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 No.177545[Reply]

I like being a wizard
I like living at home, working from home
I like not having a full time job
Reading comics online, listening to conspiracy podcasts, reading books, watching youtube
You like?
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 No.177548

>>177547
I woudln't call them good in their current stage, but Tim Kelly and Ed Opperman have plenty of episodes on youtube and especially on spreaker

 No.177549

I like having a lot of games, a lot of movies, a lot of books and not play them, not watch them, not read them

 No.177550

I like browsing and posting on imageboards.

>>177549
I like this too.

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>>177549
wow, me too, great stuff

 No.177561

What even is the point of this thread?



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 No.177247[Reply]

Basically my brain is rotting, to this point I have only been diagnosed as bipolar because I don't really hear voices (did hear music once while mixing weed and seroquel) and don't have delusions which are both requirements for schizo diagnosis. I do get these weird intrusive thoughts that kinda feel like voices but this has been attributed to OCD.

Doing my own research, I've come to the conclusion I suffer from a form of schizophrenia which used to be known as "simple" or deteriorated schizophrenia. My short/long term memory is destroyed, even my vision, hearing and physical orientation seem to be affected. My executive function is bad too, I struggle with basic decision making and logic. I used to be much more normal, I was always kind of an autist but I still had my wits about me. Now, I am a fucking freak because of this disorder and there is no cure. Oh yeah, and I have this bizarre blank look in my face that freaks people out.

What's more, there used to exist a designation in the DSM for simple schizophrenia, but it no longer exists. However, it does exist in the ICD. At any rate, I am in a weird spot where I don't meet the criteria for schizophrenia they just say I have bipolar, even though IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE AND NO ONE WITH BIPOLAR WOULD BE AS MENTALLY DETERIORATED AS ME. I EVEN TOOK PSYCHOMETRIC TESTING AND IT SAYS MY BRAIN IS FUCKING ROTTING.

At any rate, its like I have dementia at 28. I'm a walking corpse. And i fucking freak people out just interacting with them, looking at them. I'm so close to killing myself. I just numb myself with alcohol and tell myself I'll an hero in about two years. If you want a look at what I'm talking about, this is what all my research says I will become before too long.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcMJ98sNZOk&t=11s

(and fuck you if you think you have problems while not suffering from a psychotic disorder)
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>>177247

It's like I wrote this post myself! I have been experiencing a similar thing for the past few years but noticed a marked decline recently where even my speech was being impacted. I worried I had some neurodegenerative condition (still do), but I recently had a blood test and I am deficient in B12. Apparently B12 can cause a number of cognitive and neurological issues, even something called "reversible dementia". I am hoping that when I fix this deficiency then my brain problems will go away. I know it's a long shot, but maybe ask to have your B12 checked. I haven't eaten foods that contain B12 for 4+ years now and was eating like complete trash for the past couple of years (though I was taking a B12 supplement every now and again). Even if you eat a lot of meat you can still actually get deficient if your body doesn't absorb it properly. I know it's a long shot but maybe ask your doctor for a B12 test.

 No.177537

I've been hearing music and clear voices in my head all my life but I never got diagnosticated with antything because I thought it was normal to be like that and so I never told anyone. I realized this is not normal not long ago after I saw a video about how schizophrenia feels like

I never assumed the voices to be "anything" but just considered them like my consciousness. Except one I identified as god because heavy cucktian brainwashing. The voices would always ruin me telling me bad things and berating me

 No.177538

>>177516
I will add b12, it would be wonderful to think that could be the issue but realistically I don't think so.
>>177537
sounds a lot like schizophrenia, if you really heard voices your entire life, its surprising you don't have severe cognitive decline by the time you're an adult. are you functional? have you been tested by a psychologist?

 No.177541

>>177538
>re you functional?
Somehow. I went to college and shit but life is truly suffering since I have memory. Had a lot of traumatizing experiences in life and I can remember them all easily. I basically remember them all day all days.
>have you been tested by a psychologist?
Yes and also a neurologist, none found anything. My dad has signs of dementia and autism and there are precedents on his family

 No.177553

>>177247
>My short/long term memory is destroyed, even my vision, hearing and physical orientation seem to be affected. My executive function is bad too, I struggle with basic decision making and logic.


This could all just be from depression. Depression makes you stupid.



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 No.177533[Reply]

What's the ontological status of Lebesgue non-measurable functions? If Lebesgue non-measurable functions 'exist' or if there is behavior that is modeled by Lebesgue non-measurable functions, wouldn't that be behavior that is 'deterministic' but not 'predictable'? If the phenomena of deterministic, non-predictable behavior exists in important ways in the fields of social planning, economics, or psychology, what import would that have in those fields?


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 No.172993[Reply]

How do you feel about the current re-education of the gerneral population into isolated social retards? Clubs and bars will all die and human connection is on the verge of basically being criminalized. When this conmtinues for year, which many "experts" are predicting, what you are left with is a complete numb population who is even less likely to repoduce and more likely to be manipulated and controlled. I find it very ironic that the likes of me who never fitted into society have always been living the life of the absolute poster-child of the NWO. Now society is adapting to me by force and I find myself in the weird position of trying to rebel against my own lifestyle.
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 No.177506

>>177471
collapse is a PROCESS that can take a long time

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>>177517
I'm going to save that one. It's pretty good.

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 No.165422[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>People who shame you for being a wizard/neet
>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
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 No.177562

>>177496
Dont worry anon. They all have to answer the big man who owns the pearly gates when asked.

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>>165422
>>Trailer trash

I find this classism offensive OP. If you have something against a person who happens to live in a trailer you should just describe what those attributes are.

I guarantee you'll find such vices amongst those not residing in trailers too.

>Losers, not neet wizard losers, but just scummy assholes and pricks, like that


Essentially meaningless: it's subjective judgement who is asshole/prick/scum. You're basically talking like a normy: you should actually specify what behaviors you don't like.

>People who act like hotshots

>Cowards

the irony: OP thinking he isn't a coward too

>Oversensitive people who get offended easily

>People who shame you for being a wizard

Oversensitive is also subjective, and there can be irony here too. If we were less sensitive then people shaming us wouldn't bother us.
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 No.177772

Succubi who say guys with a "mommy" fetish are needy and pathetic, but whom also have a "daddy" fetish, or into choking, spanking, slapping, and rough sex.

 No.178096

People who use the word "lizard brain" to describe instinct. Why the fuck is it lizard? Shouldnt it be chimp/ape brain since most of our instinct brain is similar with our chimpanzee cousins???
Lizard arent even as retarded, lizards are fucking cool unlike stupid apes


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 No.175105[Reply]

Hi guys
So wizards tend to gravitate towards other lowlifes not only on the internet but also in real life.
But as much as wizards love to shit on normies being boring, wizards are boring buddies too. I mean would you like to meet irl for another sausage party with video games talks? Cringe
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>>177424
like 99% of wiz have autistic traits so the comparison makes no sense, unless you're severely autistic yourself and projecting?

 No.177428

>>177427
I am told I am autistic I have been tested when younger and told a lot through adult hood by doctors but I refuse to see myself as autistic I am talking about actual autists.
I am not projecting I am talking from experience.

 No.177429

>>177419
if you are not suprised, do you know why is it so?

 No.177436

>>177429
Only horsecock-sucking faggots care about politics and politicians. Anyone with half a brain can realize that the people with money are in charge and politics are a puppet show for the masses.

 No.177490

>>175105
I have tried to make friends online for years and it's never worked out. I am extremely autistic, I only care about very specific topics which I could talk about for hours mainly; hydroelectric dams, guns, fishing, off grid living/survivalism and thats about it. I am incredibly dull as a person, I'm not very smart or interesting. Literally the only interesting thing about me to most people is my time in the army so thats all I am to them and my entire identity. I found out a couple of minutes ago one of the only people I'd call a close friend managed to score a succubus. (not that I think thats some magical cure all, I am not a crab). It was just sort of a chock to my nervous system



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 No.169907[Reply]

Is anyone else here completely okay with being a loser at life?

It makes no difference to me if I'm successful, have a good career, don't, have lots of money. All I care about is having a roof over my head and enough food in the pantry.

I spent years being miserable trying to have a career and get moving ahead in life. But once I realized that didn't matter to me, I suddenly became happier quitting my job and being a loser.
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 No.174875

>>174874
I too feel like an outcast even among outcasts, even here I see posts of happy, attractive wizards that get NEETbux, travel, have hobbies and enjoy their wizzie live to the fullest.

Meanwhile I just want to die, all the fucking world is in a much better position than me, I'm probably right there in the absolute bottom of society along with criminals, beggars and starving African kids.

 No.177466

>>169907
What does it mean to lose at life? If you can lose at life does it mean that you can also win?

 No.177467

Some people just born to be losers and compete with the rat game will make you to suffer more

 No.177470

Yeah, I am a 25 year old 10-time college drop out and I got a mounting debt I cannot pay off yet.

 No.177478

>>177470
also 25 but only dropped out og college 3 times. how did i fuck up so badly



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 No.174241[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

how are you in real life anon? do you come off as a normal person?
i'm average weight
average height
i think im come off pretty normal in real life, other than i sometimes can't find the words when speaking and i apparently come off as insecure, and i don't groom myself too well but in the end i think im pretty normal.
What about you anon?
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 No.177448

>>177420
Oh no not federal prison! What will I do! I'm so scared that the government will feed and house me for free while I get sit in a room and meditate and read all day.

 No.177449

based on reactions i've seen and from what i can almost certainly ascertain i either come of as a lower class bum or an eternal student, the former probably more apt. when i started talking my walks at night more frequently i would regularly get terry stopped by the cops and i still often get looks of suspicion if i encounter anyone else not in a group, especially succubi, who give me that same deer in the headlights look if i happen to be approaching their general direction.

i must've inadvertently scared the shit out of some succ and her bf one night as i was walking home because they kept looking behind them the whole fucking way and literally bolted around a corner once i reached my street. i felt pretty shitty honestly and i was worried they might call the cops, even though i'm one of the last people who would want to hurt anyone like that.

i guess it's just a continuation of the cycle; as a kid, i was a pariah because i didnt fit in, had poor social skills, somewhat unconventional interests. and now that i'm an adult people think i'm a disgusting creep at best and a murdering rapist at worst.

 No.177450

>>177448
they control your reading material dude..

 No.177451

>>177450
just arrange a family member to send you books. it shouldnt be too complicated

 No.177462

>>177439
Money gaining or losing value relative to other commodities is inflation or deflation and would be speculation but I doubt you actually buried it or whatever. All interest/usury is ultimately rent extraction from the actually productive economy, or dare I say it, a tax on it. A manufacturer for instance has to not only pay for input goods, workers, machinery, etc but also has the profit of shareholders as expense. This means products have to be sold above their actual cost, which the consumer has to pay for.
You don't contribute anything and nothing would be lost if you were gone. Things would get cheaper though.

>Don't you understand the basic concept that it has to be against the other's will to be stealing?

Nobody wants to pay their landlord extortionate fees, they are threatened with homelessness into payment.
>Can I choose to pay NEETbux?
Of course. The choice is yours to make, you just can't decide the choices of others which might include sending you to prison. Freedom of choice is not freedom of consequence.


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 No.177443[Reply]

Hello everyone. I know only 29+ year old men can be wizards only, but I personally think I should be accepted as a fellow wizard, too. After all, I am a 25 year old kissless virgin who never had a relationship or any intimacy whatsoever. I do not even talk to females in real life. Can I be an honorary wizard?

 No.177444

>>177443
You're an apprentice until you're a wizard.

 No.177446

>>177444
Welp, you have trips so it means you are right. Four years and nine months before I become a wizard then.

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 No.163800[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?
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 No.177244

>>163800
life is only bad if you don't have power. If you do have power, then it is great because then you get to enjoy everything at the expense of those beneath you.
We crabs of course don't have power.
Don't like your life? Then just blame whoever has power over you. Don't know who has power over you? Who are you not allowed to criticize?

 No.177401

i am very much an antinatalist. the burden of being a human in this world is far too much. even jesus coudln't stand it. when he died on the cross he doubted god. being a human breaks the best out there. being a human is existentially hard. you will never not be weak, vulnerable, corruptible and needy. Not even in ideal circumstances would i bring another human into life.
for animals however i could care less whether or not they breed. life is not complicated for them.

 No.177403

>>177244
> Don't like your life? Then just blame whoever has power over you. Don't know who has power over you? Who are you not allowed to criticize?
Blacks and gays

 No.177409

Can someone suggest some books about the topic or pessimism that are perhaps less known?

 No.177410

>>177409
Either/or by Kierkegaard is pretty good.


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