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>>222667 (OP)I did it successfully since 13, due to them being attracted both to me and to my "bullies". I started to think about them as farm animals or worse since then.
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>>222667 (OP)Hatred is a form of devotion
A true wizard is only devoted to himself
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Yeah, seething is just going to reinforce your fixation. Better to just let those thoughts pass by, though that skill can be very difficult to master. Congrats on transcending beyond the seethe/cope cycle. I hope you find something satisfying to do with the time/energy you save from not seething.