>>224139I really have to wonder what goes through the minds of succubi especially who carry their spawn for 9 months, give birth and then have to basically be attached to said spawn for a good 3 years minimum.
Then they proceed to do shit like this or worse…
The bribery with love and stuff you mention is something I also experienced later on.
My father came back and paid for all kinds of shit I never asked for to "reconnect", but I just can't undo what already is.
There is also this weird expectation attached that you should somehow forget what happened just because "here you go, now you get what you want so it should be fine"… I don't know how to describe it better.
Like even the things given are one sided and are not done so with the intent of making up, but to ease their own conscious.
To me it feels insulting. Worse then if they never reached out at all.
>And if I can't trust my own mother, then how can I trust anyone at all?This is one of the big issues I have as well. Even the psych (male) told me flat out they can't help me and I should consider embracing a hermit like lifestyle if I can.
If your behavior is completely rational, there is no talking you out of it and that's basically all they can do. Experiences and environment shapes the person.