No.219584[Reply]
I woke up this morning with a nagging question: why life turn out that way to me? I'm a 30 something NEET, virgin, recluse, living with my folk. The question bothered me, went for a walk couple of house later, and saw a young couple making out in the park, not me, I never had that in my life, walking more I passed a bus top where bunch of wagies were dropping off from the bus coming from downtown, it's was evening, still seeing those suit up dudes and succubi, make me wonder why I'm not a wagie too, but something recoiled inside of me, wagiedom? No, I don't like the petty power plays between people, the pressure to perform, the gossiping, nah NEET is alright for now. Went back home, turned on my PC and surf the web, watched some anime and read some manga, later I will read some books in enjoy, life can be good somehow, but the nagging question of why I didn't become a normal wagie still brothered me, I'm in the wrong? Making peace with that fact that I live an "alternative" lifestyle can be hard sometimes, the question and looks from people wondering why I'm the way I'm, well, the answer is: I don't know, life happens and I end up here the way, people for the most party are trouble, few people in my life I remember are genuinely good and nice, I cherish those few they keep faith that mankind in someway can be good, but the majority of people maybe are morally grey, or predatory giving the chance, who knows. Life can be ok, or a pain, it depends on myself and my luck, funny thing.
10 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view. No.219655
>>219594i have 160 iq and same as you in that "explaining myself" thing.
No.219704
>>219584So, it's true: outer energy conditions us through our undefined chakras. Yeah, it is another Human Design stuff again.
>undefined centers No.219706
>>219655Complex thoughts need structuring. You cannot just spew it like so and hope them for making sense
No.219712
>>219584idk if this helps but all I read was your title. I'm a late twenty something vol-cel who is practicing and studying the occult.
This shit is real and you can do it. Bleu Eisenhower November
No.219714
>>219712You can perfectly be a real witch looking for prey with interest on the occult.