any wizards with schizoid personality disorder?
after recently discovering that this disorder existed and just so happened to exactly describe the hell I've been living in. I began to wonder if any other wizards are suffering from this as well.I don't think you're that dumb.
I wanted to spend some time here to point out an elephant in the room: there is an EXTREME disparity between people here calling themselves low IQ or very dumb, and the quality of the posts in explaining how dumb they are. Like, I get the whole "muh Dunning-Kruger" thing, but what I've seen here over the years is a whole different level that I don't feel is sufficiently explain by Dunning-Kruger. There are a lot of posts that routinely get made where the OP details how utterly incapable they are, but their grammar is impeccable; or how they have mental fog, but it's detailed over a 3 paragraph long post making; or how they have a short attention span, but they're making callbacks to posts they or others have made from days ago. It's just, the extremes I see here between people's perceived and actual abilities is far, FAR greater than I've seen ANYWHERE else.Carnivorism / Meat eating / Paleo
https://frankiesfreerangemeat.comHow are normals so good at everything?
I feel so frustrated whenever I'm sucking in a game or something and realize the people I'm losing or comparing myself to probably have a job and social life on top of being better than me at this. High chance they're also younger than me with other hobbies they're good at as well.Guntrip on Sexual Desire
Tension without discharge is only purely unpleasurable when the prospect of satisfaction of the psychological aim is hopeless. To have to go on wanting what one cannot get is painful. Resort is then had to ad hoc tension-relieving devices, which, far from bringing pure pleasure in their train, are usually experienced as disappointingly unsatisfying, because mere decrease of excitation is not what is wanted and in itself gives nothing that can produce a sense of deep satisfaction. On the other hand, the mounting of the tension of desire is itself pleasurable when satisfaction is possible and expected… If tension qua tension were unpleasant in itself and the aim were simply its reduction, then any method of relieving excitation would be as good as any other, i.e. autoeroticism would be as satisfactory as object-love and much more easily come by. In reality the reverse is the case.The earth is a prison trap
The Matrix Reincarnation Soul Trap Theory states that life on earth is inherent suffering, and this suffering is harvested by beings called archons that trick souls into reincarnating on earth through different brainwashing tactics as well as a white light tunnel that lures souls into reincarnating, and wipes their memory., which makes the life experience a person gains mitigated. The white light tunnel is designed to keep souls trapped on earth forever and to make escape impossible.[1]I orignally wanted to betabuxx but I couldn't
My family legit hired tutors on me and I studied every week and every day but I still turned out to be 5 ft 5 and ethnic - which means betabuxxing won't even work at this height. JFL if I was 3 inches taller like my brother I would have at least gained SOMETHING out of studying. Instead I'm forced to cope or rope.Anti-Ambition
After hanging out around here for probably too long, and continuing to watch anime, etc., there are a number of pieces of cultural media, fora, and movements that appear to be coalescing together into the same idea that I wanted to point out. In particular, I've been looking at:Hermit Pill
How do I go about becoming a hermit? I want to live in a forest far away from everyone. The lockdown in my country has taught me that I am the happiest when isolated. I am aware that survival in nature is no small thing but it beats the shit out of having to be a waggie and being around normies. Also what are some comfy places I can live in without having to worry about taxes, socializing, etc?Free at last
My libido is completely gone. It all started 5 days ago. For the first 3 days I just couldn't cum, then on the 4th day I started being disgusted by the thought of sex and if I tried to force an erection by playing with my penis it was hard to maintain. Today I didn't even try to masturbate for the first time in a while. I ran into porn images and ads while browsing the internet and I found them to be disgusting. I looked up what might be causing this and it could be a multitude of physical and psychological problems. At first I was concerned, but now I'm starting to see it as a blessing in disguise. Has this ever happened to anyone else here?My rant against a 5'7'' bluepiller
You like text walls huh?Fear of going to jail
Ive tried stealing some pokemon cards from a newsstand on the street, they called the police on me and for some reason they accused me of attempted robbery, I have to face the process but the fear of ending up in prison has taken away my sleep, have any of us ever had these problems? An apprentice in jail wouldnt last one dayany NEETs from the third world?
I'm from a small brazilian town and I'm still a NEET at 32yo, I wonder how uncommon my situation is since most people in poor countries have to work ASAP and can't afford being a NEET.School education and real intelligence
It's horrible to see how everyone fawns over-educated academics and their titles, thinking education means one is intelligent, mature and wise.I got to know a professor of literature on /lit/ and he was just your basic, entitled, tantruming 4chan poster with little insight on human life beyond his own experience. This opened my eyes.Doctors are the worst. They worship succubi and get all the glory in society, but the hidden truth is that med students are the biggest party animals and worst turbo normies. They enroll in med school to get status money and pussy. That pretty much says all about their character. Smarter people choose math and physics. But not even a degree in physics guarantees you're an actual seeker of truth. I'm actually an ex physics student so please take that into consideration before you think it's clever to mention Dunning-Kruger.Yet another anti-natalism thread.
What do you do when someone asks you (e.g., your mother), "When are you going to have children, anon?" Have you ever wanted to have kids? Why? Have you ever thought about how fucked up your life would be right now if you had kids? About how fucked up your kids would be?wiz mask = good
Wizzies, I have intense social anxiety and going outside makes me highly uncomfortable. I feel exposed, like everyone is looking at me (sometimes people do look at me just part of their own curiosity.) But since the covid pandemic people have been wearing masks everywhere. Since then I have noticed something amazing:Why do normal people want to have sex/ relationship with the opposite sex
I don't understand this mindset, I've never looked at anyone and thought "I want to have sex with that person", neither have I thought that I want to be around some person just because they look attractive. I've always seen "crab" types talking about how they want some certain GF and I am just perplexed as to why? Like they will fawn over some person that they don't even know.I live in hell
I live next to my 3 female cousins and it's driving me crazy. We inherited a property that my grandma split among her grandchildren before dying. They live next door and I live with my mentally ill mother in our side of the property. They're all single moms in their late 30's and early 40s. These are the most trashy loudmouth succubi you could ever meet. Every fucking night they reunite to laugh and make fun of me at the top of their lungs. They do it every time they know I'm at hearing distance. I have confronted them about it, but they just deny everything and play dumb. They even get their drug dealing boyfriends in the house and talk shit about me to them about how I never leave the house and how I'm an ugly virgin neet, how I never had a gf and will never have one and how I'm gonna end killing myself. I don't blame the dudes since the ones making fun of me are my cousins, they just entertain them, I even heard one of them saying how he feels sorry for me, but these bitches have no empathy in the slightest, it's like they want me dead. We live next door and I haven't spoke to them in years. One of them even punched me in the face a few years ago during a discussion, she was wearing a big, pointy ring that almost got me in the eye, but my glasses saved me. I called the cops and to my surprise they knew her and immediately sided with me, imagine how problematic these cunts are that even the cops know what pieces of shit they are and decided to side with me, they tried to help me, but they didn't arrest her or anything they told me to take her to court and I did and all I got was a restraining order against ME for a year or so. That only empowered them even more to insult and mock me. I never bother these cunts in any way, but they have an extreme hatred for me. I've tried to ignore them , but they're getting louder and the walls are pretty thin. This is a ghettoish area and most of the people here are friends with them, so of course they have been talking shit about me with the whole neigbourhood. Everytime I leave the house I have to see these shiteaters with a huge grin on their face. I wanna leave this place, but I currently don't have the money to rent a place. I'm planning to get a job and save for a few months, the only issue here is my mother, she doesn't want me to leave and if I take her with me, these cunts will always have a way to fuck with me, because my mom is a backstabing bitch, but she's getting old and I'd feel bad for leaving her alone. I'm on my last straw with these people and I really don't know what to do.Can you even picture yourself as a normalfag?
Can you imagine yourself having a girlfriend or even wife and kids?Moving to my grandma's house to think of the next step.
I'm moving there to think of what to do next. Maybe buy a van or something without my parent's decision.What do you guys think of reddit?
Why does 4chan hates reddit so much? Sure 99% of the site is garbage but there's some good stuff in there once in a while (just like 4chan come to think of it). You can't even mention reddit without 5 posters telling you to "go back", it's really annoying.Philosophy
Any1 here feels bad about how much time they wasted on philosophy, religions, or generally on seeking the "ultimate truth"? I can't take it seriously anymore. It seems to me like meaningless word-plays, all of it, politics, philosophy, everything. So much shit that doesn't have anything to do with my life, you know what I mean? Should have just read 07th expansion VNs or watched cartoons/movies instead of wasting my time on trying to become an intellectual or wise person.Is it weird that I never felt attached to my parents? Does anyone else relate?
They were never absent in my life, at least not physically but I feel like I never developed a true emotional bond with them. I don't feel more intimate with them than I do with acquaintances from school. The only time when my dad and I talked (not that much) was when he took me to school and it was hardly about my development as a kid. His routine was basically workplace > bar > home. My mom is an old fashioned stay at home type who only married my dad because of what he can provide for her financially. I don't think she genuinely loves him. My father never showered me or changed my diapers when I was a baby, only my mom did even though he was the one who wanted a kid the most. He never asked how was my day at school, he never helped me with my homework, he never taught me how this confusing world works, never game me advice for anything, nothing. I don't think we ever traveled, outside visiting some relatives here and there. I used to envy my school mates and how close they were to their fathers, like how they would share things together and encourage their children to do their best and such.Are you ashamed of your nationality ?
I am a slav from eastern europe so yes i hate being a 'slav', why couldn't i be born in a country with actual achievements like france, america, spain, italy or even koreaTruth
We were rejected by societyThe consequences of anime as a whole becoming mainstream.
I feel like there needs to be a thread made about this. I know this has been talked about many times since 2016 but even then I think this topic is still very neglected because the consequences aren't noticeable on the entirety of Anime yet. There's just something really aggravating about low-status men loosing one of the few hobbies that they could actually enjoy to the very same normalfags and succubi who constantly treat us like dogshit 24/7 and make our daily lives a living hell. We all know the consequences that come with any hobby becoming popular among normgroid NPCs, they start pushing their shitty status-quo bs on it. I'm honestly convinced that by the end of this decade Anime will never have that same feeling as it always did, it'll just become another soulless mainstream form of entertainment to appeal to normalfags. Start expecting chad and his succubi gf to start bragging about going to watch an anime to their NPC social sphere like they do with their shitty MCU movies along with whores cosplaying as your waifu to sell her nudes on the internet to some orbiters (which is already happening to a certain extent). Some oldfags may argue that Anime declined long time ago, and while that's debatable I will say that Anime still retains a very unique feeling to it that is void in the majority of other watchable entertainment and low-status men are the ones that keep and preserve it that way. Mark my words, Anime will be completely unrecognizable around by the end of this decade. Maybe someone can articulate this better than I can but that's the best way I can put it.How to improve imagination?
This is the sort of thing that could very well benefit several anonymage fellows here. Let's be honest, the real world is horrible and probably tends to get worse, but the proposal here is not to explore the limits of imagination just as an escape valve from reality, it is more than that. It is likely that wizards, or at least most of us, have considerable creative potential and I would like to go further, I would like to know where we can go with all this. Back in the day when I was younger, I used to create characters and worlds of my own, but the aesthetic part was always more difficult, as it only depended on my mind because I don't know how to draw well, so my options ended up being very limited. Improving the aspect of three-dimensional visualization would be interesting, but I also sin when it comes to building the personality of the characters. I've tried almost everything, but I still can't imagine detailed objects for a long time. Do you guys think this kind of skill can be acquired over time? how much of you engage in this kind of thing?An Apology for Videogames
I have some nieces and nephews in school now, and it amazes me how vilified videogames are. When I was in school there were these sorts of Puritanical crusades, but it was rap music or Southpark and the like. It's amusing to see the older generation fall into being the Puritans they used to hate.Hitting the Reset Button
Do you feel like things would go any differently for you if you were allowed to re-try your life?Street camping
I'm a 26 year old male from western Canada. It seems that reality has finally caught up with me, and I'm 2 weeks away from being officially homeless.Wikipedia Articles
(continuation of >>158200)hobo wizarding in Europe
Which countries/cities in Europe are best suited for the street bum life? There must be places where it's easier to get more money through begging, as well as free beds and food. Also places where you will be treated better by people and law enforcement. Post any information you have ITT.Monk Life
There is one place on this earth where our chastity is still valued. Roman Catholic and Orthodox religions still have monks. Mount Athos in Greece, an orthodox monastery, succubi are not allowed by law. I’m thinking of joining a monastery myself. I have always believed in god in some form or another but it has become clear to me now Christ and his holy mother Theokotos are the way.Where did the outsiders go?
At first, being on the internet at all was for abnormal people.Waging
Wizards that have to work, what do you do?Unable to communicate
I feel as though I am unable to fully communicate with human beings. When I talk to someone it just doesn't seem the same as the way I see other humans talking to each other. Like the transfer of information is more efficient between the other humans, I am lacking some kind of transmitter or wavelength, part of their speech is on some other frequency inaudible and irreproducible to me.How to win fights against chads twice your size
I don't know if any other wizards have ever had to fight. I've been in several, 2 because my rage meter boiled over and once because I got baited into it. I have never won a fight and at this point I'm willing to use any dirty tactic possible.Uncomfortable with being a "wizard"
I'm uncomfortable with adopting the label of "wizard" because I don't want to be a part of a culture created by someone else. I don't want to be the product of someone else's imagination. I dislike people that idly accept the label of "wizard" because these people are generally unthinking in most other aspects of their lives. These are people who would passively accept any ideology that floats within their cognizance. The same people who zealously believe in the religion enforced upon them in their upbringing. I hate the way you all act. I hate the memes. I hate the way you reflect eachother's oratory. You are so dull. You are so empty and without character. If I were to build a culture, it would show you all as strong and intelligent! It wouldn't celebrate weakness and poor choices. What do you all think of my viewpoint? Am I a heretic?Social Retardation
Was anyone else socially retarded, perhaps not unlike a child, up until their mid 20's (or more)? I felt like my ability to interact with others was always way behind the curve. Every conversation I found myself in was like I was part of a play I didn't know the words to. I'd just say whatever sounded "normal" and get it over with as fast as possible, and generally was and am a very quiet person.Being more alive than normals
Any1 feels like this? I thought of myself for a long time as someone who lives life on auto-pilot and normals are the ones who are living life to the fullest. Recently however I had this revelation: I am more of a human than them. All they do is work and partying, their lives are painfully repetitive and cliché. Most of them don't even have hobbies besides hanging out with the bros or getting laid. And if they do, they don't do their hobbies because they enjoy them first of all, but only to show off to the herd how talented or unique they are. They are so deluded it is both funny and sad.Lucid Dreams
I had a very intense lucid dream experience last night.Crab hate thread
Do many wizards here think that its not the normies/chads who are the problem? I find most well-adjusted people actually pleasant to talk to, however its always the crabs who judge people based on their sex/private life. Most of these crabs were crabs for many years and they just lucked out on some average succubus, so they now feel entitled to judge everyone on the basis whether they had sex or not. Nothing really triggers me more than some crab trying to put down everyone around him because of his weird mix of insecurity and grandiosity. Actually, 4chan /adv/ and /soc/ boards consist mostly of aforementioned crabs, regular people or wizards do not frequent these boards because they do not crave companionship or have their needs satisfied by real-world acquaintances. As a wizard, a crab or a crab is not my friend - I have found them annoying, self-centered and not focused on improving their lives whatsoever, blaming everybody around them. Their lack of companionship stems out from just sheer failure - they have the same needs as normies, they are just very dysfunctional and failed ones. The circles where crabs socialize are just as pathetic as them and feed more into their seething. When I see a crab killing himself or people around them, I feel zero sympathy for them - the emotional attachment to needs of sex and unhealthy relationships which they can't fulfill and lash out is what disgusts me - a truewiz has moved past these petty attachments and seeks higher purpose. Crab bans on here should be strongly enforced.