/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>225375
Sex with another person feels different from masturbation.

It's like tickling. When someone tickles you, you are unable to stop laughing. When you tickle yourself, barely anything will happen. Sex is like that too.

>>228465
And just how would you know that, “wiz”?

>>228465
If someone tickles me, I am unable to stop punching them in the face. I am a wizard

>>228465
lmao i just tried tickling myself and it had the same effect as if done by someone else
i didn't go too far because i fucking hate that feeling
maybe that's not normal?

>>228468
>>228465
Ok, there's a shit essay
I never told this to anyone but i like hugs.
The problem is that there's a lot of factor to no do it bacause can feel gross and you need to control these factors to be a good experience, even with a succubi if some shit trigger that event without your control.
I know there's these thing about Hug machines for autist but i dont know if i a autist. well, i dont have that problem with too much contact so maybe no.
A non-Wizard friend told me that Sex with Succubi is just like a Hand making pressure in your pee-pee but there's a lot of variables that can turn the experience into ugly to absolute shit, you need to control too much the variables to be a good experience maybe. the other things are about good experience are related to in a way to just the act and wathever you have in lewd mind.
Some adults with child trauma around sexual abuse have traumatic experience to some sensations or even smells, i suppose the dude talk about shit like this and that why.
>Also
Tibet Buddhist with Tantra and Thelemic dudes with Sex Magick do some form of Sex Visualization with (or without in Buddhist case) with fap.
The effects of Visualization in mind can be very interesting, one day i did one practice in bed and i had a interesting powerful orgasm with visualization.
Well maybe the sex shit can in some way do a good thing for your ego bacause its the climax of human experience after being dad-mom etc but maybe its feel empty after a lot of times without the context of Love, just pleasure is empty maybe.
sex magick sound like a personality shift experience, maybe sex and ritual achieve just one of these Peak Experiences that Maslow say that in a way change our perspective of life but this is hard for some people bacause of other determined problems of the persona, who knows.
Aleister Crowley… damn motherfucker.

Moved to >>>/b/1035754.

>>228390
Meds.

The "system" is just a network of institutions who have some power of certain subsystems like government, education, military, etc.
It doesn't matter how much they force their tripe, voluntary association, voluntary transactions, creative intelligence, etc are still the real drivers behind society.
The harder they lock everything down, the more things grind to a halt and complete stasis and inactivity dominates.
Normies never get any further than some vague ideas they are some kind of victim.

>>228283
>not good enough looking currently
>currently
Got something you'd like to share with us, "wiz"?

>>211629
having a stagnant personality ontop of being ugly. I just seem to be the type of person who sticks out like a sore thumb.

>>228300
being ugly and having a bad personality go hand in hand, unfortunately. when people are less likely to interact with you, and also less likely to treat you positively when they do, you're also less likely to develop an agreeable and friendly personality. the normalfag will of course use this as further proof that you should be rejected and ridiculed. "we're not bullying him because he is ugly, we didn't even notice! we are of course bullying him because he never smiles and acts scared and insecure and doesn't pay his social dues. he is a rotten character and his face is therefore a great fit for him! yes, god is great and just."

>>228301
that's absolutely true. still you can brute force normies even if you're ugly, it's gonna take about ~10 times more effort.

Psychological abuse from parents
No friends in high school
Like to be alone
Negative view on people in general
Once you're away from high school and start living on your own nothing stands in the way of avoiding any kind of meaningful social connection, which is a good thing. How normies voluntarily make connections as adults is something very strange to me. It's like my entire youth was characterised by trying to get away from everything.
While I do like like certain Neet/hikki/niche interest online communities, I never make any online friends or something

>>228132
hospitalizations

>>228132
i had a psychotic break down and they diagnosed me as schizophrenic, but to tell you the truth i think it was a one time deal. but no one believes me. they make me take anti psychotics, and thank god there is no major side effects. buti also get SSI now

pretty sure you have to be mentally or physically ill to get the bux

You can be a NEET at any age as long as you're (N)ot in (E)ducation, (E)mployment or (T)raining.
You can only be a Wizard if you're still a virgin past your thirtieth birthday.

t.lvl 33 mage

>>228136
I'm happy you get bux wizzie. I'm pretty sure antipsychotics make you retarded so I suggest you somehow get rid of this requirement of forced medication.

>>228060
44.

I've been in NEET for decades save for distance college credited courses.

Schizobux.

There's an mc bunker on wapchan that not enough wizzies post on but if the site dies I think a new one would spring up eventually. We have a dedicated userbase even if it's not as large as it used to be and the alternatives are all not that great. I think most of us would rather not have to rub shoulders with the shartyverse or move to tor if it can be avoided.

>>228323
>move to tor
is this one of those website you must know the URL if you want to access the website?

>>228323
Even dead Magic and Liz are anathema

>>228324
Yes, or you can find them via the various search engines and lists. There are a number of IBs on tor but most of them are more /g/ oriented.

>>228325
Is liz still around? I tried the old url but it doesn't work.

I think imageboards and forums will continue to pop up as long as there is demand for these kind of places.
If they keep trying to force this digital ID crap and delete all alternatives some company might actually see a hole in the market and launch an alternative, like DuckDuckGo for search engines. (I know DuckDuckGo is pozzed too, but still)
At the end of the day discussing stuff on the internet anonymously isn't illegal.

>>228332
I do disregard them but i joined an image board server and when you dont subscribe to their gynocentric shit fest they turn against you.

Moved to >>>/b/1035305.

Do you swim in the Atlantic ocean? Are their squids?

>>228282
Technically the celtic sea? (I think), there are squids, but I haven't seen one

Moved to >>>/b/1035002.