/wiz/ - Wizardry

Recently I stumbled upon the videos of "Bossmanjack", a gambling addicted and a drug addicted too, and very clearly a mentally ill person, the curiosity got the better of me and so I search the internet for more info about the guy, the more I dig the more and more became clear that the guy was brain broken from the get go, I thought at first that his mental illness and addiction was caused by some very shitty environment that he grow up, but no, the guy was raised by a solid family, loving parents and a normie brother, Bossmanjack was trouble since he was a teenager doing drug and petty crimes, even tough he didn't need to do that to survive or anything, the did just to keep his drug habits, that, for me, was a really wake up call to the fact that the genetics we have play a strong, very strong influence on who we are in the end, how we turn out in life in general, sure I don't deny the influences of other factor, but it seems genes are the strongest of them all, that implications made me realize how many of us here are the way we are, the life we have, just because we were dealt a not nice hand of genes to us, in the end is a matter of how to better play with the card(genes) we had, to make the better of it, it maybe hard but there's still little hope.

What's the most harsh thing a succubus has said to you?
I was compared to a rat,
I was told I'm a loser not having a girlfriend,
I was told I was a victim
it hurts when it happened

Argentina is going through hard times, with 100% inflation in 6 months, increases in all kinds of taxes, 45% poverty, and increasing crime. Argentina is a strong country, and any of these things would destroy another country, but we have already gone through many similar crises, but in each crisis the country becomes smaller and has less sovereignty.

Argentina is suffering, and needs the support of all anons.

>be wizard
>wake up on a random day in your comfy pjs after a long sleep
>no faggot normies blasting your phone with text messages or missed calls because you have no friends
>comfily make some breakfast, some coffee, sit on PC and watch some comfy content like stock market videos
>play some comfy vidya for an hour or so
>go to the gym get a nice workout in
>go home and cook some comfy meals
>clean your room make it all comfy
>play some retro games on my Famicom and chill for the next 5 hours or so
>night time read some comfy books or manga or something until bedtime
>no spending gay time with gay normies
>no going out spendng money needlessly
>no normie politics
>no gf drama
I thought we were wizards because we liked this kind of life. Why do you fakewizards want to be normalfags so bad?

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently. I suppose this lifestyle lends itself to introspection; anybody posting on imageboards at all likely lives a life replete with free time. Recently, I've been spending a lot of time just sitting in thought or trying to journal/write posts to organize my thoughts. I recently stopped taking kratom after months of high doses daily, and I feel like that shit just slowed down my mind and shut off my internal monologue. Now that I'm clean, my thoughts move so fast it gets overwhelming. I've always been an overthinker, though.

One thing I think a lot about is my early childhood. Occasionally, as I'm absorbed in a task, memories will drift into my mind. Early, early memories that I had thought were forgotten. I feel pangs of nostalgia and indulge in trying to recreate those moments; I have a very indulgent mind, constantly daydreaming and thinking onanistically like a bunch of hipster faggots discussing philosophy over $5 coffees. Sometimes, I wonder if nostalgia is the only thing I can feel anymore.

Since I was 17 or 18, I started to reminisce about the media of the 2000's that I had experienced growing up. I revisited many books I had read as a kid, often to disappointment. Those things that used to be magical seemed shitty and underwhelming, but I still can't let them go. After graduating high school I became intensely depressed. It wasn't that I was suicidal like I was in high school. I just felt dead inside. I was convinced I had anhedonia and spent hours trying to figure out how to fix it.

During that time, I became a warehouse wagie, and the physical labor actually sparked something inside me. While working, I would daydream about getting home and doing things other than just sitting and staring at the ceiling. I started busting my ass just to feel something again, even if it was just brutal exhaustion. I continued this way for two years, lying to my parents about taking online classes. When I eventually came clean, I was forced to enroll in community college. Now, I pretend to go to class and sit in the library browsing Wizchan every day.

Most parents would have made me pay rent or helped me find an apartment if I didn't want to attend college, which I would have had no issue with. Instead I am forced to do this shit. I tried to move out twice before, but my dad showed up at my work and started causing problems which made me feel guilty and come back home to make him happy.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

I'm bored all fucking day. It constantly brings my mood down and fucks up my day. I have no games or anime I like (grew out of those things a year or two ago) and there are very few TV shows or films that I can be remotely invested in, I have the same issue with books.


I've tried my best to spend time productively but forcing myself to work pains me and I don't know how to make it stop. I've been learning German on the side for about 10 months but getting up every day and drilling another 10 words into my skull is a tedious and monotonous chore. And with that said, that's all I work on during the day (aside from housework which I enjoy as it kills the boredom).
So, anyone got any good NEET working habits?

I know they get no NEET bucks unlike first world autists, so it should be way tricker for them to survive, or maybe they can stay in their parents house easily as NEETs, since multi-generational homes are the norm in large portions of the third world, I barely hear anything about autists in the third world.

So, is it possible to be a NEET well into the 40s and 50s? Well all know it's possible to be a NEET in your 20s when you folks are alive, but… they don't live forever, so how a NEET can sustain himself and still be a NEET after their folks are gone? I hate wagiedom, any lucky NEET could share some tips?

There's any anon here that lived that type of lifestyle of a hobo, vagabond and streetNEET? How was it? Why is so tied to being a wizard?