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 No.164379[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You know the drill

You set out lots of plans, a reading list and goals for the month

Yet somehow, the lack of external pressure or accountability means that you end up doing nothing but looking at degenerate erotica and hating yourself

Has anyone successfully broken this cycle?

I know there are things that can help this such as:
> Accountability groups
> Going ((outside))
> Broadvice, health diet therapy etc..

Yet the issue is that i am not going to do any of that shit, i didn't ten years ago and i'm not going got start now

The best thing i can think of is creating my own fantasy world where, through the power of imagination, i change my self perception and create a world in which i am a wizard with wizard duties such as scholarly learning, collecting firewood and such things and live my life through a fantasy.

But again, the issue comes from being alone without external drivers, but maybe this can be overcome by more extreme forms of isolation and delusion.
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 No.171204

This was a good thread, particularly because of the perception poster. I would like to ask what a typical overcoming procrastination / anxiety situation looks like for you. Like how do you go about doing it specifically? What steps do you generally take?

 No.171206

>>171076
Did he imply that succubi were wrong for not choosing him?

 No.171207

>>171206
"The ultimate evil behind sexuality is the human female. They are the main instigators of sex. They control which men get it and which men don’t. succubi are flawed creatures, and my mistreatment at their hands has made me realize this sad truth. There is something very twisted and wrong with the way their brains are wired. They think like beasts, and in truth, they are beasts. succubi are incapable of having morals or thinking rationally. They are completely controlled by their depraved emotions and vile
sexual impulses. Because of this, the men who do get to experience the pleasures of sex and the
privilege of breeding are the men who succubi are sexually attracted to… the stupid, degenerate,
obnoxious men. I have observed this all my life. The most beautiful of succubi choose to mate with the most brutal of men, instead of magnificent gentlemen like myself.
succubi should not have the right to choose who to mate and breed with. That decision should be made for them by rational men of intelligence. If succubi continue to have rights, they will only hinder the advancement of the human race by breeding with degenerate men and creating stupid, degenerate offspring. This will cause humanity to become even more depraved with each generation. succubi have more power in human society than they deserve, all because of sex. There is no creature more evil and depraved than the human female.
succubi are like a plague. They don’t deserve to have any rights. Their wickedness must be contained in order prevent future generations from falling to degeneracy. succubi are vicious, evil, barbaric animals, and they need to be treated as such."

 No.171209

Also interesting:
"The first strike against succubi will be to quarantine all of them in concentration camps. At these camps, the vast majority of the female population will be deliberately starved to death. That would be an efficient and fitting way to kill them all off. I would take great pleasure and satisfaction in condemning every single succubus on earth to starve to death. I would have an enormous tower built just for myself, where I can oversee the entire concentration camp and gleefully watch them all die. If I can’t
have them, no one will, I’d imagine thinking to myself as I oversee this. succubi represent everything that is unfair with this world, and in order to make the world a fair place, they must all be eradicated.
A few succubi would be spared, however, for the sake of reproduction. These succubi would be kept and bred in secret labs. There, they will be artificially inseminated with sperm samples in order to produce offspring. Their depraved nature will slowly be bred out of them in time.
Future generations of men would be oblivious to these remaining succubi’s existence, and that is for the best. If a man grows up without knowing of the existence of succubi, there will be no desire for sex.
Sexuality will completely cease to exist. Love will cease to exist. There will no longer be any imprint of such concepts in the human psyche. It is the only way to purify the world.
"

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>>171204
Do you mean me specifically?
The only way i have been able to overcome procrastibation and anxiety in my life it when i was thrown into a completely new environment, like when i enrolled in college, or did a work abroad program. Eventually my mental demons came back and made me start to move back into my shell and also the people i met would always cause me disharmony in my soul, so now i know, whatever activities i am to do, they must categorically not include other human beings in them. This way i may be able to 'warp' my mind towards a positive feedback loop that is normally broken by, well, normals.
It's not step taking at all, it's a jump in the deep cold part of the ocean, and that's the only thing that had ever helped me. But plus, it's also the step between non-action and action, between 0 and 1 and that's why the first step always feels so massive.
About the perceptionwiz, yes, he did help a lot with understanding, but i'm still not there and cannot get my head around what he was asking. I don't know how long it's been since i posted this, but the point remains that i am still more entertained with imageboards and reading wikipedia than bettering myself. Again, i can clearly see that i will regret this lifestyle in 10 more years, but that is not enough to motivate me to change. The carrot and the stick mentality does not work on me.
So to summarise, my method going forward is a blend of extreme isolation and and breaking old habits by way of environmental changes, but again, i find myself returning to stasis over time, but that is as best as i know how right now.


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 No.171124[Reply]

Does anyone know wtf is mentally wrong with me, like as a clinical diagnosis

So i have allot of things in terms of illness, i also have intrusive thoughts and paranoia

Now that's just for context, my issue and something that really bothers me is this, i have what i'd call a "shock reaction" it's some autistic annoying thing that happens sometimes .It's usually i guess fight or flight,
i anticipate something i fear in my mind, that certain thing appears and i get this weird senation and i get visibly shaken, like i guess startled

I have this when i try to hide something, like hide an intrusive thought and someone mentions a word related to what i'm thinking and it triggers a startle response. I sometimes have this when i lie,
like for example i didn't do something i was supposed to do and that person says did you do that when i didn't and that would inliced a startle response

I also have this when i know something about a person and i try to hide a certain feeling, when i see that person like randomly i would also get a startle response

Now this al sounds like i'm some jumpy easily frightened guy which oddly enough isn't true i usually don't care about anything and i don't get scared easily . It's just some autsitic compulsive thing i have that i just can't control or rather i try to control and it makes it worse.

I tend to hide what i'm feeling and thinking, so i find it really annoying when i get a visible response to something going on internally

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i think u are a cat

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 No.163517[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Ever since I was a kid, I liked nothing else but games. Really, no other interests or passions.

Eventually I tried to branch out, actively searched for other hobbies and interests, but I came to the conclusion that I just really don't like anything.

But for the past few years I didn't like gaming either.

Here's a huge problem and example: World of Warcraft. I've had it installed on my PC for the past 3 weeks. Uninstalled it cause I thought it's garbage and then reinstalled it 3 times. Haven't actually paid for the subscription yet, but I've been contemplating for 3 weeks whether to do it or not. Browsing forums and youtube for reasons not to do it, and for reasons to do it.

Here's the thing though: MMOs were the only thing in life that I ever actually enjoyed for some time and found interesting. Now I don't even have that.

I tried so hard to convince myself to play WoW again. Tried to think of angles, new perspectives on why people play them and why they're NOT pointless. But I couldn't.

Essentially, my brain just doesn't interpret MMOs as worth doing anymore. It all just seems like pixels and numbers that have no meaning and will be reset when the next patch comes.

And yet, I'm in a huge pickle here. I try really hard to get into MMOs again, to enjoy something, but I can't. And I don't like anything else either. So I end up going from game to game, browsing forums for hours a day trying to find something that will fill the void.

As much as games feel pointless, other things in life seem even more boring and pointless to me. And I've tried really hard to find something else to enjoy. All this normal advice that circulates on the internet just doesn't apply to me "take a walk, learn a language, improve yourself, go the gym, listen to music, learn an instrument, learn how to draw, work harder" yada yada it just seems pointless.
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 No.170965

>>170956
Some of them would actually suicide instead of fantasizing about it on the internet together with anons

 No.170966

>>170943
Sure, or anime, or even vidya, or whatever. The examples I gave are just examples of things many people would consider to be fine/refined experiences, but which are also undoubtedly hedonic indulgences. I think my point remains there is nothing wrong specifically with pleasure, moreso there is something wrong with unearned pleasure. Again, not on moral grounds, but logistical ones. Because our brains short circuit and deteriorate when we feed ourselves pleasure directly rather than employing it as reinforcement for productive/meaningful effort.

I am a utopian hedonist in the vein of David Pearce and to me the ideal state of consciousness experience would be one of nonstop, heretofore-unexperienced transcendental bliss. But the human brain is not wired for it, so I have to accept certain limitations and workarounds. One being that I have to work so that I've 'earned' my pleasure, because that is unfortunately how my brain is wired and it melts away into gray apathetic goo when I blast it with pleasurable experiences directly.

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>>170965
This. As much as much as we romanticize a sane, traditional, internet free society, most of us would have simply been locked into tard schools or bullied into suicide.

 No.171024

>>171019
OK, sister

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 No.166478[Reply]

Do you believe in UFOs?

I grew up in the remote countryside and was repeatedly abducted by extra terrestrials as a child. I was subjected to invasive and painful vivisection without sedatives or anaesthetics. Of course, I moved to the city as soon as I had the means, and I now sleep in a room with no windows. I do believe that my abductors continue to monitor my location.

Also, Jesus of Nazareth was an extra terrestrial.
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 No.170987

>>170919
(cont)
I think it was a hoax. That's the only logical explanation. The more I think about it the more I think it was a big disc full of helium balloons or something. If it was a weather balloon it was a strangest one i've ever heard of.

 No.170990

>>166512
A muslim would say, that UFOs and aliens are djinn illusions, since djinn are metamorphs.

 No.170996

>>166478
Imagine you believed that humans just 'discovered' microprocessors and silicone chip architecture

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>>166478
UFO's might be demons, or they can be cherubs and seraphim which we can observe on icons and medieval paintings

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>>171010
The Lovecraftian interpretation is very striking, have you seen the images? Gangly-looking biorobotic insectoids



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 No.165422[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>People who shame you for being a wizard/neet
>When family stays at your house and disrupt the peace and comfy nature
>When family scold you for being a neet or degrade you
>When your family give you the "Why aren't you sucsessful?" speech
>Getting compared to others who are better than you, basically saying you're not worth shit
>People who act friendly to you, but talk behind your back
>The "You just need some confidence." Pep talk bullshit
>Pep talks in general, it's just someone acting like they're better than you, talking shit to your face
>People who act like the big boss, or act like hotshots
>People who try way too hard to funny
>People who don't wear deodorant or just look like slobs
>People who glare
>People who act like prissy fags all the time
>People who need to constantly entertained or stimulated
>People who act act morally superior
>Vaping
>Gluttons
>Drunks
>Trailer trash
>Drug abusers
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>>165424
Most those people are thousands of dollars in debt

 No.170905

>>169937
If this doesn't sum up modern America, I don't know what would.

 No.170906

>>169938
Far from the truth my Aryan wizard brother. When white society collapses, so will the food supply.
The negresses will struggle to get enough calories, preventing them from achieving such oversized buttockses.
Thus they will have nothing left to twerk and that aspect of the culture will die along with most of America's negro population.

 No.170978

>>170131
have sex, crab

 No.171308

>>170978
wtf is crabic about any of that?


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 No.170801[Reply]

Does the magic flow in your family?

Its weird but for me almost everyone including females is one. I lived in self denial how I can become normie and live different life but now I just became one of the many.
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 No.170946

>>170945
"Antinatalist" is just another word for nihilist

 No.170948

>>170946
no, nihilists don't assign a negative values to birth

 No.170957

>>170891
'poly' for succubi, 'no sex' for men
TRP

 No.170972

>>170945
>>170948
I mean I think it's bad to bring more life into this world from my point of view but I can't be certain another person might not have a good life. Still wrong to do. But I am a hypocrite so there you go.

 No.170973

>>170972
It's not hypocritical, it's only natural.



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 No.160912[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What does your world look like? How do you live your life? Is your world a nice place?

I think the world is fundamentally bad (a la Ligotti/Inmendham), but there are ways that we can extract enjoyment from it. As for how I live, I believe that we have partial control over how we feel, so I force my brain to feel energetic and happy.
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 No.170954

>>160912
I'm very depressed and lonely. That's my world. I don't know how to make it stop without ending my life.

 No.170962

>>167408
> all of life and existence in its entirety to be a mistake
existence is inevitable anon, as death

 No.170964

>>167378
A rock doesn't feel pain, a rock doesn't suffer

 No.170967

>>170964
How would you know?

 No.170968

>>167378
You are completely incorrect. The nature of duality means that extremes cannot exist without an opposite. If all that existed was pain with nothing to balance it out, there would be no reason why this pain would be interpenetrated as a negative. It would just be meaningless background noise.

It's like how antinatalists say that they can't commit suicide because they're neurotic about how it's going to hurt, or they just cop out and say that they're biologically wired to not kill themselves, ignoring the fact that many other humans have successfully ended their own lives throughout history without near the level of angst as the average antinat. They're using the values of life to assert that nonexistence is preferable; the problem is, these values are completely irrelevant from nonexistence's point of view. The void doesn't care for your pain or your tears, the concepts of preferable or non-preferable are completely alien to it.


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 No.168572[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I imagine this would be a point of contention but I think its worth bringing up anyway. I've seen many wizards on this site (sometimes implicitly) describe their wizardhood as being some sort of curse, yet simultaneously proclaim their superiority to norps and how they could never stand to live that sort of life (which on its own is fair enough). However it still strikes me as having some sort of cognitive dissonance, why be something you clearly find to be some sort of deficiency? I'm not trying to describe a crab, nor the people who have genuinely been dealt a bad hand in life which is probably a substantial amount of you, but rather the ones with largely pessimistic worldviews aggravated by their current state as a wizard. Personally I am both indifferent to normalfags and I enjoy being a wizard.
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 No.170859

>>170853
not this shit again

 No.170869

>>168782
Same here wiz. I have ambitions as an artist which I hope to fulfill so I don't have to work in the future, but right now I'm content as a NEET without any accomplishments. I love music and literature, and taking walks and smoking weed and my tobacco pipe while sitting in my spot by the river. I believe in God. If I were to achieve what I want to I'd like to spent the rest of my life reading and meditating to see if there's a way to transcend this world. If I were forced to wageslave, that's when I would start to hate my existence.

 No.170873

>>170852
>if you don't like being short, stop not liking being short
You aren't very bright are you?

 No.170892

>>170822
9mm or buckshot is good cure through, for any mental illness, or even solution for almost any trouble

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 No.170907[Reply]

Is anyone else living with grandma?

My mother called me an asshole and terrible child, so i moved to grammies :^)

Apparently this is an even more despicable life choice than if i was to remain caged by my narcissistic mother, but i don't care about that, she is peaceful and gives me less stress.

One thing that does aggravate me are the neighbours, constantly looking and peering in, hoping to catch a glimpse of the wizard next door. Baka, i don't give them the satisfaction.

Okay yes, grammie is a hoarder and her house is falling down and i am trying to help her with these things.

But when i peek out of my curtains and see normies gawking at the house when they are passing by, a rage feels me and i want to scream out of the window at them, but i control myself to hide my power level.

There's much more to this story, but i'll leave it there for now.

 No.170918

I can feel the low quality wafting off your post.
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 No.170925

if my grandma had a house of her own this would be pretty sweet. maternal grandfather is dead. maternal grandmother is in same place anyway. paternal grandfather is alive but remarried after paternal grandmother died young so
I got shafted hardcore since he got a younger wife and had a kid after I was born.

like it sucks losing the relative lottery so badly

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 No.170880[Reply]

I'm having a hard time even thinking about them being real. I never expect to meet one, but I've never even heard of someone who fits the description.

 No.170881

There is such a thing as Witch-craft or Witches, and I would pray you to resolve me thereof if ye may: for I have reasoned with sundrie in that matter, and yet could never be satisfied therein.

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>>170885
oh shit oh fuck oh god goodbye nice knowing you have a good day don't ban me

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