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 No.215438[Reply]

if you're a third worlder wizard living in a first world country, you may post here.
>How much do you struggle in life there?
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 No.215469

>>215444
I have native ancestry, not full blooded european.

 No.215470

I can't imagine how bad it can be for the third world wizards considering how not pretty the things are in the second world.

 No.215474

>>215440
im a first worlder i do know because i was homeless for a long time and had no protection. the drunken people did come and threatening violence against me, its very scary laying on the ground very badly injured and they are many of them drunk with a vehicle yelling at you. i didnt do anything only trying to lay down in pain. nobody would help me i begged hospitals social services nothing. i know. i dont have access to resources that first worlders do because i cant access them being extremely disadvantaged and disabled and dont have people that can advocate for me. when you are alone the world will eat you up alive if you arent lucky to have all the normal things. if i had a working body you cannot imagine how much amazing my life would be i wouldnt even care about being homeless i would be in state of bliss everyday it would be so amazing.

i would love to live in a third world with a working body and a family we can suffer together and have nothing together. i suffer alone. my access to resource and material things is lower than third world. i even did live in condemned place taken advantage of, extreme abuse and neglect, police not helping me because they're lied to, no advocates, social and mental health services not helping a disabled autistic man because no advocates and actual criminals doing hard drugs and alcohol are playing the police and doctors lying. then when i film it they dont help me and i end up homeless the next day. i called the police when the people were tryying to kick my door down, they were locked out of the property by a big gate by the people. then they call back and apologise they were locked out. they had a duty of care didnt even respond, they could have easily walked around the gate though, and up to the property but who cares about disabled people that are being attacked.

the place i lived in there was a shed, no building codes, rats piss and shit in the roof and living up there nests., that is my drinking and bathing water. its also all infected with mould. i payed rent there, i was stranded too in remote area injured myself trying to get to doctor appointments to travel physically to the nearest bus.

the people at the very bottom in first world have it a lot worse than many people in the first world, but obviously the people at the very bottom in the third world they have it worse still. being Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.215475

>>215474
sorry i meant in last paragraph to say third world sometimes when said first world. my brain is not working great right now. it does better toward end of the day. i also have extreme nausea and hope i dont throw up soon it may be because i havent eaten for several days anything

 No.215477

>>215475
how did you recover?



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 No.215360[Reply]

So, I'm entering my 30s soon as NEET, what thing should I look out for to maximize my comfort and lower te probability of problems as I become a more older NEET? So, what wisdom older NEET can share with us?
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 No.215405

>>215403
Real pilled

 No.215406

>>215403
you were a hobbo? how did you came back to society?

 No.215407

when things got to the point where my back was so bad i could no longer feed or look after myself, i moved from the tent in the bush, to sleeping on the streets outright. the tent was good because it was in deeper bush, you had to risk danger there are highly poisonous snakes that can kill you there are also many ticks and i was bitten dozens of times, so people did not go there and i could leave a few personal items there, some clothes. use camo tent colors, hide with branches, people cannot see even when looking at it from 30m away. sleeping place. i did join a gym and would use a facecloth to wash with and dry with in total, then hang it on trees or shrub somewhere and pick it up later. sometimes for clothes i have to wash them in the shower with me then take and go in bush and hide it to dry somewhere or walk for an hr in the morning wearing it dry on me. ticks made getting in and out of tent difficult as ticks they do wait for you to get out of tent and drop down from tent entrance. i had to study them. in my tent incapacitated while my mind going over the horror of my situation, total outcast pariah from society sent to the wilderness to die, a modern socrates actually.

i had very close encounters with snakes, had to carry snake bite kit. did get many tick bites, and in the area there was a person that took it upon themselves, to keep me awake all night blowing a whistle several times an hr, just because i was a homeless person in the area. they did work at a local football field near the bush, and did 24/7 watch this facility, well they knew i was in the bush near there, keep me awake, make me move. really all it did was make my back injury and then i had to stay there longer. i tried to clean up the field and nearby area with garbage bags, after all the normans did pollute it, to humble myself thinking maybe they would see i'm no a bad man, and leave me alone, they didnt.

eventually so injured have to push myself around with shopping trolley it was the only way i could move around. the injur got worse over months, i did try get help multiple times from hospital, none took me too hard basket. i believe they expected me to kill myself and they would hide from consequences because i'm nobody. while on street i slept on air bed under a 1st story carpark. i met disabled vet and a mentally ill female. females arent suited for this life and her condition deteriorated very quickly, she made life difficult for me and my veteran schizobro, Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.215408

>>215403
>>215407


sorry for you, hope you make it.

As for edgy teens. yea, theres real homeless. sounds real fun eh.

lesson to me to take away is dont be homeless. i know my fake family would not help me or take me in. id either aim for a trailer home is some sad town in a sad poor state. if i cant make that work, a room for rent. And stay on my best behavior for rest of my life. i curse myself everyday for ever lettin end up homeless be a possibility

 No.215456

>>215403
>>215407
>>215408
Thats how I always envisioned it being like for apprentices and wizards. Just non-stop suffering and further dehumanization. Commendable you managed to keep your faith throughout all that. Your posts won't go to waste, I promise that.
> i did all the coping strategy, mental health tricks, biology hacks, every single thing they say to do i did, i did it all, some of it really works you owe it to yourself to try
What kind of things worked and did not work for you? That's actually fascinating. I seriously doubt CBT can convince your life is awesome when you just got mugged by some crippled methhead and you're sleeping under a bridge.



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 No.215297[Reply]

In less than a year I will be a bonafide wizard and I have already started to feel at peace I feel great all the sadness and worries of my mid 20s are melting away. I love this new state of mind. What other powers come with wizzardship? One minor one is the general sexual disinterest in porn and the succubus that pass me by.
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 No.215342

The older you get, the less desirable you become to succis, the more freedom you feel. Makes sense to me friend

 No.215359

>>215342
A lot of delusional normies think "men age like fine wine" and start hitting on 17-somethings. They think just because they saved up a few hundred K from wageslaving all succubi in the world want them.

When they get creepshamed they lash out and say society is corrupt and succubi have been 'ruined'.

What they fail to realize is they're old and decrepit, it would take billions for such a financial arrangement to work. Nobody likes them physically.
Even with billions, the only succubus who would agree to this is a jaded desperate third world succubus who has been completely defeated by life and just wants out of poverty fast.

I'm 52 myself and have no delusions about my desirability which is on the level of a bag of rocks. I physically cringe when 70-75 year old retirees with big pensions genuinely harass and try to hit on succubi 50 years their junior who just run away or try to get away from the situation without a word.

99,9% of fertile succubi prefer good looking 20-35 year old men (key word goodlooking, not just any man from that bracket) not a 67 year old retiree no matter whether he has 2 or 3 million dollars in his Roth IRA account.
Some guys just don't understand the train has long left the station and desperately try to cling on and become very creepy.

 No.215390

>>215359
Unironically I am a good looking man just have been a sperg my entire life with barely an interest in succubi besides boobs and ass in the mid 20s I just could never figure out how to talk to them and I was too polite just to pump and dump them even though I had many chances now that I'm here I have no more interest. It's weird and uplifting at the same time. What does it mean my response looks automated? Screw you I'm speaking from the heart.

 No.215404

>>215324
This isn't cope, this is acceptance. He is free, no desire no pain.

 No.215422

>>215404
It was an addition to >>215323.
Coping and bluepilled dude is >>215311 >>215319 >>215322



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 No.214068[Reply]

Any other wizards kind of hate these creatures? Normies seem to love them more than anything, and they don't even seem to mind the loud, incessant barking these fucking creatures make 24/7.
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 No.215341

I find most cat men are effeminate weirdos. I'm not macho by any means but cat guys seem to go out of their way to be cringe

 No.215344

>>215341
>I'm not macho by any means
>"cringe"
Figures!!!

 No.215345

>>215344
Go on. I'm listening!

 No.215376

as i posted elsewhere i hate dogs with an absolute hatred, if it were my choice it would take a 4 year degree in animel psych just to apply to own one…
i have never met a dog lover that wasn't mentally ill and desperate for affection/companionship…
its weird i get along wonderfully with wolves and coyote's but civilized dogs absolutely hate me and try to attack me every day…
i have sat right next to some of the most vicious creatures on the planet, we get along just fine…
but dogs are insane…
i had a ranger in one of the parks just about faint when a full grown bison bull walked up to me and licked my ear (40 some years ago) i just rubbed back against him and we were instant friends…
but dogs for some dammed reason HATE me…
go figure…

 No.215380

>>214068
Ironically the kind of dogs that bark a lot are usually bothered by sound, they hear better than us.



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 No.215298[Reply]

So, ex-NEETbros, how did you do it? I need to work ASAP, but I don't know how to do it, I'm almost 2 years out of workforce, need advice on how to proceed to reenter and became a wagie again, I will miss my NEET free time, but life come fast at me and need working, so, any successful ex-NEET that become a well off wagie can help me here?
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 No.215302

>I'm almost 2 years out of workforce
Then how did you do it the first time around?
>[b]HATE MY WAIFU[/v]
What did she do to you? If anything she probably helped you through these ordeals of yours. Fucking monster.

 No.215304

why would you want to go back?
it's like going back to being a peasant after 2 years of being a king

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 No.215309

>>215301
Yes, look at the wagie thread on DEP, some wiz did in fact become a well off wagie, not rich by any means, but not poor either.

 No.215379

Also being forced to slave again soon. I haven't held a traditional job in ages, IDK what to even put on a resume at this point. That is my main fear holding me back. They will ask for references, who the fuck do I give them? What do I tell them when they ask what I've been doing for the past 15 years? I suppose I will lie and embellish and hope it works but I hate having to be faced with such a prospect.



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 No.212669[Reply]

I'm sure many of you have struggled with various forms of fear and anxiety. How have you coped with it? I'm especially interested in situations where you have a GREAT opportunity if you can fight through fear, or situations where doing what you're afraid of is the moral move.

Have any of you used alcohol to help, and what was your experience? Would you recommend it?

I have a difficult social interaction I have to get through soon and I've deeply considered drinking for weeks, but I've decided to just do it sober, fear and all. But there's a problem - just because you've chosen to do something, it doesn't always guarantee that you'll muster the courage to do it. Fear can paralyze you.
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 No.215318

>>214118
>i think 20% of your 'mind' is subjective and controlled by you directly
>yourself controlling yourself
This makes no sense to me

 No.215321

>>215318
because it's just blabbering from someone who doesn't understand determinism

 No.215325

>>212673
there are various levels of drinking
also what poeple
i'm a hikki no one is there to judge me

 No.215352

>>212669

No, alcohol is shit. I had this problem with checking my (physical) mail. Like, an overwhelming fear of bad news being delivered or people being mad at me. It was like running into a physical wall of fear the closer I got to my mailbox.
Tried alcohol, it did not help with this, it turned out to just be another way of escapism/avoidance. Only thing that worked was repeated, regular exposure - getting used to it. I check my mail when I go out for grocery shopping now.

 No.215354

>>215325
>also what poeple
Did you even bother to read the OP?



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 No.215284[Reply]

Wizardry is literally just viewing the world through a symbological lens and applying it practically under the guise of being 'magic.'

Example: "Succubi are Evil" as an assumed misogynistic generality is just a synthesis of etymology with astute observation.

["succubus - late Middle English: from medieval Latin succubus ‘prostitute’, from succubare, from sub- ‘under’ + cubare ‘to lie’."]

The succubus is an essence-stealer; it does not matter what her gender is because on a BASE level the words UNDER & LIE have negative connotations. Archaic colloquial term for succubus 'Paramour' is more evident, lit. "Illicit Swamp" aka BITCH PUSSY STANK! Pee-Yew Nigga! Eve lied by distorting Satan's truth to Adam → succubi corrupt institutionally without direct assumption of power → Able-bodied men become paradoxically 'soft' after settling DOWN with duplicitous harlots.

"She plays boys like a game of cards." Emphasis is not upon the play but the intent of it, to CHEAT an otherwise fair game. Subversion of the role of Tarot, inequality as egalitarian ideology, turning mysticism into MUH WICCA 4K HD makeup tutorial. "Goth GF" as a reactionary aesthetic instead of post-tradition, both fantasies, both abused by succubi. Red and Black are the same color if you squint, succubi have black blood before & after menstruation / pregnancy → Abortion / "Let me kill my baby!" = siphon the tar out so I can absolve myself from a self-fulfilling conflict → "Struggle session" as feminine succubus bastardization of war, famine, strife, once again turning man's own nature against him.

Eden was the dream snuffed out by Nightmare Cunt. Snake Coils = succubus's Embrace. Ergo, true misogyny is fear of XX Chromosome and all its derivatives (you know what this alludes to). THE ZOHAR IS SCARIER THAN ANY HORROR PICTURE.

Poison & Potion are the same thing. In Soviet Russia succubus drink from you and make you sick. Potare is a 2ND-PERSON imperative/indicative therefore even in a dominant role the man is a submissive. Potare also can mean PRUNE as in cut off branches as in CASTRATION. A serpent only constricts, a succubus finishes the job. Pure femininity is a fang, a knife, a dagger, eyes bleeding black. Add another X to "XX Chromosome" and well, you know the rest…

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 No.215286

schizo thread rambling



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 No.214151[Reply]

Like, how your daily life?

I'm NEET recluse, rarely go out and mostly stay online, watch anime, read manga or play games.
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 No.215018

the last time i left the house for anything besides taking out the garbage or getting the mail was late october. there's just nothing out there for me, and it's all too expensive anyway.

 No.215052

>>214151
I am nearing the limit of what one can handle. And it's all because of money. And I can get money because I am all fucked up inside. It's a loop I don't think I can break

 No.215205

>>214472
Wish I could do like you but I'm an OCD freak with a health obsession so I walk outside one hour a day even tho looking at normalfalgs mentally drain me.

 No.215234

>>215052
>And I can get money because I am all fucked up inside.
I guess you mistyped "can't".
Well, if you are "all fucked" up, that's a chance for you to get NEETbux. Start researching about it.

 No.215283

>NEET on welfare
>Never go outside
>Never engage in any form of visual media nor read books
>Browse random shit online
>Play with my dog
>Occasionally talk to my only friend online
My existence is utterly boring but I'm content.



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 No.215227[Reply]

Nearly every spiritual current in history describes resisting temptation as the main trait that distinguishes a good person from a bad person, high spiritual value compared to animalistic mediocrity. It is a struggle that every single human must deal with and, ultimately, it is what ends up defining a person – on Earth and beyond.

While this struggle is as old as time, we are living in a time of “weaponized” temptation, scientifically crafted to make us weak, unhealthy, unstable, and demoralized.

Some are constantly tempted by garbage processed foods that are purposely addictive yet destructive to their health. Others cannot help but ogle succubi on social media and porn sites, to the point that they’ve become debilitated. Others are obsessed with social media likes, comments, and online validation and cannot help but constantly check on them. Others spend enormous amounts of time winning video games while losing in life. Others need to consume opioids, cocaine, and other narcotics just to make life bearable.

All of these temptations have one thing in common: They were purposely engineered to activate the reward center of the brain and to release “feel good” hormones such as dopamine. Over and over again.

None of these things are natural and all of them trick our brains into thinking we are doing something good while it’s the exact opposite. Instead of achieving great objectives through hard work, sacrifice, and delayed gratification, society trains us to seek quick and easy dopamine hits that provide temporary pleasure … followed by a nasty down … followed by the urge to seek more dopamine.This nefarious cycle is turning us into weak individuals. And that’s what they want.
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 No.215248

Self discipline equals freedom in someways, because with self discipline you actually have true will to choose what you want.

 No.215251

>>215239
If I were a mod I would ban all religious idiot braindeads like you.

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 No.215262

>>215251
Then perhaps it is best that you are not a mod

 No.215276

>>215227
thank you captain obvious for this enlightening sermon on modern life



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 No.215240[Reply]

Anyone else have tooth problems and are scared shitless over it? Currently I can't chew with any part of my mouth or I'll get a tooth ache, but I have no money for any dental work…


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