R: 4 / I: 0
>be me
>stressed for not finding a job after doing a grade I hate
>suddenly le wild job offer spawns
>great factory with different zones, quite complex
>they require someone with certain knowledge I had, casually
>I quickly get into there, everything looks fine, job is boringly easy, they don't fit their nose in my life etc…
>all workers have lunch time inside a stenchy kitchen with TV on, but the window is open so I don't bother much.
>a week passes before my boss (not the owner) starts playing games at me
>he asks me what a thing is
>I kindly answer
>he gets angry af, claiming I disrespected him etc etc
>does this several times, I am getting confused
>starts insulting me at lunch, making filthy jokes
>we do all the work, this little boss just smoking and playing shit online, even if he is also suppossed to work along with us
>I start feeling really sick
>he constantly threatens me with firing me no matter if the job is well done
>he makes me hurry even my times are fine and job is done perfectly
>I realize this is mobbing and many normies usually flee from this situation
>then also realize that enterprises pay you some amount after firing you undutifully
>he already talked nicely about me to the owner, since I was submissive
>but shit just started hitting the fan
>monday
>4 hours there, doing my stuff
>lunch time
>he makes jokes on me with physical threats included and telling me I'm getting fired like for eleventh time, playing openly aggressive
>I tell him to be a retard who will stay as he was, without anyone making the job so he can loiter his ass all day
>in front of everyone else, including workers from other zones of the workshop not only ours
>he loses nerve and increases threats
>I mock him, also taunting him
>he yells how fired I am while going away, yelling crap
>I stop feeling sick, more like totally the opposite
>back to work, nothing happens
>he asks me what X thing is
>I don't want to give him any chance of doing as usual so I despise him by saying "the boss surely knows"
>he thinks I'm cucked again
>puts me to sweep the floor like 80% of time, to humilliate me
>I actually find this much less stressing than my actual job
>he starts playing games at me again next days, sometimes yelling me again
>I answer back all the times, also yelling
>he backs off, starts looking insecure
>the relief inside grows, I even have great stamina and disposition before entering
>me sweeping all the time, normies start making pressure on me about the situation
>I don't give a damn, I am even happy every morning I go to work. things changed
>starts bringing the normies around me to play deeper games on me
>production gets stopped while we all make ridiculous tasks
>normies laughing at me, playing also his games
>I fall for nothing, just doing my shit
>he gets anxious, plays more stupid jokes to bait me, to taunt me
>normies start to resent him, also turning against him softly sometimes
>before getting fired, the owner saw me sweeping while all machines were stopped
>workshop weirdly empty
>after getting fired I go to him and explain everything
>got my salary along with the extra for getting undutifully fired
>two months after, another worker from adjacent workshops tells me how all normies from where I was got fired, only the boss is there, now he is working alone the entire day
>played too hard on me, it seems
And that's how I used my arcane aura shiftings to ruin a stupid normalfaggot who dared to make a bootlicker out of me
Bullied at work: proper usage of wizardly features
Do you miss the old time when greentexts made imageboards funny? Not a joke but here goes something:>be me
>stressed for not finding a job after doing a grade I hate
>suddenly le wild job offer spawns
>great factory with different zones, quite complex
>they require someone with certain knowledge I had, casually
>I quickly get into there, everything looks fine, job is boringly easy, they don't fit their nose in my life etc…
>all workers have lunch time inside a stenchy kitchen with TV on, but the window is open so I don't bother much.
>a week passes before my boss (not the owner) starts playing games at me
>he asks me what a thing is
>I kindly answer
>he gets angry af, claiming I disrespected him etc etc
>does this several times, I am getting confused
>starts insulting me at lunch, making filthy jokes
>we do all the work, this little boss just smoking and playing shit online, even if he is also suppossed to work along with us
>I start feeling really sick
>he constantly threatens me with firing me no matter if the job is well done
>he makes me hurry even my times are fine and job is done perfectly
>I realize this is mobbing and many normies usually flee from this situation
>then also realize that enterprises pay you some amount after firing you undutifully
>he already talked nicely about me to the owner, since I was submissive
>but shit just started hitting the fan
>monday
>4 hours there, doing my stuff
>lunch time
>he makes jokes on me with physical threats included and telling me I'm getting fired like for eleventh time, playing openly aggressive
>I tell him to be a retard who will stay as he was, without anyone making the job so he can loiter his ass all day
>in front of everyone else, including workers from other zones of the workshop not only ours
>he loses nerve and increases threats
>I mock him, also taunting him
>he yells how fired I am while going away, yelling crap
>I stop feeling sick, more like totally the opposite
>back to work, nothing happens
>he asks me what X thing is
>I don't want to give him any chance of doing as usual so I despise him by saying "the boss surely knows"
>he thinks I'm cucked again
>puts me to sweep the floor like 80% of time, to humilliate me
>I actually find this much less stressing than my actual job
>he starts playing games at me again next days, sometimes yelling me again
>I answer back all the times, also yelling
>he backs off, starts looking insecure
>the relief inside grows, I even have great stamina and disposition before entering
>me sweeping all the time, normies start making pressure on me about the situation
>I don't give a damn, I am even happy every morning I go to work. things changed
>starts bringing the normies around me to play deeper games on me
>production gets stopped while we all make ridiculous tasks
>normies laughing at me, playing also his games
>I fall for nothing, just doing my shit
>he gets anxious, plays more stupid jokes to bait me, to taunt me
>normies start to resent him, also turning against him softly sometimes
>before getting fired, the owner saw me sweeping while all machines were stopped
>workshop weirdly empty
>after getting fired I go to him and explain everything
>got my salary along with the extra for getting undutifully fired
>two months after, another worker from adjacent workshops tells me how all normies from where I was got fired, only the boss is there, now he is working alone the entire day
>played too hard on me, it seems
And that's how I used my arcane aura shiftings to ruin a stupid normalfaggot who dared to make a bootlicker out of me
R: 0 / I: 0
How do I get over my age?
I didn't fully comprehend how soulcrushing turning 30 as a loser will be. I remember feeling bad about thinking about going back to college at 27 because I would be 30 when I finish but now every year is pushing me towards 40 and getting out of this hole I put myself into will take several years. I understand that I can't turn back time and should not waste any more time but still I just feel so ashamed for having such lack of foresight and needing so much time to finally get tired of imageboards and video games. I don't even have any external events to put the blame on. My coping strategy is to realize that I am not the main character and life is unpredictable so there is no use in trying to optimize it and feel bad over any "missed potential".
R: 3 / I: 0
Women ruin fun things
I just hate seeing succubi in media and id rather go mentally ill from lack of entertainment. Stopped playing games that are RPG, especially elder scrolls. Communal games are cucked. Maybe if elder scrolls made it so that I could kill everyone then ig it wouldn't be so bad. I don't think elden scrolls is bad but my laptop is shit and keeps crashing the game, plus it requires coordination. So I'm stuck with low end games.
R: 165 / I: 13
What do you think of nofap, does it make sense or is it all a lie, is it worth abstaining from pornography, or is it not worth the effort?
What do you think of nofap, does it make sense or is it all a lie, is it worth abstaining from pornography, or is it not worth the effort?
R: 5 / I: 1
Normies
There is a lot of talk here about what normality is, about how normal people live, and all that, and the reality is that normal people are mired in miserable jobs, immersed in a fictitious reality and completely consumed by social networks, where They are told how they should behave, what they should yearn for, and what trend they should follow, completely dominated by hedonistic pleasures such as masturbation through pornography, which is becoming more and more degenerate. In the best of cases they will have sex, but not before dealing with imposed insecurities such as penis size, height, appearance or money. And all this without talking about social shit, where false friendships, deception, and increasingly worse communication due to social networks, is the daily bread, completely destroying the sense of camaraderie, and self-love. since the normie prefers to always be in company, no matter how bad it may be, rather than being alone.
R: 93 / I: 10
The first day of being born I knew it was over
Wizard origin stories
What, my friend, made you a wizard? Was it ugliness, mental issues, being ethnic or a combination?The first day of being born I knew it was over
R: 6 / I: 2
It was a gif and in the first part there were two succubi kissing and a guy drunkingly staring at them whilst he was in a doorway. After some time, the color scheme changed and the guy was a wizzard that saw the true nature of the two succubi kissing.
I don't know if this is the right board for this, but if anyone has this meme I figured that they'd be on wizchan. Sorry for the possible distress caused, but i really want that meme.
Help! What is this meme called?
Sorry for the retarded drawing, but i really can't draw for shit so… Does anyone know this meme?It was a gif and in the first part there were two succubi kissing and a guy drunkingly staring at them whilst he was in a doorway. After some time, the color scheme changed and the guy was a wizzard that saw the true nature of the two succubi kissing.
I don't know if this is the right board for this, but if anyone has this meme I figured that they'd be on wizchan. Sorry for the possible distress caused, but i really want that meme.
R: 6 / I: 0
I am just genuinely curious, in most parts of the world the emphasis on sex is not that much but in the West, I am surprised by how sexually degenerate it is, especially Europe, I saw a YouTube documentary on a German faggot club that turned into a normie sex party club called Berghaim or some shit.
Like in a lot of parts of the world the divorce rate is extremely low. Majority of the people do not know of shit like step moms, step sons, yada yada
A lot of people don't even use virgin as an insult. Like back in India before country got cheap internet no one ever shamed anyone for being a virgin, and an Indian language called Hindi did not even had a word for virgin.
It was simply assumed that everyone at the time of marriage was a virgin. People who went to clibs, nightclubs, and bars were looked down upon by ordinary people as pretentious and degenerate.
So I guess what I am really asking is, how come in such a short span the west which too used to be more traditional and western succubi weren't very different than eastern succubi.
It's just that the cultural shift surprises me like how come the civilisational pov in the west is that the less the clothes that a succubus wear the more free she is, the more the degeneracy the more the equality there is.
Like how come it is assumed that the next level of civilisation must confirm to the standards of liberalism and degeneracy to be considered developed?
Why is the West so degenerate and so sex focused?
Look, I don't wish to turn this into a race war, as most residents of the west happen to be white. Please don't make this thread into a 4 chan race war shit.I am just genuinely curious, in most parts of the world the emphasis on sex is not that much but in the West, I am surprised by how sexually degenerate it is, especially Europe, I saw a YouTube documentary on a German faggot club that turned into a normie sex party club called Berghaim or some shit.
Like in a lot of parts of the world the divorce rate is extremely low. Majority of the people do not know of shit like step moms, step sons, yada yada
A lot of people don't even use virgin as an insult. Like back in India before country got cheap internet no one ever shamed anyone for being a virgin, and an Indian language called Hindi did not even had a word for virgin.
It was simply assumed that everyone at the time of marriage was a virgin. People who went to clibs, nightclubs, and bars were looked down upon by ordinary people as pretentious and degenerate.
So I guess what I am really asking is, how come in such a short span the west which too used to be more traditional and western succubi weren't very different than eastern succubi.
It's just that the cultural shift surprises me like how come the civilisational pov in the west is that the less the clothes that a succubus wear the more free she is, the more the degeneracy the more the equality there is.
Like how come it is assumed that the next level of civilisation must confirm to the standards of liberalism and degeneracy to be considered developed?
R: 3 / I: 1
My comic backstory is how I've tried chase female after sexo from teenage years until mid 20s without success even though I've tried gym and looksmaxxing and other self improvement stuff, I'm 30 now and accepted that sexo isn't for me.
WIZSTORY TIME
Share some wiz moments you had throughout your life. Stories about how you because a wiz, or some moments you realize that you're different from other, or some tragicomedy story about your wiz hoodMy comic backstory is how I've tried chase female after sexo from teenage years until mid 20s without success even though I've tried gym and looksmaxxing and other self improvement stuff, I'm 30 now and accepted that sexo isn't for me.
R: 73 / I: 5
>Dietary guidelines recommend a maximum of 455g cooked (600–700g raw weight) lean red meat per week, in order to meet iron and zinc recommendations. That's about one small portion (65g cooked/100g raw) if you're eating it every night of the week, or one larger portion (130g cooked/200g raw) every second day.
I literally eat 500-700g of red meat every single day, or a bit as canned fish. Typically lamb shoulder chops, rump steak or mince, the cheaper cuts. I feel compelled to do this or I start feeling really sickly.
I remember being arrested and having government goyslop, and there was a tiny slither of meat a day, and I just felt sick. I felt low energy and faint. They told me it was not a problem because the diet was designed by nutritionists and experts.
Is there something wrong with me? I don't feel so, it's not an addiction it's like instinct. I feel like garbage if I eat too much bread and noodles, I feel unsatisfied if I have a meal without meat. If there's not at least 200g of meat on my plate at a meal I'm not happy with it.
>Dietary guidelines recommend a maximum of 455g cooked (600–700g raw weight) lean red meat per week, in order to meet iron and zinc recommendations. That's about one small portion (65g cooked/100g raw) if you're eating it every night of the week, or one larger portion (130g cooked/200g raw) every second day.
I literally eat 500-700g of red meat every single day, or a bit as canned fish. Typically lamb shoulder chops, rump steak or mince, the cheaper cuts. I feel compelled to do this or I start feeling really sickly.
I remember being arrested and having government goyslop, and there was a tiny slither of meat a day, and I just felt sick. I felt low energy and faint. They told me it was not a problem because the diet was designed by nutritionists and experts.
Is there something wrong with me? I don't feel so, it's not an addiction it's like instinct. I feel like garbage if I eat too much bread and noodles, I feel unsatisfied if I have a meal without meat. If there's not at least 200g of meat on my plate at a meal I'm not happy with it.
R: 76 / I: 2
I'm working on myself and (sucessfully) trying to lose weight. But still, it's pretty dark inside my room. The light coming from my window, showing people my age, dudes and gals having fun hurts my eyes.
18 years old, never kissed a girl
I'm a 18 year old KHV. Not having any social interaction and not being able to enjoy youth is weighing on me a lot. I'm past the stage of dreaming with finding a girlfriend and more into a state of apathy. I can't interact with other people, I'm socially anxious and etc etc.I'm working on myself and (sucessfully) trying to lose weight. But still, it's pretty dark inside my room. The light coming from my window, showing people my age, dudes and gals having fun hurts my eyes.
R: 107 / I: 7
Why do depressed people think that things like exercise, studying, finding a hobby, going for a walk, among others, are not good treatments for their problem?
Why do depressed people think that things like exercise, studying, finding a hobby, going for a walk, among others, are not good treatments for their problem?
R: 9 / I: 1
Am I fucking developing schizophrenia
I stop stimulating my mind races with so many thoughts rapid firing to weird familiar things from my childhood clustered into one thought. There was one where it showed SpongeBobs texture on a fence. Another was a succubus mixed between my grade 1 science teacher and my mother. Another one was homer Simpsons mouth as his entire face holding corn on his upper teeth. Is my subconscious fighting back or am I slipping into a psychosis state. Sometimes I'd have words pop into my head in talking almost like a whisper, except I know it's not real voices. It lasts for a few seconds but it's usually random. There are microseconds of realization that my mind wandered off into a dream state. I'm genuinely scared.
R: 10 / I: 0
problem as a virgin pervert with women
as I am a virgin, and have never had relationships with succubi, when I see one, I can't help but look at the succubus in front of me in a sexual way. and when they speak and there are words or sentences that are a little tense, it reminds me of sexual innuendo. and I think you can see it on my face. suddenly I feel that the succubus I'm talking to knows (succubi aren't stupid, they know) what I'm thinking about and that bothers me and therefore the conversation becomes awkward for me too. how do I get out of it?
R: 98 / I: 3
I don't know what happened to me today but I had almost a sudden change of mine, somewhere down the line of arguing with my classmates, I figured out that they don't give a shit about ugly people suffering. If they did they would do something to help them. Not fucking exterminate them.
It's like eradicating poverty by bombing people or eradicating cancer by shooting cancer patients. I don't know, now, I find myself of the opinion that if an ugly gut gets a chance he should have children. He too deserves all the happiness of having a child.
And who knows maybe due to the randomity of universe the child turns out to be Chad or Stacy. Do you guys ever have a change of mind like this? About a topic that you felt so deeply about?
Like I know my parents are ugly and responsible for my predicament. But I think that both of them have done a lot for me. And while it is their duty to do it. I feel grateful at times.
Do people really not think that ugly people deserve happiness?
I was arguing with some classmate today, who went on about how ugly people shouldn't have kids. And of course I am ugly too. Hence, eventually a wizard.I don't know what happened to me today but I had almost a sudden change of mine, somewhere down the line of arguing with my classmates, I figured out that they don't give a shit about ugly people suffering. If they did they would do something to help them. Not fucking exterminate them.
It's like eradicating poverty by bombing people or eradicating cancer by shooting cancer patients. I don't know, now, I find myself of the opinion that if an ugly gut gets a chance he should have children. He too deserves all the happiness of having a child.
And who knows maybe due to the randomity of universe the child turns out to be Chad or Stacy. Do you guys ever have a change of mind like this? About a topic that you felt so deeply about?
Like I know my parents are ugly and responsible for my predicament. But I think that both of them have done a lot for me. And while it is their duty to do it. I feel grateful at times.
R: 26 / I: 4
I've lived like this for so long that I don't even know how to start dating. I don't even know how to make friends. I have tried, but when I get closer I feel that they are somewhat annoying since they only tell their shit, or about things that they like regardless of what you have to say, so I end up giving up trying.
I don't want to waste my 20s the same way. I just want one friend, just one friend. I just want… any contact with someone outside my family, but at the same time I don't want it, and I prefer to lock myself in my thoughts, and although I can extinguish the feeling of loneliness with books, series, work, or learning new things, the reality is that it feels nice to share something with others, even if it is within an anonymous forum.
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I'm 22, I'm an asshole, and I've basically wasted my entire adolescence being a friendless loser who stays inside and online 14 hours a day. I also don't have any online friends, so I don't even talk to people during those 14 hours.I've lived like this for so long that I don't even know how to start dating. I don't even know how to make friends. I have tried, but when I get closer I feel that they are somewhat annoying since they only tell their shit, or about things that they like regardless of what you have to say, so I end up giving up trying.
I don't want to waste my 20s the same way. I just want one friend, just one friend. I just want… any contact with someone outside my family, but at the same time I don't want it, and I prefer to lock myself in my thoughts, and although I can extinguish the feeling of loneliness with books, series, work, or learning new things, the reality is that it feels nice to share something with others, even if it is within an anonymous forum.
R: 14 / I: 0
It's just that I find myself incredibly bitter, not happy with my career, not happy with my life, not happy with my anything at all, I am trying to self improve but still, when I see succubi getting jobs like bartending, being a flight attendant, a hotel receptionist, etc. etc. it's a big deal in my turd world shithole, which sucks as well because the audience of this website is primarily from the first world so people here don't understand what life is truly like in a shithole.
Either ways, I want to give up the desires to be with a bitch, how can I do that? Whenever I see a couple I almost end up crying, knowing that its something that is never made for me, whenever I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end. I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.
And while I am struggling to literally have enough money to feed my stomach, succubi get jobs just by existing, because of diversity and yada yada. Now, I understand that I am not entitled to anything, but the least that normie world could do is let me have a job, that gives me a sense of purpose or something.
I hate it, I am angry all the time, I can't sleep, I rage walk all night, I have destroyed my hearing by listening to loud music, I have tinnitus now. Just because I am born with inferior genetics with regards to attractiveness doesn't mean that I have to suffer. I feel like I am literally going insane, I spend a good part of my day just seething. How do I stop this? I have started to bald, and watching a video related to crabs reminds me of the tale of a man, who was crazy and homeless, I made a lot of fun of him when I was in grade 3, I now fear that I might become like him, a crazy hobo, literally mentally ill. I am terrified, angry, and incredibly sad and lonely at the same time.
Hatred is killing me.
Junior Wiz in training here. (Interned successfully since birth for Truecel Crab Corp. Ltd.) I find myself literally unable to go through life I am in a perpetual state of rage as a man.It's just that I find myself incredibly bitter, not happy with my career, not happy with my life, not happy with my anything at all, I am trying to self improve but still, when I see succubi getting jobs like bartending, being a flight attendant, a hotel receptionist, etc. etc. it's a big deal in my turd world shithole, which sucks as well because the audience of this website is primarily from the first world so people here don't understand what life is truly like in a shithole.
Either ways, I want to give up the desires to be with a bitch, how can I do that? Whenever I see a couple I almost end up crying, knowing that its something that is never made for me, whenever I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end. I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.
And while I am struggling to literally have enough money to feed my stomach, succubi get jobs just by existing, because of diversity and yada yada. Now, I understand that I am not entitled to anything, but the least that normie world could do is let me have a job, that gives me a sense of purpose or something.
I hate it, I am angry all the time, I can't sleep, I rage walk all night, I have destroyed my hearing by listening to loud music, I have tinnitus now. Just because I am born with inferior genetics with regards to attractiveness doesn't mean that I have to suffer. I feel like I am literally going insane, I spend a good part of my day just seething. How do I stop this? I have started to bald, and watching a video related to crabs reminds me of the tale of a man, who was crazy and homeless, I made a lot of fun of him when I was in grade 3, I now fear that I might become like him, a crazy hobo, literally mentally ill. I am terrified, angry, and incredibly sad and lonely at the same time.
R: 66 / I: 3
Am I the oldest male virgin here?
66 years old. Retired. Comfortable because I know how to live frugally (by first world standards). Anyone here older than me?
R: 4 / I: 0
To brush your teeth:
-Coconut oil, neem toothpaste, moorish siwak.
To kill bacteria:
-Clove oil is the best. Vinegar and salt do something too. Never brush thyself with these substances tho. Both are edible, yet you might need some water after using some drops of the excellent clove oil (it's damn strong).
To alleviate acid-forming conditions of your mouth and head lymph which decide the inner strength of hair and teeth against scalp and bacteria:
-Nearly-ehretist diet. Avoid industrial foods, avoid cereals, avoid meat. eat raw as much as you can.
FEEL FREE TO ADD WHATEVER. Casual toothpastes are poison…
Tooth health investigation
This be my current data against severe cavities I keep under control in my mouth:To brush your teeth:
-Coconut oil, neem toothpaste, moorish siwak.
To kill bacteria:
-Clove oil is the best. Vinegar and salt do something too. Never brush thyself with these substances tho. Both are edible, yet you might need some water after using some drops of the excellent clove oil (it's damn strong).
To alleviate acid-forming conditions of your mouth and head lymph which decide the inner strength of hair and teeth against scalp and bacteria:
-Nearly-ehretist diet. Avoid industrial foods, avoid cereals, avoid meat. eat raw as much as you can.
FEEL FREE TO ADD WHATEVER. Casual toothpastes are poison…
R: 35 / I: 1
I'm NEET recluse, rarely go out and mostly stay online, watch anime, read manga or play games.
how's your life?
Like, how your daily life?I'm NEET recluse, rarely go out and mostly stay online, watch anime, read manga or play games.
R: 21 / I: 0
What kind of jobs can I do where I don't have to deal with people at all?
I'm way too ugly to get a job
What the title says. I have tried many different jobs and my coworkers always bully me out of the place for being too ugly. I have worked in factories, offices, workshops, restaurants and as a printing press operator, but the result is always the same, my coworkers don't want me around and I end up leaving the place after a few weeks because the bullying becomes unbeareable… I'm so desperate that I even got an interview a few weeks ago to work in a funeral home as a crematory operator, but they haven't called me back. I'm just gross to look at.What kind of jobs can I do where I don't have to deal with people at all?
R: 22 / I: 3
Heres my story: I'am a young 20 lvl old NEET, from blue and yellow coloured flag country. Both of my parents are active 'jehovas witnesess' which I think, played a decisive role in my life. I spent most of my life with my mother, who are a good person but have no sence of reality because of her religion. She have no social contacts or relatives outside of her commune, and she also never had a job because of her back injury and poor health. I just sat home with her all the time, never coming to kindergarden or anything. So of course I was't much social too. I spent my early childhood in front of TV and started to read books early, also going to the religious (sessions)? twise a week, (Id'k how to say that in ingurish). There I had to sit for 2 hours straight and endure to listen to their extremely boring sermons. Coming home to watch boring 4 tv channels. My parents also were poor, very old fashioned and not into technology, so I had no computer or internet. It was a comfy childhood but I suffered of boredom a lot.
I was very excited attemping to school (foolish me) ((in order to talk and made friends with other kids)), and my mother sent me to one when I was barely 6. It turned out to be a hell of a place. Other kids were very far from what I imagined in sense of communication, and lessons was as boring as my religious meet ups. Despite at first teachers were praising me of how well spoked and able to read I am at 6 years, I turned out to be really retarded. To sit through a 45 minute lesson was a torture to me and I had no interest in learning the subjests, except of drawing and creative ones. At first kids were trying to bully me because of how melancholic I was, but I almost shoved no reaction so they gave up on me, and also I were bigger one even being one year younger, so resisting physically was't an issue. So I were kind of like a ghost in school, doing nothing there.
I started masturbating at the age of 7. After feeling suddenly aroused after seing very erotic scene in a movie, I rushed to my bedroom to rub my dick at the pillow immitating what I just saw on the screen, I felt strong sence of pleasure and the fear of being caught made me even more aroused so I cummed quickly and felt so much ecstasy. After that I was dumbfounded for a few minutes, and not actually realizing what happened, I understanded that I will repeat this. So I've been stealthty fucking with pillows and plush toys till around age of 10 (I guess?) Then my dick started to shoot a huge loads of semen, and I didn't want to stain things with it. There were when I learned to do it properly with my hand, and using wipes or toilet paper like a normal person. (if it's considered as normal to jerk off like a madman at 10). Since then It became really comfortable and even more stealth, so I was jerking off manicaly till 10 times per day. I still haven't internet at my house so I was downloading ero pictures (mainly with asian succubi) to my samsung duos 2 using school wi-fi, also found out about hentai around that time. I wasn't even able to hold it till home, asking to go to the bathroom during lessons, to masturbate of course.
During the 7-9 grades I had 2 succubi classmates confessing they liked me. Maybe because I was taller and had long hair, still I think I am a freak externally and internally. It doesen't matter anyway, because I never really felt any affection or arousal to real succubi even feeling kind of repulsion towards them, was very insecure and anxious, partly because of my stupid relligion and lack of social experience and lack of father figure in my familly. So I just ignored them, and they lost interest in me as well. I never regret it, indeed I still think a person like me doesn't need any relationship. I am some kind of schizoid or psychopath, idk, I don't like people making diagnoses to themselves either. I never felt empathy for anyone, never loved anyone, and don't like when someone showing 'love' towards me. But I actually can experience these feelings in my own manner to fictional characters of anime or visual novels.
So I became NEET after not even finishing the 9-th grade at the age of 15. (Because of the chink virus everyone was graduated 2 month earlier). Everyone went further to 10-11 but I told my mother how I struggle at school, so she let me become a neet until at least 18 years. I have never studied much anyway, skipping school with my only 'friend', drinking cheap beer and DESTROYING packs of cigarettes together. I was able to afford it with my lunch money and some money gifts from grandma, which I had collected earlier and stored for a 'better days'. At that time I had a shitty PC and already had internet so It was my dream life, compared to boring and exhausting school. Also I already were atheistic and stopped attending religious parties at that age, to which my mother wasn't complaining much to my surprise. I was lurking on the net, reading russian image board 'dvach' 24/7, taking my first steps to the western internet culture, became fascinated with old internet, anime, imageboards etc. All this while laying in front of my pc (yes laying, I have a tricky setup for my lazy ass). Also I am writing this without help of translator, seriously, I have a hard time figuring out how I learned Ingurish so well, considering how retarded I am.
Three years flew by like this. My mother started to talk to me about moving to my father to find a job. I was terrified of working, (as you people say here 'wageslaving'), because how lazy and undisciplined I am, and also because of my severed social anxiety etc. I was praying to universe or whatever for salvation, and it was given to me. Russia invaded our country, and all the job market collapsed, with men being mobilized recklessly, everyone started fleeing to europe and all around the world. Of course my mother fears of my ass being mobilized too after which I'll get shot or blown or crippled. So she's completely fine with me continuing to lay my ass in my room for now at least.
Another two years flew by and here we are in present time, finally. 20 lvl, skinny, smelly, virgin (which I feel ok about) NEET, with very long hair and beard. No skills AT ALL, (except my perfecto engurishu)(or maybe it's shitty idk), unable to learn anything because of severe depression and adhd, having hard time with developing anhedonia, tottaly falling apart, going insane. Even masturbation which is my favourite thing to do doesn't give me pleasure anymore, and I almost feel no orgasms. There are two things that actually keeps to make me wake up after sleep, which does not come easyly to me. It's reading visual novels and watching anime, I feel almost alive in this imaginary worlds, I have no strength to engage with them for now, but I'm currently trying to start over again and watch and read many nice things to feel alive again. What I usually do is re-reading posts on various imageboards, in read only regime. This is actually my first post here, even though I did one for my short russian internet friend here while ago, called 'my reflections on height', on depression board. Sorry I know that post were awful, but he wanted it to be posted here so much, since I told him how great this site is.
Also I have to confess, I really like the spammer guy here, you probably know of who I mean, the one that goes: 'I WANT TO DO MATH AND DRAW BUT I CAN'T", I was reading all of your shitty posts, my brother, I am just like you. Let's marry. I bought a drawing tablet almost a year ago and drew litteraly NOTHING even though I really wanted to. I guess there is no salvation for us. I think people like me is a human waste and I should be exterminated, since If I can't feel any joy anyway, and we can't do nothing but suffer from ourselves. I'd like to believe in determinism and all this bullshit, but lets be real. All that could have been. It's me who is the actual problem, and this problem would be solved once I stop to exist. I don't plan on commiting suicide while my body is still functionate and while I still have internet to lurk. But I like to think and fantasise about death a lot, that calms me, and gives a sense of resolution to my weary mind. I hope I will be able to at least finish reading a few more VN's, before becoming an actual vegetable.
I don't know If I even allowed to write such a long pasta here, but Wizardchan is like home to me, I'm okay being virgin, (Also gayuri is a cool site, hehe) I hope I will be able to make it till 30 and become a real wizard. I need 10 more years for that, and to become like an Odesu from Oldboy who were shut in the room for 15 years. Hahahaha. Sorry. Thank you. I hope I'll stay here until me or site dies. DON'T BAN ME please, I swear I'll behave. I will not make shitty posts like this anymore, I hope it was at least a little interesting, since I never saw wizards from post soviet union space here. Yay, Wizardchan, let's party! Here we go!
I want to tell you my story
So I've been lurking here once again, re-reading the same old threads one more time, like I did yesterday. Suddenly, I thought about how did my life turned out to this specific state. It's nothing special but at the same time I would like to read something similar. Sorry If you find this post garbage, feel free to ignore it. I'm not going to whine about anything or asking advices. I just got a little bored and decided to write something that I myself would be interested in reading.Heres my story: I'am a young 20 lvl old NEET, from blue and yellow coloured flag country. Both of my parents are active 'jehovas witnesess' which I think, played a decisive role in my life. I spent most of my life with my mother, who are a good person but have no sence of reality because of her religion. She have no social contacts or relatives outside of her commune, and she also never had a job because of her back injury and poor health. I just sat home with her all the time, never coming to kindergarden or anything. So of course I was't much social too. I spent my early childhood in front of TV and started to read books early, also going to the religious (sessions)? twise a week, (Id'k how to say that in ingurish). There I had to sit for 2 hours straight and endure to listen to their extremely boring sermons. Coming home to watch boring 4 tv channels. My parents also were poor, very old fashioned and not into technology, so I had no computer or internet. It was a comfy childhood but I suffered of boredom a lot.
I was very excited attemping to school (foolish me) ((in order to talk and made friends with other kids)), and my mother sent me to one when I was barely 6. It turned out to be a hell of a place. Other kids were very far from what I imagined in sense of communication, and lessons was as boring as my religious meet ups. Despite at first teachers were praising me of how well spoked and able to read I am at 6 years, I turned out to be really retarded. To sit through a 45 minute lesson was a torture to me and I had no interest in learning the subjests, except of drawing and creative ones. At first kids were trying to bully me because of how melancholic I was, but I almost shoved no reaction so they gave up on me, and also I were bigger one even being one year younger, so resisting physically was't an issue. So I were kind of like a ghost in school, doing nothing there.
I started masturbating at the age of 7. After feeling suddenly aroused after seing very erotic scene in a movie, I rushed to my bedroom to rub my dick at the pillow immitating what I just saw on the screen, I felt strong sence of pleasure and the fear of being caught made me even more aroused so I cummed quickly and felt so much ecstasy. After that I was dumbfounded for a few minutes, and not actually realizing what happened, I understanded that I will repeat this. So I've been stealthty fucking with pillows and plush toys till around age of 10 (I guess?) Then my dick started to shoot a huge loads of semen, and I didn't want to stain things with it. There were when I learned to do it properly with my hand, and using wipes or toilet paper like a normal person. (if it's considered as normal to jerk off like a madman at 10). Since then It became really comfortable and even more stealth, so I was jerking off manicaly till 10 times per day. I still haven't internet at my house so I was downloading ero pictures (mainly with asian succubi) to my samsung duos 2 using school wi-fi, also found out about hentai around that time. I wasn't even able to hold it till home, asking to go to the bathroom during lessons, to masturbate of course.
During the 7-9 grades I had 2 succubi classmates confessing they liked me. Maybe because I was taller and had long hair, still I think I am a freak externally and internally. It doesen't matter anyway, because I never really felt any affection or arousal to real succubi even feeling kind of repulsion towards them, was very insecure and anxious, partly because of my stupid relligion and lack of social experience and lack of father figure in my familly. So I just ignored them, and they lost interest in me as well. I never regret it, indeed I still think a person like me doesn't need any relationship. I am some kind of schizoid or psychopath, idk, I don't like people making diagnoses to themselves either. I never felt empathy for anyone, never loved anyone, and don't like when someone showing 'love' towards me. But I actually can experience these feelings in my own manner to fictional characters of anime or visual novels.
So I became NEET after not even finishing the 9-th grade at the age of 15. (Because of the chink virus everyone was graduated 2 month earlier). Everyone went further to 10-11 but I told my mother how I struggle at school, so she let me become a neet until at least 18 years. I have never studied much anyway, skipping school with my only 'friend', drinking cheap beer and DESTROYING packs of cigarettes together. I was able to afford it with my lunch money and some money gifts from grandma, which I had collected earlier and stored for a 'better days'. At that time I had a shitty PC and already had internet so It was my dream life, compared to boring and exhausting school. Also I already were atheistic and stopped attending religious parties at that age, to which my mother wasn't complaining much to my surprise. I was lurking on the net, reading russian image board 'dvach' 24/7, taking my first steps to the western internet culture, became fascinated with old internet, anime, imageboards etc. All this while laying in front of my pc (yes laying, I have a tricky setup for my lazy ass). Also I am writing this without help of translator, seriously, I have a hard time figuring out how I learned Ingurish so well, considering how retarded I am.
Three years flew by like this. My mother started to talk to me about moving to my father to find a job. I was terrified of working, (as you people say here 'wageslaving'), because how lazy and undisciplined I am, and also because of my severed social anxiety etc. I was praying to universe or whatever for salvation, and it was given to me. Russia invaded our country, and all the job market collapsed, with men being mobilized recklessly, everyone started fleeing to europe and all around the world. Of course my mother fears of my ass being mobilized too after which I'll get shot or blown or crippled. So she's completely fine with me continuing to lay my ass in my room for now at least.
Another two years flew by and here we are in present time, finally. 20 lvl, skinny, smelly, virgin (which I feel ok about) NEET, with very long hair and beard. No skills AT ALL, (except my perfecto engurishu)(or maybe it's shitty idk), unable to learn anything because of severe depression and adhd, having hard time with developing anhedonia, tottaly falling apart, going insane. Even masturbation which is my favourite thing to do doesn't give me pleasure anymore, and I almost feel no orgasms. There are two things that actually keeps to make me wake up after sleep, which does not come easyly to me. It's reading visual novels and watching anime, I feel almost alive in this imaginary worlds, I have no strength to engage with them for now, but I'm currently trying to start over again and watch and read many nice things to feel alive again. What I usually do is re-reading posts on various imageboards, in read only regime. This is actually my first post here, even though I did one for my short russian internet friend here while ago, called 'my reflections on height', on depression board. Sorry I know that post were awful, but he wanted it to be posted here so much, since I told him how great this site is.
Also I have to confess, I really like the spammer guy here, you probably know of who I mean, the one that goes: 'I WANT TO DO MATH AND DRAW BUT I CAN'T", I was reading all of your shitty posts, my brother, I am just like you. Let's marry. I bought a drawing tablet almost a year ago and drew litteraly NOTHING even though I really wanted to. I guess there is no salvation for us. I think people like me is a human waste and I should be exterminated, since If I can't feel any joy anyway, and we can't do nothing but suffer from ourselves. I'd like to believe in determinism and all this bullshit, but lets be real. All that could have been. It's me who is the actual problem, and this problem would be solved once I stop to exist. I don't plan on commiting suicide while my body is still functionate and while I still have internet to lurk. But I like to think and fantasise about death a lot, that calms me, and gives a sense of resolution to my weary mind. I hope I will be able to at least finish reading a few more VN's, before becoming an actual vegetable.
I don't know If I even allowed to write such a long pasta here, but Wizardchan is like home to me, I'm okay being virgin, (Also gayuri is a cool site, hehe) I hope I will be able to make it till 30 and become a real wizard. I need 10 more years for that, and to become like an Odesu from Oldboy who were shut in the room for 15 years. Hahahaha. Sorry. Thank you. I hope I'll stay here until me or site dies. DON'T BAN ME please, I swear I'll behave. I will not make shitty posts like this anymore, I hope it was at least a little interesting, since I never saw wizards from post soviet union space here. Yay, Wizardchan, let's party! Here we go!
R: 83 / I: 2
these are my stats
-34 year old
-virgin
-never had a gf
-never kissed a succubus
-never been on a date
-never had a group of friends in school
-no friends, not even online
-never invited to parties
-neet
-ugly
-5'4 short, this is short in north america
-parents are dead
-wagie at a call center
-no college degree
-chronic disease
-no social media like fb, insta, discord, etc.
-hobbies are just watching anime, reading, and learning languages
-everyday is almost spent the same way except for the weekend where i just sit in my room and consume
-no sign of things ever improving and my health is deteriorating
I've come to accept that this is who I am going to be, there is no changing my fate.
Nothing will get better. I can't even relate to other people my age because they seem to love life or at least they have something that pushes them to do things. I've seen people come and go in my job and in general they all seem to be doing better than me. I'm stuck in this but I don't care anymore. Sometimes I feel lonely, my parents are gone so I miss them, sometimes, I have no social connections and really I don't like people too much. Never being a conversationalist or fond of small talk. I just go to the call center. Do my job. I have some colleagues and a boss who addresses my existence and the occasional reply from imageboards but that's as far as it goes when it comes to anything that can be remotely described as socialization. There is no waking up from this apparently, some of us were born broken.
I am life mogged by everyone and I don't care anymore
I am a wiz and I see everyone having better lives than me almost everywhere. I know that if I get life mogged by someone I always suspect they are normalfags.these are my stats
-34 year old
-virgin
-never had a gf
-never kissed a succubus
-never been on a date
-never had a group of friends in school
-no friends, not even online
-never invited to parties
-neet
-ugly
-5'4 short, this is short in north america
-parents are dead
-wagie at a call center
-no college degree
-chronic disease
-no social media like fb, insta, discord, etc.
-hobbies are just watching anime, reading, and learning languages
-everyday is almost spent the same way except for the weekend where i just sit in my room and consume
-no sign of things ever improving and my health is deteriorating
I've come to accept that this is who I am going to be, there is no changing my fate.
Nothing will get better. I can't even relate to other people my age because they seem to love life or at least they have something that pushes them to do things. I've seen people come and go in my job and in general they all seem to be doing better than me. I'm stuck in this but I don't care anymore. Sometimes I feel lonely, my parents are gone so I miss them, sometimes, I have no social connections and really I don't like people too much. Never being a conversationalist or fond of small talk. I just go to the call center. Do my job. I have some colleagues and a boss who addresses my existence and the occasional reply from imageboards but that's as far as it goes when it comes to anything that can be remotely described as socialization. There is no waking up from this apparently, some of us were born broken.
R: 296 / I: 54
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YBC_7289
Previous thread: >>192836
Wikipedia Articles
Let's start with this interesting one I just found:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YBC_7289
Previous thread: >>192836
R: 5 / I: 0
HOW DO I HAPPINESSMAXXING AS A WIZARD?
What should I do to maxx my happiness as a wiz? Yes, I'm a NEET, yes I'm 30 years old know, I wonder if there's any content happy older NEET wiz there could share some wisdom.
R: 1 / I: 0
Don't some of you believe spirit act as some weird environment or thought
It wasn't until a year ago until I had a weird dream when half asleep. A lucid dream of some kind where my thoughts and each scene were separate from me and fighting them felt like I was being held down by a hand or something. As of I wasn't supposed to know or not ment to know. Other moments id have screeches in my mind talking about something I'm not sure what it was about but it id have a suspicion that it was trying to annoy me. Another one is where a clump of patterns would try to communicate with me it had some weird African pattern/aesthetic to it or maybe Mayan I'm not sure. But I get the feeling that some cultures, aesthetics, or whatever we make artistically expresses a spirit of some sort. I'm genuinely terrified of realizing this and I don't think I'm ready mentally for this. R: 14 / I: 2
The opertunity cost of you wizard life
What part or aspect of the normalfag life do you wish you could experience? Personally, I wish I had friends to play TTRPG and other board games with.
R: 28 / I: 3
IS THE AVARAGE NORMAN LIFE THAT GOOD?
Well, is it? I'm talking about the avarage person, not some rich dude that makes 500k per years or some female supermodel. Is the life of the avarage norman superior to a luck wiz on bux? I see a lot of wiz dreaming of the norman life, but I think many actually dream with the life of "Chad", not the actual lives of the most people, so, in the end many wiz are unhappy because they want to live something that even the norman doesn't live. R: 116 / I: 5
It's an ascended state of wizardry.
It's a wizard celibate who truly believes in the definition of celibacy, advocates for it, and follows this lifestyle. Not a degenerate who calls himself volcel but does drugs, watches disgusting porn, chats with camwhores, and masturbates his brains out and has female friends but thinks he is any different from a crab or failed normie or some unthinking pleb.
It isn't either an in cel who can't shut up about blackpills, dating app stats, and how over life is for him and the rest of ugly males who got the short end of the stick when it comes to looks.
The true wizardcel is something you attain after naturally getting rid of labels and going your own way beyond what internet memes and society tells you.
It's someone like Nikola Tesla. You don't see him often but he exists. You won't find him posting on imageboards less on any social media. He barely communicates with others, he prefers to spend his time by himself, alone, and unbothered. He needs no socializing, his soul is entirely dedicated to higher pursuits beyond the mundane. He lives in his own world and his world rewards him with a wisdom that satisfies even hunger because at times he won't eat because of how engaged in his own thoughts and studies he is.
To quote, the biggest Wizcel of all time Nikola Tesla:
I recognize the importance that sex plays in the life of man. Nature has made its attraction irresistible to ensure the perpetuity of the race. As for myself, I have found that the thinker is confronted with the problem of perpetuating either the species or the mind. It is almost impossible, at least in certain realms of high endeavor, to do both. This has been recognized by the Hindus, whose adepts practice complete sexual abstinence, and by many of the great religions.
Before I produced the rotating magnetic field, I concentrated all my powers upon my experiment. The strain would have killed a hundred oxen. I certainly could not have survived it if I had permitted my energies to be diverted into the channels of sex.
The true wizard celibate
Wizardcel or Wizcel for short is neither a volcel nor crabIt's an ascended state of wizardry.
It's a wizard celibate who truly believes in the definition of celibacy, advocates for it, and follows this lifestyle. Not a degenerate who calls himself volcel but does drugs, watches disgusting porn, chats with camwhores, and masturbates his brains out and has female friends but thinks he is any different from a crab or failed normie or some unthinking pleb.
It isn't either an in cel who can't shut up about blackpills, dating app stats, and how over life is for him and the rest of ugly males who got the short end of the stick when it comes to looks.
The true wizardcel is something you attain after naturally getting rid of labels and going your own way beyond what internet memes and society tells you.
It's someone like Nikola Tesla. You don't see him often but he exists. You won't find him posting on imageboards less on any social media. He barely communicates with others, he prefers to spend his time by himself, alone, and unbothered. He needs no socializing, his soul is entirely dedicated to higher pursuits beyond the mundane. He lives in his own world and his world rewards him with a wisdom that satisfies even hunger because at times he won't eat because of how engaged in his own thoughts and studies he is.
To quote, the biggest Wizcel of all time Nikola Tesla:
I recognize the importance that sex plays in the life of man. Nature has made its attraction irresistible to ensure the perpetuity of the race. As for myself, I have found that the thinker is confronted with the problem of perpetuating either the species or the mind. It is almost impossible, at least in certain realms of high endeavor, to do both. This has been recognized by the Hindus, whose adepts practice complete sexual abstinence, and by many of the great religions.
Before I produced the rotating magnetic field, I concentrated all my powers upon my experiment. The strain would have killed a hundred oxen. I certainly could not have survived it if I had permitted my energies to be diverted into the channels of sex.
R: 21 / I: 2
HANDSOME BUT WIZARD(?)
Does anyone have seen a case like that, a handsome man but he's a wizard? I have hard time picturing a attractive male becoming a wiz, also do you consider yourself attractive or ugly?
R: 8 / I: 1
I'm loyal to a piss bottle
I've had this bottle for 5 years since I became 18 and realized my life is in a slow decline of low motivation and self hatred. Got into the part where I started playing a game I couldn't stand up to go to the bathroom because bad bladder and needed something close by. I've grown attached to my companion after a while. After it was full I'd not throw it out but empty it, wash it, and reuse. I don't know why but there was a connection. There was a time I fought with my dad because he said it was disgusting and tried to throw it out but he gave up and decided it was not worth it going back to the bottle from the outside garbage everytime he tried to throw it out. I don't know what is wrong with me or why I'm so attached to it. But there is this sense of guilt when I throw it out or the thought of doing it. I tried decorating it a bit too so it doesn't look so bland. I need help ffs.
R: 6 / I: 1
why is so hard to connect with people?
everyday it seems like im different from other people, as if im in a different dimension from them. its almost like i was incompatible with them. the way they act, what they say and etc. i somehow feel close yet really distant from them.
why is that?
why is so hard to connect with people?
everyday it seems like im different from other people, as if im in a different dimension from them. its almost like i was incompatible with them. the way they act, what they say and etc. i somehow feel close yet really distant from them.
why is that?
R: 29 / I: 3
I unironically have no choice but to visit Wizchan daily to get away from the enshittification of the internet and the world at large
All imageboards and forums have been ruined
Practically every place on the internet has been ruined with complacent normies.I unironically have no choice but to visit Wizchan daily to get away from the enshittification of the internet and the world at large
R: 47 / I: 3
Normies getting mad at things they shouldn't
have you ever been yelled at by your family for being quiet? or interrogated as to why you aren't a normie?
R: 16 / I: 1
Wish I wasn't attracted to women
I have natural urges that still bother me porn seems so dry because I'm so obligated to jerk off. Females on screen are just another thing for added mental lubricant to prevent unwanted thoughts in and to take away from body image, that somehow anons use self compassion to fuel stimulation. It's gotten to the point I don't want a sex drive at all or the need to cuddle with my pillow. It feels trapping for my existence only to be based on my pillow or coming but then you realize mental stamina and coordination is shit and goes down after a while, so that's the only thing to look forward to. I genuinely think that sin is a coping mechanism for a shit mind and boring existence and not an actual harm. You see subhumans engage in sin all the time while well rounded mentally stable and intelligent people are able to self regulate. The only ideal life I can compare to is somewhat of an idea of some angel being where they don't have sexual needs or aren't governed by desire, reclusive and reserved but also gentle and beautiful but are creative and artistic to some degree. I'm not Christian but the angelic idea can't be further from the truth. Or maybe I'm too over my head at this point. R: 9 / I: 0
Monthly expenses under her amounted to around 610 bucks a month, give or take. That's a rough estimate. 500 for rent, 73 for cellphone bill, and around 33 bucks for Netflix and Amazon Prime. Netflix can probably go, but I buy a lot of books with Prime so I'd prefer to keep that since it'd save me money long-term.
A cousin has stepped in and discussed buying the house. Which eases the tension of my situation quite a bit, as she's cool with me continuing to pay that $500 in rent per month to her. The catch is that I'll now be responsible for the utilities and food. I get around $120 bucks a month in EBT benefits, so that helps a little, but with the constant price-gouging in grocery stores these days, it's still a bitch and a half making ends meet.
Basically, what I'm here for is to ask any more experienced and resourceful NEETs out there if there's a way I can save myself here without getting thrown to the wolves and forced to get a job. Any kind of assistance programs for low-income people that could help get these utility bills down to something manageable on my monthly allowance (around $943/month, $1,063 when EBT is factored in). Or, alternatively, if there exist any additional programs I could enroll in which could increase the amount of money I get per month without interfering with my NEETbux.
Help remaining a NEET
Long time no see. Been living the NEET life for quite a while now. Was living with my grandma and between her pension and my NEETbux we made it work. She died back in February, and now I'm here by myself.Monthly expenses under her amounted to around 610 bucks a month, give or take. That's a rough estimate. 500 for rent, 73 for cellphone bill, and around 33 bucks for Netflix and Amazon Prime. Netflix can probably go, but I buy a lot of books with Prime so I'd prefer to keep that since it'd save me money long-term.
A cousin has stepped in and discussed buying the house. Which eases the tension of my situation quite a bit, as she's cool with me continuing to pay that $500 in rent per month to her. The catch is that I'll now be responsible for the utilities and food. I get around $120 bucks a month in EBT benefits, so that helps a little, but with the constant price-gouging in grocery stores these days, it's still a bitch and a half making ends meet.
Basically, what I'm here for is to ask any more experienced and resourceful NEETs out there if there's a way I can save myself here without getting thrown to the wolves and forced to get a job. Any kind of assistance programs for low-income people that could help get these utility bills down to something manageable on my monthly allowance (around $943/month, $1,063 when EBT is factored in). Or, alternatively, if there exist any additional programs I could enroll in which could increase the amount of money I get per month without interfering with my NEETbux.
R: 75 / I: 8
Normie males and every single female are entangled with the devil. They protect each other and benefit from one another.
They are the ones trying to silence you whenever you speak up against the evil of this world and its supporters. That’s the normies and females who want you to suffer and become blind and apathetic and finally unwillingly accept the matrix and its horrors.
They are deceitful and turn delusional despite the fact that a few among them have glimpsed, even if only briefly, the human condition in which most of us find ourselves, exactly like Sisyphus.
But ask yourself this: do they care? No. They’re similar to Cypher in this regard. Just like him, they betray the enlightened and justify this betrayal and the pain it brings us through the most egotistical of pleasures. They savor the taste of that sweet steak, indulge in wine and drugs, and conveniently forget their evil deeds. To absolve themselves of guilt, they resort to fallacious rationalizations. Oh, they love to explain themselves through illogical arguments and hasty generalizations. “You would do the same”, "it's your own fault". The burden of blame is too weighty for them; they always evade accountability or offer brief moments of contrition to a false deity, seeking forgiveness. However, lo and behold, how swiftly they return to their evil ways like nothing ever happened. They love absolving themselves of any responsibility for the suffering they have caused, always shifting the blame onto others.
Normalfags and every female, like I said, are entangled with the devil. The devil and its minions wants you to become oblivious and deteriorate and ultimately forget that you posses a RIGHTEOUS SENSE OF JUSTICE given to you by God.
Normies think they are cheating life by deceiving themselves and others, they’re violently pushing us to walls with spikes and then pretend to lend us a hand. They will back you into a corner and then pretend to be a savior and ask “don’t you see life is so beautiful despite the suffering we inflicted on you, see, now that you’re free of pain you can finally see life is beautiful”
False friends, no real saviors. Snakes in the grass and wolves in sheep's clothing.
The humans I pity the most are those who get the short end of the stick and decide to side with the evil powers if it translates in them having the opportunity to enjoy a bit of life.
It’s unfortunate that the very unfortunate want to side with the powers that be, and be part of the mindless horde.
They are helpless cases basking in a false light of glory. Their lives and spirits darkened as their minds can’t see right from wrong anymore. It's all subjective for them.
Even here, you will see them trying to attack you for your honest thoughts and persecute you, call you names, they could be a brother to you but they will decide to fight you because they need to feel like normalfags and use you as a point of reference to think “at least we’re not that loser”.
When the time comes, they will burn. Those who sided with the normies and females, who protected them and vouched for their lies, virgin or not.
All of those who stonewalled, gaslighted, guilt-tripped, isolated, lied, deceived, physically attacked, or gave the cold shoulder to us real wizards. You delighted yourself with inflicting pain and treated us like animals, lesser than human. This is human behaviour after all so in your mind it’s justified and just as doing good can bring satisfaction so does evil. Someone has to be a victim, right? You ensure this pain and do nothing to prevent it with the rest of worms who clique it up and are proud to be human, and so happy to be alive.
But the time will come when the tables are turned. What goes up has to fall.
Being the wizard that I am, I will forgive you but I won’t help you. No, I will not help you…
Suffering is a great teacher, I know that now. It’s taught me about demons. It’s taught me about females real nature. It’s taught me about who not to trust. It’s taught me everything I need to know about life. So you will learn too.
Whether you like it or not, you will have to learn just like I did.
Normie males and every single female are entangled with the devil. They protect each other and benefit from one another.
They are the ones trying to silence you whenever you speak up against the evil of this world and its supporters. That’s the normies and females who want you to suffer and become blind and apathetic and finally unwillingly accept the matrix and its horrors.
They are deceitful and turn delusional despite the fact that a few among them have glimpsed, even if only briefly, the human condition in which most of us find ourselves, exactly like Sisyphus.
But ask yourself this: do they care? No. They’re similar to Cypher in this regard. Just like him, they betray the enlightened and justify this betrayal and the pain it brings us through the most egotistical of pleasures. They savor the taste of that sweet steak, indulge in wine and drugs, and conveniently forget their evil deeds. To absolve themselves of guilt, they resort to fallacious rationalizations. Oh, they love to explain themselves through illogical arguments and hasty generalizations. “You would do the same”, "it's your own fault". The burden of blame is too weighty for them; they always evade accountability or offer brief moments of contrition to a false deity, seeking forgiveness. However, lo and behold, how swiftly they return to their evil ways like nothing ever happened. They love absolving themselves of any responsibility for the suffering they have caused, always shifting the blame onto others.
Normalfags and every female, like I said, are entangled with the devil. The devil and its minions wants you to become oblivious and deteriorate and ultimately forget that you posses a RIGHTEOUS SENSE OF JUSTICE given to you by God.
Normies think they are cheating life by deceiving themselves and others, they’re violently pushing us to walls with spikes and then pretend to lend us a hand. They will back you into a corner and then pretend to be a savior and ask “don’t you see life is so beautiful despite the suffering we inflicted on you, see, now that you’re free of pain you can finally see life is beautiful”
False friends, no real saviors. Snakes in the grass and wolves in sheep's clothing.
The humans I pity the most are those who get the short end of the stick and decide to side with the evil powers if it translates in them having the opportunity to enjoy a bit of life.
It’s unfortunate that the very unfortunate want to side with the powers that be, and be part of the mindless horde.
They are helpless cases basking in a false light of glory. Their lives and spirits darkened as their minds can’t see right from wrong anymore. It's all subjective for them.
Even here, you will see them trying to attack you for your honest thoughts and persecute you, call you names, they could be a brother to you but they will decide to fight you because they need to feel like normalfags and use you as a point of reference to think “at least we’re not that loser”.
When the time comes, they will burn. Those who sided with the normies and females, who protected them and vouched for their lies, virgin or not.
All of those who stonewalled, gaslighted, guilt-tripped, isolated, lied, deceived, physically attacked, or gave the cold shoulder to us real wizards. You delighted yourself with inflicting pain and treated us like animals, lesser than human. This is human behaviour after all so in your mind it’s justified and just as doing good can bring satisfaction so does evil. Someone has to be a victim, right? You ensure this pain and do nothing to prevent it with the rest of worms who clique it up and are proud to be human, and so happy to be alive.
But the time will come when the tables are turned. What goes up has to fall.
Being the wizard that I am, I will forgive you but I won’t help you. No, I will not help you…
Suffering is a great teacher, I know that now. It’s taught me about demons. It’s taught me about females real nature. It’s taught me about who not to trust. It’s taught me everything I need to know about life. So you will learn too.
Whether you like it or not, you will have to learn just like I did.
R: 17 / I: 1
THE LEGENDARY WIZ SUBRACE: THE NEET SHUT IN
Plenty of wiz here are WAGIES, now what percentage of Wizchan user are actual NEET shut in? I think this sub race of wiz is actually a minority here, are you this rare breed of wizard? How is your life? What lead you to become a NEET shut in?
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WISDOMS FROM OLDER NEETs
So, I'm entering my 30s soon as NEET, what thing should I look out for to maximize my comfort and lower te probability of problems as I become a more older NEET? So, what wisdom older NEET can share with us?
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New wizard expectations
In less than a year I will be a bonafide wizard and I have already started to feel at peace I feel great all the sadness and worries of my mid 20s are melting away. I love this new state of mind. What other powers come with wizzardship? One minor one is the general sexual disinterest in porn and the succubus that pass me by. R: 29 / I: 1
Normalfags stealing hobbies and culture
Have you stopped enjoying things that you were once into because of tiktok and normalfags driving them to popularity? I've lost interest and appreciation in a lot of old media and hobbies that I grew up with because these unwanted parasites find out about them, form communities around them, tell more people about them, and turn them into mockery. You can't have a niche space or interest without the whole internet finding out about it. This really pisses me off. R: 20 / I: 3
New wizard
I am now 30 years old. Still a virgin. Strangely, I don't really care about this point, I even stopped wishing for a girlfriend about 5 years ago. I'm completely satisfied with my situation. R: 37 / I: 5
If we were able to have sex at a young age we would’ve lost our morals and become putrid but by us not being able to because we were not Neurotypicals we were able to keep our morals.
We still think morally and in terms of what's ethical or unethical and normalfags don’t. They are soulless and want to corrupt the rest of us who who have souls.
Have you ever noticed how someone might be EVIL and still be liked by males and females? That's because they are soulless. They are demons with no regards to justice, truth, or love. This means they’ll be accepted into big groups of people where everyone has signed a contract to praise the devil.
THE SOUL IS A REAL THING. Whether you want to believe in it or not, we the true celibate virgins are closer to GOD we are like monks and can get to heaven while they don't we are hated for it by normies and females.
true wizards have souls and normies hate it
Wizards never lost their morals unless you count degenerates as wizards but hear me out.If we were able to have sex at a young age we would’ve lost our morals and become putrid but by us not being able to because we were not Neurotypicals we were able to keep our morals.
We still think morally and in terms of what's ethical or unethical and normalfags don’t. They are soulless and want to corrupt the rest of us who who have souls.
Have you ever noticed how someone might be EVIL and still be liked by males and females? That's because they are soulless. They are demons with no regards to justice, truth, or love. This means they’ll be accepted into big groups of people where everyone has signed a contract to praise the devil.
THE SOUL IS A REAL THING. Whether you want to believe in it or not, we the true celibate virgins are closer to GOD we are like monks and can get to heaven while they don't we are hated for it by normies and females.
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Imageboards are dead.
Old internet is dead. I don't even bother anymore but when I do I just end up wasting time on the same old sites which aren't even fun to begin with. I tried to quit and go out instead and for a while I think I became a normalfag and even sorta enjoyed it for a while. But then I got disillusioned with it all and realized that it's not for me, so now I am back here again but everything is dead.
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>its connotation varies widely between users
what id for you a normalfag? I'm asking this because I'm not sure anymore about the definition; enlighten me
question
>normalfag: people who generally lead normal lives and have a social life, its connotation varies widely between users; aliases include normie or normal>its connotation varies widely between users
what id for you a normalfag? I'm asking this because I'm not sure anymore about the definition; enlighten me
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Wiz guide to life
So, I was thinking if already exist a guide to maximize happiness and tranquility as a wizard, I'm looking at the idea of guide made by older and wiser truwiz to help younger wiz avoid major troubles and problems, does a guide like that exist or not?
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High specificity = if I DON’T have this stuff, then i am NOT autistic.
Psychiatrist (female) thinks I have it because i am an asocial loner and i cut like a fucking teenage succubus but there are alot of stuff that can make me an asocial loser eg schizoid PD (whose definition is pretty much « asocial loner »)
I know autism is overdiagnosed and i want to avoid that in my case
High specifity criteria for sperg
What are highly-specific criteria for autism?High specificity = if I DON’T have this stuff, then i am NOT autistic.
Psychiatrist (female) thinks I have it because i am an asocial loner and i cut like a fucking teenage succubus but there are alot of stuff that can make me an asocial loser eg schizoid PD (whose definition is pretty much « asocial loner »)
I know autism is overdiagnosed and i want to avoid that in my case
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WELFAREMAXXING
Does anyone here did a welfaremaxxing and now are living the good life away from being a wagie?
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Did your social anxiety ever get better?
The main reason we are wizards. As kids they thought we would grow out of it. But did it ever get better for you?
it is a legit curse that i thrash against every day. But it never leaves me. I did martial arts, sports, had jobs where i basically just was just barely able to act normal enough to not break down. Anyone could take advantage of me, ruin my week with an insult and i know it and it tortures me everyday. I often wonder what faculty actually controls it. But i never find answers. I am convinced i am oppressed by god or some other universal powers that be like nature. It's ruined my life.
Did your social anxiety ever get better?
The main reason we are wizards. As kids they thought we would grow out of it. But did it ever get better for you?
it is a legit curse that i thrash against every day. But it never leaves me. I did martial arts, sports, had jobs where i basically just was just barely able to act normal enough to not break down. Anyone could take advantage of me, ruin my week with an insult and i know it and it tortures me everyday. I often wonder what faculty actually controls it. But i never find answers. I am convinced i am oppressed by god or some other universal powers that be like nature. It's ruined my life.
R: 7 / I: 0
Alzheimer's took my grandmother. I think it's taking my mom. I can only suspect that I and my siblings are next. Even if sex was on the table, it would be irresponsible to curse a new life with this burden. But who's supposed to take care of me if/when this disease takes me?
Check myself into a facility? Once I finally develop Alzheimer's, I'll be too far gone to know to check into a facility. That's the thing about Alzheimer's: Once you have it profoundly enough to diagnose, it's too late.
Loss of a Mind
I don't wanna make anybody paranoid, but Alzheimer's/dementia has gotta be the worst possible death for a wizard. It is for most people. But for wizards in particular it's bad because who's supposed to take care of you when you can't take care of yourself? When there's no "self" left, really?Alzheimer's took my grandmother. I think it's taking my mom. I can only suspect that I and my siblings are next. Even if sex was on the table, it would be irresponsible to curse a new life with this burden. But who's supposed to take care of me if/when this disease takes me?
Check myself into a facility? Once I finally develop Alzheimer's, I'll be too far gone to know to check into a facility. That's the thing about Alzheimer's: Once you have it profoundly enough to diagnose, it's too late.
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CAN I VENT HERE?
So, I'm getting closer to 30, like, couple of months alway, anyway, I got this "flashback" of from my life since 13 or something, and I realized how bad I'm with female, I always being bad dealing with succubus my whole goddamn life, I stopped trying around 26~27, and somewhat accepted my lot, but still I wonder why I was so bad with female? I don't harbor hate, like crab, or "le beta nice guy" too, I was just awkward, unnatural around them, it felt wrong. Does one had felt the same? Now I'm almost 30 and the feeling isn't that strong for succubus anymore, but I got me wondering why? Autism? Some form of strong shyness? R: 83 / I: 2
I've never experienced anything close to the type of fun they were having and it was a strange feeling because I've never seriously paid attention to that kind of social activity until this night. Drinking in a group and celebrating with music and beers, cigarettes, screaming, and talking loudly, etc. It's so odd to me how this is part of culture but I've never done it or being involved in it. I've never done something that's so big in my culture and so I started to feel a bit strange. My conclusion from this is that true wizards are anti cultural intentionally or without awareness.
wizards are always anti cultural
during my true wiz night walk like I saw a lot of normalfags outside partying and doing drugs to loud music. They did look happier and some even extremely healthy which got me thinking this people probably have some serious diet and go to the gym or exercise. The guys looked bigger than me and I've been going to the gym for 10 years by now and take protein supplements and creatine. You know, they looked like athletes and some succubi like models or sportswomen or runners. It got me thinking how can this people smoke, drink, and party all night and look like they were celebrities.I've never experienced anything close to the type of fun they were having and it was a strange feeling because I've never seriously paid attention to that kind of social activity until this night. Drinking in a group and celebrating with music and beers, cigarettes, screaming, and talking loudly, etc. It's so odd to me how this is part of culture but I've never done it or being involved in it. I've never done something that's so big in my culture and so I started to feel a bit strange. My conclusion from this is that true wizards are anti cultural intentionally or without awareness.
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CLOSE ENCOUNTERS WITH OLDER WIZARDS AND OTHER TYPES
Do you know any, in real life, truly older NEETs and wizard? Like dudes in their 40s or 50s that spent most of their life as NEET virgins?
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Is there wizards here who genuinely don't care at all that they've never been in a relationship?
See, im not the mysoginistic type of wizard. I don't hate or dislike succubi at all… I think most succubi are good people and im not gay because the female body turns me on… Yet i never had sex or have been in a relationship. And yes im what what people here call a "volcel" because i've got plenty of chances to get laid yet i didnt made even the minimal effort to make it work because i was not interested, imagining myself in a relationship with another human being always felt alien and weird to me. All i cared about was to stay in my room, listening to music, browsing the internet and playing pc games or doing whatever. Now im almost officialy a wizard(in my way to my 30s) and i still feel the same to this day.
Seeing all the lately threads of wizards complaning that they never even had chances makes me feel kinda sad in a way, not the regret type of way but idk, it just feels weird. I don't know where my life is going.
Im planning to go to doctor to know If i have autism or something, it doesnt bother me it just feels weird being like this, like a fate kind of thing, like i never had control of being like this in the first place.
Is there wizards here who genuinely don't care at all that they've never been in a relationship?
See, im not the mysoginistic type of wizard. I don't hate or dislike succubi at all… I think most succubi are good people and im not gay because the female body turns me on… Yet i never had sex or have been in a relationship. And yes im what what people here call a "volcel" because i've got plenty of chances to get laid yet i didnt made even the minimal effort to make it work because i was not interested, imagining myself in a relationship with another human being always felt alien and weird to me. All i cared about was to stay in my room, listening to music, browsing the internet and playing pc games or doing whatever. Now im almost officialy a wizard(in my way to my 30s) and i still feel the same to this day.
Seeing all the lately threads of wizards complaning that they never even had chances makes me feel kinda sad in a way, not the regret type of way but idk, it just feels weird. I don't know where my life is going.
Im planning to go to doctor to know If i have autism or something, it doesnt bother me it just feels weird being like this, like a fate kind of thing, like i never had control of being like this in the first place.
R: 40 / I: 3
Cursed be the day I was born!
May the day my mother bore me not be blessed!
15
Cursed be the man who brought my father the news,
who made him very glad, saying,
“A child is born to you—a son! ”
16
May that man be like the towns
the Lord overthrew without pity.
May he hear wailing in the morning,
a battle cry at noon.
17
For he did not kill me in the womb,
with my mother as my grave,
her womb enlarged forever.
18
Why did I ever come out of the womb
to see trouble and sorrow
and to end my days in shame?
-Jeremiah 20:14-18
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thread to share true wizard quotes
14Cursed be the day I was born!
May the day my mother bore me not be blessed!
15
Cursed be the man who brought my father the news,
who made him very glad, saying,
“A child is born to you—a son! ”
16
May that man be like the towns
the Lord overthrew without pity.
May he hear wailing in the morning,
a battle cry at noon.
17
For he did not kill me in the womb,
with my mother as my grave,
her womb enlarged forever.
18
Why did I ever come out of the womb
to see trouble and sorrow
and to end my days in shame?
-Jeremiah 20:14-18
Contribute to this thread by sharing similar quotes from any book or media.
R: 5 / I: 0
My heart hurts. I've seen too much, felt too much, slept too little, and my hair keeps falling. I'm so close to buzzing it off and just abandoning my identity, my personality, everything. I won't be a person anymore. I'll wage for a bit, pay off my debts, and see if any temple will take me in. I don't even care anymore. I'm not attached to anything. Just let it all go.
My heart hurts. I've seen too much, felt too much, slept too little, and my hair keeps falling. I'm so close to buzzing it off and just abandoning my identity, my personality, everything. I won't be a person anymore. I'll wage for a bit, pay off my debts, and see if any temple will take me in. I don't even care anymore. I'm not attached to anything. Just let it all go.
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Become a locksmith, or if not a plumber or electrician, that way you can solve the economic problem and lift it with a shovel. Then you take a language or dance course, there you will be able to learn a new skill. From there, with what you earn from work, you allocate money to investment, which can be in things related to your field but can be anything that makes your capital grow. Hence, it is essential to never stop training and acquiring new experiences, so not only will you find more and better jobs, but you will also find happiness in knowing that you are useful members of society, generating value for it and above all for ourselves. .
Lost in life?
Lost in life? Come in I'll revive youBecome a locksmith, or if not a plumber or electrician, that way you can solve the economic problem and lift it with a shovel. Then you take a language or dance course, there you will be able to learn a new skill. From there, with what you earn from work, you allocate money to investment, which can be in things related to your field but can be anything that makes your capital grow. Hence, it is essential to never stop training and acquiring new experiences, so not only will you find more and better jobs, but you will also find happiness in knowing that you are useful members of society, generating value for it and above all for ourselves. .
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Fetishes
How do you cope with fetishes you cant control? A lot of failed normalfags couldnt even start sex lives if they wanted to, because their fetishes are so repugnant. Aside from that, having a weird fetish personally fills me with tons of anxiety, mostly because I'm always wasting my free time scouring the net for any type of new material that fulfills my needs. It's uncontrollable; even worse when your fetish is so obscure, not even the porn industry wants to capitalize on it.
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NEETsphere
Beside wizchan, what are some other communities about NEETdom still around online?
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WHY YOU BECAME A NEET-WIZARD?
What's the reason you became a NEET/wizard? Do you believe is genetic or life circumstances led you to your actual life?
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Wizard friendly places
So some anon made a virginity poll on the /a/ board of 4chan a few days ago then posted it in various threads. According to this sample, it seems that the board still have a majority of virgins.
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Also, I hope many wizards will answer the poll. thank you
>the poll
https://strawpoll.com/PKgl3r50onp
wizards poll/survey
I've made a poll to know better what is wizards situation in life. please, feel free to comment on the results.Also, I hope many wizards will answer the poll. thank you
>the poll
https://strawpoll.com/PKgl3r50onp
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Right now I can't help but think God made a huge mistake with this retarded creation, I basically resent Him for creating me. I grow even more resentful for the fact that He will never cease my existence, instead, driven by my own hatred, I will end up rejecting Him and condemning myself to Hell if I don't come to terms in time.
Catholic wizards
Is there ONE SINGLE COUNTER EXAMPLE against the gnostic claim that the entirety of this reality isn't inherently evil?Right now I can't help but think God made a huge mistake with this retarded creation, I basically resent Him for creating me. I grow even more resentful for the fact that He will never cease my existence, instead, driven by my own hatred, I will end up rejecting Him and condemning myself to Hell if I don't come to terms in time.
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People from all walks of life more often than not reward the already rich and successful with praise and adoration celebrating any of their small successes in various ways and varying degrees. This creates a positive feedback loop where the wealthy and high status garner more admiration, while those who are poor or average remain poor and average themselves. This behavior only contributes to their own miserable sorry state of affairs.
Poor and mediocre people love to play the victim and blame things on inequality while being the very same actors who play a fundamental role in furthering the cycle of accumulative success the Matthew effect makes mention of—the aphorism that says the rich get richer and the poor get poorer:
“For to him who has will more be given; and from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away.”
This dynamic is visible in many contexts, from simps who worship, defend the honor, and donate money to e-thots who think nothing of them and are already millionares; fanboys who fervently defend multibillion dollar comapanies and rich celebrities, and even to those foolish peasant and vermin alike who attend political rallies to support candidates and engage in pointless debates all for the sake of a stranger, as if they will get anything substantial in return, or even worse, the stupid soldiers who go to war and die for the interests of the rich and powerful fully knowing that death is the end.
This people ignore that even if there’s a soul, wandering the world of the living as a spirit isn’t a continuation of life. When you die, that’s it. There’s nothing more yet this people feel compelled to serve and throw away their lives, their free time, serving others who have better lives than them.
I’ve concluded that it’s in their DNA to be servile and stupid so I don't feel sorry for them, this is what they love to do and there is no saving them.
It's a paradox where, in their pursuit of supporting others, they inadvertently reinforce their own status as mere pawns in the game.
They are nothing but mindless drones and pawns, willingly serving the interests of those already in high positions of power, who will not even remember their names or faces.
No pity for that vermin who never learnt such a basic lesson, don’t cry when your decisions comes back to bite you.
You reap what you sow.
Both in the present and future, they are nothing but slaves.
DO NOT FOLLOW ON THEIR STEPS, DO NOT ACT LIKE THEM, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME LIKE THEY DO. DO NOT SACRIFICE YOURSELF FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE YOU OR DON'T LIKE YOU.
Anyways, every real wizard and loner have good day and may God bless you.
WINNERS DON’T CARE ABOUT LOSERS, THEY SEE YOU AS ACESSORIES-DO NOT BE A SLAVE
This is something I'd like other young apprentices and wizards alike to know so they don't fall into the same trap as normalfagsPeople from all walks of life more often than not reward the already rich and successful with praise and adoration celebrating any of their small successes in various ways and varying degrees. This creates a positive feedback loop where the wealthy and high status garner more admiration, while those who are poor or average remain poor and average themselves. This behavior only contributes to their own miserable sorry state of affairs.
Poor and mediocre people love to play the victim and blame things on inequality while being the very same actors who play a fundamental role in furthering the cycle of accumulative success the Matthew effect makes mention of—the aphorism that says the rich get richer and the poor get poorer:
“For to him who has will more be given; and from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away.”
This dynamic is visible in many contexts, from simps who worship, defend the honor, and donate money to e-thots who think nothing of them and are already millionares; fanboys who fervently defend multibillion dollar comapanies and rich celebrities, and even to those foolish peasant and vermin alike who attend political rallies to support candidates and engage in pointless debates all for the sake of a stranger, as if they will get anything substantial in return, or even worse, the stupid soldiers who go to war and die for the interests of the rich and powerful fully knowing that death is the end.
This people ignore that even if there’s a soul, wandering the world of the living as a spirit isn’t a continuation of life. When you die, that’s it. There’s nothing more yet this people feel compelled to serve and throw away their lives, their free time, serving others who have better lives than them.
I’ve concluded that it’s in their DNA to be servile and stupid so I don't feel sorry for them, this is what they love to do and there is no saving them.
It's a paradox where, in their pursuit of supporting others, they inadvertently reinforce their own status as mere pawns in the game.
They are nothing but mindless drones and pawns, willingly serving the interests of those already in high positions of power, who will not even remember their names or faces.
No pity for that vermin who never learnt such a basic lesson, don’t cry when your decisions comes back to bite you.
You reap what you sow.
Both in the present and future, they are nothing but slaves.
DO NOT FOLLOW ON THEIR STEPS, DO NOT ACT LIKE THEM, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME LIKE THEY DO. DO NOT SACRIFICE YOURSELF FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE YOU OR DON'T LIKE YOU.
Anyways, every real wizard and loner have good day and may God bless you.
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i'll share one experience i had with the occult.
Recently i've been using oracles, more specifically tarot cards, to try to help me with some of my choices, and the results are frighteningly accurate. i bought something online and asked the cards if the order i placed online would be delayed, and the cards said YES several times. I asked the cards about three times to be sure, and the cards said my order would be delayed the entire consultation. I didn't give it much credibility at the time, but to my surprise, my order was actually delayed. Not only was it delayed, but it returned to the place of origin and my purchase was refunded, and i had to make a new purchase. At that moment i was a bit scared, because it's too bizarre to be a coincidence, as i said, i asked the cards with sincere intent the same question 3 or 4 times, and they all said yes. Since then i have used oracles again but with more responsibility.
Feel free to share your own experiences and thoughts too. I've brought this topic here because its strange that in a Wizard website actual magic and related stuff is rarely discussed.
Magick and the occult
Do any of you have magical powers or use any magical tools to assist you in your wizarding life day to day life?i'll share one experience i had with the occult.
Recently i've been using oracles, more specifically tarot cards, to try to help me with some of my choices, and the results are frighteningly accurate. i bought something online and asked the cards if the order i placed online would be delayed, and the cards said YES several times. I asked the cards about three times to be sure, and the cards said my order would be delayed the entire consultation. I didn't give it much credibility at the time, but to my surprise, my order was actually delayed. Not only was it delayed, but it returned to the place of origin and my purchase was refunded, and i had to make a new purchase. At that moment i was a bit scared, because it's too bizarre to be a coincidence, as i said, i asked the cards with sincere intent the same question 3 or 4 times, and they all said yes. Since then i have used oracles again but with more responsibility.
Feel free to share your own experiences and thoughts too. I've brought this topic here because its strange that in a Wizard website actual magic and related stuff is rarely discussed.
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Nowadays, most men feel something "weird" going on, like a silent shaking under their feet. What is happening?
The answer is simple: We're turning back into Egypt. A society shaped like a pyramid, where most people (naturally) live on the bottom, you'll have a tiny group of merchants in the middle, and a *very* tiny group of winners on top (the Pharaohs and scribes). Within a few decades, these classes are going to lock into place, and it will be extremely hard to move classes – you are born a slave, then you die a slave. The good news is that there's still plenty of social mobility left to take advantage of. The bad news is that young men don't realize this is happening. They were raised on notions of a society that simply doesn't exist anymore.
When you imagine yourself in Ancient Egypt or the Middle Ages, how do you imagine yourself? Are you the Pharaoh… or a slave? Most likely, you imagine yourself in the shoes of a merchant, "I'm clever enough to do it." But the "merchant class" already exists in 2024: These are businessmen and AI engineers. In 50-100 years, these guys will still be doing well, but for everyone else? The floor's gonna collapse. Low-paid workers like teachers will more or less be economic slaves/serfs within a few decades.
We're approaching a "Last helicopter out of Saigon" scenario. If you're reading this, you're lucky. People will realize what I'm saying en masse before long, and there will be a rapid dash to climb up the social ladder. Our institutions will get overwhelmed, and like people crowding through a door to escape a fire, they'll get stuck and block escape for everyone else. You want to be guy who notices the smell of smoke before everyone else, and gets the hell out in the first 5 minutes. If you're taking an escape rope in the next few years, I salute you, but otherwise guys, make plans ASAP to join that merchant class. The social systems and jobs most of us depend on are not long for this earth. If you don't want to be a slave, you need to start making plans now.
Nowadays, most men feel something "weird" going on, like a silent shaking under their feet. What is happening?
The answer is simple: We're turning back into Egypt. A society shaped like a pyramid, where most people (naturally) live on the bottom, you'll have a tiny group of merchants in the middle, and a *very* tiny group of winners on top (the Pharaohs and scribes). Within a few decades, these classes are going to lock into place, and it will be extremely hard to move classes – you are born a slave, then you die a slave. The good news is that there's still plenty of social mobility left to take advantage of. The bad news is that young men don't realize this is happening. They were raised on notions of a society that simply doesn't exist anymore.
When you imagine yourself in Ancient Egypt or the Middle Ages, how do you imagine yourself? Are you the Pharaoh… or a slave? Most likely, you imagine yourself in the shoes of a merchant, "I'm clever enough to do it." But the "merchant class" already exists in 2024: These are businessmen and AI engineers. In 50-100 years, these guys will still be doing well, but for everyone else? The floor's gonna collapse. Low-paid workers like teachers will more or less be economic slaves/serfs within a few decades.
We're approaching a "Last helicopter out of Saigon" scenario. If you're reading this, you're lucky. People will realize what I'm saying en masse before long, and there will be a rapid dash to climb up the social ladder. Our institutions will get overwhelmed, and like people crowding through a door to escape a fire, they'll get stuck and block escape for everyone else. You want to be guy who notices the smell of smoke before everyone else, and gets the hell out in the first 5 minutes. If you're taking an escape rope in the next few years, I salute you, but otherwise guys, make plans ASAP to join that merchant class. The social systems and jobs most of us depend on are not long for this earth. If you don't want to be a slave, you need to start making plans now.
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HAPPINESS MAXXING AS A WIZ?
Yeah, we all know that we aren't the most happy go lucky bunch, like is rough and tough, so the point of this thread is gather aways of maximizing happiness even as wiz, not I'm not saying become a normies or arrange a female, what I'm saying is seeking happiness even as wiz and inside the wiz context. R: 13 / I: 1
I feel the final extension of being wanted as a person is consensual sex, someone accepting your most primal desires without any money involved.
Now approaching 30, I feel I've fallen into a spiral where I've become an unlikeable weirdo because I've never been loved, and because of that loneliness, I become even more bitter and unlikeable.
I daydream at work all day about me being the center of attention, being loved, adored, admired for who I am, then snap out of it to resume my shift.
Meaningless existence
At some point it dawned on me that I've never been desired by who I was as a person, just whatever skills I had to finish some job or favor, even from my own parents who were never satisfied with what I accomplished.I feel the final extension of being wanted as a person is consensual sex, someone accepting your most primal desires without any money involved.
Now approaching 30, I feel I've fallen into a spiral where I've become an unlikeable weirdo because I've never been loved, and because of that loneliness, I become even more bitter and unlikeable.
I daydream at work all day about me being the center of attention, being loved, adored, admired for who I am, then snap out of it to resume my shift.
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I am 26 years old and have never had a relationship with a succubus. (Honestly, it doesn't bother me that much anymore) The only thing that bothers me is that I'm still NEET, I don't have a job and I live with my old parents. I don't have a good education. Still from a small town. All my life I literally didn’t know what I wanted from life and what was interesting to me. I don’t even have a hobby, my only activities are studying, reading books and surfing the Internet. I have no friends, all my friends are acquaintances from the Internet. Honestly, I love being alone. I just wanted to know if I could consider myself a wizard?
I am 26 years old and have never had a relationship with a succubus. (Honestly, it doesn't bother me that much anymore) The only thing that bothers me is that I'm still NEET, I don't have a job and I live with my old parents. I don't have a good education. Still from a small town. All my life I literally didn’t know what I wanted from life and what was interesting to me. I don’t even have a hobby, my only activities are studying, reading books and surfing the Internet. I have no friends, all my friends are acquaintances from the Internet. Honestly, I love being alone. I just wanted to know if I could consider myself a wizard?
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homelessness
Thread about being homeless, I'm in danger of becoming homeless and I need some tips on how to better navigate this situation, I need to be prepared.
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Virgin Literature
I'm going to read through this and check some references to see how it goes. I've been wondering what the specific tenets of virginity are and how they are given value in societies.
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Asexaulity
Do we have many actual "Asexual Wizzies here"? It seems most here are struggling with their sex drive and have to cope with cooming or porn addiction, i always wanted to know what it feels like being asexual, it seems alien for me, I am not a blessed one, I would love to learn and read more from gifted Asexual Wizards
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Stop bootlicking conservative morons who will NEVER understand the fact you are a virgin in any way shape or form. They are just status quo slaves and hate your lack of sexual activities and your unconventional lifestyles.
Why wizards should not be hostile to LGBTQ people
Why the hell most wizards hate the lgbt? They are by far the least hostile group to virgin people. Just say you are asexual or whatever and they may not agree but will understand you in the end.Stop bootlicking conservative morons who will NEVER understand the fact you are a virgin in any way shape or form. They are just status quo slaves and hate your lack of sexual activities and your unconventional lifestyles.
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Reflection after turning 30
So, couple of days ago I officially turn 30, and it's strange, something is sinking on me is the passage of time, each year goes by faster than before, and my hair is turning white, and the realization that experience and opportunity start to fade or lost, and you may never get another shot, or if you get another chance it won't be like the idealized first time it appears, I don't know, life is going by, time passes, and I feel more tired and sadden by how turn out to be for me, I'm a recluse NEET, wish things turn out different for me, dunno, life is a funny in a ironic tragicomedy way, some get better dice roll than other, lucks play a role in how you turn out to be from the get go, of course you have agency to change, but still you can do so much against fate. I'm tired.
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Do you think that's true? Are our views on human matters irrelevant? I want to make art but I worry that my autistic perspective will make it speak to no one as my lack of life experience will be visible through it and the ideas I will be communicating are not in touch with what people feel.
Are we missing out on key experiences?
I lack the "social thirst" and have an avoidant personality so isolating myself felt like the natural thing to do and the only thing that bothers me is how the lack of connections prevents me from having a successful career. With all the drama and the demanding upkeep that comes with relationships I felt like I was doing the right thing but then I read some comments about how the lack of life experience from current zoomer writers results in boring stories and in an argument online I was told my opinion on topics related to society doesn't matter since I am like an alien with how isolated I am and that hurt me at my core. I've shared my philosophy before and got told I need to "touch grass" because it reveals how autistic I am.Do you think that's true? Are our views on human matters irrelevant? I want to make art but I worry that my autistic perspective will make it speak to no one as my lack of life experience will be visible through it and the ideas I will be communicating are not in touch with what people feel.
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casted spell now pegnis gone, how do i fix plz help i need it to go weewee ):
casted spell now pegnis gone, how do i fix plz help i need it to go weewee ):
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I realized that having a lot of experience with succubi, having succubi pine after you, and sexual experience simply isn't a true reflection of your character, but something society constantly tells you is. Life can just be that unfair and that's ok. Some people just have that come constantly without any effort. Some people claw at the chance of a relationship their whole lives. I have found comfort in realizing that I can do the best for myself, work on my own personal interests and endeavors, and still be a kind person regardless of what everyone else says I should be.
I realized that having a lot of experience with succubi, having succubi pine after you, and sexual experience simply isn't a true reflection of your character, but something society constantly tells you is. Life can just be that unfair and that's ok. Some people just have that come constantly without any effort. Some people claw at the chance of a relationship their whole lives. I have found comfort in realizing that I can do the best for myself, work on my own personal interests and endeavors, and still be a kind person regardless of what everyone else says I should be.
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Bad Teeth
Any other wizards deal with bad teeth? How do you manage? I don't have dental so I don't know what to do.
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SURVIVING ON BUX?
So, after a long arduous battle I finally got NEETbux, now any NEETbux veteran to help on how to better maxx out my finances while on bux?
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Whats your favorite spell to cast
Mine is a spell of archane fire. Sometimes I like teleportation spells, but I find those diffcult to cast.
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to wizards who don't have a car and live alone, how do you bring back home your groceries? what transports do you use to go to the groceries?
to wizards who don't have a car and live alone, how do you bring back home your groceries? what transports do you use to go to the groceries?
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> People are proudly identifying as “volcels,” better known on TikTok as “voluntary celibate.” Voluntary celibacy is the act of choosing to refrain from sex, as opposed to the term “crab,” or someone who is involuntarily celibate.
https://hypebae.com/2022/3/volcel-voluntary-celibate-tiktok-sex-trend-hookup-culture
> Voluntary Celibacy Is Trending on TikTok
https://medium.com/@morrison_octavia/the-reasons-of-becoming-a-volcel-voluntarily-celibate-ba46010995a0
https://www.bodyandsoul.com.au/sex-relationships/sex/volcel-is-the-popular-new-sex-term-you-need-to-know/news-story/b3da6a78fb5db5493db57c60f403a059
https://www.reddit.com/r/volcel/
I will never call myself a volcel. I am a wizcel. You can be a normalfaggot and call yourself volcel all you want. Admin is cucking out in fear after been found out.
Volcel = normalnigger.
Admin, how about you kill yourself
Volcel has been trending on tiktok and social media for quite some time.> People are proudly identifying as “volcels,” better known on TikTok as “voluntary celibate.” Voluntary celibacy is the act of choosing to refrain from sex, as opposed to the term “crab,” or someone who is involuntarily celibate.
https://hypebae.com/2022/3/volcel-voluntary-celibate-tiktok-sex-trend-hookup-culture
> Voluntary Celibacy Is Trending on TikTok
https://medium.com/@morrison_octavia/the-reasons-of-becoming-a-volcel-voluntarily-celibate-ba46010995a0
https://www.bodyandsoul.com.au/sex-relationships/sex/volcel-is-the-popular-new-sex-term-you-need-to-know/news-story/b3da6a78fb5db5493db57c60f403a059
https://www.reddit.com/r/volcel/
I will never call myself a volcel. I am a wizcel. You can be a normalfaggot and call yourself volcel all you want. Admin is cucking out in fear after been found out.
Volcel = normalnigger.
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For most of my life up until I was 17 I had an inner monologue. This was almost constant, always some kind of monologue occurring in my head. It was almost a little bit overwhelming, and while I was not diagnosed, I'm 100% sure I had OCD. Would constantly check stuff even though I knew it didn't have to, repeating things in my head to calm anxiety etc. - textbook OCD.
I remember at my "peak" I scored 128 on the Norwegian Mensa IQ test on the first attempt. Not saying that means I had that high IQ, but I'm mentioning it because nowadays I can't score more than 100-110 on the same test.
Anyways, when I was 16-17 there was a lot of fucked up personal shit I don't want to mention, but it was out of my control. I did not use drugs and I wasn't particularly irresponsible, not more than others at that age anyway.
I had gone to the doctor because I was experiencing fatigue. This was shown to be linked to low vitamin D (though it was had more to do with my home environment). The first day I took this supplement, my inner monologue quieted down. It was still there somewhat, but not as active. The next day I took the supplement again it was even quieter. I think I took for a month until I stopped because I didn't feel like myself, inner monologue was basically gone. Even though I stopped it did not return fully. This was compounded by the fact that I decided I needed to lose weight, so I did lots of water fasting, not eating for 2 days at a time. While fasting does provide some benefits, it is not recommended for someone who's brain is still developing. Malnutrition can have permanent effects on your development, which it did in my case. My inner monologue was basically completely gone at this point.
After awhile I actively tried to quiet my brain down because I had such an awful home environment, I would just watch YouTube videos with sound on full blast so I didn't have to hear what was going inside my head or in my living area (family issues). This was right before turning 18.
Ever since, things have not been the same. This was 5 and a half years ago, and things have never been the same again. I do not think as quickly, I don't "get" or understand things as quickly. Like if I read a text or hear someone say something, I may have difficulty understanding it (reading comprehension). This was almost never the case before. I also suck at arguing, if someone counter my point, I can't think of a counter argument immediately. Back in the days I would get 5 counter arguments in my head when I heard some argue against me, I would almost become overwhelmed because I wasn't sure what I was gonna throw at them first. It takes a lot of time for me to understand something, even if it's explained to me a million times.
There are some minor benefits. I am less anxious, but this could be simply due to age and teenagers being more anxious. But my OCD which I suffered from since age 12 or so has been severely diminished, it rears its ugly head occasionally, but it never gets as obsessive as it did before.
I'm generally happier, but this may be due to improved life circumstances, as I now live alone and don't have to deal with others.
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All that being said, has anyone else experienced similar things in their life? And is their anyway to get their inner monologue back? Is it even worth it?
Inner monologue and intelligence
I want to share my experiences of having an inner monologue and somewhat losing it later on.For most of my life up until I was 17 I had an inner monologue. This was almost constant, always some kind of monologue occurring in my head. It was almost a little bit overwhelming, and while I was not diagnosed, I'm 100% sure I had OCD. Would constantly check stuff even though I knew it didn't have to, repeating things in my head to calm anxiety etc. - textbook OCD.
I remember at my "peak" I scored 128 on the Norwegian Mensa IQ test on the first attempt. Not saying that means I had that high IQ, but I'm mentioning it because nowadays I can't score more than 100-110 on the same test.
Anyways, when I was 16-17 there was a lot of fucked up personal shit I don't want to mention, but it was out of my control. I did not use drugs and I wasn't particularly irresponsible, not more than others at that age anyway.
I had gone to the doctor because I was experiencing fatigue. This was shown to be linked to low vitamin D (though it was had more to do with my home environment). The first day I took this supplement, my inner monologue quieted down. It was still there somewhat, but not as active. The next day I took the supplement again it was even quieter. I think I took for a month until I stopped because I didn't feel like myself, inner monologue was basically gone. Even though I stopped it did not return fully. This was compounded by the fact that I decided I needed to lose weight, so I did lots of water fasting, not eating for 2 days at a time. While fasting does provide some benefits, it is not recommended for someone who's brain is still developing. Malnutrition can have permanent effects on your development, which it did in my case. My inner monologue was basically completely gone at this point.
After awhile I actively tried to quiet my brain down because I had such an awful home environment, I would just watch YouTube videos with sound on full blast so I didn't have to hear what was going inside my head or in my living area (family issues). This was right before turning 18.
Ever since, things have not been the same. This was 5 and a half years ago, and things have never been the same again. I do not think as quickly, I don't "get" or understand things as quickly. Like if I read a text or hear someone say something, I may have difficulty understanding it (reading comprehension). This was almost never the case before. I also suck at arguing, if someone counter my point, I can't think of a counter argument immediately. Back in the days I would get 5 counter arguments in my head when I heard some argue against me, I would almost become overwhelmed because I wasn't sure what I was gonna throw at them first. It takes a lot of time for me to understand something, even if it's explained to me a million times.
There are some minor benefits. I am less anxious, but this could be simply due to age and teenagers being more anxious. But my OCD which I suffered from since age 12 or so has been severely diminished, it rears its ugly head occasionally, but it never gets as obsessive as it did before.
I'm generally happier, but this may be due to improved life circumstances, as I now live alone and don't have to deal with others.
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All that being said, has anyone else experienced similar things in their life? And is their anyway to get their inner monologue back? Is it even worth it?
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wizzies working
are you working? what's your work? is they paycheck enough for you to live good? do you have goals?
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Learn magic
I got my hands on the satanic Bible. I want to ask any wizard frens if I can learn magic from the book or not.
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Or any other novel ideas on how to use it.
ChatGPT General
How will you use the newly released ChatGPT from OpenAI to make a lot of money?Or any other novel ideas on how to use it.
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Morally, I suppose it's not the best thing, but I don't think it's the worst, either. It's not like I'm ripping off senior citizens or stealing from an orphanage. My victims would be, yes, horny, lonely guys much like myself, but unlike myself, these guys tend have enough disposable income to blow it on whores. They also seem to be completely delusional and lacking in self-respect. It's not even just paying for content. Some of these guys actually buy these chick's shit! Sometimes really expensive shit. Or just flat out give them money. Sometimes hundreds, thousands of dollars. If anything, I'd just be teaching them an expensive lesson, and it's not like the money would have otherwise been put to good use. They would just be financing some millionaire roastie's parasitic lifestyle. Better it goes to someone in need like your truly. And catfishing isn't even illegal!
The biggest potential hurdle I see, and I was hoping you guys would help me out ironing out some details like this, is reverse image searching. I mean, obviously, anyone with remotely any intelligence or common sense knows to just do a Google reverse image search of the image. The ultimate would be to perform some photo editing tricks on so that it beats GIS but it would have to be done in such a way that the edits are subtle and don't destroy the overall image quality. I've tried some tricks that are recommended for this purpose, like transparent layers, but nothing seems to work. Probably this stuff worked 5 years ago, but now GIS is extremely sophisticated, and it's harder to fool. But yet sometimes I'll do a GIS for a pic of some succubus, and nothing comes up! So obviously, it doesn't detect everything. There has to be some way around it. I mean, the image recognition software is basically just detecting similarities in the image data. Surely, there has to be some way to subtly alter it enough that it throws it off.
What do you guys think?
Catfishing as a NEET/hikki career option
Have any of you guys tried catfishing? I've come to the conclusion something like this is my only hope of acquiring a little bit of money. I don't have a degree or any viable skills, and I have such severe social anxiety that I've never been able to work a real job (I was a shut-in for a decade or so). The people I'm dependent on are elderly and in poor health. They could die at any moment, and although I hate to think of such things and make it about myself, the reality is if that happened, I'd be in a pretty terrible spot. I need to start planning for that eventuality.Morally, I suppose it's not the best thing, but I don't think it's the worst, either. It's not like I'm ripping off senior citizens or stealing from an orphanage. My victims would be, yes, horny, lonely guys much like myself, but unlike myself, these guys tend have enough disposable income to blow it on whores. They also seem to be completely delusional and lacking in self-respect. It's not even just paying for content. Some of these guys actually buy these chick's shit! Sometimes really expensive shit. Or just flat out give them money. Sometimes hundreds, thousands of dollars. If anything, I'd just be teaching them an expensive lesson, and it's not like the money would have otherwise been put to good use. They would just be financing some millionaire roastie's parasitic lifestyle. Better it goes to someone in need like your truly. And catfishing isn't even illegal!
The biggest potential hurdle I see, and I was hoping you guys would help me out ironing out some details like this, is reverse image searching. I mean, obviously, anyone with remotely any intelligence or common sense knows to just do a Google reverse image search of the image. The ultimate would be to perform some photo editing tricks on so that it beats GIS but it would have to be done in such a way that the edits are subtle and don't destroy the overall image quality. I've tried some tricks that are recommended for this purpose, like transparent layers, but nothing seems to work. Probably this stuff worked 5 years ago, but now GIS is extremely sophisticated, and it's harder to fool. But yet sometimes I'll do a GIS for a pic of some succubus, and nothing comes up! So obviously, it doesn't detect everything. There has to be some way around it. I mean, the image recognition software is basically just detecting similarities in the image data. Surely, there has to be some way to subtly alter it enough that it throws it off.
What do you guys think?
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Do you have a singular, motiving goal, or thing that compels you toward anything in particular that provides some sense of meaning in your life?
Some people are inspired by a totalizing mission or desire that orients the direction of their life and it underpins their thoughts & actions. This might take the form of a theological, philosophical, technical/professional and/or political endeavor or code of conduct.
If not, are you content with merely languishing away with the passage of time without meaning or purpose. If this is the case, do you not feel yourself discomforted, empty, or uneasy?
purpose/meaning
Have you identified a "purpose"?Do you have a singular, motiving goal, or thing that compels you toward anything in particular that provides some sense of meaning in your life?
Some people are inspired by a totalizing mission or desire that orients the direction of their life and it underpins their thoughts & actions. This might take the form of a theological, philosophical, technical/professional and/or political endeavor or code of conduct.
If not, are you content with merely languishing away with the passage of time without meaning or purpose. If this is the case, do you not feel yourself discomforted, empty, or uneasy?
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How many of you are true NEET and Hikki? Is the majority of the users of this site wageslaves?
How many of you are true NEET and Hikki? Is the majority of the users of this site wageslaves?
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This is something I've been thinking about but can't find a conclusion on.
I hate pain and suffering to a point where I envy the people who have the disease that stops them from feeling it even if they end up injuring themselves. I remember in school the philosophy teacher saying how being in a happiness machine would be bad because it's fake happiness but I just thought how great it would be.
But at the same time I love art and science and to reach greatness a lot of people had to suffer.
Like how an elitist art school might create an amazing artist while other students might crumble from the stress. Meanwhile a school that coddles everyone will produce medicority. That's just an example so don't focus too much on it but you get my point. All these scientific/engineering achievements couldn't be created if they didn't have high standards that filter out mediocre people.
We got 3rd worlders suffering in sweatshops and mining rare minerals for all this technology.
I feel like seeing all the heights humanity is capable of makes life worth it and yet I don't know if it's worth the suffering of the many. I wonder if I should stop giving individual suffering so much importance and see myself as a tiny part in a big mechanism. I wonder if I am overthinking pain when it's just a mechanism we evolved to control our behavior.
This is something I've been thinking about but can't find a conclusion on.
I hate pain and suffering to a point where I envy the people who have the disease that stops them from feeling it even if they end up injuring themselves. I remember in school the philosophy teacher saying how being in a happiness machine would be bad because it's fake happiness but I just thought how great it would be.
But at the same time I love art and science and to reach greatness a lot of people had to suffer.
Like how an elitist art school might create an amazing artist while other students might crumble from the stress. Meanwhile a school that coddles everyone will produce medicority. That's just an example so don't focus too much on it but you get my point. All these scientific/engineering achievements couldn't be created if they didn't have high standards that filter out mediocre people.
We got 3rd worlders suffering in sweatshops and mining rare minerals for all this technology.
I feel like seeing all the heights humanity is capable of makes life worth it and yet I don't know if it's worth the suffering of the many. I wonder if I should stop giving individual suffering so much importance and see myself as a tiny part in a big mechanism. I wonder if I am overthinking pain when it's just a mechanism we evolved to control our behavior.
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I was using dial up internet until I started college.
It felt like I had to discover everything myself back then, and construct my own philosophy. I'm not sure how I would have reacted to crab culture, much less Wizchan itself. I came up with some semi-volcel ideas on my own. And if I had had a whole community like Wizchan, then volcel might have became my primary identity.
I'd probably be a whole different person if I grew up with today's internet. Geez and 10 years from now, it'll be even weird with AI taking over everything. It's like I didn't even relate to fellow millennials back when I was a youth. But now everything is so much weirder.
Imagine if you were 16 today growing up with Zoomer culture
Older Wizards, you ever wonder how your life would be different if you grew up Zoomer? Like sometimes when I redo what went wrong in my youth, I sneak in stuff from today and have to remind myself it didn't exist back then.I was using dial up internet until I started college.
It felt like I had to discover everything myself back then, and construct my own philosophy. I'm not sure how I would have reacted to crab culture, much less Wizchan itself. I came up with some semi-volcel ideas on my own. And if I had had a whole community like Wizchan, then volcel might have became my primary identity.
I'd probably be a whole different person if I grew up with today's internet. Geez and 10 years from now, it'll be even weird with AI taking over everything. It's like I didn't even relate to fellow millennials back when I was a youth. But now everything is so much weirder.
R: 35 / I: 3
Holy shit, got this really awful epiphany in the middle of the night, I'm a 30 years old man that never had sexual experience, by now, a man at my age has like maybe 14 years of sexual experience and relationship experience under the belt. I know, sex isn't everything, but still, it dawn on me that I never had some (in theory) fundamental aspect of human experience, or something. Honestly, I just don't know if I'm either sad, mad or just don't care. Feels like a door has closed to me.
Holy shit, got this really awful epiphany in the middle of the night, I'm a 30 years old man that never had sexual experience, by now, a man at my age has like maybe 14 years of sexual experience and relationship experience under the belt. I know, sex isn't everything, but still, it dawn on me that I never had some (in theory) fundamental aspect of human experience, or something. Honestly, I just don't know if I'm either sad, mad or just don't care. Feels like a door has closed to me.
R: 45 / I: 2
I believe the big issue with the NEET life is that NEETs are dependent on society while also not fulfilling any important function that could give them power. There is no way to go on a strike or to buy lobbyists to negotiate with society if you live off welfare or your parents. We also can't go on a hunger strike or burn ourselves to gain sympathy as society doesn't care about men and even actively demonizes men who don't have sex.
Considering how living conditions are worsening and falling birthrates are getting more attention, celibate men might very well become the big scapegoat throughout most of the world.
Sustainable wizard communities
A topic that seems to be coming up with increasing frequency is what to do once you get older. At the same time, there are increasingly more men who are celibate, either voluntary, or involuntarily and who drop out of society. So just being a normie is also not just unwizardly, but also increasingly more unrealistic and hard to accomplish.I believe the big issue with the NEET life is that NEETs are dependent on society while also not fulfilling any important function that could give them power. There is no way to go on a strike or to buy lobbyists to negotiate with society if you live off welfare or your parents. We also can't go on a hunger strike or burn ourselves to gain sympathy as society doesn't care about men and even actively demonizes men who don't have sex.
Considering how living conditions are worsening and falling birthrates are getting more attention, celibate men might very well become the big scapegoat throughout most of the world.
R: 224 / I: 11
Is anyone else bothered by how much importance people place on sex?
I can't think of any other desire that you can satisfy entirely by yourself at no cost. And once you satisfy it you don't crave it anymore and might even feel disgust (aka post nut clarity/shame).
And yet because of sex people choose to ruin lives of others and their own, to ruin their health, to spend tons of money, to ruin relationships, to feel depressed and what affects me the most as wizard: also taint media with their horniness. Video games will have clearly cumbrained character design that looks stupid if you are not horny and if you criticize it you get called gay or a succubus. Movies have pointless sex scenes. They can't even comprehend people not being obsessed with sex 24/7. Imageboards are full with coomers shitposting and bitching and not getting laid.
Does no one else see how pointless it all is?
Is anyone else bothered by how much importance people place on sex?
I can't think of any other desire that you can satisfy entirely by yourself at no cost. And once you satisfy it you don't crave it anymore and might even feel disgust (aka post nut clarity/shame).
And yet because of sex people choose to ruin lives of others and their own, to ruin their health, to spend tons of money, to ruin relationships, to feel depressed and what affects me the most as wizard: also taint media with their horniness. Video games will have clearly cumbrained character design that looks stupid if you are not horny and if you criticize it you get called gay or a succubus. Movies have pointless sex scenes. They can't even comprehend people not being obsessed with sex 24/7. Imageboards are full with coomers shitposting and bitching and not getting laid.
Does no one else see how pointless it all is?
R: 44 / I: 13
I assume very few if any of you are, because most people think it requires buying land and a house and everything. But it really doesn't. The much easier way to do it is to basically go backpacking for a while until you come across some old man who needs help on his farm and is willing to provide you a room and food and, if he's generous, some cash as well to help him with chores and such. This way you have almost no expenses, aside from extra food and personal items.
The chores are typically stuff like feeding hay to animals, collecting eggs, milking cows, shoveling manure. Depending on the farm there's probably times of year you have to help the farmer to drive a tractor around or pick fruit or whatnot. It sounds like hard work but it really isn't once your body adjusts to it. It's just tedious. Most of the work I can do while I listen to music or audiobooks on my phone.
Then you can negotiate to have your own area to grow a garden and buy your own livestock. This is what I've been doing the past two years, on two different farms, and it is very comfy but also fulfilling. It only requires minimal interaction with some old man or couple who runs the farm, which tends to be more tolerable than the average normalfag. It would be nice if we could create a little wizard village where several of us can do this together, much like the mountain NEETs in Japan. But I know we're all probably too demotivated to pull something like that off.
Living in countryside
Are any wizards attempting to become less dependent on normalfag society by moving to the countryside and living off of the land? I don't mean the meme with people talking about going "innawoods" and hunting for survival. I mean living in a very rural area and being as frugal as possible while trying to make things at home rather than relying on NEETbux to buy everything from stores.I assume very few if any of you are, because most people think it requires buying land and a house and everything. But it really doesn't. The much easier way to do it is to basically go backpacking for a while until you come across some old man who needs help on his farm and is willing to provide you a room and food and, if he's generous, some cash as well to help him with chores and such. This way you have almost no expenses, aside from extra food and personal items.
The chores are typically stuff like feeding hay to animals, collecting eggs, milking cows, shoveling manure. Depending on the farm there's probably times of year you have to help the farmer to drive a tractor around or pick fruit or whatnot. It sounds like hard work but it really isn't once your body adjusts to it. It's just tedious. Most of the work I can do while I listen to music or audiobooks on my phone.
Then you can negotiate to have your own area to grow a garden and buy your own livestock. This is what I've been doing the past two years, on two different farms, and it is very comfy but also fulfilling. It only requires minimal interaction with some old man or couple who runs the farm, which tends to be more tolerable than the average normalfag. It would be nice if we could create a little wizard village where several of us can do this together, much like the mountain NEETs in Japan. But I know we're all probably too demotivated to pull something like that off.
R: 69 / I: 3
He despised losers. One of the reasons why he became anti-tech is because technology helps the weak survive. This is scumag ideology even if we put the terrorism aside. He would have hated us.
I think wizards like him because he was a hermit. They like the man, the aesthetic. But what should matter is his bullshit views which would be very negative for wizards.
May his ideas rot with his corpse.
Scumabomber
Why is pic related so popular among wizards? He was anti-tech and most of us derive our only enjoyment in life from technology (vidya etc).He despised losers. One of the reasons why he became anti-tech is because technology helps the weak survive. This is scumag ideology even if we put the terrorism aside. He would have hated us.
I think wizards like him because he was a hermit. They like the man, the aesthetic. But what should matter is his bullshit views which would be very negative for wizards.
May his ideas rot with his corpse.
R: 3 / I: 0
How do I go about this lmao
Where to find other oldcel virgins?
I want to go to Thailand in early 2025 and I was looking for other 28+ autistic virgins that can come with me but I don't even know where to meet people like that or where to look for them to ask them and then when a random guy from the internet offers some shit like that they will probably tell me to fuck off…How do I go about this lmao
R: 11 / I: 0
Mentalcels
Can we have a discussion about mentacels? I feel like theres a lot of hostility towards people who aren't full blown ugly crabs and people who aren't necessarily ugly but have severe mental problems (like autism, bpd, or sexual fetishes), which cause them to be able to speak to succubi but when it comes to the point of dating or having sex is impossible.
R: 57 / I: 8
Post your scores results. I got robot, kek.
TIME TO SEPARATE FAKE WIZ FROM TRUE WIZ
https://arfer.net/games/robot-testPost your scores results. I got robot, kek.
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I am skinnyfat and I think it is the worst, I am a puny little manlet and look like a golem.
I am 164cm/5'4" and weigh 64kgs/141lbs. No matter what I do, I have a weird figure, people have v shape and I have this shape <> with fat in my belly.
Doesn't help that I live in a goyed country where it's impossible to weigh your food, cause the lack of data, and no other foreign or better food alternatives.
I went to the gym for five fucking months and saw no difference in the physique and eventually left it cause I hated seeing the normies. My inner-shutin kicked in. I don't even know how to get a calorie deficit, cause can't count.
What are you guys' experiences with your weights, have you ever faced bullying, snarky comments, effects on self-esteem? Or just like me is someone here pulls their stomach inwards and bloats their chest and raises the chin to not look skinnyfat lol?
Fat vs Skinny vs Skinnyfat
Which one of them is the worst?I am skinnyfat and I think it is the worst, I am a puny little manlet and look like a golem.
I am 164cm/5'4" and weigh 64kgs/141lbs. No matter what I do, I have a weird figure, people have v shape and I have this shape <> with fat in my belly.
Doesn't help that I live in a goyed country where it's impossible to weigh your food, cause the lack of data, and no other foreign or better food alternatives.
I went to the gym for five fucking months and saw no difference in the physique and eventually left it cause I hated seeing the normies. My inner-shutin kicked in. I don't even know how to get a calorie deficit, cause can't count.
What are you guys' experiences with your weights, have you ever faced bullying, snarky comments, effects on self-esteem? Or just like me is someone here pulls their stomach inwards and bloats their chest and raises the chin to not look skinnyfat lol?