/wiz/ - Wizardry

Have any of you ever voluntarily quit a job to become neet? Do you have any advice? I have a good amount of money in savings - nothing like enough to retire, but enough to keep me alive comfortably for a year or so. I just want to sit in my comfy chair and read all day for a while, perhaps play some old video games. My job doesn't leave me time to do any of those things and even when I do find myself with a couple of free hours, the anxiety and mental fatigue stop me from focusing on what I'm studying. No amount of money is worth this endless cycle of slavery.

Normies are manipulativer cold oportunistic like succubus they are nothing but NPCs they are different species than us

If you’ve been wondering how the world economy has been hijacked and humanity has been kidnapped by a completely bogus narrative, look no further than this video by Dutch creator, Covid Lie.

What she uncovers is that the stock of the world’s largest corporations are owned by the same institutional investors. They all own each other. This means that “competing” brands, like Coke and Pepsi aren’t really competitors, at all, since their stock is owned by exactly the same investment companies, investment funds, insurance companies, banks and in some cases, governments. This is the case, across all industries. As she says:

“The smaller investors are owned by larger investors. Those are owned by even bigger investors. The visible top of this pyramid shows only two companies whose names we have often seen…They are Vanguard and BlackRock. The power of these two companies is beyond your imagination. Not only do they own a large part of the stocks of nearly all big companies but also the stocks of the investors in those companies. This gives them a complete monopoly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOnXLhEh6Nk

(I know tyler didnt want to die but stil relevant.holyland is very well written)
Anyways Im looking for books about a guy whose life is bad,mainly due to modern society,he fails suicide and then finds a whole new meaning in life.
I survived suicide myself and want to write my own memoir about it and the new life i built and im building now.
This image was compiled by me to quickly give examples of such works.
>manga is fine too,in lesser priority. The works by kaiji's author for example

Any neet apprentice or wiz with only one parent and without any brother or sister, how do you deal with him/her getting old and the fear of when he/she dies??

I lost the feeling for time long ago, but after what must be around 5 years I opened up Wizardchan for the first time again today. Back then I was ending my 20s, one of the banners up there was made by me. Yes, I was an "illegal" user, but who was I kidding, nothing changed anyways, I'm 32 now and still a virgin.
Thing already have changed a lot since then. Society has become even more degenerate, the way it started changing after social media and the mainstream internet blew up in the mid 2000s really was a sign to come for anybody our age back then.
My life otherwise hasn't really changed. I don't even remember if I still was a NEET the last time I came here, but I'm now stuck in a generic giant corporate hellhole that has gradually been invaded by succubi hiring more succubi and retarded betas over time and which will probably falter due to boomers having 0 clue of leadership/digitalization and all worker bees being completely incompetent. Who knows if I will get fired or the whole ship sinks first.
Since I am now back here I'm interested in how things have changed on Wizardchan. I remember a discussion around the time I left about if succubi are allowed to be depicted here. Since I already saw a lot of material breaking this rule I assume the culture isn't as strict anymore? I really hope the majority of users is still 30+ since I'm just so done with all the "virgin culture" on mainstream pages which turns out to be fucking volcel children under 25 all the time.

Has anyone here tried fasting and giving up everything? I'm thinking of giving up eating, drinking, fapping, pornography, computer use, video games. I feel that these things are controlling my life and I want to feel free of them as much as humanly possible.

Have you had any experiences doing this? How did it work out for you? Do you have any advice for someone else about to try this?

Is it possible overcome your sex drive? I'm 32 years old and I just can't seem to stop thinking about succubi all the time. I understand the pointlessness of erotica but I really can't help it.

I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.

I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.

Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.