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so what do you do all day? are you like me? i get up in the morning and get on the computer until sun down. i have been doing this for more than a decade. i spent my entire 20s on the internet
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I am experimenting with using imageboards for at most one hour daily. For a short while I forbade myself to use the Internet at all. There was a period of a few years after I graduated college that I basically only used the Internet all day and became very mentally ill and had to be hospitalized. The recovery has been very slow and I have regained the ability to do simple household chores, draw, read and play video games. It is mostly still a waste of time, but my aim is to eventually be productive and delay the depletion of my NEET fund.


What the fuck did you do on the internet to guarantee hospitalisation? Is it really that great?


On the computer most of the day. I have a project to download all japanese anime/korean hentai manhwa/all good music that exist on the internet. I have a sense of impending interneet doom that if I delay this any longer, maybe in 2-3 years there will be no free content on the internet because everything will be paywalled to oblivion. Or when my parents unable to affoord internet anymore. When that time comes I must be enjoying all the contents i downloaded offline while waiting for death.


i thought i was the only one that did this, i have over 300 tabs open that are over 2 years old and i only ever use about 7-10 regularly. i also have them all grouped by category


My days are generally the same

>work nights, Monday to Friday

>so I'm working between 9pm (sometimes 10pm) to 6am Mon night to Sat morning
>usually sleep between about 8am to around 4pm, some days 330 others 5ish
>browse the internet on my tablet in bed until I'm tired enough to sleep
>have something to eat when I get up, go for a walk (or use mom's exercise bike) for a bit, then game out until work
>weekends, replace work with drink

Boring, I guess, but comfy

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If something good or bad happens in my life it will only temporarily change my happiness level, but after a couple days I always end up back at the same level.

Even after 10 years of NEETing and finally getting a job I felt like my life would be over, but such a huge change like that had little actual effect on my happiness overall.

My question is:
Has anyone here permanently changed their happiness level one way or the other?
Has anyone ever seriously tried (even failed attempts)?

Feel free to post any information related to this concept and if there's any hope for long term change.


It never gets better.


Yes. You need to learn how to make changes to what causes you happiness.


Moved to >>>/dep/210112.

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Have any of you guys tried "forcing" yourself to become asexual? People on quora (https://www.quora.com/Can-you-become-asexual-by-trying) say that you're born asexual, just like you're born gay, lesbian, trans etc. and that you can't make yourself change your sexuality by you power of will.they also say that being asexual is a hassle in this oversexualised society, but wizards prefer a solitary lifestyle away from society, so it's not a problem for us, right?
The reason I'm asking is because I tried to do just that for the past few years. At first, anything that looked like a succubus or her certain body part would make me hard. But after reading some biology books, watching a few documentaries and through my sheer power of will I successfully managed to make myself not attracted to succubus boobs, 3d and 2d. They don't evoke any kind of response from me anymore, so it's definitely possible to "change" your sexuality and what you're attracted to. I still feel attraction to ass and wide hips and I'm working on that. If any of you guys successfully managed to stop being attracted to ass, please let me know how you did it.
Wouldn't it be nice to not feel any sexual attraction to succubi at all?
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My family recently asked if I was asexual. I'm not sure how I got to this point, but from what I understand succumbi will always be there to tempt. The key is always to be aware of the situation and not let the instinct take control of me and use logic to pull myself out of it. (Why do I feel this way? What good will it do for me to feel this way?) Eventually I feel like I no longer have to do this, and it has become an unconscious habit.


Good progress wiz


Jesus christ, is this what Clownworld has reduced people to? Competitors in the Oppression Olympics? I'm not you, but I would have been a lot more abrasive in telling her that you're not gay.

Also, there weren't really any hardships other than the slow burn of realizing there was something very wrong and mounting concern from my parents who never quite got the message until I forcefed it to them. The only thing I could wish for is to understand how a normal person's sexuality works. I wouldn't want to act on it, I'd just like to know. It's how I imagine Nick Vujicic feels whenever he sees people moving around. Because for all his charisma, you can't tell me he wouldn't want to move on his own two feet, or lack thereof.

Looking back, I'd say my last chance to try a relationship would have been in the winter of 2013, when I was 16. Cute nerdy succubus in my French class that seemed interested in me, but I was having none of it. I told her what I told everyone else back in school, which was something to the effect of "I'm not interested, please seek someone else." And that was that.

The thing is, I want my dick. It's convenient to piss out of, and it tells me I'm a man. But I just want any notion of sexual arousal and its associated melancholy removed forever. I'd be a proponent of chemical castration if it a) wasn't outlawed, b) didn't cause feminization and c) didn't have any danger of killing you.

This. It helps a lot if you realize all the potential shortcomings of a relationship (dump/cheating/property destruction/less free time) and mentally decided whether or not the cost is worth the reward (hint: it isn't and never will be).


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As an asexual, your desperate want to become me mirrors my desperate want to become you. I want to feel horny, I want to be able to look at a picture of a naked person and feel real fucking good when I masturbate. I want to have all the problems you have so badly. And you all want to feel nothing and think its great because what you have now is awful. But were both wrong and will continue to be displeased.
Becoming asexual would solve nothing. Me becoming sexual would change nothing.


Fapping isn't the same as sex. If it were, you wouldn't be complaining, would you? I could be considered pure degenerate, because I don't find myself attracted to the opposite sex or any sex for that matter. So I fap to nothing or I fap to some fetish.

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I know most people would ask why would anyone want to be a laughing stock town fool of the internet? But way back to childhood days, the only options I ever had were to be an ignored quiet mouse or a loud wacky cartoonish entertainment monkey. Mouse or Monkey thats it. And so I became a local celebrity of my school days. Sometimes I would get resentful that they were laughing at me, not with me, mocking me, teasing making fun. Like the lolcows of the internet. But after trying to be serious in college, and just being totally ignored, I realized that attention beats isolation, and its the only means of socialization I know. For the last few years I've retreated back into my mouse role, and have had almost no human contact.

Its just seems like the cringe lolcow role of the internet, is basically like being the local clownish celebrity that I spent my whole school years being. Its a way to turn the strange weirdness into a commodity. I see folks who are less weird and less comedic getting audiences of millions. Maybe I could do it. Although I have the flaw of speaking in a way thats so cringey its boring, rather than so cringey its hilarious. But it just seems like my old weirdo class clown cartooning but with an audience of millions. Maybe it was my calling.

And then some of these guys actually make money on this shit through youtube ads and patreon, being a cringe is literally their full time career.
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Chris basically lives on donations from trolls.


Last time I checked he was on disability.


Thread should have ended here.


Do you think I could make a career being a public spokesman Aspergers advocate? Speaking at conferences, being an Aspie talking head when they need an insider perspective


Feels like there's already a crowded market for that sort of work. Whenever I look for new autism-related material online I see a lot of aspies trying to do that.

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Wizards are always despicted with huge beards in media. Anyone here has experience growing one?

I live in a major city that receives a large amount of tourists all year around. These people don't have any shame and will stop anyone on their tracks to ask how to reach some tourist spot. I'd like to evade these encounters and I thought a wiz beard might keep them away.

Problem is that I'm disgusted by filthiness, a beard is another thing to take care of, and since it's so close to the mouth, I'm guessing it gets dirty easily.
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No I mean the normal one with the blue inside to scare people away from you (blue inside means your infectious)


I see you are still trying to get people here shot for lolz.
This time you aren't even on topic but still, any chance to get people to hurt themselves for your amusement must be taken.

Fuck off with your evil bullshit.


i am in agreement with the 1st poster.
i always have at least 3 high quality masks in my shoulder bag/computer case.
also a tube of fake blood for when you want an area to yourself…
and a white wrist band to complete the look…


You have to take care of it and you may have to buy special products to do so. Mine looks like shit because I dont really groom it and looking like a hobo hasnt fucked me over yet.

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Do any wizards use weed? I don't smoke but I love to chill with some edibles and video games occasionally.


Yeah I do. I both smoke and use edibles depending on the occasion. I don’t like smoking cause it smells, and you gotta do it outside, and it’ll eventually fuck up my lungs, but edibles always make so drowsy and I get way higher than I mean to with them so it just depends.


Yes, I smoke often and am admittedly addicted to it at this point. I have never tried edibles but I am interested in trying them sometime, might be the ticket for me with my very high tolerance


I vape strong sativas for the artistic and intellectual inspiration. I enjoy the boost in lateral thinking, but the associated lethargy and anxiety is not something I've ever been a fan of.

To any cannabis users, I recommend doing it in silent darkness. It adds something almost psychedelic to the experience.



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Is it possible to be happy without social contact of any kind(including posting on 4chan or wizardchan) as a human being (social animal)?

i think the real enlightenment would be to live happily and content without anybody. if you can do this without becoming mentally ill or depressed, you're a god among men

i am socially isolated but i still have wizchan or 4chan so i am not completely socially isolated. i have enough social contact to prevent me from losing my mind
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I heard once that you must first lose yourself to truly find it.


It is possible. I think I am essentially at this point from reading books about Zen Buddhism, Jung, and meditating. Although im sure feelings will come back and then pass again in some form. The word happy has somewhat lost its meaning to me though


yes, i think you're right. same thing with early exposure to anything else. the novelty just wears off. I'm 28, and was much more social from 15-25. I haven't given a shit whether people call me at all. I've just sat in front of the computer for 12/hr a day for the past 3 years


I can deal with being relatively isolated but it doesn't feel entirely healthy psychologially. It feels like there's a skull shaped weight resting on top of my skull inside my head. however, I also abhor social interaction. I can't even stand when other people get near me. So while i don't think its possible to be happy in isolation I think that its plenty possible to adequately "tolerate" it. It's not like i was happy even when i had friends, so its all the same shit


It's effective in the same way a single swig of water can save your life in the desert. As draining as the internet can feel sometimes I know it must still be keeping me grounded in some way because my paranoia and manic behaviors have skyrocketed every time I decided i'd had enough and I should be dedicating myself to personal pursuits only. Spending all of this time in your own thoughts with nobody else to act as a judge absolutely has a net negative impact on your ego and how you relate to other people but if that's not something you're concerned about in the first place I think it's possible to turn isolation into a lever for self actualization with the right attitude. It's up to you to decide whether or not you want to embrace the schism.

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How would you reset your brain ?
Depressed, tinnitus, eczema, fear of death and obsessions … all appeared fairly at the same time, while a part is for sure due to my genetic predispositions and my poor way of living, I wonder if psychedelics,lucid dreams and such could help me ?

Any thoughts or stories are welcomed, even if it's bro-science, if you have some cool science papers to share or if you think it is useless
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Psychedelics are perfect for this in my experience nad others. See this video. It uses the metaphor that the brain is an operating system and psychedelics reboot it. It is accurate in my opinion. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c8an2XZ3MU

Meditation is also strongly recommended. If you're irrationally afraid of drugs then do that. The hardest part is just committing fully to doing it everyday. Try to schedule it and set a timer for 20 mins. Just focus on your breathing and senses and try to quiet your thoughts


Where do you get your drugs?


From his normie dealer friends


Mucusless Diet at long term.
Holotropic breathwork, at short.


Using psychedelics to fix psychological and emotional issues only works for the kind of people who get depressed between jobs because they've been unemployed for an entire week (!!!) or who think they should seek professional help after a bad breakup

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Would society be better if becoming a wizard were encouraged? If virginity were socially accepted and encouraged, and sex were seen by everyone as gross and animalistic, would our world become better, more free of desire?
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naw, it would be too hard. yk how shit was back then. despite being a wizard i support the sexual revolution. less stigma would be better


excessive use of chad, stacey, etc.


Yes, but only because we desperately need to reduce the population before we run out of oil.


No. Life was better before oil, it'll be better after. Need to cull the weak.


>It's why a lot of companies and organizations look for men that have a ring on their finger when they hire them
You are absolutely right, sir


Wizards do not naturally produce feelings. We are thinkers. Feelings are a psychic overlay that falls on us by an outside source. The Demiurge. They are inconsistent, you can have multiple feelings for the same event. Antidepressants neuter feelings at the expense of the thinking function. They make you dumber. As science progresses, we shall reach our true forms as pure thinkers. I for one can't wait for the day that humans are robots with organic components for organic functions.
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Next step of human evolution is going beyond mind.


In order to have something you never, you may do something you never did.


respectful disagreement to OP, my negative feelings I believe are motivating reminders of problems I need to fix, and positive feelings are one of the things which make life tolerable



Genius post.

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