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[–]  No.219187[Reply][Watch Thread]

When I was a teenager I only had few friends at school and would lose them in the summer because I'd never go out with anyone and wouldn't socialize with anyone If I didn't have to(school, classes).
I'd never get anything out of social interactions, they were fun from time to time but I'd get more fun and fulfilling time on my own and I was really happy living like that.
Then for some reason when I got extremely depressed I got this desire that I had to form a special bond and deep emotional connection with someone.
I have a weird and romanticized view of love and friendship so I began looking for people that I can form that bond with, people with traumatic childhood, outcasts, people that are odd in some way.
It's been 5 years and this shit doesn't work, even when I found someone that fits the criteria it just ends up being underwhelming or me being their emotional punching bag while they don't really take it seriously or put any effort into it at all.
I'm a NEET and money's not a problem so I can live pretty well without ever need to work.
But these thoughts and fantasies about finding someone is just torturing me because I know I can be happier without them and most importantly they're not achievable.
Can anyone help me out with this? How can I get rid of them once and for all and going back to what I was before?
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[–]  No.220281

>>220275
>Well, the ugly truth is a lot of chan types are malevolent sociopaths who are not smart enough to manipulate anyone or make it in the business world.
there's no more truth then what you wrote. most of us, wizards, are like that. we're bitter
am I right or wrong?

[–]  No.220289

>>220275
>There's a reason why they're overrepresented in all kinds of bizarre perverted crimes or shootings. They're fucked up in the head. You can't befriend people like this. Failed narcissistic normies who think the world owes them. They are the most dangerous type of person alive due to their deranged delusional nature.
Yep, failed narcissists, mainly the covert/vulnerable type who sounds like a whiny, needy, manipulative pussy. You usually see them in dead end jobs (if they're stupid) or tech (if they're average or slightly above average). But they're always bitter and delusional about what they really deserve. I have an uncanny ability that lets me sniff them out within 5 seconds of interacting with them and I can't stand them.

[–]  No.220297

>>220275
>all kinds of bizarre perverted crimes or shootings
These are lolcows. I hope they translate their delusions into actions. My life is such a bore. I always need an escapist fantasy of joining a gang, romanticize nature or something. I don't want any friends.

[–]  No.222153

If you have to socialize, they are never real friends.
> have a weird and romanticized view of love and friendship so I began looking for people that I can form that bond with, people with traumatic childhood, outcasts, people that are odd in some way.
It's been 5 years and this shit doesn't work, even when I found someone that fits the criteria it just ends up being underwhelming or me being their emotional punching bag while they don't really take it seriously or put any effort into it at all.
Yes, you sound like a failed projector. Not like a generator.

[–]  No.222154

>>220276
Here in wizchan. He always gets triggered against no-fap and self-improvement of any kind. May also promote crypto.



[–]  No.219993[Reply]>>220820[Watch Thread]

I want to start saying I'm a college drop out and have been a neet for 7years long periods of isolation and now it's become noticeable that I have trouble doing basic arithmetic, short term memory issues, can't retain motor skills as well as i did when I was young
Other than dreams I can't visualize images in my head at all or think out logical problems.
I have a lot of difficulty with math even basic transactions counting smaller bills, I would be the type to get potentially ripped off if someone tried shorting me.
I have really shit slow inaccurate reflexes I found it impossible to do those rehabilitation exercises where you spin one finger clockwise the other counter clockwise I find tying knots or wrapping cables hard, can't remember shit in general and need timers and calendar marks for everything. When I did try to cope and channel my energy into normie shit like fps games and let me tell you I had been basically no lifeing the fucking things for about three years 24/7 through middle and high school I barely improved or could make it above anything but a near negative kd.
I'm low IQ in general (84) the zone where you aren't drooling from the mouth but know you are less competent than everyone else and can't name a single thing I've ever had come easy or been talented at.

Any other wizards expeireincing problems from neet life?
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[–]  No.220789

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>>220788
>I'm in a very similar situation. I dropped out of my country's equivalent of high school and ever since I've been NEET. I do nothing, but browse imageboards and watch anime all day, even at those things that are ought to interest me, I'm clearly below average. It saddens me, because my interest in for example computers is genuine and I really want to learn about it, but I'm not making any progress with programming or anything like that, even though I've been doing it since I was a kid. With math I'm stuck with basic trigonometry and algebra, despite trying really hard to understand them. My IQ is around 80 as well (I got tested by a psychiatrist).

I relate a whole a lot, I tried to learn math 3 years ago, and I could not even get past the basics of algebra despite spending 4-5 hours each day studying, my memory is horrendous and it takes me forever to process the informations compared to the average person, I was basically putting 10x the time and effort of the average person for the same resulsts

[–]  No.220790

>>220788
You don't sound to have that low IQ, I guess you did a brief IQ test, not a compressive one like WAIS, probably would have low score in some parts of the test, high in others, giving a very conflicted IQ composition scores.

[–]  No.220791

>>220788
>My IQ is around 80 as well (I got tested by a psychiatrist
damn that's harsh. I didn't do a test but I'm sure to be 80 like you thos is depressing

[–]  No.220820

>>219993 (OP)
Experienced similar during the pandemic.
Scrolling and lack of mental stimulation (eg. Via hobbies) might be your issue but maybe you are already avoiding scrolling and doing this.

Even if it's not the cause… reducing scrolling and adding hobbies is bound to help.

You did mention you used to perform better in your youth , impling some sort of degredation.

[–]  No.222150

Health practices are not to be taken lightly. More like a religion, when you are a wiz:
>fasting (like a week every month or so, not just intermittent)
>some sport, whatever. I find short lifting the best since I am lazy.
>sunlight and grounding
>watch additives and diet, watch gluten.
>strictly not coom, because our hormones and bodies are weaker than the normies'. Safe fap if possible, which is, knowing what to do to not coom while dissipating the urges.
>dental care and hygiene might save you some punctual shame, yet often forgotten by deeply miserable loners.
>collecting wiz lore, as we are lurkers we are meant to achieve these data forgotten by normies about whatever. My Health folder is quite filled with stuff.

Your lymphatic system suffers the atrophy of lacking many things I mentioned, and results would take long to be seen if you started to take care of this with seriousness.



[–]  No.222108[Reply][Watch Thread]

>The Volcel spares pity upon the caged men
>And the Volcel banished Stacy to depths whence she came and went to spare pity upon the caged men and his disciples came to him.
>Said the Volcel: "The way of the volcel is the harder path, fraught with temptation and longing. Yet behold! It is the kinder path."
>And the Volcel spared pity upon the men Stacy had kept in cages, saying thus:
>"Woe to he who would buy gamer succubus bathwater, for his desperation has taken his wits!"
>"Woe to the crab, full of hatred, for he is filled with longing, without hope!"
>"Woe to the porn addicts, for they have lost control!"
>"Woe to the snakes who would ridicule these men and take pleasure in their suffering, for you have strayed from the path of righteousness."
>And the Volcel freed the pitied men from their cages and offered them redemption.
>Such is the way of Volcel.

I couldn't help loving the vibes: https://www.reddit.com/r/volcel/comments/ft52hw/the_volcel_spares_pity_upon_the_caged_men/

[–]  No.222113

wow this is such reddit cringe

[–]  No.222115

Moved to >>>/b/1008005.



[–]  No.219633[Reply]>>221730[Watch Thread]

My mother got sick. Now I can't find a place for myself, I was NEET for several years, worked a couple of times in my life in a big city. But I live in a small one, where there is no work, and now I don't know what to do, they don't really hire me. And the work that is available won't suit me because of my poor health. I hate myself for not having achieved anything by the age of 26, and now I can lose a loved one who made sense in my meaningless life. I hate society, I hate people. But most of all I hate that I suffer because of all this, that now I need money, and I don't even know how to earn it. That I am such a worthless person with poor health and I am afraid of everything in life. You know, the worst thing is not to have no money, but to have no health to earn it. God, life is torture for autistics and losers, why didn't they strangle me with a half-penny as a child?
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[–]  No.220513

I have good health and I am financially okay, but my mom died and my dad left the house. Now I am worried I actually have to maintain and understand how to fix this house before I end up like Chris Chan.

[–]  No.221730>>221907

>>219633 (OP)
Do you even have a mental image of what you can achieve? YOu probly not, you just want to have something to subsist. But the current world punishes that unless you suck their slavery in.

So, I would not blame myself that hard.

[–]  No.221907

>>221730
Yes, thanks anon, in truth, I tried to get somewhere to get somewhere in or get out of shit, but I just can’t really be tired.

[–]  No.221975>>222098

I avoided thoughts of suicide for so long because of how much I know it would upset my mom. Now that she's dead it's coming up as more of an option now.

[–]  No.222098

>>221975
Why don't you do it anyway? After all, you have nothing left to lose? I'm going to do this soon



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[–]  No.221256[Reply]>>222086[Watch Thread]

how do you deal with your work colleagues? are they cool or annoying? do they know about youre being a wizard? do you talk to them or they talk to you? do you think they talk behind your back and think you're weird?
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[–]  No.221489>>222081

>>221470
Ok newfag. You go round telling normalfag coworkers that you're a 30+ virgin.

[–]  No.222081

>>221489
I did. Can't allow a hole determine my self-esteem for not being with me.

[–]  No.222085

>>221469

That is just them trying to express some sense of superiority, I think. It is passsive agressive shit that young nromies do all the fucking time, especially when it comes to sex. They may have had sex only one time in their life but at the mention of virginity they would pile it on as to how pathetic it is for someone to be a virgin simply because it makes them feel superior.

[–]  No.222086>>222087

>>221256 (OP)
by not interacting with them too much, theyre all drug addicts. theyre probably too busy talking to the voices in their head to talk about me behind my back. sometimes they ask for cigarettes and i tell them i dont have any.

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[–]  No.221770[Reply]>>221784[Watch Thread]

do you refer as one (or more) of these group of people or you don't want to asociate with it because it is full of normalfags?
the categories of which are:
-otaku
-nerd
-geek
-gamer
-weeaboo
as you can see it is groups from pouplar activity in the twenty oneth century. Or do you prefer to call yourself a wizard only
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[–]  No.221781>>221783

>>221780
well, thats why we have wizchan

[–]  No.221783>>221785

>>221781
wizchan has been breached.

[–]  No.221784

>>221770 (OP)
I call myself nothing. Low profile as much as possible.

[–]  No.221785>>222077

>>221783
by whom?

[–]  No.222077

>>221785
By mods



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[–]  No.220551[Reply]>>222076[Watch Thread]

Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.

The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.

The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.

Fuck this condition.
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[–]  No.221931>>221947>>221961

>>221921
>Did you find after you lost that much weight it left saggy skin every where?
Luckily no, I was very overweight but not morbidly obese like, say, Francis (boogie2988), so my skin retained its elasticity. But I do have some faint stretch marks on my sides.

>I am doing an insane amount of exercise, literally as much as I can stand. Going to see if there's any changes after the next month and decide whether or not to start it.

80% of the job is done in the kitchen. Exercise doesn't burn as many calories as you'd think, unless it's some very intense, sustained whole-body exercise like running a marathon or rock climbing or Nordic walking or whatever. A one-hour strenuous weightlifting session will burn maybe 300 kcal, which is good (bigger muscles = more calories burned at rest) but ultimately ineffective for weight loss if you don't adjust your diet accordingly.

>I'd just be worried about losing too much weight too quickly.

You're going to lose a lot of weight at the beginning, that's normal. Most of it will be water weight as your body depletes glycogen stores. Eventually the weight loss will slow down and you'll start losing visceral fat (the stuff wrapped around your organs), which is more metabolically active. The last few kilos of subcutaneous fat will be the most stubborn, and that's where a stricter fasting regime might help you the most.

[–]  No.221947

>>221931
That sounds very encouraging. You make some good points. I think going to start intermittent fasting then.

I'm finding it easy to gain muscle. But would still feel disappointed if I still was over-weight at the end of it. I'm not looking for any short cuts but I might as well try this and see what happens.

Thanks wiz.

[–]  No.221961

>>221931
That second part of your post in particular is important.

Practically nobody loses any significant fat through excercise and it takes a ton of effort to burn 300kcal.

But it only takes 2 seconds of willpower to not buy a chocolate bar that has 320kcal in it.

[–]  No.222076

>>220551 (OP)
That's fatty liver for eating crap filled with fructose syrup and high carbs and maltodextrine.

It's keto or heavy fasting to reduce that edema.

[–]  No.222093

wiz FATness update: I had my first and only success with diet today. By that I mean I managed to cook something (and it was healthy.) Never learned basic cooking skills cause the aul ma would chase me out the kitchen with a frying pan (and that old bitch scare me.) so now im an adult that can barely cook a chicken sammich for FUCK SAKE (this is an ADULT MAN, have some symphony.)

anyway… i cooked up many kgs of rice and chicken. added veges. cooked rice in coconut milk and used simmer sauce on chicken. made 15 wiz meals from this in total. verry nice. already have ideas to make it better. will slowly lvl my cooking skills like this. yeah… i need to fuel my body and get stronger to kill normies. thanks for listening everyone. this is wiz blog out.



[–]  No.221909[Reply]>>222004[Watch Thread]

I realized something about myself, I am actually afraid of work. Not like work, but just afraid of getting a job. In the small town where I live (I'm from Eastern Europe by the way). I can't get hired anywhere and I have developed interview anxiety and feel useless knowing that the next time I go to interview I'm going to be sent to hell. I'm just a fucking NEET at 28 and I can't do anything and I don't want anything else in life. I'm so desperate that I don't even go to the store, which I used to do successfully. Normies are the ugliest creatures i hate my life but most of all i hate fucking people
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[–]  No.221922

>>221918
I put it there for fun. she is dressed in work clothes, the kind worn in my country by people working in heavy industries or other. physically demanding jobs. People like her will never work for such jobs.

[–]  No.221923

>>221918
Plus this is a photo of a man who changed his face with the help of AI and he is male

[–]  No.222004>>222023

>>221909 (OP)
Probably you don't even know yourself as a non-energetic aura presence.
>Read Human Design, n00b

[–]  No.222023>>222075

>>222004
Are you saying that I have negative energy or what?

[–]  No.222075

>>222023
That you don't even know how to use it properly, rather.
>if wizard knew the importance of this they wouldn't fall for wagecuckery until falling sicker and sicker and being no longer able to put up with crap



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[–]  No.220963[Reply][Watch Thread]

I have now turned 30 years old. I have now attained wizardry. I spent years waiting for this moment and now I am witnessing the transformation before my very eyes.
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[–]  No.220984>>220985

>>220978
Closest thing you have is masking.
It's not really a "cure" as much as Linux trying to emulate being Windows.

That or just dealing with it and trying to make the best out of it as is.

[–]  No.220985

>>220984
Yeah, except the input lag is major and the kernel keeps bugging out and annoying anyone interacting with it.

[–]  No.222006>>222012

>>220970
Isn't this a violation of Rule 5?

[–]  No.222012

>>222006
>I am India man durka durka everyone must know
<Ok India durka durka man you have threads about that already

Where is the violation?

[–]  No.222074

Wizardry is nothing without knowledge.



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[–]  No.221736[Reply][Watch Thread]

are you trying to follow up some religion or some dogmas? like for example, do you read the sacred book of hinduism/budhism or maybe you read about philosophers like marcis aurelius and his book about himself. or maybe you're more of an hermetisim guy so you follow up alchemist dogmas or a free masson and try to figure out what symbols means?
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[–]  No.221971

>>221969
Food or sugar are drugs too and most wizards are addicted to them (pizza, cakes, ice creams, chocolates, chips, burgers and so on).

Simply because they're cheap and easily accessible by just walking into a supermarket.
Drugs are expensive and unless grown yourself could contain anything the dealer or darkweb distributor cut it with.

[–]  No.221976

>>221969
how so? why does it matter?

[–]  No.222070

Buddhism is garbage like any other religion

[–]  No.222071

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I have two rules for life:
1. live fast
2. die a rhea

[–]  No.222072

>>221969
He might fear us going lower, he might have an extroverted feeling for us all wizards to keep up away from vice and misery as much as possible.

We do not want normies to pick on our flaws nor to satisfy them looking like depressed crabs
>stupid depcrabs filthing the site…



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