>>226298Yes, I agree with you. I've simply given up. Honestly, I have an elderly mother who feeds me and works for a living wage in my third-world country. When she dies, I'll be homeless or sent to an insane asylum (but I'll hang myself). I've already resigned myself to this. I spent a long time looking for work, trying to "get a couple of things done a day" or just somehow cope with life. But I realized that fighting is pointless; you can't defeat a system that's rigged against you (you can suffer from hunger and the like, it doesn't care, just like the normies do). I live in a small town and have a bad work history (I worked at the lowest levels when I was younger), but now, due to my health, I can't even do that (I haven't worked for over 3 years, and in fact, I've only worked for 2 years my entire adult life, since I'm 28). Plus, I live in an Eastern European country where you only need $500 a month to survive. My only chance is a $250 job at best. So why change anything? It's time to just accept that we're all going to die.
But I heard a good joke about a guy who's going to be beheaded tomorrow, and he decides to play sports in his cell. When asked "why?" he replies that he just likes sports. I realized the same thing about myself. I'll just spend the time I have free time enjoying myself. I don't have money for hobbies, so I'll just do what I have time for. And I advise everyone to do what they enjoy, because we're all going to die anyway. We're all going to die. We just have to accept that we're losers.