No.224267[Reply]
I finished school a decade ago. I will be 27 in a few months.
This thread is based on a similar one I saw about 2 years ago. I am a relatively new, and started using the board in 2021. As I got older, I came to the conclusion that the lack social skills, while essential to my personality, is not something that I can take pride in, or enjoy discussing, nor is my approaching middle age. If anything, I tend to be nostalgic about and idealize my youth when my chronic health problems were less evident. I am glad for you if this board somehow gave you catharsis, lifted you up, or blackpilled you in a profound way (if that is what you wanted), it’s just that I feel that wouldn’t fit in here (or any other imageboard). Some of the things you post here look like something I would come up with in my late teens or early 20s, back when I had the energy to take the memes too seriously.
>you’re not a true wizard if you don’t consume anime etc.
As if the action of wasting time on something else other than gook media would nullify the a(nti)social behavior acquired by a person over the years. I don’t get it, which probably has a lot to with me being more focused on survival rather than self expression since I’m a poorfag that lives in the shithole of *kraine (there are worse places to live in, I am obviously privileged since I do not work, and I do not deserve pity for personal reasons not directly related to the topic of this post).
I find that doomscrolling, be it normie comments under the youtube videos or the imageboards is detrimental for my sanity, and I would rather spend time on any type of escapism. Going offline for extended periods of time appears to be an even better option, but I don’t have the strength for it. Even wallowing in my thoughts as I attempt amateur psychoanalysis, while much like the doomscrolling, ultimately does not better my situation, is less harmful, because it lacks the aspect of repeating an action for a dopamine release.
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As someone who was forced to attend 4 community colleges %%greedy mother has spent ZERO, NILL, ZILCH money on my extracurriculum…%%
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>>224267>a post-Soviet wizardTry archive.org
the site has a phreakton of downloadable stuff to entertain yourself without reading da news