R: 82 / I: 11
How old are wizzes here? Anybody 35+? 40+? 50+? I feel like a lot of wizzes don't make it to that age. Apparently wizzes are 2% of the population so I feel like there would have to be some older tones posting here.
How old are wizzes here? Anybody 35+? 40+? 50+? I feel like a lot of wizzes don't make it to that age. Apparently wizzes are 2% of the population so I feel like there would have to be some older tones posting here.
R: 61 / I: 9
What kind of life do you dream of? What kind of life would be perfect for you? What do you want?
What kind of life do you dream of? What kind of life would be perfect for you? What do you want?
R: 272 / I: 19
Homeless thread
This thread is for the wizards who are already homeless or are about to be. Please be sure to give useful and relevant tips and information for survival and safety.
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I was both excited and nervous, since my life was in a lethargy for moreorless a decade. When my sister died (car crash) I didn't really care too much because how distant we were, but the lack of family resulted in me having to adopt her kid as I desperately didn't want to raise someone hateful like the entirety of my family.
I'm still a 'young' wizard, aged 24. But to be frank, I love my life now. It was really hard financially, but my lack of friends and hobbies that I couldn't simply pirate made things tolerable. I ended up getting funding to finish my pre-requisites to University while completing a degree in Forestry.
I now work at the National Wildlife trust, not much more than minimum wage but a hell of a lot more than I ever earned. My hobbies are moreorless still free and as there's lots of volunteers some of them have helped out with things like music lessons, caretaking etc.
My niece seems to be self-motivated to impress me and it gives me the chance to develop my own hobbies like drawing, Japanese and playing the piano. She's better than me at drawing and Japanese already, though I'm dyspraxic and naturally ungifted in those regards. She's a total opposite of what I was like aged 10. If she notices I'm feeling a little down she deliberately tries to cheer me up, or just her enthusiasm makes me feel more content in my own progress.
I know it's a bit of an odd thread, but if anyone was lurking back in 2016 I thought I'd update. I live in a small inherited house, my hobbies are creative and I work outdoors all day learning about nature. I didn't want to see someone fall into misery, but instead I was the one saved from my own misery. My nativity and essentially having only free hobbies I think rescues me from a lot of the other issues adults face when stressed.
If anyone has any questions I can answer it, but I'm really glad at how things have turned out. I'm sure she'll be more talented than me, she works hard and that's the most important thing. Apparently her dream is to work in the Wildlife Trust with me and she can name almost all British birds already when I can barely recognise a Goshawk.
Sister died, still raising her child.
Hi, I don't know if any long-term users of this site still exist, but back when I was 20 (four years ago) I posted a thread about raising my sisters child as she died.I was both excited and nervous, since my life was in a lethargy for moreorless a decade. When my sister died (car crash) I didn't really care too much because how distant we were, but the lack of family resulted in me having to adopt her kid as I desperately didn't want to raise someone hateful like the entirety of my family.
I'm still a 'young' wizard, aged 24. But to be frank, I love my life now. It was really hard financially, but my lack of friends and hobbies that I couldn't simply pirate made things tolerable. I ended up getting funding to finish my pre-requisites to University while completing a degree in Forestry.
I now work at the National Wildlife trust, not much more than minimum wage but a hell of a lot more than I ever earned. My hobbies are moreorless still free and as there's lots of volunteers some of them have helped out with things like music lessons, caretaking etc.
My niece seems to be self-motivated to impress me and it gives me the chance to develop my own hobbies like drawing, Japanese and playing the piano. She's better than me at drawing and Japanese already, though I'm dyspraxic and naturally ungifted in those regards. She's a total opposite of what I was like aged 10. If she notices I'm feeling a little down she deliberately tries to cheer me up, or just her enthusiasm makes me feel more content in my own progress.
I know it's a bit of an odd thread, but if anyone was lurking back in 2016 I thought I'd update. I live in a small inherited house, my hobbies are creative and I work outdoors all day learning about nature. I didn't want to see someone fall into misery, but instead I was the one saved from my own misery. My nativity and essentially having only free hobbies I think rescues me from a lot of the other issues adults face when stressed.
If anyone has any questions I can answer it, but I'm really glad at how things have turned out. I'm sure she'll be more talented than me, she works hard and that's the most important thing. Apparently her dream is to work in the Wildlife Trust with me and she can name almost all British birds already when I can barely recognise a Goshawk.
R: 3 / I: 0
I'ts not enough to live luxuriously but it's enough for a single man to live withotu working. I already own an apartment.
i think its only fair I get it normies have to fight teeth and nail to make ends meet
living on disabilitybux
I got a disability permit and now I will get around 60,000 units of currency each month when my parents die.I'ts not enough to live luxuriously but it's enough for a single man to live withotu working. I already own an apartment.
i think its only fair I get it normies have to fight teeth and nail to make ends meet
R: 129 / I: 27
Eventually I tried to branch out, actively searched for other hobbies and interests, but I came to the conclusion that I just really don't like anything.
But for the past few years I didn't like gaming either.
Here's a huge problem and example: World of Warcraft. I've had it installed on my PC for the past 3 weeks. Uninstalled it cause I thought it's garbage and then reinstalled it 3 times. Haven't actually paid for the subscription yet, but I've been contemplating for 3 weeks whether to do it or not. Browsing forums and youtube for reasons not to do it, and for reasons to do it.
Here's the thing though: MMOs were the only thing in life that I ever actually enjoyed for some time and found interesting. Now I don't even have that.
I tried so hard to convince myself to play WoW again. Tried to think of angles, new perspectives on why people play them and why they're NOT pointless. But I couldn't.
Essentially, my brain just doesn't interpret MMOs as worth doing anymore. It all just seems like pixels and numbers that have no meaning and will be reset when the next patch comes.
And yet, I'm in a huge pickle here. I try really hard to get into MMOs again, to enjoy something, but I can't. And I don't like anything else either. So I end up going from game to game, browsing forums for hours a day trying to find something that will fill the void.
As much as games feel pointless, other things in life seem even more boring and pointless to me. And I've tried really hard to find something else to enjoy. All this normal advice that circulates on the internet just doesn't apply to me "take a walk, learn a language, improve yourself, go the gym, listen to music, learn an instrument, learn how to draw, work harder" yada yada it just seems pointless.
No interests in life, gaming used to be but isn't anymore
Ever since I was a kid, I liked nothing else but games. Really, no other interests or passions.Eventually I tried to branch out, actively searched for other hobbies and interests, but I came to the conclusion that I just really don't like anything.
But for the past few years I didn't like gaming either.
Here's a huge problem and example: World of Warcraft. I've had it installed on my PC for the past 3 weeks. Uninstalled it cause I thought it's garbage and then reinstalled it 3 times. Haven't actually paid for the subscription yet, but I've been contemplating for 3 weeks whether to do it or not. Browsing forums and youtube for reasons not to do it, and for reasons to do it.
Here's the thing though: MMOs were the only thing in life that I ever actually enjoyed for some time and found interesting. Now I don't even have that.
I tried so hard to convince myself to play WoW again. Tried to think of angles, new perspectives on why people play them and why they're NOT pointless. But I couldn't.
Essentially, my brain just doesn't interpret MMOs as worth doing anymore. It all just seems like pixels and numbers that have no meaning and will be reset when the next patch comes.
And yet, I'm in a huge pickle here. I try really hard to get into MMOs again, to enjoy something, but I can't. And I don't like anything else either. So I end up going from game to game, browsing forums for hours a day trying to find something that will fill the void.
As much as games feel pointless, other things in life seem even more boring and pointless to me. And I've tried really hard to find something else to enjoy. All this normal advice that circulates on the internet just doesn't apply to me "take a walk, learn a language, improve yourself, go the gym, listen to music, learn an instrument, learn how to draw, work harder" yada yada it just seems pointless.
R: 42 / I: 5
This should be the golden age for disregarding other humans and being able to sustain yourself in a hugbox of your own creation, and yet, after 15 years of trying, i have not made a dime through online work.
> Tried selling on eBay in the mid-2000s, products eventually went out of fashion or competition blew me out
> Tried 'justcodebrah' more than 5 times, including one compsci attempt, we all know how that turned out kek
> The other four attempts were blends of online courses, FCC, codepen, some git stuff etc
> Familiar with basic procedural and OO code structures, yet this was all 10 years ago and may just be a meme now
> 5 years ago looked into ecommerce again and likely got scammed
> Getting scammed is a common occurrence in my online endeavours
I simply don't get it. I'm dumbfounded at my inability to wrangle even pittance out of the norman webuser, yet, it is i, someone who has limitless amounts of time to work on this, that end up out of pocket and frustrated.
Why can't i figure out how to make money online? Am i retarded?
Seriously, i dont get it.This should be the golden age for disregarding other humans and being able to sustain yourself in a hugbox of your own creation, and yet, after 15 years of trying, i have not made a dime through online work.
> Tried selling on eBay in the mid-2000s, products eventually went out of fashion or competition blew me out
> Tried 'justcodebrah' more than 5 times, including one compsci attempt, we all know how that turned out kek
> The other four attempts were blends of online courses, FCC, codepen, some git stuff etc
> Familiar with basic procedural and OO code structures, yet this was all 10 years ago and may just be a meme now
> 5 years ago looked into ecommerce again and likely got scammed
> Getting scammed is a common occurrence in my online endeavours
I simply don't get it. I'm dumbfounded at my inability to wrangle even pittance out of the norman webuser, yet, it is i, someone who has limitless amounts of time to work on this, that end up out of pocket and frustrated.
R: 161 / I: 23
You set out lots of plans, a reading list and goals for the month
Yet somehow, the lack of external pressure or accountability means that you end up doing nothing but looking at degenerate erotica and hating yourself
Has anyone successfully broken this cycle?
I know there are things that can help this such as:
> Accountability groups
> Going ((outside))
> Broadvice, health diet therapy etc..
Yet the issue is that i am not going to do any of that shit, i didn't ten years ago and i'm not going got start now
The best thing i can think of is creating my own fantasy world where, through the power of imagination, i change my self perception and create a world in which i am a wizard with wizard duties such as scholarly learning, collecting firewood and such things and live my life through a fantasy.
But again, the issue comes from being alone without external drivers, but maybe this can be overcome by more extreme forms of isolation and delusion.
Overcoming lack of drive from being alone
You know the drillYou set out lots of plans, a reading list and goals for the month
Yet somehow, the lack of external pressure or accountability means that you end up doing nothing but looking at degenerate erotica and hating yourself
Has anyone successfully broken this cycle?
I know there are things that can help this such as:
> Accountability groups
> Going ((outside))
> Broadvice, health diet therapy etc..
Yet the issue is that i am not going to do any of that shit, i didn't ten years ago and i'm not going got start now
The best thing i can think of is creating my own fantasy world where, through the power of imagination, i change my self perception and create a world in which i am a wizard with wizard duties such as scholarly learning, collecting firewood and such things and live my life through a fantasy.
But again, the issue comes from being alone without external drivers, but maybe this can be overcome by more extreme forms of isolation and delusion.
R: 185 / I: 20
Wizards or apprentices still living with your parents, this is our thread.
How's your life situation? Do you have a job yet are unable to move out for some reason? Are you like me and been sitting on that college diploma for a year already trying to dodge the "when are you going to get a job" questions?
Wizards or apprentices still living with your parents, this is our thread.
How's your life situation? Do you have a job yet are unable to move out for some reason? Are you like me and been sitting on that college diploma for a year already trying to dodge the "when are you going to get a job" questions?
R: 137 / I: 32
I think the world is fundamentally bad (a la Ligotti/Inmendham), but there are ways that we can extract enjoyment from it. As for how I live, I believe that we have partial control over how we feel, so I force my brain to feel energetic and happy.
Worldviews
What does your world look like? How do you live your life? Is your world a nice place?I think the world is fundamentally bad (a la Ligotti/Inmendham), but there are ways that we can extract enjoyment from it. As for how I live, I believe that we have partial control over how we feel, so I force my brain to feel energetic and happy.
R: 3 / I: 0
I started studying back in 2013 and 7 years later I'm still at it and have more than one year left to go if all goes well.
Any other wizzies in this unending situation?
I don't feel like I've learned much, it seems like such a waste of time. My degree isn't even such a good one. And I'm pretty certain I won't be able to work a normal job with normies around me, way too annoying for too little money.
I feel at a dead end.
Self employment seems neat but hard. How do I competer with everyone out there? What to do? How to get clients/customers etc.
Everything in life seems hard and even if I work at it it just feels like the problems are never solved.
Just feels like an infinite loop.
Unending studies
Anyone here stuck in the student life infinite loop?I started studying back in 2013 and 7 years later I'm still at it and have more than one year left to go if all goes well.
Any other wizzies in this unending situation?
I don't feel like I've learned much, it seems like such a waste of time. My degree isn't even such a good one. And I'm pretty certain I won't be able to work a normal job with normies around me, way too annoying for too little money.
I feel at a dead end.
Self employment seems neat but hard. How do I competer with everyone out there? What to do? How to get clients/customers etc.
Everything in life seems hard and even if I work at it it just feels like the problems are never solved.
Just feels like an infinite loop.
R: 66 / I: 4
You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?
You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?
R: 238 / I: 15
Here's some to begin with:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olmecs - Earliest known major civilization in Mesoamerica
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gy%C3%B6rgy_D%C3%B3zsa - Man-at-arms from Transylvania, Kingdom of Hungary who led a peasants' revolt against the kingdom's landed nobility.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denis - Saint who's always portrayed holding his decapitated head.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Montague_Summers - Clergyman who authored works about the occult.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyakumonogatari_Kaidankai - Interesting parlor game involving samurais and ghost stories.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Girolamo_Segato - Man behind a lost study on petrification of cadavers.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_chain_of_being - Interesting theological concept.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lotus-eaters - A whole race of people sleeping in peaceful apathy.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sworn_Book_of_Honorius - Medieval Grimoire.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aergia - Goddess of NEETS and Hikis.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia - a state of listlessness or torpor, of not caring or not being concerned with one's position or condition in the world.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sacrifice - Good article, title says it all.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tzompantli - a type of wooden rack or palisade used for the public display of human skulls.
Wikipedia Articles
Let's have another one of these. Share interesting Wikipedia articles you've come across. Let's keep reading everything about the world to keep the world (and boredom) at bay. A small description about what you're posting is nice but not necessary.Here's some to begin with:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olmecs - Earliest known major civilization in Mesoamerica
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gy%C3%B6rgy_D%C3%B3zsa - Man-at-arms from Transylvania, Kingdom of Hungary who led a peasants' revolt against the kingdom's landed nobility.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denis - Saint who's always portrayed holding his decapitated head.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Montague_Summers - Clergyman who authored works about the occult.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyakumonogatari_Kaidankai - Interesting parlor game involving samurais and ghost stories.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Girolamo_Segato - Man behind a lost study on petrification of cadavers.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_chain_of_being - Interesting theological concept.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lotus-eaters - A whole race of people sleeping in peaceful apathy.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sworn_Book_of_Honorius - Medieval Grimoire.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aergia - Goddess of NEETS and Hikis.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia - a state of listlessness or torpor, of not caring or not being concerned with one's position or condition in the world.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sacrifice - Good article, title says it all.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tzompantli - a type of wooden rack or palisade used for the public display of human skulls.
R: 26 / I: 4
Do you believe in UFOs?
I grew up in the remote countryside and was repeatedly abducted by extra terrestrials as a child. I was subjected to invasive and painful vivisection without sedatives or anaesthetics. Of course, I moved to the city as soon as I had the means, and I now sleep in a room with no windows. I do believe that my abductors continue to monitor my location.
Also, Jesus of Nazareth was an extra terrestrial.
Do you believe in UFOs?
I grew up in the remote countryside and was repeatedly abducted by extra terrestrials as a child. I was subjected to invasive and painful vivisection without sedatives or anaesthetics. Of course, I moved to the city as soon as I had the means, and I now sleep in a room with no windows. I do believe that my abductors continue to monitor my location.
Also, Jesus of Nazareth was an extra terrestrial.
R: 19 / I: 1
Mommy issues
How is your relationship with your mother like? Mine has been basically the center of my development, as I did grow up with my mom only, in a small town. The thing is, I have always been extremely dependent on her as you would imagine, mentally and physically. I am twenty-five and simply cannot picture myself working and living alone, but it gets deeper, I have come to realize I cannot picture myself thinking by myself as well. My mother isn't a religious fanatic or anything like that, but she raised me with a very strong opinion on everything, like relationships for example, which she considers an absolute evil. I grew with my mother solely, I was home schooled, I spent the days at home, never had any friends my entire life, not a single one. My childhood memories are basically my mom, my house, my mom, my house, mom, house… and it goes. Some weeks ago I started imagining what would happen to me if my mother died, and I believe I would probably kill myself. I don't understand life, or the world, all the “meaning” I see in the world is what my mother has told me about the world, nothing else. I am no one without her, my identity is her and what she has told me about the world is what I know about it.
R: 12 / I: 1
So, what else can I say…
Disregard succubi;
Acquire magic;
Enjoy escapist hobbies;
Never work (unless you want to);
Don't let normniggers shame you into/out of anything;
Last but not least: be ready to embrace death at any moment. Remember that the fear of dying is the main mental, emotional and physical shackle employed by this rancid existence, so purge it out of your systems asap.
Peace out.
Le Wizday
Haven't really been browsing the site much (if at all) over the past year and a half, but since I had promised back in the day that once I reached the Wizard age I'd make a post about it, here you go. Even made a shitty meme picture to boot.So, what else can I say…
Disregard succubi;
Acquire magic;
Enjoy escapist hobbies;
Never work (unless you want to);
Don't let normniggers shame you into/out of anything;
Last but not least: be ready to embrace death at any moment. Remember that the fear of dying is the main mental, emotional and physical shackle employed by this rancid existence, so purge it out of your systems asap.
Peace out.
R: 160 / I: 14
School
What was your school life like? Was it hell? I came close to dropping out like four times.
R: 25 / I: 3
What do you miss the most about early computing/early internet? What do you remember the general feel of the internet and the experience of booting a computer to discover something new?
What do you miss the most about early computing/early internet? What do you remember the general feel of the internet and the experience of booting a computer to discover something new?
R: 44 / I: 5
Are normies better off? Regardless of whether you desire to be one. I don't desire to be certain things but I admit those people are probably happier and have better lives.
Is wizardhood a good thing?
Do you think being a wizard is a good thing or a bad thing? Ignore your own tendencies. Let's say a child was about to be born. You could choose for it to be a NEET or hikki and volcel. Basically archetypal wiz. Or you could choose for it to be a mildly successful average normie who eventually settles with a succubus and wagecucks and has kids.Are normies better off? Regardless of whether you desire to be one. I don't desire to be certain things but I admit those people are probably happier and have better lives.
R: 34 / I: 12
I think its the perfect life view for the wizard I don't really believe in it but I like the view that claims the world was created by an evil god and the goal is to escape it I first heard about it in the manga Eden its an endless world pic related it's filled with gnostics themes and references I do recommend it to all of you
if I had to choose a religion to follow I do go to Gnosticism
and here is a good book about Gnosticism I recommend to all newcomers https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/392722.Gnosticism
you can find it on Libgen.
Gnosticism
any Wizards into Gnosticism here?I think its the perfect life view for the wizard I don't really believe in it but I like the view that claims the world was created by an evil god and the goal is to escape it I first heard about it in the manga Eden its an endless world pic related it's filled with gnostics themes and references I do recommend it to all of you
if I had to choose a religion to follow I do go to Gnosticism
and here is a good book about Gnosticism I recommend to all newcomers https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/392722.Gnosticism
you can find it on Libgen.
R: 230 / I: 22
I tend to agree with Socrates: “No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”.
Exercise
Any wizzies here exercise? Whether calisthenics, weightlifting, cardiovascular, or other. Share the reasons why you do/don't exercise, what you do, etc..I tend to agree with Socrates: “No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”.
R: 51 / I: 3
For a start, there is no intelligible reason to pursue happiness.
Hedonism and preference satisfaction are baseless life goals.
There is simply no reason not to say pluck out your eye right now.
And no, theism if anything aggravates the problem, as all things are made from the all-good creator evil is logically impossible.
I also think materialist determinism is a self defeating belief because if your belief in determinism rests on biological predispositions you haven't really reasoned your way to determinism but simply adopted it because determinism is the sort of belief you were programmed to have.
I can't really be an atheist either as I find how things empirically work in the real world far more persuasive than abstract waffling. And the truth is that if over time conservative religious societies have historically flourished then there is probably good reason for them to. No matter how much you say that Islam is wrong in abstract I find very persuasive the fact that so much of the world is Muslim. It may be that arbitrarily picking minorities to persecute is the just and proper thing to do, just based on how societies work in the real world.
And I can't believe in scientism because I am aware of all the fraud in science and the field of parapsychology shows that you can use all the methods of science and still produce bullshit.
But this sort of analysis paralysis makes me feel incredibly anxious and does not help me at all.
Pyrrhonism is ruining my life
I used to be a skeptical scientific liberal atheist materialist determinist utilitarian but over time I've started to develop doubts.For a start, there is no intelligible reason to pursue happiness.
Hedonism and preference satisfaction are baseless life goals.
There is simply no reason not to say pluck out your eye right now.
And no, theism if anything aggravates the problem, as all things are made from the all-good creator evil is logically impossible.
I also think materialist determinism is a self defeating belief because if your belief in determinism rests on biological predispositions you haven't really reasoned your way to determinism but simply adopted it because determinism is the sort of belief you were programmed to have.
I can't really be an atheist either as I find how things empirically work in the real world far more persuasive than abstract waffling. And the truth is that if over time conservative religious societies have historically flourished then there is probably good reason for them to. No matter how much you say that Islam is wrong in abstract I find very persuasive the fact that so much of the world is Muslim. It may be that arbitrarily picking minorities to persecute is the just and proper thing to do, just based on how societies work in the real world.
And I can't believe in scientism because I am aware of all the fraud in science and the field of parapsychology shows that you can use all the methods of science and still produce bullshit.
But this sort of analysis paralysis makes me feel incredibly anxious and does not help me at all.
R: 259 / I: 44
Wizchan was mentioned in a new CBS News documentary about far-right extremism.
From 3:10 onwards
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7xVcsmO8rg
Wizchan was mentioned in a new CBS News documentary about far-right extremism.
From 3:10 onwards
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7xVcsmO8rg
R: 3 / I: 1
What do you think?
https://web.archive.org/web/20130331142022/http://wizardchan.org/v9k/index.html
Also if there's a better wizchan archive please share it,the one on wayback machine lacks a lot of content.
The old wizchan.
I was bored so I decided to check the wayback machine archive of the old wizchan (the one who was owned by cripplewheels and had /v9k/) and what can I say? Some things were better,some things were worse.What do you think?
https://web.archive.org/web/20130331142022/http://wizardchan.org/v9k/index.html
Also if there's a better wizchan archive please share it,the one on wayback machine lacks a lot of content.
R: 27 / I: 1
I guess would just like a conversatio, yes?
Eh, I have nothing remotely even neutral to say about my situation….
ummmmm yeah
this isnt the easiest thing in the world of course.
But maybe can have some fun by actually cordially competing for person in worst life scenario, here goes:
*39
*never any intimacy whatsoever
*no job, ever
*no car of own ever
*no place of own, ever
*no friends nor socia life whatsoever
*no prospects, no ambitions
*coward, loser, quitter, all in the absolute and since birth
*every and all hopes and dreams have become malignant miseries
*extremely powerful mind, and yet no means to improve anything solve any of the above or anything else
*try to sleep 18+ per day….
*everything slowly gets worse, EVERYTHING
*broke, always have been
*can nowhere and can do nothing
*developed extreme anxiety and bi polar in last 3 years
*depressed (always increases) since 1990
*my youth is gone
*Finally, you know already:
aspergers from birth, TADA! lol
I could go on and, you get the jist.
My mind is starting to fade.
A growing portion of me is becomming fuzzy and nonrational.
Spent late december to early january in psych ward.
It still does not compute that I could ever be in such a situation.
I am trapped and losing it.
My cocktail of prescriptions is almost like russian roulette, i have no idea which is doing what and what i should discard.
When i go cold turkey the darkness almost entirely envelops….
Please lets talk give feedback
and for vanities sake lets compare how terrible our situations are
HELLO Nearly Warlock, or Something, Here
What to say?I guess would just like a conversatio, yes?
Eh, I have nothing remotely even neutral to say about my situation….
ummmmm yeah
this isnt the easiest thing in the world of course.
But maybe can have some fun by actually cordially competing for person in worst life scenario, here goes:
*39
*never any intimacy whatsoever
*no job, ever
*no car of own ever
*no place of own, ever
*no friends nor socia life whatsoever
*no prospects, no ambitions
*coward, loser, quitter, all in the absolute and since birth
*every and all hopes and dreams have become malignant miseries
*extremely powerful mind, and yet no means to improve anything solve any of the above or anything else
*try to sleep 18+ per day….
*everything slowly gets worse, EVERYTHING
*broke, always have been
*can nowhere and can do nothing
*developed extreme anxiety and bi polar in last 3 years
*depressed (always increases) since 1990
*my youth is gone
*Finally, you know already:
aspergers from birth, TADA! lol
I could go on and, you get the jist.
My mind is starting to fade.
A growing portion of me is becomming fuzzy and nonrational.
Spent late december to early january in psych ward.
It still does not compute that I could ever be in such a situation.
I am trapped and losing it.
My cocktail of prescriptions is almost like russian roulette, i have no idea which is doing what and what i should discard.
When i go cold turkey the darkness almost entirely envelops….
Please lets talk give feedback
and for vanities sake lets compare how terrible our situations are
R: 108 / I: 14
As for myself I think I managed to lower my procrastination levels and want to continue in that direction if possible. I began writing a novella with a 1000 word per day goal so hopefully that will help. Other than that I plan to finally go through some courses to get a certificate or two and improve my wageslavery life a little bit. I tried winning at the lottery but unfortunately I kept picking all the wrong numbers, so. I was going to give myself a Switch or PS4 for Christmas but realized at the last moment my interest towards video games are in an all time low and it's probably going to continue this way for some more time. It's better this way as I want to be more productive anyway.
Other than continue with the same shit like saving money (the remaining crumbles that is) and take my language learning more seriously as I neglected it a lot this year. Also read more books for an hour or two before going to bed.
What about you wizzie?
2020 Resolutions
Yes it's that time again when I post this beautiful picture and we talk about what are we going to try and achieve for the next year. It doesn't need to be any specific goal, sometimes you just want to change your behavior in general.As for myself I think I managed to lower my procrastination levels and want to continue in that direction if possible. I began writing a novella with a 1000 word per day goal so hopefully that will help. Other than that I plan to finally go through some courses to get a certificate or two and improve my wageslavery life a little bit. I tried winning at the lottery but unfortunately I kept picking all the wrong numbers, so. I was going to give myself a Switch or PS4 for Christmas but realized at the last moment my interest towards video games are in an all time low and it's probably going to continue this way for some more time. It's better this way as I want to be more productive anyway.
Other than continue with the same shit like saving money (the remaining crumbles that is) and take my language learning more seriously as I neglected it a lot this year. Also read more books for an hour or two before going to bed.
What about you wizzie?
R: 49 / I: 6
I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.
I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.
Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.
Sex Drive
Is it possible overcome your sex drive? I'm 32 years old and I just can't seem to stop thinking about succubi all the time. I understand the pointlessness of erotica but I really can't help it.I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.
I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.
Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.
R: 67 / I: 5
1: Wageslaving and being forced to interact with normies and living in a cheap, possibly shitty apartment for the rest of your days.
2: Packing up your belongings and living in a van or braving the unknowns and going with what you may or may not know as a homeless person.
Or 3: Suicide, simple as that.
Decisions to make
These are the three likely choices for most wizards if they can no longer be wizards or neets due to whatever circumstances brought upon them, which one do you choose and why? There are exceptions like inheritance, welfare and being rich though.1: Wageslaving and being forced to interact with normies and living in a cheap, possibly shitty apartment for the rest of your days.
2: Packing up your belongings and living in a van or braving the unknowns and going with what you may or may not know as a homeless person.
Or 3: Suicide, simple as that.
R: 55 / I: 6
that even though I have used internet to get my social fix to get away from
loneliness, I realized that I was only making that loneliness worse. You can not
hide from loneliness. I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast,
often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays
etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. As a teenager, you think you can
conquer everything, until reality hits you in adulthood and you realize that you
need real compassion from a real human being. Video games, pornography, internet discussion,
and internet fights all seem fun and dandy when you're a teenager, but there comes a time
where those pleasures won't help you.
I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday. 4chan, 8chan,
lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and
having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less. There is
no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some
point in your lives. Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed, as it wasn't as edgy as 4chan, and I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human
connection.
This marks the end of my whole internet journey. Thank you all for being there
for me at times when I needed some discussion. God bless.
So long, space cowboys.
Time has changed, and so has the internet and myself. Last week, I realizedthat even though I have used internet to get my social fix to get away from
loneliness, I realized that I was only making that loneliness worse. You can not
hide from loneliness. I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast,
often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays
etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. As a teenager, you think you can
conquer everything, until reality hits you in adulthood and you realize that you
need real compassion from a real human being. Video games, pornography, internet discussion,
and internet fights all seem fun and dandy when you're a teenager, but there comes a time
where those pleasures won't help you.
I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday. 4chan, 8chan,
lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and
having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less. There is
no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some
point in your lives. Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed, as it wasn't as edgy as 4chan, and I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human
connection.
This marks the end of my whole internet journey. Thank you all for being there
for me at times when I needed some discussion. God bless.
R: 15 / I: 0
What to do if you truly lose hope? Is it possible to regain, and if it is, did you lose it in the first place?
Are there any ways to "train" being hopeful? Even if deep down you know you're deluding yourself or try to come up with coping mechanisms?
Religion doesn't seem to do the trick anymore. When entire reality seems like hell, you have a hard time wishing for an afterlife.
What to do if you truly lose hope? Is it possible to regain, and if it is, did you lose it in the first place?
Are there any ways to "train" being hopeful? Even if deep down you know you're deluding yourself or try to come up with coping mechanisms?
Religion doesn't seem to do the trick anymore. When entire reality seems like hell, you have a hard time wishing for an afterlife.
R: 61 / I: 6
That being said, any other wizzies trying their luck and fantasizing about winning the lottery? Would you like to win the lottery at all? How would you deal with your newfound wealth and fame? My favorite pastime is to daydream and since I've been daydreaming about this all day everyday for a few days I thought I'd make a thread.
Anyone here play the lottery?
Well… I didn't win it, again. Nobody has won it tho, and third time is the charm.That being said, any other wizzies trying their luck and fantasizing about winning the lottery? Would you like to win the lottery at all? How would you deal with your newfound wealth and fame? My favorite pastime is to daydream and since I've been daydreaming about this all day everyday for a few days I thought I'd make a thread.
R: 47 / I: 5
Long Term NEETs jolted out of that position
This is a thread dedicated to a queer position I rarely see discussed even here: are there any 5+ year long NEETs who have been jolted out of that position? I'm currently a 25 year old undergraduate because my parents wanted me to do *something*, thankfully I'm studying a cushy humanities degree, but are there any other early to mid twenties people who were long term NEETs that had to find theirselves doing something?
R: 16 / I: 2
Endless Noise
If there is anything unbearable about this dystopian hellhole that we're finding ourselves in more and more, it's the endless noise of modern civilization. Wherever I am, regardless of whether it is in my own house, where the TV blares 16 hours a day, or in a store where the radio too blares out endless generic and soulless tunes about fucking succubi, nigger and crime and of course money. Even in the quietest of rooms you can hear a low hum from electronic devices, or when even walking in the woods trying to just enjoy the tranquil nature around me I am constantly subjected to the distant sounds of normalfags driving around in their personal wage-slave transports. Even barring all of that, planes will fly overhead, disturbing the natural peace and quiet and reminding me of normalfagdom. Especially in the examples of constantly having to have the TV on, or the music in stores - why? Are they afraid of the silence? I'm seriously considering find a way somehow to live as a hermit far, far away from this constant babbling and droning. I don't care if I die in the wilderness, at least I'd be free from them and finished with spending every living moment of my last five or six years sitting in my basement repeating the same routine over and over and over again.
R: 20 / I: 4
Think about it, when cavemen got sick they probably also self isolated, they couldn't comprehend the concept of a virus so it manifests in extreme disinterest in socialization. The common wizard afflictions such as depression and lethargy could be caused by the bodies built in response to pathogens going haywire, or even possibly long term inflammation, since inflammation is just an autoimmune response to pathogens. If this is true, could antibiotics actually cure a wizard? I'm really interested what other wizards have to say about this.
Isolation as a subconscious form of disease prevention
So with all these stories of corona virus on the news I've noticed that many of the victims go into home isolation when they learn they have it. This got me thinking that maybe the wizard condition is really just a form of subconscious disease prevention, we need to remove ourselves from the "tribe" because our body thinks we have a virus, and it's stuck in this mode chronically.Think about it, when cavemen got sick they probably also self isolated, they couldn't comprehend the concept of a virus so it manifests in extreme disinterest in socialization. The common wizard afflictions such as depression and lethargy could be caused by the bodies built in response to pathogens going haywire, or even possibly long term inflammation, since inflammation is just an autoimmune response to pathogens. If this is true, could antibiotics actually cure a wizard? I'm really interested what other wizards have to say about this.
R: 244 / I: 29
so what do you do all day? are you like me? i get up in the morning and get on the computer until sun down. i have been doing this for more than a decade. i spent my entire 20s on the internet
so what do you do all day? are you like me? i get up in the morning and get on the computer until sun down. i have been doing this for more than a decade. i spent my entire 20s on the internet
R: 29 / I: 0
Euthanasia
why shouldn't euthanasia be legal? no one chose to be born, therefore we should have the right to leave peacefully at any moment.
R: 2 / I: 1
Cold turkey doesn't work i have tried enough to know!
What about trying to tamper off and end it gradually?
Any other ideas?
We are ruining our lives,we require each others help!
How to stop masturbation!
GUYZ GOD DAMN I AM DONE,I KNOW MANY OF YOU TRUE WIZARDS HAVE THIS ISSUE TOO!HOW DO WE FIGHT WITH THIS!?Cold turkey doesn't work i have tried enough to know!
What about trying to tamper off and end it gradually?
Any other ideas?
We are ruining our lives,we require each others help!
R: 16 / I: 1
low-income wizards that live on their own
Where is this even affordable? Where I live minimum wage even with 40 hours wouldn't be enough to rent an apartment even a studio. There's also little prospect of getting 40 hours at a min wage job here.
R: 145 / I: 8
article about (males) not having sex becoming more common
https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/03/29/share-americans-not-having-sex-has-reached-record-high/?utm_term=.13bc0eafcbdd
article about (males) not having sex becoming more common
https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/03/29/share-americans-not-having-sex-has-reached-record-high/?utm_term=.13bc0eafcbdd
R: 52 / I: 10
>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
>Child abusers
>Animal abusers
>Losers, not neet wizard losers, but just scummy assholes and pricks, like that
>Shitty parents
>Liars
>Pedophilia and retards who advocate for it
>Cowards
>Self loathing crybabies
>Oversensitive people who get offended easily
>Boomers who think they can talk shit to others and get away with it
>The whole "respect your elders" bullshit, unless they actually deserve respect
>Manipulative assholes
>Greedy people
>People who take politics way too seriously and make it their Identity, same with LGBT stuff
>Consumerism
>Social Media
>Greentexting on anywhere else but imageboards
That's all I got so far.
Things normies do that piss you off
>People who shame you for being a wizard/neet>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
>Child abusers
>Animal abusers
>Losers, not neet wizard losers, but just scummy assholes and pricks, like that
>Shitty parents
>Liars
>Pedophilia and retards who advocate for it
>Cowards
>Self loathing crybabies
>Oversensitive people who get offended easily
>Boomers who think they can talk shit to others and get away with it
>The whole "respect your elders" bullshit, unless they actually deserve respect
>Manipulative assholes
>Greedy people
>People who take politics way too seriously and make it their Identity, same with LGBT stuff
>Consumerism
>Social Media
>Greentexting on anywhere else but imageboards
That's all I got so far.
R: 11 / I: 2
Have you cut your hair before? What tools do you need? I'm balding and I hate having to pay $15 every month just for them to trim the side of my head. Youtube videos make look it pretty and I don't see how could fuck it up that bad worst case scenario I give myself a buzzcut.
Have you cut your hair before? What tools do you need? I'm balding and I hate having to pay $15 every month just for them to trim the side of my head. Youtube videos make look it pretty and I don't see how could fuck it up that bad worst case scenario I give myself a buzzcut.
R: 142 / I: 5
After innumerable embarrassing incidents caused by my drinking which I can get into later I really want to stop now. I'm five days sober so far. I enjoy alcohol too much as it liberates me from any unpleasant emotion I may have and makes me feel great, so once I start I want to keep going until I black out.
Getting a nice buzz and stopping is impossible for me as I fundamentally dislike the world and being me so I have to push the escape to the furthest it can go everytime. Becoming sober isn't about some self-improvement thing for me and I'm not under the illusion that it could make me happier, I still will most likely will end it all at some point but the not knowing what's going to happen everytime I drink can't go on.
I figured I need to use any resources out there to prevent a relapse from happening again, so I looked into AA or various online support communities but I suspect they're going to be full of normies. Feel free to share what made you decide to become sober from drugs or alcohol, how long you've made it and tips for staying sober.
Sobriety General
Anyone up for a wizard sobriety support thread?After innumerable embarrassing incidents caused by my drinking which I can get into later I really want to stop now. I'm five days sober so far. I enjoy alcohol too much as it liberates me from any unpleasant emotion I may have and makes me feel great, so once I start I want to keep going until I black out.
Getting a nice buzz and stopping is impossible for me as I fundamentally dislike the world and being me so I have to push the escape to the furthest it can go everytime. Becoming sober isn't about some self-improvement thing for me and I'm not under the illusion that it could make me happier, I still will most likely will end it all at some point but the not knowing what's going to happen everytime I drink can't go on.
I figured I need to use any resources out there to prevent a relapse from happening again, so I looked into AA or various online support communities but I suspect they're going to be full of normies. Feel free to share what made you decide to become sober from drugs or alcohol, how long you've made it and tips for staying sober.
R: 261 / I: 56
Since then I've not been able to forget your experiences and I've thought about them everyday and have wanted to replicate them. I wonder if you're still around wizzie. Anyway, you might remember how I mentioned that I wanted to follow in your steps. Well, I didn't do it. But I'm starting to plan again, and I think I will do it this year.
Are you still out there Japan wiz?
Homeless Japan Wiz
I made a couple threads about a year ago on homelessness, drifting, and vagabond traveling. A wiz that homeless traveled through Japan recounted his travels in those threads.Since then I've not been able to forget your experiences and I've thought about them everyday and have wanted to replicate them. I wonder if you're still around wizzie. Anyway, you might remember how I mentioned that I wanted to follow in your steps. Well, I didn't do it. But I'm starting to plan again, and I think I will do it this year.
Are you still out there Japan wiz?
R: 21 / I: 0
Mobile Home/Trailer/RV Lifestyle
What do you guys think of living in a motorhome? Have you lived in one? Do you curerntly own and travel/live in one? Do you feel this is a good lifestyle for wizards?
R: 17 / I: 1
Before giving into, know where you are stepping on, for these "solutions" puked ouot of total normalfaggotry could even leave worse than how you initially were at a start.
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2008/mar/02/mythoftheantipsychotic
Some drugs you might be given will reduce you brain mass, cause diabetes, destroy your prefrontal cortex and similar issues. Always look reasons against anything who looks like a "oh, this could solve something, let's give it a try".
Others have been given a try before you.
https://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/threads/olanzapine-has-got-a-lot-to-answer-for.30346/
olanzapine , antipsychotics
A popular thing that should be known among us here downside, sometimes some of you will be "invited" to receive treatment for some schizo-whatever thing you have.Before giving into, know where you are stepping on, for these "solutions" puked ouot of total normalfaggotry could even leave worse than how you initially were at a start.
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2008/mar/02/mythoftheantipsychotic
Some drugs you might be given will reduce you brain mass, cause diabetes, destroy your prefrontal cortex and similar issues. Always look reasons against anything who looks like a "oh, this could solve something, let's give it a try".
Others have been given a try before you.
https://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/threads/olanzapine-has-got-a-lot-to-answer-for.30346/
R: 30 / I: 7
While not excited about it, it's better than a supermarket and at least it's something I'm somewhat interested in. I happen to know they run debian servers, so hopefully I can work my way up to be a comfy sysadmin or something.
Wish me luck wizzies, truly going to miss being a NEET and I hope I never sperg at work or something like that.
Goodbye NEET life
About to get a call back for my first "real" job, it's IT tech support.While not excited about it, it's better than a supermarket and at least it's something I'm somewhat interested in. I happen to know they run debian servers, so hopefully I can work my way up to be a comfy sysadmin or something.
Wish me luck wizzies, truly going to miss being a NEET and I hope I never sperg at work or something like that.
R: 158 / I: 26
Your thoughts on the 2010s?
I can't believe it's about to be 2020 in less than 4 months. It went by too fast. Still feels like 2009 was barely 4 years ago.
R: 1 / I: 0
For me personally on a practical level, I come here to get away from the constant discussion and prattle of normalfaggots that all pertains to one thing: sex . I come here to discuss things with people who have similar problems. And I come here out of the habit and boredom that results from countless years of imageboard usage.
But on an abstract level there is no good reason for us to be here.
Regarding my first reason, on /lounge/ there is the fap thread, which is statistically the fastest moving thread on the website. And there are multiple hidden boards on this site where users talk constantly about having sex, particularly gay sex – they even do erotic role-playing with each other and the mods sometimes join in. There is even a hidden board where gay porn is shared and posted without getting banned. The mods even link users from the listed boards to that board. And obviously the mods have no problem with the unwizardly users because the site is so barren. So my point here is that even on Wizchan, the endless discussion of breeding is widespread. So that reason to come here is silly.
My second reason is that I want to connect with people with similar problems. But why? What is the point of this? Also between all the homosexuals and collegefaggots and other normalfaggots that come here, it's completely false to think that I'm talking with other wizards. Or even other NEETs. I was a hardcore NEET for 4 years and now I'm homeless, and I spend hours every day on a website whose most consistent users are employed homosexual sex-havers. So that reason is silly as well.
The third reason is the only one that makes sense to me. Pure addiction. But just because that reason isn't silly doesn't mean it's good.
I suppose the wizardly thing to do would be to remove this last thread of social contact that I have with other h*mans.
A curse on the homosexuals. A curse on the mods. A curse on all normalfaggots.
Wizard Circles: what's the point?
Why are we congregating here? Why do you post here? What is it about us that makes us want to come to a website where there are others of our kind?For me personally on a practical level, I come here to get away from the constant discussion and prattle of normalfaggots that all pertains to one thing: sex . I come here to discuss things with people who have similar problems. And I come here out of the habit and boredom that results from countless years of imageboard usage.
But on an abstract level there is no good reason for us to be here.
Regarding my first reason, on /lounge/ there is the fap thread, which is statistically the fastest moving thread on the website. And there are multiple hidden boards on this site where users talk constantly about having sex, particularly gay sex – they even do erotic role-playing with each other and the mods sometimes join in. There is even a hidden board where gay porn is shared and posted without getting banned. The mods even link users from the listed boards to that board. And obviously the mods have no problem with the unwizardly users because the site is so barren. So my point here is that even on Wizchan, the endless discussion of breeding is widespread. So that reason to come here is silly.
My second reason is that I want to connect with people with similar problems. But why? What is the point of this? Also between all the homosexuals and collegefaggots and other normalfaggots that come here, it's completely false to think that I'm talking with other wizards. Or even other NEETs. I was a hardcore NEET for 4 years and now I'm homeless, and I spend hours every day on a website whose most consistent users are employed homosexual sex-havers. So that reason is silly as well.
The third reason is the only one that makes sense to me. Pure addiction. But just because that reason isn't silly doesn't mean it's good.
I suppose the wizardly thing to do would be to remove this last thread of social contact that I have with other h*mans.
A curse on the homosexuals. A curse on the mods. A curse on all normalfaggots.
R: 48 / I: 11
Take this gentleman for example. Imagine if all those cds were ps1 games. He could ramble for 15 minutes minimum on all the great memories he had in each, the pros, cons, takeaways and nostalgia of each. Like a dedicated coffee drinker, he knows his stuff and dedicates his existence to it. And oblivious or defiant to the social pressure of groidbreeders, he proudly wears his traditional japanese kimono with pride. These heroes in the shadows are too invested in their own beautiful little inner worlds for you to take notice of them, unless you seek them out, perhaps he visits his local comic book store twice a week or attends a humble midwestern convention once a year. Perhaps you'll catch a glimpse of him picking up a pizza at 11pm in anticipation for a long night of gaming. These small town heroes are part The Big Lebowski, but that character was a bit too tryhard and social and ungenuine. These guys don't need to put on an act to go outside, they are as genuine as can be and make no excuses over preferring a night of pizza and JRPG playthroughs than going out and peacocking and attempting to breed. I salute all these small town heroes, wizard or not, who give hope to us all and make all of our existence a little less darwinian.
Small town heroes
Who are your heroes? My heroes are the kind-hearted souls who are passionate with their modest hobbies and live a life of eternal adolescence. Think the guy who lives for anime or the collector or the toy train enthusiast. And who are so genuine gentle and not of this world that they are seen as fossils to the outside world.Take this gentleman for example. Imagine if all those cds were ps1 games. He could ramble for 15 minutes minimum on all the great memories he had in each, the pros, cons, takeaways and nostalgia of each. Like a dedicated coffee drinker, he knows his stuff and dedicates his existence to it. And oblivious or defiant to the social pressure of groidbreeders, he proudly wears his traditional japanese kimono with pride. These heroes in the shadows are too invested in their own beautiful little inner worlds for you to take notice of them, unless you seek them out, perhaps he visits his local comic book store twice a week or attends a humble midwestern convention once a year. Perhaps you'll catch a glimpse of him picking up a pizza at 11pm in anticipation for a long night of gaming. These small town heroes are part The Big Lebowski, but that character was a bit too tryhard and social and ungenuine. These guys don't need to put on an act to go outside, they are as genuine as can be and make no excuses over preferring a night of pizza and JRPG playthroughs than going out and peacocking and attempting to breed. I salute all these small town heroes, wizard or not, who give hope to us all and make all of our existence a little less darwinian.
R: 14 / I: 1
I'm in a position where I am constantly angry with the people I'm forced to be around, but when I'm physically with them I always end up playing it calmly without aggravating the situation. I don't tell them off, insult them, or call them out on the things they say.
But then when I'm alone, my mind keeps reeling with all the things I want to say, things that are very combative and that would make it clear without any shadow of a doubt that I am extremely furious and dislike them.
I just don't understand why I can't come up with that combative speech when it's actually relevant, I only come up with it when I'm alone and had time to simmer on what has happened. It's very frustrating that I don't outburst then and there. I've thought about the positives and negatives if I did outburst.
The negatives:
-Some of these people are co-wageslaves so I'm afraid I might get fired.
-I've bottled up all the little infractions and when I do outburst it might seem like I'm overreacting and overly dramatic towards a single tiny thing, when actually I'm just pissed off at everyone in general.
-Can just cause more drama.
The positives:
-It would feel so good to just rip into them.
I've concluded that the positives far outweigh the negatives. I don't care what they think of me. I have nothing to lose. But when I'm there in the moment I can't seem to lash out. I'm planning on practicing by slowly being more outwardly hostile.
Any other wizzies felt like this?
Being Combative
For the wizzies who don't have the privilege of being alone all the time, how do you deal with expressing your distaste for people?I'm in a position where I am constantly angry with the people I'm forced to be around, but when I'm physically with them I always end up playing it calmly without aggravating the situation. I don't tell them off, insult them, or call them out on the things they say.
But then when I'm alone, my mind keeps reeling with all the things I want to say, things that are very combative and that would make it clear without any shadow of a doubt that I am extremely furious and dislike them.
I just don't understand why I can't come up with that combative speech when it's actually relevant, I only come up with it when I'm alone and had time to simmer on what has happened. It's very frustrating that I don't outburst then and there. I've thought about the positives and negatives if I did outburst.
The negatives:
-Some of these people are co-wageslaves so I'm afraid I might get fired.
-I've bottled up all the little infractions and when I do outburst it might seem like I'm overreacting and overly dramatic towards a single tiny thing, when actually I'm just pissed off at everyone in general.
-Can just cause more drama.
The positives:
-It would feel so good to just rip into them.
I've concluded that the positives far outweigh the negatives. I don't care what they think of me. I have nothing to lose. But when I'm there in the moment I can't seem to lash out. I'm planning on practicing by slowly being more outwardly hostile.
Any other wizzies felt like this?
R: 42 / I: 4
What kind of life do you lead now? How often do you leave your home and interact with live people (relatives, strangers, for example, sellers or taxi drivers, no matter)? How often do you post on this site?
What kind of life do you lead now? How often do you leave your home and interact with live people (relatives, strangers, for example, sellers or taxi drivers, no matter)? How often do you post on this site?
R: 54 / I: 4
In my case, a classmate asked me that question some years ago –I think I was 25 years old back then. I thought it would be stupid to lie, so I just told him the true. As expected, he tried to give me some tips on how to stop being shy and stuff. I listened to him and then changed the subject with a few shitty jokes. To be honest, he was kind of a nice guy, so I'm pretty sure he had good intentions.
The Famous Awkward Question
Has anybody ever asked you if you are a virgin? If so, what did you answer? As for the rest, how would you feel in that situation? How would you answer that question?In my case, a classmate asked me that question some years ago –I think I was 25 years old back then. I thought it would be stupid to lie, so I just told him the true. As expected, he tried to give me some tips on how to stop being shy and stuff. I listened to him and then changed the subject with a few shitty jokes. To be honest, he was kind of a nice guy, so I'm pretty sure he had good intentions.
R: 17 / I: 2
Sophocles
Samuel Beckett
Thomas Bernhard
ligotti
Céline
Michel Houellebecq
love craft
Ernesto Sabato
Nick land
Kafka
Ray Brassier
Krasznahorkai
Pessimism thread
looking for pessimistic fiction writers besides those I have already readSophocles
Samuel Beckett
Thomas Bernhard
ligotti
Céline
Michel Houellebecq
love craft
Ernesto Sabato
Nick land
Kafka
Ray Brassier
Krasznahorkai
R: 34 / I: 4
https://time.com/collection/guide-to-happiness/4856978/spirituality-religion-happiness/
https://www.pewresearch.org/fact-tank/2019/01/31/are-religious-people-happier-healthier-our-new-global-study-explores-this-question/
Its basically equivalent to an extra $100k in inspiring happiness. So free money psych speaking.
Whatever the ontology of God is, here in this life, there is a pragamatic psych benefit to it.
So this thread is about finding the right established religion for you. It seems like it might as well be an established religion, and not some small gnostic meetup. However "true" a small new sect might be, it probably wont have the community and spiritual resources of an existing church. And its really the community that is one of the most important parts of it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theory_of_religious_economy
As an educated secular person, the denominations I would be most inclined towards are Liberal Protestantism, Unitarianism, Reform Judaism. But those are all the denominations that are bleeding members. It turns out their loose rules, and low cost, low commitment doesn't build those strong community ties. For a true community you need the strict rules of Mormonism, Evangelcialism, Pentecostals, Islam, Orthodox Judaism. A lot of it is geographic, cultural and local. It depends whats big in your local areas. Its about the pragmatic benefits of community, not finding the perfect theology with capital T truth.
Joining established religions for the psychological benefits
Its been scientifically proven that religion and weekly church-attendance is one of the most powerful ways to be happy.https://time.com/collection/guide-to-happiness/4856978/spirituality-religion-happiness/
https://www.pewresearch.org/fact-tank/2019/01/31/are-religious-people-happier-healthier-our-new-global-study-explores-this-question/
Its basically equivalent to an extra $100k in inspiring happiness. So free money psych speaking.
Whatever the ontology of God is, here in this life, there is a pragamatic psych benefit to it.
So this thread is about finding the right established religion for you. It seems like it might as well be an established religion, and not some small gnostic meetup. However "true" a small new sect might be, it probably wont have the community and spiritual resources of an existing church. And its really the community that is one of the most important parts of it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theory_of_religious_economy
As an educated secular person, the denominations I would be most inclined towards are Liberal Protestantism, Unitarianism, Reform Judaism. But those are all the denominations that are bleeding members. It turns out their loose rules, and low cost, low commitment doesn't build those strong community ties. For a true community you need the strict rules of Mormonism, Evangelcialism, Pentecostals, Islam, Orthodox Judaism. A lot of it is geographic, cultural and local. It depends whats big in your local areas. Its about the pragmatic benefits of community, not finding the perfect theology with capital T truth.
R: 3 / I: 0
Normies and Sixth sense
Is it true that normal people have a sixth sense other normies. I have had experiences where I try talking to them and somehow they seem to look at me weirdly, even weirder is when one of them admits that I creep them out and that i'm weird, I don't even say or do anything to them, this was my experience throughout all my childhood when I became a teenager. Anybody else had experience with this? or am I just becoming a schizo?
R: 4 / I: 0
If you think about it, we create our own reality through memory. The present is just a blink, our whole concept of self is the past.
But it doesn't have to be real, it can be whatever we want it to be.
I can imagine any past I want, so long as it adheres to the rules of Wizchan, and ultimately ends with me failing in disgrace and retiring back into my parents' basement. You would be surprised all the IRL examples of wild adventures ending back up in the NEET basement.
We can give ourselves any reality we want, so long as it ends badly, and then we listen to sad country music reminiscing nostalgizing about those better days
Giving yourself false memories
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_memoryIf you think about it, we create our own reality through memory. The present is just a blink, our whole concept of self is the past.
But it doesn't have to be real, it can be whatever we want it to be.
I can imagine any past I want, so long as it adheres to the rules of Wizchan, and ultimately ends with me failing in disgrace and retiring back into my parents' basement. You would be surprised all the IRL examples of wild adventures ending back up in the NEET basement.
We can give ourselves any reality we want, so long as it ends badly, and then we listen to sad country music reminiscing nostalgizing about those better days
R: 38 / I: 6
Is anyone else totally crippled by social phobia both offline and online? I can't even enjoy vidya or the internet completely because of my social phobia.
>avoid leaving my house as much as possible
>only speak when spoken to
>have used the internet since the early 2000s but never made a youtube account, newgrounds account, deviantart, or any other account on a forum to talk with people
>play online multiplayer games since Halo 2 but never used voice chat or made friends because of anxiety
>25 now and have no social skills, no resume, no idea how to drive or get a job
I didn't even live my life online. I feel like I never even existed. Just silently watching the world go by.
Is anyone else totally crippled by social phobia both offline and online? I can't even enjoy vidya or the internet completely because of my social phobia.
>avoid leaving my house as much as possible
>only speak when spoken to
>have used the internet since the early 2000s but never made a youtube account, newgrounds account, deviantart, or any other account on a forum to talk with people
>play online multiplayer games since Halo 2 but never used voice chat or made friends because of anxiety
>25 now and have no social skills, no resume, no idea how to drive or get a job
I didn't even live my life online. I feel like I never even existed. Just silently watching the world go by.
R: 33 / I: 4
Tl;dr: 4chan’s goose was cooked as soon as it endorsed a political candidate
You guys were right.
Since the 2016 election, 4chan has been increasingly pushed into a paradigm where 4chan has to be the opposite of reddit. That sentiment and paradigm existed before but after the election, the identity of 4chan became about being as racist and Xphobic as possible and really nothing else. 4chan previously had been about free speech, which naturally tolerated racism, and secondarily it was a place for socially marginalized individuals. Normalfaggots had been seeping in through the cracks but there was always an undercurrent that what distinguished 4chan from reddit was that it wasn’t for “normies”. All that changed after the election. When 4chan started using the “soiboy” image, the identity of the site shifted to an entirely political identity and in fact this new political basis would lead to the disenfranchisement of the oldest and truest 4chan users. Since the identity of the site was now about the conservative chad vs. the liberal basedboy, the floodgates were flung open so normalfags could really flood in and feel at home like never before. Naturally a concurrent event was a new association with Christianity and capitalism. 4chan had finally been entirely subsumed into the monstrous paradigm of politics. If you protested, you’d just be called a basedboy who can’t find a succubus to marry and have kids with. Just the same as if you protested to the political identity of reddit, you’d be called a virgin neckbeard who can’t find succubi to party with. Thus it was only natural, the avatar of that socially marginalized oldfag, wojak, would become the ultimate symbol of this new “soiboy” political effigy.Tl;dr: 4chan’s goose was cooked as soon as it endorsed a political candidate
R: 10 / I: 1
To have never even seen a succubus, would that have meant that he had no sexual thoughts, because he didn't even conceptualise them?
Is this /ourguy/?
What kind of powers do you think he beheld after such an age?To have never even seen a succubus, would that have meant that he had no sexual thoughts, because he didn't even conceptualise them?
R: 2 / I: 0
anybody can recommend some good books? I grew tiered of video games and got back into reading. I read a few Political books about the 68 students movement and non fiction stuff like Orwell,King and other. Any recommendations?
book recommendations
Sup lads,anybody can recommend some good books? I grew tiered of video games and got back into reading. I read a few Political books about the 68 students movement and non fiction stuff like Orwell,King and other. Any recommendations?
R: 2 / I: 0
Is cryptocurrency a way to get neetbux?
tomorrow i am gonna open up a bank account and invest my 2k savings into cryptocurrency and see how much i make
/biz/ seems to be making profits by investing in crypto-currency
http://boards.4channel.org/biz/
mostly every thread is about crypto currency
Is cryptocurrency a way to get neetbux?
tomorrow i am gonna open up a bank account and invest my 2k savings into cryptocurrency and see how much i make
/biz/ seems to be making profits by investing in crypto-currency
http://boards.4channel.org/biz/
mostly every thread is about crypto currency
R: 41 / I: 6
It's most akin to the downfall of universities and academia as a whole. 30-40 years ago, universities truly were a place where one could educate themselves and feel comfortable in doing so in any school. Now it's all about where specifically you went, what sort of degrees you were doing (whether you enjoy it or not is irrelevant), etc. It's only purpose really is limited to social signalling now. If you want to educate yourself, you can do so off the internet very easily (like that dude who taught himself the MIT Computer Science & EE course in a year off the internet, OSSU, et al).
I hate the premise of memes
I understand that expressing one's disdain for memes is perhaps a highly peculiar thing to be doing on somewhere like an imageboard, which is completely antithetical to the whole experience, but hear me out for a second. You'd most definitely see a greater variety of thought provoking or genuinely funny memes (more OC too) thereby making the signal to noise ratio relatively high. But, in my view atleast, this has led to an incubation of a progressively elitist culture in various parts of the internet. This whole notion of "I know this funi imag and you dont!!" is propagated everywhere, from imageboards to fucking reddit. It's no longer a form of "art" like it used to be (in the sense that you could have a single image sum up an incredibly complex societal issue), but rather an "oopsie" (or whatever kids call it these days) that some faggot with millions of subscribers on youtube made (pewdiepie, however good a person he may be, is a perfect exemplification of this). More importantly, its the newest form of social signalling, and its prevalent absolutely everywhere on the internet, the blatantly contrarian or edgy for the sake of being edgy memes given the most priority.It's most akin to the downfall of universities and academia as a whole. 30-40 years ago, universities truly were a place where one could educate themselves and feel comfortable in doing so in any school. Now it's all about where specifically you went, what sort of degrees you were doing (whether you enjoy it or not is irrelevant), etc. It's only purpose really is limited to social signalling now. If you want to educate yourself, you can do so off the internet very easily (like that dude who taught himself the MIT Computer Science & EE course in a year off the internet, OSSU, et al).
R: 8 / I: 0
streetighter is free to play on steam and I had the radical and retarded notion of escaping neetdom and moving out of my parents house by winning a tournament. I hardly have any experience playing these types of games but I love the concept of 1v1 fight.
is it even possible for me to train and become world champion?
silly pipe dreams...but maybe?
does anyone have experience with fighter games? like tekken or streetfighter?streetighter is free to play on steam and I had the radical and retarded notion of escaping neetdom and moving out of my parents house by winning a tournament. I hardly have any experience playing these types of games but I love the concept of 1v1 fight.
is it even possible for me to train and become world champion?
R: 65 / I: 9
As a teen I used to have very creative fantasies about my future adult life. They were so detailed, that it would have been almost a disappointment if they came true, a deja vu, rerun. Now that I'm an adult, most of my fantasies are about redoing life right. Although even with a magic time machine, it seems like every turn is a wrong one. I get into a lot of detail with my schizoid couldabeen watif fantasies. Even looking up Archive.org pages from 2006 of colleges I could have went to.
Lately my main fantasy has been over being a scholastic professor of medieval metaphysics. My main interests are philosophy and history. And some of my watifs revolve around being a high school history teacher or college philosophy professor. Getting paid to talk about my favorite subject is awesome. But babysitting hormonal American teenagers is hell for even normies. And a larger problem of devoting my life to secular philosophy, is I study the ontology of Hegel or Heidegger just saying Being Being Being all day. And then at 70 I wonder what the point of it all was. As a Scholastic saying God God God all day, at least there is a point.
In my fantasy, in 9th grade just when I was getting into Calvin, Cromwell, Charlemagne, I instead get into St. Benedict as the ideal community. And read everything I can on Monks and the other Catholic orders. I remember reading HG Well's Outline of History, and being inspired by his description of Ignatius of the Jesuits. How he had been a soldier, but then seen the light, and devoted this military virtues to instead serving God as a volcel. So then I convert to Catholicism in college, go to this college near me that specializes in Continental Philosophy, get my BA and Phd. Become a Jesuit or Dominican. Devote myself to the abstractions of medieval ontology. With any ideology or worldview, with me it starts with the praxis of the ideal community, but I quickly float upward to the most abstract metaphysics. Its the same categories I study in modern secular philosophy but with medieval scholastic volcels. Essence-Existence, Form-Content, Abstract-Concrete, Potentiality-Actuality, Cause-Effect, Substance-Accident, Quantity-Quality, Universal-Particular, One-Many.
Just living among my volcel brotherhood of Dominicans, reading and writing, getting into the intricacies of medieval metaphysics. Henry of Ghent and Duns Scotus being my companions and arguments, instead of this modern world. I could be living in 1300 and it wouldn't make a difference, because I'm just pure mind. The words on paper have more reality than the world around me. Yes this was the life I was meant for. I want to be a volcel. I held volcel values a decade before I found Wizchan. But I don't know how to live within the world with my values or to find a community of values outside the normie mainstream. I was between a rock and a hard place. Can't live by my values, can't live by their values, can't live at all. If only I had become a medieval scholastic. Thats what I was meant to be. Aspects of the Catholic Church were a stumbling block to me. But what do I know about right and wrong? The only morality is celibacy, and the RCC is the sole volcel institution of the West. Thats the only ethics I needed. And from the volcel praxis to the Thomist ontology. Logic-chopping how many angels can dance on a pin. So removed from this darwinian universe. Just talking to God about metaphysics all day.
My fantasy dreamlife as a Medieval Scholastic theologian
We've had a lot of discussions about Monks, and I certainly understand the appeal of being physically separated from the normie world in an isolated group-hermit community of fellow volcel men. But I'm not sure if I'm suited for the laboring aspects of it, picking potatoes. And so while I started out with monks as my ideal community, I started looking into the more academic side. It was actually right here on Wizchan, in one of the Monk threads, were a Wiz in Missouri mentioned there was a monastery very near him. And then I did some research on it and found out it was also a Seminary. And that seemed like the idea for me, combining Benedictine community with academic scholarship. And so I realized I was more interested in the scholastic aspect. So I started looking into other orders like Franciscans, Dominicans, Jesuits.As a teen I used to have very creative fantasies about my future adult life. They were so detailed, that it would have been almost a disappointment if they came true, a deja vu, rerun. Now that I'm an adult, most of my fantasies are about redoing life right. Although even with a magic time machine, it seems like every turn is a wrong one. I get into a lot of detail with my schizoid couldabeen watif fantasies. Even looking up Archive.org pages from 2006 of colleges I could have went to.
Lately my main fantasy has been over being a scholastic professor of medieval metaphysics. My main interests are philosophy and history. And some of my watifs revolve around being a high school history teacher or college philosophy professor. Getting paid to talk about my favorite subject is awesome. But babysitting hormonal American teenagers is hell for even normies. And a larger problem of devoting my life to secular philosophy, is I study the ontology of Hegel or Heidegger just saying Being Being Being all day. And then at 70 I wonder what the point of it all was. As a Scholastic saying God God God all day, at least there is a point.
In my fantasy, in 9th grade just when I was getting into Calvin, Cromwell, Charlemagne, I instead get into St. Benedict as the ideal community. And read everything I can on Monks and the other Catholic orders. I remember reading HG Well's Outline of History, and being inspired by his description of Ignatius of the Jesuits. How he had been a soldier, but then seen the light, and devoted this military virtues to instead serving God as a volcel. So then I convert to Catholicism in college, go to this college near me that specializes in Continental Philosophy, get my BA and Phd. Become a Jesuit or Dominican. Devote myself to the abstractions of medieval ontology. With any ideology or worldview, with me it starts with the praxis of the ideal community, but I quickly float upward to the most abstract metaphysics. Its the same categories I study in modern secular philosophy but with medieval scholastic volcels. Essence-Existence, Form-Content, Abstract-Concrete, Potentiality-Actuality, Cause-Effect, Substance-Accident, Quantity-Quality, Universal-Particular, One-Many.
Just living among my volcel brotherhood of Dominicans, reading and writing, getting into the intricacies of medieval metaphysics. Henry of Ghent and Duns Scotus being my companions and arguments, instead of this modern world. I could be living in 1300 and it wouldn't make a difference, because I'm just pure mind. The words on paper have more reality than the world around me. Yes this was the life I was meant for. I want to be a volcel. I held volcel values a decade before I found Wizchan. But I don't know how to live within the world with my values or to find a community of values outside the normie mainstream. I was between a rock and a hard place. Can't live by my values, can't live by their values, can't live at all. If only I had become a medieval scholastic. Thats what I was meant to be. Aspects of the Catholic Church were a stumbling block to me. But what do I know about right and wrong? The only morality is celibacy, and the RCC is the sole volcel institution of the West. Thats the only ethics I needed. And from the volcel praxis to the Thomist ontology. Logic-chopping how many angels can dance on a pin. So removed from this darwinian universe. Just talking to God about metaphysics all day.
R: 19 / I: 0
I'm not dealing with this yet but my parents are old and unhealthy. I know I need to plan ahead. I'm autistic and I can't stand when unexpected things happen, so I need to game out various scenarios in my mind before they happen. It is likely that my father will perish first and that my mother will eventually need some sort of nursing home.
I'm very interested in hearing the experiences of other wizards relating to this topic. I'd imagine that there are others here who are interested as well.
Death of Parents or Other Relatives
Can we have a thread where we discuss the death of our parents or other significant relatives? Please make a post in this thread about your experience dealing with the death of a parent or other relative. What advice do you have for other wizards? How did you handle things like funeral arrangements, sorting things out with other family, finances, inheritance, housing, nursing homes, hospice care, insurance, or emotional issues. How did your other family members handle any of these things?I'm not dealing with this yet but my parents are old and unhealthy. I know I need to plan ahead. I'm autistic and I can't stand when unexpected things happen, so I need to game out various scenarios in my mind before they happen. It is likely that my father will perish first and that my mother will eventually need some sort of nursing home.
I'm very interested in hearing the experiences of other wizards relating to this topic. I'd imagine that there are others here who are interested as well.
R: 25 / I: 4
I honestly haven't felt "happy" since 2013 at the latest. I have brief periods of elation, but they soon come to pass. The internet has ruined my innocence. There is a constant, non-stop stream of suffering going on in this world, and there is nothing anyone can do to stop it.
Rather than be sad, I have instead grown angry at the world at large.
Most of it is frustration. Think of it as being a fan of a sports team that always somehow manage to lose, but not because they're necessarily godawful. They could have the best players on the planet, but something that is so statistically minute always manages to happen in the closing stages of the game. The star player breaks his leg. A crazed fan rushes the field and attacks the opposing team. A fucking meteor strikes the stadium. Every time they're about to win, something makes them lose.
Just about every time I've taken sides on a matter or a controversy or anything, I am always in the "wrong". Gamergate. Pizzagate. The US Election. Trump won but you'd never know that if you consumed only mainstream media. He could literally kill Satan and they'd find a way to spin him as a good guy. >implying they're not doing that right now with the Sean Connery lookalike
I have seen enough evil to corrupt the souls of millions. I pray that poor James of Savejames murders his mother in the most violent way possible. That said, it is only a taste of things to come.
Mass-produced food and drink all have fetus cells in them - Senomyx HEK-293. But it's fine, because they're synthesized! You can't get mad at that!
Swyer Syndrome is where eunuch men are born and society thinks it better for them to live as wombless succubi. "Science" says they're succubi. They're not.
Science, media, and education are all compromised beyond any repair. As traditionalists excelled at their careers, the progressives who failed stuck around to indoctrinate their children. And they won.
My interests have all suffered because of the direction this society is traveling in.
I used to have a whole host of shows I liked, and every single one got shat on. Stargate SG1 got cancelled just as it was starting to get good again. The Walking Dead had its master director fired after one season. Mad Dogs had a bullshit esoteric ending. 24 finished on a cliffhanger not once but twice, and they diversified the successive series which unsurprisingly flopped. Top Gear became too controversial and they ripped the presenters' baby from them, before turning it into a commercially-friendly opportunity for talentless hacks to get screentime from millions of dumbfuck viewers that biased journos are convinced is better than The Grand Tour (protip: it fucking isn't alright). I don't get it; everything I like gets ruined. Everything that I don't is allowed to exist.
Cars, probably my oldest love, have become nothing more but soulless appliances now. Legendary name plates such as Mustang will inevitably grow electrified and turned into shitty crossovers. I will be forced to accept this, and there will be no point in becoming a journo since I won't enjoy it. Not that I could even get a job as a motoring journalist now, since much like everything else, the internet has allowed anyone and their mother to try their hand at something. As per the guidelines highlighted in Planned-opolis, the eventual plan will be to pedestrianize most roads and force everyone into personal cattle trucks until they're recycled back into the system. I know at least some of you fags will celebrate this, all the while missing the bigger picture.
The internet is not the peaceful Wild West it was in the '00s. Most forums are dead, or in their death knell. Nobody helps anyone out anymore. You have to get things for yourself. So much content has been forever lost. Pictures, videos, mods for games, entire sites have all been wiped clean as though they never existed, and live only in our faulty memories. The Internet of Things is well on its way now. You will not be able to escape it. You can run but the radio waves will penetrate every cell of your body till you die from radiation poisoning.
Video games have stagnated, big time. It now takes ~3 years for a decent AAA title to release, when in my childhood you could knock out classics every 12 - 18 months. And this generation looks almost the same as the one it replaced. It's been 6 years but arguably the most technically-advanced video game is still GTA V. It looks like Half Life: Alyx might soon replace it, but the fact is 6 years is a hell of a long time to stay out on top. I haven't found a game I've genuinely liked and played for weeks in close to a decade. The magic is gone.
Meat is going to go the way of the dodo. They are pushing the vegan lifestyle HARD on the populace. They're creating burgers which are pretending to be made of real beef. They've shilled stuff like "Veganuary". The aim is to get people off meat and reserve it only for the elites, again like the Planned-opolis video. Anyone can see this, but nobody does. They think it's cool.
Only assholes get popular on the internet. Morons like Hbomberguy and its tranny friend have become filthy rich thanks to the idiotic masses. I can't get my voice out anymore; there's far too much background noise. There's no site where you can get viral attention anymore. All the successful Youtubers got a foot in the door by 2010, with a rare fringe that came about much later. If I started I'd never be able to get off the ground, regardless of the quality of what I produce. And even if I did, I'd be shut down in short order.
Probably the highlight of my life was the death of Melissa Ede last year. For those of you who don't know who that was, it was a local tranny who had abandoned its children, then won the lottery as well as winning a spot on the 1,000 that are going to Mars (obviously won't be now). I feel its death was karmic retribution on a grand scale.
I feel defeated, yet still ready for more. Like one of those cliché scenes where the "badass" character gets hopelessly overpowered and in his dying, bloodied breaths, he dares them to hit him again.
Does anyone else feel the same?
Anyone else in a perpetual state of anger?
This is long; I recommend you sit down and get comfy.I honestly haven't felt "happy" since 2013 at the latest. I have brief periods of elation, but they soon come to pass. The internet has ruined my innocence. There is a constant, non-stop stream of suffering going on in this world, and there is nothing anyone can do to stop it.
Rather than be sad, I have instead grown angry at the world at large.
Most of it is frustration. Think of it as being a fan of a sports team that always somehow manage to lose, but not because they're necessarily godawful. They could have the best players on the planet, but something that is so statistically minute always manages to happen in the closing stages of the game. The star player breaks his leg. A crazed fan rushes the field and attacks the opposing team. A fucking meteor strikes the stadium. Every time they're about to win, something makes them lose.
Just about every time I've taken sides on a matter or a controversy or anything, I am always in the "wrong". Gamergate. Pizzagate. The US Election. Trump won but you'd never know that if you consumed only mainstream media. He could literally kill Satan and they'd find a way to spin him as a good guy. >implying they're not doing that right now with the Sean Connery lookalike
I have seen enough evil to corrupt the souls of millions. I pray that poor James of Savejames murders his mother in the most violent way possible. That said, it is only a taste of things to come.
Mass-produced food and drink all have fetus cells in them - Senomyx HEK-293. But it's fine, because they're synthesized! You can't get mad at that!
Swyer Syndrome is where eunuch men are born and society thinks it better for them to live as wombless succubi. "Science" says they're succubi. They're not.
Science, media, and education are all compromised beyond any repair. As traditionalists excelled at their careers, the progressives who failed stuck around to indoctrinate their children. And they won.
My interests have all suffered because of the direction this society is traveling in.
I used to have a whole host of shows I liked, and every single one got shat on. Stargate SG1 got cancelled just as it was starting to get good again. The Walking Dead had its master director fired after one season. Mad Dogs had a bullshit esoteric ending. 24 finished on a cliffhanger not once but twice, and they diversified the successive series which unsurprisingly flopped. Top Gear became too controversial and they ripped the presenters' baby from them, before turning it into a commercially-friendly opportunity for talentless hacks to get screentime from millions of dumbfuck viewers that biased journos are convinced is better than The Grand Tour (protip: it fucking isn't alright). I don't get it; everything I like gets ruined. Everything that I don't is allowed to exist.
Cars, probably my oldest love, have become nothing more but soulless appliances now. Legendary name plates such as Mustang will inevitably grow electrified and turned into shitty crossovers. I will be forced to accept this, and there will be no point in becoming a journo since I won't enjoy it. Not that I could even get a job as a motoring journalist now, since much like everything else, the internet has allowed anyone and their mother to try their hand at something. As per the guidelines highlighted in Planned-opolis, the eventual plan will be to pedestrianize most roads and force everyone into personal cattle trucks until they're recycled back into the system. I know at least some of you fags will celebrate this, all the while missing the bigger picture.
The internet is not the peaceful Wild West it was in the '00s. Most forums are dead, or in their death knell. Nobody helps anyone out anymore. You have to get things for yourself. So much content has been forever lost. Pictures, videos, mods for games, entire sites have all been wiped clean as though they never existed, and live only in our faulty memories. The Internet of Things is well on its way now. You will not be able to escape it. You can run but the radio waves will penetrate every cell of your body till you die from radiation poisoning.
Video games have stagnated, big time. It now takes ~3 years for a decent AAA title to release, when in my childhood you could knock out classics every 12 - 18 months. And this generation looks almost the same as the one it replaced. It's been 6 years but arguably the most technically-advanced video game is still GTA V. It looks like Half Life: Alyx might soon replace it, but the fact is 6 years is a hell of a long time to stay out on top. I haven't found a game I've genuinely liked and played for weeks in close to a decade. The magic is gone.
Meat is going to go the way of the dodo. They are pushing the vegan lifestyle HARD on the populace. They're creating burgers which are pretending to be made of real beef. They've shilled stuff like "Veganuary". The aim is to get people off meat and reserve it only for the elites, again like the Planned-opolis video. Anyone can see this, but nobody does. They think it's cool.
Only assholes get popular on the internet. Morons like Hbomberguy and its tranny friend have become filthy rich thanks to the idiotic masses. I can't get my voice out anymore; there's far too much background noise. There's no site where you can get viral attention anymore. All the successful Youtubers got a foot in the door by 2010, with a rare fringe that came about much later. If I started I'd never be able to get off the ground, regardless of the quality of what I produce. And even if I did, I'd be shut down in short order.
Probably the highlight of my life was the death of Melissa Ede last year. For those of you who don't know who that was, it was a local tranny who had abandoned its children, then won the lottery as well as winning a spot on the 1,000 that are going to Mars (obviously won't be now). I feel its death was karmic retribution on a grand scale.
I feel defeated, yet still ready for more. Like one of those cliché scenes where the "badass" character gets hopelessly overpowered and in his dying, bloodied breaths, he dares them to hit him again.
Does anyone else feel the same?
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The economy is going to crash this week.
what's your plan? It's inevitable. We just dont know which part will crap it out.
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Free Will
Do you believe that free will exists? I personally suspect that the answer is no, but I believe that the definitive answer must lie in the unsolved problem of consciousness.
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I'm getting into visualisation, drawing and character writing, but i'm more talking about literally living in a fantasy world of your own creation.
It's my hope that in the future my four walls will be covered in imagery from this fantasy world i create and i won't know the difference any longer between the outside world and my imagination.
Fantasy World Creation
Does anyone have any advice on fantasy world creation?I'm getting into visualisation, drawing and character writing, but i'm more talking about literally living in a fantasy world of your own creation.
It's my hope that in the future my four walls will be covered in imagery from this fantasy world i create and i won't know the difference any longer between the outside world and my imagination.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CUgrFw8TEI
Just look at this disgusting shit. Don't you want to hit them?
Disgust
Does anyone feel an aversion to anything cute and childish? I guess I'm fucked up, but I hate puppies and kittens and I want to kill them. I also hate animals because they are terribly stupid and for the most part only serve to be a humiliating entertainment for a human or to one day become food. To tell the truth, most people are also stupid and so I'm a misanthrope, but the whining puppies infuriate me and I want to shoot them in the head, cut off their paws, and preferably pull out their tongue. And I don't fully know the reason for my abnormal state, because it seems that when you look at a dog, horse, or any other animal, it seems symmetrically constructed and quite beautiful. Then where does my endless hatred come from?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CUgrFw8TEI
Just look at this disgusting shit. Don't you want to hit them?
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How would you live life if you were an attractive succubus?
How would you live life if you were an attractive succubus?
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Only person I care about is my mom, I don't care about my siblings or my dad.
Anyone else feel like this? I don't think I'm a bad person, I just don't understand why should I care about these random people that just happen to share some DNA with me. I have lots of cousins too, many of them married and with children, and I don't even know the names of their wives or how many children they have. I wish them the best but I don't care about their lives.
don't care about most family
I have 2 brothers and 1 sister, and I don't care about them at all. They never did anything seriously wrong, we just have nothing in common. They're all older them me, and two of them still live at home like me, so I'll say "hi" and talk to them sometimes, since normies get angry if you ignore them and I don't want to create drama, but I imagine that if some day I finaly got a job and moved out, I would never talk to them again.Only person I care about is my mom, I don't care about my siblings or my dad.
Anyone else feel like this? I don't think I'm a bad person, I just don't understand why should I care about these random people that just happen to share some DNA with me. I have lots of cousins too, many of them married and with children, and I don't even know the names of their wives or how many children they have. I wish them the best but I don't care about their lives.
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Anyone else suffers from this shit? Going to public toilet when the stalls are occupied is a nightmare because its awkward to stand at the pissoir and have nothing happening,no matter how bad i must piss.
People often assume its because of small dick, but I never was insecure about dick size in particular as mine is on the better side of average. I can't even recall when this started. In childhood I used to have pissing contests with my classmates and I remember pissing 3-4 meters high and impressing the classmates.
Paruresis
>Paruresis, also known as shy bladder syndrome, is a type of phobia in which a person is unable to urinate in the real or imaginary presence of others, such as in a public restroom.Anyone else suffers from this shit? Going to public toilet when the stalls are occupied is a nightmare because its awkward to stand at the pissoir and have nothing happening,no matter how bad i must piss.
People often assume its because of small dick, but I never was insecure about dick size in particular as mine is on the better side of average. I can't even recall when this started. In childhood I used to have pissing contests with my classmates and I remember pissing 3-4 meters high and impressing the classmates.
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I Just kind of what to share my thoughts about it, and get some tips/feedback.
1. I play a lottery. Yes, I know this is dumb, but it only takes 10$ a week and gives me a small chance to quit the damn circle.
2. I invest in dividend stocks and bonds. Those are more or less low risk investments and you build cash flow with them over time. The only problem is I need a million to retire instantly, and it will take a long time. I use two apps for that. One is for stocks only and has no fees. The other one has access to bounds and let’s you buy expensive stocks partially. They charge you a dollar a monthly though.
3. I thought about landing clubs, but haven’t tried them yet.
4. I also thought about buying some collectibles and selling them after they grow in price. That seems like a good way to multiply your money if you know what you are doing.
5. The other thought was to create a bitcoin pull by hacking into people’s computers and cut the costs of mining down to 0. But that requires some knowledge, and I am not quite sure how profitable it would be.
So please share if you have any experience with any of it, or any other easy income ideas. Thanks.
Money money money
I’ve realized that If I would have enough money I wouldn’t even leave my apparent, bc job is the main and only reason why I do that. I also think the situation is very humiliating, so I have started to think how to make dissent income without investing to much time in it.I Just kind of what to share my thoughts about it, and get some tips/feedback.
1. I play a lottery. Yes, I know this is dumb, but it only takes 10$ a week and gives me a small chance to quit the damn circle.
2. I invest in dividend stocks and bonds. Those are more or less low risk investments and you build cash flow with them over time. The only problem is I need a million to retire instantly, and it will take a long time. I use two apps for that. One is for stocks only and has no fees. The other one has access to bounds and let’s you buy expensive stocks partially. They charge you a dollar a monthly though.
3. I thought about landing clubs, but haven’t tried them yet.
4. I also thought about buying some collectibles and selling them after they grow in price. That seems like a good way to multiply your money if you know what you are doing.
5. The other thought was to create a bitcoin pull by hacking into people’s computers and cut the costs of mining down to 0. But that requires some knowledge, and I am not quite sure how profitable it would be.
So please share if you have any experience with any of it, or any other easy income ideas. Thanks.
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I'm literally getting withdrawals from not having internet and even dreaming about them, but I know it's for my own good.
I've played games virtually every single day for over twenty years now, and they've ruined many aspects of my life.
Internet pretty much ruined my life. I have no attention span anymore for anything unless I'm drunk.
Apart from that: the internet offers way too much information and sites like this is mostly negativity. It drains energy.
Internet ruined my life
I came to this realization very recently.I'm literally getting withdrawals from not having internet and even dreaming about them, but I know it's for my own good.
I've played games virtually every single day for over twenty years now, and they've ruined many aspects of my life.
Internet pretty much ruined my life. I have no attention span anymore for anything unless I'm drunk.
Apart from that: the internet offers way too much information and sites like this is mostly negativity. It drains energy.
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The reason I'm asking is because I tried to do just that for the past few years. At first, anything that looked like a succubus or her certain body part would make me hard. But after reading some biology books, watching a few documentaries and through my sheer power of will I successfully managed to make myself not attracted to succubus boobs, 3d and 2d. They don't evoke any kind of response from me anymore, so it's definitely possible to "change" your sexuality and what you're attracted to. I still feel attraction to ass and wide hips and I'm working on that. If any of you guys successfully managed to stop being attracted to ass, please let me know how you did it.
Wouldn't it be nice to not feel any sexual attraction to succubi at all?
Forced Asexuality
Have any of you guys tried "forcing" yourself to become asexual? People on quora (https://www.quora.com/Can-you-become-asexual-by-trying) say that you're born asexual, just like you're born gay, lesbian, trans etc. and that you can't make yourself change your sexuality by you power of will.they also say that being asexual is a hassle in this oversexualised society, but wizards prefer a solitary lifestyle away from society, so it's not a problem for us, right?The reason I'm asking is because I tried to do just that for the past few years. At first, anything that looked like a succubus or her certain body part would make me hard. But after reading some biology books, watching a few documentaries and through my sheer power of will I successfully managed to make myself not attracted to succubus boobs, 3d and 2d. They don't evoke any kind of response from me anymore, so it's definitely possible to "change" your sexuality and what you're attracted to. I still feel attraction to ass and wide hips and I'm working on that. If any of you guys successfully managed to stop being attracted to ass, please let me know how you did it.
Wouldn't it be nice to not feel any sexual attraction to succubi at all?
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Now my parents are trying to get me to apply for disability, though I'm not sure how I could possibly go about doing that?
What are my chances of actually being given disability?
disability wiz
I have depression and PTSD, about 2 years ago I was admitted into a psych hospital after a suicide attempt.Now my parents are trying to get me to apply for disability, though I'm not sure how I could possibly go about doing that?
What are my chances of actually being given disability?
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Can we discuss this figure? Do you believe he's real? Do you see him as a symbolic depiction or metaphor of humanity's doomed existence and suffering?
I don't know if such a being exists but the more I learn about the material realm and all we know so far about physics, it really seems that the entire material universe has suffering as a default feature on every sentient being. Evil and destruction is easier to do and more difficult to fix or reverse, even the smallest bacteria's life is defined by killing or being killed (or harming or being harmed) in some way
The Demiurge
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DemiurgeCan we discuss this figure? Do you believe he's real? Do you see him as a symbolic depiction or metaphor of humanity's doomed existence and suffering?
I don't know if such a being exists but the more I learn about the material realm and all we know so far about physics, it really seems that the entire material universe has suffering as a default feature on every sentient being. Evil and destruction is easier to do and more difficult to fix or reverse, even the smallest bacteria's life is defined by killing or being killed (or harming or being harmed) in some way
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A more realistic idea could be of building a Wiz neighborhood, street, even apartment block.
We just pick one small town in the USA and the EU and make it our Wiz HQ that all Wizards aspire to move to. Since most Wizs live our lives on the internet, location in the middle of nowhere doesn't really matter.
Wiztown USA
Wizburg, EU
Wiztown Wiz Neighborhood
I don't think the Wiz Commune will ever happen as it involves a social community-building and pooling of resources and living in close proximity that most Wizs probably aren't suited for.A more realistic idea could be of building a Wiz neighborhood, street, even apartment block.
We just pick one small town in the USA and the EU and make it our Wiz HQ that all Wizards aspire to move to. Since most Wizs live our lives on the internet, location in the middle of nowhere doesn't really matter.
Wiztown USA
Wizburg, EU
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Coffee gives me nausea. Caffeine pills just make me anxious. I asked my doctor for Modafinil but he told me that he can only prescribe it if I literally fall asleep uncontrollably. I hope you understand that I don't know any people and I also don't feel like dealing with sketchy people online.
So what legal methods are there to make yourself more awake?
Legal ways to get energy?
I feel so tired all the time. No matter how much sleep I get or how regular my sleep schedule is. Yes I checked for sleep apnea and any kind of deficiencies.Coffee gives me nausea. Caffeine pills just make me anxious. I asked my doctor for Modafinil but he told me that he can only prescribe it if I literally fall asleep uncontrollably. I hope you understand that I don't know any people and I also don't feel like dealing with sketchy people online.
So what legal methods are there to make yourself more awake?
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Extroverted wizards
Are there wizards with extroverted temperaments who suffer from a monotonous wizardly life? Nothing new happens, you get up and sit down at the computer. I, for example, am an extrovert, and I'm tired of living in four walls. Recently, I always want to go on a trip, ride a car or bike at high speed, run, jump, go to a concert. I want to be on the move, not sit in one place and get discouraged.
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I've found that I relate to older people more, maybe its because I'm lost in the past and more interested in their century than our own. Or maybe because I'm a person of the mind not body, I relate to people whose physical side has worn itself out.
They are the only ones still alive who care about my aspie interests, the books and magazines I want to read at the library are only checked out by seniors.
I've never went to any events specifically for seniors, but I find that everything that I show up for from the Church to activism to discussion groups are always filled with older people, with not just me, but even my dads' age being the youngest one there.
But lately there hasn't been much going on in my town. And I was thinking of volunteering at the senior center. Give me something to do. Do a good deed. And maybe get a little human interaction in a non-normie way.
Volunteering with senior citizens
Way back when I was in middle school and we had to do volunteering, the principal suggested given my interest in WW2, I might like volunteering at the senior center. I was sour on it at the time, but actually it makes a lot of sense.I've found that I relate to older people more, maybe its because I'm lost in the past and more interested in their century than our own. Or maybe because I'm a person of the mind not body, I relate to people whose physical side has worn itself out.
They are the only ones still alive who care about my aspie interests, the books and magazines I want to read at the library are only checked out by seniors.
I've never went to any events specifically for seniors, but I find that everything that I show up for from the Church to activism to discussion groups are always filled with older people, with not just me, but even my dads' age being the youngest one there.
But lately there hasn't been much going on in my town. And I was thinking of volunteering at the senior center. Give me something to do. Do a good deed. And maybe get a little human interaction in a non-normie way.
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Its just seems like the cringe lolcow role of the internet, is basically like being the local clownish celebrity that I spent my whole school years being. Its a way to turn the strange weirdness into a commodity. I see folks who are less weird and less comedic getting audiences of millions. Maybe I could do it. Although I have the flaw of speaking in a way thats so cringey its boring, rather than so cringey its hilarious. But it just seems like my old weirdo class clown cartooning but with an audience of millions. Maybe it was my calling.
And then some of these guys actually make money on this shit through youtube ads and patreon, being a cringe is literally their full time career.
Have you ever thought about becoming a lolcow cringe comedy character?
I know most people would ask why would anyone want to be a laughing stock town fool of the internet? But way back to childhood days, the only options I ever had were to be an ignored quiet mouse or a loud wacky cartoonish entertainment monkey. Mouse or Monkey thats it. And so I became a local celebrity of my school days. Sometimes I would get resentful that they were laughing at me, not with me, mocking me, teasing making fun. Like the lolcows of the internet. But after trying to be serious in college, and just being totally ignored, I realized that attention beats isolation, and its the only means of socialization I know. For the last few years I've retreated back into my mouse role, and have had almost no human contact.Its just seems like the cringe lolcow role of the internet, is basically like being the local clownish celebrity that I spent my whole school years being. Its a way to turn the strange weirdness into a commodity. I see folks who are less weird and less comedic getting audiences of millions. Maybe I could do it. Although I have the flaw of speaking in a way thats so cringey its boring, rather than so cringey its hilarious. But it just seems like my old weirdo class clown cartooning but with an audience of millions. Maybe it was my calling.
And then some of these guys actually make money on this shit through youtube ads and patreon, being a cringe is literally their full time career.
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I stumbled upon an interesting podcast that I think you would also find enjoyable. A sample episode which might generate broad interest is linked here:
http://hwcdn.libsyn.com/p/e/a/3/ea3511c519950a8c/aspiecast_ep_15.mp3?c_id=16864314&cs_id=16864314&destination_id=171004&expiration=1549360086&hwt=2f7b822bcee92135da5ba6c1ada9df9e
The podcast is about a ~50 year old man's experiences with aspergers. I myself have debilitating ASD so I found SOME aspects of his stories relatable. More importantly, I have a very strong academic interest in autism. I know in not the only autistic person here. In any case though, his commentary on social phenomena I think many of you would find interesting or relatable.
All the episodes can be found here:http://aspiecast.libsyn.com/
Disclaimer: the host is a hypersocial normalfag and not at all wizardly. So let's not argue about wizlam please. Personally I think he's an idiot in many respects and has poor character as a person.
There is an Elliot Rodger episode, for the wizkids who give a shit about that (I personally don't).
An Interesting Podcast
Hello wizzies,I stumbled upon an interesting podcast that I think you would also find enjoyable. A sample episode which might generate broad interest is linked here:
http://hwcdn.libsyn.com/p/e/a/3/ea3511c519950a8c/aspiecast_ep_15.mp3?c_id=16864314&cs_id=16864314&destination_id=171004&expiration=1549360086&hwt=2f7b822bcee92135da5ba6c1ada9df9e
The podcast is about a ~50 year old man's experiences with aspergers. I myself have debilitating ASD so I found SOME aspects of his stories relatable. More importantly, I have a very strong academic interest in autism. I know in not the only autistic person here. In any case though, his commentary on social phenomena I think many of you would find interesting or relatable.
All the episodes can be found here:http://aspiecast.libsyn.com/
Disclaimer: the host is a hypersocial normalfag and not at all wizardly. So let's not argue about wizlam please. Personally I think he's an idiot in many respects and has poor character as a person.
There is an Elliot Rodger episode, for the wizkids who give a shit about that (I personally don't).
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Imagine you had a VR set taped to your head, you may know or may forgotten, but either way you had gotten used to it.
You could zoom to your wizard pub, or you could zoom into any number of scenarios, but you start getting bored and want to see reality.
You are told that this world is an illusion and through the act of concentration you can start to see the screen pixels and any number of anomalies that are only made clear to those with such powers of will and concentration.
Well, don't you see that we already exist in such a world?
Put it like this, do you sometime wonder why we can think of all these amazing fantasy scenarios, like flying and have special powers, but we cannot actually do them, which makes VR enticing because it allows us to act outside of our supposed physical bounds?
It's because we already exist inside a VR prison with certain parameter set that don't allow us the power of manifested thought.
Go again back to our 2nd layer VR example. Even if something hadn't been created yet, given your 'power over pixels', you could use some in-VR design studio to pretty much create whatever you wanted, with different gravity effects and such, even states of being you hadn't even thought of yet.
Well as i said, don't you think it strange that humans could move matter around to create computational devices which would eventually give them the appearance of 'power over matter' but in an entirely virtual world?
This is because we already have that ability and we are held here in a VR construct that limits our power over matter in such a way that we are led to imitate this power through a second layer of artificial reality, one that we can control.
The VR Prison Theory
To set up this thought experiment, think on this.Imagine you had a VR set taped to your head, you may know or may forgotten, but either way you had gotten used to it.
You could zoom to your wizard pub, or you could zoom into any number of scenarios, but you start getting bored and want to see reality.
You are told that this world is an illusion and through the act of concentration you can start to see the screen pixels and any number of anomalies that are only made clear to those with such powers of will and concentration.
Well, don't you see that we already exist in such a world?
Put it like this, do you sometime wonder why we can think of all these amazing fantasy scenarios, like flying and have special powers, but we cannot actually do them, which makes VR enticing because it allows us to act outside of our supposed physical bounds?
It's because we already exist inside a VR prison with certain parameter set that don't allow us the power of manifested thought.
Go again back to our 2nd layer VR example. Even if something hadn't been created yet, given your 'power over pixels', you could use some in-VR design studio to pretty much create whatever you wanted, with different gravity effects and such, even states of being you hadn't even thought of yet.
Well as i said, don't you think it strange that humans could move matter around to create computational devices which would eventually give them the appearance of 'power over matter' but in an entirely virtual world?
This is because we already have that ability and we are held here in a VR construct that limits our power over matter in such a way that we are led to imitate this power through a second layer of artificial reality, one that we can control.
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One might begin the argument by witnessing how many of these supposed ‘wizards’ are complete losers. Ugly pariahs who fail to even use their untouchable status to ascend to a higher spiritual plane. I will tell you now of their folly. Simply abstaining from sex with the feminine is not sufficient to maintaining a pool of mana required for entering the world of wizardry. Many of these supposed wizards, who claim to have given up on succubi entirely continue to expend mana, for the internet provides perhaps the sweetest, most unassuming and most cloying traps for the magickal apprentice.
Of course, I speak of pornography. Let us not speak ill of masturbation, for it is a pleasurable and sometimes necessary act, but the pornography that is today available is able to cast a more potent spell over the male mind than anything our fathers had to deal with. Rather than a still image of a succubus, we are presented with thousands of high definition videos of succubi engaged in sex acts. When we see a human body in motion rather than a static one, the mind has a much more difficult time distinguishing a nonreal entity from a real one, in some sense we respond to the moving succubus on our screen as if she was moving before us in person.
Wizardhood (1/5)
The ‘Wizard’ meme is now among the most enduring traditions of the imageboard, with entire sites devoted to the practice of sorcery now available for young apprentices to study on and evade the jealous gaze of the succubus who has laid many a powerful apprentice low. But did you ever consider, even if for a moment, if there was more than the meme? Did you ever consider that there is a reality behind this powerful illusion, a core truth upon which this is based?One might begin the argument by witnessing how many of these supposed ‘wizards’ are complete losers. Ugly pariahs who fail to even use their untouchable status to ascend to a higher spiritual plane. I will tell you now of their folly. Simply abstaining from sex with the feminine is not sufficient to maintaining a pool of mana required for entering the world of wizardry. Many of these supposed wizards, who claim to have given up on succubi entirely continue to expend mana, for the internet provides perhaps the sweetest, most unassuming and most cloying traps for the magickal apprentice.
Of course, I speak of pornography. Let us not speak ill of masturbation, for it is a pleasurable and sometimes necessary act, but the pornography that is today available is able to cast a more potent spell over the male mind than anything our fathers had to deal with. Rather than a still image of a succubus, we are presented with thousands of high definition videos of succubi engaged in sex acts. When we see a human body in motion rather than a static one, the mind has a much more difficult time distinguishing a nonreal entity from a real one, in some sense we respond to the moving succubus on our screen as if she was moving before us in person.
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Normies have a self policing way of acting with one another, and they police each other just like communistic societies by shaming people that act out of line. Such as walking down the street with funny clothes on, to a free person with no desire to control others, it would be welcome to see interesting new attire on someone. But with normies they snicker, sneer, and will make fun of you if you are their close friend. These are micro agressions that are both built into us to control others, and to control us.
There are other self policing nuances, like appropriate behavior, this is all in an attempt to control how you behave because most human minds arent able to react genuinely and spontaneously with another human being, so if person acts completely different to the program, the average normie wont know how to react and will break down and revert to shaming, going what the fuck haha, or isolating that person from socialization.
In history i read about a tribe that had no notion of personal property, and items would be used by various members of the group and nobody would be upset when something is removed from their vicinity. Regardless of wether you think this is a better way to live or not. This historical fact helped allowed me to see that all notions, social behavior, is mutable and completely whimsical behavior, sometimes in order to break free of the conditioning it helps to see that there are or were outsiders before us who lived differently.
I frequently dumpster dive, i survive off dumpster dive food, and find very decent stuff. and one thing that always amazes me is how boot licking minimum wage normies, im talking 9$ an hour kfc cashiers will come out the back door and see me in the dumpster and tell me that is their trash, or become upset. I tell them to fuck off or smile and wave. But regardless This is completely robotic behavior, and this is self policing behavior they enforce on themselves and expect others to follow to, and when they find someone that doesnt it enrages them. As society begins to unravel around us, it offers us many gems of knowledge to understand how you get millions of simpletons to go along with the program regardless if its a functional society or not.
Finally if you live in america, the central places where human programmed machines live their day without purpose or thought, just remember that their rules, and shame that they try to impose on you is fake, the notions that fuel their attempts to control how you dress, walk, and who you talk to are neither true or untrue, correct or false, and are based on what their parents did, what they see on TV, or whatever else.
T soliquoy on the nature of normies
Normies are like ants, at first you believe that you have freedom, but upon closer inspection this is not the case. Normies police themselves, to maintain order. Self policing normality is built into normies, and so is the cancerous kind which must be identified in wizards to liberate them from micro totalitarianism which is forced on us by random normie pedestrians. Let me explain.Normies have a self policing way of acting with one another, and they police each other just like communistic societies by shaming people that act out of line. Such as walking down the street with funny clothes on, to a free person with no desire to control others, it would be welcome to see interesting new attire on someone. But with normies they snicker, sneer, and will make fun of you if you are their close friend. These are micro agressions that are both built into us to control others, and to control us.
There are other self policing nuances, like appropriate behavior, this is all in an attempt to control how you behave because most human minds arent able to react genuinely and spontaneously with another human being, so if person acts completely different to the program, the average normie wont know how to react and will break down and revert to shaming, going what the fuck haha, or isolating that person from socialization.
In history i read about a tribe that had no notion of personal property, and items would be used by various members of the group and nobody would be upset when something is removed from their vicinity. Regardless of wether you think this is a better way to live or not. This historical fact helped allowed me to see that all notions, social behavior, is mutable and completely whimsical behavior, sometimes in order to break free of the conditioning it helps to see that there are or were outsiders before us who lived differently.
I frequently dumpster dive, i survive off dumpster dive food, and find very decent stuff. and one thing that always amazes me is how boot licking minimum wage normies, im talking 9$ an hour kfc cashiers will come out the back door and see me in the dumpster and tell me that is their trash, or become upset. I tell them to fuck off or smile and wave. But regardless This is completely robotic behavior, and this is self policing behavior they enforce on themselves and expect others to follow to, and when they find someone that doesnt it enrages them. As society begins to unravel around us, it offers us many gems of knowledge to understand how you get millions of simpletons to go along with the program regardless if its a functional society or not.
Finally if you live in america, the central places where human programmed machines live their day without purpose or thought, just remember that their rules, and shame that they try to impose on you is fake, the notions that fuel their attempts to control how you dress, walk, and who you talk to are neither true or untrue, correct or false, and are based on what their parents did, what they see on TV, or whatever else.
R: 8 / I: 2
Wizardly Fantasies
Is there a thing that you would like to be or try for at least a little while that looks to be appealing to live as/do. If I had the money and the knew how to drive/did not fear it, I would love to travel around with a laptop and a few other things seeing historical sites whilst seeing unique things too like old ships.
R: 18 / I: 2
This house hosts 60,000 pesos. I Do have that money,maybe I'll have to work one year to afford the land buy anyways
I want to become an urban hermit using this house as a base.my main worry is neighbord and such social interactions,but I think I can just buy food in bulk to avoid going out much.
What do you guys think?
I'm a minimalist,this house suits me fine.
Getting a house/urban hermit
>https://articulo.mercadolibre.com.ar/MLA-772355478-casa-prefabricada-basica-25m2-_JM#position=1&type=item&tracking_id=43967f2b-2e31-4b14-a2d5-712dd201e93eThis house hosts 60,000 pesos. I Do have that money,maybe I'll have to work one year to afford the land buy anyways
I want to become an urban hermit using this house as a base.my main worry is neighbord and such social interactions,but I think I can just buy food in bulk to avoid going out much.
What do you guys think?
I'm a minimalist,this house suits me fine.
R: 137 / I: 15
The truth is that the data coming back very recently, within the past few years or so has confirmed what climate scientists feared when we first found that methane levels were rapidly rising with no discernible cause: the arctic sea ice is melting and releasing trapped methane into the atmosphere.
Now if you don't know what that means, basically methane is like this evil carbon dioxide you hear so much about except a hundred times worse in terms of the amount of global warming it will cause. As the ice melts, two things start to happen that will result in a runaway rapid warming effect that will completely destroy the current peace and cause billions of deaths including the extinction of other species besides humans. The first is that the physical presence of the ice over a large area in the arctic acts like a kind of reflective mirror that helps reflect some of the energy coming in from the sun. With that melted, that light no longer gets reflected and instead absorbs onto the surface somewhere and radiates heat into the atmosphere. The second thing is that pockets of methane that are trapped in the ice shelf will release into the atmosphere. Both ice on land and in the sea contains large amounts of methane and any instability in that ice is game over and the ice has been destabilized. The last time we had a mass extinction, an event where over 95% of all species on earth went extinct, the cause was because of rapid increases in methane from the arctic ice melting. We're already seeing mass extinction happen with estimates of the current rate of extinction at about 1000 times higher than usual.
Most of our climate change models predicted a slow and steady linear increase in temperatures, but that's not what the data show is happening at all. The effects appeared slow and linear for a while, but now we're seeing a sudden acceleration that is corresponding to an exponential increase, not a linear increase in atmospheric methane levels that has been happening for over 10 years now. We fucked up. It's too late now to ever prevent large scale social collapse. There will be famine and drought and war, billions displaced and starving. No doubt there will be a revolution and the current order will fall.
Here is a good paper about this by a scientist who has dedicated his life to studying this issue. I encourage all of you to read it: https://www.lifeworth.com/deepadaptation.pdf
Now what does this mean for the depressed wizard who hates the current world? For me it means that there is hope that you can survive to see a new social order arise out of the ashes of our current society. Assuming you survive anyway. You can safely ignore the concerns of normies now knowing that they are in denial and are just wasting time while they still can. Any plans for the future need to be made with the knowledge that the future will be on fire and the things you rely on society for like food will no longer be guaranteed which makes the concerns of normies trivial and insignificant. We have to figure out how to live in a sustainable way like our ancestors did, assuming that's still possible in the new climate. Do not lose hope wizards, this era of bullshit wageslavery is almost at an end.
Hellfire is a comin'
Many of you despair at the state of the world and modern consumerism society, but I am here to tell you not to fear because the world that you hate so much is about to end.The truth is that the data coming back very recently, within the past few years or so has confirmed what climate scientists feared when we first found that methane levels were rapidly rising with no discernible cause: the arctic sea ice is melting and releasing trapped methane into the atmosphere.
Now if you don't know what that means, basically methane is like this evil carbon dioxide you hear so much about except a hundred times worse in terms of the amount of global warming it will cause. As the ice melts, two things start to happen that will result in a runaway rapid warming effect that will completely destroy the current peace and cause billions of deaths including the extinction of other species besides humans. The first is that the physical presence of the ice over a large area in the arctic acts like a kind of reflective mirror that helps reflect some of the energy coming in from the sun. With that melted, that light no longer gets reflected and instead absorbs onto the surface somewhere and radiates heat into the atmosphere. The second thing is that pockets of methane that are trapped in the ice shelf will release into the atmosphere. Both ice on land and in the sea contains large amounts of methane and any instability in that ice is game over and the ice has been destabilized. The last time we had a mass extinction, an event where over 95% of all species on earth went extinct, the cause was because of rapid increases in methane from the arctic ice melting. We're already seeing mass extinction happen with estimates of the current rate of extinction at about 1000 times higher than usual.
Most of our climate change models predicted a slow and steady linear increase in temperatures, but that's not what the data show is happening at all. The effects appeared slow and linear for a while, but now we're seeing a sudden acceleration that is corresponding to an exponential increase, not a linear increase in atmospheric methane levels that has been happening for over 10 years now. We fucked up. It's too late now to ever prevent large scale social collapse. There will be famine and drought and war, billions displaced and starving. No doubt there will be a revolution and the current order will fall.
Here is a good paper about this by a scientist who has dedicated his life to studying this issue. I encourage all of you to read it: https://www.lifeworth.com/deepadaptation.pdf
Now what does this mean for the depressed wizard who hates the current world? For me it means that there is hope that you can survive to see a new social order arise out of the ashes of our current society. Assuming you survive anyway. You can safely ignore the concerns of normies now knowing that they are in denial and are just wasting time while they still can. Any plans for the future need to be made with the knowledge that the future will be on fire and the things you rely on society for like food will no longer be guaranteed which makes the concerns of normies trivial and insignificant. We have to figure out how to live in a sustainable way like our ancestors did, assuming that's still possible in the new climate. Do not lose hope wizards, this era of bullshit wageslavery is almost at an end.
R: 35 / I: 2
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It has only one seeder left right now. Used to be many more months ago. Would you kindly share this torrent on places like demonoid, piratebay and other imageboards too? That would be good.
The All-Embracing Library
Size 177.96GB. I dare to say contains among the best books of their fields and are supposed not to repeat. It is a extremely well ordered collection by topic, and if you compare the size you soon see its value. Topics range from mathematics, physics, psychology, self improvement, survivalism, the best science fiction and fantasy literature, comics, magazines, and more. Magazines takes about 75 GB and there are many youtube videos, documentaries and conferences so you can exclude these if you want to. All books combined takes about 40 GB or so. But i really recommend downloading other stuff too since you can't really find it somewhere else easily. Did I mention is well sorted and contains only the best books?magnet:?xt=urn:btih:488eb9134190440bbf1e77929754321c85a24c72&dn=The+All-Embracing+Library&tr=udp://tracker.openbittorrent.com:80&tr=udp://open.demonii.com:1337
It has only one seeder left right now. Used to be many more months ago. Would you kindly share this torrent on places like demonoid, piratebay and other imageboards too? That would be good.
R: 5 / I: 3
- FLCL
- Q-ko Chan
What gets me is not the art style, but rather the how insanely detached his worlds are. Everyone in his manga says and does things this that would not happen in normie society AT ALL. For example, when Naota's friends (again, in Hajime Ueda's work in the manga) see his horns, instead of freaking out, they begin picking on him and drawing faces on them. Or Naota has his life flash before his eyes because he thinks he's going to die and he's completely fucking disinterested after his own demise. Whenever there's a "family around the table" moment it's done in the most fucked up way, with everyone acting in ways to fuck up a kid in the largest possible ways ("I just wanted to make models" if you remember the scene). Or how much of a "Fuck this place" look Naota has before he ditches school. I mean, I can't think of a more wizardly depiction of things.
If it's not a bother, I'd like to discuss a few more clippings from his manga that have really stuck with me, even though I struggle to say why beyond "I still remember them decades later." Something that bugs me is how, and I can't believe I'm saying this since I usually find this so snobbish when others say it, but how important the translations are. For example, in Q-ko chan, this lieutenant shows up at this mother's house, and threatens to beat the shit out of this kid, and the kid gets this dead look in his eyes to which the lieutenant thinks, "Huh, this kid must be used to this, that's no fun" (speaking of which, there are a lot of scenes in all of Hajime's works where the protagonist has this dead-eyes-while-leaning-on-a-wall-and-breathing-through-their-mouth look, and every single one is, I feel, so easy to sympathize with), but they don't have this at all in other translation. Or a scene Naota mentions how schools protects him from the perverts (in other translations they say "lunatics"). Or Haruko convinces Naota to skip school, and notes how you haven't really learned a city until you've played hooky.
The attached pic is one that's stuck with me, I'll post another in a moment. I've posted both of them quite frequently on this board…
I don't know what happened to Hajime, but I miss his works.
Hajime Ueda
I want to talk about Hajime Ueda's works, even though he hasn't made a whole lot and has basically disappeared nearly ten years ago, he made a huge impact on me. He drew two pieces of manga:- FLCL
- Q-ko Chan
What gets me is not the art style, but rather the how insanely detached his worlds are. Everyone in his manga says and does things this that would not happen in normie society AT ALL. For example, when Naota's friends (again, in Hajime Ueda's work in the manga) see his horns, instead of freaking out, they begin picking on him and drawing faces on them. Or Naota has his life flash before his eyes because he thinks he's going to die and he's completely fucking disinterested after his own demise. Whenever there's a "family around the table" moment it's done in the most fucked up way, with everyone acting in ways to fuck up a kid in the largest possible ways ("I just wanted to make models" if you remember the scene). Or how much of a "Fuck this place" look Naota has before he ditches school. I mean, I can't think of a more wizardly depiction of things.
If it's not a bother, I'd like to discuss a few more clippings from his manga that have really stuck with me, even though I struggle to say why beyond "I still remember them decades later." Something that bugs me is how, and I can't believe I'm saying this since I usually find this so snobbish when others say it, but how important the translations are. For example, in Q-ko chan, this lieutenant shows up at this mother's house, and threatens to beat the shit out of this kid, and the kid gets this dead look in his eyes to which the lieutenant thinks, "Huh, this kid must be used to this, that's no fun" (speaking of which, there are a lot of scenes in all of Hajime's works where the protagonist has this dead-eyes-while-leaning-on-a-wall-and-breathing-through-their-mouth look, and every single one is, I feel, so easy to sympathize with), but they don't have this at all in other translation. Or a scene Naota mentions how schools protects him from the perverts (in other translations they say "lunatics"). Or Haruko convinces Naota to skip school, and notes how you haven't really learned a city until you've played hooky.
The attached pic is one that's stuck with me, I'll post another in a moment. I've posted both of them quite frequently on this board…
I don't know what happened to Hajime, but I miss his works.
R: 18 / I: 6
A lil quote I once took: "Let your fear be heard, such is the beggining of the path to enlightenment"
Let's now get into the matter…
Normalfags do this, ok. Being this only, or at least apparently mostly when we lose our dignity whining in a way they can perceive our weakness, in order to keep us clustered in it, they will for sure minimize it as much as you can, trying to make you look as much as ridiculous and exaggerate trapped into what would be some nothing, since the spell they cast over you is always something like "it's your own your fault" maybe for the fact that if someone else (whom are also being monitorized by normalfags in their minds and feelings) realized that your point of view could have some truth and your complaining about whatever is somehow legitimate, these people (lame normies or rare normies, half-awaken people) would propose solutions to your issue, very weird but accurate solutions that would cause you (while solutioning or after it) to make some breach into the normalfag's points of view or ways of living, with a very high risk for them to be really exposed (really I say, for only you knowing it, is not such a dangerous thing for normalfags) in a way that shows how deeply evil, unnecessary and/or stupid they are, sometimes meaning this paradigm shift a parallel awakening for those half-awaken (rare normies) who could inmediately take undesired measures about it. Undesired measures, these could be, in the view of the complete normalfags, but mostly beneficial for everyone in a general way and in the long run.
The thing is, they somehow know how to release you from your hardships, but it can be for mere evilness or mere comfort, they only won't but also trying to keep you as deep as possible in your hole as if that best version of yourself (not released neither known yet) was just a mere piece of broken, protruding piece of gear inside the machine they made the world to be… to their somehow mundane, viced purposes.
A great example, is not only the wizpeople, but heavier than that: the MGTOW movement: the men who renounced to chase succubi like dogs after some cars. Normalfags usually rejoice (in the lie of) anyone's shame about being a virgin, but when they find someone who proudly stands without (purposefully, really wanting to live without) giving a damn and even despising or pitying others for giving so, you may now notice that mockeries are now sprinkled with some drops of spite, fury, also impotence and frigidity, and (God, bless us with deep knowledge and guide us though it) sometimes, just sometimes…sweet fear, like blood from a wounded enemy.
The thing is, that the wizard could be being called so (wizard) because of some asleep mind sounds about certain magic (both light and dark and other types) inside the many blind games society pushes up our throats without consent while we, accursed and ensared, swallow these poisons. The wizardry lies inside the powers of the darkness, embracing undesired experiences sometimes and rethinking our objectives and motivations, seeking power instead of pleasure, and looking at the world just as it is: a treacherous, predatory, plotter environment filled with veils and comfortable lies which try to haunt our minds and souls at every step, from the most unthinkable positions in lots of bizarre, crazy ways.
Believe in madnesses, horrors and crazinesses at least a bit, oh wizard council… for craziness and nightmare are already governed the souls of the ones who do not dare to even temper their minds with their silhouettes.
Sometimes the darkness can only be defeated being darker than it.
Embracing your misery, your embarrasment, your fear and grief (or even your selfishness)
instead of constantly avoiding or trying to pull it away.
Make the pit you've fallen into, your home, your lair…
this is how you start to build your wizard's tower, with bitter, deep, delved, uncanny foundations.
Normdemons know, yet they try to look as if not.
(Insert any text about normalfag delusions and indoctrination here, then follow:)A lil quote I once took: "Let your fear be heard, such is the beggining of the path to enlightenment"
Let's now get into the matter…
Normalfags do this, ok. Being this only, or at least apparently mostly when we lose our dignity whining in a way they can perceive our weakness, in order to keep us clustered in it, they will for sure minimize it as much as you can, trying to make you look as much as ridiculous and exaggerate trapped into what would be some nothing, since the spell they cast over you is always something like "it's your own your fault" maybe for the fact that if someone else (whom are also being monitorized by normalfags in their minds and feelings) realized that your point of view could have some truth and your complaining about whatever is somehow legitimate, these people (lame normies or rare normies, half-awaken people) would propose solutions to your issue, very weird but accurate solutions that would cause you (while solutioning or after it) to make some breach into the normalfag's points of view or ways of living, with a very high risk for them to be really exposed (really I say, for only you knowing it, is not such a dangerous thing for normalfags) in a way that shows how deeply evil, unnecessary and/or stupid they are, sometimes meaning this paradigm shift a parallel awakening for those half-awaken (rare normies) who could inmediately take undesired measures about it. Undesired measures, these could be, in the view of the complete normalfags, but mostly beneficial for everyone in a general way and in the long run.
The thing is, they somehow know how to release you from your hardships, but it can be for mere evilness or mere comfort, they only won't but also trying to keep you as deep as possible in your hole as if that best version of yourself (not released neither known yet) was just a mere piece of broken, protruding piece of gear inside the machine they made the world to be… to their somehow mundane, viced purposes.
A great example, is not only the wizpeople, but heavier than that: the MGTOW movement: the men who renounced to chase succubi like dogs after some cars. Normalfags usually rejoice (in the lie of) anyone's shame about being a virgin, but when they find someone who proudly stands without (purposefully, really wanting to live without) giving a damn and even despising or pitying others for giving so, you may now notice that mockeries are now sprinkled with some drops of spite, fury, also impotence and frigidity, and (God, bless us with deep knowledge and guide us though it) sometimes, just sometimes…sweet fear, like blood from a wounded enemy.
The thing is, that the wizard could be being called so (wizard) because of some asleep mind sounds about certain magic (both light and dark and other types) inside the many blind games society pushes up our throats without consent while we, accursed and ensared, swallow these poisons. The wizardry lies inside the powers of the darkness, embracing undesired experiences sometimes and rethinking our objectives and motivations, seeking power instead of pleasure, and looking at the world just as it is: a treacherous, predatory, plotter environment filled with veils and comfortable lies which try to haunt our minds and souls at every step, from the most unthinkable positions in lots of bizarre, crazy ways.
Believe in madnesses, horrors and crazinesses at least a bit, oh wizard council… for craziness and nightmare are already governed the souls of the ones who do not dare to even temper their minds with their silhouettes.
Sometimes the darkness can only be defeated being darker than it.
Embracing your misery, your embarrasment, your fear and grief (or even your selfishness)
instead of constantly avoiding or trying to pull it away.
Make the pit you've fallen into, your home, your lair…
this is how you start to build your wizard's tower, with bitter, deep, delved, uncanny foundations.
R: 11 / I: 2
the wage cage has been memed into reality. I remember seeing pasta and memes of the wage cage for a year or so now, was it marketing? did we really meme the wage cage into this world? would this invention not be made if not for the memes? who knows.
the wage cage has been memed into reality. I remember seeing pasta and memes of the wage cage for a year or so now, was it marketing? did we really meme the wage cage into this world? would this invention not be made if not for the memes? who knows.
R: 11 / I: 2
I would argue that there are many (overlooked) disadvantages to being physically attractive. I will list some of them here:
>Having a highly introverted personality while being attractive means that people very commonly perceive you as being arrogant (or something like that).
>Not signalling any evidence of sexuality (i.e. having a significant other) means that normalfags are far more likely to perceive you as some kind of sexual deviant.
>People have higher expectations of you in general and expect you to be more competent.
>You become a far more satisfying target for bullying (ex. in the workplace). Meek demeanor + physically attractive = irresistible bullying target. This also relates to the prior point about perceived arrogance - people are more likely to gang up against you.
>You are more likely to be perceived as a social threat, particularly by insecure men. People will often react preemptively to this.
>People (i.e. insecure men) will commonly resent you and feel malicious envy towards you.
>People are more likely to try to befriend you, but they also react more negatively when that friendliness is not reciprocated. The same applies for sexual advances from people.
>People are far more likely to approach you in public.
>The disparity between your appearance (and thus expected behaviour) and actual behaviour is far greater; consequently, people are more likely to perceive you as being mentally ill or psychologically disturbed in some way.
I think a lot of these issues are most relevant to the workplace, but certainly they are relevant to other forms of forced social interaction.
I know this general subject has been discussed to death but I think this perspective is underappreciated.
Please respond with your own list of possible disadvantages, or your opinion on this perspective in general. Save the truwiz debate for /meta/, please.
Disadvantages of Being Conventionally Physically Attractive
A common sentiment among (supposed) wizardly types is that they are perceived as being conventionally physically unattractive, and that this in part is to blame for some of their difficulties in life. In this thread I'd like to discuss a contrarian viewpoint to this.I would argue that there are many (overlooked) disadvantages to being physically attractive. I will list some of them here:
>Having a highly introverted personality while being attractive means that people very commonly perceive you as being arrogant (or something like that).
>Not signalling any evidence of sexuality (i.e. having a significant other) means that normalfags are far more likely to perceive you as some kind of sexual deviant.
>People have higher expectations of you in general and expect you to be more competent.
>You become a far more satisfying target for bullying (ex. in the workplace). Meek demeanor + physically attractive = irresistible bullying target. This also relates to the prior point about perceived arrogance - people are more likely to gang up against you.
>You are more likely to be perceived as a social threat, particularly by insecure men. People will often react preemptively to this.
>People (i.e. insecure men) will commonly resent you and feel malicious envy towards you.
>People are more likely to try to befriend you, but they also react more negatively when that friendliness is not reciprocated. The same applies for sexual advances from people.
>People are far more likely to approach you in public.
>The disparity between your appearance (and thus expected behaviour) and actual behaviour is far greater; consequently, people are more likely to perceive you as being mentally ill or psychologically disturbed in some way.
I think a lot of these issues are most relevant to the workplace, but certainly they are relevant to other forms of forced social interaction.
I know this general subject has been discussed to death but I think this perspective is underappreciated.
Please respond with your own list of possible disadvantages, or your opinion on this perspective in general. Save the truwiz debate for /meta/, please.
R: 297 / I: 36
Any fellow wizards from Argentina? How do you cope with living in this hellhole?
Any other discussion about wizards around the world welcome too
Any fellow wizards from Argentina? How do you cope with living in this hellhole?
Any other discussion about wizards around the world welcome too
R: 43 / I: 13
2) The Moon has elements it should not have. In the 1970’s, Mikhail Vasin and Alexander Shcerbakov from the Soviet Academy of Science wrote an article called: “Is the Moon the creation of Alien Intelligence?” It was a very interesting article that asked some important questions. How is it possible that the surface of the moon is so hard and why does it contain minerals like Titanium? Mysteriously there are some lunar rocks that have been found to contain PROCESSED METALS such as Brass, the elements of Uranium 236 and Neptunium 237 that have NEVER been found to occur naturally. Yet there are traces of them on the Moon. Uranium 236 is a radioactive nuclear waste which is found in spent nuclear and reprocessed Uranium. More interestingly, Neptunium 237 is a radioactive metallic element and a by-product of nuclear reactors and the production of Plutonium. You have to ask the question: What is happening on Earth’s Moon? From where do these elements and minerals come from?
3) Earth’s Moon does not have a solid core like every other planetary object. Researchers are nearly 100 percent sure that the Moon is, in fact, hollow or has a very low-intensity interior. Strangely, the Moon’s concentration of mass is located at a series of points just below the surface.
4) The Moon is older than Earth. Our Moon is unlike any other satellite discovered in the known universe. Researchers know the Moon is 4.6 billion years old and that raises a lot of questions. This means that the moon is older than the Earth by nearly 800,000 years according to scientists.
5) Incredible orbit. Earth’s moon is the only moon in the solar system that has a stationary, nearly “perfect” circular orbit. It’s a fact that the Moon does not spin like a natural celestial body. In other words, our Moon does not share any characteristics with other moons found in our Solar System. If that isn’t strange enough, consider that from any point on the surface of our planet only one side of the Moon is visible. What is the moon hiding?
6) Lunar rocks and titanium. There are some lunar rocks that have been found to contain ten times more titanium than “titanium rich” rocks on planet Earth. Here on Earth, we use Titanium in supersonic jets, deep diving submarines and spacecraft. It’s unexplainable. Dr Harold Urey, Nobel Prize winner for Chemistry said he was “terribly puzzled by the rocks astronauts found on the moon and their Titanium content. The samples were unimaginable and mind-blowing since researchers could not account for the presence of Titanium.
7) Precise position. If all of the above points do not get you to think differently about the Earth’s moon; here are some more interesting things about the Moon. What is keeping the moon in its nearly perfect position? The moon has a precise altitude, course and speed, allowing it to “function” properly in regards of planet Earth.
Simply put the Moon should not be where it is currently. Everything points to the possibility that Earth’s moon was in fact placed into its current orbit in the distant past. The Moon’s unnatural orbit and irregular composition raise hundreds of questions that neither NASA scientists, astronomers or geologists are able to answer today. Despite all efforts to understand Earth’s “natural” satellite, the truth is that we have very little information about the Moon’s origin and purpose. What do you think the moon is? A nearly perfect natural occurrence? Or do the Moon’s origins surpass human understanding?
Hollow Moon
1) The Moon seems engineered. On November of 1969, NASA intentionally crashed a lunar module that caused an impact equivalent to one ton of TNT on the Moon. The shock waves built up and NASA scientists listened to what was happening on the Moon. Strangely, after impact, NASA scientists said that the Moon rang like a bell and the reverberation continued for thirty minutes. According to Ken Johnson, supervisor of the data and photo control department, the Moon not only rang like a bell but the whole Moon “wobbled” in such a precise way that it was “almost as though it had gigantic hydraulic damper struts inside it.2) The Moon has elements it should not have. In the 1970’s, Mikhail Vasin and Alexander Shcerbakov from the Soviet Academy of Science wrote an article called: “Is the Moon the creation of Alien Intelligence?” It was a very interesting article that asked some important questions. How is it possible that the surface of the moon is so hard and why does it contain minerals like Titanium? Mysteriously there are some lunar rocks that have been found to contain PROCESSED METALS such as Brass, the elements of Uranium 236 and Neptunium 237 that have NEVER been found to occur naturally. Yet there are traces of them on the Moon. Uranium 236 is a radioactive nuclear waste which is found in spent nuclear and reprocessed Uranium. More interestingly, Neptunium 237 is a radioactive metallic element and a by-product of nuclear reactors and the production of Plutonium. You have to ask the question: What is happening on Earth’s Moon? From where do these elements and minerals come from?
3) Earth’s Moon does not have a solid core like every other planetary object. Researchers are nearly 100 percent sure that the Moon is, in fact, hollow or has a very low-intensity interior. Strangely, the Moon’s concentration of mass is located at a series of points just below the surface.
4) The Moon is older than Earth. Our Moon is unlike any other satellite discovered in the known universe. Researchers know the Moon is 4.6 billion years old and that raises a lot of questions. This means that the moon is older than the Earth by nearly 800,000 years according to scientists.
5) Incredible orbit. Earth’s moon is the only moon in the solar system that has a stationary, nearly “perfect” circular orbit. It’s a fact that the Moon does not spin like a natural celestial body. In other words, our Moon does not share any characteristics with other moons found in our Solar System. If that isn’t strange enough, consider that from any point on the surface of our planet only one side of the Moon is visible. What is the moon hiding?
6) Lunar rocks and titanium. There are some lunar rocks that have been found to contain ten times more titanium than “titanium rich” rocks on planet Earth. Here on Earth, we use Titanium in supersonic jets, deep diving submarines and spacecraft. It’s unexplainable. Dr Harold Urey, Nobel Prize winner for Chemistry said he was “terribly puzzled by the rocks astronauts found on the moon and their Titanium content. The samples were unimaginable and mind-blowing since researchers could not account for the presence of Titanium.
7) Precise position. If all of the above points do not get you to think differently about the Earth’s moon; here are some more interesting things about the Moon. What is keeping the moon in its nearly perfect position? The moon has a precise altitude, course and speed, allowing it to “function” properly in regards of planet Earth.
Simply put the Moon should not be where it is currently. Everything points to the possibility that Earth’s moon was in fact placed into its current orbit in the distant past. The Moon’s unnatural orbit and irregular composition raise hundreds of questions that neither NASA scientists, astronomers or geologists are able to answer today. Despite all efforts to understand Earth’s “natural” satellite, the truth is that we have very little information about the Moon’s origin and purpose. What do you think the moon is? A nearly perfect natural occurrence? Or do the Moon’s origins surpass human understanding?
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This guy was a pioneer or cold showers in soviet Russia
The Germans once doused him in water and made him walk in winter and he didn't get any cold
Suspected wizards
Post people who you think were wizards.This guy was a pioneer or cold showers in soviet Russia
The Germans once doused him in water and made him walk in winter and he didn't get any cold
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I live in a major city that receives a large amount of tourists all year around. These people don't have any shame and will stop anyone on their tracks to ask how to reach some tourist spot. I'd like to evade these encounters and I thought a wiz beard might keep them away.
Problem is that I'm disgusted by filthiness, a beard is another thing to take care of, and since it's so close to the mouth, I'm guessing it gets dirty easily.
the wizard beard
Wizards are always despicted with huge beards in media. Anyone here has experience growing one?I live in a major city that receives a large amount of tourists all year around. These people don't have any shame and will stop anyone on their tracks to ask how to reach some tourist spot. I'd like to evade these encounters and I thought a wiz beard might keep them away.
Problem is that I'm disgusted by filthiness, a beard is another thing to take care of, and since it's so close to the mouth, I'm guessing it gets dirty easily.
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isn't very often), or when I used to go to the gym, or when I go for walks, people seem suspicious of me. I catch people staring in my direction, I've noticed employees in stores watching me. I'm not a criminal, I've never broken
any laws intentionally (that I'm aware of). I do tend to get anxious, but I have no bad intentions or anything. I'll give two stories for examples.
When I was a teenager, one time after school I went shopping with my mother at a store. I got tired of walking around and asked to go back to her car, keys in hand. I remember walking around the parking lot for a while because I
couldn't find her car (I had gone out the wrong door by accident). Upon giving up and heading back into the store, a lady drove in front of me, blocking my way, and said "You'd better not be stealing any cars." I was perplexed. The
look she gave me was one of cold-heartedness and hatred. She looked like she despised me. She never even asked what I was doing, instead just straight away accused me of breaking the law. I won't give my exact age but I was less
than 16.
Another time, in my early 20s when I was in university, I was waiting in a hallway by myself, waiting for the classes to change so I could enter mine. There were a lot of people walking past me. All of a sudden, this guy comes up to
me and says, "Hey. Are you the guy?" And I replied, "What?" And he said, "Are you the guy selling cocaine?" I remember saying "No!", but I was so stunned that someone thought I was a freaking drug dealer. A drug dealer. That's
a felony, selling cocaine.
So, I don't mean to ramble on anymore, but are people suspicious of you in general? I've had many instances when in stores of employees watching me, I swear they're whispering about me. And before you say that I'm paranoid, I'm not.
Because I notice that when I'm with my mom, they don't act that way. But if I'm alone, they do. Same with strangers. On my walks, I go to this bridge sometimes. One time I was there alone and this guy walked past me slowly, then
stopped at the end and was constanly looking in my direction. Like what the hell? Do I look like a criminal or something? I don't get it. Is it because I'm ugly? Nervous?
Do people find you suspicious?
I'm not sure which section to be posting this in, and I wasn't even sure if I should post it at all. But I can't help but notice that, over the last few years especially (but even in my life in general), anytime I'm in a store (whichisn't very often), or when I used to go to the gym, or when I go for walks, people seem suspicious of me. I catch people staring in my direction, I've noticed employees in stores watching me. I'm not a criminal, I've never broken
any laws intentionally (that I'm aware of). I do tend to get anxious, but I have no bad intentions or anything. I'll give two stories for examples.
When I was a teenager, one time after school I went shopping with my mother at a store. I got tired of walking around and asked to go back to her car, keys in hand. I remember walking around the parking lot for a while because I
couldn't find her car (I had gone out the wrong door by accident). Upon giving up and heading back into the store, a lady drove in front of me, blocking my way, and said "You'd better not be stealing any cars." I was perplexed. The
look she gave me was one of cold-heartedness and hatred. She looked like she despised me. She never even asked what I was doing, instead just straight away accused me of breaking the law. I won't give my exact age but I was less
than 16.
Another time, in my early 20s when I was in university, I was waiting in a hallway by myself, waiting for the classes to change so I could enter mine. There were a lot of people walking past me. All of a sudden, this guy comes up to
me and says, "Hey. Are you the guy?" And I replied, "What?" And he said, "Are you the guy selling cocaine?" I remember saying "No!", but I was so stunned that someone thought I was a freaking drug dealer. A drug dealer. That's
a felony, selling cocaine.
So, I don't mean to ramble on anymore, but are people suspicious of you in general? I've had many instances when in stores of employees watching me, I swear they're whispering about me. And before you say that I'm paranoid, I'm not.
Because I notice that when I'm with my mom, they don't act that way. But if I'm alone, they do. Same with strangers. On my walks, I go to this bridge sometimes. One time I was there alone and this guy walked past me slowly, then
stopped at the end and was constanly looking in my direction. Like what the hell? Do I look like a criminal or something? I don't get it. Is it because I'm ugly? Nervous?