I've experienced a few paranormal things in my lifetime.
One case in specific is so surreal that it would be hard to describe without sounding like I was making stuff up.
There's been other cases of paranormal events in my life apart from that one, which probably affected me the most because up until that point, there were things that were happening to myself but could be attributed to my own self affecting these things, but after that incident I've come to realize that some of these things that were happening to me were actually real and not some form of delusion or whatever.
It's gotten to a point where I've started doubting my own self and reality as a whole, some of the things that were happening throughout my life lead me to question reality and if I am being manipulated in some way to maybe think that I'm more special than I really am, but given that one incident that happened to me, it seems more likely than not that I might really be special in some way.
I mean, there's been stuff that happened in my life that makes absolutely no sense if you think about it logically.
I've been in situations where I've talked about stuff sometimes and used words that I quite literally did not even know the definition of, and still used the word correctly despite that. Then afterwards I looked up the definition and it was correct, quite literally making use of information that I not only did not have, but even made use of it correctly.
One or two things could have been ignored, but there's just been a completely vast series of incidents throughout my entire life that had paranormal implications that cannot be explained in any reasonable way that it just really affects me more than it probably should.
I've even been in contact with the state after being put in a psych ward momentarily, and I've been accused of paranormal things by the fucking state itself. Imagine my situation, I consider myself unwell, I look for help and I get accused of things that made me feel even less normal than when I came in.
I'm not going to go into specifics about that one incident which changed my entire outlook on life, but I can tell you that paranormal events in this world are very real, and the fact that aliens likely exist from that experience. No, I have not seen an alien, but the thing that took place, in my mind could only have been possible through technology so advanced that only an alien could have been responsible.
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