/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>227727

>Media is no stimulation ? How consuming media is less a mental stimulation than learning new language or instrument, for instance ?

Barely if any, how much mental effort do you invest when you play games or watch some tv show compared to learning an instrument or a language? Everything is getting spoonfed, you can do these activities on autopilot, that reward is just the pleasure you feel at that moment and it's nothing productive.

> And another question for you, why someone who live out of society (socially isolated) since many years would be motivated to learn some new skills or knowledge that mostly only have value and uses in a social context, instead of just chilling consuming his favorite piece of media ?

> if you are a schizo loner living the ermit life, what the point of stressing your body into some intense exercice instead of just relaxing all day ?

You can just pick a topic that is less relevant in social contexts then. Instead of learning a new language, go for history, programming, etc.

As for exercising, you do it to have a better quality of life and stay healthy. And there are lots of solitary activities you can do that these exercises help with, such as cycling, hiking, etc. You'll need to build up your stamina for that.

>>227749
>Barely if any, how much mental effort do you invest when you play games or watch some tv show compared to learning an instrument or a language?
Just as much.
>spoonfed
Ever heard of "gamefication" techniques?



>As for exercising, you do it to have a better quality of life and stay healthy. And there are lots of solitary activities you can do that these exercises help with, such as cycling, hiking, etc.
Cycling is safer both as in free from street/park yobs chasing you AND free from "nice weather, huh? HUH!? HE-E-E-EY!?" thought-interrupting people.

>You'll need to build up your stamina for that
Stamina helps with everything, however, building up stamina also demands intuitive understanding of your body - not wrecking your leg joints, for example.

You probably knew this all along: every time a human consciously makes something, it's always a sin. A demagogue can assure you your mind was manifesting a form of this sin or a subtle well-hidden manifestation of some other sin when you were making a decision between several trinkets in a souvenir store. Good luck knowing your ego is your system of balancing between The Seven Sins without telling anyone.


>>227679
Hope you will make a great robot. Or, one that makes life cozy.


>>227726
Stimulation is not really necessary once you're converted from fleshware into software that won't suffer from "use it or lose it" problem of the flesh and its wetware.

Your reason to live is some dumb scifi scenario which doesn't exist?
I dont think everything from the human mind is sinful, just like the body can be healthy, the mind can work in a good way.

>>228954
OP's literally Adeptus Mechanicus from WAAAAAAAGGGHammer 40000 series XD

>>228942
>I'm looking for a guarantee of eternal peace, which cannot be found in this world
you'll find peace when you'll die. for now suffer or die earlier

>>228946
>you'll find peace when you'll die

Is this the truth

>>228930
Fun fact.
My first audible memories about this world is being told being a human is hard. I remember replying that I, nevertheless, want to be a human. Thing is, my older sibling loved talking about existence and death, so it could have been that.

>>228947
>Is this the truth
yes

>>228930
Turned 30 in May.
Whichever way I cut it I've been on the passive suicide train for a while now I think, not consciously.
I let my body decay to the point where I'm feeling it's irrecoverable.
Funny how I used to think I could never get back to "default" or zero no matter what efforts I'd put in, then got infinitely worse and now I might just be correct.

I don't know what prevented me from taking action. It's not like I wasn't an absolute outcast at all stages of life so I never really had to care about optics.
I wish I knew why.

I also don't want to die. I'm desperate about not wanting to "not exist" anymore even though most here probably hope for such a fate.
I just can't fathom this long line of experiencing things to stop.
Just thinking on it causes some primal sense of panic like you are approaching some sort of void and your body cuts of your mind before it gets too close.

Anyways… Weird that I don't want to die yet I'm not exactly doing anything about it. At this point I have so many ailments from inaction it's not even funny.
Disc slipping/bulging everywhere in my spine causing agony and my muscles are close to if not already in stages of atrophy causing various weird painful sensations and issues one might not even expect.
Why am I like this…

I had one dream where I was certain I died and it was not fun. No thoughts, no sensation, yet somehow still aware. Aware but unable to process or experience. Contradictory. Painful. Not physically, but in some soul tearing way.
I don't want that again.

1d99

>>226927
>>228910
>>228912
>>228913
You gotta type it between square brackets [ ], no spaces.

roll [ 1d99 = 63 ]

congratulations

I cast fireball! [ 8d6 = 32 ]

>>228310
okay

Why remain within the Abrahamic framework if this is your belief?

>>228311
>God is evil because he allows free will and personal agency
Satanism is the ultimate brainrot, if they really are arguing this

god does a bunch of evil things like kill people but when he does it it's "divine providence" and it becomes objectively a good thing that we can't question

god told abraham to kill his child, for no reason, and as god's faithful servant, he didn't question it at any moment. he was perfectly willing to murder his child like every god-fearing person would. faith in god must be absolute, regardless of how his commands would sound like madness to any rational person.

there is no victory against an omniprescent, omniscient god. absolutely anything he says and does is unquestionable because he is god. a satanist recognizes this and accepts the futility of disobeying regardless. satanism is very similar to existentialism if we only replace God with eg. the cold indifference of the universe. is there a point in rebelling against god? no, but we'll do it anyway. smite me down, god, but i will not murder my child for you.

>>228916
i don't actually have a child obviously. that was rhetorical. thought i should make that clear

>>228902
But such discussion directly contradicts the subtitle of the board. Why can't anyone, wizard or otherwise, be allowed to have a single online space in which crabs and other whiny faggots aren't permitted to infect with their whining about succubi's sexual references? This board was made from the ground up to be a place free from that single subject.

>>228902
Au contraire this thread is proof that you can't.

>>228907
We aren't insulated from normie retardation. In fact I have to deal with it daily at work because my country has no
neetbucks.

>>228896
>id debate it, if it worked, but, i dont have time, money, and key word Privacy
Privacy? How come?

>>228891
>A soulless robot is arguably even worse.
I'd argue that it's in the execution. A VR overlay on a BJ device is the same as real sex, has greater potential for customisation and better than physics stimulation. No one is going to fuck a cream colored CRT monitor. I still think that building an MVP >>228886 would be something /pol/ worthy. Anything else is just vapor, not even vaporware. We've had "holodecks" for decades now so there's no point posting what-ifs into IBs and social media.

A lot of men would do better with robots than succubi. I think >>28870 is a robo-man.

>>228897
>>228898
>>228900
>>228905
>>228909
Normies FOMO-bomb each other and social media and dating apps dialed the aggression to 11. Most men are unattractive because they're FOMO traps.

This is the sexbot thread, maybe discuss the normfags on a normie discussion thread?

>>227908
>we gon have fembots and then we defeat the wahmen muhahaha
If you think they're going to make fembots for you, you're a complete oaf. Humanity is going to be a dairy farm in the future
>>>/lounge/322020

>>228879
I wish huuh I wish to get a job

>>228880
I hope you get the greatest job ever in human history ever, the best of the best jobs ever, the greatest jobs never thought of, trillionare paying jobs, jobs that makes billionares jealous, jobs that makes satan jealous! YOU SHALL GET THE GREATEST JOB IN EXISTENCE WIZARD!!!

>>228881
yes, you're right…I SHALL HAVE THE BEST JOB IN THE WORLD I'M READY LETS GOOOOOOOO !!!

>>224502
as I approached 30 I felt out of place and alone. Then I found this place and I felt much better. Welcome to the mage's guild.

>>228893
>mage's guild
Now Magicchan… that was a real place for mages…

>>228628
80% Blind Luck
I grew up in a trailer park, my dream of success was to live in a city and work in a big office with a shirt and tie.

I did that, it was fine, got boring and expensive, so I live in a small village now instead. Very seriously i'm starting to think it would be more cost effective from an ROI perspective to move to a trailer park.

Some dreams were installed in you through advertising; conditioning even. Others are - I think - subconscious signals for things you would like to try/experience one time.

My dreams - outside of work - were to eat enough food, read good fiction books and nap whenever I wanted; because living in a precarious environment where wild work shifts and home instability prevented any of that from happening made them so much more appealing.

All this to say, bad luck getting difficult dreams and bad luck getting dealt a hand that can't achieve them; some people get luckier.

Because you can do everything right and still lose, and do everything wrong and win because someone else lost and you were in the right place at the right time.

>>228648
Unfortunately, when I was in the right place and the right time in crypto, some special kind of fear over getting doxxed/framed/looneybinned over money kicked in. Even my memory decided to wipe away the name of the crypto forum.


Years later, I realized Bitcointalk is *the* forum I was at.

>>228786
This but bet against the US

life is full of get rich quick schemes that are basically scams. The biggest of all of them is the american dream. Look how many years you have to work on minimum wage to equal the worth of Elon Musk (oddly religious fags don't even think the universe is this old). In short, you gotta be rich to get rich.

Once you can acquire enough wealth to save (which is impossible since rent and food are structured that you can have no savings), you can try reading this book or blog.

https://thesimplepathtowealth.com/

The essential thesis is: Put all your money into a Vanguard Index Mutual Fund and don't freak out when the stock market crashes. This rest on the assumption that our wealthy will never let the US economy collapse. But right now it's the only place your money can ear a 10% interest rate. Since inflation is 4% practically putting your money anywhere else is burning it. The fucking 1% wealthy are getting so bad they're putting money into legos, jacking up the price on anything they can since they are scared of the impending economic apocalypse.

>>228895
>oddly religious fags don't even think the universe is this old

Had to get that Redditor barb in there.

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chan. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, I hate them

I hate when they feel welcome and feel they're at home, yeah I'm talking about normalfags on 4chad. if you tell them to fuck off, they'll insult you and use their I'm white therefore I belong here card, you can't tell them nothing

>>228796
>Teachers are not there to look good or entertain you
And the students aren't there to stroke the teacher's ego. If 90% of the students are snoring or lose focus when the teacher holds lecture. The teacher should just accept that he sucks and not bitch about feeling disrespected.

>>228799
Teachers are authority figures. You know what happens when you grow up and refuse to kiss ass as an adult right? Let teachers bitch. Nobody respects them especially not parents with children who can do no wrong.

>>228800
The problem I ran into was wanting to trying to jump through the hoops and play the game, only to still get treated like shit, so I stopped caring. All of the social norms for society that they tried to drill into us in school I ignored since I saw no point. And now in adulthood the ass kissers get their guilded cages like the loyal slaves that they are while the sociopathic morons actually get ahead through nepotism. Same thing with school, I tried to conform but was rejected by my peers and also punished for not following the pointless directions over time, while the same asshole students who disrupted class could get away with anything due to nepotism.

>>228804
huuuh but why are you here mister lainon?

>>228773
Moroccans in my country are infamous for dealing drugs and other criminal activity. It doesn't surprise me their country is a shithole.

>>228854
Low IQ coupled with aggression always leads to violent crime or drug dealing.

You look at immigrants like the Chinese, they work 16 hours a day in their own business, they put their second gen children into elite schools, they sacrifice their own life for their kids and grandkids to climb the social ladder.

It all comes down to predisposition and genetics. Some people are dumber and more violent than others genetically.

>>228860
That's why they're far more insidious. If all you had to deal with was low IQ, aggressive niggers, you'd still be in fine shape.

>>228860
It doesn't really matter, high civ people like asians and whites just move once these people start dominating the neighbourhood

>>228763
Sure, this shitty illness is hell (and similar conditions or even just symptoms by themselves) so if anyone can find some solace in my posts or at least finds them interesting then that’s cool with me, not like I have anything better to do anyways, first I’ll admit I’m not currently officially diagnosed but not due to a lack of trying, I’ve been trying to find what’s wrong with me for a good chunk of time now and sadly despite my various treatment periods with professionals (psychologists and psychiatrists) they always refuse to diagnose because “we should focus on treating symptoms” it’s a noble way of seeing it as some people can actually be worse if given a diagnosis but that’s not my case so it’s just annoying, anyways that could be different where you live or at least there might be someone specialized in PD’s maybe even Szpd specifically, with that little thing out of the way.

Anyways I suppose now I’ll talk about my own experience as someone who obviously has this shit since that’s probably what interests you, honestly this probably developed during my teenage years due to trauma, the generic things you know, the economy of my country went to crap so my largely “middle-class” life crashed down as we descended into almost poverty, my parents would fight constantly and sometimes badly, I had no escape, life felt meaningless, school felt meaningless, I started masking my pain away (dissociation and derealization kind of) while on school because I didn’t want people to know my home issues etc, due to all of that and more I developed a depression (like I mentioned in my previous post) and while I didn’t realize when I was younger I started developing some symptoms/traits of Szpd, so my depression (what for years I saw as my only issue) developed concurrently with the disorder or at the very least the symptoms, behaviors etc of the disorder (since there is the dimensional model from the ICD-11 where Szpd and the other PD’s don’t exist but rather their symptoms), if anything looking back those symptoms, probably developed before the depression because I can somewhat remember being really numb, apathetic and such before actually starting to experience depression, anxiety and eventually suicidal ideations, this makes sense too as it’s sometimes considered on the literature regarding Szpd that most people who develop it have a defense mechanism thaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>228768
Thanks for sharing all that! You say that you rarely feel anything, but you also say that you try to enjoy life. What do you do? Do you consume any media, play video games or read books? If so what kind? Do you force yourself to have a hobby? Do you feel excitement? I don't feel happiness or anything close resembling it but I can still get excited about some things.
Regarding "professionals" I never went to a psychologist because they can't help people like us. We are too messed up and never be normal. Therapy is designed for normal people, not for us.

>>228779
Hi fellow wizard, I’ll greentext your questions this time as to force myself to be more organized and therefore answer your questions on a better way (I do tend to ramble on text).

>You say that you rarely feel anything, but you also say that you try to enjoy life. What do you do? Do you consume any media, play video games or read books?
Indeed, even if I can’t really feel emotions I do somewhat enjoy some specific things, mind you it’s such a vague thing that I could easily stop and do nothing and it would be almost the same (and I sometimes do that), essentially I try to not let the apathy/anhedonia win since I do believe I might just end up developing another depressive episode if I allow it, that would be quite crushing.
Regarding what I do it’s mainly consuming media, daydreaming and sometimes writing (internet posts and overall journaling, this post is an example of that), those are the closest things I have to hobbies and I do get a vague sense of enjoyment or fun (I’m not even sure if it would count as an emotion vague as it is, might be more of a cognitive enjoyment), they’re at least a better way to burn time than just staring at the ceiling all day and can be interesting.
When it comes to my media consumption it’s mainly music, videos, manga, manhwa, manhua, videogames and that’s about it, I do sometimes watch anime or maybe a movie, same with reading books or light novels but it’s genuinely extremely rare, I need to be truly interested in the franchise/work to engage in those mediums, for example I do tend to rewatch Code geass every few years, and I did read LOTR, The Hobbit and the Silmarillion between 2024-2025.
>If so what kind?
I’m quite varied, though I do have specific genres or kinds that interest me more, when it comes to music I’ve always been drawn to pop, rock and electronic music, though due to my waifu (the love of my life and one of the few people I feel something for) it’s mainly Japanese, not like I don’t listen to music in English or Spanish (my native language) but she takes a precedent.
When it comes to written works I’ve always been able to enjoy most genres (expect shit like yuri, yaoi and such, I dislike homosexuality and find it distasteful) but I do have a preference for fantasy, martial arts (wuxia and xianxia), sci-fi and roPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all.


Avoid drinks that are designed to make feel the opposite of numb:
* coffee, tea, other sources of caffeine
* sugary drinks, other "fast carbs" drinks
* the concoction of the two above: energy drinks.

>>228857
100% agree. Everything ingestible that is not a whole food eventually fucks up your sleep schedule, heart, liver and brain.

I don't even drink daily coffee anymore, it's a rare dessert or treat.