/wiz/ - Wizardry

What do you guys think about this:


Barely surviving an attack, at the hands of about 25 gypsies, in front of my own house no less, my car vandalized. .. where do I find myself years later?
Accused of attempted murder and sentenced to 6 years in prison for defending my own life, I will not accept this murderous joke at my expense that is passed for justice in this failed state.
Do not begrudge my choice beloved, for I want to keep my honor and sanity, even if the price is high.
This path is not what I wanted, but the alternative they set out for me was far worst.
To be humiliated and mocked in their show trial of a circus wile their shit skin masters gloat over the spectacle, that is worst then death.
My small pleasure lays in letting them dance at the sound of lies and deceit. For each other, how comical they must look, without me to witness such villainous travesty of justice.
Let the filthy rats dance in their holes, animated by their gypo masters strings, in the dark that spawned them, far from my eyes.
Looking upon them, being forced to stand close to those mad twisted abominations would be a pain far greater then a human soul can stand.
And remember, no mater what any would say, this is not about revenge, this is about justice, the only justice they left for me.
I sacrifice all for justice, and hope others will open their eyes and if noting more, they will be warned.
What they do with my warning is up to them.

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As for you my honeymoon, you have been my best friend, my crush, my love, everything I cherish most lays within you and as long as there is a part of me alive I will love you. You were everything I could have ever wished for.
Though my body may decay in the country of romania, my spirit guards my lover in the west.

>>160673
A bunch of current politics shit. Not sophisticated or well-written at all. Last part is the worst one; good writer will never use the word "crush" to describe something/someone they love and the whole paragraph smells kinda crabby.
If that was written by you I'd recommend you to read more actual books and less meme pages for alt-right.

>>160673
sorry this happened to you dude

>>157547
Thanks for making me feel in Wizardchan, wizzy.

>>158154
Like us? Speak for yourself.

>>157615
Today I had just come out of a depressed episode. Happened again. About a month ago my neighbor was taking down these massive trees on the edge of my garden. Since the trees were so old they had junk in them ( old fence, old fence wire ) and the neighbor put some of the junk in my garden and didn't take it away. I thought whatever that sucks but I will get rid of it, turns out at the exact same time my other neighbor had some plastic stuff blow out of his garden in to my garden. It looked old so I didn't think much of it. So his plastic building stuff was in the junk I got rid of, so today he talks to me and says that some plastic stuff must have blown in my garden. I'm 99% sure it's the stuff I threw away and I bet it was worth a lot of money, but now I have to tell him or lie which will unravel. As an anxious person that's not easy. THE DAY I COME OUT OF A DEPRESSED EPISODE THAT HAS LASTED SINCE MY LAST POST. These constant absurd small things that happen just in time to fuck with me, I hate it. Even if it's insane I cannot escape the feeling that I'm being punished.

>>158190
Happened again. The day I come out of a depressed episode and clean the house, after I finish cleaning the kitchen the washing machine starts making an awful noise. I know from last time it's the propellor. The hose to empty the water didn't let any out, I open it, dirty water goes everywhere on the floor. There is some coins in there and thick string tied around it, so I spent 25 minutes untying and cutting this string as I sit on wet towels soaking up the water. I do it after much frustration and lean on a box to stand up, the box shatters and I fall to the ground fucking my wrist. So I lay there in dirty water staring at the ceiling. I just get sent back to a kid thinking that this is a horrible truman show.

>>158542
Happened again. Today I did 6 hours of gardening because I felt better after being unable to since my last post, I lay down in the heat struggling to get to sleep, I hear a really loud wind and squeaking noise at 1am. It sounds like someone is dying or choking. I ask what the hell that is and actually my brother crushed his deodorant can in the footrest of his chair and this giant pierced can filled the entire house with the fumes. It smells everywhere even with the windows open and I can barely get to sleep because of the smell. Every time stupid shit fucking happens. Stop this show, just stop the show already.

while I was teen, I had this feelings. Like I have been living in some sort computer simulation. Weirs things were happening to me back then. That's why

>>157370 Same. Somehow this world all seems orchestrated around me. All seems pre-destined with no escape possible. Everyone is a mechanical piece in the machine that pushes me forward. Synchroniciies happen to me often. For me these are glitches in the machine giving me hints that all of this is just a big piece of software running on pre-described parameters. I don't know if this makes any sense at all. If I take this theory to its ultimum then you will all react (or not) as per the program that I seem to be the centre of.

>>160714
kudos to you for doing that, but I dont think Id want to do it at that terminal a stage, where it seems like more of a medical issue

>>160714
>volunteer
Why? Seems like a waste of time.

>>160718
well that begs the question of what would be worthwhile use of time.

>>160719
Anything other that giving others free labor.

>>159454
It depends on the old person. My family has a rampant christfag minister for one grandpa. The other shits on me for having poor career success when he drove trucks for the military for a living. There's also one more reasonable man and I've had mostly positive experiences with older people.

At the end of the day it's still another human being, you will still be rolling the dice as to whether they'll be reasonable or irredeemable garbage.

>>160699
>I hope this is just something you feels on the first week, and I can get through it soon.
hahaha…

Yeah, I also had to drop the NEET life, I’m back at Uni now. It’s a bit frustrating and overwhelming, they give these unorthodox assignments that don’t really have much to do with anything and require a lot of creative input which make me feel like in kindergarten art classes. I’d rather just do ordinary tests and be done with it. The profs and students also make a shitload of factually incorrect statements and offer no correction. And I mean every single fucking day, it just feels useless when you go to an institution where you’re supposed to learn but it’s actually filled with a bunch of people spreading misinformation and miscorrecting you on things you aren’t actually wrong about. Also I’m treated like a pariah as usual, so I’m just keeping as quiet as possible.

>>160703
Learn to keep your mouth shut around normies. They can never understand you, so just nod and agree with whatever is prevalent. Do your fucking homework or whatever and graduate. As a uniwiz, my life is a fucking hellhole. Having to deal with normies is sapping the fuck out of my life energy and makes me want to die. I really did not know that solitude was this blissful and crucial to me. I really regret taking solitude and not having to deal with people granted. Don't make the same mistake I did and get cocky. We are all very fragile and our life situation always hangs on a slim thread.

>>159869

working at a pharmacy , a literal hell here

>>160701
>pic
I see you

>>160342
high octane autism

>>160314
Also, here is an autistic guy who makes videos and also co-hosts a podcast with, IIRC, a therapist who specializes in ASD. I'm not really into his work (seems more like a redditor than a wizard), but he is smart and eloquent and has developed a following. I believe he works a minimum wage job in Canada, despite being some sort of engineer. So he is not one of these guys with a super mild case of ASD going on about how autism is a super power and all that.

>>160314
wtf? you can get disability for autism? I've always read people getting denied because it wasn't enough

>>154534
succubi probably dont get diagnosed with it as much because they can just sit there and not say anything, not make eye contact, and she will just be a "shy" succubus. A succubus would have to act up really badly for her patents to bring her to a doctor and say something is wrong. Even if they can tell she has autism or at least on the spectrum somehow, its more passable with succubi.

>>160342
Her level of autism is interesting, and it seems to me, not really discussed all that much in the media. They usually seem to show either adults who aren't toilet trained or married computer scientists who are a little quirky.

Her verbal IQ is in the high 130s, but some of the other areas of her IQ results are, IIRC, in the 60s and 70s. Then, on top of that, factor in how her 24/7 anxiety and OCD further inhibit daily functioning. Her verbal skills to some extent hide her very real problems with meeting the requirements of day to day life. There are much worse problems to have in this world, but this is still a recipe for severe frustration and maybe even despair. Luckily she's in England rather than being forced to fend for herself in a more unforgiving country.

>>160241
Lottery fantasies seems more acceptable

>>160076
Why is the cat called Tablescraps?

>>160243
MOST LIKELY BECAUSE ITS WHAT HE HAS TO EAT ALL THE TIME!
POOR KITTY…

How can I make a little money with minimal effort without wageslaving?

I have a PIP assessment coming up soon and I'm trying to get it so I can move out and find my own place (need assisted living and PIP makes that happen in the UK).

What's other wizzies experiences with moving out?

>>160348
Imagine being so pea-brained as to believe that you can reduce the causes of complex psychological states to something like excessive wanking. All of these supposed positive changes could be attributed to a simple psychological placebo caused by the hyped up expectations, like 'your world suddenly becoming beautiful'.

You have to be a seriously deranged masturbator for NoFap to cause any kind of actual meaningful psychological reorganization.

>>160370
>You have to be a seriously deranged masturbator for NoFap to cause any kind of actual meaningful psychological reorganization.
Not that I want to advocate nofap, but people who frequent places like wizchan tend to be pretty excessive masturbators.

I think a lot of us don't have friends because we're embarrassed about the state of our life and suspicious that people might pretend to be our friends to exploit us. That's generally why I don't go out of my way to try to make friends, and only give basic courtesy when others initiate interactions with me. I think my nervous smile gives off the impression I'm not comfortable even though I am not outwardly hostile so that people realize to not press too much

>>160348
>go on le nofap fourms
>90% are relapse posts
rofl

>>156996
my last one totally nailed me but I Think it was just lucky guess he had from previous patients
also as >>160200 says
>will make you feel like absolute shit

I dont know why some feel like it beneficial to push you to the brink of collapse while you already feel like shit

>>144063
wrong

>>157789
Most of them have "off the street" programs where you can get a guaranteed attempt at their assessment & selection course in your contract (others require you to have served for a few years first, and/or be a certain rank before you can try out). You still have to meet all of the necessary prerequisites & go through all of your initial training/screenings before you get to the selection course. Often times, but not always, assuming you didn't already get it in your contract, you get offered the chance to volunteer to go to selection at some point during your initial training.

Frequently (but not always), the contracts are set up in such a way that if you fail, whatever branch you're in gets to do whatever the fuck they want with you, which generally means getting stuck in a shitscrubber job (this is half the reason these contracts exist, since the overwhelming majority of people are going to fail selection–it's basically an open contract). If you fail, but not by quitting, they'll typically at least put you in infantry (depending on the branch) rather than making you a cook or whatever. If you fall out due to injury, you'll generally get the chance to try again.

I'm actually going to be talking to a recruiter tomorrow. I wanted to join years ago, but basically got afraid and backed out. Now that I've grown a bit older and have seen the horrors of life, I feel that I have no other choice. They might finally turn me into someone that I can love

>>160156
why would anyone with a sane mind join amerimutt military unless they are poor?

>>160414
early retirement

>>159789
>>159804
We're talking about weed here, I know sellers who've been caught with more then a pound (in ounce bags divided up even) and slapped with probation. It's more or less legal in the United States, the rewards greatly outweigh the risks. It's decriminalized in the majority of the states here; the absolute worst case scenario legally would be 6 months for distributing and selling. I'm willing to risk 6 months of freedom to make $5000/month, easily. Every month I do this I'm saving myself 625 hours of labour that a wageslave would do. I own a home now, have a vehicle and have money set aside through family in case anything goes awry. I have zero intention to work and this is how you escape neetdom when you have no one else to rely on and the government won't give you disability; although I'm still trying to get on disability myself.

>>159844
Something tells me you're not a wizard.

On what scale? Stealing a tall boy cause I am shaking with withdrawal?¿
Like top level of a racket or a ponzi scheme? Pillage.. rape.. blackmail.. oppress.. deny.. execute? DNM Administrator or literal government hitman at a prison? Which is worse? The latter is legal..! Thats what they did 2000 years ago.. how archaic.. the old sentence to death at a corrupt citizens' court..

>>159847
>rape
Imagine not being a wizard

>>158833
I think what op is saying is that that's the whole appeal. To be a simple brute, a man of action that doesn't consider the consequences or the possible outcomes. He just does it.

>>155841
It's not just imageboards. Everything is just going to get worse and worse. The one saving grace of imageboards is the fact that you are still anonymous. Even with new demographics, there are still those like myself (25+) on image boards because there's nothing else for people like us online. Sometimes, you can find some decent threads from time to time.Otherwise, the only reason I even use imageboards still is because the alternative is significantly worse.

> how do you still manage to enjoy imageboards when more than 90% of the population is obviously underage or just slightly above the threshold?

Move to boards with slightly less preponderance of it. Going from 4pol to 8pol helped, but I'm a fish out of water resorting back to halfchan now that it's down. Fucking MLPOL is more adult by comparison.

I don't anymore. This summer I mostly stopped browsing imageboards. For the most part it's not real.

Take the website crab.crab

Do you really think the person who has posted, over 4000 times, "I want a qt loli catgirl to friendzone me" is really a crab?

No, of course not. It's mostly bored 14 year olds (I hope they're early teens, anyway).

The internet is like if the one shitty person you knew growing up, who always linked to goatse, now was every person on the internet but now it includes everyone on their phone to make it even worse.

>>160378
>Going from 4pol to 8pol helped
Cringe

I don't actually because I no longer dwell on the fact I'm a social outcast. To be honest a lot of people here are on the autistic spectrum, severely depressed, or have a physical disability or other mental disorder. Maybe I am some of those things too, but no longer stronger identify with either of those crowds. My 20s were about making incremental improvements to my life by finding out what makes me happy. Only now that I'm hitting my mid 20s am I seeing results of that. In either case it's time consuming and posting on wizchan is often counter productive because people here have a different outlook on like. Maybe that's an age thing, I'm not sure.