>>179170> you can enjoy your misery.
nigger those two things are complete antonyms.
Misery itself in the form of an extreme emotion is something that can be enjoyed but boredom cannot be learnt to be enjoyed.
WHen you have truly wallowed long enough you want nothing more than to cry as it is a nice feeling and it is a shame that people do not embrace their sorrow as they are only harming themselves
Ah, yes, wonderful idea, OP. Give yourself a debilitating addiction and develop a litany of mental conditions so that people will feel sorry for you. While you're at it, why not smash your legs with a hammer so you can end up in a wheelchair? People will feel sorry for you if you're a cripple.
By the way, if a normalfag doesn't give a fuck about you, they don't give a fuck. Simple as that. Stunts and games like you're talking about will just make them hate you and treat you like shit more. Parents especially often never want to take any sort of blame for how their kids might have turned out, so they'll always find reasons to make you out as personally responsible for (and therefore deserving of) every single problem in your life. If you drink, it's not going to be "oh no, poor anon has picked up such a terrible addiction, his drinking explains why he acts the way that he acts, how sad :(", it's going to be "great, now that fucking loser is an addict, just what we needed to deal with, no fucking surprise there".
My family found my drinking annoying. They didn't give a shit about my boo hoo oh so sad story for drinking either, and they probably cared about me more than it sounds like your family does.
It also made good leverage to hold over my head. My opinion doesn't matter, I'm a drunk. Look what you should do for us after we selflessly bore the burden of your alcoholism, etc.
It certainly didn't earn me any sympathy.
Being a truly alcoholic wizard is a good way to become a homeless wizard it has happened to this wizzy before. They get tired of taking you to hospital eventually and kick you out onto the street.