/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>228566
that's the other way around tho. normal people cares a lot about politics. only outcast (example NEETS, hikikomori) don't care about the soceity's problems

Anything with a high required skill level will filter normies. They might still be there as spectators, use it as an excuse for social interaction, or practice the most basic, watered down, entry-level version possible.

>>228570
will filter losers as well

>>228569
Normalnigs don't actually care about politics, they just fake to be in it for the social credit points. They will just follow the ideas the local hive is telling them to follow. Its all about performing some appearance, not actually a genuine interest.

>>228573
obviously

>>228547
If twelve hundred is on the table I'll take it

29 year old neet with 10 and a half years of experience here. There is honestly nothing to do if you live with family. You know what they're like better than anyone, so you know what your options are.

You can make a gambit and simply push their patience over time by being as agreeable and helpful as possible while showing that you're "working on it", but any long term result is entirely in their hands. Can they accept you living like that? Can they give up on you? Things like that.

I've played up my inability since before I was 18 and have never shown competence where it wasn't absolutely needed since. My parents are good people, so this deception worked for me. Good people are all that can save you. And then you just need to be the type of person that would take advantage of that without remorse. There's no life in NEETing if you aren't at peace with life at a fundamental level. There's no existence quite as "merely existing" as this one.

>>228550
my parents kind of have different opinions on where i should be, but both of them arrived at the consensus that if i don't "figure" my shit out they won't give me anything more than food. plus i've been shame pressured since childhood and i'm extremely vulnerable to it. but you know what? i did neet for a few years and now that i wage 12+ hours 6 days a week (i'm white btw) i feel even more emptiness than when i neetes. it's worse than merely existing.

>>228553
Then why not finding another job that better fit your needs ? Like part-time job or something. What you wrote doesnt really makes sense tbh

>>228583
too many whys don't wanna reply

>>228327

Old cel here. take w/ piece of salt. Back in 1990s, would call a place up, can i volunteer? YES, can you come today?

Ask to volunteer someplace now, sends me what looks like a 10+ page job application, we cant get you in for a year + , ummmmm ok….

When I had no money and was starving I visited these free food places for homeless people. I saw the most despicable people there, drug addicts, alcoholics, gipsies etc.
The food itself was greasy crap which gave me a stomach ache.
I realised you're better just scraping some coins together and buying the cheapest bread you can find. You also have to wait a long time and it's only available certain days in the month.

Yes, I volunteer at a local food bank. This was right after covid had it's restrictions lifted mind you so we were always busy. Part of me was sad with the amount of people who were coming in. But the story that sticks with me is pretty regularly we had a young boy, couldn't be more than 7 to come in and pickup food on his bike, I'd always throw him a couple of dollars when he came in. Sad to see peeps so young coming to the food bank, but that's what we are here for.

>>228337
seriously
most volunteer applications ive filled out never even follow up with me

>>228367
you're a good wizard

>>228319
i argue with my tulpa when in public to creep everyone out. when somebody asks me if i'm ok i say I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ARGUMENT PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE ME ALONE. when they call police+ambulance i make a joke of them since there is no legal ground to constrain me since i'm obviously not dangerous

I think that I have created a tulpa or something like that because I often find myself talking to someone next to me. im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
I don't know if i should go on with it, I usually think it's not healthy for me but i cannot stop doing it.

>>228470
>im Sorry, but it's always a succubus. One that i loved. I'M SORRY! but this is what it is for me.
You sound like me in Limerency but too far worst.
I dont know if the thing of you was true love but wathever, its not healthy keep a person rent free in your head.
better go to check your head.
Tulpa is on purpose, If you got a Tulpa out of Feed-back loop and fine tuning the rumiation on your imagination about the succubi, i dont think is a healthy tulpa for you, you need to stop to destroy that tulpa thing.
check this
https://wizchan.org/dep/res/307205.html
Or well, maybe you now are total mentally ill and got worst bacause of deppresion or you have something before your love thing and maybe you got this imaginary friend, or a extra personality or some fucked up thing bacause you now keep forcing it around your trauma and problems of before.
>Also
Tulpamancy guys say that talking and going in a way social and alone and just ignore the Tulpa and go healthy in life (this is for trauma method of forcing) in a way destroy it but if that thing persist in your life, better go to check your head.

>>228474
thanks for the response.
thinking on it I can say that it's more a parasite than a tulpa that is burning me out , many times i tried to stop it but couldn't, i tried with different approaches but failed with all of them. I could try one more time

>>227891
not honest with myself enough

>>225375
Sex with another person feels different from masturbation.

It's like tickling. When someone tickles you, you are unable to stop laughing. When you tickle yourself, barely anything will happen. Sex is like that too.

>>228465
And just how would you know that, “wiz”?

>>228465
If someone tickles me, I am unable to stop punching them in the face. I am a wizard

>>228465
lmao i just tried tickling myself and it had the same effect as if done by someone else
i didn't go too far because i fucking hate that feeling
maybe that's not normal?

>>228468
>>228465
Ok, there's a shit essay
I never told this to anyone but i like hugs.
The problem is that there's a lot of factor to no do it bacause can feel gross and you need to control these factors to be a good experience, even with a succubi if some shit trigger that event without your control.
I know there's these thing about Hug machines for autist but i dont know if i a autist. well, i dont have that problem with too much contact so maybe no.
A non-Wizard friend told me that Sex with Succubi is just like a Hand making pressure in your pee-pee but there's a lot of variables that can turn the experience into ugly to absolute shit, you need to control too much the variables to be a good experience maybe. the other things are about good experience are related to in a way to just the act and wathever you have in lewd mind.
Some adults with child trauma around sexual abuse have traumatic experience to some sensations or even smells, i suppose the dude talk about shit like this and that why.
>Also
Tibet Buddhist with Tantra and Thelemic dudes with Sex Magick do some form of Sex Visualization with (or without in Buddhist case) with fap.
The effects of Visualization in mind can be very interesting, one day i did one practice in bed and i had a interesting powerful orgasm with visualization.
Well maybe the sex shit can in some way do a good thing for your ego bacause its the climax of human experience after being dad-mom etc but maybe its feel empty after a lot of times without the context of Love, just pleasure is empty maybe.
sex magick sound like a personality shift experience, maybe sex and ritual achieve just one of these Peak Experiences that Maslow say that in a way change our perspective of life but this is hard for some people bacause of other determined problems of the persona, who knows.
Aleister Crowley… damn motherfucker.

>>228384
trolling isn't entertaining

>>228432
depends on who you hook. i just voidgaze literally. all day long. i think my brain cracked finally. don't mind me

>>228434
no

trolling sucks

>>228434
I'm sorry to hear that

>>228455
i'm sorry i made you sorry wizbro

are you black?

Moved to >>>/dep/307554.

Moved to >>>/b/1035754.

>>228390
Meds.

The "system" is just a network of institutions who have some power of certain subsystems like government, education, military, etc.
It doesn't matter how much they force their tripe, voluntary association, voluntary transactions, creative intelligence, etc are still the real drivers behind society.
The harder they lock everything down, the more things grind to a halt and complete stasis and inactivity dominates.
Normies never get any further than some vague ideas they are some kind of victim.