My bedrom is just room now.
I've removed the bed from my bedroom, so I should just call it a room now. I'm sleeping on top of a couple of blankets I folded in a rather clever way and when I wake up I roll it and put it inside the wardrobe. Large furniture annoys me. So I also got rid of the big table and the chair, the computer is now on a small coffee table. Sitting on the floor. There's now two pieces of furniture in my room, the coffee table and the wardrobe, a small one. Inside there's 3 shirts and 3 pairs of pants, along with underwear and socks, that's mostly it really. Still feels excessive. This whole world is one big clutterfuck. Watched this video on yt of a guy who collects old video games. He's depressing, hanging on to those fading memories, happy times drifting further away by the hour, by the second. Still he's going around ebay, trying to find that pristine video game manual he had when he was 12. Finally finds one and purchases it. He opens the box and his delight lasts for about 10 seconds: Indeed, it's pristine, 'this is so cool'. 5 minutes later it's inside a drawer somewhere to never be seen again. Someone will throw it in the bin some day and eventually another guy will come and put everything on a truck and take it to the dump. Then the house he lives in will collapse on its own, be brought down by a bulldozer or the weather.how to keep em out of the company
herro rizzards,Wikipedia Articles
(continuation of >>170540)Why some people get anoyed with NEETs?
I just don't get it, if I'm 'wasting' my life and it's fine for me, why some people care so much?Chronic masturbators can't be wizards
masturbation and porn addicts are like normalfaggot alcoholics who critizice and look down on everyone who doesn't drink alcohol and partake in their vice because it's disgusting. Sex is disgusting and you're the crazy people for having sex and masturbating, not us.Wizard internet communities
I've been using english speaking internet sites since 11 years already, im 29. My main language is spanish, and to navigate english based internet was certainly an advantage. The problem is that i've became disappointed and tired with the english speaking crowd, its really difficult to find communities that are not conditioned by anglo culture, and all the things that encompasses (consumerism, ruthless competitiveness, hollywood-style pretentions, politics, virgin hate, etc).Newly Forty
Hello everyone,semen retention is saving my life
I live a very simple and minimalist life as a wiz. I do not have a job due to my autism, nor do I have any friends. I do not leave my house or speak to people. I spend most of my time in my house by myself. And I love it this way. This is my dream life sort to speak. For the first time in my life, I finally feel at peace. I feel free from the burdens of the world. I feel complete, and finally happy. This started thanks to abstinence which I thought was a meme at first. Now I see it is a form of mental training for wizards. It can help you build up mental fortitude, and make you more resilient when it comes to dealing with temptation and other evils. Abstinence can also help you practice self-control in other areas of your life, such as how you spend your time and your money. It can be a great way to build confidence in yourself. If you can stay faithful to your goals no matter how silly or small it might appear to others, then you will feel better about yourself and you will be more likely to achieve them.How to accept your age?
I used to browse here years ago and being a wizard seemed so far away. I thought that as I would get closer to 30 for sure a drive to achieve SOMETHING will awaken in me but nope. Now I'm 30 and it seems so surreal. I have not changed at all in like the last 7 years except I feel even more low energy and anxious now. I remember reading how as a wizard you stop caring but I feel like I care more than ever now. I keep noticing the ages of accomplished scientists/engineers/ceos/artists and it scares me how many are 30 or younger. Or just people who have a good job and live by themselves and not with parents which is like most people my age and younger. I still feel like I'm 20 when it comes to life experience. I have no idea how day after day I managed to get 0 progress. Now if I want to learn something I am at a point where the teachers are likely to be younger than me. But I got no wisdom to show for all these years. I don't even know how to talk to people when there is this big hole in my life resume that I can't logically explain. Confronting this reality just makes me want to withdraw more into distracting activities which is not sustainable and makes things worse. I just want to stop feeling this anxiety every time I think about how old I am. Any advice?Why are you devoting yourself to the wizard life?
I think this board could use some inspiration, especially the younger apprentices. Let's discuss the following:Why is the average magician against the use of psychiatric drugs?
I know many have pretty bad side effects, but between being crazy and depressed, low libido, increased appetite, migraines, or the like, I'd pick the latter. They look good, of course it takes time to find one that really does you good, but it's worth the risk.Dead internet theory
its not just the internetModern warfare is a fool's game
I just don't understand men that go off to fight in modern wars. There's no benefit, it's not the medieval era where you can crack open a monastery and plunder gold. You can't carry home a war-bride, there's nothing, there's no benefit apart from a shitty pension. There's no skill or test of strength, you're just meat being churned in a meat grinder. It's dehumanizing, and it's the way two colonies of insects would wage a war, just lobbing sterile drones of sexless males at each other until one side cracks through attrition.Driving
Do you have driver's license? What car do you drive? I got my driver's license 2 years ago, it was a terrible struggle to get it during a the Covid-shutdown, but it was one of the best decesions of my life. It really improved my situation and helped a lot with my depression, gave me massive freedom to be able to drive wherever/whenever I wanted to go, without my parents.any wizards with schizoid personality disorder?
after recently discovering that this disorder existed and just so happened to exactly describe the hell I've been living in. I began to wonder if any other wizards are suffering from this as well.Why is my dog so nice?
Almost every dog I see is a cunt to strangers. And I'm not even talking about when they are in their own territory, I'm talking about outside when they are with their owner getting walked.I want to fertilize 1000 women without having sex with them
I want to donate my sperm in exchange for money and to be able to have an extra income to help my family, I would also like my genes to spread throughout the world. My genes would be dominant, and useful, instead of jerking off just for pleasure, I would jerk off for money and to procreate succubi that I won't see in my life, who don't have the same culture as me, and possibly don't even speak my same language He would be the man with the most children in the world, and at the same time he would be more virgin than olive oil.Are we just destructive or toxic people?
Any community I visit on the internet or I'm forced to be a part of in real life ends up telling me subtly or not so subtly that I'm an unpleasant person. In the case of internet communities I get banned very soon usually because I come into some kind of conflict with others. In real life too I can't avoid confrontations and conflicts with others and I realized only relatively lately in my life that I enjoy conflicts. Even though I don't have useful skills or talents I'm an extremely competitive person. I feel the need to force my will onto others around me all the time, to "mentally rape" them so to speak.What happened at 30? 40?
Hey all,Live-In (or not) Assistant
Hey all,Trying drugs (as a Wizard)
Most would agree the biggest societal peer pressure is to lose your virginity, and have offspring. But what about the pressure of losing your drug virginity?friend
In all these long years, I learned that who will always be there for you, who will always support you no matter how hard times are, who, even though sometimes we have our misunderstandings, will never abandon you. The family is going to die, people come and go, but the only true friend, the only person who will really have your friendship, respect, and affection, is yourself.Fading memory of a personality that never came to be
This place is depressing as fuck, and yes this belongs here and not in /dep, why? Because I said so, I'm no dep, and I'm old enough to be a "wiz" and I've been long enough on this site and on the one before this one, that is now dead, I've been even longer on the net… in a way, it shaped me on who I am now more then I care to admit.i suffer irl
hey folks, it's my first post here. i'm enjoying this place in the world wide web. can i ask questions here?I have been tricked by the devil
>>200237I am fucking sick
Guys there really is no easy way to say this.Take the outdoor freelance pill
A lot of you Wizzies need to follow in the steps of Alfie here, and get yourselves on the Odd Job Freelancer Style, riding a tandem bike around and offering your services. You'd be a benefit to your community and feel like your life has meaning then.Fixing musculoskeletal back pain
I get back pain and inflamed ribs whenever I start lifting aggressively. Between the shoulder blades and my left/right ribcages in particular resembling costochondritis. Also flares whenever I turn my torso aggressively left or right. The problem is basically tight muscle fascia rather than spinal to the best of my knowledge.Why is the internet full of such good people?
I use the internet a lot, I post photos of my food, photos of my dogs, of my achievements, of my failures, of my dreams, my opinions, and many things, and people in general tend to be kind and pleasant, they support you, and they give advice, or in the worst case they are sincere and post their true opinions without filters.Iyashikei lifestyle
Im looking to take up Mental Diet ( a form of dopamine fasting), peacefulness, calmness and virtue as a lifestyle,as opposed to my current state. I dont commit any s-xual inmorality(nofap,noporn,etc)but I harbor grudges, Im unironically racist with IRL consequences, Im bitterly envious of richer people my age. I watch war footage \beatdowns footage,even gore,and listen to extreme violent music.International legion, wizards at war
Well wizards, this might be it for me.cruelty
I just want to know a bit about wizards and crueltyfollow me
https://www.tiktok.com/@wizard_chanAre you ashamed of your nationality ?
I am a slav from eastern europe so yes i hate being a 'slav', why couldn't i be born in a country with actual achievements like france, america, spain, italy or even koreaWhat do you guys think of reddit?
Why does 4chan hates reddit so much? Sure 99% of the site is garbage but there's some good stuff in there once in a while (just like 4chan come to think of it). You can't even mention reddit without 5 posters telling you to "go back", it's really annoying.clearing antipsychotic brainfog
Any misters here have experience or knowledge of tapering off antipsychotics?Asperger similarity
As far as I have been reading, I find quite little differences between schizoids and aspies. Not to mention that r/aspergers could totally replace this site except for how much failed normies they also have inside there.Are adult virgins THAT rare?
Sometimes I feel like there's no adult virgins out there. No matter where I go, be it discord, various chans, forums and social media, I have yet to find someone around my age(28) that's a virgin.I can not adequate myself to the system
Every time I tried I lost a little of myself, until I realized the truth, that I, don't even exist, I know you'll probably never read this or know the why, but the truth is that there is no why, there is not one single why, it just is.NPC theory
There was a thread about NPCs that was censored, but this is an interesting topic.Did you miss the boat?
Why are people so cruel?Fetishes
I know there are a lot of wizards that identify as asexual, and that got me curious. Do asexual wizards indulge in their own unique fetishes? Not to be confused with sexual kinks, fetishes are an uncontrollable turn-on that you didn't ask for. Of course, it's incredibly taboo, so much so that I don't think I've ever seen a thread on the topic. So, now that the ice is broken, what are your fetishes, /wiz/?Paranormal experiences?
Any of you guys have experience with ghosts, aliens, cryptids or the supernatural?I’m new here Sorry
So can I please ask. I know everyone hates newbies but you all remind me a little of how people USED to be on 4chan and best case scenario you have none of what ruined the platform. Do you guys all actually practice magic, like any fucking kind or is it just a metaphor. Please tell me because I want to be included toohikkis. are moral heroes
The Paralysis ArgumentI need Advice. Should I go for minimum wage?
Im at college because of family pressure. Tried software development, failed misserable cause im a brainlet. Now Im on graphic design and animation, but I dont give a shit about it, cause most of the classes are dumb fillers of pure theory (which I hate cause im a brainlet), I just want to work with my hands, not listen to an idiot all day. I didnt went to class today because its so boring, I hoped ritalin would help but it didnt. Now what? Is it okay to be a min wage slave? should I go for it? or should I sacrifice my mental health so I can draw as a job?What was your xp on college? Should I drop out?
I know this site is for 30 year olds only, but thats why Im here, to ask you a very important question.how does a wiz become a neet?
been working for a couple years now in manual labor and feel like shit all the time because of it. couldnt care less if i get paid well my health is invaluable compared to work. How can a wiz manage to live without having to work? or at the very least work as little as possible in a job with little to no stress? welfare? office job?Your current opinions
We have these threads every once in a while. What is your current worldview, philosophy, religion, opinions in general about life, etc? I think I'm not the only one around here who changes his worldviews or modifies them quite often.sorry for schizoposting but I'm a schizomage =3
>u just w8k up 1 morning&ur liekThis is a rant, I'm tired of pretending suicide is wrong
As long as I can remember all I always wanted is to rest, give me a fucking break I'm 32 years old, yes. if I do it, it will likely shatter my mom, and be a blow to siblings, but why should I care? I know that seems heartless to ask and stupid, because I do care, but my point is, why should I bare all of this weight? Jesus fucking Christ, all I want when I go to sleep is to not wake up, yes I've done therapy, took medication and what not, it's not wrong, I'm not sick, I just don't see what the big deal of life is, everything is a distraction, an illusion to deviate you from the truth, you, me, and everyone else is a byproduct of exposure and environment. I'm not a lonely, angst teenager, I just don't want it, it's fine, there is people that likes life, I don't. I just don't see the point, and no, this is not about being a wiz, if anything, in many regards being a wiz, saved me of a lot of unnecessary headache.Smart phone addiction
Anyone else hopelessly addicted to using smartphones? I hate it, I feel like it makes me dumber, it undoubtedly lowers my attention span and disturbs my sleep.