/wiz/ - Wizardry

Do any if you guys know of any other more obscure channels to visit? I feel my well has run dry.

>It is far clear what we are, even if we are distinguished in our hearts from what we call "the crabs", they are with us engulfed in this status: the omega

>While reading a bit about them all ( https://40xlifebydesign.com/modern-man/socio-sexual-hierarchy-sigma-male/ ) I received an inspiration hard to classify. For that, I request your opinions on it:

As in wolves, there are animal hierarchies in the human being. That's why I'm going to use with you, omega human, wolf language metaphors:

The omega is the loser, everyone barks at him, everyone growls at him, if the herd howls he is forced to be the least audible and if he eats, he eats the last.

Maybe he is not willing to sacrifice himself to move up, maybe he can live without that: being barked at you, growling at you and even biting you if you do not put your head down or even more submissive: belly up … but be careful when even being belly up you get bitten, even slightly.

Because then you will begin to notice how the vice spreads and they will not let you eat even the last piece of crap even if everyone has already been satiated.

Know that there, you only have two options left: risk thyself into a quick death under the pack's maws, attacking fully and without any hope the one who bit you or the delta … or to stand a slow death after the slow, painful weakening starvation that you never know if it will not lead you to be cannibalized by the delta when it is the one that runs out of part: and without so much strength as yesterday you just got closer and closer to be eaten alive, practically, instead of killed and then eaten.

Henceforth, in these cases you should know your only hope is to recklessly attack and never in a climber plan but until death: do not be seduced if you suddenly discover that someone is putting their neck before you, do not be fooled by the illusion of control, because control is not sustenance even if it's providing it … and you are the omega: you are still the butt monkey and if today they put your neck on you it is to kill you tomorrow since time plays against you, that's why you should not and cannot be interested in the hierarchy: if you put your belly and they still bite you, you better die killing … iPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

I don't understand this mindset, I've never looked at anyone and thought "I want to have sex with that person", neither have I thought that I want to be around some person just because they look attractive. I've always seen "crab" types talking about how they want some certain GF and I am just perplexed as to why? Like they will fawn over some person that they don't even know.

For me I hardly even acknowledge people unless for some reason I had to interact with them and we happened to share interests, obviously they've all been male and I don't have any problem with that. It's clear to me that a female wouldn't be interested in my hobbies so by extension they wouldn't be stimulating to spend any time with.

I also just look at my parents relationship, they have nothing in common, and I wonder why they even got together and had kids. In my head I just think of it like this, if that female they are so interested in was a male they probably would not care a single bit, but for some reason most normals value a pretty female over a friend that actually shares their views and hobbies and they have to choose one or the other. For some reason this made me think back to my old classes in grade school where we learned about ancient greece where women were just for having children and stayed in their social circle of other women and the real relationships and emotional bonding for men were between other men. I feel like that is the right mindset and how things should work, the constructs we see today of men getting along with the opposite sex are just media lies.

Did anyone else have this thought before? I'd like to learn exactly why normals think the way they do, it just seems completely illogical.

Any advice at all, please. I cannot focus on the things I want to do, and I don't know how to cope. I want to read my manga and my books, but I'm constantly being distracted by my surroundings. I go to the library to read, only having my book with me, and I start staring at other people and get lost in my surroundings. I have gotten a diagnosis for ADHD, after much money and time lost, and I still have not solved any of my problems.

I don't know whether my problem is actually just anxiety, but I don't know where to go from here. I do upwards of 2 hours (journaled it) of pacing around the house daily. I just zone out and get lost in my head, daydreaming and "ruminating".
>Tried meditation twice daily for 6 weeks; it "reset" my focus and state of mind but that was all
>Cold showers have actually been more effective, and are actually less of a hassle than heated ones
>Am going for hour-long powerwalks daily; no change but good exercise
>Work out at home 5 days a week to try and burn off energy
>Implemented daily task list/scheduling of chores like eating lunch, making dinner, putting rubbish out, etc.
>Tried Strattera, Ritalin, and Dex and saw no benefit. No Adderall, but am trying Ritalin Long-Acting now and am getting SOME response from it - trying to figure out what it is
>Don't watch porn, don't consume alcohol, maintain a fairly decent without any junk food, only drink water, don't use social media (unless you could this site one), get 8+ hours of sleep (trying to get 9), don't do any recreational drugs, consistently trying to minimalize distractions altogether
>Tried dopamine detox for about a week and saw some improvement in certain areas of day-to-day life
I'm going to push for more dopamine detox, but I feel so lonely without my chans. The only other thing I've heard of helping is a keto low-carb diet, but I live with my mother so this is hard.

I can't drive a car because I zone out, nor ride a bike, and I ironically can't even drink coffee because it just knocks me out. The only thing I give a shit about is reading, but I can only read 8-10 pages an hour and feel exhausted after such. This is just stuff like The Hobbit, too. I'm constantly re-reading words. I cPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Winning or losing on social conflicts, it doesn't matter, it doesn't feel good either way.

Today for the first time in my life I stood up for myself. I won at a social conflict. It wasn't worth it. My whole life I've let people have their way. I lost count how many times I've let people cut in line in front of me. I pretend I don't see so they don't get embarrassed (funny though, they don't give a FUCK what you think of them as long as they have their way). People who rush to grab the sit I'm half a step away from. People who stand way too close in order to push you away from some item in the grocery store they want, and you happen to be in front of, perusing the goods. They never allow me 10 seconds to check the price and move away by myself, no, they get into my personal space to grab whatever they want. Fuck you, move! They want that carton of milk and they want right now. Right now! I always wait for people to decide on what they want. So many people out there glee on their "victories" on these pitiful, pathetic social conflicts of everyday life.

Today I was inside the elevator. The tenants here decided to go with the "one occupant per ride" rule since the covid thing. I wasn't at the meeting they decided this, I didn't go, I didn't want to go and I don't care one way or the other. They decided as a group and now we have something like pic related on the elevator door. Whatever. I follow the rules. I just want to be left alone.

If I see someone inside the elevator when it opens up, I wait. Sometimes I take the stairs. Not most people though. They decide on this rule and then break it immediately. And today one fucking idiot tried to break the rule while I was inside the elevator. I'm not sure why of all days and of all potential conflicts I let it slide everyday, this was the one I decided to take a stand on.

The elevator was going down and it stopped. As soon as it did, I stood right in front of the door. I don't know what why I did this, my body moved on impulsve and for whatever reason I decided right there that today, I was going all the way down to the lobby by myself, as the tenants voted it should be done.

A fucking idiot opens the door on the 8th floor, sees I'm inside and signs with body language that he wants to get in anyway. I'm right in front of him, there's no way he can ignore me or get in. Not this time. He asks me if he can go inside in an offended tone, like I'm doing something wrong. I jusPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Can normies detect if you're a wizard or a neet? If I ever need to go out in public, I always make sure to hide my power level: shower, brush, comb hair, deodorant, somewhat nice clothes ect.

The last few times I've had a few people turn to look at me and either give me a weird face, or even straight up laugh at me. I've even had one insufferable roastie give me a shit eating smirk when we passed each other.

So what gives?

0_o I'm so bored of humanity and it's stupid bullshit. Have you learned anything interesting recently you want to share? Have a thought that nowhere else provides the context to include?

Would you advise wizkids to become normalfags, do you regret your path wizards?

It's horrible to see how everyone fawns over-educated academics and their titles, thinking education means one is intelligent, mature and wise.I got to know a professor of literature on /lit/ and he was just your basic, entitled, tantruming 4chan poster with little insight on human life beyond his own experience. This opened my eyes.Doctors are the worst. They worship succubi and get all the glory in society, but the hidden truth is that med students are the biggest party animals and worst turbo normies. They enroll in med school to get status money and pussy. That pretty much says all about their character. Smarter people choose math and physics. But not even a degree in physics guarantees you're an actual seeker of truth. I'm actually an ex physics student so please take that into consideration before you think it's clever to mention Dunning-Kruger.

I'm not posting this out of arrogance or a false sense of superiority I actually think I'm some sort of a brainlet That's exactly what makes me sad beyond words to see that everyone I've ever respected turns out to be more emotional and more prone to logical fallacies than me. It's like there's no hope. All my life I've wanted humans to be smart so bad Only people who have almost died seem to have grasped actual wisdom Education has nothing to do with it.

As a Wiz. do you think you're smarter than the average normalfag despite not doing good at school?

They were never absent in my life, at least not physically but I feel like I never developed a true emotional bond with them. I don't feel more intimate with them than I do with acquaintances from school. The only time when my dad and I talked (not that much) was when he took me to school and it was hardly about my development as a kid. His routine was basically workplace > bar > home. My mom is an old fashioned stay at home type who only married my dad because of what he can provide for her financially. I don't think she genuinely loves him. My father never showered me or changed my diapers when I was a baby, only my mom did even though he was the one who wanted a kid the most. He never asked how was my day at school, he never helped me with my homework, he never taught me how this confusing world works, never game me advice for anything, nothing. I don't think we ever traveled, outside visiting some relatives here and there. I used to envy my school mates and how close they were to their fathers, like how they would share things together and encourage their children to do their best and such.

I wouldn't use the word 'hate' to describe how I feel about them but goddamn I can't bring myself to love them. I'm a stranger in my own home, among people I share the same blood with. If I wasn't such a worthless NEET with no practical skills I would be living far away from here and I doubt they would me miss.