/wiz/ - Wizardry

I am a slav from eastern europe so yes i hate being a 'slav', why couldn't i be born in a country with actual achievements like france, america, spain, italy or even korea
when i go outside my shithole and when some other people recognize I am from an irrelevant eastern European shithole they just have nothing to say and sometimes they look down at me.
god i hate being myself, at least Wizards and NEETs in other countries can take pride in being a certain nationality.

We were rejected by society
No one took us seriously
Invading our soul with humiliation
Hitting us harder than any kind of pain
They even tried to changed us
Religion, meds, "morality", propaganda
And even if they did, the truth is
we are and always will be
monsters
And as one, I may do my true purpose someday
Thought I would kill myself
I had enough of clowns in this world
I decided I should inflict my suffering on others
They'll get what they deserve

I feel like there needs to be a thread made about this. I know this has been talked about many times since 2016 but even then I think this topic is still very neglected because the consequences aren't noticeable on the entirety of Anime yet. There's just something really aggravating about low-status men loosing one of the few hobbies that they could actually enjoy to the very same normalfags and succubi who constantly treat us like dogshit 24/7 and make our daily lives a living hell. We all know the consequences that come with any hobby becoming popular among normgroid NPCs, they start pushing their shitty status-quo bs on it. I'm honestly convinced that by the end of this decade Anime will never have that same feeling as it always did, it'll just become another soulless mainstream form of entertainment to appeal to normalfags. Start expecting chad and his succubi gf to start bragging about going to watch an anime to their NPC social sphere like they do with their shitty MCU movies along with whores cosplaying as your waifu to sell her nudes on the internet to some orbiters (which is already happening to a certain extent). Some oldfags may argue that Anime declined long time ago, and while that's debatable I will say that Anime still retains a very unique feeling to it that is void in the majority of other watchable entertainment and low-status men are the ones that keep and preserve it that way. Mark my words, Anime will be completely unrecognizable around by the end of this decade. Maybe someone can articulate this better than I can but that's the best way I can put it.

Should I make a tulpa?

I'm thinking about making a one but there are some things preventing me:
>if I make a tulpa I go from weird to super weird
>it takes a long time and I probably give up anyway
>it seems cruel to rip another soul from the void
>she might not even become my gf

Any wizards have experience with this?

This is the sort of thing that could very well benefit several anonymage fellows here. Let's be honest, the real world is horrible and probably tends to get worse, but the proposal here is not to explore the limits of imagination just as an escape valve from reality, it is more than that. It is likely that wizards, or at least most of us, have considerable creative potential and I would like to go further, I would like to know where we can go with all this. Back in the day when I was younger, I used to create characters and worlds of my own, but the aesthetic part was always more difficult, as it only depended on my mind because I don't know how to draw well, so my options ended up being very limited. Improving the aspect of three-dimensional visualization would be interesting, but I also sin when it comes to building the personality of the characters. I've tried almost everything, but I still can't imagine detailed objects for a long time. Do you guys think this kind of skill can be acquired over time? how much of you engage in this kind of thing?

I have some nieces and nephews in school now, and it amazes me how vilified videogames are. When I was in school there were these sorts of Puritanical crusades, but it was rap music or Southpark and the like. It's amusing to see the older generation fall into being the Puritans they used to hate.

It's also got me to think about videogames a lot, because I used to think it ruined my life, but now seeing the next generation having to deal with this Puritanical crusade, it's made me think about how videogames impacted me. I came from an alcoholic (like "regularly see her passed out in the kitchen floor" in the morning as I went to school alcoholic) mother's household, and I think videogames were what was holding me together. And looking back at other kids with similarly broken households, they all chose different vices; and although I haven't gone far in life, they've done fuckall and are in way, way worse straights. Of course, the ones without broken households probably did the chad drug-use life, but they were psychologically able to get away with it because their homelife wasn't a mess; but I'm not talking about those kids. What I'm talking about is–if what you have to work with dealing with a broken household–then videogames is the preferable vice.

I recall an acquaintance and his brother in High School who I came to realize that he had a really shitty home life. I knew he played a lot of games and his brother was a stoner. It was really interesting seeing how their lives completely diverged simply due to their vice of choice.

If I didn't sink days into Civilization II alone, I probably would've been even worse off trying to pretend my way into being an alcoholic. That, and at least I learned something while playing Civ II (I learned more world history from that game than I did High School, that's for sure). That brings me to another point because I'm not even sure if I buy the argument that they're always a negative. When you're playing games, at least you're actively engaging, thinking, doing something. Yeah, sure, call them escapist fantasy lands; but when some kid spends his time reading to enter and escapist fantasy land, you're O.K. with that all of a sudden, even when that was the point of your complaint just a moment ago? We entertain the notion that other forms of art engage the mind into a higher realm of challenge and existence, but not games? Regardless, though, even if they are a negative, Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

What was the saddest stuff that you've passed through because you're a wizard?

Do you feel like things would go any differently for you if you were allowed to re-try your life?
I'm not so much thinking about the gimmicky stuff you can do in these scenarios like buying five thousand bitcoin for 50 cents each, just being allowed to make different small, day-to-day decisions based on remembering the first attempt. Would you be any better off or would it all go the same for you?

I think people have these fantasies a lot, but I personally really don't know if I would actually be able to do anything differently. It'd be nice to know in advance how lazy and negligent my parents were, but on the other hand most of the self-defeating behavior in my life has come from personality patterns I've never been able to change, and I'm not sure I would be able to stop them from developing all over again.

The lowly intelligent are soulless. They are a corruption in earth meant to destroy the literal world/nature. They are a semi sentient hive_mind of an extra dimensional source interconnected, now you know And now they know! careful.

There was a spectacular thread not so far ago. Some wizard shared his wisdom. I saved a lot but not everything. Here is a couple of threadshots.
I hope someone here have it all.

In a search of wisdom while rotting in rut.