My mother got sick. Now I can't find a place for myself, I was NEET for several years, worked a couple of times in my life in a big city. But I live in a small one, where there is no work, and now I don't know what to do, they don't really hire me. And the

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Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 07:24:54 No.219633

My mother got sick. Now I can't find a place for myself, I was NEET for several years, worked a couple of times in my life in a big city. But I live in a small one, where there is no work, and now I don't know what to do, they don't really hire me. And the work that is available won't suit me because of my poor health. I hate myself for not having achieved anything by the age of 26, and now I can lose a loved one who made sense in my meaningless life. I hate society, I hate people. But most of all I hate that I suffer because of all this, that now I need money, and I don't even know how to earn it. That I am such a worthless person with poor health and I am afraid of everything in life. You know, the worst thing is not to have no money, but to have no health to earn it. God, life is torture for autistics and losers, why didn't they strangle me with a half-penny as a child?

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 12:10:43 No.219636

How poor your health really is? What is the issue? What are these places that can hire you, but are unsuitable?

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 15:25:28 No.219643

God, I'm such a nobody that even among them don't give a damn about me

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 15:28:13 No.219644

>>219636
I have poor eyesight, a bad back, varicose veins in my legs, gastritis and bad teeth. Problems with the vascular system. but the worst thing I have is a genetic disease, tremors in my arms and legs, they don’t really bother me. but if I work hard, I will become disabled in a couple of years

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 15:37:28 No.219645

>>219633
>But I live in a small one
>I hate society, I hate people
>1728026693602.jpg

Stop aestheticizing beehives, succubi, clothing brands, and energy drinks

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 15:59:56 No.219647

>>219644
NEETbux ASAP. Good luck.

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 16:57:35 No.219648

>>219647
I'm from Eastern Europe, it's very difficult to do here
>>219645
I don't care about succubi

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 17:22:09 No.219649

>>219648
Difficult, not impossible, if you really doesn't have another way then, unfortunately, get a le job.

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 23:51:54 No.219651

>>219648
There's isn't much options, start searching how to get NEETbux in your country, the process, law and everything, gather medical proof of your condition.

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 09:37:18 No.219674

>>219644
Some of these things don't make working impossible. I am not sure how to say this, but I cannot help but too feel that you are mostly making excuses.

Life is suffering ,so is working anon.

If your back, cardiovascular and genetic problems (what the fuck is even that, parkinson?) are really that bad that you can't work, you could maybe get neetbux, otherwise you either suck it up and get one of these garbage jobs or become homeless.

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 20:36:57 No.219681

>>219633
Do you have section 8 housing programs? I'm sorry this happened, I'm well on my way in your shoes btw I try to forget about it but, fuck me

Anonymage 10/07/24 (Mon) 08:28:32 No.219695

>>219681
I don't know what that means, but thanks

Anonymage 10/07/24 (Mon) 12:45:14 No.219696

>>219633
>not having achieved anything yet
This is normalfag mindset: if society was worth, things would already be ready for us to use and produce from them yet instead everything has to be done from scratch often against the odds that this very society supposes for us all, and very much inclined into doing things we hate to impress people who do not give a damn about us, for whom we are mere pawns, num ers, clowns, puppets. This is just a cage world, do not blame yourself even for a second.

I wonder if Human Design is not so useful to others as it was to me: to stop anxiously applying for demonic jobs had been better for my mental health. My future looks bleak, but I am not anxious at all, after all… couldnt I end up badly all the same due to being fired, injured or defiled? And also after having sacrificed my self in their damned rat race

Anonymage 12/04/24 (Wed) 16:19:36 No.220415

>>219674
Quit your bullshit. Life is suffering only for the slave class. For the upper class it's pretend work and holidays all year round.

Anonymage 12/04/24 (Wed) 20:17:41 No.220418

>>220415
It's not even pretend work for the real upper class (net worth 9 and more digits).

It's an endless carnival of doing whatever you want, buy whatever you want, travel wherever you want and eat whatever you want 24/7.
They can sleep as long as they want, no obligations, no routines. Take a private jet to have breakfast in Paris, then have dinner in London and fly back to NY to rest.

Being born a trust fund kid like this is so far removed from the average wageslave existence (who toils away 2 years to afford a shitty 3 star hotel vacation for a week in Greece) they are basically an alien species.

They have every feature of life unlocked as an unlimited sandbox game while you rot away no matter how hard you try to work.

Anonymage 12/05/24 (Thu) 01:55:59 No.220430

>>220418
That's why it's so funny when people try to bootlick them.

Anonymage 12/05/24 (Thu) 02:47:36 No.220432

>>220415
Most of humanity is part of the "slave class". Also, he's not wrong, everyone suffers to varying degrees.

Anonymage 12/05/24 (Thu) 11:36:46 No.220437

>>220432
>most of humanity
most isn't all
>he's not wrong
he is
>everyone suffers to varying degrees
ok, but I'd rather suffer because my yacht needs maintenance work

Anonymage 12/05/24 (Thu) 12:45:33 No.220443

>>220437
It's nearly "all", your example is an exception but even then physical and mental suffering still exist.

Anonymage 12/05/24 (Thu) 15:11:31 No.220444

>>220443
Nope, it's not nearly all. And labeling all unpleasant events with the same word does not make them all equally bad nor does it constitute a valuable insight.

Anonymage 12/07/24 (Sat) 07:29:12 No.220503

>>220418
>They have every feature of life unlocked as an unlimited sandbox game while you rot away no matter how hard you try to work
This. So fucking much. People really have no clue what having caring AND rich parents can do for someone's life trajectory. I had neither like most people on here. My parents wouldn't even let me play sports as a kid so that entire life path ended up locked off from the start.

>>220444
dont even fucking start with that "hurrr at least youre not starving in africa" glib bullshit. Suffering from starvation, ailments or a lackluster numb existence are all various forms.

As for OP, start living at a local library, do odd jobs like housepainting/moving. buy a van to live in. Shit is fucked in most cities now. Once my job goes fully automated in a few years, I'll be up shit's creek too.

Anonymage 12/08/24 (Sun) 01:36:34 No.220513

I have good health and I am financially okay, but my mom died and my dad left the house. Now I am worried I actually have to maintain and understand how to fix this house before I end up like Chris Chan.