>>183686I'm going to write a collection of stories one day. I just need a better environment away from the internet to separate from my addictive personality.
I did drift a while through South East Asia. Nothing too interesting happened except being a smelly tramp ignoring my true possibilities.
Through the years I've grown to see people as beneficial to my mental health and output. I've been pretty alone the past few months due to work and though I try to avoid being a devil, I'm compelled to struggle between being kind and manipulating people to benefit my workplace's productivity and my desire to be proud of something. Also note that I don't manipulate to gain sexual desires. Overall had I not continued drifting I would have continued down the dark path of hating people for no good reason other than what imageboards had fed me. There's a good amount of information here that's very venomous to the soul and the times I've had extensive breaks I've felt relieved and yet yearning to relive those decadent moments of dark humour.
>>183719Goals? Own some land, grow some food, write music, write some stories, and maybe body build.
I do have a desire to enter politics but I'm still too uneducated at the moment to gain any real traction in my home country. I think my lust to gain power may get a bit cumbersome at times so I feel its better to devote that energy towards creative pursuits.
I won't share my age but I'm a millennial.