire to fap?
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that even though I have used internet to get my social fix to get away from
loneliness, I realized that I was only making that loneliness worse. You can not
hide from loneliness. I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast,
often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays
etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. As a teenager, you think you can
conquer everything, until reality hits you in adulthood and you realize that you
need real compassion from a real human being. Video games, pornography, internet discussion,
and internet fights all seem fun and dandy when you're a teenager, but there comes a time
where those pleasures won't help you.
I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday. 4chan, 8chan,
lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and
having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less. There is
no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some
point in your lives. Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed, as it wasn't as edgy as 4chan, and I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human
connection.
This marks the end of my whole internet journey. Thank you all for being there
for me at times when I needed some discussion. God bless.
So long, space cowboys.
Time has changed, and so has the internet and myself. Last week, I realizedthat even though I have used internet to get my social fix to get away from
loneliness, I realized that I was only making that loneliness worse. You can not
hide from loneliness. I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast,
often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays
etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. As a teenager, you think you can
conquer everything, until reality hits you in adulthood and you realize that you
need real compassion from a real human being. Video games, pornography, internet discussion,
and internet fights all seem fun and dandy when you're a teenager, but there comes a time
where those pleasures won't help you.
I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday. 4chan, 8chan,
lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and
having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less. There is
no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some
point in your lives. Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed, as it wasn't as edgy as 4chan, and I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human
connection.
This marks the end of my whole internet journey. Thank you all for being there
for me at times when I needed some discussion. God bless.
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There is always a glitch in a system,an error,a disease,that keeps everything in check.The reason for that is actually simple.Imagine if everything is perfect and you already done and explored everything you could.What the fuck is even left for you to do.You would be without any purpose,drive or anything.Simmilar to how people would like to be immortal until they fucking figure out that it would be so bad that the only thing they would want was to die.
The same could be said about our mental state.The society worldwide is currently a breeding ground for developing mental disorders.The last fucking nail in the coffin was this whole Corona virus bullshit,but everyone probably knows that it did´nt just fucking apppear naturally.It was developed before this and kept hidden until it was a good time to use it.
Now,this part will seem more philosophical than scientific but I have a feeling that these disorders and situations are actually necessary and are here for a reason.
We would´nt develop or go anywhere if that shit wasn´t around.The fuck would I care about the human anatomy,science,fucking anything.It would be pointless.But if I put diseases,war,hunger and so on,now that would be a fucking motivation drive if I ever seen one.
The reason anyone is insane is because he needs to figure out and fix it by himself.Its probably there for a reason and the person having it should know the reason and should work on it.
Theory on Insanity
If we assume that there is a system/organism/society and so on,that is perfect in its function,there should have been something like that.But as im aware,that did not happen and it never will.There is always a glitch in a system,an error,a disease,that keeps everything in check.The reason for that is actually simple.Imagine if everything is perfect and you already done and explored everything you could.What the fuck is even left for you to do.You would be without any purpose,drive or anything.Simmilar to how people would like to be immortal until they fucking figure out that it would be so bad that the only thing they would want was to die.
The same could be said about our mental state.The society worldwide is currently a breeding ground for developing mental disorders.The last fucking nail in the coffin was this whole Corona virus bullshit,but everyone probably knows that it did´nt just fucking apppear naturally.It was developed before this and kept hidden until it was a good time to use it.
Now,this part will seem more philosophical than scientific but I have a feeling that these disorders and situations are actually necessary and are here for a reason.
We would´nt develop or go anywhere if that shit wasn´t around.The fuck would I care about the human anatomy,science,fucking anything.It would be pointless.But if I put diseases,war,hunger and so on,now that would be a fucking motivation drive if I ever seen one.
The reason anyone is insane is because he needs to figure out and fix it by himself.Its probably there for a reason and the person having it should know the reason and should work on it.
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I already have money and a large home which is all I need but must I prepare for my ascension towards a greater cuase? And if so. What cause?
In a few hours I shall become a wizard
What rites should I perform upon this holy transition?I already have money and a large home which is all I need but must I prepare for my ascension towards a greater cuase? And if so. What cause?
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Extremely Avoidant Wizards?
I have no interest in friends at all, I am diagnosed schizophrenic so it's likely why, I'm a NEET for life living off neetbux. I feel fully happy and content with my life, I only really realize how strange it is, when my life and what makes me happy (solitude) is not common at all. Am I truly less? I always worry what my therapist and psychologist think. They've never said anything, maybe it's common for this disorder to just truly not care or desire friends or relationships. I have a discord, but I only use it to read / lurk. If I go out irl, I will observe. I rarely speak. I'm happy with my life and enjoy it a lot. I feel normal, it's very interesting I suppose. I don't feel the depression or isolation other neets experience. Just pure joy. Anyone similar? I'm curious, I feel very much alone in my life choices and preferences.
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Have any other wizards tried to sublimate their drives into something higher?
Drive to overcompensate in other aspects of life for being wizard
I've always been fairly content with being a wizard volcel virgin. But I've also felt that if I'm not playing the normie game I need to be outstanding in some other field, by the rules of another game. I've had a driving ambition to stand out and be great to prove I'm volcel and have great achievements in the nonsexual fields.Have any other wizards tried to sublimate their drives into something higher?
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Are you going to follow the development of entertainment?
In just a few years we went from books and songs to movies and TV. Then there was the internet and from the internet came many sub-hobbies. Do you feel alienated or disemfranchised with said groups be it gaming or coding? Are there any groups you are a part of? I feel like I'm not following but I've always been slow mentally. While the internet is transfering into more viritual reality and instant messaging apps the only conversations I hold stretch weeks where people only post once a day or so on forums like this. While normgroids either have instant communication flipping from entertainment to entertainment going DONT CARE DID I ASK TOO LONG DIDNT REAL I read every post I see here and think about it and have been for as long as I remember. Am I just stupid or obsessive? I'm very bad at getting an objective image of myself
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NEW ZEALAND/AUSTRALIAN Wizards. I want to build a comfy NEET commune, any of you boys keen? I have a bit of wealth tied up in assets, we can all rent/buy a large house down south in Hokitika or somewhere cheap. With economies of scale, we'll have lots of money for copes, and won't be alone.
NEW ZEALAND/AUSTRALIAN Wizards. I want to build a comfy NEET commune, any of you boys keen? I have a bit of wealth tied up in assets, we can all rent/buy a large house down south in Hokitika or somewhere cheap. With economies of scale, we'll have lots of money for copes, and won't be alone.
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I think this one is a good example of one that I like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z50gcWkpZ-M&ab_channel=ErikStromdahl
>Hans-Erik Norberg has chosen to live trapped in his own "bubble". After a childhood marked by illness, abuse and bullying, he decided to and break all contact with the outside world and say no to friendship.
>Overall, he spent 45 years in self-imposed isolation behind barred windows in Fittja. The only thing that made him get up in the morning was the construction of a seven meter luxury cruiser in the living room.
Documentaries about wizzards
Does anyone have any lesser known documentaries about people you wouldnt be suprised if they browsed here or somewhere else equally depressing? Yes, I know of the thread about dead end lived but a lot of drunks and druggies are failed normgroids who partied too hard.I think this one is a good example of one that I like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z50gcWkpZ-M&ab_channel=ErikStromdahl
>Hans-Erik Norberg has chosen to live trapped in his own "bubble". After a childhood marked by illness, abuse and bullying, he decided to and break all contact with the outside world and say no to friendship.
>Overall, he spent 45 years in self-imposed isolation behind barred windows in Fittja. The only thing that made him get up in the morning was the construction of a seven meter luxury cruiser in the living room.
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I'm not here to defend my POV. I admit maybe it is naive and 1-sided. Although raging with hate towards succubi is just as 1-sided. Mostly these days I think they are just people, with both good and bad, but not exactly in the same ways as males. In some ways worse and others better. In general even to this day female flaws feel less dangerous and threatening to me than male flaws.
Being a white knight is part of what made me a volcel wizard. Guys online talk about getting "red pilled" on succubi. But for me it was just the natural way all my male peers around me already talked about succubi. Just getting pussy. And it just seemed like seeking sex was inherently misogynist. And if you're just a kid googling "how to get a gf" today, your 1st hit will be basically "be a misogynist to get a gf".
I've read my share of Evopsych and red pill science. And even reading it from the male POV, succubi still seem like the morally better ones. Maybe naive and stupid, but not aggressive and threatening like males. Looking back on my own life, succubi were basically in another world. While males were the only ones who noticed and interacted with me, both in negative and positive ways. A male is more likely to greet you, to be either enemy or friend. My contact with males has been quite minimal, but its all relative.
I have done some self-reflecting on this topic. And realize the demon succubus that crabs and Red Pills paint of succubi, is in some ways more badass and at least functional and threatening than my vision. Sinister, manipulative, cruel, exploitative, backstabbing, deceitful, greedy. She is fit to be Queen, if an evil one. While my vision of womanhood, is basically a retarded helpless cute kitten. Good-hearted maybe, but totally dysfunctional for the real world. Anyone as easily manipulated and exploited as what I think succubi are, probably isn't qualified for adult citizenship and responsibility. The evil bitch of the red pill is more fit to be Queen than my retarded angels.
Maybe I'm a bit aspie in not seeing subtle social cues. The stereotypical way succubi bully each other is with mocking niceness. While a guy will just be a direct asshole. So male evil is much easier to see on the surface, if you lack social depth.
Overcoming feelings of White Knighthood?
So I know this is a bit of a taboo topic on Wizchan, since anyone time you bring up sympathy or positive feelings towards succubi, you're accused of being a crab. Although if you actually look at crab communities of sexwanters or PUA Red Pill communities of supposedly the highest sexhavers, they are extremely negative, angry and hateful towards succubi.I'm not here to defend my POV. I admit maybe it is naive and 1-sided. Although raging with hate towards succubi is just as 1-sided. Mostly these days I think they are just people, with both good and bad, but not exactly in the same ways as males. In some ways worse and others better. In general even to this day female flaws feel less dangerous and threatening to me than male flaws.
Being a white knight is part of what made me a volcel wizard. Guys online talk about getting "red pilled" on succubi. But for me it was just the natural way all my male peers around me already talked about succubi. Just getting pussy. And it just seemed like seeking sex was inherently misogynist. And if you're just a kid googling "how to get a gf" today, your 1st hit will be basically "be a misogynist to get a gf".
I've read my share of Evopsych and red pill science. And even reading it from the male POV, succubi still seem like the morally better ones. Maybe naive and stupid, but not aggressive and threatening like males. Looking back on my own life, succubi were basically in another world. While males were the only ones who noticed and interacted with me, both in negative and positive ways. A male is more likely to greet you, to be either enemy or friend. My contact with males has been quite minimal, but its all relative.
I have done some self-reflecting on this topic. And realize the demon succubus that crabs and Red Pills paint of succubi, is in some ways more badass and at least functional and threatening than my vision. Sinister, manipulative, cruel, exploitative, backstabbing, deceitful, greedy. She is fit to be Queen, if an evil one. While my vision of womanhood, is basically a retarded helpless cute kitten. Good-hearted maybe, but totally dysfunctional for the real world. Anyone as easily manipulated and exploited as what I think succubi are, probably isn't qualified for adult citizenship and responsibility. The evil bitch of the red pill is more fit to be Queen than my retarded angels.
Maybe I'm a bit aspie in not seeing subtle social cues. The stereotypical way succubi bully each other is with mocking niceness. While a guy will just be a direct asshole. So male evil is much easier to see on the surface, if you lack social depth.
R: 27 / I: 3
This YouTuber is described as hot and whatnot but apparently has a slew of disorders and doesn't leave the house.
So it made me think. Any wizards out there who are attractive but just very badly adjusted?
Good looking wizards.
So I heard my little cousins talking about some YouTuber who was a total recluse but apparently he's famous for playing some normie game and makes music.This YouTuber is described as hot and whatnot but apparently has a slew of disorders and doesn't leave the house.
So it made me think. Any wizards out there who are attractive but just very badly adjusted?
R: 14 / I: 3
If you play a video game, watch a movie, or masturbate to porn, everyone just sort of accepts that it is ephemeral.
However, when you learn something there is this pressure to remember it, to make sure you don't forget, to make sure you're learning something 'worthwhile', otherwise, what was even the point?
If you remove this pressure, learning is actually enjoyable. Learning in an ephemeral way, not caring if you retain the knowledge, just being happy that you learned something new in that moment.
I'm sure many of you can relate. I'm sure the things you are the best at are things you accidently got good at. No intention beyond just living in the moment and chasing what was interesting to you at the time. I think this mindset can be applied to more traditional study subjects too.
Any thoughts?
The Hobby of Learning
Why is learning new things treated differently than other hobbies?If you play a video game, watch a movie, or masturbate to porn, everyone just sort of accepts that it is ephemeral.
However, when you learn something there is this pressure to remember it, to make sure you don't forget, to make sure you're learning something 'worthwhile', otherwise, what was even the point?
If you remove this pressure, learning is actually enjoyable. Learning in an ephemeral way, not caring if you retain the knowledge, just being happy that you learned something new in that moment.
I'm sure many of you can relate. I'm sure the things you are the best at are things you accidently got good at. No intention beyond just living in the moment and chasing what was interesting to you at the time. I think this mindset can be applied to more traditional study subjects too.
Any thoughts?
R: 26 / I: 3
This may be a bit of a controversial post but I'm posting this to see what other people think. This is a reflection of me trying to understand my own identity and place in society. I'm finally realizing "normies/normalfags" are not inferior but rather superior to non-normies, at least according to human society's objective standards. Normies are normies because in order to have obscure and esoteric tastes or preferences you need to spend a lot of time on the internet exploring the rabbit holes online. Normies rather than spend a day on the internet are engaging in real life activities with one another. They don't have a lot of time to sample all the different genres of a subject matter to have a more refined taste. For example the average normie doesn't know what wizardchan is because to find wizardchan you need to lurk 4chan or 8chan long enough for someone to mention it. One thing leads to another but only if you put enough time into it. Someone else I know who spends excessive time online uses that time to watch anime and so prefers much more obscure anime than normie/mainstream anime like Dragon Ball or One Piece. Essentially then "normies" are people who have chosen to prioritize real life over virtual activity. They are thus more successful and functioning members of society. Instead of some under-socialized social outcast in his parent's basement. The views of someone without any stake in society and with little interaction with others are bound to be views that aren't mainstream. And just because you're different doesn't make you special or smart. A major blackpill.
What does anyone else think of normalfags? What separates them from non-normalfags? What makes them tick?
This may be a bit of a controversial post but I'm posting this to see what other people think. This is a reflection of me trying to understand my own identity and place in society. I'm finally realizing "normies/normalfags" are not inferior but rather superior to non-normies, at least according to human society's objective standards. Normies are normies because in order to have obscure and esoteric tastes or preferences you need to spend a lot of time on the internet exploring the rabbit holes online. Normies rather than spend a day on the internet are engaging in real life activities with one another. They don't have a lot of time to sample all the different genres of a subject matter to have a more refined taste. For example the average normie doesn't know what wizardchan is because to find wizardchan you need to lurk 4chan or 8chan long enough for someone to mention it. One thing leads to another but only if you put enough time into it. Someone else I know who spends excessive time online uses that time to watch anime and so prefers much more obscure anime than normie/mainstream anime like Dragon Ball or One Piece. Essentially then "normies" are people who have chosen to prioritize real life over virtual activity. They are thus more successful and functioning members of society. Instead of some under-socialized social outcast in his parent's basement. The views of someone without any stake in society and with little interaction with others are bound to be views that aren't mainstream. And just because you're different doesn't make you special or smart. A major blackpill.
What does anyone else think of normalfags? What separates them from non-normalfags? What makes them tick?
R: 279 / I: 31
I tend to agree with Socrates: “No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”.
Exercise
Any wizzies here exercise? Whether calisthenics, weightlifting, cardiovascular, or other. Share the reasons why you do/don't exercise, what you do, etc..I tend to agree with Socrates: “No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”.
R: 31 / I: 2
I start working blue collar job from 21 until 31 Y.O.
Actually I hate my jobs but I also have no skill for other jobs. Always feeling down and depressed when I work. Also I'm social retard and have no friend in my working place.
Frequently I think to quit my job but I need money to support myself but it seems I can't working more than 3 or 5 years again since its make me always think to end my life.
What do you plan to retire?
Do you guys already prepared for retirement?I start working blue collar job from 21 until 31 Y.O.
Actually I hate my jobs but I also have no skill for other jobs. Always feeling down and depressed when I work. Also I'm social retard and have no friend in my working place.
Frequently I think to quit my job but I need money to support myself but it seems I can't working more than 3 or 5 years again since its make me always think to end my life.
R: 25 / I: 2
I had a youtube account around 2008 but I forgot the password a long time already. I also had an account on a forum for a RTS game (Age of Mythology) but I also forgot the password 10 years ago already.
So now I have nothing and I don't really miss it.
no account on any site?
I don't have an account on any site. Youtube, reddit, facebook, random video game forums, etc. I just lurk. Anyone else the same?I had a youtube account around 2008 but I forgot the password a long time already. I also had an account on a forum for a RTS game (Age of Mythology) but I also forgot the password 10 years ago already.
So now I have nothing and I don't really miss it.
R: 35 / I: 7
I don't understand why people use drugs. I mean sure, they are pleasurable, but nowadays there's a hell of a lot of other ways to get that same feeling. I remember when I first tried drugs, I thought it was pretty fun. It wasn't until later when I realized I was in fucking debt because of it.
I'm not even going to get into the health risks and the fact that a lot of people who use drugs are fucking idiots, because they'll probably tell me "go fuck yourself" and that'll be the end of it.
I don't understand why people use drugs. I mean sure, they are pleasurable, but nowadays there's a hell of a lot of other ways to get that same feeling. I remember when I first tried drugs, I thought it was pretty fun. It wasn't until later when I realized I was in fucking debt because of it.
I'm not even going to get into the health risks and the fact that a lot of people who use drugs are fucking idiots, because they'll probably tell me "go fuck yourself" and that'll be the end of it.
R: 50 / I: 6
I am not talking about fate but more akin to being born with golden spoon dying with it and reverse.
I really stopped believing how people can turn their life around, the rags to riches story that are repeated to me like mantra, unless they are born incredibly smart/talented which to me is just another factor of predetermination.
What do ya think about this?
Predetermined life?
Is everything predetermined in the life?I am not talking about fate but more akin to being born with golden spoon dying with it and reverse.
I really stopped believing how people can turn their life around, the rags to riches story that are repeated to me like mantra, unless they are born incredibly smart/talented which to me is just another factor of predetermination.
What do ya think about this?
R: 95 / I: 12
Don’t know where to post this so it’s going here
I don’t fucking understand religion. I don’t get how the overwhelming majority of human beings on this planet have been duped, or deluded, or what have you into believing these farcical things. It baffles me. How did religion become the dominant way of thinking? Was it all just stories that people took too seriously? Why is it the default? Why do people believe in it? Is it just from being raised into it or do they need it physiologically?
How do people reconcile with the existence of religions other than their own? Do they think their god/s just go around lying to other people? Are there multiple gods but only their’s is the real one? I was not raised religious so it all seems like some grand joke that I’m not in on. Am I the one who’s wrong or am I just looking at this the wrong way? Someone explain why almost every human on this earth believes in some invisible and all powerful being/s based just on the word of others. How do people keep up the delusion? I truly can’t believe it that people take so much stock in the words of their local priest or shaman. Even here religion is everywhere. And religion in particular is such a strange worldview to me because it’s all so specific for being something completely made up. How can someone believe it?
Don’t know where to post this so it’s going here
I don’t fucking understand religion. I don’t get how the overwhelming majority of human beings on this planet have been duped, or deluded, or what have you into believing these farcical things. It baffles me. How did religion become the dominant way of thinking? Was it all just stories that people took too seriously? Why is it the default? Why do people believe in it? Is it just from being raised into it or do they need it physiologically?
How do people reconcile with the existence of religions other than their own? Do they think their god/s just go around lying to other people? Are there multiple gods but only their’s is the real one? I was not raised religious so it all seems like some grand joke that I’m not in on. Am I the one who’s wrong or am I just looking at this the wrong way? Someone explain why almost every human on this earth believes in some invisible and all powerful being/s based just on the word of others. How do people keep up the delusion? I truly can’t believe it that people take so much stock in the words of their local priest or shaman. Even here religion is everywhere. And religion in particular is such a strange worldview to me because it’s all so specific for being something completely made up. How can someone believe it?
R: 21 / I: 4
I find myself in that situation more and more. A friend who I really rate for a good taste in movies recommended me a number of Rom-Coms and romantic dramas recently. I looked them up on the usual sites (IMDb, Rotten Tomatoes, etc) and to my surprise they all have a fairly good rating which normally would convince me to watch them. But I just can not bring myself to give them a go for obvious reasons. Being 31 year old guy who's never had a relationship with a succubus the idea of a romance movie just sickens me to no end even though there was a time in my earlier life where I liked some of these type of movies like Amelie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and There's Something About Mary. You know, the time of your early life when you were still full of hope and these type of movies would trigger a sparkle of optimism out of you.
The films he recommended:
Me and Earl and the Dying succubus (2015)
Punch-Drunk Love (2002)
Leaving Las Vegas (1995)
About Time (2013)
Palm Springs (2020)
500 Days Of Summer (2009)
Are these worth watching from a wizards perspective? What's your opinion on these type of movies in general?
Romance Movies
Are there any other wizzies that are unable to watch romantic movies anymore? Or those type of movies with a sort of relationship between a man and succubus as a central premise of the movie?I find myself in that situation more and more. A friend who I really rate for a good taste in movies recommended me a number of Rom-Coms and romantic dramas recently. I looked them up on the usual sites (IMDb, Rotten Tomatoes, etc) and to my surprise they all have a fairly good rating which normally would convince me to watch them. But I just can not bring myself to give them a go for obvious reasons. Being 31 year old guy who's never had a relationship with a succubus the idea of a romance movie just sickens me to no end even though there was a time in my earlier life where I liked some of these type of movies like Amelie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and There's Something About Mary. You know, the time of your early life when you were still full of hope and these type of movies would trigger a sparkle of optimism out of you.
The films he recommended:
Me and Earl and the Dying succubus (2015)
Punch-Drunk Love (2002)
Leaving Las Vegas (1995)
About Time (2013)
Palm Springs (2020)
500 Days Of Summer (2009)
Are these worth watching from a wizards perspective? What's your opinion on these type of movies in general?
R: 110 / I: 16
Cabin in the Forest
Many of us here inspire to live the hermit life in nature. I thought I would make a thread to discuss this worthy cause. This is a thread not to discuss the mere desire to live alone in a cabin in the woods, but to seriously discuss the possibilities, logistics, pros and cons, and the reality that would be living as such.