>>222647 (OP)Not suddenly but yes, I do care about my health. I used to have pretty bad health anxiety ever since my early teens, every few months or so I would find some new terminal condition that I had and fully believe that I would die soon. Last year I started having digestive issues and it suddenly hit me that I'm just 27 and I might never have a 'normal' stable digestion ever again without taking supplements with every meal. I'm hoping that I can get it under control by cleaning up my diet and taking some probiotics for a while.
As for exercising, luckily I never got too out of shape even though I was never super diligent about working out regularly. I've found a channel called kboges, who introduced me to the idea of doing basic calisthenics every day, keeping the reps to a level where you can work out again the day after without issue. It's more about 'physiological hygiene' than it is working out I guess. That approach has worked well for me because it allowed me to do very little volume in the beginning to keep the fatigue in check but being able to do it daily since it wasn't much volume and didn't take much time. As for cardio, I walk my dogs and where I live there are a lot of hills so it's almost more of a hike, albeit not a super long one. I guess I could do a bit better in that regard.
Nevertheless, slow and steady progress is by far more important than chasing the instant gratification of a hard workout, a lesson I had to learn multiple times before it finally sunk in that I am simply not capable of generating much effort towards these things.
I would like to eliminate as much processed foods as possible from my diet, essentially just eating some combination of potatoes/rice + seasonal veggies + protein source (though rarely meat) and then nuts and fruit to supplement. I'm also quitting caffeine and it has helped with sleeping and keeping my energy more stable throughout the day.
Like you, it has helped somewhat with my depression, I'm still very much in the depths of it but I think it's mostly manageable now.