/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>229743
>>229743
>and I kick myself for being too retarded to work a job that rewards your brilliance with fat stacks

maybe. or maybe unconscious parts of you are making the wise choice of keeping you from these evil high paying jobs that give you the luxury but make you hate yourself to the point where you flee into multiple personalities.

what stand out to me is that you don't seem to have found the present moment yet.

be a stupid baizou, go to a stupid school like art history for clowns and get your grad. Hey bro I am a useless fucking leftist scab, let me in okay? Soon the doors opened, and scabby the parasite was working as a diverity equity uninclusion officer full time minding the lunch menus in the canteena for cultural authenticity

>>229769
Humanitarian and magical to get indian instead of burgers.

the job market is as shit as its ever been. If you guys figure anything out let me know.

>>229521
kein
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kholop
scheisse
binland

>>229768
>out of your early 20's and realize everyone has ideas and thoughts too
You'd be surprised how many adults fail to develop theory of mind.

>>229768
Often incredibly stupid ones, but yes

>>229764
What you do for a living ?

>>229768
there are worse things than thinking you're special, such as actually being stupid

>>229764
>Common people vs Unique personality thing
You need to know this, this is not my entire personality, there's no exist entire personality we're just us, even there's no us or me, we act in a specific way based in behaviour learned, routines, habits, beliefs, traumas or past experiences, social skill learned or not, genetics and expectancy of behaviour of other people and their beliefs on us and the way they put tags or ideas on us. There's no self or me, I found that some people say in my face "i know you dont like this so" and other people say i very talktive other very shy, other charismatic and all of that is just how they form their perspective of my personality based in their experiences and is not my true will or personality.
>how?
I like fringe things like Paranormal things, woo-woo, scientific topics around this, psychonautics, mind and etc.
I shy and in general quiet and internalize or hidden a lot of emotions against normies bacause i got builded like this, and i dont have a problem with this but maybe them yes, sometimes they annoy me when they start over react based in stupidity too much. I not a subhuman and i not against human emotions or sad, happy, trippy experiences.
I not that much interesting to them and i know bacause in the moment i start to speak about my topic of interest (and i focus more in the scientific around stream of consciousness or psychonaut things bacause i try to gatekeep the fringe powers) in normie groups i know in some way they see me like a weirdo freak or insane hippie or a cultist sectarian that live in a fantasy world like Narnia or Middle Earth.
Yes, i prone to fantasy but i very grounded in the material world, sometimes when i speak about specific people of these topics the things get good and i stop to have the belief i wrote up there of thar i not that much interesting. I know i interesting to a lot of people.
I not feel unique and i have no interest to be.
I have a obbsesive interest in things that common people or normies maybe will see as a escapism or unhealthy things, but i dont consume drugs and i try to be healthy.
So, in a sense maybe i kinda like a old school normie, normies these days take drugs, pills and meds like sweets and put on them tags like white, negroe, yellow, pink, rainbow, queer, taurus, virgoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>227985
How is this comparison relevant? Why do you hold porn stars to any sort of physical standard to the point of taking note of their poor health?

>>227985
they only need to have a big cock cuz their stupid faces aren't going to make it into the camera anyway in most cases.

also what a disgusting move to mention male porn stars. eww wiz

>>227333
>Nietzsche did not seem to defend social Darwinist
ironic, I sold my Thus Spoke Zarathustra copy after finishing maybe 1/3 of it precisely because it stank like a book typically regarded as a favourite by this kind of people >>225301 >>225295

skinnyfat is caused by you being lazy and low T. I dont even work out and i have a good build because im moving around and follow a very easy but healthy diet plan

Unless you're indian you should probably do some exercise for a few months to build up your body then you can coast with a good diet plan like i did. it's that easy

>>220551
Being a skinnyfat/obese when you are still a minor is a sign of parental neglect, after that you are on your own.

>>227041
>Fringe Esoteric thread?
Did anyone start playing with tarot cards?
I like the design of Rider-White-Smith and the more traditional Marsella.
It's interesting when they use themed tarot cards and decorate them, even though they are more expensive than traditional ones. Oracles are more random, but they are not tarot cards.
>Also
It is interesting to see that there is a lot of symbolism added by esoteric groups, the Golden Dawn itself, or Etelia and French groups, although Crowley also added his own ideas.
Spanish cards are another matter. There are different schools—French, English, Spanish, and the list goes on—on how to interpret them.
Superstitious and all that, but interesting if you like reading about history or collecting decks. the design of Tarot boxes are beatiful and the art of tarot crafters in same way, marvelous.

>>227480
>I've never figured out how exactly people activate them, do we just meditate with it in front of us?
well, i dont know, maybe, bacause im still trying these things.

Crowley did a method of watching the symbol for 30 sec or into Dharana-Gnosis (or any way attached to altered state of mind in modern scientific terms) and later destroying it (by any method like fire etc) or dance or extasy, euphoria and peak experience like spare and other did etc.
others charge it by ritual or psychodrama (like charging with let call it energy belief or warm feeling with your hands or smoke candle or evocations or wathever ritualized thing like a LRP-LIRP or calling gods or wathever poetic or occult force you want to believe or call)
others put in their shoes or in a bag in clothes or in other body places or tools you use, others hidden it somewhere bacause they belief if a lot of people see it but not see it its start to charge, like a plant pot or in water into desintegration or etc.
other charge it with sunlight or moonlight.
other charge it and make it work by its like a talisman wearing it or hidden it somewhere.
others try to get a peak experience like orgasm or a excsitatory method of body and later burn it bacause believe in some way of Spare-Chaoist belief of psychological way of the mind.
others just visualize it in mind and destroy mind and in a psychall way, or have it in a form of art paint and charge it by seing but not seing time to time in a wall in the background o something like that.
some people use LOA or manifestation theories into this. new thought ideas are kinda similar into the path of hypnosis and belief like this if you like to see like this.
other use hypnosis beliefs like magnetic hands or chinese Chi beliefs to charge and etc, kinda the same.
>Also
The OG practice come from the golden dawn but they used for other things and not for wishes or manifestation or these things, they're more into invocation of things.
you can even draw random draws while you try to not make sense or reduce pure art to brutalist abstract schizo nonsense art and still make a sigil like a fractal of another fractal.
Some people didnt believe sigils are a magical thing or a woo-woo for manifestation, some pPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

wtf is this bullshit

>>227041
I do a dump to this thread bacause i think still is interesting.

Is this a single guy responding to himself?

>>229661
>Thelema
If you have some interest, this video is kinda good to start with some books and practices (all of the original books or texts now are free on internet or archive or even easy pirated)
>Also
If you want a youtube channel ignore Da'at Darling, that succubi has a asshole behaviour. If you want that much a succubi thelemic channel check Maevius lynn she gave good tips based in self experiences and records, if you want a book guide or curriculum check the book "Living Thelema" by David Shoemaker (but compare with original texts by Aleister Crowley if you want a more old school ritualized things)
You dont need to believe in any dogma thing, i do it for the fun.

>>229662
Never go full retard

>>229661

Too bad they don't still ritualistically sacrifice the occasional bit of livestock. That'd be cooler than church potlucks, or at least make it dinner and a show.

I never understood why people think about joining religions that way, considering the benefits and drawbacks and asking if the community makes it worth it.

It's about fundamental truth. Do you actually believe that Jesus Christ rose from the death, that he walked on water and that earth was created in seven days? If you do, go ahead and be Catholic. If you don't, don't bother. Everything else does not matter.

>>229689
Truth is wortless most of the time, truth is not gonna makes people happier or improve their lifes. Why would anyone genuinely care about truth ?

>>229472
How does it work then?

>>219656
Based
>>219657
>>219662
Niggers

>>228984
I have a similar issue to OP, but still have a little less than a decade until I become a full fledged wizard.
Everyday is a battle of a swinging pendulum: brain fog and emptiness, or desperation and overwhelming ambition. Right now I am in the ambitious phase and want to lockdown a 'big boy' job before I turn 30, though it is demoralizing that the people who are my age and used to talk to me are now finishing university and getting internships or even getting engaged - it makes me feel like a confused old man in the body of a young one.

I've accepted that I might actually have adhd that fills my head with noise that makes me forget what I was just thinking about or doing, but there has to be something else that has absolutely fucked me over and led me to the bad route.

How do I push myself one last time to secure a decent job or my own place before I am done.

You dont

>>219454
you're completely right. i can barely stand being in public for this reason. i get to observe a society and people within it that i dont get to participate it meaningfully unless im engaging in a financial transaction. its pretty fucked up
>>224011
>>224024
based

You know nobody going do that

>>227878
Not with that attitude

Just go walk in nature if u want to clear your mind, no need to larp as a buddhist monk

>>227853
>feeling that I’d wasted my time.
This is a big part of it; sitting silently IS wasting time and stirs up the anxiety that causes us to feel restless and NEED TO DO SOMETHING (even if that SOMETHING is causing us pain and suffering)

keep sitting with it

>>227799
Is this a thread of meditation? I the dude of the thread of Magick for relaxation. I wanna share some alternatives to Vippasana or Annapasanti meditation
>Kasina
The use of color gaze or color discs of buddhists
>Tatrak
Candle gazing, i gazed sometimes fires and are damn relaxing
>Sky gazing and cloud gazing
Tibet buddhist do this, very relaxing. Its like a kasina and watching fire at times.
>Wall gazing
The japanese zen do this, i did this for one year and my eyes got a lot of resistance to keep open seing the eyes of others or focus in things.
>Metta phrases or Coue
I tried this with a focus in heart with a hand in my chest and another in arms and its kinda comfy if you achieve a good focus in the activity. I got some funny experiences with this practice, is more fun when you do it when wake up with too much suggestionability in darkness and before sleep. Or you can try at plain sunlight and focus in nature.
>Energy hands or focus in hands
Taoist or magnetic hands
hypnotherapist use this, close your hands in palm forms and focus in it, breath and later try to play like there's a energy between them and ideomotor reflex placebo will act, you can keep focusing or use other methods of meditation very relaxing. You can fake to close them and while you relax and breath you gonna get the fluffy sensation in hands and fingers.

The more you keep doing in focus activity in a routine, the more you gain skill at it. Keep doing (but pls take easy if you force too much your eyes)

>>228037
can attest lol. I've been reprimanded because by default i ignore all roasties especially young ones. I've been given "the talk" by my boss and the roasties act all offended that i didn't sniff their farts and kiss the ground they walk on when i inevitably must interact wiith them due to work

>>228048
i hate to say it but yea the other wiz is right. If you're attractive to succubi in even the most minute way, they'll inevitably cause issues in your life. You're average at best. Or you've got something weird about your looks which they can't help but glance at. All in all, you're not attractive in the least. Maybe you're short or something

>>229540
i know. i hate succubi. otoh u can sometimes play a feminist and they'll be all smiles with u. the problem is when u deal with a succubus on a regular basis, there's a balance to be struck and i'd much prefer to strike on the head with something heavy

my mom is at it again :D prob thinks she can make it worse! i guess i have no choice but to use my autism super powers! should be a breeze! i seriously want to move out and disappear

>>229675

The algorithm i use:

If someone upsets you,
Tell them what they did that upset you. You dont need to explain yourself, you dont need to give a reason, you dont need to lie at all. Youre allowed to have boundaries. Youre allowed to have private reasons. To an extent- as long as youre not hurting anyone- youre allowed even to be a bit irrational.

If they continue to cross that line and disrespect your boundaries, then that person is habitually disrespecting you and should be treated with a degree of hostility until you get your point across.

A mediator would be preferable if you can get one, but usually with family and with parents especially, you need to stand up for yourself and fight for yourself. No one's going to do it for you.

>>229546
big but unexplainable disease, like, you get sick but there is no virus or bacteria or contamination or anything. that would freak everyone out

or extremely quick desertification. have you read the time machine, when the guy goes too far into the future and the earth is just an uninhabitable desert and the only visible life forms are a bunch of small crustaceans? something like that, or the game "kenshi"

i hate science fiction

>>229546
>If I quit smoking and pretended to be dead, would it be a good idea to destroy the world
>quit smoking
>pretend to be dead
>destroy the world

I'm sorry wiz, but what? What do any of these things have to do with each other? Why would you need to pretend you're dead in order to quit smoking, or to quit smoking to pretend that you're dead? Why would either of those things be required to destroy the world, or influence whether or not it's a 'good idea' to do so? I don't understand your thought process at all.

Id like to see dinosaurs return. Id love to know what they all sounded like clicking and chatting in unison in the forest. They'd probably drown out the sound of the birds and insects and it would be a chorus of clicks and chattering.

>>229592

I think nature's too cool to have to suffer just to freak out normies.
How about wasting disease suddenly infecting humans?

yurts >>>>> igloos

>>229641
The fantasy of being in your little shelter, comfortable and safe while just outside the unforgiving harsh weather is raging on is indeed quite comfy.

>the mysticism of the world has disappeared now its been mapped out.
Ironically it is those very savages who are still benefited by blissful ignorance. They have all of the questions and none of the answers. They ask the stars for answers the ocean can give them. They dream not of fearsome lions or of the warm embrace of a quiet library at night. An alien world beyond ctheir wildest dreams is a walk away and yet they remain in place, throwing snow at seals and screaming at their ceremonial boot.

Is what I would type if my tax dollars weren't being spent to send blubber-flavored condoms and gender-nuetral marijuana to those God damned snow monkeys. Don't underestimate the reach of globalism's sickly tentacles.

>>229642
That yurt looks like it has way too much wooden furniture. You have to remember they packed all that shit up and had to lug it 200-300km seasonally twice a year. Maybe a chieftan had it decked out like that but i really dont't think theyd waste space on wood.

Pastoral nomadism is sorta peak humanity. I reckon iranian nomads had it good. The food seems delicious. Every night eating flatbread, meat and yogurt with fresh milk.

>>229645
>Traditional nomadic furniture—most notably the avdar (wooden storage chests) and low cabinets—was intentionally built with straight lines and box shapes. This wasn't just for aesthetics; it meant they could double as packing crates, packed full of textiles, religious items, or winter gear, and lashed directly onto the backs of camels or carts.

>Rather than heavy standalone bed frames, traditional sleeping platforms were often modular or designed to double as storage benches, keeping the footprint tight.

Oh I'm wrong. I just assumed they used sacks for everything and didnt consider dual use furniture.