/wiz/ - Wizardry

Has anyone here been able to astral project? I want to go make my own Avatar realm (last air bender not the blue fucks) and have fun being the avatar.

I DID IT BROS.
I FINALLY BECAME A WIZARD.
It's my 30th birthday today. I am officially a certified 30 year old virgin man in the peak of his virility. The road hasn't been easy, the feelings have been hard, the road has been pointless and the entire story tragic. However I managed to reach this far! No lukewarm loser vibes. I belong to something now. I belong to you. The real power is being yourself. I deserve living and that's what I'm going to do from now on. Fight on wizards, let the light cast off the darkness to oblivion.

Are there any bisexual wizards? I don't see any reason for us to reject them. But if they have partaken with other men, they are no longer wizards I'd say.

It also begs the question, what about transgender or non binary wizards?

"Virginity" is literally synonymous with "purity". I LOVE being a virgin, it's a source of pride. Losing your virginity is synonymous with permanently corrupting your soul. I hope I die a virgin. So WHY do normalfags see virginity as some serious character defect? Why do crabs think virginity is a nightmare? For me it's a dream come true. The thought of losing my virginity makes me burst into tears, it feels like I'm being raped. Virginity is the last vestige of innocence you have full control over, why would you EVER want to lose that?

My mom was an airhead who barely learned to read and write. She grew in poverty and she's obsessed with being poor and loves watching videos of people in extreme poverty. Despite all that she is a narcissistic cunt who thinks she's superior to everyone and loves to humilliate people every chance she gets. She got with my dad because she thought he was rich. No matter how much money she gets she tries to spend it all as soon as she gets it. As a kid, she constantly told me that she didn't love me and that I ruined her life, everytime my dad left the house she used to beat me. Everytime I'm around her, she makes sure to make hurtful comments, completely unprovoked, and loves to shame me in front of people. I know that part of my low self-steem is because of her. She always made me feel like I was worth nothing.

My dad was a musician that eventually became a moderately famous photographer for a national newspaper. He was a decent man when I was a kid, but eventually he started to beat my mom and me, he also kicked us out of the house plenty of times. His so called "fame" got the better of him and became a womanizer. He spent most of his money on succubi and came back home with nothing. That obviously caused more fights that always ended with me having to mop my mother's blood off the floor and having to call an ambulance to get her to the hospital. The beatings only caused my mom to resent me even more for "ruining her life". I was just an elementary school kid when all of these things happened and they continued to happen until I was 17. On top of that I was getting bullied at school, so I came back home from getting bullied to find my parents trying to kill each other.

Now almost a couple of decades later, I'm stuck with two aging parents who believe that I "owe" them for the hell they put me though. Needless to say, I hate them. And even though I feel some "love" for them as a son and know that I will cry them when they finally die. A part of me will find relief when that happens.

Am 47 and have been very clumsy all my life, nowadays i try to stay clear of things that can fall, i don't drive and avoid carrying babies from people who somehow wants me to hold them, I bump into everything and can't look people in the eyes and generally just don't know how to exist in a public setting, i also struggle too much with spatial directions, people think i am blind, and i always look sooooooooooooo awkward when someone tellls me the place of a certain object in the room using their fingers, i also can't understand people often times, they speak too fast and i too speak too fast they can't understand me.

It's completely fucking evil. I hate living in a world where it even exists, much less one where it's celebrated. It's something 99% of men do, they don't even think twice about it. I feel completely alienated from humanity because of this. Every time I read or hear something about it I get this pit in my stomach and a sense of impending doom. It used to give me panic attacks, but now it only fills me with unbridled rage.

You really only notice this on the most popular boards (which should tell you all you need to know) but it's always SEX this, MY GF that. Their favorite insult is "virgin". It's 4chan, that's literally the whole fucking point. It's especially ironic when they complain about "normalfags" but then brag about engaging in the single most normalfag activity there is. Notice how if you browse more niche boards this topic never comes up, it's simply irrelevant. Even on /a/ there's the whole notion of "3DPD" and admitting attraction to, much less EXPERIENCE with 3D whores gets you branded a "tourist". I'm so fucking tired of reading a completely unrelated thread and it inevitably devolved into "durrr this guy doesn't get LAID XD". Jesus christ, why can't they just fuck off back to plebbit with this shit. NO I'VE NEVER SEEN OR TOUCHED MUH EPIC BEEF CURTAINERINOS AND I NEVER WILL. FUCK YOU NORMALFAGGOT RETARD!!!

I'm honestly not sure if I'm just asexual at this point. My single biggest fear is sex with a succubus, even if I was explicitly offered it I would most likely decline. I do everything in my power to make sure I'm as unattractive as possible, on the off chance a succubus might be attracted to me, which I find deeply disturbing. Does anyone else relate?

What is it that makes them attract such a particular kind of man and allow them to spread the messages they do?
How have certain images, cultures, rationale, and atmospheres come to be synonymous with them?
Have they been beneficial to you, advantageous, or ruinous?
This is wizchan after all, among the final frontiers of this kind, so anyone here has probably experienced a tremendous share of imageboards of all kind everywhere, becoming a veteran of sort.