/wiz/ - Wizardry

My parents are very wealthy (for the country i live in) and im a 27 neet.
Naturally the vast majority of threads and posts are from people that are from average or poor backgrounds since thats the majority of people but how do people deal with living with well off parents?
For some background both my parents come from extremely poor upbringings but managed to come out on top in the end mainly from my father, i was lucky enough that he isnt the type to think his son should become extremely successful like him, he only wants me to become 'well off' (basically middle class)

But i remember in school (was your average school) the other rich kids all had parents who wanted their children to become somewhat wealthy like them which if you quickly think about it isnt a completely wrong train of thought since you "should" have more opportunity and time than the parents had (who were all poor when young). These kids suffered quite a lot from the pressure and only a few that i've ever followed up on have done somewhat decently since.
Back to the point, what are parents expectations with you, your relationship with them and how they handle their child being a neet and/or societal failure when in their eyes you got many more chances at a successful life than they most likely had.

Is it possible overcome your sex drive? I'm 32 years old and I just can't seem to stop thinking about succubi all the time. I understand the pointlessness of erotica but I really can't help it.

I've come a long way to acknowledge the fact that due to my severe schizoid personality disorder I will never have a romantic relationship with a female ever. That thought wouldn't be so problematic if my sexual instinct wouldn't hinder me to live in peace and comfort. I probably spend 2 to 3 hours on workdays looking at erotica - on weekends it's possibly 4 to 5 hours a day. I understand it's a lot and I hate myself for every minute of it. It's absolutely sickening me.

I tried Nofap and lasted for 3 days but ultimately my mind collapsed under the pressure. I rather realized that Nofap is just a meme that may work for normiefags who have already been engaged in sexual relationships before and had the chance to release themselves but not really with a person who's been sex depraved for his entire life.

Any thoughts or methods on suppressing your sex drive? Preferably without the use of drugs and medicine.

How much of peoples lives do you think are determined by outside forces in their life that are above their own will and that largely affect their subconscious? I'm talking for example about people making major life decisions not because of, or even in spite of, their plans and ideology, but because their body or world was moving a certainy
direction and they ended up succumbing to these forces? I do, I think the subconscious drives control peoples behaviors more than anything else, I think most people don't expect or realize it and never do realize that their actions were definately predetermined and not by any decision of their own waking intellectual mind. People probably get married, have kids, work or dont, stay virgins or dont, espouse certain political beliefs, because of the general movement of the machine of the world. You didnt choose to be here, your family didnt choose to have that number of children, even if they think they did. Their religion did, or their parents did, or the economic state did. They never had a choice. I think many people who post here, maybe ~40%, will end up having kids. I genuinely believe they think they won't, but I think life doesn't give people a choice. This is maybe all the more reason to want to control your own celibacy, and I know most people will think "surely though, I know I at least direct my will" but all the same I think the world influences our actions more than our personal thoughts do. This isn't about sex per say, although it is relevant to this board in particular, and I'm not trying to accuse people of not being wizardly. But I do genuinely believe some posters are too normal to prevent the inevitable. I think even things like revolution are just because the economy influenced the populace in the same way a natiral disaster influences a river. They didn't choose to revolt, their country simply went through a natural cycle. One which they could not have prevented either.

https://frankiesfreerangemeat.com
https://www.localharvest.org/

Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.

Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.

I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.

Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.

Why do most people(normalfags) look at voluntary celibacy as something bad? Why do they think like this?

I'm doing a scientific survey on the count of ejaculations an average /wiz/ard performs in a week.
I'd appreciate honesty, for science's sake.
I've had a breakthrough in finding a link between magic casting power and mana loss via semen ejaculation.
Please state how many times a week you ejaculate on average.
We can also discuss anything related, about the loss on critical nutrients during ejaculation and the detrimental effects it has on ageing.

You guys are all in favour of antinatalism, right? I mean, do any of you actually find it offensive or counterfactual?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_siJRgDlddY

It's the tenth time i hear this song today.
I thought i'd never feel bad like this again. I can feel shivers down my spine and senseless fear just for being alive. Immense will to cry but seems like i've no tears.
Yet i look in the mirror and see a nice body and have a nice job still another year alone at home. But that's not what concerns me, actually, i don't know what it is.
Just wanted to talk to someone. Already grabbed my pistol with deep breaths a lot of times too.
I used to feel like this like 10 years ago. Thought getting a job i'd get friends, a girlfriend which would change my life, thought getting more and more active on sports would give me enough serotonin to carry on, a car to ride away… The years pass by but nothing seems to change.
Seems like everything i do different it's a way to run away from my ghosts but they always find me back.

I asked this question on other chans, but I haven't acquired meaningful responses. So, the topic I want to discuss with fellow wizards is human cloning. If humanity will go by this path, sex will become practically useless. We will be able to be wizards, but it won't affect the population growth, as cloning facilites are going to be controlled by the government. To make this real, only thing required is to throw away all ethical concerns and allow geneticists to extensively research new ways of replicating humans artificially. What do you think of such future?

How do you prepare to survive during this crisis?

First, sorry for my bad English.

The main reason - there is no new niches anymore. During the 90s there were games and computers industries, during the 00s there were mobile and online industries. I feel like now there is no new areas to work for many people. Maybe, medical research can be one, but it's too hard to get a job there. Also - ML can be one, but it's hard to find any ideas for ML apps for a lot of people.

So, I always consider the worst case. In that case I prepare for high unemployment everywhere. My family has a small house with a garden in a village and I prepare to go there for the next years. I think to grow buckwheat there because buckwheat has a lot of vitamins and almost has anything what our bodies need. The only problem - how to get real money (not so much, but enough to buy some really needful stuff). It seems that in the modern world there is no any method to get real money even if the person tries hard (big competition everywhere). As I said - I consider the worst way (social darwinism).

I want to survive for the next years because I want to see new discoveries (on medial research, in general). I admit the idea of reincarnation and this life (probable) - the only life from billions of my previous and next reincarnations (as insects, animals, primitive people and other creatures) where I have a chance to get out from this reincarnation circle. I know that sounds weird, but we all live in a weird reality, you know.

I checked current possibilities to make real money in social darvinism (I don't want to rob other people because those people are slaves of Nature, as me. Other people are unfortunate brothers and sisters for me).

Offline job/freelance. - Big competition.
Create sites/apps/small games. - Too small money and too big chance don't get any profit.

I think to do a non-small game in the next years, but I'm not sure this can bring a profit in the future. New unique content is cheap now, many people do new unique content now for free or for small money.

Maybe you have some other ideas or some other information how to survive for the next years. I would be glad to hear you. Thanks!