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 No.186035[Reply]

For the last 10 years, I have been researching the nature of our reality, who or what controls our society from the shadows, and more importantly what actually happens when the physical body dies and the soul leaves the body. Do we go to heaven? Do we go to hell? Do we just cease to exist? Is there a God that takes care of us? Once you begin to realize what's actually going on and how deep the rabbit hole really goes, you will never see the world in the same way so buckle up and get ready, this is not going to be easy to swallow for most people. The whole point of this post is not to frighten you, but to present you the conclusions that I've come to in regards to what actually happens when our physical bodies die after having done what feels like endless research from every angle possible.

I have thoroughly investigated near death experiences, out-of-body experiences, astral projection experiences, past life regression hypnosis sessions, remote viewing data, gnosticism, ancient texts and more. All these different ways/methodologies of researching lead to the same conclusions and because of that, I am now convinced that Earth is a prison planet and a massive farm used by various parasitic entities who are using us and have been using us as energetic food for what appears to be a very long time. I will share plenty of evidence from different sources and perspectives to make you understand how I connected all these dots and why I came to these conclusions. I promise you that the deeper you research this stuff the more you will begin to realize that this is extremely real, important, and it's affecting every single one of us. All I'm asking you is to keep an open mind and to analyze the evidence yourself. This is the result of years and years of painstakingly researching, connecting dots, and thinking outside the box. What you're about to read is just a summarization of my research.
reincarnation and the white tunnel of light

You know how anyone who's had a near death experience talks about having seen a tunnel of light appear in front of them? Or having met members of their family who had passed away? In some rare cases, even having met and spoken to who they thought was God? What you need to know is that the tunnel of light that appears when we die is a trap designed to wipe the whole memory of our last incarnation and to recycle our souls into another body thus keeping us in an infinite loop here on Earth. Because of this, the overwhelPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.186431

It amazes me how much energy and passion people have for these things. I stopped caring about the "deeper" things of life, "truth", "wisdom", all the meme buzzwords after drinking a bit from the fountain of philosophy, religions, and similar things. Whether it is spiritualism or materialism people are talking about I just laugh and dismiss them nowadays. Empty speculations everywhere.

 No.186447

>>186428
Anon… Souls are mental models …

 No.186448

>>186428
Where is the information regarding the position, velocity, energy states, etc. of the atoms and molecules that make up your body stored?

 No.186493

>>186431
Yes brother i agree completely. The real deeper meaning is day to day living the little pleasures

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 No.185290[Reply]

I need to leave ASAP so moving out normally isn't an option right now. What are some sites I can use to find people to live with? Am 19.
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 No.185386

OP pic makes me sad

 No.185393

https://www.findhelp.org/
https://www.needhelppayingbills.com/
stay safe op write back to say you are okay ;-;
>>185312
if true please be careful wiz, don't be too naive
>>185333
that is so messed up man :( hope that wizzie and op find a safe place

 No.186235

>>185295
No one deserves to be abused, you prick.

 No.186239

>How to leave abusive household
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDaaCGZz-Ok
1:21:04
It's really that simple. If normal guns are not legal, black powder percussion shotguns are legal almost everywhere.
>>186235
lots of people deserve abuse. Lots of people deserve worse.

 No.186470

>>185295
Not him but I got banned because a ton of popular subreddits were banning people who posted on a covid skepticism sub. I made a comment on another account and then got banned for ban evading.



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 No.185314[Reply]

How is a typical day to you what do you do all day.Im probably going back to a work life soon so im trying so im trying to be more active.Right now I wake up whenever eat poptarts, browse the internet, YouTube. I have been going on long walks to lose weight and trying to be more active in general.My life isn't too interesting though.Just internet,videogames,exercise,eat whenever,sleep whenever.Im thinking about taking my dog on a walk today.What is your day to day life like as a neet?
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 No.186318

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I wake up in the afternoon, eat, sit ambiently on computer and browse net (youtube, music, here, whatever) or play games, maybe try to work on a hobby or do something you might deem productive, play more games, net, eat, games, net, fap, bed. That's generally how my neet cycle goes.

Though recently I've been getting bored and feeling like I'm missing something, I phase in and out of feeling okay, such is the human condition. I need a hobby.

 No.186337

>>185314
I wake up, turn over, open my computer, open an online strategy game I've been playing for a while to see if any enemy players have made a move, take my turns, get up, cook a healthy meal, plug in my HDMI cord to my laptop, start eating while playing Oldschool Runescape at the top left of my screen with anime at the bottom right. I eat my meal, continue playing OSRS/watching anime almost all day. I sometimes tab out of the anime to post on imageboards or look up at random things, though I still play Oldschool Runescape while doing it. Sometimes I think I should exercise, so I go for a jog or lift weights (my bench is in my room). I try to sleep before midnight. Once in a while I'll order drugs off the internet, typically psychedelics or dissociatives, so I have less impulses to kill myself. That's how I've been living recently, I've taken breaks from Oldschool Runescape but not anime. In times of breaks, I swap out OSRS for other MMOs or other typical FPS games.

>>185319
Eating a healthy diet, sleeping well and exercising helps someone enjoy their copes. When that fails, a quick call to an indian psychiatrist that lives near you and you can get a prescription of Jewish pills that'll boost dopamine to supraphysiological levels that'll let you enjoy your copes more. I was in your situation a few years into my early neethood, my quality of life was so low that even drug withdraws felt better then my normal everyday existence. I don't need drugs much these days and go long periods without taking them but they did give me a different perspective on why I wasn't able to enjoy my copes as much.

 No.186341

I try to wake up early in the morning and try to go to sleep relatively early ie before midnight. Wake up, take care of hygiene, make or go out to get coffee, check imageboards and other forums, listen to audiobooks or interviews or watch movies and series in my other languages so they don't atrophy, read Japanese novels or news articles and watch anime. Since taking vitamin D daily due to lack of sunlight, I've been able to cut off alcohol use because I feel better. Right now I'm shopping around for a psychiatrist who can prescribe me benzos so hopefully that will make me even more productive once my other mental issues dissipate

 No.186375

>wake up at 5-6am
>read manga and news on my phone in bed
>get up and start reading shit/watching shit on the computer around 7 or 8
>vape a little weed
>about 20% of the time I go back to bed after a couple hours of being up and just lie in bed for a couple hours. I don't sleep I just lay there but eventually the sleepiness goes away and I get up.
>go back to watching shit or reading forums
>on days that I'm scheduled to cook I cook dinner
>eat dinner
>unload clean dishes
>brush teeth
>go back and vape some more weed
>if ufc is on I'll watch that, if not I watch tv or anime or just read more shit on the internet
>floss teeth
>go to bed
Also I do the following but not every day
>in warm times I mow the lawn once a week
>go grocery shopping once every 3 weeks
>go to the dispensary a few times a month to buy weed
>hit the punching bag from time to time on inconsistent schedule

I find it is a routine that satisfies all my physical needs quite well but it leaves me feeling unsatisfied and unfulfilled.

 No.186426

>wake up
>go to work
>get home
>smoke weed
>sleep
This has been my life for the past 3-4 years



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 No.185955[Reply]

after recently discovering that this disorder existed and just so happened to exactly describe the hell I've been living in. I began to wonder if any other wizards are suffering from this as well.

furthermore, if any of you do suffer from this I want to know how you deal with it?

>inb4 hurr schizo tread hahaha.


just for the record (and anyone who does not know), schizoid personality disorder is nothing like schizophrenia, no voices, no hallucinations, nothing like that.
the disorder causes a person to withdraw from life via the usage of maladaptive daydreaming, normally leaving them as a husk of a person.
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 No.186388

>>186334
That is schizophrenia.

Thread is about schizoids.

 No.186389

>>186313
>If schizoidy does have a weakness though, it's the anhedonia. That's the only part of the schizoid personality type (or disorder, if you wanna call it that) that really is debilitating/disease-like.
That I can understand, why isn't that recognized more?

Is it Buddhists? Is it because normie Buddhists can't comprehend that anhedonia would actually be bad?

 No.186395

>>186353
Dunno "wizzie" let me ask you a question:

Who is more fit to post on wizchan?

1.) A jewish truewiz
2.) A 100% aryan "red-pilled" crab

IMO if you pick 2 you are showing that your allegiance isnt really to wizchan, but a normie club known as "nationalists".

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>>186389

Most normies don't know anything or care about outcasts. Most normie psychologists also. That leaves just the small minority of psychologists who are schizoid personality experts, who only really know what schizoidy looks like, they don't have the insider experience (how it really feels like). Because of that they don't know which of the symptoms really hurt schizoids and which are just personality quirks.

It's kind of unfair, but in practice society leaves it up to us in the end to understand this and solve these problems.

It is even moreso the case with schizoidy, because from what I've read, therapists seem to only be able to "cure" problems for softer/receptive personality types (i.e. depressives, avoidants, sedated borderlines) who can form intimate bonds with the psychologist, but not more guarded "armored" personality types, including schizoids. Not going to speak for anyone else here, but back when I was full-blown schizoid, the chances of forming a bond with some therapist for me was likely around 0%, even if I could have found one that had any clue what he was doing. No other help was possible, so I had to help myself.



As for buddhists, IMO it is possible that some experts have that idea. However, most normies are just ignorant and don't care - they dont know anything about buddhism or anhedonia.

 No.186417

I am basically dying of catatonic schizophrenia, I can barely think clearly, remember anything, learn, speak. I look and act like a freak, I can't work socialize or go out in public. I can't remember 99% of my life.

My pupils are constantly dilated, I can't coordinate my movements well, I bump into walls because my depth perception and motor skills are so bad. I have even experienced mild hallucinations, mostly visual and tactile, only had full auditory hallucinations once when smoking weed. Its literally a living purgatory. I have to kill myself soon before I lose the willpower, the impoverishment of my will and thinking has become nearly complete.

If you are non psychotic, consider yourself lucky. If you do have schizoid personality, from what I've read you wouldn't care much one way or the other about it since a characteristic of the disorder is indifference towards the opinions of others and life in general. What is described by anons ITT sounds more like AVPD, Asperger's, possibly schizotypal if your social anxiety is that extreme and coupled with learning issues, odd beliefs (conspiracies, paranormal, aliens, government nonsense etc.), odd appearance. I've read its essentially an attention deficit, those who are schizotypal can't keep up in social situations because they have an extreme attention span deficit.

Anyhow, I am already dead, the person I am is gone, I'm a zombie. Count yourself lucky if you are non psychotic, your problems aren't so bad I promise.



 No.186404[Reply]

Hi wizards. I want to start studying front-end development but i have no idea where to start. I already know i have to study HTML, CSS and JavaScript, but and after?
I don't know nothing about programming and code, so watch youtube videos will help me with this stuff?
And after study all these languages, how do i make my portfolio?
I want to let clear that i don't have money to buy courses and start college.
I'll accept all of your tips. (I wrote this thread without using google translator, sorry if i made any typos).

 No.186405

A thread covering programming is currently open
>>>/hob/56871

Please avoid use of outsider memes [ Feels guy / Wokak]



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 No.186065[Reply]

im in college right now and i hate it. i have no interest in our culture and i dont believe in the justice of it anyway. and since im a wizard i dont have a family to support so there's really no point in me staying in society. i never want to see another person again and i want to completely cut myself off from all media too.

what do i need to do to prepare myself for living long term like that? like how was ted able to support himself without an income? i know he had a gun so he had to purchase ammunition and shit.

also, is it even feasible to live like that anymore? ted wrote about a highway being built through his forest and a bunch of other shit that obstructed his peaceful way of life.
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 No.186173

>>186151
>Annoying that this thread is full of people that don't know anything about him
ah but the person that made this thread falls into that category

 No.186181

Regularly visiting the public library makes him more wizardly. Just because you live in the woods doesn't mean you have to be ignorant. Plus, bearing in mind that there was no internet back then, books were a common diversion for introverts. Normies would mock you for reading a book.

 No.186338

>>186065
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/USDA_home_loan
https://imgur.com/r/crabs/OyOid

Here's how you can do it with little to no effort while leeching off the system. You'd get a loan from the system and you'd pay it off using money you get from the system aka you get a free home in a rural area away from normals.

 No.186342

>>186084
This
/thread


Seriously though, stop fedposting like a dumb meme teen and read Ellul and Linkola instead.

 No.186343

>>186342
>>186084
Let's be honest, almost everyone has some latent desire to be some feared and famous killer. Ted espousing philosophy and his background in mathematics also make him look some schizoid genius, it's no surprise people idolize him.



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 No.185727[Reply]

any tips on how to stop browsing 4chan? the pain is actually affecting me physically at this point, not just mentally
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 No.186327

>>186184
You underestimate how big the NEET populace really is. Imageboards are mostly filled with teens, yeah. But old forums/game clans? All 40+ year olds. There are even oldhats that still post on usenet and bulletin boards like its 1985

 No.186329

>>186322
>One way to achieve this would be to regularly post content that looks genuine but meaningless
this will backfire so hard
it takes one autist to dig through those and slap meaning to them

 No.186330

>>185727
I was permabanned for discussing american laws or something.

 No.186824

>>185727
Such a melancholy image. Pepe and wojak really are the foremost cancer of the internet — sapping all the originality, fun, honesty, cohesion, variety and specificity out of memes for over a decade now; then, supplanting them with horrifically ugly, samey, low-effort Paint templates which were never used for any post that wasn't complete shit (trolling, straw manning, blogposting). I'd give anything to go back in time and murder the "people" who made them.
Additionally, if you want to stop browsing 4chan, then just stop caring about its well-being. The only reason anyone with a brain would still post there would be in an altruistic, but decidedly uphill effort to maintain the culture it still has left. Said culture is now confined to extremely low-activity boards. So unless you organise to "retake" it from the tumours killing it, you can't do much for it on your own.



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 No.185874[Reply]

I'm lost in life, as I'm sure most wizards are. I have asked God for answers and while I'm not sure about the exact meaning of life, I feel like there must be something bigger than us. I enjoy reading about religion and I meditate in the Scriptures.
I come from a non-practitioner catholic family and live in a, mostly, catholic country. Though I'm currently away from all of that, I feel a connection towards the Holy Church. I like how they don't judge virgins nor intend you to get married. You can just live your life in celibacy and that's fine for them.
However I have grow up to be a shut in NEET. Going outside if painful, as well as talking to people. Of course you are nog supposed to talk to any other than God during mass but you must talk to the priest to confess your sins. Also in my case, I never received the confirmation sacrament which I would need in order to legitimately be part of the Church. This is really hard for me, and makes me wonder if the so-called christians on imageboards go to Church. I'm too anxious to go to Church.
What should I do? Of course I could practice my own cult to God but it would be heresy and knowing this would make me feel uncomfortable. But I'm not normal. I can't go to church and be part of the community.
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 No.185993

>>185992
>Maybe as in our lives are screens which go on and off, at which point the observer seamlessly switches to another feed. Of course, there is no physical memory in the brain of any of the experiences of other screens.

There are so many times when I have felt like this.
I do not have depersonalization disorder or anything like that, but I often don't feel I'm present in the moment.

It feels like I'm only controlling or viewing a character. All the things I do, touch, say, do, feel artificial. It's like I'm not truly present there.

 No.186003

>>185993
"There is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable… I simply am not there"

 No.186268

>>185874
Read about pagan origins of catholic sacraments and about all other christian sects they threw into oblivion, before feeling heretic.

Be constant.

 No.186271

>>186003
That book is so insanely quotable.

 No.186281

>>186268
i would take great delight watching how you would fare in a debate against the reddest communist
you would switch away from this oppression olympics tactic at light speed



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 No.171018[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

https://frankiesfreerangemeat.com
https://www.localharvest.org/

Getting popular lately. This is the opposite of a poor peasant's diet. Feudal lords ate mostly meat. Mongols had two food groups, meat and dairy, and they ate both of these raw & fermented.

Today I finally told my mom I will be making all my own food from now on, as I've been lazy and weak and have eaten junk food she buys. I'm in control of my diet now though. I'll eat a tiny amount of non-animal products when I feel like it, e.g. garlic, spicy peppers, dark chocolate, maybe mushrooms.

I noticed today that my teeth are looking much better. Spending hours eating beef belly probably took off tartar. It's difficult to rip off pieces when it's raw, lots of pulling. I ate it fresh one day and ate it fermented for one day the next. There was ammonia or something on the bottom, just like in that fermented shark stuff. I don't even feel so insecure about my teeth that I need to hide hide them anymore. They're still quite yellow and some are see through a bit. Pretty much okay if someone doesn't examine them closely. When I ate lots of meat and ate S.A.D. food, when I didn't brush my teeth at night I woke up and I had lots more plaque or something on my teeth than normal. I think vitamin k2 mk. 4 and vitamin d together might cause calcium to get into my teeth and make them white again. I'll report in a month or two. If that happens I might try eating bones a bit harder than fish spines and chicken wing tips.

Looking forward to receiving lamb brains this week. I hear when they are fermented for a while they taste like stinky cheese.
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 No.186262

>>186258
If you were just eating plants and not virtue signaling or spouting moralist nonsense like
>at nature for permitting this
i would would see you in a same light as him only on the different end of spectrum

 No.186267

Remember that fish fats are the most fluent, but fats from big animals like pig and cow have a boiling temperature a quite a bunch of grades above human fat.

HDL = OK
LDL = beware

If you possess a fortunate metabolism, it's said that you can eat carbs with any fat without getting into much trouble. You can know who has this ability: they can't get fat no matter what they do.

 No.186302

>>186262
Why would I care about what you think of me?

 No.186326

>>186302
And why would the people ITT that make you feel sick care about what you think about them?

 No.186328

I still think this thread is just someone trying to lolcow and play a character for attention.
It's a direct counterpart to the vegan troll that was also a rp for attention.


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 No.177335[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The only thing that brings me true contentment is my faith in God and his son Jesus Christ. The only hope or joy I have in my life comes from God. I implore you all to read the gospel, to take upon yourselves the yoke of Christ and receive the free gift of salvation.

Amen.
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 No.186304

>>186300
maybe if you're a crab

 No.186355

>>177966
That is bluepilled conditioning. Christianity is the backbone of Western Culture. The only way forward is to not be a Christian and yet to understand that Christianity is the basis on which everything in Western Culture is resting. Very few people are able to see that this is the right way to understand history.

 No.186839

>>186304
this sounds like something a crab would say

 No.186840

>>186355
That christianity was a dark aged one

 No.186911

>>177966
butthurt atheist, you're already forgetting how the Catholic Church ESPECIALLY in the Medieval era paved the way for the Scientific Revolution


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