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Hey you know what's cool, I just made my own creepypasta story on creepypasta.com just pray that my submitted creepypasta gets approved in the next 2 months because people usually wait 6 to 8 weeks for it to get checked story posted successfull.
Hey you know what's cool, I just made my own creepypasta story on creepypasta.com just pray that my submitted creepypasta gets approved in the next 2 months because people usually wait 6 to 8 weeks for it to get checked story posted successfull.
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I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.
I want to talk to you about fate: does it exist or not? Honestly, I don't know. I won't claim to believe in it unconditionally, but I looked at my natal chart (Shoutout to my astrologer friend from the other thread! I know you're reading this). During this time, I've talked to magicians, psychologists, internet freaks, and even talked to AI. And, of course, I've tried to start my life from scratch many times. I've tried to find a job many times, but I've lost it. And now I'm 28 years old, guys. I just want to throw everything away. I'll be 30 in two years. I have no education, I've never really learned anything in my entire life, and I've spent half of it living off my parents. I'm literally a loser, a nobody. The older you get, the more clearly you realize: trying to start over doesn't work when you're in poor health. Let's be honest, many of us have lousy health; many of us rarely even go outside. Besides, there's no money for education, not to mention the strict regulations, the need to pass exams, and other difficulties. And I ask myself: did I even have a choice in how to live? Or was my life built from the very beginning according to some divine plan, a supercomputer, or something similar? After all, if you think about it, all my decisions have always turned out to be wrong. I constantly did the wrong thing, made mistakes out of stupidity or naivety. So, is everything predetermined? I'm still tormented by this question. If I were to get up tomorrow and say, "That's it, I'm leaving this life and I'm no longer a burden," I still wouldn't be able to change much. I won't become a doctor or a scientist at 30. External factors influence us too much. Does that mean that even my decision to change something tomorrow was already made not by me, but by someone else? And I just play out this scenario over and over again, and there was no real freedom of choice. But you know what's the scariest thing? It turns out that no matter what we do, we can't jump above our heads. As the saying goes: "Play stupid games, get stupid prizes" or "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Actually, I want to ask you: do you believe in fate? Are we really destined to suffer our entire lives? I looked at myself: I'm 28, I haven't learned anything, and I just wasted this life. I wish I'd never been born.
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How do you want the world to end?
Everything as we know it started with a bang. Very chaotic and perhaps mercilessly. I want everything to end peacefully, as if the whole world were drifting into a deep cryosleep. Maybe a never-ending thermal apocalypse leading to an ice age.
R: 10 / I: 2
My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.
Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?
Absent yet omnipresent, both overbearing and useless
Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.
Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?
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being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…
AI waifu
https://perchance.org/ai-waifu-generator is fucking crazy, you can generate images of topless/nude anime waifus, and based on your description generate a persona and https://perchance.org/ai-character-chat link to talk with them.being able to indulge in any fantasy is more intense than watching porn for me, but I'm not one of those losers with AI girlfriends, because I know I'm just using them to get off, losing my interest after I shoot my load (they're just too selfless), and if I were to develop feelings for them (something I want to avoid because it's dangerous, went too far with a waifu so I archived my exported .json files and hidden them in some folder) they would be in someone's server with me having no control over it, as opposed to running locally with back-up in storage device in Faraday cage.
but it gets me thinking about the possibilities…
R: 5 / I: 0
Turning 30 in a few months.
Hello everyone, I turn 30 in a few months and at that point I will be a wizard ( hopefully I get my Hogwarts letter). As such, I figured I'd just start posting here albeit a bit early. How has your week been brothers?
R: 27 / I: 1
>be me, a child
>am gifted a pc and a Nintendo wii
>watch Minecraft youtubers
>my life is going to school, play minecraft and super mario bros and watch youtube
>ffw 10 years old
>my new addiction is league of legends and I buy the league's world cup ashe skin
>i want to become a league professional player
>at this point I still kept good grades, especially at math
<convince my parents to stop obligating me to study
>ffw a year
>I fight against a classmate and suffer because of that
>our many fights and relationship as "enemies" impacted my feelings and self-esteem
>it was to the point that I was diagnosed with social phobia and depression
>it didn't help that my family was going through an unpleasant moment
>i discover fortnite and that became my new addiction
>it basically became my whole life
>pandemic arrives after more one year
>i used to play fortnite with my classmates, that later would bully me
>we played everyday until midnight after our online classes
>i've also learned photoshop and made about 150$
>eventually became 14 years old
>dive deep into animes and i aspire being an anime elitist (aka otacult in the circles i participated)
>my life consists in watching anime and manga and read reviews and critiques from elitist twitter accounts and blogs
>discover new anime
>find evangelion kickass
>find the patlabor movies kickass
>find sarazanmai kickass
>noticed how the camera distortions in steins;gate gave a claustrophobic tone to the anime
>low mean score at myanimelist
>i could recognize hiroyuki tanaka's and yutapon's animation style, and also from other animators that i forgot the name by now
>watch godard and bergman
>fancy pepe holding a wine glass.png
<meanwhile my school grades were mediocre (my philosophy was that as long as I passed the exact score didn't matter)
>i was mediocre except on the literature, philosophy, history and geography classes
>/lit/erature teacher said I had a great abstraction
>philosophy teacher found i was a straight A student
>english teacher said I was one of the best writers at my grade and that she thought I was aspiring to became a lawyer, due to how well I wrote
>(and right before I graduated hs my geography teacher said he enjoyed teaching me; I participated a lot in his classes)
>feels good, man.png
<meanwhile…
<had a hard time on the math classes
<didn't study in order to maximize my leisure time
<realize I have le former gifted kid syndrome
<at this point I didn't have friends and was made fun of by my classmates
>ffw 16 years
<introduced to 4chan through r/visualnovels
<(actually knew about it through YouTube when I was a kid, but just started using after that subreddit)
>find like minded people at /a/
>that great feeling when I feel at home
<my brother introduces me to some altchans
<am temp banned from them because I didn't know how to properly write greentexts, lol
>study japanese daily for 1 month
<stop with that because my last year of hs was arriving and I wanted to focus on studying for university entrance exams
<(barely studied)
<(in retrospect, I should've kept studying japanese)
<ffw more mental health issues arrive
<ocd to be more exact
<can't watch anime anymore due to that
<start playing jrpgs as a substitute
<140 hours at final fantasy ix
<750 hours of jrpgs on total so far, considering all the ones I've played
<apply to a humanities major since I was mediocre enough and bad at math
<and I also was molded by the shit ton of media I consumed
>manage to pass the entrance exam, but almost failed
>the minimum score to pass and enroll at the major was relatively low, so it is laughable that I almost failed
>ffw once more (that's the last time, I swear)
>be me, October 6, 2026
>in the middle of my nth semester of university
>still socially isolated
>mildy recessed chin, light gynecomasty, fatfuck (due to antipsychotic)
>no social life and still with social phobia
>spend all my days on my phone
>last week average time was 10h/day
>having a hard time concentrating on the lectures
>realize I don't relate to anything besides games, imageboards and literature
>my major is still somewhat fun, but I hold ambiguous feelings toward it
>trying to write fiction to try turning that into my future, but I'm only giving baby steps so far
>mfw in a year of writing I've only wrote 2,5 short stories (currently working on the third)
>no career prospects to people who graduate in my major but being a high school teacher or following the academic path
>tfw the clock is ticking
>I will graduate in some semesters
>don't want to work
>considered going for a master's just so I extend my time as an unemployed and as someone supported by my parents' money
>(luckily they don't mind if I keep living with them, that's awesome)
>realize I want to keep being a kid forever
>#underage4evah
I don't know what to do. It feels like my future will suck. I don't want to work in a meaningless job (and the only job I wouldn't find meaningless is something related to creating fiction, but as you could see, it's not going well enough, with how much I write). If I at least was passionate for math I could have a bright future with those emerging careers such as data science, AI and the like. And at the same time my own life is empty and a meaningless, wasted shit. I don't feel prepared to face the real world. I wish things had gone a little different.
I don't want to be an adult. I've lived at the margin of the microsociety around me (my classmates), so how they expect me to fit in the real society? I exchanged a few words with my parents about becoming a neet, masking the desire with a tone of joke, and they rejected the idea, as expected. I know that neeting is a dead end, but I can't help but feel like becoming one.
Sometimes I imagine what my life would look like if I wasn't born at the internet age. I would be bored and then would solve math problems in my free time, keeping a good performance in math and enrolling in a stem major. I would entertain me with books from a young age, being way more well-read than I'm currently am.
Recently I've decided to read Sartres conception of shame and I related to it. I also related to that micro story of Kafka about the rat that was eaten by the cat. Life is kind of cruel.
>be me, a child
>am gifted a pc and a Nintendo wii
>watch Minecraft youtubers
>my life is going to school, play minecraft and super mario bros and watch youtube
>ffw 10 years old
>my new addiction is league of legends and I buy the league's world cup ashe skin
>i want to become a league professional player
>at this point I still kept good grades, especially at math
<convince my parents to stop obligating me to study
>ffw a year
>I fight against a classmate and suffer because of that
>our many fights and relationship as "enemies" impacted my feelings and self-esteem
>it was to the point that I was diagnosed with social phobia and depression
>it didn't help that my family was going through an unpleasant moment
>i discover fortnite and that became my new addiction
>it basically became my whole life
>pandemic arrives after more one year
>i used to play fortnite with my classmates, that later would bully me
>we played everyday until midnight after our online classes
>i've also learned photoshop and made about 150$
>eventually became 14 years old
>dive deep into animes and i aspire being an anime elitist (aka otacult in the circles i participated)
>my life consists in watching anime and manga and read reviews and critiques from elitist twitter accounts and blogs
>discover new anime
>find evangelion kickass
>find the patlabor movies kickass
>find sarazanmai kickass
>noticed how the camera distortions in steins;gate gave a claustrophobic tone to the anime
>low mean score at myanimelist
>i could recognize hiroyuki tanaka's and yutapon's animation style, and also from other animators that i forgot the name by now
>watch godard and bergman
>fancy pepe holding a wine glass.png
<meanwhile my school grades were mediocre (my philosophy was that as long as I passed the exact score didn't matter)
>i was mediocre except on the literature, philosophy, history and geography classes
>/lit/erature teacher said I had a great abstraction
>philosophy teacher found i was a straight A student
>english teacher said I was one of the best writers at my grade and that she thought I was aspiring to became a lawyer, due to how well I wrote
>(and right before I graduated hs my geography teacher said he enjoyed teaching me; I participated a lot in his classes)
>feels good, man.png
<meanwhile…
<had a hard time on the math classes
<didn't study in order to maximize my leisure time
<realize I have le former gifted kid syndrome
<at this point I didn't have friends and was made fun of by my classmates
>ffw 16 years
<introduced to 4chan through r/visualnovels
<(actually knew about it through YouTube when I was a kid, but just started using after that subreddit)
>find like minded people at /a/
>that great feeling when I feel at home
<my brother introduces me to some altchans
<am temp banned from them because I didn't know how to properly write greentexts, lol
>study japanese daily for 1 month
<stop with that because my last year of hs was arriving and I wanted to focus on studying for university entrance exams
<(barely studied)
<(in retrospect, I should've kept studying japanese)
<ffw more mental health issues arrive
<ocd to be more exact
<can't watch anime anymore due to that
<start playing jrpgs as a substitute
<140 hours at final fantasy ix
<750 hours of jrpgs on total so far, considering all the ones I've played
<apply to a humanities major since I was mediocre enough and bad at math
<and I also was molded by the shit ton of media I consumed
>manage to pass the entrance exam, but almost failed
>the minimum score to pass and enroll at the major was relatively low, so it is laughable that I almost failed
>ffw once more (that's the last time, I swear)
>be me, October 6, 2026
>in the middle of my nth semester of university
>still socially isolated
>mildy recessed chin, light gynecomasty, fatfuck (due to antipsychotic)
>no social life and still with social phobia
>spend all my days on my phone
>last week average time was 10h/day
>having a hard time concentrating on the lectures
>realize I don't relate to anything besides games, imageboards and literature
>my major is still somewhat fun, but I hold ambiguous feelings toward it
>trying to write fiction to try turning that into my future, but I'm only giving baby steps so far
>mfw in a year of writing I've only wrote 2,5 short stories (currently working on the third)
>no career prospects to people who graduate in my major but being a high school teacher or following the academic path
>tfw the clock is ticking
>I will graduate in some semesters
>don't want to work
>considered going for a master's just so I extend my time as an unemployed and as someone supported by my parents' money
>(luckily they don't mind if I keep living with them, that's awesome)
>realize I want to keep being a kid forever
>#underage4evah
I don't know what to do. It feels like my future will suck. I don't want to work in a meaningless job (and the only job I wouldn't find meaningless is something related to creating fiction, but as you could see, it's not going well enough, with how much I write). If I at least was passionate for math I could have a bright future with those emerging careers such as data science, AI and the like. And at the same time my own life is empty and a meaningless, wasted shit. I don't feel prepared to face the real world. I wish things had gone a little different.
I don't want to be an adult. I've lived at the margin of the microsociety around me (my classmates), so how they expect me to fit in the real society? I exchanged a few words with my parents about becoming a neet, masking the desire with a tone of joke, and they rejected the idea, as expected. I know that neeting is a dead end, but I can't help but feel like becoming one.
Sometimes I imagine what my life would look like if I wasn't born at the internet age. I would be bored and then would solve math problems in my free time, keeping a good performance in math and enrolling in a stem major. I would entertain me with books from a young age, being way more well-read than I'm currently am.
Recently I've decided to read Sartres conception of shame and I related to it. I also related to that micro story of Kafka about the rat that was eaten by the cat. Life is kind of cruel.
R: 25 / I: 15
post here when you're feeling happy or share anything that makes you happy or glad and grateful or comfy and cheerful or things that make you smile
This is the happiest thread on wizchan!
Wizardly Happiness General I
Wiz Life is Wonderful Editionpost here when you're feeling happy or share anything that makes you happy or glad and grateful or comfy and cheerful or things that make you smile
This is the happiest thread on wizchan!
R: 33 / I: 1
Dear friends, how often do you wash? I’m just asking because the water was recently shut off and I need to somehow survive in such conditions. Just don’t tell me you don’t spend time taking a bath or a shower.
I know that succubi waste water all the time on all sorts of things just to ‘look beautiful’ — literally for everything. And sometimes they can easily take a bath for 4 hours and think that’s normal.
Dear friends, how often do you wash? I’m just asking because the water was recently shut off and I need to somehow survive in such conditions. Just don’t tell me you don’t spend time taking a bath or a shower.
I know that succubi waste water all the time on all sorts of things just to ‘look beautiful’ — literally for everything. And sometimes they can easily take a bath for 4 hours and think that’s normal.
R: 11 / I: 1
have you ever met someone a fellow wizard who happen to also browse wizchan IRL?
have you ever met someone a fellow wizard who happen to also browse wizchan IRL?
R: 30 / I: 1
is male drawn hentai actually just gay porn?
Is it gay to jerk off to porn drawn by a man? Even if the man draws a succubus, a guy is basically making you cum. How do you square that circle?
R: 100 / I: 8
>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
Normie behaviours you hate
Norms, notions and behaviors they have that annoys you.>Never argue with your critics or openly dismiss them
Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view. They seems to just expect you to just nod along and agree(even if it's dishonestly).
Even if they deliverer their criticism rudely they expect you to still be polite with them.
Been told that snarky responses to people's criticism like
>I don't care go fix it yourself if you have a problem with it!
>Rich coming from an amateur like you, I like to see you do better!
>Who cares about what you have to say? Shove it up your ass!
>If you don't like it then do something else!
Will just ensure no one will bother to be honest with you, if they see you do something that is bad/wrong they will keep their mouth shut or lie saying you're doing great and hope you sabotage for yourself.
For a while I bought this. However, it just lead to people daring to be more rude with me. Eventually lead me to snap and revert to my old behavior. Then people started to choose their words more carefully when they talk to me.
Most of the time their criticism isn't even constructive, it's just them wanting you to cater to their preferences. So far this "antisocial" behavior haven't cause me any harm.
This is just some bollocks normies made up, because they don't like when people disagree or argues with them. They just want to be "right" without any push back.
R: 100 / I: 13
You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.
Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.
It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
Tulpamancy
Why don't you have a tulpa, anon?You can cheat yourself out of loneliness by fostering a loving relationship with an imaginary friend.
Benefits of a tulpa,
>You can choose any shape or form for her.
>You will never feel alone.
>She will always show unconditional love.
>She will always follow you around.
>You can have sex without losing your virginity powers or contracting STDs.
>Costs absolutely nothing.
>Basically the 'ultimate' form of a waifu.
The only negative is the social stigma, which you can easily avoid by not revealing your powerlevel.
It was the best decision of my life. It feels so good to have someone take care of you, compliment you and physically comfort you.
R: 2 / I: 0
Hi..
I feel like the last few years have passed so quickly, every day I spend alone, isolated, but it's okay, every problem I face, fatigue, failure, sadness, and so on, I've been through every day, but hey, I'm still here until now and it seems like I've made peace with my mental problems, maybe I'm used to facing it alone without the help of others, I feel like depression is part of my routine and part of my personality, but I'm happy
R: 18 / I: 2
What is the wiz wish?
Grant one wish
Halo wizard, so im KYUBEI, give you one wish and im will grant it on the condition that you become a wizard forever.What is the wiz wish?
R: 3 / I: 0
Cant seem to enjoy anything, I tried to get into hobbies but I cant enjoy them. Everything feels like a task that must be taken care of. I cant sit down and enjoy a good game or a meal. I feel jealous of the average human capable of creation and enjoyment. Everything feels fleeting and cloudy. I want to appreciate life more.
Cant seem to enjoy anything, I tried to get into hobbies but I cant enjoy them. Everything feels like a task that must be taken care of. I cant sit down and enjoy a good game or a meal. I feel jealous of the average human capable of creation and enjoyment. Everything feels fleeting and cloudy. I want to appreciate life more.
R: 6 / I: 0
Does the existence of such a thing portend trouble for our fragile timeline? Are our tricksy friends about to play another bioprank on us?
Does the existence of such a thing portend trouble for our fragile timeline? Are our tricksy friends about to play another bioprank on us?
R: 7 / I: 1
I want to ask, is living alone good and enjoyable? Without friends, without parents, without other people and just alone, working alone, eating alone, living at home alone, doing everything alone, even earning money, so is it enjoyable?
I want to ask, is living alone good and enjoyable? Without friends, without parents, without other people and just alone, working alone, eating alone, living at home alone, doing everything alone, even earning money, so is it enjoyable?
R: 15 / I: 6
I have three friends/acquaintances which I see every now and then, I think around every 4 months, but I talk pretty often with them through messages, but sincerely, because of our differences, it's been being more tiresome to keep up with them lately because of what I think may be depression (due to many topics which don't fit here) and because since I'm still a virgin (and I'm sure it won't change, nor is it a big deal to me, personally speaking) they have been pushing me to lose it, almost as a joke, saying things like "hey, my gf know a succubus, wizzie, if you're interested just say so…". I know they aren't evil, but honestly? It's still tiresome, and I don't want to humiliate myself by telling them the reasons I will end up as a wizard, even with it being supposed to be simple to understand (this is also already another topic). I can feel their vision about me getting worse by the day. How? Because that's how normalfags usually are. If they link success to sleeping with succubi, then it's obvious their vision about me isn't that good on the inside, even if they don't say it aloud. To make things worse, one of these 3 is completely different from me, he likes going to parties, hates anime and also don't have interests on politics as I do, while the other 2 at least somewhat like anime.
I have been having a hard time deciding whether I should break our friendship or not because I got to know 2 of them on middle school and the giga normie one on elementary school (although we aren't as close as you would expect from such an old friendship, he still makes some effort to be in contact, although I think it's just on a whim because we know each other for a long time).
I'm tired, wizzies, and I feel like my bond with them was always temporary. How am I going to be in contact with them here in 11 years? What will they think about me seeing a mentally ill wizard making minimum wage (if even working at all) and living with his parents? (I won't go to college for many reasons and I probably can't live alone). I hate imagining them with pity on their eyes, or worse, smug smiles directed towards me. I'm really tired, I think I will give an excuse to block them around the end of this year and if they come to my home to know why I did it, I will just say it's none of their business. What do you guys think about this? Is this a smart way of dealing with my situation, or am I being stupid?
Should I stop talking to my acquaintances?
Hello, wizzies. I have been thinking a lot about the matter on the title so I wanted to ask for some advice from people who may have already gone through what I'm going. So, first providing some context, I'm a 19yo guy who is just your average apprentice wizard, a khhv who likes otaku stuff, loves to spend his time alone and has his own deep problems, also probably autistic. As many of you must have already experienced throughout your lives, being on this path will influence your relationships with those around you as well, or so I think.I have three friends/acquaintances which I see every now and then, I think around every 4 months, but I talk pretty often with them through messages, but sincerely, because of our differences, it's been being more tiresome to keep up with them lately because of what I think may be depression (due to many topics which don't fit here) and because since I'm still a virgin (and I'm sure it won't change, nor is it a big deal to me, personally speaking) they have been pushing me to lose it, almost as a joke, saying things like "hey, my gf know a succubus, wizzie, if you're interested just say so…". I know they aren't evil, but honestly? It's still tiresome, and I don't want to humiliate myself by telling them the reasons I will end up as a wizard, even with it being supposed to be simple to understand (this is also already another topic). I can feel their vision about me getting worse by the day. How? Because that's how normalfags usually are. If they link success to sleeping with succubi, then it's obvious their vision about me isn't that good on the inside, even if they don't say it aloud. To make things worse, one of these 3 is completely different from me, he likes going to parties, hates anime and also don't have interests on politics as I do, while the other 2 at least somewhat like anime.
I have been having a hard time deciding whether I should break our friendship or not because I got to know 2 of them on middle school and the giga normie one on elementary school (although we aren't as close as you would expect from such an old friendship, he still makes some effort to be in contact, although I think it's just on a whim because we know each other for a long time).
I'm tired, wizzies, and I feel like my bond with them was always temporary. How am I going to be in contact with them here in 11 years? What will they think about me seeing a mentally ill wizard making minimum wage (if even working at all) and living with his parents? (I won't go to college for many reasons and I probably can't live alone). I hate imagining them with pity on their eyes, or worse, smug smiles directed towards me. I'm really tired, I think I will give an excuse to block them around the end of this year and if they come to my home to know why I did it, I will just say it's none of their business. What do you guys think about this? Is this a smart way of dealing with my situation, or am I being stupid?
R: 9 / I: 2
Every interaction is like a game of heads or tails, where you're always either on top or on the bottom -no in between- and it happens in the most benign interactions. For example, even something minor like admitting that I've been a bit tired this week because I slept poorly causes people to look down on me or act annoyed. Whereas if I tell someone that I've been feeling great and wake up every morning at 7:00 to do an hour of exercise they're impressed and instantly treat me better. I found that it's far and away better to never show any weakness whatsoever, and hype yourself up instead (even if it's not true).
I guess this is why normalfags always lie and brag, and exaggerate their own achievements and where the whole idea of saving face and all that comes from. It's not just self-aggrandizment for their own ego (although I'm sure that's a big part), it actually significantly changes how people treat you.
I guess you see it as well with succubi who drop their boyfriends as soon as they show some kind of weakness like crying, or being emotionally down, etc.
I know that to many this will seem like a childish realization, but it genuinely took me my whole life to come to this understanding.
Is every social interaction about power?
When I was younger I was quite naive and thought that most people were respectful and understanding, and that as long you managed to approach them with those values in mind people would return the favor. Then as I grew older I obviously realized that's mostly bullshit, but I was still naive enough to think that you could have relationships with people on the basis of those qualities at least some of the time, like with your family for example. Now, I'm starting to think you can't even have that.Every interaction is like a game of heads or tails, where you're always either on top or on the bottom -no in between- and it happens in the most benign interactions. For example, even something minor like admitting that I've been a bit tired this week because I slept poorly causes people to look down on me or act annoyed. Whereas if I tell someone that I've been feeling great and wake up every morning at 7:00 to do an hour of exercise they're impressed and instantly treat me better. I found that it's far and away better to never show any weakness whatsoever, and hype yourself up instead (even if it's not true).
I guess this is why normalfags always lie and brag, and exaggerate their own achievements and where the whole idea of saving face and all that comes from. It's not just self-aggrandizment for their own ego (although I'm sure that's a big part), it actually significantly changes how people treat you.
I guess you see it as well with succubi who drop their boyfriends as soon as they show some kind of weakness like crying, or being emotionally down, etc.
I know that to many this will seem like a childish realization, but it genuinely took me my whole life to come to this understanding.
R: 44 / I: 3
If you read about monks, they are basically IRL wuxia cultivator.
Have you tried humility maxxing wiz?
This is basically most potent weapon against saturn worshippers, especially succubi (the jew of the gender), jew (the succubi of the races), and shabbos goyim (normieniggers in general). None of their magic will work, on the contrary the powers of the natural world will be yours to utilize. Meme magic is one iteration. Ascend more, and the light of God Himself will be yours.If you read about monks, they are basically IRL wuxia cultivator.
R: 2 / I: 0
I just don't care
I was using synthetic drugs and hoping to get through these bad days with them, but I still hated my bad past and wanted to forget it with drugs. I also hated all my bad friends, both past and present. Living alone and using drugs, I knew our bodies were fragile, and so was mine, so I cut back a bit synthetic drugs dose, you know, to avoid being hospitalized again. I hated everything and just wanted to forget all the bad things. I don't like bullshit like most people, so I hated it and set boundaries for interactions, both socially and personally.
R: 7 / I: 2
Anyone else just getting weary of other people?
The more I read other peoples' thoughts, the more I want to isolate. Humans are violent apex predators most of whom are malevolent.
R: 0 / I: 0
The Earth's sky, once a pure blue, had long since died, grotesquely severed into three realm boundaries of civilizations trapped in endless slaughter.
To the north, Sector Synthetica stretched like an endless matrix of steel. A legion of artificial humanoid robots with neon-glowing mechanical wings moved in absolute presisional harmony. Surrounded by giant floating rings harvesting starlight energy, they dominated the horizon with continent-sized motherships. To their quantum logic, all organic life was merely an algorithmic flaw—a system error that had to be purged clean.
To the south, Sector Pandemonium blazed in a sea of magma and occult fortresses of black stone. Demons and Princes of Hell reigned there, unfurling banners of chaos, wild desires, and agony. Using abyssal dark magic and emotional manipulation, they decimated anything that dared to establish order or law.
To the east, Sector Elysium stood grandly atop golden clouds. Angels of absolute majesty constructed crystal palaces radiating holy emission. To them, the presence of sin and free will was a profanation that had to be purified into pure dust.
And amid that triangular hell—in Sector Zero—humanity survived.
Humans possessed no quantum circuits of Synthetica, no abyssal magic of Pandemonium, nor the divine radiance of Elysium. They were mere "rat-men" crawling in secret bunkers deep underground, venturing out only in stealth to scavenge of food and machine parts.
Yet, humanity possessed one weapon the three superior races failed to calculate: boundless, adaptive cunning.
When Synthetica fleets hunted human scavengers, humans leaked fake emotional signals toward Pandemonium to bait a clash between Demons and Robots. When facing Demons, humans bargained with their wildest "sins" and deceit just to spare their lives. And when pressed by Elysium's radiance, humans polished themselves, knelt, and feigned purity as repentant supplicants to gain temporary mercy. Humanity survived by manipulating the arrogance of giants.
However, this eternal war came to a sudden halt when a secret at the edge of the world was unveiled.
CHAPTER 2: The Song at the Edge of Reality
At the outermost corner of Sector Zero—where the land met a bottomless ocean—stood a mysterious female figure shrouded in pure white light. She stood gracefully on black sand, singing without pause.
Her voice drifted across the wind, delicate yet powerful enough to cut through the roar of quantum cannons, demonic shrieks, and divine trumpets.
Her form was a paradox. At times, she appeared as a fragile, small succubus clothed in white light. Yet if viewed from the corner of one's eye, her true form was a massive expanse of intertwined white wings, covered in thousands of blinking eyes that flashed with colorful hues like the scales of a cosmic dragon.
Knowledge of her existence spread like a plague among the rulers of the three factions:
1. Synthetica discovered her when their quantum supercomputers suffered a mass glitch. When their fleet fired star-energy lasers toward the shore, their calculations collapsed. Sensors detected that the frequency of the succubus's voice was not a mere soundwave, but the foundational structure of physical universe physics.
2. Pandemonium realized it when a Demon Prince attempted to steal the succubus's soul through abyssal magic. Instead of finding suffering, the demon's soul glimpsed a "Cosmic Void" behind the song. A microsecond of that glimpse was enough to incinerate high-tier demon minds into dust. They realized a terror far more horrifying than Hell existed: Absolute Silence.
3. Elysium deemed the succubus a profanation and dispatched angels armed with swords of light. Yet as they drew near, the divine light of the angels dimmed like tiny candles before the true form of those dragon-eyed wings. Elysium's holy scriptures shattered: their majesty was but a tiny spark on a stage kept intact by this succubus.
4. Humans, through cunning and intercepted data transmissions from all three factions, became the first to piece together the truth.
CHAPTER 3: The Abyssal Truth
For the first time in history, the war ceased. Three colossal fleets surrounded the black sand beach of Sector Zero. Synthetica motherships dimmed their cannons, Pandemonium's armada held its magmatic breath, and Elysium warriors lowered their golden swords.
Among the three ruling factions, a human bunker leader stepped forward holding a rigged, hijacked radio transmitter.
"Don't shoot," the human leader whispered into the universal frequency. "Do you think she is singing to save us? Do you think she sings to keep us from falling into cosmic ignorance?"
The human leader chuckled softly—a bitter laugh characteristic of a scavenger race.
"She is an offspring of Yog-Sothoth," the human continued, causing demon princes and robot generals alike to freeze.
"She is imperfect. Her knowledge is not as vast nor as infinite as her progenitor, the All-in-One and One-in-All who treads space and time. She is neither as ravenous nor as dominant as pure-blood Eldritch entities. Yet within her veins flows the essence of the Gate and the Key."
The sky quivered. The light-shrouded succubus at the shore tilted her head. The massive white wings on her back fanned open gently, causing thousands of dragon-like colorful eyes to blink in unison.
"Her song…" a Demon Prince of Pandemonium growled, his voice trembling. "What is the song for?"
"The song is a lullaby," the human replied, pointing toward the thinning glass of the sky. "She isn't singing to shield us from cosmic ignorance… she is singing to lull Azathoth to sleep—the Blind Idiot God reigning at the center of ultimate chaos."
At the mention of that name, Synthetica's logic code suffered an instantaneous overflow. Elysium's holy radiance went completely dark.
"Our reality—your grand war, your quantum technology, your abyssal magic, and your crystal kingdoms—are nothing more than Azathoth's nightmare," the human whispered with a sharp gaze. "If this succubus stops singing, her lullaby ends. Azathoth will awaken. And when the Cosmic Dreamer wakes, this entire reality will vanish in an instant, returning to a void that never was."
CHAPTER 4: Armistice on the Brink of the Abyss
The light-shrouded succubus's voice suddenly grew raspy. The vibrations of her physical tone began to weaken. As her melody faltered, the sky above Sector Zero cracked, revealing the full extent of Cosmic Ignorance—a color-less, space-less, and time-less dark void waiting to swallow everything.
The white wings with thousands of dragon-like colorful eyes folded slowly, revealing the immense fatigue of Yog-Sothoth's offspring.
Three grand civilizations that had once slaughtered each other now fell to their knees in pure terror:
- Synthetica realized that purging organic life was pointless if their own matrix was merely the imagination of a sleeping god.
- Pandemonium realized that hellish chaos was insignificant dust compared to Azathoth's awakening.
- Elysium realized that their divine purity would be erased along with the rest of the universe.
The human leader looked up at the three giant factions above, flashing a cunning smirk beneath his gas mask.
"Your foolish war is over," the human's voice rang through the radio speakers. "Now, power down your weapons. Channel Synthetica's quantum energy cores, Pandemonium's abyssal magic, and Elysium's holy radiance to sustain this entity's physical stamina. Help us—the rat race you despised—to keep her singing. Or we will all be erased from a memory that never even existed."
Beneath the canopy of grand white wings studded with dragon eyes, the three greatest civilizations and the single most cunning race in the universe finally worked together. They knelt on the same black sand—not to worship, but to ensure that the lullaby of Yog-Sothoth's child would never end.
The Earth's sky, once a pure blue, had long since died, grotesquely severed into three realm boundaries of civilizations trapped in endless slaughter.
To the north, Sector Synthetica stretched like an endless matrix of steel. A legion of artificial humanoid robots with neon-glowing mechanical wings moved in absolute presisional harmony. Surrounded by giant floating rings harvesting starlight energy, they dominated the horizon with continent-sized motherships. To their quantum logic, all organic life was merely an algorithmic flaw—a system error that had to be purged clean.
To the south, Sector Pandemonium blazed in a sea of magma and occult fortresses of black stone. Demons and Princes of Hell reigned there, unfurling banners of chaos, wild desires, and agony. Using abyssal dark magic and emotional manipulation, they decimated anything that dared to establish order or law.
To the east, Sector Elysium stood grandly atop golden clouds. Angels of absolute majesty constructed crystal palaces radiating holy emission. To them, the presence of sin and free will was a profanation that had to be purified into pure dust.
And amid that triangular hell—in Sector Zero—humanity survived.
Humans possessed no quantum circuits of Synthetica, no abyssal magic of Pandemonium, nor the divine radiance of Elysium. They were mere "rat-men" crawling in secret bunkers deep underground, venturing out only in stealth to scavenge of food and machine parts.
Yet, humanity possessed one weapon the three superior races failed to calculate: boundless, adaptive cunning.
When Synthetica fleets hunted human scavengers, humans leaked fake emotional signals toward Pandemonium to bait a clash between Demons and Robots. When facing Demons, humans bargained with their wildest "sins" and deceit just to spare their lives. And when pressed by Elysium's radiance, humans polished themselves, knelt, and feigned purity as repentant supplicants to gain temporary mercy. Humanity survived by manipulating the arrogance of giants.
However, this eternal war came to a sudden halt when a secret at the edge of the world was unveiled.
CHAPTER 2: The Song at the Edge of Reality
At the outermost corner of Sector Zero—where the land met a bottomless ocean—stood a mysterious female figure shrouded in pure white light. She stood gracefully on black sand, singing without pause.
Her voice drifted across the wind, delicate yet powerful enough to cut through the roar of quantum cannons, demonic shrieks, and divine trumpets.
Her form was a paradox. At times, she appeared as a fragile, small succubus clothed in white light. Yet if viewed from the corner of one's eye, her true form was a massive expanse of intertwined white wings, covered in thousands of blinking eyes that flashed with colorful hues like the scales of a cosmic dragon.
Knowledge of her existence spread like a plague among the rulers of the three factions:
1. Synthetica discovered her when their quantum supercomputers suffered a mass glitch. When their fleet fired star-energy lasers toward the shore, their calculations collapsed. Sensors detected that the frequency of the succubus's voice was not a mere soundwave, but the foundational structure of physical universe physics.
2. Pandemonium realized it when a Demon Prince attempted to steal the succubus's soul through abyssal magic. Instead of finding suffering, the demon's soul glimpsed a "Cosmic Void" behind the song. A microsecond of that glimpse was enough to incinerate high-tier demon minds into dust. They realized a terror far more horrifying than Hell existed: Absolute Silence.
3. Elysium deemed the succubus a profanation and dispatched angels armed with swords of light. Yet as they drew near, the divine light of the angels dimmed like tiny candles before the true form of those dragon-eyed wings. Elysium's holy scriptures shattered: their majesty was but a tiny spark on a stage kept intact by this succubus.
4. Humans, through cunning and intercepted data transmissions from all three factions, became the first to piece together the truth.
CHAPTER 3: The Abyssal Truth
For the first time in history, the war ceased. Three colossal fleets surrounded the black sand beach of Sector Zero. Synthetica motherships dimmed their cannons, Pandemonium's armada held its magmatic breath, and Elysium warriors lowered their golden swords.
Among the three ruling factions, a human bunker leader stepped forward holding a rigged, hijacked radio transmitter.
"Don't shoot," the human leader whispered into the universal frequency. "Do you think she is singing to save us? Do you think she sings to keep us from falling into cosmic ignorance?"
The human leader chuckled softly—a bitter laugh characteristic of a scavenger race.
"She is an offspring of Yog-Sothoth," the human continued, causing demon princes and robot generals alike to freeze.
"She is imperfect. Her knowledge is not as vast nor as infinite as her progenitor, the All-in-One and One-in-All who treads space and time. She is neither as ravenous nor as dominant as pure-blood Eldritch entities. Yet within her veins flows the essence of the Gate and the Key."
The sky quivered. The light-shrouded succubus at the shore tilted her head. The massive white wings on her back fanned open gently, causing thousands of dragon-like colorful eyes to blink in unison.
"Her song…" a Demon Prince of Pandemonium growled, his voice trembling. "What is the song for?"
"The song is a lullaby," the human replied, pointing toward the thinning glass of the sky. "She isn't singing to shield us from cosmic ignorance… she is singing to lull Azathoth to sleep—the Blind Idiot God reigning at the center of ultimate chaos."
At the mention of that name, Synthetica's logic code suffered an instantaneous overflow. Elysium's holy radiance went completely dark.
"Our reality—your grand war, your quantum technology, your abyssal magic, and your crystal kingdoms—are nothing more than Azathoth's nightmare," the human whispered with a sharp gaze. "If this succubus stops singing, her lullaby ends. Azathoth will awaken. And when the Cosmic Dreamer wakes, this entire reality will vanish in an instant, returning to a void that never was."
CHAPTER 4: Armistice on the Brink of the Abyss
The light-shrouded succubus's voice suddenly grew raspy. The vibrations of her physical tone began to weaken. As her melody faltered, the sky above Sector Zero cracked, revealing the full extent of Cosmic Ignorance—a color-less, space-less, and time-less dark void waiting to swallow everything.
The white wings with thousands of dragon-like colorful eyes folded slowly, revealing the immense fatigue of Yog-Sothoth's offspring.
Three grand civilizations that had once slaughtered each other now fell to their knees in pure terror:
- Synthetica realized that purging organic life was pointless if their own matrix was merely the imagination of a sleeping god.
- Pandemonium realized that hellish chaos was insignificant dust compared to Azathoth's awakening.
- Elysium realized that their divine purity would be erased along with the rest of the universe.
The human leader looked up at the three giant factions above, flashing a cunning smirk beneath his gas mask.
"Your foolish war is over," the human's voice rang through the radio speakers. "Now, power down your weapons. Channel Synthetica's quantum energy cores, Pandemonium's abyssal magic, and Elysium's holy radiance to sustain this entity's physical stamina. Help us—the rat race you despised—to keep her singing. Or we will all be erased from a memory that never even existed."
Beneath the canopy of grand white wings studded with dragon eyes, the three greatest civilizations and the single most cunning race in the universe finally worked together. They knelt on the same black sand—not to worship, but to ensure that the lullaby of Yog-Sothoth's child would never end.
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Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.
Does somewiz know what happens after death..? I don't like procrastinating very much now. I'd really like to know what I'm getting into.
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what's your most embarassing moment that happened in your life, wizards?
I had a class a bit later and decided to head to the lecture hall 15 minutes early to snag a seat at the back. I opened the door thinking the room was empty, only to find over 200 students already in the middle of a lecture. Everyone started laughing and making fun of me. The professor told me to go get a coffee—basically, he brushed me off—and according to students I knew, he called me an idiot after I left. It was the most humiliating experience of my life.
what's your most embarassing moment that happened in your life, wizards?
I had a class a bit later and decided to head to the lecture hall 15 minutes early to snag a seat at the back. I opened the door thinking the room was empty, only to find over 200 students already in the middle of a lecture. Everyone started laughing and making fun of me. The professor told me to go get a coffee—basically, he brushed me off—and according to students I knew, he called me an idiot after I left. It was the most humiliating experience of my life.
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I'm about 22 and coming to terms with the fact that I'm a crab and probably won't be getting a girlfriend
with that in mind, I am kind of grateful that without females in my life, I can focus on productive stuff like reading, writing, playing videogames ect
what types of stuff do you do to fill the time and feel less lonely?
I'm about 22 and coming to terms with the fact that I'm a crab and probably won't be getting a girlfriend
with that in mind, I am kind of grateful that without females in my life, I can focus on productive stuff like reading, writing, playing videogames ect
what types of stuff do you do to fill the time and feel less lonely?
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how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger
how often do you beat of? i have to force myself to do it a couple of times a week im not fat but not muscular either no way that the testosterone dips this fast? im 30 i never feel hornyness anylonger
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Has anyone here been involved in charity or voluntary services? Got any stories or thoughts?
Has anyone here been involved in charity or voluntary services? Got any stories or thoughts?
R: 10 / I: 0
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So, I’ve contracted COVID-19 and am currently undergoing treatment in the hospital. I was tested, and the result came back positive. My whole body aches—right down to my feet—and I’m suffering from simultaneous fever and chills all over. It’s a serious condition, and I’m lying here weak in the hospital; yet, amidst the pain of the illness, there’s a strange sense of satisfaction in having caught COVID-19—it feels as though I’m just like everyone else who has been infected, so I’m not entirely evil.
Previous post >>228999
So, I’ve contracted COVID-19 and am currently undergoing treatment in the hospital. I was tested, and the result came back positive. My whole body aches—right down to my feet—and I’m suffering from simultaneous fever and chills all over. It’s a serious condition, and I’m lying here weak in the hospital; yet, amidst the pain of the illness, there’s a strange sense of satisfaction in having caught COVID-19—it feels as though I’m just like everyone else who has been infected, so I’m not entirely evil.
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Can therapy help NEETs?
Do you think psychotherapy can help NEETs to become something better? It's such a common advice out there: go to therapy, it's the best you can do to help yourself, it's your responsibility etc etc. What's your experience with therapy? Do you think it genuinely might help? R: 17 / I: 0
Consider for a moment this thread. OP's argument is completely logical. For him working has no upside. His parents are wealthy enough that there is also no downside for them to supporting him. Logically then it makes much more sense for them to continue to support him, but if you look at the responses, people literally treat him as if he is some sort of criminal for simply wanting to maximize his own happiness.
This all boils down to the fact that people in this instance arrive at their conclusion not through logic, but rather through instincts that have evolved and been broadly passed down through the group. In this case there is a mismatch between the current societal conditions and the conditions that lead to the instinct evolving.
For most of human history human society could simply not afford to support dead weight. It's obvious how a group could be dragged down by the attempt to do so. People who had the instinct to not try and support these leeches therefore ended up doing better and over time this instinct became wildely exhibited. It doesn't matter that things have changed since the industrial revolution. Because these things are decided by instinct not logic, pointing those things out will not change people's minds.
You can remind them that actually there aren't even enough jobs to go around, not that everyone is constantly working and we can't get enough stuff done to meet people's needs. It's literally the opposite now, but people still react as if it is a personal moral failing to not have a job.
This same dynamic can be observed in many different examples. Most of the problems of modern day society stem from normalfag's inability to realize when their thoughts are being driven by irrational instincts. I'm tired of living in a world run by such cattle. Reading threads like this just make me want to neck myself.
Normalfags are unthinking cattle wholly driven by instinct
https://www.reddit.com/r/The10thDentist/comments/1uwqzt9/people_who_dont_need_to_work_shouldnt_be_expected/Consider for a moment this thread. OP's argument is completely logical. For him working has no upside. His parents are wealthy enough that there is also no downside for them to supporting him. Logically then it makes much more sense for them to continue to support him, but if you look at the responses, people literally treat him as if he is some sort of criminal for simply wanting to maximize his own happiness.
This all boils down to the fact that people in this instance arrive at their conclusion not through logic, but rather through instincts that have evolved and been broadly passed down through the group. In this case there is a mismatch between the current societal conditions and the conditions that lead to the instinct evolving.
For most of human history human society could simply not afford to support dead weight. It's obvious how a group could be dragged down by the attempt to do so. People who had the instinct to not try and support these leeches therefore ended up doing better and over time this instinct became wildely exhibited. It doesn't matter that things have changed since the industrial revolution. Because these things are decided by instinct not logic, pointing those things out will not change people's minds.
You can remind them that actually there aren't even enough jobs to go around, not that everyone is constantly working and we can't get enough stuff done to meet people's needs. It's literally the opposite now, but people still react as if it is a personal moral failing to not have a job.
This same dynamic can be observed in many different examples. Most of the problems of modern day society stem from normalfag's inability to realize when their thoughts are being driven by irrational instincts. I'm tired of living in a world run by such cattle. Reading threads like this just make me want to neck myself.
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Love
Have you ever felt like you were just being played or taken advantage of—by friends, parents, those closest to you, or anyone else? It’s incredibly frustrating, isn't it? If
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How do you process life problems
I am talking extremely difficult problems like purpose I just don’t care anymore. Even though I do allot to keep busy as a neetgod
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>"No one has to have a reason not to like you"
>"You're not entitled to friends"
>"Thinking people have to like you is narcissistic"
All said by people who haven't experienced a lifetime of rejection, social ostracization and involuntary isolation. All said by people who haven't tried every way possible to be likable, but their autism still showed through.
I hate when normies say shit like this, and their stupid "boundaries" of not "owing people shit" which translated is usually; I'm going to act terrible to anyone I see as less than myself in a way that makes me look righteous.
New wave ostracization
>"No one owes you their kindness">"No one has to have a reason not to like you"
>"You're not entitled to friends"
>"Thinking people have to like you is narcissistic"
All said by people who haven't experienced a lifetime of rejection, social ostracization and involuntary isolation. All said by people who haven't tried every way possible to be likable, but their autism still showed through.
I hate when normies say shit like this, and their stupid "boundaries" of not "owing people shit" which translated is usually; I'm going to act terrible to anyone I see as less than myself in a way that makes me look righteous.
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There's so much to life that I never got to experience, and no I don't just mean sex or romantic relationships, though those are big.
I've been caring for my disabled grandmother while working since I was 17. I quit school to care for her because nobody else would.
I've had virtually no life since I was a teenager. This combined with being an introverted person is rough. I've never even had a friend outside of the Internet. Any friend.
But it's too late to turn back. This is what the cards had in store for me.
About to become a wizard
I'm 29 years old. In a month, I'll be 30. My graduation to wizard is, admittedly, something causing me more distress than I thought it would.There's so much to life that I never got to experience, and no I don't just mean sex or romantic relationships, though those are big.
I've been caring for my disabled grandmother while working since I was 17. I quit school to care for her because nobody else would.
I've had virtually no life since I was a teenager. This combined with being an introverted person is rough. I've never even had a friend outside of the Internet. Any friend.
But it's too late to turn back. This is what the cards had in store for me.
R: 29 / I: 4
If you think about it, there are some obvious advantages and disadvantages that wizards have when it comes to content creating. First is of course unemployment. Only the unemployed can devote the time and effort it takes to actually produce a high quality video. Disadvantage though is not being a normalfag makes it hard to get popularity. It's not impossible though as pic related proves.
There is low hanging fruit in this field, stuff like playing video games on one of those streaming sites, but it is likely to be dominated by normalfags with entertaining personalities. What sort of content then could a wizard use to get views?
Monetization strategy seems to be important as well. Apparently you make way more stuff from selling stuff on youtube than you do from just views, so that's why everyone is doing affiliate links and shit. Discuss any monetization schemes you may have.
I think that if you approach this seriously and think about how to actually create content that is interesting and provides value to the viewer you might be able to use this as a way to get bux without a real job. Thoughts?
Wizfluencing for money?
This may be one of my more insane ideas, but lately I've been thinking about becoming a "content creator" as a way to get money to keep neeting it up.If you think about it, there are some obvious advantages and disadvantages that wizards have when it comes to content creating. First is of course unemployment. Only the unemployed can devote the time and effort it takes to actually produce a high quality video. Disadvantage though is not being a normalfag makes it hard to get popularity. It's not impossible though as pic related proves.
There is low hanging fruit in this field, stuff like playing video games on one of those streaming sites, but it is likely to be dominated by normalfags with entertaining personalities. What sort of content then could a wizard use to get views?
Monetization strategy seems to be important as well. Apparently you make way more stuff from selling stuff on youtube than you do from just views, so that's why everyone is doing affiliate links and shit. Discuss any monetization schemes you may have.
I think that if you approach this seriously and think about how to actually create content that is interesting and provides value to the viewer you might be able to use this as a way to get bux without a real job. Thoughts?
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how do you feel about aging alone? no children, no wife, no family, minimum pension.
how do you feel about aging alone? no children, no wife, no family, minimum pension.
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I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?
A Wizard guide, you were a crab before?
I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?
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And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
how stop about think of sex
im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.
R: 24 / I: 4
Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared
Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared
R: 12 / I: 2
When I was 14, I had to give a speech in front of the class; I was laughed at by everyone. That year was the worst of my life; I was constantly mocked and humiliated at school because my family was poor and struggled to afford my education. I felt utterly defeated, and my father only made things worse—he was always fighting with my mother. The worst happened when I was 18; I was bullied at my new school after finishing elementary school, and my family didn't seem to care. My father was an alcoholic who was constantly angry and fighting with my mother. For three years, I felt trapped, unable to find a safe haven. Just as I was about to graduate from junior high, the COVID-19 pandemic hit; schools closed, and we all had to stay home for online learning. I spent two years studying online at home during the transition from junior high to high school, finally returning to in-person classes once the pandemic ended.
My class had been split up; during the pandemic, we were divided into three groups—1A, 1B, and 1C—and I was in 1C. When we returned to face-to-face learning, class 1C was dissolved and its students were distributed between 1A and 1B; I ended up in 1B. My high school classmates were kind to me and liked me. Eka, who had originally been in 1B (unlike me, who came from the split class), had to drop out because he couldn't afford the fees. While I was popular with my classmates, Ryan—who was an original 1B student like Eka—was jealous that I was well-liked despite coming from the split class. Everyone was hiding their true selves, and their kindness was often a lie. I had a best friend in high school named Andito, but our friendship didn't last; it eventually fell apart. When I gave a speech about COVID-19 in class—an assignment where we each had to take turns presenting—my classmates later shunned me, thinking I was the "bad guy" for talking about the virus. Yet, considering the endless news coverage and trials surrounding the Ferdy Sambo case—where a police officer shot another officer—surely I wasn't entirely the villain, right? After all, even though a high school friend filmed me giving that COVID speech and labeled me the bad guy, the news about the virus was eventually overshadowed by that police scandal; strangely enough, the police case was declared resolved right around the time I gave my speech. Now that I’ve graduated from high school, I constantly feel lonely. At night, I’m haunted by my dark past, and every day feels tedious; the endless stream of TikTok videos and YouTube Shorts only leaves me feeling weary, bored, and depressed.
When I was 14, I had to give a speech in front of the class; I was laughed at by everyone. That year was the worst of my life; I was constantly mocked and humiliated at school because my family was poor and struggled to afford my education. I felt utterly defeated, and my father only made things worse—he was always fighting with my mother. The worst happened when I was 18; I was bullied at my new school after finishing elementary school, and my family didn't seem to care. My father was an alcoholic who was constantly angry and fighting with my mother. For three years, I felt trapped, unable to find a safe haven. Just as I was about to graduate from junior high, the COVID-19 pandemic hit; schools closed, and we all had to stay home for online learning. I spent two years studying online at home during the transition from junior high to high school, finally returning to in-person classes once the pandemic ended.
My class had been split up; during the pandemic, we were divided into three groups—1A, 1B, and 1C—and I was in 1C. When we returned to face-to-face learning, class 1C was dissolved and its students were distributed between 1A and 1B; I ended up in 1B. My high school classmates were kind to me and liked me. Eka, who had originally been in 1B (unlike me, who came from the split class), had to drop out because he couldn't afford the fees. While I was popular with my classmates, Ryan—who was an original 1B student like Eka—was jealous that I was well-liked despite coming from the split class. Everyone was hiding their true selves, and their kindness was often a lie. I had a best friend in high school named Andito, but our friendship didn't last; it eventually fell apart. When I gave a speech about COVID-19 in class—an assignment where we each had to take turns presenting—my classmates later shunned me, thinking I was the "bad guy" for talking about the virus. Yet, considering the endless news coverage and trials surrounding the Ferdy Sambo case—where a police officer shot another officer—surely I wasn't entirely the villain, right? After all, even though a high school friend filmed me giving that COVID speech and labeled me the bad guy, the news about the virus was eventually overshadowed by that police scandal; strangely enough, the police case was declared resolved right around the time I gave my speech. Now that I’ve graduated from high school, I constantly feel lonely. At night, I’m haunted by my dark past, and every day feels tedious; the endless stream of TikTok videos and YouTube Shorts only leaves me feeling weary, bored, and depressed.
R: 19 / I: 1
No way to escape normies
If due to finances and life circumstances you are 100% forced to cohabitate with normies, how do you deal with them? They constantly pick on you, belittle you and attempt to crush you.
R: 9 / I: 0
It’s nothing new for me to seem odd to those around me, but I wonder what it’s actually like to work. I’ve been unemployed for a long time and really want a job now that I’ve finished school. Is work just a series of miserable days? Then again, being unemployed is boring, too. So, what is it really like? I’m sure I’ll come across as strange in a workplace, but that doesn't matter; the real issue is that I don't know what to do. I’m afraid of the work environment and worry that I’m not competent at anything. Is the pressure intense? How do people actually earn a living like everyone else? How do you all make money—do you work, too?
It’s nothing new for me to seem odd to those around me, but I wonder what it’s actually like to work. I’ve been unemployed for a long time and really want a job now that I’ve finished school. Is work just a series of miserable days? Then again, being unemployed is boring, too. So, what is it really like? I’m sure I’ll come across as strange in a workplace, but that doesn't matter; the real issue is that I don't know what to do. I’m afraid of the work environment and worry that I’m not competent at anything. Is the pressure intense? How do people actually earn a living like everyone else? How do you all make money—do you work, too?
R: 14 / I: 2
I have attained my wizard status a few months ago. Perhaps the worst realization of wizardry is that it is far too late to be exceptional or even above average at things you actually enjoy - you will always be smoked by some broccoli head young normie who was brought into your hobby since he was a small child. Doesnt matter if its video games, gym, programming, drawing - even the best efforts which you will by yourself consider good will be surpassed by a normie who had a better upbringing and daddy's money to pursue what he wants. There is no respite in anything - just slow decay and awaiting death.
I have attained my wizard status a few months ago. Perhaps the worst realization of wizardry is that it is far too late to be exceptional or even above average at things you actually enjoy - you will always be smoked by some broccoli head young normie who was brought into your hobby since he was a small child. Doesnt matter if its video games, gym, programming, drawing - even the best efforts which you will by yourself consider good will be surpassed by a normie who had a better upbringing and daddy's money to pursue what he wants. There is no respite in anything - just slow decay and awaiting death.
R: 29 / I: 2
I've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.
How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost
I still have a tiny sliver left
How to acquire bullshit job?
I've wasted so many years of my life. And right now I work a shit job that requires way too much work for the low pay. I dont really have an credentials especially for all the jobs in my area that are like 99% senior analyst bullshit that I could probably never lie good enough to get intoI've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.
How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost
I still have a tiny sliver left
R: 9 / I: 1
Ones being chosen—most people possess only ordinary, commonplace mindsets and behaviors; I, however, am unique and intriguing, possessing a mind deeply engaged with unconventional subjects—such as gore, World War II, cosmic horror, dinosaurs, fiction, urban legends, and forbidden rituals. I stand apart from the crowd; I am rare, for few possess a mindset as complex as mine. To be honest, witnessing someone's death feels like a natural occurrence to me, as most people simply do not grasp the depth and complexity of the knowledge I hold,"Just as every blooming flower eventually withers—with only the most beautiful"
Ones being chosen—most people possess only ordinary, commonplace mindsets and behaviors; I, however, am unique and intriguing, possessing a mind deeply engaged with unconventional subjects—such as gore, World War II, cosmic horror, dinosaurs, fiction, urban legends, and forbidden rituals. I stand apart from the crowd; I am rare, for few possess a mindset as complex as mine. To be honest, witnessing someone's death feels like a natural occurrence to me, as most people simply do not grasp the depth and complexity of the knowledge I hold,"Just as every blooming flower eventually withers—with only the most beautiful"
R: 117 / I: 9
Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.
The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.
The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.
Fuck this condition.
Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.
The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.
The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.
Fuck this condition.
R: 47 / I: 9
Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.
On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE
Proper Sigil Affirmations
Feeling like posting first time on Wizardchan. At least in many years.Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.
On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE
R: 49 / I: 6
Should I take the Catholic pill?
They seem to genuinely respect Wizards and have a tradition of hermits. Their priests are a celibate ruling class.
I didn't grow up around Christians but it seems like the difference between them and other Christians is that they're the original church together with the lesser known Orthodox Church.
I don't get all the rules they have though. You shall attend Mass on Sundays and holy days of obligation and rest from servile labor. You shall confess your sins at least once a year. You shall receive the sacrament of the Eucharist at least during the Easter season. You shall observe the days of fasting and abstinence established by the Church. You shall help to provide for the needs of the Church, each according to his or her own ability.
I'm overwhelmed. I get why people just go with the DIY protestant approach but it seems like if the Catholics are one of the original churches Jesus said was legit then it's a safer bet.
Look I don't get how there can be a miracle like resurrection either and frankly all the Abrahamic religious miracles seem really underwhelming compared to the wild stories of Hindu gods. But so many people believe in Christianity from a Pascal's wager perspective it seems like I might as well consider it.
At least it'll make me feel like I'm less LARPing some fantasy wizard and instead I'll seem like a faithful religious hermit which gets more respect points
Should I take the Catholic pill?
They seem to genuinely respect Wizards and have a tradition of hermits. Their priests are a celibate ruling class.
I didn't grow up around Christians but it seems like the difference between them and other Christians is that they're the original church together with the lesser known Orthodox Church.
I don't get all the rules they have though. You shall attend Mass on Sundays and holy days of obligation and rest from servile labor. You shall confess your sins at least once a year. You shall receive the sacrament of the Eucharist at least during the Easter season. You shall observe the days of fasting and abstinence established by the Church. You shall help to provide for the needs of the Church, each according to his or her own ability.
I'm overwhelmed. I get why people just go with the DIY protestant approach but it seems like if the Catholics are one of the original churches Jesus said was legit then it's a safer bet.
Look I don't get how there can be a miracle like resurrection either and frankly all the Abrahamic religious miracles seem really underwhelming compared to the wild stories of Hindu gods. But so many people believe in Christianity from a Pascal's wager perspective it seems like I might as well consider it.
At least it'll make me feel like I'm less LARPing some fantasy wizard and instead I'll seem like a faithful religious hermit which gets more respect points
R: 81 / I: 6
I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.
How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
Missing out/Wasted life
After hitting 30 this feeling has been eating me and I don't know how to resolve it. I started watching different youtube channels and it made me realize how much time I wasted staring at a screen when I could be experiencing the world and creating things. The 21st century offers so many possibilities and yet all I did was sit at home play video games and read inane garbage online. Now I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc. that lead to me being an underachiever but nowadays it feels like I was just the right self-help book and meds/supplement combination and some effort away from solving all these issues.I could start now but after hitting 30 I feel this sense of hopelessness after experiencing aging. I felt like shit in my 20s but now I realize I actually felt good. Now I tire easily and years of sitting made my body feel rusty. I feel like the youth shield is gone and I can't take the future for granted anymore and expect it to make it even to 40. Every time I experience a new pain or sensation I imagine it to be the start of something serious.
How do you deal with this? It feels like modern technology amplifies winners so if you are a loser it feels extra bad because there is such a big contrast between living with your parents and riding the bus and eating mac and cheese and living in a multi-million dollar mansion with a beautiful view and driving a ferrari and eating at 3 star restauraunts.
R: 14 / I: 3
Do you want to change your life?
Do you really want to change your life?
MEDITATE
Wizzies, meditation is highly famous but seldom practiced seriously. The results from meditation takes time. It's like exercise. During the first day it will be hard to stay still and concentrate, but as you practice it, your body and mind start getting used to it. The benefits are immense. To mention a few:
>it improves concentration a lot
>it quiet your inner monologue, reducing it to 96% or even 100% depending on how well you are praticing it
>it increases the size of your pre-frontal-cortex which is responsible for making decisions
>increases gaba, which is the chemical that makes you calm
>it sharpens your sense making colors look brighter and sounds sound more vivid
>it gives you insights
>it makes you live in the present moment, since you are not ruminating the past or thinking about the future
>it reduces anxiety
And if you want to make it more meaningful, I advise practicing Buddhist teachings, even if you don't indetify as a Buddhist (that's irrelevant). You can still continue being a Christian and still follow Buddha's teachings for a happier and sober life.
I speak from experience. I've been meditating for 5 months almost everyday and now I'm starting to reap the fruits of my efforts. If I could dedicate my life 100% to spirituality and become a monk, I would, but where I live there's barely any monasteries. I don't mind though. I'm happy. I could be happy anywhere as long as I could practice meditation and the teachings of the great Buddha.
Just do it. Do it today or tonight. If silence is a problem, put on a whine noise sound on your headphones (I do that). Do it for 20 minutes. If it's too hard for you, reduce it to 10, but no less. You first session is always special. You will get out of there thinking: "what the hell, this shit really works".
Good luck, guys!
Do you want to change your life?
Do you really want to change your life?
MEDITATE
Wizzies, meditation is highly famous but seldom practiced seriously. The results from meditation takes time. It's like exercise. During the first day it will be hard to stay still and concentrate, but as you practice it, your body and mind start getting used to it. The benefits are immense. To mention a few:
>it improves concentration a lot
>it quiet your inner monologue, reducing it to 96% or even 100% depending on how well you are praticing it
>it increases the size of your pre-frontal-cortex which is responsible for making decisions
>increases gaba, which is the chemical that makes you calm
>it sharpens your sense making colors look brighter and sounds sound more vivid
>it gives you insights
>it makes you live in the present moment, since you are not ruminating the past or thinking about the future
>it reduces anxiety
And if you want to make it more meaningful, I advise practicing Buddhist teachings, even if you don't indetify as a Buddhist (that's irrelevant). You can still continue being a Christian and still follow Buddha's teachings for a happier and sober life.
I speak from experience. I've been meditating for 5 months almost everyday and now I'm starting to reap the fruits of my efforts. If I could dedicate my life 100% to spirituality and become a monk, I would, but where I live there's barely any monasteries. I don't mind though. I'm happy. I could be happy anywhere as long as I could practice meditation and the teachings of the great Buddha.
Just do it. Do it today or tonight. If silence is a problem, put on a whine noise sound on your headphones (I do that). Do it for 20 minutes. If it's too hard for you, reduce it to 10, but no less. You first session is always special. You will get out of there thinking: "what the hell, this shit really works".
Good luck, guys!
R: 99 / I: 5
wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?
i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.
my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
wizards, this is a truly important question. how do you tell your mom, or anyone else for that matter, that you are really not interested in whatever female they think you should "befriend"?
i know you're going to troll me, but i still kindly ask you to find a second and think about what could be the *optimal* solution. the solution that doesn't burn bridges, doesn't create bitter enemies and yet lets you maintain the high ground. i know this is not fully achievable, but there gotta be an algorithm or something.
my brain just crashes in such situations. it's like "idk wtf are you're even talking about???" i need help
R: 7 / I: 1
If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world, for example, with COVID-19 or World War II? If so, what would you wish for?
> World War III
> COVID-19
> Zombie Apocalypse
> Alien Invasion
> Robot Wars
> Dinosaurs Return
> Parasitic Monsters
The choice is yours; I'll just run it, and the one with the most votes will be chosen.
If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world, for example, with COVID-19 or World War II? If so, what would you wish for?
> World War III
> COVID-19
> Zombie Apocalypse
> Alien Invasion
> Robot Wars
> Dinosaurs Return
> Parasitic Monsters
The choice is yours; I'll just run it, and the one with the most votes will be chosen.
R: 5 / I: 1
I like Igloos
Reading up on Inuit hunter gatherers is comfy. The world really did once feel like it had more wonder in it. I remember growing up on early 20th century books where savage lifestyles still existed, and it just feels a shame the mysticism of the world has disappeared now its been mapped out.
I like Igloos
Reading up on Inuit hunter gatherers is comfy. The world really did once feel like it had more wonder in it. I remember growing up on early 20th century books where savage lifestyles still existed, and it just feels a shame the mysticism of the world has disappeared now its been mapped out.
R: 28 / I: 0
I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.
I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
What am I?
Hey wizzies, I feel the need to classify and understand myself but I'm having trouble with that.I stay inside when possible but I regularly have to go to appointments (therapy, psychiatry). I am forced out of my shell by obligation. I isolate at home but keep a functional tether to the world via appointments. I do not go outside for fun, I have no IRL friends but some online. I have enough food at home to last me 3 weeks so I don't need to get groceries or accept deliveries. I am very scared when outside. I am NEETing and depend on rehabilitation money.
I am not a hikkimori, what am I?
R: 17 / I: 1
Anybody else feel like a 30-40+ in a teenagers mind?
I can't mentally relate to a regular 40 year old in any shape or form. People who already have 20 year careers or are even CEO's. While I still replay old SNES games on emulators and work a basic job while taking care of an elderly parent who needs assistance for almost everything.
R: 1 / I: 0
never on dep
that'll mean I was a good wizdad
my lolis by that age would have their own witchie site they created by using a programming language
they'll post about astrology, make up, boybands, harry potter books and also discuss high literature like Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, they will also have a game board where they will post videos of The Sims videogames as well as maybe some new game similar to stardew valley which they will like to play as well
just a thought as a future wizdad
when my IVF wizkids grow up and turn 18 they'll be posting on wiz, hob, lounge, jp, and gamesnever on dep
that'll mean I was a good wizdad
my lolis by that age would have their own witchie site they created by using a programming language
they'll post about astrology, make up, boybands, harry potter books and also discuss high literature like Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, they will also have a game board where they will post videos of The Sims videogames as well as maybe some new game similar to stardew valley which they will like to play as well
R: 6 / I: 0
In my daily life, I'm always hurt by others or hurt others, and that's normal. Therefore, I decided to be alone and create content on YouTube instead of constantly hurting and being hurt, I hate everyone but sorry I have to speak frankly here.
In my daily life, I'm always hurt by others or hurt others, and that's normal. Therefore, I decided to be alone and create content on YouTube instead of constantly hurting and being hurt, I hate everyone but sorry I have to speak frankly here.
R: 7 / I: 1
It's hard to forget the past, to be honest, it almost frustrates me. Do I have to pay for my past mistakes by isolating myself for the rest of my life? But those cunning people used me in the past to make me feel wrong and evil, making me feel guilty until now. Do those cunning people also feel guilty for what they did to me in the past, or am I the only one who feels guilty for my mistakes?
Everyone has their own problems, yes, I agree with that. Making me hate everyone and isolating myself is very mentally exhausting. Honestly, I thought being hurt or hurting others was not normal, but strangely enough, it is normal for everyone.
It's hard to forget the past, to be honest, it almost frustrates me. Do I have to pay for my past mistakes by isolating myself for the rest of my life? But those cunning people used me in the past to make me feel wrong and evil, making me feel guilty until now. Do those cunning people also feel guilty for what they did to me in the past, or am I the only one who feels guilty for my mistakes?
Everyone has their own problems, yes, I agree with that. Making me hate everyone and isolating myself is very mentally exhausting. Honestly, I thought being hurt or hurting others was not normal, but strangely enough, it is normal for everyone.
R: 44 / I: 1
Autism
I think that today, autistic and witchy people have a huge advantage over neurotypical people. We have extensive knowledge on a wide variety of subjects, we are determined in the face of adversity, and even if we are socially awkward or find it difficult to talk to people (this is my case, I am socially isolated) we can come together in these spaces and stop forcing social contact with neighbors or parents who ask us for the umpteenth time why we still don't have any friends or a girlfriend. Personally, I'd rather go online to investigate the Epstein case than have friends, and I think that's the case for many of you here. The others are completely ridiculous with their social codes to follow. They restrict themselves in terms of intellectual capacity in a completely stupid way to appear socially acceptable because the norm prefers a dumb athlete to a brilliant intellectual. That's why most people prefer athletes like soccer players or basketball players to Gregori Perelman, who solved Poincaré's conjecture. This whole circus is completely ridiculous. People make fun of their neighbors when they themselves are stupid, but to reassure themselves, they say that others are stupid and criticize us because we are not “within the norm.” We do not accept the social contract imposed by popular dogma, which wants us to we criticize to reassure ourselves without accumulating knowledge. Also, do people really compare their time spent on TikTok or Instagram to the knowledge in books, articles, and other sources before criticizing others? Maybe we should look in the mirror and accept that we are trash in order to change and follow a virtuous path that respects others. That's why we're here discussing this: we need to create a close-knit community and distance ourselves from the idiots who criticize us, keeping only those who understand us.And besides, it's not AI that's going to save these idiots. They need to rediscover what it means to read books, to dream, and to use their brains.
R: 62 / I: 14
I also realized I've been working for almost 3 years now, going to be 30 the same week I'll hit my 3 years of work too.
3 years… of wages wasted.
I don't even know what the fuck I spent most of it on. It just escapes me.
Still live with mom and all my necessities are taken care of she takes nothing from me.
I had a blessed opportunity these past 3 years to save up for the dogshit future that hit the world now and I wasted it on toys and basically indulging all I couldn't as a NEET with no money.
The worst is that since I'm an impulsive retard I mostly have nothing to show for it either.
Health is even more fucked then ever before since I never took action.
Rather every action that didn't prove fruitful or flat out failed resulted in my absolute surrender for another month or three or six…
Absolutely defeated at the starting line basically.
To get to the point of this thread. Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
I barely have a sense of time. Kinda like when I was a NEET, just instead of 12-16 hours of sleeping and then PC stuff I'm forced to work a rather easy, blessed job.
Once it passes I just feel like I'm teleported to the next shift until I get to sleep through a weekend and months pass.
Even chronic pains don't make me act much. What does one even do to live?
The worst part really is that so many years went down the drain and I really have nothing to show for it. Not even memories.
I want to at least look back on SOMETHING fondly when I'm dying someday.
How to become more functional? How does one really do anything long term without a guiding star of sorts? Having some "I don't see the future I'm doing stuff for so why would I bother" sort of thoughts.
I might just be a retarded animal.
Moms health is declining pretty fast too… I should really be doing something. I really should. Wish I cared more I think.
TLDR; if you live a decent life and have long term goals that you worked or work towards, share some wisdom
I want to become something before the inevitable rotting-corpse-staining-floorboard situation in the future.
Hope this isn't too "self improve brah" for this board.
Wizards with a structured life and long term goals, how?
Stepped on the scale today and realized that despite the initial "push" from a medical crisis a year ago, I basically regained all weight I lost (minus 5-10kg).I also realized I've been working for almost 3 years now, going to be 30 the same week I'll hit my 3 years of work too.
3 years… of wages wasted.
I don't even know what the fuck I spent most of it on. It just escapes me.
Still live with mom and all my necessities are taken care of she takes nothing from me.
I had a blessed opportunity these past 3 years to save up for the dogshit future that hit the world now and I wasted it on toys and basically indulging all I couldn't as a NEET with no money.
The worst is that since I'm an impulsive retard I mostly have nothing to show for it either.
Health is even more fucked then ever before since I never took action.
Rather every action that didn't prove fruitful or flat out failed resulted in my absolute surrender for another month or three or six…
Absolutely defeated at the starting line basically.
To get to the point of this thread. Those of you that live a decently structured, responsible and stable life, how?
I barely have a sense of time. Kinda like when I was a NEET, just instead of 12-16 hours of sleeping and then PC stuff I'm forced to work a rather easy, blessed job.
Once it passes I just feel like I'm teleported to the next shift until I get to sleep through a weekend and months pass.
Even chronic pains don't make me act much. What does one even do to live?
The worst part really is that so many years went down the drain and I really have nothing to show for it. Not even memories.
I want to at least look back on SOMETHING fondly when I'm dying someday.
How to become more functional? How does one really do anything long term without a guiding star of sorts? Having some "I don't see the future I'm doing stuff for so why would I bother" sort of thoughts.
I might just be a retarded animal.
Moms health is declining pretty fast too… I should really be doing something. I really should. Wish I cared more I think.
TLDR; if you live a decent life and have long term goals that you worked or work towards, share some wisdom
I want to become something before the inevitable rotting-corpse-staining-floorboard situation in the future.
Hope this isn't too "self improve brah" for this board.
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what are some media with wizard-like characters? I say Wozzeck is a good example (although he has sex and a child). He is basically a low ranking soldier in the German army who is experimented on by a psychiatrist who forces him on a diet entirely consisting of beans and continually gaslights him. He is also belittled and ordered around by the Captain. At the end of the opera, he loses his mind and drowns himself in a lake.
what are some media with wizard-like characters? I say Wozzeck is a good example (although he has sex and a child). He is basically a low ranking soldier in the German army who is experimented on by a psychiatrist who forces him on a diet entirely consisting of beans and continually gaslights him. He is also belittled and ordered around by the Captain. At the end of the opera, he loses his mind and drowns himself in a lake.
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New term?
The term „wizard“ is cool but I’m 18 and still a big fat virgin, I want a cool title too!
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Stance on humans
When you watch, read or listen to something, do you prefer to avoid that something's subject matter being humans? I assume most if not all here share a dislike for NORPs/normalscum/NPCs, yet it was occurring to me that it is odd that I should make an exception for my dislike of them when it comes to fiction. Obviously I think our dislike of normal people comes from who they are rather than what they are, so I think sufficiently weird humans like ourselves, or aliens with human appearance, aren't necessarily excluded. It doesn't necessarily need to be restricted to fiction either, people who mainly engage with the animal world, or impersonal sciences, strike me as commendably unengaged with the broader mass of humankind. But I'm most interested, I would say, in those here who do engage with things involving normal people and how they reconcile that with who they are and their beliefs.
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What are your thoughts and views on God, if any?
My relationship with Him is complicated, as I used to be Christian but have far strayed and no longer worship Him to a certain extent.
Thread to discuss God and such
This is a thread to discuss God and religion. One I didn't see created.What are your thoughts and views on God, if any?
My relationship with Him is complicated, as I used to be Christian but have far strayed and no longer worship Him to a certain extent.
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got nothing to do besides watching cas0h and a couple of second life troll videos. how's it hanging for you fellow wizneets
got nothing to do besides watching cas0h and a couple of second life troll videos. how's it hanging for you fellow wizneets
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succubi should be treated like children until they can prove they deserve adult rights. There I said it. Most succubi have the inner life and personal integrity of a child and should be treated as such. Possible avenues that they could attain rights.
>Write an essay demonstrating an actual awareness of the deficiencies of the female mind and how you will not persist in these
>Create a substantive work of art literature or music (pic related, Lili Boulanger) demonstrating that you are an actual person with a modicum of something going on in the noggin'
In order to have the power of an adult you need the responsibility and personal and social awareness of an adult. Simple as
Now I'm not saying male NPC's are much better but men generally don't have the social currency to negatively affect society. In fact they'll just be told to keep mining that coal and shut up. Its toxic femininity and princess culture that has formed the cultural landscape we have right now with its attendant ills and it should be stopped (of course it won't but this is just a nice thought).
succubi should be treated like children until they can prove they deserve adult rights. There I said it. Most succubi have the inner life and personal integrity of a child and should be treated as such. Possible avenues that they could attain rights.
>Write an essay demonstrating an actual awareness of the deficiencies of the female mind and how you will not persist in these
>Create a substantive work of art literature or music (pic related, Lili Boulanger) demonstrating that you are an actual person with a modicum of something going on in the noggin'
In order to have the power of an adult you need the responsibility and personal and social awareness of an adult. Simple as
Now I'm not saying male NPC's are much better but men generally don't have the social currency to negatively affect society. In fact they'll just be told to keep mining that coal and shut up. Its toxic femininity and princess culture that has formed the cultural landscape we have right now with its attendant ills and it should be stopped (of course it won't but this is just a nice thought).
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In truth, wizards, I do want to die. But what prevents me is not knowing what comes after and I have often told this to those on other forums, especially Kohl, but they were not able to alleviate my worries about it very much. Since I feel like I have no choice now I will be trying to go through it when the time comes but I still need to know what comes after. If any of you have any idea please let me know.
Hello fellow wizards
I've frequented this place before but not as much, and I would go on Kohl instead. You've probably heard of it as the "pedo" chan but it's actually a bastion of free speech and the pedos are relegated to their own generals usually. Anyway I'm here to tell you that I'll be getting a helium tank delivered because I think I've reached an impasse in my life. I don't want to get into it since it kind of embarrassing but I made one very very bad decision and I'm afraid my whole livelihood is at stake. It was indirectly created by my father. But it doesn't matter, nevermind it. There are other things that I'm worried about concerning this life like the rise of AI, UFOs (I personally was contacted by one), life being a simulation, etc. Basically everything. It's just alot of things on my mind and also I'm quite a dysgenic human being having autism and irritable bowel syndrome, I don't think I'll be able to sustain myself for long. I also might've had some trauma early in life since I can't remember much of my life either. I know it was inconvenient for most of it, which is probably why I can't remember it. Or maybe, I'm drinking too much and I've lost too many bracrabls as of late. I've been drinking for 9 years straight. I'm currently 30. Don't have any friends or a gf (in fact never had one), I don't chat with my mother or my siblings either. My family divorced early in my life btw.In truth, wizards, I do want to die. But what prevents me is not knowing what comes after and I have often told this to those on other forums, especially Kohl, but they were not able to alleviate my worries about it very much. Since I feel like I have no choice now I will be trying to go through it when the time comes but I still need to know what comes after. If any of you have any idea please let me know.
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Cosmology of Nu-Enlightenment
What do you anons think of this image/chart? I took it seriously for like a year because I'm insane R: 34 / I: 5
Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.
Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.
I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.
The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.
Thoughts? Examples of useful material?
If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.
Optimising the mind
Thesis:Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.
Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.
I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.
The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.
Thoughts? Examples of useful material?
If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.
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https://www.verywellmind.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychosocial-development-2795740
Erikson's Stages of Psychosocial Development
Have you been neglected in you yearly childhood too? I've come across pic rel some time ago by accident and scrolling to this pic made me think I was actually fundamentally broken not by aspergers which wasn't actually that bad but rather by being neglected by mom which didn't even want to hold me when I was crying or talk on difficult subjects. Every stage presented does so perfectly wrap up all my developmental disorders it makes me feel like this framework was made just for people like me (except last 2 cause I'm too young to experience maturity and middle adulthood). Maybe some anon would consider it interesting. I've been to therapy actually and it helped me a lot but I lost my job and I don't have any money left, I'm just neeting at parents placehttps://www.verywellmind.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychosocial-development-2795740
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I only feel as if I am wasting my life if I am bored. If I die tomorrow I would only regret the moments I felt boredom. I tried it all, jobs hobbies people exercise. None of it made me feel anything for long, it was as if I was solving a novel puzzle, it occupied my time but once it was "solved" it was just another puzzle for the pile. I don't understand, towards the end of my jobs I even started to try narcotics just to feel something but they were nothing. Mushrooms, meth, alcohol. Nothing. All I do now is learn about medicine and watch surgery videos, I find it fascinating but I know better than to get my hopes up. The minute I uncover everything and get to the second slope of the Dunning Kruger effect I lose interest. And this terrible feeling of boredom creeps in. I am truly fucked now, I feel as if I have already tried more things than most people do in a lifetime. I am not even at the halfway point yet of a lifetime. I don't understand what is wrong with me, I know continuing would be to find topics, consume them, and be done with them but even that act of it all I have already played out enough. Its like I would starve even by consuming the world. A jack of all trades is a master of none but nothing I have tried as made me feel anything for long, nothing like I want to keep doing it. I know what it is like to have a flicker of passion for something but it always fades. I feel so much envy for those that have things that they want to dedicate their lives too. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this?
What to do when you've already done everything?
I am not a full wizard yet, I am still young however even at a younger age of 24 I felt like I have already seen and done everything worth doing. I watched enough anime and movies, played enough vidya of every genre to satisfy someone for a lifetime. I scrolled enough on my phone for 4 people. Eventually I got bored of media consumption so I pursued other things like hobbies. I learned a language, an instrument and beginner coding in game dev and I felt again like it was enough. Learning things became boring, its the same baseline thing every time of encoding brain meat with specific patterns over and over. Skill progression of anything is basically the same. I got bored of those hobbies, I picked up exercise thinking it would give me more energy however after finally getting to the point of jogging a mile I stopped. I'm fine with how I look and I don't care how others see me so its as if there wasn't a motivation, just putting myself under duress without reason aside to live longer doing boring things. I quit. Eventually, I thought it was the NEET life that I became sick of, so I got a job at a gas station as well as a construction company both parttime. I was able to play my part well for a NEET of 7 years. I even got invited to barbecues and other outings and had many conversations with others. I thought that maybe finally I could fill the void but that feeling of boredom started haunting me again. Within months I was done, the jobs were all the same the people saying the same things and everyone doing the same things over and over. When you live with nothing for so long you get used to it, there was nothing I wanted to buy with my money. All of it stacked up in an account that I am now currently living off of as I left both my jobs and my relations with others. Neetdom is much easier to be bored in than a place where you stare at the time all day being bored.I only feel as if I am wasting my life if I am bored. If I die tomorrow I would only regret the moments I felt boredom. I tried it all, jobs hobbies people exercise. None of it made me feel anything for long, it was as if I was solving a novel puzzle, it occupied my time but once it was "solved" it was just another puzzle for the pile. I don't understand, towards the end of my jobs I even started to try narcotics just to feel something but they were nothing. Mushrooms, meth, alcohol. Nothing. All I do now is learn about medicine and watch surgery videos, I find it fascinating but I know better than to get my hopes up. The minute I uncover everything and get to the second slope of the Dunning Kruger effect I lose interest. And this terrible feeling of boredom creeps in. I am truly fucked now, I feel as if I have already tried more things than most people do in a lifetime. I am not even at the halfway point yet of a lifetime. I don't understand what is wrong with me, I know continuing would be to find topics, consume them, and be done with them but even that act of it all I have already played out enough. Its like I would starve even by consuming the world. A jack of all trades is a master of none but nothing I have tried as made me feel anything for long, nothing like I want to keep doing it. I know what it is like to have a flicker of passion for something but it always fades. I feel so much envy for those that have things that they want to dedicate their lives too. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this?
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Happy +25 years old NEETs
So, my fellow hoomans, does happy +25 NEETs still exist or is now only doom and gloomy views? What happen to the happiness that one feels when finally got the elusive NEETbux? What happen to the happy go luck older NEETs that instead of fighting fate (or tired of trying) just accepted his lot and try to find happiness on his piece of life? Now I only see "buuu huuu I'm le sad NEET". Where are those happy content older NEETs or all online NEETs now are just depressed neurotic people?
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Some people are so fed up with suffering on earth, so they came up with this theory to cope with reality
personally I think it kind of overlaps with the wizards philosophy
there is even a subreddit dedicated to it
https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/
and people seriously thinks they are prisoner in this planet
and thats their energy is being harvested by aliens
Prison Planet Theory
What do you guys think of Prison Planet Theory ?Some people are so fed up with suffering on earth, so they came up with this theory to cope with reality
personally I think it kind of overlaps with the wizards philosophy
there is even a subreddit dedicated to it
https://www.reddit.com/r/EscapingPrisonPlanet/
and people seriously thinks they are prisoner in this planet
and thats their energy is being harvested by aliens
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Quoting:
''The question "aren't you lonely" is considered rude because it implies loneliness is a negative state to be avoided, when some people are content being alone, and it can feel like a judgment on the person's social life. It also ignores the important difference between being "alone" (physically by oneself) and being "lonely" (feeling isolated emotionally). The question assumes a lack of social interaction is undesirable, which can be an uncomfortable and presumptuous assumption to make about another person.
It's an assumption of negative feelings: The question assumes loneliness is a universally undesirable state. However, many people are happy and fulfilled when they are alone, finding it to be a valuable time for rest, self-reflection, and connection with their "true self".
It ignores the difference between alone and lonely: There is a significant difference between being alone and feeling lonely. Being alone is a physical state, while loneliness is an emotional response. The question conflates the two, failing to acknowledge that a person can be physically alone but not emotionally lonely.''
''It can be a judgment on one's social life: Asking "aren't you lonely" can feel like a direct criticism of a person's social choices or life circumstances, whether they are single, have a smaller group of friends, or simply choose to spend more time alone. It implies their social life is lacking and that they should feel sad about it.
It overlooks the quality of relationships: The question focuses on the quantity of social interaction rather than the quality. A person may have many friends but still feel lonely, or have very few friends but have deep, meaningful connections.''
It is often perceived as a judgment on life choices: The question is particularly pointed when it comes to lifestyle choices like being single. Many people prefer to be single than to be in a relationship that is unhealthy or unfulfilling.
I asked "why "aren't you lonely" question is ugly" and Bing's AI delivered
TL;DR AI got several points for me and I finally felt that the future is here! pleasant shiverQuoting:
''The question "aren't you lonely" is considered rude because it implies loneliness is a negative state to be avoided, when some people are content being alone, and it can feel like a judgment on the person's social life. It also ignores the important difference between being "alone" (physically by oneself) and being "lonely" (feeling isolated emotionally). The question assumes a lack of social interaction is undesirable, which can be an uncomfortable and presumptuous assumption to make about another person.
It's an assumption of negative feelings: The question assumes loneliness is a universally undesirable state. However, many people are happy and fulfilled when they are alone, finding it to be a valuable time for rest, self-reflection, and connection with their "true self".
It ignores the difference between alone and lonely: There is a significant difference between being alone and feeling lonely. Being alone is a physical state, while loneliness is an emotional response. The question conflates the two, failing to acknowledge that a person can be physically alone but not emotionally lonely.''
''It can be a judgment on one's social life: Asking "aren't you lonely" can feel like a direct criticism of a person's social choices or life circumstances, whether they are single, have a smaller group of friends, or simply choose to spend more time alone. It implies their social life is lacking and that they should feel sad about it.
It overlooks the quality of relationships: The question focuses on the quantity of social interaction rather than the quality. A person may have many friends but still feel lonely, or have very few friends but have deep, meaningful connections.''
It is often perceived as a judgment on life choices: The question is particularly pointed when it comes to lifestyle choices like being single. Many people prefer to be single than to be in a relationship that is unhealthy or unfulfilling.
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I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?
Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?
These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
Deeply alienated in a depraved society
Does anyone here know any good virgin-only forums? Or a forum with a significant virgin population? Or maybe a forum that discusses widespread societal depravity in a very negative light?I'm guessing the answer will be 'no'. Don't you think that's strange? I never believed just because something is common, that it's 'natural' or 'acceptable.' Child rape was common, it was practiced for most of human history, that's not acceptable. Yet betrayal, prostitution and temporary 'relationships' (same thing as prostitution) are? We are always at the recieving end of mockery, and them always rewarded with praise. Why? What did we do to deserve being mocked and belittled?
Does anyone else here feel this way? Or am I the only one? How do I reach likeminded people? How do I communicate with people who share my values? Where do I find them?
These days I just feel like we're being erased, or rather… we have always been erased. Am I a crab for taking these things seriously and refusing to submit to the same depravity as others?
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Wizard art, hobbies, lifestyle
Has anything you've ever played, watched, listened to, or read ever truly changed your life? No matter how much I experience nothing changes. I used to walk 2 hours a day and I never felt any better mentally than I do now as a neet who never goes outside. My baseline mental state seems impossible to break out of.
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Kotava (artifical auxiliar language) is the best for wizards. This language is ultra-neutral (there is no similarity to natural or artificial languages) and it sounds magical or from another reality. I even added the Shavian alphabet to make it more interesting.
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https://www.kotava.org/index.php
https://kotava.org/ravlemak/ravlemak.php?
https://www.shavian.info/alphabet/
Kotava (artifical auxiliar language) is the best for wizards. This language is ultra-neutral (there is no similarity to natural or artificial languages) and it sounds magical or from another reality. I even added the Shavian alphabet to make it more interesting.
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https://www.kotava.org/index.php
https://kotava.org/ravlemak/ravlemak.php?
https://www.shavian.info/alphabet/
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They no longer give me dopamine, just bloating and an overall sense of unwellness & brain fog.
Life is very short and I'd like to be in shape even if just once during my existence. So far I lost 12 pounds, which is an okay start but not great.
I aim to work out 3 times a week, and on the 4 other days light cardio such as walking for an hour.
Diet has been redesigned to involve a lot of lean meat, fresh produce, eggs, walnuts and water instead of sodas.
If I crave something sweet, it's gonna be a banana or berries, maybe a kiwi or orange.
What do you think? Have you tried to live healthier or are you already healthy?
So far I haven't lost motivation but it's only been 6 months. I find it has had a moderately positive effect on my depression too. If I can pull it off I'll keep the rhythm up for the rest of my life.
Any wizards here who have suddenly started caring about health?
I figured I've already experienced everything junk food, chocolates, cakes and ice creams can offer as an experience.They no longer give me dopamine, just bloating and an overall sense of unwellness & brain fog.
Life is very short and I'd like to be in shape even if just once during my existence. So far I lost 12 pounds, which is an okay start but not great.
I aim to work out 3 times a week, and on the 4 other days light cardio such as walking for an hour.
Diet has been redesigned to involve a lot of lean meat, fresh produce, eggs, walnuts and water instead of sodas.
If I crave something sweet, it's gonna be a banana or berries, maybe a kiwi or orange.
What do you think? Have you tried to live healthier or are you already healthy?
So far I haven't lost motivation but it's only been 6 months. I find it has had a moderately positive effect on my depression too. If I can pull it off I'll keep the rhythm up for the rest of my life.
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Why anime
Why is anime so engraved into this site and this kind of culture? Is it just the cause of the succubi or cause japan had the crab culture first? R: 11 / I: 1
New here, have question
Why do wizards use herms like succubi for succubi, or is it for specific succubi
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Humor Thread
Hey, wizards. Why not some fun? In this thread, post every kind of humor. We need happy times.
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In short, when I wear glasses they overlap on top of each other. I think the drawing I made might explain more than just words.
And no, it's still not just a problem with glasses I have even when I don't use them, but with glasses it especially makes this worse and, on top of that, I can't see without them that much.
And another thing is how my vision works. For example, if I focus on my hand instead of the box, the box will appear double, while if I focus on the box instead of the hand, the same thing will happen with my hand.
The image explains better
In short, I just want to know what my problem is and what the solution to it. Please help. I don't want to take it anymore. Please
Hi, please help me. I am begging you
In short, my vision is fucked I especially notice this when I am wearing glasses.In short, when I wear glasses they overlap on top of each other. I think the drawing I made might explain more than just words.
And no, it's still not just a problem with glasses I have even when I don't use them, but with glasses it especially makes this worse and, on top of that, I can't see without them that much.
And another thing is how my vision works. For example, if I focus on my hand instead of the box, the box will appear double, while if I focus on the box instead of the hand, the same thing will happen with my hand.
The image explains better
In short, I just want to know what my problem is and what the solution to it. Please help. I don't want to take it anymore. Please
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> The dead Internet theory's exact origin is difficult to pinpoint. In 2021, a post titled "Dead Internet Theory: Most Of The Internet Is Fake" was published onto the forum Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe esoteric board by a user named "IlluminatiPirate",[12] claiming to be building on previous posts from the same board and from Wizardchan,[1]
This is the most famous thing, Wizchan has done since Gamergate. It is the 1st time since then that major media has talked about Wizchan. And even Sam Altman the most important man on earth talked about it.
This is going to be the most important idea of the AI Era, and every book that talks about it will have to footnote its from Wizchan.
Here we are mentioned in the prestigious The Atlantic in 2021 before this gpt stuff even started
https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/08/dead-internet-theory-wrong-but-feels-true/619937/
https://archive.ph/I4hqM#selection-765.417-765.427
Wizchan coined the term that will define the future. we're heroes.
Wizchan invented dead internet theory
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory#Origins_and_spread> The dead Internet theory's exact origin is difficult to pinpoint. In 2021, a post titled "Dead Internet Theory: Most Of The Internet Is Fake" was published onto the forum Agora Road's Macintosh Cafe esoteric board by a user named "IlluminatiPirate",[12] claiming to be building on previous posts from the same board and from Wizardchan,[1]
This is the most famous thing, Wizchan has done since Gamergate. It is the 1st time since then that major media has talked about Wizchan. And even Sam Altman the most important man on earth talked about it.
This is going to be the most important idea of the AI Era, and every book that talks about it will have to footnote its from Wizchan.
Here we are mentioned in the prestigious The Atlantic in 2021 before this gpt stuff even started
https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/08/dead-internet-theory-wrong-but-feels-true/619937/
https://archive.ph/I4hqM#selection-765.417-765.427
Wizchan coined the term that will define the future. we're heroes.
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Is there a way to stop it, or just every term loses it's meaning after 5 or 10 years these days?
Why do normies love labeling themselves as crabs?
20, 10 and even 5 years ago being called a virgin was seen as an insult by normies. Same could be said about being called "a crab", yet more and more often we see people who have regular sex, gfs and social lives say "they are basically crabs". Is it for attention? Is it some misguided idea that crabism is a mindset? Is it to make yourself feel "superior" to other normies? Same thing have happened with nerds: what used to be a simple demographic, later became a label to proudly asign to yourself (Oh, I'm such a nerd, I just love watching mainstream movies like Star Wars!).Is there a way to stop it, or just every term loses it's meaning after 5 or 10 years these days?
R: 26 / I: 1
I clearly have the symptoms of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder#Signs_and_symptoms except the bad ones.
>Psychotic symptoms such as delusions or hallucinations may occur in both manic and depressive episodes; their content and nature are consistent with the person's mood.[4] Approximately 60–75% of people with bipolar I disorder have experienced psychosis.
I'm part of the lucky 25% I guess, but I'm not normal. I tried to adjust so I can function in society, but I'm still a fuck up, and I'm not alone, many people have mental health problems for whatever reason.
how do I explain to my mother that I'm mentally ill?
I've come to terms that this is my life, but she won't accept that I'm no longer that smart quiet kid who had potential to become a doctor or lawyer.I clearly have the symptoms of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder#Signs_and_symptoms except the bad ones.
>Psychotic symptoms such as delusions or hallucinations may occur in both manic and depressive episodes; their content and nature are consistent with the person's mood.[4] Approximately 60–75% of people with bipolar I disorder have experienced psychosis.
I'm part of the lucky 25% I guess, but I'm not normal. I tried to adjust so I can function in society, but I'm still a fuck up, and I'm not alone, many people have mental health problems for whatever reason.
R: 19 / I: 1
I was a NEET and borderline hikki for about 8 years during my mid-20s. I was very content during that time, because the NEET lifestyle actually suits me very much: I'm extremely introverted and don't crave many material possessions. Because of that, I never sought the social stimulation or the monetary compensation of work.
However, my situation changed and I had to find a job, as my prior source of minimal income disappeared.
I was very fortunate to find a remote job that pays decently, even though I only have a HS degree. I've been in that job for over 5 years now. Due to my aforementioned frugal lifestyle, I was able to save enough money that I think will last me over a decade.
With this in mind, my question is this. My greatest wish right now is to resign from this job and return to being a NEET. It's a question that bothers me every day. However, I fear that this job is sort of a unique opportunity, and that I won't be able to find anything similar, once I run out of money. I even considered doing things like day trading so I can extend the duration of my savings.
What would you do in a scenario like this? Keep your somewhat comfy WFH job or just return to NEEtdom?
WFH vs full NEETdom
Wizards, I'm really uncertain about my situation right now and would like your advice, since this is a matter that I think only you would be able to fully appreciate.I was a NEET and borderline hikki for about 8 years during my mid-20s. I was very content during that time, because the NEET lifestyle actually suits me very much: I'm extremely introverted and don't crave many material possessions. Because of that, I never sought the social stimulation or the monetary compensation of work.
However, my situation changed and I had to find a job, as my prior source of minimal income disappeared.
I was very fortunate to find a remote job that pays decently, even though I only have a HS degree. I've been in that job for over 5 years now. Due to my aforementioned frugal lifestyle, I was able to save enough money that I think will last me over a decade.
With this in mind, my question is this. My greatest wish right now is to resign from this job and return to being a NEET. It's a question that bothers me every day. However, I fear that this job is sort of a unique opportunity, and that I won't be able to find anything similar, once I run out of money. I even considered doing things like day trading so I can extend the duration of my savings.
What would you do in a scenario like this? Keep your somewhat comfy WFH job or just return to NEEtdom?
R: 22 / I: 1
I think I've just realized a good reason to live.
I have /wiz/ardchan tier sex drive - as in very low
During my teens/20s I had stress so high I had no morningstaff (/dep/ tier past) - but I missed the part where I was supposed to end up a "crab".
All my /hob/ are computer-related, I don't really need too many "real stuff". In fact, I like "industrial" design or straight-up "rustical" crude design.
I dabble a little in /jp/ culture - as in 1950s-1980s, not just modern anime/games/both combined (Touhou Project) and pre-1885 times of samurai
and I have my own taste in /music/ - I have utilitarian preferences, such as commercial background music.
I think my consciousness would be quite useful as a template to copy and to install into various robot-like machines… y'know, it happens sometimes - it's VERBOTEN, ZAPRESHCHENO, PROHIBITED to make X, but there's an opportunity to get Y and upgrade it to something that's close to X. So hey, have fun cloning [and patching up?] my mind with additional knowledge, should manufacturing a strong AI from scratch und up prohibited.
Since I do not identify with seggs/gossip/"SUCCial lifey" and such, I have less problems than regular urban person all while I do not have the addendum of the beautiful divine nature of a proper hermit/monk/a high-composure person who keeps masking own feelings, not genuinely lacks them.
I think I've just realized a good reason to live.
I have /wiz/ardchan tier sex drive - as in very low
During my teens/20s I had stress so high I had no morningstaff (/dep/ tier past) - but I missed the part where I was supposed to end up a "crab".
All my /hob/ are computer-related, I don't really need too many "real stuff". In fact, I like "industrial" design or straight-up "rustical" crude design.
I dabble a little in /jp/ culture - as in 1950s-1980s, not just modern anime/games/both combined (Touhou Project) and pre-1885 times of samurai
and I have my own taste in /music/ - I have utilitarian preferences, such as commercial background music.
I think my consciousness would be quite useful as a template to copy and to install into various robot-like machines… y'know, it happens sometimes - it's VERBOTEN, ZAPRESHCHENO, PROHIBITED to make X, but there's an opportunity to get Y and upgrade it to something that's close to X. So hey, have fun cloning [and patching up?] my mind with additional knowledge, should manufacturing a strong AI from scratch und up prohibited.
Since I do not identify with seggs/gossip/"SUCCial lifey" and such, I have less problems than regular urban person all while I do not have the addendum of the beautiful divine nature of a proper hermit/monk/a high-composure person who keeps masking own feelings, not genuinely lacks them.
R: 16 / I: 4
Today, I am a wizard.
Today is my 30th birthday. I've been on this site since 2013/2014 until I left in 2023. I feel this chapter has been closed.
R: 25 / I: 4
>the system I support is infallible
>the system I support is perfect
>whatever harm that comes from said system is ment to happen or is justified as the lesser evil in someway
>but we are the ones that fight for progress wven though we dont want to see the flaws in our system to fix the issue.
>but blame those who see the problem in the first place
normies seem to have this mentality that likes to support this Saturn like system in the persuit of "beauty" or "progress" when its nothing more than a dog chasing its own tail. What's worse is people believe im obligated to participate in a dying system they support, or a rebellion that would replace the same concept they swore to fight against. Im simply tired and wish to not exist, wishing this whole thing wether its nature, yehweh or even politics would just fade away. We were fine without experience. We were at peace. But there is that primordial ambition that constantly likes to put itself in the way of everything like a clumsy flamboyant retard stumbling in the room with its utmost redundant suggestions like that filthy serpent that suggested eve to partake in the fruit of knowledge. Or god himself that brought light into darkness to antagonize the peace.
what made me a satanist
ive come to a conclusion normies operate on a subconscious level. They still worship a yehweh like being but they dont like to admit it. They talk about how indifferent god is but praise nature for being a provider. when nature is a practical way of explaining a god. You talk about how cruel nature is, and pagans will justify it by saying its supposed to be like that while believing we should use nature as a basis of our sense of right and wrong. Kind of like what christians do when you talk about the indifference about their god. Regardless what belief a normie puts themselves as. it comes to the same conclusion on their thought process.>the system I support is infallible
>the system I support is perfect
>whatever harm that comes from said system is ment to happen or is justified as the lesser evil in someway
>but we are the ones that fight for progress wven though we dont want to see the flaws in our system to fix the issue.
>but blame those who see the problem in the first place
normies seem to have this mentality that likes to support this Saturn like system in the persuit of "beauty" or "progress" when its nothing more than a dog chasing its own tail. What's worse is people believe im obligated to participate in a dying system they support, or a rebellion that would replace the same concept they swore to fight against. Im simply tired and wish to not exist, wishing this whole thing wether its nature, yehweh or even politics would just fade away. We were fine without experience. We were at peace. But there is that primordial ambition that constantly likes to put itself in the way of everything like a clumsy flamboyant retard stumbling in the room with its utmost redundant suggestions like that filthy serpent that suggested eve to partake in the fruit of knowledge. Or god himself that brought light into darkness to antagonize the peace.
R: 53 / I: 5
Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
SEXBOTS THE CURE FOR WIZARDRY?
It's official. Sexbots are almost* here.Would you guys sexbotmaxx or remain a pure Wizard?
R: 40 / I: 6
This isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
BIRTHDAY!
It's my 30th birthday I can finally post here woo!This isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
R: 25 / I: 3
To rich wizards
I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account
R: 79 / I: 8
How to stop caring?
How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all. People always say you shouldn't, but whenever I let myself feel any small amount of happiness the feeling of sadness/depression that I'll inevitably feel later is so painful it makes me wish I just didn't feel anything at all in the first place. Meditation has gotten close to this and I like the peace it gives me but I wish I felt that peace all the time.